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Very strict, very cruel, very demanding.
That's the first thing you need to understand - I am not a very nice person. And still I am FAR more than scum like you could ever deserve. Interesting, isn't it? No matter what I do to you, regardless of how much I degrade you or make you suffer, you will be honoured to have been allowed to suffer for my pleasure.
About me: Of non-Irish birth but settled here now. Very experienced at dealing with male scum and adept at breaking them. I break them with humiliation. I break them with pain. And I break them with mind games the like of which you have never experienced. Mostly, though, I break them with chastity.
About you: you will have a genuine need to serve and suffer. you will be willing to hand-over your heart, mind and cock to me. you will be willing to purchase a chastity device (CB3000 preferably) and send me the keys - or use a numbered plastic lock. However I prefer holding the key. you will be willing to serve on webcam, moving to a real life meeting very quickly (if you succeed in amusing me sufficiently).
I am NOT a pro-domme and expect no "tribute" -- however you will pay in tears and screams and suffering.
When your balls get nice and full and I look at you with a sneer and say "no" then you will understand what it is to suffer for the amusement of a Goddess. Then you will understand what it is to be broken.
Articulate, properly written applications will receive the consideration they deserve. Badly written messages will be deleted without exception.
As a sign of your sincerity I demand that you filthy little ball bags confirm IN WRITING that you have not touched your vile little tail while looking at my picture.
Katherine
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I can hardly believe that it is a year since I updated this section of My profile.
Busy ... Busy ... Busy!
Busy with My career.
Busy with travel.
Busy with a Real Man.
And, once in a while, checking-in on My stable of locked, pathetic whiners. It never ceases to amaze Me how squirmy males become when prevented from emptying the tank for a few months. You'd think that it would be a welcome opportunity to concentrate on something other than stroking their meat-stick but, no, they become ever more determined to find a way to squirt their saddo semen into a disinterested world.
That's just what the world needs right now - useless little ball-bags leaking their filth everywhere. Yeuch!
I have long ago stopped giving a blow-by-blow account of their suffering due to the effect it has on the losers on this site. It seems to get them a bit over-excited. First they send Me barely readable messages asking to be My salve. Generally these messages ignore the requirements laid-out on My profile - so I ignore them. The ones that appear to reflect a literate and thoughtful sender may receive a reply with a request for further information (not names and photographs - just information about their experience, etc.). About one-third of these result in replies which actually convey the required data - the rest simply don't.
I get a lot of messages. A LARGE number. It takes time to seperate the wheat from the chaff, so even the articulate and thoughtful senders may have to wait until I get back to them. This appears to be where the real problem lies: patience.
The vast majority of loser freaks on Collarme begin to send follow-up messages almost immediately, whether they have been asked to reply or not. Now, most of you are whingy and pathetic from the get-go -- the last thing you should be doing is underlining this fact. And nothing underlines it better than whingy, moany follow-up messages.
So, if any of you are wondering why I haven't replied to your messages, this ius probably the reason.
Anyway ... enough of that.
Newsflash
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My young friend, who I have mentioned here before, has developed an interest in chastity. It arose from conducting supversion sessions with some of the locked-up slaves who work for Us in Our contract-cleaning business.
She has been getting such a thrill from saying "no" to cock-locked freaks that She wants more!
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UPDATE:
1. I have added another photograph of Me relaxing in the sun. you filthy little losers do not deserve to gaze at Me and I know that many of you carry out disrespectful acts whilst doing do, however I find it useful for prospective slaves to know what I look like.
2. Since I last updated this profile I have dispensed with the original three slaves - useless whiny fucks, the lot of them. Total waste of My time and effort.
3. A so-called man has given himself to Me, in response to My last posting. he has now become an "it" and is learning some very hard lessons about the true nature of submission and sadism. Now I want another, so that the first "it" may be enclosed in a thick-walled plastic tank to serve full-time as My toilet. It is immensely satisfying to know that My waste is the only sustenance for another living creature, and that it relishes and worships each drop and morsel.
4. The cleaning business has been a moderate success. Chastity does indeed sharpen the mind of the worker, as I suspected it would. My young friend finds the drones She must deal with sickening, but is happy with the money. She still has no interest in BDSM and finds all of you pathetic and disgusting. That makes two of us.
5. It does not seem to matter how infrequently I log on to Collarme - there are always a plethora of whiny messages from you useless little ball-bags, asking to be My slave or demanding that I treat you with respect, etc., etc.
Most of these come from people who have clearly failed to read My profile and the rest appear to be the work of the mentally retarded. I truly marvel at the ability of such moronic people to survive in the world - presumably they are on social welfare and spend their days sitting at some shitty old computer, eating chips and drooling over pictures of Women. Pathetic.
