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i am a male who categorizes himself as a slave and not a submissive. i believe in the concept of Female Supremacy. i'm a good cook and would love to cook for You. i can send You pictures upon request. If You're doing a CFNM party i would?love to attend and serve. If You're looking for a male to be a butler (or a maid) i'm will to do it. If?You need a cook for a party with Your Girlfriends then i'm?interested. If You want a male to humiliate and?degrade then feel free to use me. If You're a Dominant Woman in my area and wish to chat with me please feel free to message me. If You don't wish to meet before i will agree to serve then please don't contact me. i want a real relationship. Also, i'm not going to join a pay site just to meet You. Sorry. The more asterisks the more interested i am on trying it: ? Anal plugs (small) : Open to discussion ?
Anal plugs (large) : Lets worry about the small ones first.
Anal plug (public, under clothes): See above comments
Beating (soft) :
Beating (hard) :
Blindfolds : i love these because they don't allow me to see what's coming
Breast/chest bondage :
Boot worship : kissing and licking a Woman's boots is awesome. If she's been wearing them all day and they have an odor i'd love to breath in their sent.
Bondage (light) : i won't say no to this. :D
Bondage (heavy) : i won't say no to this either. :D
Bondage (public, under clothing) : If this is what You want then count me in.
Breast whipping :
Breath play : i'm willing to try this but can W/we take it slow?
Cages/Cells/Closets (locked inside of) :****** Yes please.
Caning : Willing to try.?
C.B.T. (cock & ball torture) : i'm willing to do this as long as it doesn't cause perminant damage.
Chastity belts : i own a device but i had some problems with swelling. If i can solve that problem then W/we can go further with this.?
Chauffeuring : i do have a car
Clothespins : These cause good pain and are fun to play with.
Collars (worn in private) : If You want me to wear one then i will happily do so.
Collars (worn in public) : Same as above
Corsets (wearing) : i've never worn one but i'm open to the idea
Cuffs (leather) : Yes please
Cuffs (metal) : i own handcuffs and leg shackels?
Electro stimulation : never done it but willing to try
Exhibitionism (friends) : Sure
Exhibitionism (strangers) : Sure
Face slapping : i think i can tolorate this
Fantasy abandonment :
Fantasy rape : i've had this fantasy for years. i'd love for a Woman (or group of Women) to rape me********
Foot worship : i love to worship a Woman's feet.****
Forced crossdressing : Yes Please*******
Forced masturbation :Yes Please********
Forced nudity (around others) : Yes Please*******
Forced servitude : Yes Please********
Full head hoods : i'm willing to wear it if that's what You want***
Gags (cloth) : Keep me from saying no***
Gags (rubber) : keep me from screaming****
Gags (tape) : make me shut up completly****
Gates of Hell (male) :
Golden showers : i've wanted to try this***
Hairbrush spankings :
Hair pulling : my hair is usually too short for this
Harems (serving w/other subs) : This concept is very interesting
Head (receiving fellatio from other slave) : Females only *****
High heel worship : same as boot and foot worship*****
Hot oils (on genitals) : never done this
Hot wax : sure
Housework (doing) :
Human puppy dog : i enjoy being a puppy***
Humiliation (private) : i really enjoy this****
Humiliation (public) : i really REALLY enjoy this*****
Infantalism : i don't have any experiance with this. i'm not sure i'd enjoy it but lets keep all options open.
Interrogations : i don't think You can break me.......i'm not talking. :D
Kidnapping : i've always wanted to be kidnapped by Women***********
Kneeling : The place for this slave is kneeling at the feet of it's owner***
Leather clothing : i don't own any :'(
Leather restraints : Keep me from struggling too much.
Manicures (giving) : Please teach me so i can be a better slave
Massage (giving) : i enjoy giving foot rubs and other forms or massages. Medical scenes : i've never done this
Modeling for erotic photos : As a slave i can't say no
Mouth bits : Yes Please
Nipple clamps : i like these
Nipple weights : i've never experiances these
Over-the-knee spanking :?
Orgasm denial : As a slave i should only orgasm when allowed******
Orgasm control : As a slave this should be out of my control******
Pony slave: i've never done this but i'm willing to try
Public exposure : To a point this could be fun. Please just keep me from going to jail and becoming a sex offender.
Pussy worship : ***********
Riding crops : i come with one for You to use
Rubber/latex clothing : i think it looks sexy
Sensory deprivation : i don't need to hear or see what's going to happen*************
Serving as furniture : i'll be your seat, footrest or table if You wish.
Serving as pet : i'd love being a pet
Serving as a maid : dress me up and give me a feather duster. :D
Serving as waitress/waiter : i'd perfer kitchen duty but i could do this too
Serving orally (sexual) : Just tell me when to stop Ma'am
Slutty clothing (private) : i'll wear whatever You want
Slutty clothing (public) : Please see Humilation (public)
Spanking : sometimes i'm naughty
Spandex clothing :
Speech restrictions (when, what) : Speach is a privilage that this slave realizes it must earn.
Spreader bars : Lets make and keep me as exposed as possible
Standing in corner : If this is the punishment You choose i'll respect it
Stocks : i think i'd enjoy this
Straight jackets : Ok. i like the idea of these
Strap-on-dildos (sucking on) : Sure as long as it hasn't come out of my ass (or anyone else's ass) first.
Strap-on-dildos (penetrated by) : This takes some trust and i don't know if i'm ready for it. Just like the butt plugs we can talk about it.
Suspension : i've always thought that this looked fun.?
Erotic Teasing : Feel free to do this.
Tickling : i may regret this but i'm very ticklish?
Verbal humiliation : Yes please
Voyeurism (watching others) : sure
Video (recordings with you) : Yes Please
Whipping : Yes Please
Wooden paddles : ok ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Please read my Journal entries too please. ? More info will be added later. Any questions please feel free to ask. ? ?

