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| I have only been in the lifestyle for about 2 ½ years. I had a long distance Master in that time, i was supposed to relocate to but we had an issue where i was deemed no longer worth the effort. So I consider myself new to the lifestyle and wish to be considered such as every Master/ Dominant has their own method of training and my original training was incomplete.
For me feeling the loss of my former Master had made me feel as though I had no purpose in life. upon saying that no i am not completely hung up on my former but it has made me become more timid and withdrawn than I normally am. Trust means everything to me and I would like to be able to trust whomever is to become my new Master to the point to allow myself to surrender completely and be able to give my whole and total submission to.
I am a college student studying Graphics and Design online. I am a sweet girl that's naturally submissive. I wear my heart on my sleeve which means I do get attached to people far too easily, i tend to allow myself to be hurt more often than I should. I am extremely shy, I get embarrassed and blush very easily over practically anything.
I have been told that I have the heart of a slave but I am also a baby girl that needs attention and care. My self-esteem and self worth are at an extreme low so i almost always need constant reassurance. I am pretty passive and I loathe arguments since 90% of them tend to end up in yelling matches. I do not like yelling/shouting or cursing out of anger, this tends to make me frightened and withdraw from people.
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