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UPDATE:
1. General Matters:
It has been a long time since I felt any inclination to post anything here. Shortly after My last update I had a break-up with My boy-friend. He, quite reasonably, told Me that he found the pathetic wimps who serve Me to be too creepy.
Needless to say I have invested a lot of effort in punishing them during the past few months. As their discomfort increased I felt a new sense of mission, and of calm. I see now that I was being too soft with them and this realisation has brought My training to new heights.
At this point all of My slaves are locked into metal chastity devices and none of them have been allowed a release since November 1st, 2009. On this date I allowed a mass release, followed by a long day of severe physical training in a group setting.
I have met a new man and once again feel the comfort of physical and emotional intimacy. I have told him about My BDSM interests but have decided that he should never meet any of you pathetic little wankers.
2. New Opportunity to SUFFER:
Pursuant to My latter-day realisation that I have been far too lenient and "soft" with those who seek to kneel before Me, I am offering one lucky male creature the opportunity to offer itself to Me for limit-free suffering. In other words, I will own this slave UTTERLY and it will submit to My will competely. it will cease to be a person and shall be transformed into a wretched ball of pain, longing and suffering. Indeed, suffering and hard work will be it's only source of joy - so, this position is for a very particular type of person. None of My current crop of losers is anywhere near suitable, hence this new opportunity for you.
Be clear - this is for hardcore masochists only...please do not waste My time if you do not want this for real.
Some aspects of this extreme training:
- Complete chastity control and life-time orgasm denial (i.e. you will be placed in a metal chastity-device, secured by a genital piercing). Once placed in chastity, you will NEVER be allowed release. No matter how full those balls become you will not be allowed to empty the tank. Ever.
- Live-In only. I have a basement with a very solid cage, which will become your home. your days will be filled with household tasks and hard-labour in the garden, your evenings and weekends will be spent in pain and lockdown. you will never be seen by visitors or My boyfriend. The successful applicant will cut all ties with the outside world.
- Silence. you will no longer be allowed to speak or to verbalise your feelings in any way. This will be enforced by a ball-gag and severe punishment.
- Hunger. you will have very little to eat and drink.
- Toilet. you will be used as My toilet. Sometimes this will be your only source of food and drnk.
- Dehumanisation. you will be reduced to a meat-puppet with two holes. you will be a silent object which receives My brutality and cruelty.
There is more, of course. Much more. But that will be discussed at a later point, face-to-face.
All applicants for this position must begin with the words "Destroy me, Miss" in order to be considered. Kindly treat this as a job-application and attend to punctuation (etc.). Badly written applications will be ignored.
3. Work slaves:
The business project mentioned in earlier postings will go ahead in 2010. Those who might be interested may apply to Me. Applications must begin with the words "Work slave" in order to be considered.
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A brief update:
1. Work Slaves: I have shown some of your responses to My business partner. She laughed so hard that I feared She might injure Herself! She concluded that none of the ball-bags on this site would be capable of cleaning and hoovering. I reassured Her that they would probably be fine - after all, they will be in chastity :)
More details on this project to follow...
2. Poor slave #2 made a silly mistake this weekend and displeased Me greatly. he has been told that his next orgasm has been rescheduled from early next month to late next month. The poor little loser cried with frustration. So eager is he to improve matters that he has been grovelling about the place, attempting to satisfy My needs even before they arise. The past day and a half have been hilarious, with him boiling kettles and hoovering like a madman! We have settled into a rather comfortable relationship...well, comfortable for Me anyway. I am using the little loser as a seat as I write this. He has been on medication for a bad back so I need to be careful...careful that I don't fall off due to too much laughter as he groans in pain. Lovely.
3. slave #1 has become even more of a nuisance. he has taken to writing poetry, declaring his ridiculous love to Me for all eternity. How tedious. I suspect that he is a little jealous of My new BF. I don't see why...My BF wakes-up each morning to feel My soft tongue on his gorgeous knob and slave #1 wakes-up each morning to find his pathetic little loser dick straining against the metal chastity device. Sounds fair enough to Me!
4. slave #3 is squirming in silent, dignified frustration. he is so desperate for a squirt that he cannot sleep. Poor dear...
5. slave #4 must be in some way related to slave #1. They could form a whinge choir. I have decided to be especially harsh on them during August. Watch this space.
6. Dinner. This week I am having a dinner party for Me, My scrumptious BF and a Domme acquaintance. My young friend/business partner will also attend. I have decided that slaves #2 and # 3 will serve Us. This will be an eye-opener for My business partner and My BF. Somehow I suspect that, for the slaves, the evening will not end well...!
