Hey All. Here I am again. Thought Id spend a little time updating My journal tonight, since so many of ya have been asking Me to. Besides, its kinda grey outside and Im a lil tired from a long day. Wasnt working but I had a nice gymnastics workout and spent the rest of the day shopping again and, yea, I did make My old bitch, beth, take a half day off of work to scurry around after Me and carry all My shyt too. lol. Of course, pay for all My new things too! But, guess Ill get back to that later.

That first week after I went to her little office place was a lot of fun. beth was sooo nervous that I might just show up again but I told her that as long as she texted Me every hour on the hour between 9 am and 9 pm, and called Me when I tell her to, she wouldnt have to worry about that.

I havent decided if I will live up to that promise or not, not yet anyway.

By the way, My white bitch beth is 53 and really tall, just a shade under 6 ft tall and bout 144 lbs with blonde hair that Im so sure she dyed out any of her grey. Im sure Ill find out the truth about that soon enough. beth read My first entries and she totally hates the fact that I brought up her real age in My notes. Prolly cus Im 19 and it humiliates her to no end, but who cares? Its her own damn fault for trying to fib away to Me about her age when we first had dinner. So, too bad My old bitch. Deal wit it!

Anywho, a few days after that office visit I texted beth to call Me immediately, and she did. bitch had been very obedient in keeping up with all the texts and I thought that Id check up on her response time to see if Id be satidfied with that. Also, I was hungry and feelin kinda lazy and in the mood for some thai food takeout. It was a Thursday and I asked My old white bitch if she wanted to see Me. she hesitated and then said yes. I ordered her to fetch Me some of My fav thai food from My fav thai restaurant, and to be quick about it.

bitch responded favorably and called Me when she was 10 minutes away, as I told her to. 

bitch came into My apartment which, I admit, was a little messier than usual and had My warm dinner in her hand. I told her to put it on a plate from My kitchen and bring it to Me by the livingroom sofa since I was getting into a movie by then. she brought it with My bottle of cold water. Told her to massage My feet while I ate and watched the movie I was into, and she did so with her red face all timid and nervous like that. 

But, after like 20 minutes I told her to feed Me and she did. I dont eat much, and the rest I told her to put back all wrapped up into My frige. Then, I paused My movie and thought Id show My giraffe sized old bitch around My condo apartment. Like I said, a little messy, but instructed to do some cleaning up around here while I finished My movie for the next hour or so. bitch beth looked surprised Id even tall her to do this but all it took was one harsh look without a word said and she knew I was totally serious. Yeah, I was. 

So, while I lounged, bitch made My bed, cleaned My kitchen and bathroom, and did loads of My dirty laundry that was laying all on the floor. When she finished I was already finished with My movie and chatting up My bff on My cell. bitch approached Me and I pointed for her to kneel on the carpeted floor before Me. I was just lounging around, ya know, just wearing a pair of My peach toned little nylon bikini panties and a tank top, so I wasnt dressed all sexy like usual. But, so what right? It was My time and I felt comfortable, thats all that was important. 

When bitch knelt before Me I propped up one of My feet onto her shoulder and placed My other to her blushing face, told her to kiss My little toes while I finished My cell call. she started to hold My left foot with her hands but I told her NO hands. So, there she was just kissin away at My toes for like a full hour as I relaxed feeling so good with My tummy full of warm thai food. I loved it. bitch didnt say a word while I was talking. Im glad shes learning to be cordial and compliant, like a good old white bitch slave should be. lol. 

Well, in case youre wondering, yes. I did allow bitch to orally pleasure Me since I was getting tired and needed a relaxing release before bedtime. This being the first time tho I made her pleasure Me with My little panties still on - this time. Guess I was a little rougher on her face this time since I was sooo in the mood for that. she was breathing so heavy when I finished My little release. bitchs face was so, so red too. But, it felt really good for Me, thats for sure.