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10/18/2015 7:17:32 PM
Kinky Bucket List 1) Anal A) Having my anal cherry claimed by a Woman with a strap-on B) Forced receiving of a Strap-on gang bang with several (more than 4) Woman C) Being raped anally and orally by Women D) Anal Hook 2) Tease and Denial A) Having a long term tease and denial session (8+ hours straight) B) Receiving short term Tease and Denial (Less than 3 hours) 3) Smothering A) Face Sitting B) Being smothered by a Woman?s breasts 4) Drink from a lactating Woman?s breasts 5) Be fully mummified with: A) Plastic Wrap B) Duct Tape C) Ace Bandages D) Leather E) Latex F) Rubber 6) Being kidnapped by a group of Women and used and abused both physically and sexually 7) Humiliation A) Light B) Heavy C) Forced D) Public 1) Being lead around in public on a leash 2) Being gagged in public 3) Wearing a butt plug in public E) Private 8) Forced to orgasm past the point of having dry orgasms 9) Breath Play 10) Locked into A) A hood B) Heels C) Butt Plug Harness D) Bondage Mittens E) Collar F) Gag 11) Being Hogtied 12) Receive a Golden Shower A) By Mistress B) By multiple Women C) By a Woman that isn?t Mistress 13) Being spit on by a woman and not allowed to wipe it off 14) Having a Woman spit into my mouth and being made to swallow it 15) Be loaned out to other Women to do chores 16) Be a piece of human furniture for Mistress: A) Seat (in public) B) Foot rest (in public) C) Table (in public) D) Seat (in private) E) Foot rest (in private) F) Table (in private 17) Being gagged with ?nontraditional? gags A) Panties worn by a Woman B) Socks worn by a Woman C) Shoe(s) worn by a Woman D) Panties that a Woman had orgasmed into E) Socks worn by a Woman at the gym and soaked with Her sweat F) Gym sneakers worn by a Woman G) A clean Dildo H) A dildo recently used on a Woman 18) Being marked as property of my Mistress A) Temporary B) Permanent 19) Orgasm Control A) Be trained/conditioned to cum only on the command of my Mistress 23) Bondage A) Strict B) Long term (5+ hours straight) C) With rope D) With Chain E) Overnight F) Over clothing G) In public H) Under Clothing I) Outdoors 24) Serving Mistress A) Tending to my Mistress in the bath/shower B) Learn to do a mani/pedi C) Serving naked at a Fetish Event D) Serving naked in a private setting E) Giving multiple orgasms (regardless if i get any myself) F) Perform cunniligus G) Perform Analigus on Mistress 25) Forced Feminization (Temporary) A) Mild B) Extreme 26) Cum Eating A) Forced to taste my own cum B) Forced to lick my cum out of a Mistress? Pussy

10/2/2015 8:24:15 AM
Yesterday i had the honor to cook for Mistress Reign and Her Friends. Prior to this cooking i was required to clean Her house. After dinner i recleaned the kitchen and than had the honor of kneeling at Mistress Reign's feet. i was allowed the honor of both rubbing Her feet as well as being Her footrest. There were also several times that Mistress Reign forcefully stuck Her feet into my face and over my nose. The feel and smell of Her feet have become so addictive to me. Later that night i was secured to a couple of hard points while Mistress Reign and a Friend of Her's used various items on it. i had such a great time.

9/26/2015 9:13:47 PM
i'm a lucky slave. On Tuesday i get to take an Amazing Woman out to lunch and on Thursday i get to cook for Her.

9/26/2015 4:25:43 PM
The Boston Calling Festival SUCKS!!

9/22/2015 5:02:09 PM
The smell, the taste, the feel and the sight of a Sexy Woman's feet is amazing. Why do i enjoy these so much? Why the smell of a Woman's feet, no matter how sweaty, turn me on so much? i may not know all of the answers to these questions but i must live with it. i have accepted my addiction to Women's feet. i enjoy taking the time to smell them as well as the socks and shoes that have protected them all day. i really enjoy rubbing a Women's feet and licking between Her toes.

9/22/2015 4:43:47 PM
There are so many that wish to be in Her service. So many to be I. Her company. Spending time with Her is not only an honor but also an extreme pleasure. Y/you may be wondering Who this special Person is but i won't say. i won't say because i don't wish to make those that seek this Amazing Woman jealous.

9/20/2015 6:16:03 PM
The Women i've been able to meet from this site have amazed me (in the best possible ways). It's only been Two Women but i somehow seem to find the real ones. i was begining to believe that this site had turned into Findoms R Us. 18,19 and 20 year old Women with "years of experience" demanding money for nothing. To E/each T/their O/own but that's just not my cup of tea.

9/12/2015 2:35:42 PM
Today was a good day. It helped me heal a bit while being who i am. i am a slave and there's no way to change that. i'm not sure i'd want to either.

9/10/2015 6:38:23 PM
i miss being owned. It may seem odd but i feel incomplete right now. What i would love to find is a Woman for a Long Term Female Led Relationship. Is this too much to ask for?

8/22/2015 5:05:19 PM
On the 28th of last month Miss. Star informed this slave that She was releasing it. Miss. Star stated that She wanted to try a different path and maybe a vanilla relationship. While this slave was and is sad to see its service to Miss. Star end it needs to move on. This slave is going to try the vanilla thing and see how it goes. That doesn't mean that it won't be back in the lifestyle soon. For now this slave is keeping its options open.