Ha-ha-ha! I'm too bad!
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I suppose it is time for another update. It has been such a long time since I felt like writing anything here that I don't really know where to begin. I guess I'll just let it flow...
1. Morons: As I have come to expect from the sad little losers who seem drawn to this site, My inbox has been jammed with (literally) dozens of messages from those who cannot read, those who cannot write and those who I suspect could only thrive in some sort of social-care setting. Having come to Ireland from overseas I am shocked at the poor literacy among Irish males. I receive more articulate mails from India, from people for whom English is a second language, than I do from most of the Irish wannabe slaves. Even some of the Americans are more literate than you - and it's not often you get to say that!
2. Bizarre requests: Some of the things people ask of me are downright pathetic. One slave from the US wants me to chain him up in his basement. Oh, wow - that sounds like great fun! How could I resist traveling to some Godawful American slum and sitting around this loser's saddo house while he wriggles about in bondage in a shitty storm-cellar?! I'm starting to fall asleep just from the thoughts of it!
And that's one of the more realistic ones.
Why do I bother?
3. Whinge-fest '09: I got a message from slave # 1 this week. Initially I thought My 'phone was broken, as all I could hear was this whining sound. Later I discovered that this whiny noise was in fact his voice, as he banged on and on about his needs and his suffering. Poor mite. I am seeing him over the weekend and plan to make it up to him with a nice big can of dog food...really, I spoil him. Of course he will have to take a lot of pain to earn his bowl full of meaty goodness - but I have faith that he will take everything I give him.
Quite a number of you have written to ask whether slave # 1 and slave # 2 got to cum since I last updated this journal.
Poor slave # 2 has been doing very well and trying hard to please Me. he has been allowed two squirts since I reported last. he is now spending a lot of his free time working on My house. he has dug the garden and replanted all of MY trees and shrubs. Also he is My official maid-servant, and cleans / hoovers My home twich each week. If he continues to perform well and take My punishments with good heart then he may be allowed to make his little puddle again early next month. Maybe.
slave # 1 is not doing so well. he was permitted one release shortly after My last journal update. This was allowed on three conditions:
i) he submit to a vicious beating;
ii) he get a tattoo of My initials on his arse; and,
iii) he would accompany Me to a body-piercing studio and get a gential piercing which will allow a metal chastity device to be locked to his penis at both ends (absolutely NO escape without the key!).
The sick little loser readily agreed to My conditions. I beat him black and blue then allowed him to squirt on the toilet floor. When he was finished there was a lovely mix of his semen and blood on the tiled floor. Messy - so I had him lick it all up. Yum-yum.
The next day we had his little dicklet pierced and ordered a metal chastity device online. This is his final week in the CB3000 - from Monday he will be encased in a metal device. Serious chastity.
4. The news slaves, # 3 and #4, have been doing well. number 3 takes a wonderful beating in almost total silence - I reward him by using his mouth as My toilet. number 4 is trying hard to accept My harshness...in time he will get used to it. Both have been in chastity for several weeks now with no release. # 4 is very, very squirmy and demnding whilst
# 3 accepts his fate and bears the frustration as well as could be hoped/expected.
All in all things are going well.
5. The best news of all for last...I have a new boyfriend!! He is tall and handsome and scrummy. When I am with him I feel so loved and safe...he is so gentlemanly and protective. Mmmmmm.......
I have told him a little about My BDSM leanings and he seems iterested, certainly he "gets" My reasons for having this stuff in My life. In due course I may allow one or two of My slaves to wait on us while we eat dinner and spend a cosy evening in.
Anyway, because of my new love I simply don't have time to respond to many messages etc. I will be taking more slaves on later in the year though.
6. Work Slaves: Along with a female friend I may be starting a new company later in the year. We would offer maintenance/contract cleaning/etc. to busniesses (banks, insurance comapnies, etc.).
These sort of contracts are highly competitive and difficult to get. We have a two-pronged strategy to obtain business. Firstly we will play on the weaknesses of the employer by flaunting our feminine charms, low cut tops, split skirts (etc.). I am very good at this sort of thing, but My friend is an artist when it comes to using men's dicks against them! She is extraordinarily beautiful and has a body that causes road accidents when she goes jogging. Plus she is only 19! (Originally she was the daughter of a friend who died some years ago...I, sort of, took her under My wing).
The second part of our strategy involves slave-labour. We will be seeking the services of male slaves who will offer-up one or more evenings each week as an act of devotion. They will be assigned to a particular work-crew and will work hard and long for us. For free.