When I finished I stood up and was totally through using her. beth was still on her knees and leanin over the sofa trying to catch her breath a little more when I took her by her long blonde hair and picked her up by it and picked her up to her feet. I led her by her hair towards My front door, which is not the easiest since Im jus 4 ft 9 tall and leading someone 6 ft tall plus her ugly 3 inch heels she wore by the hair can be a little tough, but I did and told her that I didnt want her to wash her face during her drive home until she was getting readyfor bed herself. she answered a yes, Alisha and she asked if she could call Me when she finally got home. I told her no, since Id be fast asleep by then, and told her to make sure she texted Me at 9 am sharp, as usual. Of course, she obeyed. It was a nice night to relax and have My foot bitch at My feet while I ate. she was totally under My lil evil spell. lol. I knew then that shed make a good white bitch, but theres lots more to test her on. We'll see.

Well, Ill tell yall about the next days and the shopping next time. 

~ Alisha    



 

Guess Ill do My little updates now. Its been a coupla weeks and Im sooo far behind. lol. Thought Id be keeping up with it but things get busy, ya know. 

Im still allowing My old bitch, beth, to see Me and learning more about her. Its been so much fun for Me and Im so sure really challenging for her. But, she's been a real good bitch for Me to know these past few weeks.

Right after I visited her office she was kinda scared because she didnt want anyone she works with to know she was becoming Mine. lol. I totally drilled her about why she was so nervous and scared and she finally admitted it was cus I was so much younger. That made Me feel better cus I always like to know what embarrasses and humiliates a potential slave that Im considering.

Made her text Me every hour all day for the last coupla weeks and then call Me 3 times a day to check in, so to speak. But, I have seen her twice a week since then. Tell yall about all that later. Its been really interesting.

Alisha W.

My next update:

Well, I still need to catch up on My updates since y-all keep buzzing Me to find out what happned with My old, white bitch-wanna-be, Beth. lol. After the little shopping event I had beth call Me to check in with Me the next afternoon. It was Sunday and I didnt have a lot of time for her, but I spent about a half hour talking. I told her that I would expect a text from her every hour on the hour starting on Monday, from 9am til 9pm, as well as call when I direct her to call Me. I do this to train her mind to be thinking about Me at all times and not to let outside distractions, like her work or anything, prevent her from thinking about Me and following My direction. she was a little surprised and was really quiet and I asked her why.

she told Me that she didnt allow texting in her meetings at work or from their desks during work and that might be difficult at times. Do you freakin believe that!!? I scolded her once again. I told her that I dont care about your stupid rules in your office and that My rules will be followed - period! I told her to "step out" if she needed to but to follow this directive starting on Monday. "yes Alisha" is all she answered. 

I pulled out the business card that beth had given to Me at that dinner awhile back and finaly looked at it. she is a Director of whatever. lol. That means she is like the boss in her career and i asked her about that. i asked her how many people she is in charge of. she told Me 22 people. I asked her about her job and a lot of other things within it and, of course, she told Me. she's been doing that for like 20 years, which is longer than Ive been alive! But, I told her to spend the rest of the afternoon writing Me a nice, long letter about how she feels being with Me so far and why I should consider her as My white-bitch slave going forward. she said that she would. 

The next morning I read her long letter and enjoyed it. It pleased Me to know how much time she spent working on that letter. For the next few days, beth texted Me every hour on the hour between 9 and 9, and W/we talked a little more at 9 each of those nights. When I woke up on Thursday and did My workout, I was feeling a little bored. I was off from My own parttime job that day and decided to hop in the shower and dress casually to go into the city and snoop around. I wanted to look around Water Tower Place in Chicago for a little shopping and get some ideas on what I wanted next. I wore My bronze colored spandex leggings, capris, and My newest gold sandals with this really nice gold, bronze and white blouse which I found at Platos closet late last summer. It was really sunny that day and I popped out My tortoise shell gold and brown Gucci shades as well. 

After a few hours I was bored though. It was about 1:30 in the afternoon and I pulled out beth's business card from My purse, and I realized her office was only like 7 blocks away or so from where I was. Guess I was feelin kinda deviant at the time and thought that Id surprise her and pop on by her office to see whats up. Oh, yes. she had been texting Me every hour on the hour, at the top of each hour, as I told her to. I wanted to see her trying to text Me again by 2 oclock so I hopped a taxi and got to the building where she works 10 minutes before two. I wasted a few minutes by calling My bff, Finesse, before I took the elevator up to the floor she works on. lol. I was sooooo anxious to see the look on her face when I got there.