7/28/2015 3:55:09 AM
In a few hours puppet will be at its massage appointment. Hopefully this helps take away at least some of the pain in its back. puppet also hopes that its new TENs unit comes in before puppet has to leave for its massage. puppet is still waiting for the VA to call and schedule the X-Rays of its back as well as the first actual physical therapy appointment too. After its massage puppet will be picking up lunch for Miss. Star. puppet really hopes that She's feeling better today.

7/27/2015 6:35:12 AM
puppet has no idea how it keeps oversleeping its alarm. puppet woke up at around 6 AM but went back to sleep knowing its alarm would go off in 30 minutes. It's now after 9 and puppet doesn't doesn't remember hearing the alarm. puppet isn't happy with itself for failing Miss. Star in this manner. puppet works today and than tomorrow is massage day and puppet's time with Miss. Star. Tomorrow puppet also gets its TENs unit in and it may try it out. Knowing Miss. Star the way that it does puppet will be looking at other attachments that might work with this device for Her to use against it.......sorry....on it. puppet just needs to make sure it buys items that will work with the device it has. Even though this TENs unit is primarily for puppet's back pain it knows and understands that Miss. Star is free to use it however She sees fit too. puppet looks forward to its arrival. Hopefully puppet doesn't oversleep tomorrow as well. Twice in only a few days is ridiculous and puppet will accept, without argument, any and all punishments that Miss. Star hands down for this.

7/26/2015 3:48:34 AM
puppet has to be to work for noon today and it leaves at 8. puppet scheduled a massage for Tuesday and puppet really needs it too. Tuesday is also the day that puppet's new TENs unit comes in. puppet is still hopeful that the VA will prescribe it one or two soon. After puppet's massage on Tuesday it will be going to see Miss. Star. That will truly be the highlight of puppet's week. Miss. Star said that She wanted stuffed mushrooms or seafood so puppet is planning on getting Her seafood.

7/25/2015 5:15:25 AM
puppet somehow overslept. puppet doesn't remember hearing its alarm go off. puppet hates when this happens. Today puppet is off from work and it is planning to clean its car and maybe do laundry. puppet does need a haircut though so it may do that too. puppet signed up for health insurance at work the other day. This will be the first time since 2006 that puppet has signed up for insurance. The down side is that now puppet will be having $115 less in its paychecks for the next year. puppet will need to make it work though. The Summer Flea is only a few weeks away and puppet can't wait to go. The best part of going to these events is going with Miss. Star and the Pack.

7/24/2015 3:49:27 AM
puppet had to spend some money out of its flexible spending account so it bought a TENs Unit. puppet is still hopeful that the VA will issue it one (or two) so that one can go into into puppet's toy bag. puppet isn't sure what else to write today and its time is running out. puppet is going back to sleep. At least puppet has tomorrow off of work....unless something happens.

7/23/2015 3:43:55 AM
puppet needs to schedule a massage really soon. Now that the VA appointment is done puppet needs to start taking care of itself The Fetish Flea is next month and puppet is hoping that Miss. Star will be willing to help it set up a Cards Against Humanity night. puppet will cook and serve as usual and maybe even be allowed to join in a hand or two. puppet hasn't played CAH in a while and it misses playing.

7/22/2015 3:45:45 AM
puppet had a go day yesterday. puppet got it's initial physical therapy appoint done and they have a different course of action than they did 11 years ago. Hopefully with this new approach puppet can actually be pain free eventually. On another note; Miss. Star appeared to enjoy what puppet made for Her. Next week She wants seafood of stuffed mushrooms. Doing stuffed mushrooms without bread as a binder will be a challenge but "i can't do it" isn't going to be acceptable. puppet is going to do everything it can to make Miss. Star's wish for lunch next week come true.

7/21/2015 12:56:28 AM
puppet is getting ready for bed after finishing slow cooking the chicken for Miss. Star's Chicken Enchilada Lettuce Wraps. puppet had to clean up its mess too. puppet is posting this journal now so that it can sleep in before its doctor's appointment tomorrow....sorry...today. There's a chance that if puppet had asked Miss. Star to allow it to skip today's that She might have said yes. puppet doesn't like to ask for that very often though. puppet sees it as a gift when Miss. Star allows it to take some time off from its journals. Gifts aren't given all of the time so puppet never tries to predict when it will get that gift. puppet just does as it's told and tries to please Miss. Star everyday. puppet is exhausted and it will only be getting about 7 hours of sleep if it goes to be right now. Goodnight/Good morning E/everyone.

7/20/2015 3:59:32 AM
Today, while puppet is at work, it will have chicken in the crock pot cooing away. When puppet gets home it will shred the chicken, crumble up the queso fresco. puppet will also need to pick up a head of bib lettuce today. puppet wants to make sure it washes and dries every leaf so Miss. Star doesn't get any dirt in Her lettuce wrap. puppet has put itself on a mission to take dishes that normally have a lot of carbs and make them carb free or very low carb for Miss. Star. puppet is learning a lot on this mission too. puppet will probably be up late tonight finishing this meal for Miss. Star but pleasing Her is worth any sacrifice. On Tuesday puppet will pack everything into a cooler with ice so that it stays cold while it goes to its doctor's appointment. puppet hopes that Miss. Star will enjoy these Chicken Enchilada lettuce wraps. puppet even pickled red onion and heirloom organic carrots to top the lettuce wraps with.