Now, let Me be clear - I have never at any time sought tribute from slaves, and I am not doing so now. This is strictly for those who have a strong desire to serve and be used - it is NOT a scenario whereby you will be coerced to work or whipped if you do a bad job. It is not some fantasy-Domme session - rather it is hard, back-breaking labour in the service of two Goddesses. The only "kink" component is that you will be placed in chastity 24/7 -- this is to create an incentive for you to work hard.
My friend knows about My BDSM interests and finds it funny but has no such interests Herself. Her only interest in any of you is in using you for work. Also, this is not an arrangement like the ones described above with My personal playthings: this is about service, compliance and obedience. Any slave volunteering for this will see Me or My business partner once per week to receive your instructions. You will accept them, thank Her or Me and go away. Once per month you will meet with Her or Me for about 15 minutes for a performance review. Those who have worked well and caused no problems will be unlocked and allowed to squirt. Those who have disappointed will be sent away with no release.
So, that's the deal. At this stage we have not decided to go ahead with this plan - but we are about 95% there.
More information will be forthcoming shortly.
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Another couple of messages from wannabe "slaves" who are outraged that I do not respect them. Well, booo-hooo...
Some males are created with a twist in their libido which makes them crave the ministrations of abusive, cruel Women. And some of us Women get off on giving them what they desire more than anything - which is also their greatest dread. They are fucked-up little losers, worthy of nothing more than contempt and ridicule. And this is what they get from Me, in spades.
The very thought of respecting some useless little ball-bag who drinks My piss makes Me laugh. Heartily.
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Notice: The two additional slaves have now been selected. All of those who were under consideration and have not heard from me are dismissed for the moment. One of them was being seriously considered but began sending whingy and demanding messages.
How foolish.
I will never understand how any prospective slave would display impatience and crankiness - two qualities which will disqualify you from any Lady's consideration.
Bizarre.
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On other matters, slave number one has lost his wits and is behaving most peculiarly. he has taken to inflicting severe physical punishments upon himself in order to please Me.
Hilarious, don't you think?
he really is a pathetic little ball-bag.
I think somebody needs to cum very very badly.
Ah, well...he will have his chance to earn a squirt in a few days. I do hope he is up to the challenge :)
And poor slave number two is getting frantic again. Actually I am quite pleased with this one and will probably allow him to empty the tank shortly. I just need to decide the manner in which he will have this privilege. Something really evil and apinful, I think...
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I received yet another message from a so-called slave who wants to be "respected."
These losers are too funny.
What Woman could respect a "man" who begs to be placed in chastity and longs to lick the dirt from a Lady's heel?
These ball-bags are not real men and deserve only pain and humiliation. If they honestly believe that any Woman could listen to their whinging and desperate needy chatter and feel "respect" for them then they are living on Fantasy Island.
They are sad little sickos. End of story.
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And so the cycle begins anew. A moron sends a poorly writen message which ignores My requirements (i.e. the idiot didn't read My profile), then after a day or so begins to pester Me with "please reply" messages.
You'd think that a potential slave might avoid appearing impatient and tetchy as these are qualities which repel Dominants. Also, you might expect an applicant to actually read the profile, if only out of self interest.
These useless, pathetic little imbeciles are doomed to a life of lonely despair due to their low intelligence. What worthless ball-bags they are.
And don't even get Me started on the subject of literacy!!
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Chastity Update: slave number one has yet again shown what a pathetic little ball-bag he is. Today when inspecting his chastity device on web-cam I noticed something white inside the device, near the base of his little deformity. After trying to bluff and act innocent he admitted that it was the lid from a small marker. Apparently he has been sticking things up through the pee-hole in an attempt to stimulate himself.
Pathetic.
Will this loser ever learn?
Will this loser ever get to cum?
Watch this space.
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I have just been discussing the pleasure of chastity with a UK Domme friend and thought that some of you might find our reflections interesting.
Like breathing, the need for sexual release is a powerful natural force which flows through men - they are programmed to release their seed at very regular intervals, often once or twice each day. When you take control of such a powerful instinctual need and block it the results are quite monumental (i.e. hilarious). The poor pathetic dears become extremely frustrated and anxious quite quickly, then after a week or so they get angry and snappy. After another week they become most submissive and compliant - this is truly funny to observe, as they tend to get really crawly and respectful. After another week their frustration deepens and they are squirming for release. At this point they find it hard to sit still, they become sleepless and their begging takes on a real edge of quiet polite despair. Also at this point some of them begin to "leak" - i.e. they begin to dribble small amounts of seminal fluid (for some men it takes much longer for this to happen).
Slave number one is in this position now - he is "leaking" and must wear two pairs of underpants to avoid unpleasant stains on his trousers. He is so desperate for a squirt that he actually offered to buy Me a car this week if I allow him to cum. Of course I said "no."