I got to the front desk a few minutes before and told the receptionist that I had an appointment. She called beth and I could almost hear her on the other end bein all puzzled n shyt and not knowing about any appointment. lol. The receptionist asked My name and I told her and that's when I could almost hear My old bitch fall to her knees. The woman at the fornt desk asked Me to take aa seat and she will be right out. I thought Id see her first but she actually texted Me!! OMG. Right on cue as I told her to. But, this time she texted, "Alisha? what are you doing here?" I just texted her back, "Just get your tall ass out here and invite Me in. Dont be so rude bitch!" I wrote. she texted back to please give her a few minutes and she would be right there and we could "go for a walk" she wrote. I waited patiently for like 3 or 4 minutes and then saw her at the front desk.

her face was absolutely the red-est that Ive ever seen a persons face! lol.

"Hi, beth." I said pleasantly, smiling like I was an old friend. she returned the greeting and totally stumbling all over her words. It was so totally funny! Well, anyway she showed Me around just a little as W/we made our way to her office. her face was flushed and I can see how nervous and pitiful she was at that time since I caught her off guard and all. But, when she closed her office door she was so afraid that Id do something to raise suspicion that she was My bitch-wanna-be or something. I wasnt there for that. Id never do that to someones career or anything like that ya know. I just sat there in her office talking for a bit and told her about My day for a few minutes then told her that Id like her to walk Me to the elevator and take the vator down to the main floor with Me and walk Me to the front door of the building. she told the receptionist that shed be right back as W/we passed by the front desk and headed to the elevator. 

When W/we got to the front door I held out My hand to her with My palm facing the ground and told her to kiss My hand goodbye. she seriously almost choked on her words as she answered. "But, Alisha?.." she started to say, "i-i-i c-cant" she whispered. I just held out My hand again and said, "you heard Me!" I told her. Old beth looked around like a zillion times and waited for a few peeps to pass by at one point then did what I said. she kissed the top of My hand. "Again." I told her. she did it again. "Again." I said. she kissed it a third time and I was satisfied. Of course, nobody saw this but I kept thinking how hot it would be if they did. lol. Maybe another place and another time. I instructed My new Old white-bitch-wanna-be to call Me tonight at 9, as always. When she did she totally begged Me not to ever do that again - and not to show up at her office like that, unaanounced. she begged Me courteously so I wasnt mad or anything. I told her that Id think about it but not to be surprised if I decided to again. 

I think I will agin. I liked that look on her face waaaaay too much. lol. Well, that's all for now.

~ Alisha 

Well, here I am to update My journal again. Thought I should since it's been over 2 weeks and I've received so many eMails from y'all 'begging' Me to do so. LOL. I will admit that I really didn't think I would be getting any response at all. But, oh well. I guess I don't mind.

My last update was around March the 12th and I had just had dinner with the old white bitch applicant that I had met at the fitness center that previous weekend. Her name is Beth, or Elizabeth, as she mentioned she prefers. No, I do not refer to her by that when we're together and I told her that I never will. Maybe I'll call her Eliza-bitch or something?! hehe.

Well, anyway. I will say that Beth is really 53 years old, which I found out after she tried lying to Me and saying she was 48. Here license says that she's 6 feet tall even and 145 lbs but she's really more like 5'11 and 1/2" or 3/4"s and 150 ish with a b cup and in good shape for a woman of her old age. She is blonde but always dyes her hair a litte more blonde ~ prolly to hide any little gray hairs she has, I'm so sure. lol. It's kewl, though. I don't mind someone trying to look their best-est, and she tries to so very hard. 

After our little dinner, the following Sunday I told her that I wanted to go shopping and I could certainly use a bitch to chauffer Me around. I have the cutest little burgundy red car, but I don't really like driving in the city so much. I don't need that stress, ya' know. When she called she told Me on the phone that she'd have "only a few hours" to shop that Sunday I got kinda pissed. I mean, really! How the fugk does she feel like she has any decision in the matter and trying to make Me rush around to appease her schedule. Not a chance! I told her to get her giraffe-sized ass over here to pick Me up and I'll decide when I'm finished! She was so nervous by My tone of voice and immediately apologized as I scolded her and told her to wear her heels and dress nice before clicked My little cell phone shut abruptly. Let's just say that she got over to My apartment building in like 20 minutes and called Me when she was outside. She looked even more nervous than she was at that first little dinner we had. lol. I love the scared look on her face. I just luv it so much!