7/19/2015 3:39:18 AM
puppet will be making this journal quick. puppet needs to be to work at 12 so it's going to go back to sleep. puppet stayed up late to start a couple aspects of the meal that it will be bringing to Miss. Star on Tuesday. puppet went to bed around 2 AM when it should have done so around Midnight.

7/18/2015 1:41:54 AM
puppet can't sleep. It's 4:15 AM and puppet needs to be up at 11. puppet as watched T.V., played Evil Apples and even read journals on here. puppet hates the days when it can't sleep. This means that tomorrow will be an early night and it needs to the sauce for Miss. Star's lunch on Tuesday...or at the very least buy all of the things needed to do so. As long as the sauce is made by Monday and the items are in the slow cooker monday morning puppet will be in good shape. While puppet knows what it wants to make it doesn't want to give away the surprise yet for Miss. Star. Right now it's 20 minutes of 5. puppet would be up in about and hour and half to post this anyway so it might as well do so now. Good night/Good Morning

7/17/2015 3:55:43 AM
puppet was really bummed that it was working yesterday. Miss. Star texted it to find out if it was working or not because She wanted a foot rub. puppet enjoys giving Miss. Star foot rubs so much. puppet has been looking forward to having that opportunity again. It figures that the chance would come up when puppet was unable to make it to Miss. Star to fulfill this need. puppet actually considered leaving work to do this foot rub but it realized that it wouldn't have been a good idea. puppet has looked up how to make a couple of food items that it wants to modify for Miss. Star. As Miss. Star's slave (and bitch) it's puppet's responsibility to support Miss. Star in Her diet. It's for that reason that it wants to come up with tasty and filling items for Her. A hungry Miss. Star is an angry Miss. Star and an angry Miss. Star is bad for puppet.

7/16/2015 3:45:17 AM
puppet missed Miss. Star yesterday. puppet doesn't like going too long without seeing Miss. Star because it goes through withdrawals. Tuesday of next week is the only day puppet has off but it also has a doctor's appointment that day. puppet's appointment is at 2 PM and it plans to go see Miss. Star after that. Hopefully puppet will have come up with a dish to make for Miss. Star by then.

7/15/2015 3:59:37 AM
yesterday was Miss. Star's birthday. She turned even more beautiful if that's even possible, puppet was hoping to take Her out to do something for Her birthday today but She's busy. While this saddens puppet a bit it fully understands. Miss. Star has Her own life and puppet is happy and honored to be a part of it. puppet has a physical therapy appointment with the VA next week. Maybe it will help with puppet's back this time. If puppet can make its back better and less painful it feels that it can be a better bitch for its Mistress. puppet also hopes that the VA agrees to pay for its massages because the massages help its back. puppet is still thinking of ideas of what to make Miss. Star to eat that will follow Her diet. puppet has a couple of ideas that it just needs to work out the logistics on. puppet will keep Y/you A/all updated on the food thing. Toys wise puppet is ALWAYS open to new ideas. Maybe, since Miss. Star has plans today, puppet will stop by the hardware store and see if it can be inspired to make something....or at least start to make something.....lol

7/14/2015 3:44:10 AM
puppet is going to work for a few hours today. Other than that puppet is off today. puppet almost didn't wake up or its alarm today to type this. puppet was about to just turn off the alarm and roll back over. Sorry but this is going to be a really short journal. puppet is falling a lseep as it tries to type.

7/13/2015 3:51:30 AM
puppet has an appointment at the VA today but it isn't sure which VA Hospital it needs to go to. puppet will be calling them before it leaves its house so that it ends up at the right location. puppet won't be able to go and see Miss. Star until Wed because it won't have the money for gas until then. Soon puppet will be having even less money because it will need to be getting health insurance through work. puppet will need to find a way to make it work tough. Well, puppet is going back to bed for a couple of more hours.

7/10/2015 3:49:03 AM
puppet has been staring at this keyboard and screen for 10 minutes and nothing came to its mind to write. Not writing anything isn't an option though. puppet just can't think of anything to type here. Sometimes if puppet just starts typing things will come to it. It doesn't look like that will be happening today though.

7/9/2015 3:51:44 AM
Well puppet's alarm worked today. According to Miss. Star, marionette is a "french whore". puppet hasn't seen marionette as a whore bust she is a lesbian. puppet guesses that makes marionette a "lesbian french whore". Honestly, sometimes puppet wishes that Miss. Star would use and treat it (and marionette) as a whore or a slut. In the end puppet and marionette will be treated however Miss. Star chooses and be thankful for that treatment.

7/8/2015 6:30:05 AM
Once again puppet's alarm went off but it silent. puppet really needs to figure out why this happening every once in a while. puppet expects that Miss. Star will be adding this to the list of things puppet will be getting punished for. puppet isn't one to make excuses. puppet will take responsibility even when the cause is something it can't explain. If this keeps up puppet may never have orgasm again...YIKES!! On a good note, Miss. Star enjoyed the food that puppet made for Her. That made puppet happy. Nothing makes puppet feel better than making Miss. Star happy. Miss. Star loves to wear flip flops during this time of year and drives puppet nuts. Seeing Miss. Star's feet and toes exposed and Her not allowing puppet to kneel down and massage them, kiss them or lick them or worship them is frustrating to puppet but puppet knows that it exists to serve and please Miss. Star and not its own desires though. Miss. Star has such a sexy body and when puppet is allowed to give Her a foot massage or a shoulder rub puppet is grateful. Just being allowed to touch a Goddess such as Miss. Star is honor in and of itself.