The other pathetic little loser, slave number two was allowed to empty his balls yesterday. he was in such a terrible state of anguish that it took about six seconds. I had a lot of fun with him first, making him eat dog food and instructing him to do a strip-tease - it was a great evening. I had him order a nice Chinese meal for Me and made him stand facing the corner while I ate it and watched TV for an hour too. When he finally got permission to pull on his little stump I made him grunt like a pig while touching himself. I laughed until I nearly cried. Anyway, he is safely locked-up again now. For a lot longer this time I think.
In other news, the hunt for two more slaves has been disappointing. One or two are under consideration, but a couple who seemed promising were unable to back-up their claims of experience.
Ah, well....
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SEEKING 2 NEW MALE SLAVES
As indicated previously I intend to enslave 10 worthless male organs - and the appendages from which they dangle. I shall be doing this two-at-a-time. My first two Irish slaves are now well and truly under My thumb. Neither has had any release for a couple of weeks and they have entered the acceptance phase of chastity - i.e. they have become extremely compliant and devotional.
Interestingly, you would not believe the positive effect of full testes on the male's ability to spell and punctuate correctly.
slave number two will be allowed a release soon, while number one will have to wait until towards the end of May, as discussed previously in this journal.
Anyway, the time has come for Me to accept two more.
Rules for applicants:
1. Show that you have read My profile
2. No text-speak
3. Do not tell Me about your fantasies or what you would like Me to "do" to you
4. Do not send Me a photograph of your genitals - or of you dressed as a woman. If I wished to acquire a female slave I would simply do so
5. Greet Me properly and politely
6. Use correct sentence-structure, spelling and punctuation
7. Do not attempt to engage Me with informal chit-chat...treat this as a job application for your dream career
8. Do not tell Me your life-story. Briefly outline your experience, location and availability
9. Be single and available
10. Be truthful
11. If you claim "experience" then supply the contact details / web-site of the Woman/Women you have served previously -- I shall be checking the references of those who interest Me. Experience is not essential - just be honest about it
NB -- any / all applications which fail to comply with these rules will be deleted. No exceptions.
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In the past couple of days I have received many messages asking about My slaves and how they are getting along. It would be nice to think that these mails were prompted by a profound concern for the wellbeing of these two pathetic losers, but it seems more likely that the illiterate ball-bags who populate this site have been over-exciting themselves and commiting grossly disrespectful acts while reading My journal. One of them (who actually tries to pass himself off as a slave) asked for more of the "gr8 wank material."
Charming, I'm sure.
The reality of the issue is that I actually have a life, and friends, and a job, and lovers, and slaves - whereas you worthless little jerkers sit at home every night, deluding yourselves that any Domme would want to have anything to do with you. What a waste of a life.
That said, I will be updating here soon - not to pander to the chattel, but to amuse My fellow Dommes, some of whom have written really pleasant and thoughtful responses to My journal. Also, I rather enjoy "journalling."
I will wait until I have spoken to the female colleague that slave number one disclosed his chastity-slave status to - that should be good for a giggle.
And poor slave number two - I will be allowing him a squirt soon. Needless to say it will be under the most dehumanising conditions that I can muster.
Watch this space...
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PHOTO UPDATE: I have been looking for a suitable photograph to add to My profile. I wanted something which showed Me having fun with real men (not useless little stump pullers like you losers). However I am reluctant to post a pic of another party without their consent. Today I found a nice picture of Me on holidays a year or two ago -- the man I was with took the snap and is therefor not visible. I have added it tonight. Presumably it will be on My profile sometime tomorrow, once it has been approved.
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I have noticed a trend on this board: male wannabe slaves send a horrendous, badly written semi-literate message and then follow it up with a "Goddess, did You get my message?" half an hour later. Then after a day or two they re-send the first message again (illustrating beyond doubt that it is a "form" message which they send to everybody).
By the end of the week they again crucify the English language with a message bemoaning the fact that " u didn't have d manners 2 reply 2" them.
And then they start with the "u r a scammer lookin 4 money" messages! I have had a quite few of these to date. So, although I have no need or desire to "prove" Myself to anyone, I openly invite anybody on this board who has ever had a request for money from Me to please post My message for all to see.
To be clear: I have NO interest in money, "tributes" or gifts. slaves often like to give their Mistress a gift, and that is fine - but this is never requested, expected or anticipated. Ever.
If anybody can back up an allegation of Me seeking financial rewards from My dealings with slaves then I openly invite them to send a copy to everybody on this site.
They will not because they can not - because it never happened.
So enough with the angry accusations - get over My rejection and pester somebody else.
