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| Hi, I'm the Wanderlust Doll, always on the road and traveling non-stop 24/7/365 in search of my dream Poly Family to serve/service and/or a Domme to serve/service for the rest of my life. I mostly travel due to the fact that I'm a singer-songwriter/freelance travel writer and a poet, so in some ways you can say that I'm the kinky version of Jack Kerouac. I'm a transgender woman on HRT for over 10 years, and I joined CollarSpace to get to know people, make new friends, and attend munches, parties, events, workshops/classes, etc., anywhere in the world.
I will only be monogamous to the right Domme long term, but in reality, I am actually single and Polyamorous, which means I'm seeking a long term Poly BDSM lifestyle triad only; as in me and 2 other people. Nothing more, nothing less. And BTW, no cisgender men or transgender men allowed for the time being.
I currently reside on the road due to my career(s), traveling nonstop. If you wish to get to know me better and wish to put me through the screening process to see if we're a good match for me to be a future slave doll in training, amongst other things, I'd be up for that. Keep in mind that my location changes every few weeks or so, and sometimes more frequently, depending on where I'm going on the road and what I'm doing that's leading me there, etc.
Also, this is what I'm seeking for in a long term relationship with a future Mommy Sadist/Keyholder/Dollmaker/Slave Trainer/Owner.- read it thoroughly in order to see if you're the one for me:
- A Transgender Female or Cisgender Female Mommy Sadist/Keyholder/Dollmaker/Trainer. Must be between the age of 25-60. No crossdressers. You must be either born a female or a transgender woman who's pre-op or post-op (as in you must have already started transitioning and on HRT, etc., and waiting for surgery, or already had surgery and finished your transition).
- Must be financially stable and not a FinDomme. I don't want to be someone's clutch financially and just be used to pay your bills and all. I want to be someone's life partner/slave Doll.
- You must have a stable home/kink household and support my dreams and aspirations I am still chasing, and be a keyholder at home and abroad when I'm traveling with the band I'm in or promoting my books, etc. As in, I wish to be independent career-wise and financially, etc., but owned and controlled by you permanently. Even if you're a bondage model or a Pro Domme, or you are a lifestyle educator who writes books, I'd support your dreams and aspirations as well. This must be a 50-50 relationship. Treat each other equally but I am still under your command and control. Partners for life.
- Be into the following things: Mommy/daughter role play, spankings, medical fetish, painpig play, ponygirl training, hucow/doll slave training, behavior modification training, chastity, forced bathroom control use, catheter insertion/enemas, rope bondage, asylum slave training, domestic house servitude maid ownership/training, rubber/latex/PVC/leather doll life, device bondage, bimboification training, flogging/whipping/paddles, masks/gags of any and all types and breath play (gas masks, HOM, shrink wrap/plastic bagging, and choking by hands). I also have hard limits such as scat, necrophilia, blood, underage people, live or dead animals, etc. I don't want crazy creeps or psychos replying at all. This is Safe, Sane and Consensual; not RACK or anything too intense. Oh, and I refuse to do diapers and infantilism play. I hate that. I'm not a brat, and I am easy to train and able to obey/follow orders well. You must be well experienced and have been doing this a long time.
- No males or trans men allowed at this time. I'm not interested in those who replies with dick pics. That's just inappropriate and crossing boundaries.
- You must be open minded, trans-inclusive and very understanding/knowledgeable about people with Gender Dysphoria. This won't work out if you treat my gender identity as a fetish for your sick games. I'm a human being first with civil and human rights, slave second. I want a relationship that's thorough and honest, and not always about BDSM all the time. I want a LTR that lasts forever. I am always on the road 24/7, and never home, so hopefully if we meet after chatting a while online and meet in person for real, and you like me and I like you, I'll be open to being trained 24/7, and relocate and settle down for life. But like every relationship, it takes time to build and a lot of trust and honesty and open communication.
- And finally, most of all, no scams and fakes/flakes. I don't wanna waste money traveling to wherever you are, if you're not able to meet. Also, I am polyamorous, but I am very willing to be monogamous and belong to only just you long term, if you're not poly.
Also, I have a lot to offer those who are seeking subs/slaves like me, and we can discuss that more via PM, if you'd like. If I am what you're still seeking, then just send me a PM/email.