7/7/2015 12:56:12 AM
puppet stayed up late to cook. puppet made a dish for Miss. Star for lunch that will fit into Her carb-free eating. It's kind of a cross between eggplant parm and a lasagna. puppet has never made this dish before but Miss. Star likes eggplant so puppet gave it a shot. Hopefully She likes it because that will make puppet very happy. puppet tasted each part of the dish that it made but hasn't tasted it all together. That will happen tomorrow at the same time Miss. Star tastes it. puppet isn't in the habit of having Miss. Star be a guinea pig but it trusts in its skills as a chef so this is a calculated risk. puppet is posting this journal now rather than at around 7 AM because it wants to sleep after being up until now. puppet doesn't want to wake up in 2 hours just to type and than go back to sleep. Well, it's just about 4 AM now and past puppet's bed time.

7/6/2015 3:53:58 AM
puppet enjoys when Miss. Star is Sadistic towards it. The more Sadistic She is the more puppet enjoys what's happening. Sometimes Miss. Star has made puppet scream like a little bitch but that's just part of Her charm. Miss. Star made it 100% clear at the beginning that She was a Sadist and that puppet would suffer at Her hands. puppet dove in and never questioned it. To be honest it was Miss. Star's honesty that drew puppet to Her profile in the first place. Her profile got puppet to email Her and now, over two years later, puppet is still enthralled by Her and captivated by the ideas that She may have. Miss. Star is a very unique Woman and puppet has ALWAYS considered itself lucky to be Her property.

7/5/2015 3:58:44 AM
puppet has today off and is hoping to go to the beach with Miss. Star or go to the new casino. Being with Miss. Star is puppet's first choice though. The casino is puppet's backup plan. That is unless Miss. Star tells it that it isn't allowed to go. Well it's time to post this journal.

7/4/2015 3:48:37 AM
puppet ended up falling a sleep earlier than it normally does last night. puppet normally goes to sleep around 2AM but fell asleep around Midnight. Such things happen when puppet has to go to work with very little sleep the night before. Yesterday's journal was posted before puppet tried to go to sleep so that it could sleep in. Well, puppet had a hard time falling asleep and only got about 2 or 3 hours of sleep that night. Lack of sleep + Lots of work = tired puppet puppet is happy that it has tomorrow off. puppet wants to either got to a beach or go to the casino. Either option should be a lot of fun for puppet. Well, puppet is still able to get some more sleep before it needs to be to work so it will end the journal here and go back to sleep. Happy 4th of July E/everyone!!!

7/2/2015 9:16:49 PM
Typically puppet isn't allowed to post its journals early but it needs to be up earlier than usual tomorrow so it hopes that Miss. Star won't mind. puppet needs to be at work early because its boss is taking a short vacation. puppet will be running the store for a few days by itself. puppet wants to be able to sleep in just a little bit longer tomorrow so its posting this now.

7/2/2015 9:16:38 PM
Typically puppet isn't allowed to post its journals early but it needs to be up earlier than usual tomorrow so it hopes that Miss. Star won't mind. puppet needs to be at work early because its boss is taking a short vacation. puppet will be running the store for a few days by itself. puppet wants to be able to sleep in just a little bit longer tomorrow so its posting this now.

7/2/2015 3:59:53 AM
puppet LOVES foot worship. puppet really enjoys worshiping Miss. Star's feet. Sadly, for puppet, Miss. Star hasn't allowed puppet to do that so a while but puppet is hopeful that it will get the chance again soon. There's something so humbling about kissing a Woman's feet or sucking on Her toes. It's also very enjoyable to have Miss. Star shove Her BEAUTIFUL feel into puppet's mouth as much as She can. The one time Miss. Star made puppet lick Her feet while They were dirty was also a very humbling and enjoyable experience. puppet looks forward to serving Miss. Star forever.

7/1/2015 3:54:39 AM
puppet needs to make another massage appointment. puppet's back is feeling sore and tight and that's not good. puppet is hoping that the VA will inform it soon that they'll be willing to pay for puppet's massage therapy because that will save it some money. puppet wants to come up with some ideas of food to make for Miss. Star that will fit with Her diet. Even though Miss. Star has no need to diet (in puppet's opinion) She is still insisting on doing it so puppet needs to support Her.

6/30/2015 3:58:29 AM
puppet is trying to come up with an idea for a new toy to make. So far puppet has tried to make evil sticks and those failed. puppet has made leather paddles ( both with and with out spikes), leather cuffs and chain floggers (still to be tested by and approved by Miss. Star). What other toys will puppet come up with next? puppet has no idea but it does know that if it sees somethings or hears about something that sparks its interest it might just have to try to make it. puppet is always open to advise and ideas. puppet will also make items for sale once Miss. Star approves them.

6/29/2015 3:46:31 AM
puppet doesn't like when its brain won't. puppet took some Tylenol PM around 1 AM and it feels like it's still trying to make puppet sleep. This will probably be a short journal because puppet is having a hard time staying awake.

6/28/2015 3:55:12 AM
puppet has forgotten to keep working on its appeal to Miss. Star about cutting. puppet has it saved and needs to get back to it. Maybe puppet will be able to get Miss. Star to see how serious and committed puppet is to trying it. That's really all puppet wants to do is try it. puppet isn't asking to be cut all of the time. puppet isn't even sure it will enjoy it. All puppet knows is that Miss. Star had shown interest in it at one point and now puppet feels it's ready to try it. puppet should have its appeal done soon if it buckles down and finishes it. Once puppet has it done it's only a matter of presenting it to Miss. Star and awaiting Her ruling. Miss. Star's word is finial and puppet will always respect and honor it.