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Busy girl today...
slave number one took Me shopping this afternoon. The worthless dog was visibly limping following his relaxing evening at the hotel but said nothing about it. A wise decision on his part, for once.
I have no interest in financial "tributes" but slave presented Me with a rather fetching gold charm bracelet which I accepted graciously. No point in being rude:)
Our first port of call was a very upmarket lingerie shop. I went in ahead and began browsing (didn't want to miss all the fun!). slave was instructed to enter the shop ten minutes after Me and present the prettiest sales-girl a sealed envelope which I had given him. As it happened there were two girls on duty, both attractive - but one was a knock-out: early twenties, long jet black hair, beautiful and a figure to die for. Needless to say the little perv made a bee-line for her. he handed her the envelope - she opened it and read the note inside.
It said:
This man is a slave who needs to be fitted for a bra and panties. he has no idea about sizes or styles, but would be suited to something really glamorous. Can you please help him to find something nice?
Thank you very much -
Mistress K
The poor girl looked at him as you would look at a mental patient. No doubt she thought he was a pervert who had in fact written the letter himself.
The next half an hour was hilarious, as she very matter-of-factly invited him to try on several styles of bra and chose matching silk panties. he looked as though he wished the ground would open up and swallow him. Every time someone came in he spun around and looked at the door, fearing that he might know the person entering.
Following our lingerie-buying session we went shopping for make-up. Again I derived the maximum amount of mortification from each encounter with shop staff.
Then slave took Me for a lovely lunch. I made him sit with his head down, eyes constantly focused on the table's edge whilst I ordered and ate. When I had finished eating and he had paid I verbally mocked him in earshot of other patrons. We then went to a busy department store. I went to the ladies room and, on My return, told him that I had left the key to his chastity device at one of the sinks. he entered the ladies room and managed to grab the key and get out before anyone came. As instructed he took the key immediately to the men's room, intending to have a release and bring his suffering to an end.
Pity that the key wasn't the right one:)
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UPDATE -- slave number one has had the initial physical punishment and the first of several humiliations. I arrived at the hotel room to find him naked, on his knees with hands outstretched. As instructed he had left the door slightly ajar. I left it fully open, then went to the bed and read My newspaper. After a while I called room service and ordered some food and a bottle of wine - for one, of course.
he had been told not to move or speak irrespective of what transpired.
When the girl brought the food and drink she seemed shocked to see slave naked and on the floor. I explained to her that he was being punished for using bad language and to take no notice of him. She giggled and said that she wished she could do that with her boyfriend. I assured her that he was My worshipper, not My boyfriend. I explained that slave was unable to have an erection unless he was abused and humiliated. Again she giggled and asked Me some questions about where to find such men. She was really beautiful and Eastern European (I think she said she was from Hungary) so watch out for a new profile on this site...she sounded very interested :)
I had instructed slave to leave E100 on the bedside table -- I gave her this and told her to keep the change. She was delighted. I asked her to tell slave that she was disgusted by his rudeness and bad language...as she left the room she told him this, paused and said to him "you are pathetic little man." I was so very happy! The worthless little ball bag blushed so hard that even his shoulders went red. And he could not look up, so he was able to see only her (very nice) feet and legs.
I was delighted to have found such a helpful lady to begin slave's punishment. I ate My sandwich and drank a couple of glasses of wine.
What came next was not pretty -- I would probably get in trouble if I posted the details here, but it is fair to say that I have rarely beaten anybody so badly. Good thing that I made slave stand on towels to take what was coming to him...saved the carpets from being ruined.
I feel confident that he will not call any Lady a "F*cking C*unt" for a very long time.
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slave number two continues to suffer in exquisite torment...he feels compelled to obey and be respectful, yet he is going through his own private hell.
Excellent.
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Well, slave number one seems to have hit the ground with a bang this morning when he saw My post about his expletive of yesterday.
Initially he texted to say that the remark was not aimed at Me, rather it was in response to a note his boss had given him. Needless to remark this crap didn't wash with Me at all. Then the spineless little ball bag admitted that his foul speech did in fact refer to Me.
Oh, dear...a lying slave gets punished far more severely than those who confess and plead for mercy. The worthless little meat-puppet says he will do "anything" to have another chance with Me. He may regret using that word by the time I have finished with him. he is meeting Me tonight in a hotel...and I am going to hurt him. Badly.
Then I will employ two punishments suggested by two board-members - one an Irish slave, the other a UK-based Domme.
The first of these is a shopping-trip, with some public humiliation. The second...well, I wont spoil the surprise, but I shall post here afterwards.
Plus, pretty much everybody remarked that his period in chastity should be extended. This will be done -- plus I have now made it COMPULSORY for him to tell one female acquaintance about his chastity and persuade Her to take a call from Me to discuss his release date.
