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So, although I didn't have the moxie to enter my roomates bed and tease the fuck out of him. I still was punished. I'm really not sure why. I think he just wanted to reaffirm who was in charge. This time he had me suck him until he was hard and then ride him until I came. Then he pushed me off of him onto my back. He slapped me incredibly hard, twice. I was seeing stars and became disoreinted. He trapped my hands in his and then forced my legs open. One by one he slid his fingers in my pussy until four of the were filling me up. He fucked until I squirted, twice. Then he started forcing his thumb and the rest of his hand up inside me. I was absolutely petrified. I was screamming, crying and begging him to stop. He wouldn't He kept going unitl he had his entire fist inside me. Again he fucked me, forcing me to cum. Over and over he did this. I didn't like it at all, but he wouldn't stop. When I nearly passed out he pulled out his fist smeared my cum over my face and then fucked me with his cock. I was mortified. I could't dream of of him fucking me after he stretched me like that. He raped me until he was ready to cum and then forced his cock down my throat, making me choke. When he was done he slapped me again, twice and left. |
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I'm sitting here thinking..and I've had plenty of time to think considering no on is calling 911, that I'm not sure how much I know about myself. With the lack of intimacy at home coupled with the intense stress, plus the recent loss.... I realize that I am becoming reckless. I have always been a bit of a masochist. But now...I am on the verge of waking the bear. I want to march into my roomates/exs room and just anger him. I want to suck his cock until it's hard and dripping and then tell him to fuck off and just wait for the consequences..... I think I either need a vacation or to do it. And, considering I can't take a vacation until the end of October..... |
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Preceptor states that I have to take control on scene...to use him as my bitch....yeaahh...how do I explain this to him? |
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I have been stuck in the back of this ambulance for hours... only a few to go, but I'm beginning to feel like a caged animal and not in a good way. |
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Driving from Hartford CT to Orefield PA. Just wondering how many Dominants I am passing as I go.
Oh, and now we're horribly lost! Lovely! Anybody know how to get from Sleepy Hollow NY to Oresfield PA?
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I think I pushed being a brat too far today. Daddy made me massage him w/ an extremely strong menthol/eucalyptus sports rub. Then He made me kiss him all over his body. God that burned. Then He had me suck him and please him. Apparently, it felt good to Him. But oh, it still hurts. Then when His cock was completely covered, He fucked me. As deep as He could, biting and choking me. Threatening to take a 10in dildo and lube it w/ the sports rub and fuck my ass next time I mouthed off. I came so fucking hard. I hate it. But I love it too. I am such a whore. |
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I believe I've been a good girl for the past week, although I did give Daddy attitude for a minute this morning. I still have the bruises and bitemarks from last week when I was an absolute brat. I feel sulky tonight. I wonder how much sleep Daddy had today.... |
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Studying again, until about 10:00pm. Joyful. Provide a distraction.. I'll tell you all about me. |
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At home, studying w/ Coffe and (hopefully) pizza. It's going to be a long 54 weeks, well, 52 now w/o the amount of Domination I'm used to. Oh, well. It'll all be worth it in the end. |
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I am bored and tired. I'm at work; hour 14 of 16. I'm suppoused to be studying but A&P is just not fun after 3 hours. Now I have to go assess an intox on the second floor of a house. Lovely. |
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Oooh, I had my VCH pierced last night!!! It hurt soo much, but it was soooo exhilarating!!! The piercing artist was great. He had one of the best bedside manner I've seen. He used a 16g and I picked a light blue-grey gemstone to do it with. I love it!!!
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Going to get my clit pierced on Satureday!!!!! I'm soo excited and nervous!!!
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Watching the news and thinking. Aside from the D.C Sniper finally being executed, no good news.
Browsing for houses on line. *Lol* I've never seen so much paneling in my life.
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Sooooo, tired. Up since 01:00. Now, I'm bored.
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Well, I finally figured out what I want for my Birthday. I want a clit piercing. I know where I want to get it done. Just finding the time. I want Master to pick out the jewelry.
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Well, I finally figured out what I want for my Birthday. I want a clit piercing. I know where I want to get it done. Just finding the time. I want Master to pick out the jewelry.
