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MesaPaul

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UPDATE:- I am not looking for anything but friendships right now. I found the right Domme for me :).

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Hello everyone! :)

My name is Paul and I have lived here in AZ for a little over a year now. Before here I lived in Savannah Ga for about 4 years but I was raised and went to school in Key West FL.
I first became interested in the BDSM lifestyle when I was about 13 years old. I didnt actually become active and playing with other people till I was about 17.
I am looking for a Mistress that is fairly experienced and safety is #1 on her list. I want to be able to trust her and know she she will never seriously hurt me in any way. I also like a Mistress that has a sadistic side but yet sensual side. Theres no better feeling of getting the shit beat out of you and then experiencing the after care that comes right afterwards :). I would consider being a 24/7 slave as well as relocating given that the connection was right. Thats pretty much what I am looking for in a nutshell. If you would like to know more about what I am looking for or just about me in general then please, feel free to ask me any questions you may have. Thanks for taking the time to read my profile as well. :)

BTW- I am willing to relocate for the right Domme.
10/25/2009 10:13:51 PM
I have been out of massage school for 2 weeks now :). License should be in the mail any day now. If any beautiful mistress's want a massage let me know, would love to give them. I love the idea of servicing a Mistress by way of massage.
9/23/2009 1:28:20 AM
so...I made it through school and will graduate in 2 weeks. I will be a LMT and ready to get a great job. I am happy with all I have learned and hope to be able to please the right person with my massage skills as well.  I look forward to what the future brings :)
3/5/2009 9:28:06 PM
I have decided to go to school :).  in a little less than 2 weeks I will be starting school for massage so in 7 months I will be a Licensed Massage Therapist :). That will be such a great new subbie skill :). I love giving massages so why not get paid for it? (or in a Domme's case it would be free and the pleasure would be all mine to massage her :). so...thats my new plan in life and I'm very excited.
11/14/2008 1:36:22 PM
Wow! it's been awhile since I wrote in here.  I finally got around to becoming a member of TNG (a local BDSM group for people ages 18-39).  So far I like the group, I am still very shy and quiet at the coffees and Play parties but the more I go, the more I know I will break out of my shell.  They are definantly a very informative group and I can see myself learning a lot.  They seem to have quite a few Demo's and fairly experienced people who do them.  I have played with different Dommes but I still havent found one to serve on a more regular basis and not just at play parties. 
     I really hate the economy right now, been trying to get a job for awhile and havent found one yet :(.  my rent is cheap and I dont have many bills at all so hopefully I can find a job fairly soon, then I can pay my rent and have money left over to start building my toy collection back up as well as be able to buy my future mistress gifts :).  So thats the update on my life at the moment.  I'm getting a lot more settled within the BDSM community, now I just have to focus on trying to find a job and then I will be pretty happy here in Mesa.  
8/31/2008 1:39:45 PM
So this is my first entry and mostly just an introductory entry.  I'm always so dumbfounded as the the number of slaves/submissives that have the attitude of what is in it for me? what will the mistress do for me?, being a submissive isnt about that. being submissive is all about what can I do for you? How can I please you? how can I serve you?  thats the way I have always been and I feel like thats my place. I have always been the one to have the mentality of pleasing people. Theres no better person to please than a Mistress, to me thats the greatest joy of all. to be in service to a mistress and be able to serve her in any way she desires. Whether it be in a house work/yard work type way or it be in a sexual manner. Also I've noticed theres so many submissives that say they are a slave or submissive just based on the fact they like kinky sex. Now especially being a slave isnt anywhere close being that, its about entrusting all you are to another person.  Sure I love being tied up and helpless and at the control of another woman but at the same time its not always all about that.  
     A lot of people on here may look at me and think to their self "this boy is just 24 so he has no experience" but don't let my age be your determining factor in not contacting me.  I have done extensive research in all the facets of BDSM ever since I was 13. BDSM has been a huge part of me ever since then as well so I would say, even though I may be younger then most on here, I have a lot of knowledge and experience in the BDSM lifestyle.
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 Age: 20
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