By 10pm tonight he will have a red leg and a very sore arse, not to mention two very sore, very full balls. By the end of the week he will have been humiliated before several lingerie sales-girls and several Brown Thomas make-up counter girls. Of course the sick little ball bag will enjoy this to a certain extent, but I shall ensure that the humiliation is overwhelming.
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On a much happier note, slave number two is suffering terribly but with much greater dignity. his balls are aching from the cb3000 and he is also squirming for release. Long may it remain so.
To be clear, I am a very mean and sadistic person...but I do take people's confidentiality very seriously. I have no interest in exposing anybody. However I have obtained slave number two's permission to tell you all one thing about him: he is a Priest, which I find hilarious!
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Poor little slave number one is in deep deep doo-doo. I allowed him a brief 'phone-call tonight (as I was away from the PC) and received evidence of his continued chastity by picture message to my cell phone. he begged and pleaded for a release (actually I am disappointed by his whining) sometime this week, to which I replied "not on your nelly, boy." I said "goodbye, boy" shortly after but kept listening. The dumbo forgot to push the little red button and just put his 'phone down, presuming that I had ended the call. After a moment I heard him sigh and say "F*cking C*nt!"
Oh, dear. Oh, dear. Oh, dear.
I am so very angry that I have put off deciding on his punishment until tomorrow - indeed, he does not know yet that I heard his vile and disrespectful insult. No doubt he will see this journal entry when performing his morning worship tomorrow.
So - I am throwing it open to the floor. What should I do to him? All suggestions will be considered.
I shall post here when I decide.
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I have added a drawing sent to Me by a grateful, worshipful slave. I am heartened that not all members of this site are completely useless.
Just most of you.
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Not Currently Seeking!
This will be updated when I am ready for the next "intake."
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It amazes Me that, despite the clarity of My requirements and the multiple comments I have made about not replying to badly written messages, that I continue to receive thoughtless communications from would-be slaves -- many of these contain no salutation beyond "hi mistress" and proceed to mangle the English language. I am truly shocked to report that the semi-literate messages I get from India are often of a higher standard than those sent by educated professional males in Ireland.
I am stunned that a would-be slave would bother to contact a Lady without reading Her profile, if only out of self-interest.
What a bunch of illiterate losers you are.
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On a happier note, I met with the second slave...he seems sincere, if a little stupid.
Let's see what a few weeks in lock-up will do for his cognitive capacity...perhaps being forced to think with the brain in his head rather than the one between his legs will sharpen him up.
Oh, and slave number one has already started with the begging texts...he is allowed to send two texts each day and he has begun begging and pleading for mercy and an early release. he says he is in "a terrible state" and will explode with frustration if he cannot cum soon.
Hilarious.
I told him to try not to think dirty thoughts so as to lessen the pressure, as his balls seem to be filling-up at an alarming rate.
I may yet re-name him "the little pressure-cooker" if it goes on like this :)
I have set him a task that you might find amusing: by the time I meet him again (next month) he has got to select one Woman of his acquaintance and confide in Her about his predicament (you should have seen his face when I told him...the web-cam image went decidedly green!). She will have to be available to take a call from Me to discuss whether he should be allowed to cum next month. I told him that if he cannot bring himself to do this I will understand, and accept his decision...however it will mean that we will meet at the end of May rather than the beginning:)
See, I can be understanding sometimes...
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Time for an update, and some comments.
First and foremost, I am pleased to announce that I have today met with a potential slave and am quite pleased with him. he placed himself in chastity for Me on web-cam last week, securing the device with a numbered lock. Today I confirmed that the lock was still intact. I removed it and replaced it with a padlock. Much more secure. Let's see how he is when we meet again...next month. Hahaha, oops I forgot to mention that I would be unavailable until May, boy! Try not to think dirty thoughts in the meantime --- it will save the CB3000 from wear and tear.
I shall report on his progress here from time to time.
There is a second boy in chastity for Me. I will meet him during the next few days and see how he measures up!
As the IQ average among male creatures here seems to be mostly a single-digit affair I shall spell-out the obvious: as I am actively considering two potential boys all the rest of those previously under consideration may consider themselves rejected and dismissed. Should these boys fail to please Me I will again request applications from site members.
I have decided that I will hold 10 keys, and strictly regulate the release of the 10 cocks which they control. My intention is to fill these "vacancies" two at a time. I shall announce it here when I wish to receive further applications.
