'CERCA TEROVA' " SEEK AND YEA SHALL FIND" I'm longing for a search of answers' here that's the quest of my journey as I've only just arrived I seek a nich, my place in the massive landscape of this lifestyle i feel that I'me not sure of just what can be a satisfing position in the stride towards a desire to dwell, as a charactor of strenght, or meekness... Is it submissive or dominiance? Even if I trial as a switch, I'm just feeling empty of a desire to be at either roll... An yet I've read of, and seen the tumble into sub-space, and the crumble upon release.... I do understand it's existance, it's validity, an even it's requirement in many live's here.... Is it fair that I may not find a fulfilling plase of devotion here ... ? At this point I dwell .... |