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WarriorshrtGHOSTRIDER2000DADDY4LIFEVegasSugarDaddyDaddy4nghtygrl
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jamesretief
HardHandedDom
MasterWonderful
I am very skeptical that I will be able to find what I need here; that's okay though bc I love learning and I have learned a lot from just reading profiles. However the dead end conversations are exhausting, but I have hope in my heart, and know I have a lot to offer. Although patience is not my strong suit I will endure bc I am strong in spirit.
I'm not looking to be fixed, but looking to be adored and appreciated while I serve. By day I am a mom, daughter, sorority sister and a community volunteer by night I am lonely, lost and missing something.
The most important qualities about me is my ability to be funny, open and honest. I am probably (okay definitely) a little too feisty for my own good...but I blame that on the red hair.
You should know that my biggest concern right now is how to balance my desire to be in this lifestyle with my Christianity. There is a fine line between worshipping and serving my Man to worshipping and serving my God. If you are a Christian here and also trying to balance let me know, I would love to hear your thoughts on this.

If you want to be my friend you have to be funny... you have to be honest and caring and not wanting to just inflict pain onto anyone passing by.

So... that's me in a nut shell. Now what?




2/14/2013 10:16:03 AM

My love is over, it's underneath, it's beside.. it's inbetween.

2/4/2013 7:11:23 AM

At work, wishing that I worked with Him, the guy I would give myself to daily, someone who I could serve and care for... I wish He exsisted so I could feel his hand spank my ass, or him pull my hair while we kissed.  Im waiting for Him...

5/26/2012 7:57:04 PM

The chat rooms here are a joke  :(

5/26/2012 7:20:32 PM

Now starting the third book in the Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy!  Anyone else reading it?

 

Stephie

5/25/2012 5:26:59 AM

I just finished Fifty Shades of Grey, now reading the second book in the trilogy.  I get so lost in this book, page my page my heart races as I dream about how a beautifil D/s relationship would be.  When I stop reading my heart feels kinda sad... I look around me and im in a world that is too calm for what my heart desires... I need Him.

 

~S

5/21/2012 12:12:18 PM

Reading Fifty Shades of Grey:  Book One of the triliogy....  so in love and entwined with it!  I want this!

 

 

5/5/2011 9:05:18 AM

Love this....want this... need this....

 

 

The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice

hearing you speak my name

beckoning me to answer

telling me you want me

so I tell you that youre the answer to every question ive ever had about love

without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us

tracing your shadowscape

kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masulinity and

all its divinity and i praise you

because all of that is for me

i begin to indluge myself of your delicacies

digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts

dripping down my chin

your taste is something Godiva couldnt re-create

needing every atom of your anatomy

necessity is placed up me knowing you are the source of my serendipity

dipping in and out of me stroking more than my conscienceness

subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes

in my daydreams

seeing that face you make when youre making me cum

and it makes me want you right there and then

thinking of you in inappropriate places I get

tighling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place

as wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all i want you to do is extinguish it

you know my body like the back of your hands

and touch me and send me into esctacy

my thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high

body rising

sweating

panting

make-up meltong

pulling my hair and

scratching my back

i get a temporary case of tourettes bc all I can say are four letter words om a four octave-range screaming your name

12/28/2010 6:16:36 AM

 

I am ready for the new year.  I am ready for new possibilites.  I love the butterflies I feel letting me know that there is a change in the air... that something big is coming and that it will be so fulfilling.  I face toward the wind, close my eyes and open my arms wide to welcome the change.  I want to lose myself... I want to be picked up by the wind and to feel the breeze through my hair as I fly.

 

 

12/20/2010 6:38:59 AM
Daily I must die to myself so I can in turn serve another completely.
12/7/2010 12:15:05 PM
Wondering if it is already too early to be irratated by Christmas music...
12/1/2010 6:39:25 AM

Hi Guys!

 

Thanks for taking time to come by again or maybe you are here for the first time?  Either way welcome... before you read on you should know that I am not as dark as my profile reflects me... I'm just going through a rough patch... either way welcome.  Take some time and look around... make youself at home.  =)

 

I Just thought it was about time for an update... so here you go!