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Now for some comments - these are general in nature and do not relate to any specific individual. They represent trends I have noticed in the (literally) hundreds of messages I've received:
1. Badly written and poorly thought-out messages: why would you even bother to send a message like this? It is your first opportunity to make an impression - and as attention to detail and precision are important in a slave why would any Lady bother with you?
2. Messages which ignore the requirements outlined in the profile: as above.
3. Messages from dominant males: it would require a ball bag of exceptional stupidity to read My profile and think I might wish to submit to a man!
4. slaves who send follow-up messages demanding an answer to their earlier communications: As patience and an obsequious nature are basic requirements in a slave, why do you think any Lady would consider an impatient, pushy slave? I cannot describe how tiresome it is, whilst wading through an inbox full of crap, to find a whiny "why haven't You answered my message, Mistress" message.
5. slaves who become offended when their badly-written / incorrectly drafted / cut-and-paste messages are ignored: If your message reveals that you have not read My profile or is clearly a "form" message which has been sent to multiple Ladies - or you have simply made no effort with spelling and punctuation - I see no reason to answer you. Many applicants seem to have made more of an effort with the follow-up whiny message than with their original offering. This would be comical if I didn't have to wade-through dozens of such messages.
6. Wannabe slaves who message Me with a list of their "needs" and tell Me how much they believe in Female-Supremacy, once the slave and the Domina love and respect each other: To be ultra-clear (which I rather thought I had!) and absolutely transparent - I have NO respect for any of you. you are ALL worthless little ball-bags. you are all pathetic insects who deserve less consideration than the dirt on My heel. I could no more love you than I could a piece of toilet paper or a squashed fly. I have a healthy respect and deep affection for real men, men who can treat a Woman as a Woman, men who can show leadership and strength. The so-called men on this site are pathetic floor-lickers and panty-sniffers - a real man would look on you with contempt, as do I. Some of you seem to think that this is a dating site - unless I am greatly mistaken none of the Ladies here would view any of you as more than chattel. Get used to it!
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So, that's all for now.
I should add My thanks to the Ladies who have assisted Me in My quest --- Your advice has been most helpful, Your friendship has been a pleasant surprise :)
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Well, a somewhat better day today inn terms of potential playthings. Most slaves have still failed to read My profile properly. Disappointingly one or two who wrote articulate messages which showed originality were ignored as they had failed to study My requirements. Dumb.
I'm still getting some bizarre messages. Here is the best of today's:
"hello my name is xxx i saw ur profile i got intrested , i am working
under a xxx firm ,am 229 years of age , pls i will like to know u
better u can add me to your yahoomail id xxx atYAHOO.COM I am
looking 4 someone who really fear GOD TO BE INRELATIONSHIP WT IF U KNOW
U FEAR GOG CONTATCT ME HOP TO HEAR FROM U SOON.TELL ME WAT U DO 4LIVING
AND WERE U LIVE"
Note: I have x-ed out his pesonal details.
How can anybody think that this sort of thing could EVER attract the attention of a Domina?
I am beginning to suspect that the limp-dicked losers who use this site are the bottom of the barrel in every sense.
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Well, today has seen a slowing-down of the avalanche of disappointing and bizarre messages which graced My inbox yesterday. Plus I have received helpful and thoughtful advice from some of the other Ladies on this site. Perhaps I shall never find a worthy supplicant here, but I have made some new friends, so at least My time has not been entirely wasted.
I currently have three boys under consideration as they seemed a little more intelligent/sincere than the rest of you. Though, to be truthful, that is not saying a great deal. I must take some time to consider whether they are worthy of a trial or if they are merely the best of a (very) bad lot.
I can now see why many Women shy away from online activity: I have never encountered so many truly worthless and stupid ball bags in My life as a Domina (and I have been breaking boys since I was 16). Perhaps today's message will prove more fruitful.
We live in hope.
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I have grown accustomed to the inadequacy and stupidity of male creatures. It now seems that I shall need to acclimatise to illiteracy as well. Out of a couple of hundred messages received since last night about five were well written and made correct use of punctuation and capital letters. And less than ten complied with My simple request for the content of all messages.
Surely, if only out of self-interest, those applying to serve would take the time to read My (very short) profile and re-read their missive to check for structure, spelling, etc.
Another amazing feature of My inbox is the number of messages from Indian men. What is this about?
And don't even get me started on the idiots who think a message like "hey miss k, how's it goin? luv the pic, can i be ur slave?" is really going to attract My attention.
Or, worse, morons who send a cut-and-paste message and paste My name in, but in a different colour (just in case I didn't notice the bland and general nature of the content).
I may have to reconsider My use of this site. The available slaves are less than inspiring, judging by My inbox. However, I am going to give it another day or so...perhaps things will improve.
So if you are going to message Me, do it sooner rather than later!
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