I also joined a site called FetLife [click here for my FetLife Profile] to network with others in regards to kinky resources, finding new play partners, making new friends, going to events and play parties, workshops/classes, and I am an amateur bondage/fetish/alternative lifestyle model making ends meet, so I thought FetLife would be a good resource to connect with other bondage/fetish/alternative queer art pornographers, photographers, riggers, filmmakers, and fetish art porn models and create kinky queer bondage art together.
Hope all is well with you kinksters out there in Kinky Land.
Namaste,
The Wanderlust Doll.
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So due to recent events in my personal and professional life, I feel that CollarSpace is not helping me find a female or a trans female Dominant that I hoped to spend the rest of my life with, and being a trans woman myself, I feel that the BDSM lifestyle will have to be put on hold, mostly due to the transmisogyny and the transphobia that has transpired as of late, mostly displayed by a few cis women who contacted me here on CS, and more from cis men who watched way too much "shemale porn", and it is offensive.
I am actually a human being with civil and human rights, and I have a brain, eyes, ears and a heart and a soul, unlike most of you out there. And whilst I identify as a slave/sub/pet/doll type of kinkster, etc., and have been doing BDSM both professionally and personally for a little close to 10 years now (and that's just the rounding up of the amount of time I spent in the lifestyle in real life - not online, since there are clubs, events and workshops and munches you can attend), I still stand firm in my beliefs that I should be equal to all Dominants of all genders and sexual orientations and all walks of life as a transgender woman, not some "shemale" sick, twisted fetish you have. You don't know the reality or the harsh conditions of being transgender, or what it actually (legally, since most of what you offer via email and messages I've received here on CS, and sometimes on FetLife is actually illegal and unhealthy and very unsanitary) takes to transition from male to female, and that Gender Dysphoria is a legitimate, serious, life-altering medical condition (and it's also a mental condition as well in some ways, since you have to go through therapy to get letters for surgery), and one of the criterias of being Gender Dysphoric requires that you must be transitioning as a woman and not do it for sexual/fetishistic pleasures, otherwise, they won't even prescribe hormones for you, let alone write letters for you to legally change your gender identity markers and name on all your IDs, or even get surgery.
Sad, but true - and I think every single BDSM kinkster, both online and in real life, needs to take a transgender healthcare 101 workshop or something like that, so that you can stop sexualizing and fetishizing us based on the fake shemale porn that you watch way too much of, and try to actually approach us in better ways. I'm not trying to dictate how you should have a "ONE TWUE WAY" of doing BDSM or being transgender, and I sure as hell am not your advocate, activist, voice, leader, educator, etc., for this, since each person has different ways of being kinky, just like each person has different ways of being transgender and doing their own gender transitions in their own ways and pace/time, etc., but the bottom line is, that no matter how much you offer or even if you said you are "rich" and will pay to turn me or someone else who's transgender into a "bimbo whore doll with really big breasts and ridiculously fat lips, etc.", Gender Dysphoria specifically states in the DSM 4 and DSM 5 editions that you have to transition because you were born in the wrong body mentally, emotionally and even physically, and that you cannot be transitioning or even starting HRT because of a sexual or fetishistic desire. That's for the drag queens and crossdressers out there, not for people like me. You wanna get turned on by the bullshit fantasies of having it on with a transgender person, hire a crossdressing prostitute, but don't ever e-mail me or perv my profiles on CS and FetLife ever again with that bullshit.