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Well, I finally figured out what I want for my Birthday. I want a clit piercing. I know where I want to get it done. Just finding the time. I want Master to pick out the jewelry.
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:( MY COLLAR BROKE!!!!! The leather around the clasp broke. :(
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I am amused that some people don't take the time to read a full profile. How difficult is it, when the initial statement is, in bright, bold, colors; "I am collared."
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Ok. Now I'm bored and horribly sore due to Master biting my all over my neck, back and shoulders. It's going to be agony working tomorrow.
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Well, I think I made on hell of an impression on the guys from the party. Lol! I was just invited back for an "encore." Unfortunately, I'm not allowed to go unless my Master is able to attend. Master is working now, so, that's out of the question for today.
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I think I've recuperated from the party. It started out slow, but picked up once the guys started that "draft." I had to take a piece of clothing off after each round. I was wearing a leather skirt and corset with 5 inch stilettos. Apparently I looked really, really hot, because the guys kept giving Master compliments about what a good body I had. They loved my tits! So, I paraded around naked, bending over occasionally, getting spanked. The guys felt me up a lot. One of them loooved what a good girl I was. After the draft it got even better. I ended up bent over the laps of one of the guys, with my legs spread. The rest of the guys were feeling me all over. Then my Master gave them one of the vibrators we had brought. It was a 7 in purple one that has bumps all over it. It's absolutely brutal. They used that on me till I came. The kept it in we while Master forced a large butt plug in my ass. Oh, god it hurt! I came so hard. Then, I walked around, climbing into laps, getting fingered and kissed. I ended up sitting on one guys lap facing out, with my legs spread. The guys were curious what else we had brought. Master handed the bag over to one of them and they pulled out the 10 dildo that we had. They slammed it in me over and over. I came sooo hard. I wish more had happened, but, there's always next year!!
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Yay!!! Friday!! Party time!! We'll see what happens!! I know I'll be serving drinks, but, my friend has request that I bring some "toys." He wants a "good show after the draft." I'm not entirely sure he's still understands what he's asking me to do.
Anyway, last night Master put the shock collar on me. He fucked me and shocked me every time I came, turning the level up each time. I just came harder. I think He started at level 2 and ended up on 4. I loved it. I was shaky afterwards, but, I really hope He does it again.
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I'm bored right now. I can't wait until Friday. One of my co-workers invited me to host a party at his house. I get to walk around naked serving drinks!!! Knowing me, I'll be serving in other ways as well. I can't wait.
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Well, I received my earned beating. Master used the looped end of a nylon leash. I was expecting the belt again. This surprised me. I cried afterwards again. I couldn't cry during because the way the leash landed on me just took my breath away. It hurt so much. My shoulders and back are so sore.
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So, I managed to earn a severe beating for saying "No," among other things. He was spared me half of it because I started hyperventilating from crying so hard. And withing a half hour of waking up managed to earn another for the same thing. I don't learn. Now He's not going to be so merciful this time. I'm not looking forward to it at all.
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So, I've got friday and saturday off coming up. I'm thinking of asking Him to take me to "Bodies Revealed" if it's still going on. If not maybe asking Him to take some outside pics of me. Maybe both!!!
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Last night was fun. I made dinner naked w/ leather cuffs on. I had in ready almost in time for Him to arrive home. After, He took photos of me locked in the dog's cage. He made me drink water from the bowl and used the shock collar on me. I loved it. I was soaking wet within a few minutes of starting. I can't wait for more.
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: ( Missing my Lord and Master. Two weeks is a long time not to be spanked.
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I Need A Vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Work, work, work and more work. One of my few days off and my BF blows me off. Love it.
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Head spinning, mind reeling, heart racing, blood surging, breath won't draw, words won't form...confusion, confusion, confusion!!!!!!
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Been up for 24 hrs now. Or is it longer? I don't know anymore. I'm exhausted and I really need to be put to bed.
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Just feel really apathetic right now. Go figure.
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One day off after 8 on. Back on for another 60. I'm punch drunk tired. I need comfort and sleep.
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64 hrs. this week, 60 next week. 8 days in a row. I'm going to need some stress relief.
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Ugh, It's day's like today that wear on me. I know that if I were somebody's sub at this point, I would definately be disciplined for being a brat.
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