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	Rewrite: 3/28/2024 Well it's official. My wife has told me for the last 10 years that she wanted this lifestyle. Turns out that what she really wanted was to be a defiant bratty owed personal slut. She's a kind soul and she's willing to suck and fuck me pretty much anytime I want, but as you know, there's a lot more to this lifestyle than just sex. I have a need for control. I love being dominant and forceful. I love being able to tell a woman to model and dance for me. to wash me in the shower. using her body like a washcloth . I like a woman that's willing to suffer a little for me . I like using a riding crop and be demanding. All this just makes my wife cry. So just like the sissies have to hide who they are. I have to hide my brutal nature from the world. so there I am, my wife wants to start going to church and I'm going to come here to vent on the journals. and yes, in case you're wondering, she does know I'm here and for anybody I might meet. You can even talk to her before we meet, but she will never be Involved. I'm not really looking for anything. Nobody will be near me and I've always been pretty good at cultivating the women that I need. I just now know that I have a real need to micromanage wome for my pleasure. I don't want you to give me a blowjob. I want to tell you how I want to use your mouth and what I want you to do with it. I want a woman that will relish in my control and be willing to put the effort in to pleasing me. Every woman I've ever slept with has had multiple orgasms to my one. I should at least get my one the way I want it. at any rate, I need a woman, but I'm a friend to all PS i don't care for anal

4/11/2024 11:04:00 AM

It doesn't matter the lies I've been told. It doesn't matter how this feels. It only matters who I am today the decisions I make, and who I'm going to be tomorrow. i'm proud of who I am. I'm loud. I'm direct. I'm picky. I have rules. I live my life with honor ,structure and discipline. and of course, I'm a freak in the bedroom and any other place I can find L O L

filed papers today can't wait to get through to the other side

4/10/2024 9:47:34 AM

My wife has finally figured out. She's not going to convert me. Also, she wants to walk the path of organized religion. All I can say is, I hope the bickering can stop. she doesn't want to live my way and I damn sure don't wanna live hers so we're going to split happy days

3/29/2024 12:21:54 PM

Just letting everybody know that I updated this profile and it was approved in less than 24 hours. They are getting a lot better.

1/14/2024 6:47:23 AM

What's up with Lazy slaves? if a woman won't work, at least as hard as I do what good is she?

12/13/2023 5:09:09 AM

Since when did it become politically incorrect, to be the uncompromising Dom i've always been?

11/8/2023 7:01:00 AM

When the stars align, and everything's right and she is ready to submit and you have the control ,maturity, and the need to dominate. It feels like touching the face of God, and my true purpose in life.

11/2/2023 10:49:01 AM

I must apologize to all the submissives, that I've known through the years and have accused of trying to top from the bottom. I was wrong, and I truly apologize

I now understand that, for the most part, (of course, some of them were guilty) , they were just simply trying to help. in their mind. They think they're helping by presenting alternative plans, and actions as well as pointing out points that they think you might have missed. Again, trying to be good helpmates.

so to all of you in the past 40 years, I truly am sorry for my ignorance
Peace out

10/27/2023 10:05:49 AM

It is my opinion that it is Adam's fault that eve ate the Apple (the kind of fruit is highly debated) because he didn't keep a tight enough leash on her.