 

I am still trying to find out my path... when I imagine my path in front of me I can only see the setting at night... I can picture a path that has so many branches and holes that I am scared to even try to walk down it.   I can hear the branches in the forest creek around me as animals make their way carelessly under the moonlight...   Why can't it be a beautiful fall day.. a path covered with leaves of all colors... the path clearly marked with nice benches to stop and sit allowing time for reflection?

 

I'm lonely.

 

 

 

 

11/22/2010 5:19:23 AM

Why am I so lonely?  I have a wonderful family... pretty amazing friends...a great job and lots of fun things to spice up my vanilla life.

How can it be that even when I am in the middle of a great conversation I am still lonely?  How can it be when someone tells me they love who I am I can still feel like I am screaming from inside to be noticed?

I felt this way before and figured that maybe this deep loneliness/sadness was depression and started taking medicine... I can't do that again, but maybe it isnt depression...

To me it feels like I have lost a piece of my heart...I feel the only way I am going to be okay again is find this piece and put it back into my heart... once there I will be okay within seconds.

hmmmmm im hoping this piece is more like a beautiful moon instead of a peice of sand... I long to find it.

11/18/2010 5:41:41 AM

Friday I am having a Pure Romance party at my home.  I think I will have about 40 of my favorite girls joining me as we check out everything from oils and lotions to the biggest dildos I have ever seen!  Im excited to host this party :)

11/16/2010 12:49:22 PM

 

These eyes are to only worship your enviable body and to guide my body per your instruction. 

This nose is for dragging the tip, starting at your chest and working down to, and along your manhood. 

These ears are for hearing your instructions and your desires/needs.  

These lips are for guiding the mouth to your manhood, sucking the juices right out of it.  

This tongue is for the pleasure of stimulating every inch of your body. 

These arms are for wrapping around you and holding you, where, and as often as needed.

These hands are for servicing your body.
 

These fingertips are for arousing your manhood and stimulating your skin. 


This cleavage is for your head and face to rest upon. 


These breasts are solely yours for your lips to suck and your hands to caress.


These nipples are extended for your lips to suckle and your fingertips to touch.


This heart is an extension of yours.


This back is to be straight and strong, unless bent over and servile.


These hips are for swaying and thrusting in whatever direction you see fit.


These buttocks are for your spanking and spreading pleasure, and for cushioning your thrusts.


These thighs part open eagerly at your bidding. 


These labia are for caressing your manhood, thirstily spreading open at your command.


This vagina is your place of rest and/or play, for your manhood and fingers.


These vaginal walls are for hugging your manhood for comfort, and embracing it for your pleasures.


This cervix is for painting with your thick liquids.


This uterus is playground for your seed, accepting only your essence deep inside.


These knees are for sitting upon, in wait of fulfilling your commands.


These feet are for leading my body to yours whenever you want.


This woman, yours, is for you

11/16/2010 7:24:45 AM

Dear Journal,

Im lonely.

Love,
P4D

11/5/2010 10:11:04 AM

Today is one of my favorite days of the year... my best friends birthday!  Tonight I will get to love on her and pamper her like the beautiful person she is :)

Until then im stuck at work :(  Where the paperwork is piled high and surfing CM profiles remains to be the only source of excitement.

I recently came across a poem that I cherished... im pasting it here for you all to enjoy too...

Sonnet 14
If thou must love me, let it be for naught
Except for love's sake only. Do not say
I love her for her smile—her look—her way
Of speaking gently,—for a trick of thought
That falls in well with mine, and certes brought
A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'—
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may
Be changed, or change for thee,—and love, so wrought,
May be unwrought so. Neither love me for
Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,—
A creature might forget to weep, who bore
Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake, that evermore
Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.
~Elizabeth Browning


I hope you all enjoy it as much as i did.... made me smile and feel warm. 

Today it's pretty cold outside so I am not dressing as cute as I wish I could have... black slacks, black heels, a black long sleeve cotton shirt that has some grey and white design on the front.. under I have on a hot pink bra and panties...

Which I should also say is my favorite bra/panty set... I am wearing it to the birthday party tonight just in case I get lucky with my best friend :)

Have a great day....

melodyme
 
 Age: 35
 Chicago, Illinois