There will always be a huge difference between me and the shemale porn stars/models that you watch everyday - they don't have Gender Dysphoria, I do. So open your eyes, and maybe a bit more of your minds, learn more about transgender people and our history and about Gender Dysphoria, and just maybe.... JUST MAYBE.... I'll consider talking to you the next time you e-mail me or leave a comment or two, etc. in an appropriate manner and an approachable personality and not a sick, twisted, shemale-filled fantasizing mind. Treat me as a human being, and you might even end up actually being with me. And that is also the same advice I will give to all cis men who treat cisgender women like shit nowadays: if you really want sex that bad, hire a hooker for a night or two, get it out your system. But don't ever disrespect or insult a woman online when trying to "hook up" - most of us aren't even interested in hooking up with the likes of you, which would explain why you're all psychotic and rape-y nowadays in Amerika and possibly other parts of the world, so change your behaviors, points of view and re-think your priorities - do you want to get laid every night by being with a woman or a trans woman for the rest of your life and be able to have a good relationship and have a good life? Or do you want to just fuck us all, leave in the morning and never call us again, which is probably the fastest way to get you on any and all sorts of blacklists in our communities, and we can tell others not to talk to you at all or even reply to your emails/texts, etc., and you'll end up going back to your mama's basements, masturbating and die alone and old? That's what is going to actually happen to all of you, and even the women who are really creepy when it comes to sexualizing transgender people in the most transmisogynistic ways possible, unless you change your ways and do something right for once and find your soul mates for life.
If you really don't believe in that anymore, then do us all a favor and fuck off. We don't have time for that anymore.
Namaste,
October. |
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[NOTE TO READERS: I've been posting ads, and gotten very few replies on both FetLife and here on CollarSpace, but it seems that the majority of FetLife and CollarSpace are both fake and flaky/scammy, so I'm attempting to try this again and leave this out there for those who's reading, because honestly, I'm about ready to give it all up and just retire from the BDSM lifestyle that I've been in for nearly 12 years now, and I'd like a change for once, hopefully an change that's good and not bad this time around. So here goes nothing; my ad, ladies and gents, and I'm not accepting replies from FinDommes at ALL! Thank you for your time and understanding and hope all is well with you.]
Relocatable Traveling Nomadic Trans Female/Genderqueer Slave Doll Seeking A LTR with a Caring Yet Empathetic Mommy Sadist/Keyholder/Dollmaker/Slave Trainer-Owner 24/7 (Serious Inquiries Only) - Anywhere, USA and Anywhere, Canada/Europe.
If you're a Domme lady type or a genderqueer female-bodied Dom/me who's active in one and/or any and all of the following real-life roles:
- LTR Sadistic Domme/Mommy
- Pet Owner
- Dollmaker
- Chastity Keyholder
- Slave Trainer type of life partner
Who is currently seeking a LTR with a 24/7 real-life Trans slave girl/Doll-type who's versatile in the following roles:
- A "teen" little slut daughter (role playing - not real life underage, because that's not only inappropriate but disgusting and illegal)
- Hucow
- Painpig
- Whore Rubber Doll/Slave Doll/Maid
- Ponygirl
- Pain-slave (there's a difference between painslut and pain-slave)
- Human Furniture Object
- Rope Bondage Slut
- Domestic Household Slave (Excellent slave-girl who can cook, clean and do many house chores without issue or resistance, even in bondage gear and gags/masks, etc.)
- And MORE....
Then go on and read the following ad at this link
and PM me if you're for real and interested in actually getting started by talking with me via PM and other means of online communications, if necessary, and be open to meeting me and starting a new life eventually after a trial period and permanent relocation to you. I am not seeking or accepting emails/friend requests from CISGENDER MEN or TRANS MEN at this time, and this is only for cisgender women and/or transgender women and genderqueer female-bodied people who are identified in any of the following Dominant roles as aforementioned above.
I am hoping to hear from you soon.
Namaste,
The Wanderlust Doll. |
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So I've been dealing with a lot of non replies, and a lot of fakes here on CollarSpace, as well on FetLife, and it appears to me that perhaps it's time I moved on.
All I actually wanted was a LTR as someone's long-term live-in slave, but that might not happen.
Such is life, you know? Well, I'll keep this profile open and whatnot, but not sure if anyone will actually respond, so we'll see. |
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27 Year Old Trans Female Sub/Slave-Type Seeking Long-Term Relationship with a Future Dominant/Hucow-Pony Trainer/Slave Owner/Dollmaker. [I'm Relocatable - Anywhere, USA/Canada/Europe]
Hi, everyone - I'm a Trans woman who's 27 turning 28 year old, and I identify as a sub/slave type and I'm looking to be permanently enslaved as a whore rubber Doll, a hucow, a ponygirl and painslut slave, fall in love with said Dominant/Mistress/Trainer/Owner/Dollmaker, grow old and be her slave forever.
