I am looking for someone to play with... or to fall in love with... Ive never really ever fallen in love witha guy but i think it is possible.
I have been with a few men and i have found it enjoyable. I have never been actually fucked in the ass and i am looking forward to it. i have used dildos and strached some and i have had a fe w guys try to enter me but i was too tight then and we had no ludbe . or they were not really attracted to a shemale and lost it.
I want to suck cock and taste cum in my mouth again . it has been a long time since i have gotten a guy and off . A few times i picked up a few johns on the streets of Wheeling by the porn store just to get some .
I enjoyed the guy i had over once who put his belt around my neck and took me to bed and made me suck
..I sucked for several hours and he did not cum till he wacked off and made me lick it up. He was nice and brought me a nice pair of 5 inch heels... which i couldnt wear because of a wide foot and hammer toe. ... he disappeared ..i think he was afraid i would turn him in or something.
I have met a few guys who wanted to master me. One just tied me up and gaged me and took pictures .. the other got off on me sucking him and caning me . i have been warned away from a few that just beat girls and scare them shitless to do anything they want.. which usually isnt much.
You wanted to know what i want. I want a guy to cum in my shemale cunt. it may take some streching or lube or patience , I want to feel an orgasm from a man inside me fucking me . Pulling onmy breasts and nipples , taking me by the hair and pounding a cock into me .. i want him to want my tight shemale pussy. and i want him to want it several times a day. I want to be able to enjoy a man in me . I want to suck cock. i want to be able to getmy man off . . i want to learn to suck better and longer and deeeper . . I want a man to wrap his legs around my head and pull my head on him till i gag and stuff his cock deeper down my throat. I may need some time to adapt as i have been known to gag a lot. and i understand that this takes a lot of time to learn to deep throat.
I want a man or sister to help feminize me. I have been unable to keep up my Female hormones because i have not been working and i lost my health care when my former emplyer went into bankruptcy. I used to have 40 C breasts .. now they are a 40 A+ THEY HAVE SHRUNK.
I would like to regrow them , but if i could have implants paid for i would really like that too' . I am distressed because my facial hair need more electrolisis. and my waist is too big.I would wear a corset , but i find it vrey uncomfortable to sleep in and i take it off. I would need to be restrained at night to keep from removing it and have it locked on somehow. I was concerned in the past because i had a gallbladder problem and i would get a lot of pain when i wore one too. but now my gallbladder is removed and i still have some abdominal upset but it is much less then b4. but i cannot do it to myself. I would love to have my nipples streched so that they are more appropriate. I do not think piercing and pulling would be good at this pointas the nipples are too small, but using suction cps overnight would be a good alternative. I have used a cupping device in the past, but only for several hour ata time with pleasing results . I would like to have my penis placed into a chastity device. and locked , so that i could not play with myself and i would be at the mercy of my man or mistress to recieve pleasure from the touch . or be forced to seek pleasure in other ways , such as through anal penetration. I would consider it a training tool to prepare me to recieve all my sexual pleasure from pleasing my man, and being used in a feminine capacity exclusively.
I would like to be able to associate with other women to help me with my makeup and learn better feminine hygene .. i tend to get rather rough here in the wilderness and i do not keep myself up well. I need to get out of the habit of doing highly masculine things like build darbed wire fences and take care of farm animals which kep me here and do not let me see other men.
Im tired of writing so i hope this helps you know what i am looking for ..