6/27/2015 3:49:38 AM
puppet has today off as well as Monday and Tuesday off. puppet is happy that it has Monday and Tuesday off because it will be able to spend the time with Miss. Star. puppet always enjoys spending time with Miss. Star. With today off puppet is going to try to get a few things done including some laundry. What puppet can get done today all depends on how late it sleeps when it goes back to sleep after posting this.

6/26/2015 3:57:30 AM
puppet keeps thinking of how happy Miss. Star makes it. puppet has never had any addictions before and never thought that being addicted to something, or in this case Someone, would make it so happy. Miss. Star brought out things in puppet that it never knew existed. puppet has grown so much and keeps growing as a slave while being owned by Miss. Star. puppet is thankful for everything that Miss. Star has done to it and the things that She will do to it. puppet knows that Miss. Star knows what puppet needs and when it needs it more so than puppet may know. Miss. Star has figured puppet out like it's a child's picture book. From day one Miss. Star had puppet unable to say "no" to Her and puppet has worshiped Her ever since.

6/25/2015 6:09:52 AM
it looks like puppet overslept. Somehow its phone with its alarm is missing. It appears that the phone fell behind puppet's bed and somehow the alarm was going off but it was silenced. This doesn't make any sense to puppet but it happened and now puppet must post a late journal and accept whatever punishment Miss. Star sees fit to give it for this. puppet just happened to wake up and wanted to see how much longer it could sleep before it needed to wake up to do this journal. Once it realized what time it started typing this. A few days ago Miss. Feather mentioned to puppet that She wanted to hold a game night at Her new place. puppet like this idea because it enjoys playing Cards Against Humanity and when Miss. Star, Miss. Feather and Miss. Jewel play too it's even more fun. What normally happens on these game nights though is that puppet usually ends up cooking dinner and serving these Ladies food and drinks and than They end up beating puppet or watching Miss. Star beat puppet. One time They even waxed some of puppet's chest hair. puppet will be interested to see what happens this time.

6/24/2015 3:50:53 AM
puppet can't think of what to write today. Usually puppet is able to come up with something but today it seems like that will escape it. For those wondering why puppet is posting that it has can't think of what to post please allow me to quickly explain. puppet's Owner, Miss. Star, requires that post a journal everyday by 7 A.M. Miss. Star has made a few exceptions for puppet but for the most part it has been posting a journal everyday for over two years now. This is why puppet needs to write something in its journal.

6/23/2015 3:53:37 AM
The rings that puppet and Miss. Star ordered are GREAT!!! puppet is so happy with them and glad that Miss. Star picked these. puppet is going to wear its ring with pride and honor because it symbolizes Miss. Star's ownership of it as well as its commitment and dedication to Her. puppet also gave Miss. Star the chain floggers that it made for Her. The giggles that came from Her while holding these kind of scares puppet. ' What kind of "stupid" toy idea will puppet come up with next? Will puppet, at some point, make a toy that even Miss. Star will look at and say "No" to? These questions make puppet wonder. puppet does enjoy creating the toys that it makes though and the fact that Miss. Star will derive pleasure from using them makes puppet very happy.

6/22/2015 3:48:08 AM
puppet and Miss. Star are both excited because the matching rings that puppet bought are coming in and should be in today. puppet really hopes that they live up to its expectations. puppet will be wearing its ring with pride knowing that it symbolizes Miss. Star's ownership of it. puppet is looking forward to seeing Miss. Star today and spending time with Her,

6/21/2015 3:50:34 AM
puppet will be working from 11 AM until 10:30 pm today. The bright side is that it has the next 3 days off. puppet will be able to send those days with Miss. Star if She allows it to. puppet has no idea what else to type in this journal today. Rather than force something out puppet will stop it right here.

6/20/2015 3:57:54 AM
puppet is looking forward to having Monday thru Wed off. Hopefully puppet will be able to relax some on those days. In the mean time puppet has a few long work days ahead of it. puppet is really beginning to not like these 10 hour days so much. The 3 days off is great but it makes for several long days. Well, puppet can get a couple of more hours of sleep before work today so that's what it's gong to do.

6/19/2015 3:56:57 AM
puppet is so happy that it doesn't have to be to work at %:30 AM everyday. puppet is still extremely tired from only getting a few hours of sleep the other night. Last night puppet went to sleep at 11:30 which was later than it wanted to but earlier than it normally does. puppet has a few more ideas for different types of chain floggers. It has a second one done and may be making at least 2 more so that Miss. Star can try them all out and see which one(s) She likes best. If they all pass Her tests puppet will probably make a couple more of each to sell. puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star may make puppet regret making these chain floggers though. puppet is kind of looking forward to seeing how they feel though.

6/18/2015 1:06:52 AM
puppet needs to be to work by 6:30 today. It's going to be an early night for it tonight. puppet needs to get all of the paperwork done before the people doing our audit come in. Right now puppet needs to hop in the shower and head in to work.

6/17/2015 3:47:40 AM
Today is pay day and puppet needs the money. today is another day when puppet's brain just wants to sleep rather than come up with something to write in this journal. puppet is falling asleep just sitting here trying to type. Maybe puppet needs some kinky activity to journal about. Maybe that could help puppet come up with ideas.

6/16/2015 3:56:57 AM
puppet gets paid tomorrow. puppet hates being broke. puppet is hoping to get a raise at work soon. puppet is running put of time tonight to post this and it hasn't really said anything. puppet's brain just isn't working this morning so it might as well just post this and try to do better tomorrow.

