I am currently no longer looking.

~Happily owned by one demanding entity~

~My art~

~Exquisite beauty and absolute obedience.~

(Slave Girl of Gor, page 261)

~ Nothing more; nothing less is given~

A great deal has happened since I made this profile in 2010. I have grown into myself. I have had epiphanies of what I seek in life and realization about whom I seek to share my life. I have been a Kajira to one Master and simply a slave to another. As well the corporate vanilla world has made me independent, stubborn, and determined. A meek woman can accomplish little in the world, even less in the home. What good is an ambitionless creature? "A girl who is bold is likely to think of marvels of pleasure for her master which a more timid girl would not dare to even contemplate." (Slave Girl of Gor, p.172) I have grown in confidents and have grown into my art. However, even as college and the vanilla world around me shape me to be independently ‘free’ and the ‘mistress’ of my own destiny… I learn- I learn there is something missing. It’s been a year, and I can feel it. I feel that deep burning fire in my soul. An inferno that sets your skin to goose flesh, making your skin flush and your blood run ice cold through you veins. The same desire I feel in front of a canvas as it beacons me to succumb to its will. Or the over powering look in a Masters eyes when he needs me. My mistress, my art… it is no longer filling the need. The deep burn inside me will not fade, if anything it keeps growing stronger. I know my life is missing something. I simply wish to find it. I am an Artist, and the urge to create dominates over me as strong as any man could. My hopes in life are to find someone who flushes perfectly with me. As intelligent and creative as I am with ambition equal (if not greater) then my own. Someone who will help me grow even more into my self and accomplish what I need to in life as I fulfill the role he needs from me. So many men who talk to me on here are greatly disrespectful. I am unsure where these people come from but it is very saddening to see such ignorance in ‘dominate’ men. Attempts to ‘dominate’ through degrading words will accomplish nothing but me ignoring you. Forgive me for it, but I simply refuse such treatment. Find yourself a girl who wishes to be treated such. I am not her. Forgive me as well if I ignore you should you attempt to control my art. I’ve had this. My creativity is not a entity for you to dominate. Creative is always accepting new muses but not dictators. Right now I am on this site simply looking for like minds. Friends and people to communicate with. Should something grander than friendship happen I am open to the possibilities . My first Master has set standards in my eyes that are hard for men to meet. A Gorean man is a strong and intellectual creature… I miss it very much. Almost as much as I miss behaving like the Kajira I know I am. ~What is a Kajira?~

"A kajira is not simply a slave, not simply a submissive. The difference between a kajira and a slave is that a kajira serves her Master with pride, her submission comes from deep within her soul, and it is also a part of her heart. A true kajira will kneel in front of her Master and surrender not only her body, but her mind, heart and soul. She belongs to him completely, totally and unconditionally. A submissive submits in order to fulfil their own needs, a kajira submits completely for the benefit of her master.

This also goes well beyond trust. A kajira must have integrity, loyalty, and above all, honesty. For without those values she is nothing, and with them she has everything. She must unquestionably strive to please her Master because his word is law. He will protect her, nurture her, and guide her. He will punish her and keep her in her place. A kajira is valued property, because with all of her heart she wants only to bring her Master great pleasure. A kajira must NEVER dishonor or bring dishonor to her Master.

A kajira is a fully trained companion, capable of entertaining her Master and his guests in many ways. She does this with the beauty of her serves, the pride in which she wears her collar, and she continually works on ways to please and be pleasing to her Master. Her skills must be continually developed, never allowed to atrophy. She is to be capable of not only excellent food and drink preparation, but also conversation, dancing, art, and pleasure." (Beautifully worded by the gentlemen on mousetoy.com, Perhaps better so then I could.)

"Slavery to the woman is more than a sexual matter, though sexuality is intimately and profoundly involved in it, essentially, crucially and ultimately. It is an entire mode of being, an entire way of life, one intimately associated with love and service."