Well, Beth was waiting out there in her car as I took My time getting down there from My apartment. I think she was surprised and didn't know what to do when I stood there before the car door on the passenger side with My arms crossed. Like the dumb, older white bitch didn't know what to do! She rolled down the window and asked if everything was okay? I just said "My door. Open it!" I told her. She finally took the hint and got out and came around to open My door for Me as I stood there with My arms crossed and tapping My foot in disgust. She started to open the front passenger side door but I quickly reminded her that I wanted the back seat door opened for Me, instead. Oh, yes. She opened the door for Me quickly and I could hear her stumbling on her heels as she walked around the back of the car and back to the driver's seat. I always like when a sub bitch is a little nervous around Me. It really makes My day a more pleasant one. 

As My new bitch wannabe drove towards the mall I propped My feet up onto the front arm rest just off to her right side and ran through a few of the ground rules I have. First, I told her that when we're together I do NOT reach for anything. Never. I don't reach for doors or things on racks in the store or anything at all. I also told her that I don't carry things either. Nothing. Not My purse or bags, or anything for that matter. I prefer to walk hands free and that's what she was there for. And, of course I will never allow her to walk beside Me or ever get ahead Me when we're walking, that she'd always have to be a half step or full step behind Me. I told her those were My expectations and if she didn't like it then to turn around and take Me home right away. She nervously stuttered that she understood each of My little rules.

I guess it was like 20 minutes later when we got to the mall. Beth opened My door for Me and closed it behind as I stepped out. She forgot My little black and gold Gucci purse at first and apologized for that when I had to remind her. I scolded her for that, of course. And, of course I had to scold her again when W/we got to the front entrance and I stood there waiting for her to hold the door open for Me to walk through. Yes, the dumb white bitch forgot that part for just a moment too! That kinda disturbed Me, to be honest and when W/we got inside I stopped and faced her. "Listen, this isn't starting off too well. You can't remember the easiest damn things!" I yelled at her. Her face turned so red, I swear. She apologized about 4 times before I allowed her to continue being with Me. "Let's go." I told her. 

So, there we were. Walking through the mall. I was dressed casually, but sexy too. I wore a cute little cream and gold blouse I found at Aldo awhile back with My mocha-brown spandex capri leggings which are so soft and tight to My body, with sheer knee high nylon stockings and darker brown ballet flats. I wear flats a lot when I shop and walk around even though I'm short at just 4'09" because they're so much more comfortable. Bitch was in a pair of cream colored slacks and 3 inch matching heels, so she looked respectable, I guess.

I completely and totally took My sweet time walking around the mall because she was so stupid to tell Me earlier that she only had a few hours. Well, Iwasn't about to accept all that and I purposely walked really slow, at times almost in slow motion so she had to adjust her much longer stride with those much longer, giraffe legs she has. lol. It was kinda easy to tell that she was struggling a little to stay a little behind Me as I walked. Oh, yes. Inside I was so pleased that the old bitch stayed quiet and simply did as she was told. I walked through about 10 stores before I decided to start buying some things, as she carried My purse and hers at the same time. I swear that it took like an hour just to walk through those first stores as I was trying to decide what I wanted. I turned to her and told her that I hoped she knew that I was expecting her to pay for My things today, and her face turned red. "Yes, Alisha." she answered. "i figured i would." she continued on. I quickly scolded her, telling her that "yes, Alisha" was enough and that's all she needed to say and that I was not interested in any extra little bullshyt commentary or opinions from her. Of course, she answered with just "yes, Alisha" this time. 

 I was starting to get into the mood to buy things. For the next 3 hours I stopped by a lot of stores. Not sure how many but I got one thing from each of the 11 stores I wanted something from, well except for the shoe store and when I got a few bikinis for the up and coming summer. I got 4 of the sweetest bikinis and 3 pairs of sandals from those places. My size 5 feet will look so good in them, I just know it. One pair was a pair of gold leather sandals which I've wanted since last summer. So, anyway. Old Beth had only 11 bags to carry around before I decided that we would need to stop off at the food court and get a julienne salad and some green tea. I like My feet massaged when I eat and Beth was extremely nervous to do that for Me since there were so many people in the food court area. But, I made her do that anyway. It's not like I care if peeps see some old white bitch rubbing My tired toes or anything, as long as it pleases Me. 