6/15/2015 3:48:04 AM
The move went well yesterday. puppet has a doctor's appointment today and then it's shooting up to see Miss. Star. puppet has no idea what else to write today. puppet doesn't need to wake up until around 9 AM so it will be going back to sleep for a couple of more hours.

6/15/2015 3:47:23 AM
The move went well yesterday. puppet has a doctor's appointment today and then it's shooting up to see Miss. Star. puppet has no idea what else to write today. puppet doesn't need to wake up until around 9 AM so it will be going back to sleep for a couple of more hours.

6/14/2015 3:44:28 AM
puppet is helping its Friend move today. puppet needs to pick up Miss. Star at 9 am today which means that it will need to leave its house by 8:15 am. Well, puppet wants to get some more sleep before it needs to shower and leave so this will be a short journal today.

6/13/2015 3:57:45 AM
puppet woke up horny as hell today. Maybe it had a dream it can't remember. The hornier puppet gets the more it craves and desires an orgasm the more Miss. Star enjoys denying it the orgasm. puppet seems stuck in a perpetual loop because the more Miss. Star enjoys denying puppet and orgasm the more horny puppet gets. Miss. Star is always a fair and reasonable Mistress though. She always knows what's best for puppet and what it needs even if puppet thinks it needs something different. Miss. Star can be a bit evil though too...puppet is gets both scared and excited when Miss. Star shows Her evilness though. puppet couldn't have asked to belong to a Mistress more suited to its needs.

6/12/2015 3:52:24 AM
Day one of the the four day work week is done. For puppet the concept is great because it will give it more time off and that could help puppet relax more. It could also give puppet time to make new toys so that may not be so good...lol. Sunday will be an exhausting day for puppet. Helping Miss. Feather move Her stuff into a 3rd floor apartment is going to be a lot of work.

6/11/2015 3:53:16 AM
today puppet starts its 10 hour shifts. Today is the start of a 4 day work week. This will take some getting used to for puppet because it's usually just waking up when it will now have to be at work. puppet sees lots of energy drinks in its future right now. One thing that puppet is looking forward to is 3 days off.

6/10/2015 3:49:46 AM
Yesterday puppet showed Miss. Star toy it made. puppet made a chain flogger. Just as suspected Miss Star said puppet was "dumb" for making it. Miss. Star will be making puppet hurt with this. Yesterday puppet and Miss. Star also ordered matching rings. puppet's will say "puppet" inside and Miss. Star's will say "Mistress". puppet is so excited.

6/9/2015 8:14:39 AM
puppet is getting a massage today and than going to see Miss. Star. YAY!!! For some reason puppet just woke up at around 4:30 am and was unable to get back to sleep. puppet went to bed at 1:30 am so this is a bit of an issue. Hopefully puppet will be able to get some more sleep though. puppet figured that it might as well take advantage of it being awake to right its journal early. This coming weekend puppet will be helping Miss. Feather move. puppet also has a birthday party for its nephew as well as an appointment with the VA (yes, puppet is an O.I.F veteran). puppet doesn't really have anything "kinky" to report on other than it working on a second version of the toy it made for Miss. Star. Sometimes puppet wishes that the masochist inside of it would just keep its thoughts to itself and not share them with me. puppet has a feeling that at some point it's going to make a toy that even Miss. Star will look at and say "NO!" to, If Miss. Star likes the toy and it pasts Her tests puppet may make a few to sell. puppet enjoys making the toys it makes though because it allows puppet to be creative. puppet is able to make what it wants and how it wants. Well, puppet is going to try to get some more sleep.

6/8/2015 3:56:40 AM
puppet is so exhausted from working extra hard. Luckily puppet's boss is willing to work just as hard too. puppet is going to have about 4 hours of over time this week. puppet is exited to see Miss. Star tomorrow. puppet has a massage tomorrow before it sees Miss. Star though and it really needs it too. After puppet's massage it will probably book Miss. Star's Birthday massage as well as Her mani/pedi. Miss. Star is ALWAYS beautiful in puppet's eyes but sometimes She needs to feel that way too so a little pampering always helps.

6/7/2015 3:40:38 AM
puppet isn't getting much sleep today. Good thing today is a day that puppet gets out of work early. puppet was quoted $70-$150 to fix its phone. That seems a bit high so puppet will be looking around.

6/6/2015 3:57:16 AM
puppet is looking forward to seeing Miss. Star on Tuesday. puppet is also looking forward to Miss. Star's Birthday next month. Next weekend puppet is helping Miss. Feather move into Her new place.puppet is already TRYING to curb its S.A.M tendencies in hopes (however futile they may be) to reduce its punishments. On a sad note...puppet's iphone screen broke even more and now the phone is useless. All of this technology and our phones are so fragile. This make puppet long for the days before smart phones.

6/4/2015 3:58:48 AM
puppet really needs to stop being a s.a.m.....puppet has gotten into the habit of being a smart ass but in a joking manner. Soon puppet will be paying for that as well as other actions. Even though Miss. Star knows that puppet's intent wasn't to be disrespectful or rude puppet understands Her desire to correct puppet's actions. puppet wants nothing more than to be a proper slave for Miss. Star. If that means that all of the smart assiness needs to be bled out of it via extreme beatings than that is what puppet will endure. There isn't any pain too much or torture to harsh for puppet if it means seeing Miss. Star happy.