But lately, I've been getting those emails in my inbox in both CollarSpace and on FetLife here from fakes, wannabes, and flakes and creeps, and I am serious about what I'm seeking and if you read through my profile, and the link attached to it about what I'm seeking in a Dominant Life Partner/Dollmaker/Owner/Trainer/Mistress, etc., and if you still think we'd be a good fit, please do PM me afterwards, and let's get talking - I am serious about relocating, since I travel everywhere nonstop on the road 24/7 nowadays.
I hope I will hear from you soon, and we can start the process of getting to know one another better and see what happens from there and meet in real life.
Namaste,
October.
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I will say this.... I don't think I'll ever find kinky true love someday, to be someone's long-term live-in slave and to be a happy slave making my Master or Mistress happy and fall in love and grow old together.
If that's how it's going to be, with all of you fakes, scammers and players out there, then maybe I should give up on the BDSM lifestyle for good. I've been in this lifestyle 10+ years now, and the only long-term relationship I ever had was with my wife, who was my first and only Mistress. We had an amazing life together, until she passed on 7 years ago. I do miss her.
I do hope I can find a Mistress or Master who's for real someday. Until that day comes, I walk alone.
Namaste,
October. |
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You see, I've been traveling for the last 5 years, trying to find a place I could actually afford and call home.
Unfortunately, in today's economy, the SSA had decided to semi-retire me permanently because they feel that I won't be able to continue being self-employed anymore. It's my dream job, my life, my entire world.... without the business, I'm lost.
So if they do decide that I have to do this, I'll be getting nothing but SSI/SSDI, food stamps, Medicaid and try to do sex work for extra cash on the side and busking on the streets just so I could afford an decent place instead of a shithole.
But such is life, you know? I even thought that maybe someday, if I become someone's slave, and offer them what I can offer based on what my profile said, I would hopefully be able to have a good life as a slave and so on.
But beggars can't be choosers, and that's just a pipe dream because everyone wants a one night stand with me when I want to have a home, be a good slave and be happy. Oi... |
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If you're going to be interested in me, like actually interested in me being a full-time slave for you and your household, please don't jerk me around and then go ahead and say that you're not interested and leave me out to "hang dry" being stood up.
The least you can do is be real and not just another wannabe Dominant faker.
That is all. Proceed with your wasted lives ignoring and taking advantage of transgender slaves/subs by pretending you're interested in us and screwing us over.
Namaste,
October. |
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Hi, I'm October. For the last one and a half years since returning from a long 7 years hiatus, I am now attempting to find the right Dominant Life partner who can train me and dehumanize/objectify me into a permanent slave Doll, hucow, human furniture object, toilet, ponygirl, pig and Painslut pet.
I have been on HRT for 13+ years, and still saving money for laser hair removal and electrolysis, plus top breast surgery and orchiectomy, but I am very committed to finally be able to alter my gender identity physically. I already legalized my gender identity markers and name changes for all my IDs some time ago, so I am officially female on my IDs.
I've been in the lifestyle for nearly 10 years, and I don't see this life or what I'm doing here as a hobby; it's a lifetime commitment to journey into kinky darkness to reach the ultimate Sadomasochistic enlightenment and become a better slave, and I live this 24/7.
I'm willing to relocate for the right one, and I am Polyamorous. But not unless we have chatted a fair bit, and gotten to visit each other a few times before officially deciding to start my life as said slave.
Please feel free to read my profile thoroughly (since it reads like an ad), and see what I'm all about, and also check out what I'm currently offering. PM me directly if you're interested in a slave that's committed to being yours. I hope to hear from you soon...
Namaste,
October. |
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== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
99% Rope bunny
99% Submissive
99% Masochist
98% Degradee
97% Experimentalist
97% Pet
97% Slave
94% Primal (Prey)
93% Exhibitionist
89% Non-monogamist
87% Girl/Boy
77% Voyeur
60% Ageplayer
42% Daddy/Mommy
39% Brat
39% Switch
33% Vanilla
18% Sadist
15% Owner
14% Rigger
13% Degrader
12% Dominant
12% Brat tamer
9% Primal (Hunter)
6% Master/Mistress |
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| Age: 21 |
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