Spent about another hour after that window shopping after I was revived with that break and picked up some sute little dangling earrings from this cute place closer to the exit. In all, I didn't overdo it too much and I was pleased the bitch wannabe was will to spend the 600 on Me that day and didn't say a word about it at all, which she had better not. haha. It was like 5 and half hours of shopping and I was getting bored so I told bitch that I was ready to go. She struggled some carrying all those bags and tryiing to open doors at the same time, but she managed.

 When we got back into her car I told her that I think I'm gonna need a little more of a foot massage when W/we get to My place, since My little toes were starting to hurt again. She said she would and she was walking towards the front entrance of My apartment building with bags in hand a half hour later. When I got inside I plopped onto My sofa and put My feet up onto My little coffee table. "Fetch Me a bottle of water from My frige" I told her, and she did. My bff Finesse was just buzzing My cell at that time and I answered it as Beth handed Me My water. I told Finesse to hang a sec while I instructed Beth to sit on the floor before Me and sit on the backs of her legs so she could massage My stockinged feet, which were sooo sore by now. Of course, she did as I yapped with Finesse and told her all the things I got that day. Beth quietly and timidly massaged My stinky little toes for about 25 minutes I'd have to say before I had enoguh. I tapped her chin with My toes to stop massaging but told her to stay put until I finished My call, just in case. Her face was kinda red again as she put her hands down to her thighs and just sat there waiting for Me to finish My call. But, I was in the mood for talking so I just did.

With My old white bitch wannabe sitting like that before Me, I just took My time. I couldn't resist stretching out My left leg to rest it by My ankles upon her left shoulder then crossing My right leg over that one so that My right stockinged foot was right in her timid face. lol. I kinda played a little like that with the reinforced toes of My right foot on her face, tapping away and squiggling My toes around her cheeks and nose, and cupping her nose many times with My toes. Kinda scatched My toes a few dozen times too as they were a little itchy from the the nylon, ya' know. And, yeah I switched legs a few times with My right leg on her right shoulder and My left foot crossed over that one to get the same treatment. And that lasted awhile. I swear I talked with Finesse for about an hour and a half and I'm pretty sure Beth's face had to pretty much smell just like My feet after all that. lol. It just had to. 

But, she was a good bitch wannabe and just sat still and that impressed Me enough to know that I'd prolly see her again. When I finally finished My call I told her that I'd want to talk to her more but had no more time, since I wanted to take a little nap before I went out with friends that night. She seemed a little disappointed but I think she got the hint that I had enough of her for the day. I walked her to the door and the best part was that I asked her if she'd like to see Me again. She answered "oh, yes. omg, yes Alisha" and I just smiled. I told her that I she earned the right to kiss My ass before she left and she looked so shocked aand puzzled and so, so nervous. It was like she wasn't sure ot just shocked. lol. "Now!" I told her and yes. She did that, too. She kissed My ass on both sides once each before I dismissed her for that day. I mean, it was already 645pm and I wanted to rest a couple hours before I went out. I watched her leave and walk to her car from My window and I was pleased that I may have found a good new bitch friend. We'll see, I thought to Myself at the time. 

Well, that's all for now. I know I need to catch up on things so I will prolly this weekend. C'ya soon. Caio!

~ Alisha      

Late Lunch with a sub wannabe.

Well, I did finally have a late lunch or early dinner with the older white bitch I met last week at the gym. She was the one I made fetch Me water, filling up My half empty bottle of Evian. She had texted Me on Tuesday asking if W/we can reschedule. Thought she waas backing out so I told her Thursday or forget the whole thing. Oh, yea .. she texted Me at 11 am and I told her to meet Me at 4pm. She did.

Looked like she had come stright from work, dressed all business like and prim n' proper. Haha. As always, I was dressed to the nines and we met just outside this Italian Restaurant in this all-white neighborhood. I chose this place on purpose for that reason so she'd feel a little nervous taking Me to dinner.

Might have been too early when we got there, tho. W/we were the only peeps in the place besides these two other women having drinks and dinner. She was sooooo nervous I had to laugh to Myself and W/we took a seat. Her face was totally flushed n' red. Guess you can figure out why.

W/we sat at a cute little table by the window looking out at the main street with the parking lot to the side. I ordered an expensive red wine called Caymus and they asked for My i.d. lol. Had to show the waitress My fake one, of course. MY new found bitch wannabe is named Beth and it got Me thinking. I asked her what her age was and she said 48. She was a total mess when I told her to hand Me her driver's license. She almost refused but she knew I would have walked out if she did. Turns out the bitch is really 53! What a fuckin' liar liar panties on fire! Like I could care less how old the raggedy ann bitch was or anything. I expect the truth n' always.

She apologized and the wine came. I slipped outta My heels and made her massage My stockinged feet as I sipped My wine, which was delish by the way, and checked My text messages. There were a few waitresses who looked this way trying not to stare or anything and My new bitch friend was red in the face like a freakin' turnip! LOL. She massaged My little feet n' toes for more than 25 minutes until our food arrived.

By then, more peeps were coming into the restaurant. I had the baked cod special since I love sea food. And, I had the waitress bring a dessert, which was a chocolate sprinkled cheesecake which W/we shared. I made her feed Me a few bites of that. I loved the feeling I had over her and how she was humiliated to be at My beckon call. When the waitress came back at the end with the check, I simply pointed over to give it to her, which by the way her name is Beth.

Back out in the parking lot where I allowed her to walk Me back to My car, I told My bitch applicant, Beth, to bend to knee and kiss My hand, yes right there before My car door. She was totally red in the face still and she looked around like a hundred times to make sure noone else was in the area. I could care less if they were or not, but they weren't. Beth did what she was told and I instructed her to call Me later that night, at 10, which was about 3 hours from the time W/we left the restaurant.

LOL. I had such a good time interviewing My bitch applicant to see if she could even handle being My bitch in public. That's important to Me since I will NOT ever pretend that MY bitch is not My bitch in public. I get so turned on being in control all the time. It's My thing, that's for sure.

Yes, Beth did call promptly at 10 and told her we'll plan a little shopping for this weekend, maybe Sunday, since I'm a little busier on Saturday. She is waiting for My next text as I write this. So, we'll see where this goes.

Well, that's all for today.

~ Alisha

Had a really interesting late afternoon-early evening last night when I decided to go for a quick workout at the gym with My friend, Finesse. (it's a women's workout world kinda' place) ... lol ... I use the machines sometimes but usually just fade away into another part and do My gymnastics' exercising n' stretching to stay in shape. Finesse is My b.f.f. from when I was in h.s. on the gymnastics' team & she is all that too! I was in My coral leotard n' had noticed this older w/f lookin' over n' checking Me out big time! Decided to have a lil' fun and let her watch Me 4 like 30 mins before I motioned her over w' My index finger. 

Yea .. she was sooooo nervous n' scared & couldn't even say hi .. I swear .. lol. But, I had to be the total 'bytch' I am and handed her My half empty water bottle .. told her that I can use some fresh, cold water n' to be a good bitch n' go & fetch Me some. She did, of course .. and when she got back I yelled over to My girl Finesse n' asked her if she needed some more water too. She knows Me all to well.. n' yea .. I made that old bitch fetch some for her too. Swear she had to be 50 tryin' to look 40 n' all that ... but, oh well .. I had fun letting her hold My lil' sweat towel while I finished My burn .. lol. Told her I might let her buy Me some lunch on Tuesday when I'm here again .. after My workout, that is. Let's see if she shows up .. Can't wait .. lol. 

Swear I need to find My next bitch soon ... this site is buggin' on Me lately.  

Well .. I thought I'd start a journal today on this cold & rainy Saturday morning. 

Spent the past week working a lil' more than usual. My p.t. job at a real estate office is just 30 hrs., but merely a stepping stone to start My own business. Yes, I'm just 19 but already have My 1st degree. I may start My M.B.A. in the fall, depending on where things go. 

I have more interest in working a little at the office I've been at for 3 years, anyway ~ especially since I've had this tall, blonde white bitch totally wrapped 'round My little toe since I started there. She's 41 yo divorcee & totally devoted to My future success. 

Might just make her one of My subordinates when I get My biz going this year. Who knows?