6/3/2015 3:52:49 AM
puppet has been working on its formal request for Miss. Star to allow a modification to one of puppet's hard limits. While the formal request isn't completed YET it should be done soon and puppet will be able to present it to Miss. Star for Her ruling. Miss. Star's ruling will not and can not be questioned by puppet but it hopes that She sees how much heart it has put into the request. Miss. Star is ALWAYS fair and just so puppet knows that whatever choice She makes will be the right one for puppet. puppet loves, adores and worships Miss. Star. It was hard for puppet to embrace becoming Her bitch but now that it has embraced its status as a bitch it feels so much better.

6/2/2015 3:42:27 AM
Yesterday Miss. Star's Friend, Miss. Feather, got the keys to Her new place. While puppet is looking forward to helping Her move Her stuff it also knows that this means Miss. Star will start beating it again. Yesterday, Miss. Star, told puppet "I'm going to make your ass bleed". She also promised that She wasn't going to ease puppet back into this. She stated that She was going "balls deep" with the beatings. puppet has a 100% chance of bleeding, a 100% chance of crying and a 0% chance of being shown any kind of mercy. This both scares the crap out of puppet, which pleases Miss. Star, and excites puppet. puppet knows that it deserves even more of a beating than Miss. Star will probably give to it. It's like the old Military expression "The beatings will continue until moral improves". Hopefully puppet survives the coming beatings and doesn't make too much noise. puppet doesn't want Miss. Feather's new neighbors to call the police or the landlord...

6/1/2015 4:01:17 AM
At least this sight is up right now. WTF has been going on with this site lately? puppet is going to see Miss. Star today and it always enjoys that. puppet is still trying to come up with the proper wording for its begging of Miss. Star to try cutting with it. Cutting is a topic that Miss. Star was interested in when puppet met Her and now puppet feels like it is willing to push its limits some. puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will see its growth and be willing to help push puppet's limits. (This isn't puppet's official request.....unless it's what Miss. Star wants to hear) puppet has also been wondering what it would be like to have Miss. Star force it to have a ruined orgasm in a humiliating and/or degrading manner. puppet isn't sure how its orgasm will be ruined or what would constitute a humiliating and/or degrading manner but it's surer Miss. Star could come up with that. The only question puppet has is "Will the ruined orgasm be an authorized or unauthorized orgasm?" Only Miss. Star can control that answer.

6/1/2015 3:57:54 AM
At least this sight is up right now. WTF has been going on with this site lately? puppet is going to see Miss. Star today and it always enjoys that. puppet is still trying to come up with the proper wording for its begging of Miss. Star to try cutting with it. Cutting is a topic that Miss. Star was interested in when puppet met Her and now puppet feels like it is willing to push its limits some. puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will see its growth and be willing to help push puppet's limits. (This isn't puppet's official request.....unless it's what Miss. Star wants to hear) puppet has also been wondering what it would be like to have Miss. Star force it to have a ruined orgasm in a humiliating and/or degrading manner. puppet isn't sure how its orgasm will be ruined or what would constitute a humiliating and/or degrading manner but it's surer Miss. Star could come up with that. The only question puppet has is "Will the ruined orgasm be an authorized or unauthorized orgasm?" Only Miss. Star can control that answer.

5/31/2015 4:28:23 AM
FINALLY!!! puppet was unable to get into this site for over half an hour. Now its journal is late but it has already let Miss. Star know that. puppet has today and Monday off. puppet is thinking that today it will do laundry and clean out its car. The likelihood of both getting done is slim though. Monday puppet will be spending time with Miss. Star and that make puppet a very happy bitch.puppet always enjoys its time with Miss. Star.

5/30/2015 3:46:18 AM
YAY!!! puppet didn't over sleep and is posting this on time. puppet was asked to take a day off of work to help Miss. Feather move. puppet has requested the time off and as of right now does have it off. puppet is hopeful that its feet are healed by then too. Maybe, if puppet is lucky, Miss. Star will allow it to lick off any sweat that She might produce during the move of Her Friend. puppet would enjoy that very much.

5/29/2015 4:35:59 AM
puppet turned on the "do not disturb" feature on its phone and that must have somehow affected its alarm. That's TWICE this week that puppet has missed the deadline for posting its journal.This is not good and totally unlike puppet.

5/28/2015 3:59:57 AM
Yesterday puppet was extremely desperate for an orgasm and Miss, Star laughed as She said "No way". Miss. Star stated that the more puppet expresses how desperate it is for an orgasm the less likely it is that She'll allow it one. puppet knows that because She controls the orgasms that it has it may never get another one. Miss. Star really seems to enjoy puppet's suffering and for some strange reason puppet enjoys amusing Her by suffering for Her. puppet has asked Miss. Star to try "cutting" with it. As of right now "cutting" is one of puppet's hard limits. After being with Miss. Star for over 2 years it has reached a point where it trusts Her completely and is willing to allow some of its limits to be pushed. Miss. Star has told puppet that it needs to giver Her a VERY good reason to allow this item to have its status changed on puppet's hard limits list. puppet is going to work on this reason and present it to Miss. Star as soon as possible. puppet is hopeful that She'll approve and be willing to experiment with puppet. puppet would love to have a Star carved right above its heart to honor Miss. Star.

5/27/2015 6:13:39 AM
Well puppet over slept...No idea how that happened because it keeps the phone right next to it with the alarm set. Maybe the alarm went off and puppet just turned it off but it doesn't remember doing that. Either way puppet screwed up and takes full responsibility for it. puppet would never make excuses for its actions to Miss. Star because it knows that She doesn't want to hear them. One of Miss. Star's Friends, Miss. Feather, has "requested" puppet's assistance with helping Her move next month. With Her moving that means that Miss. Star will once again have a place to give puppet regular beatings. This makes puppet a little nervous because it has been told that it's overdue for a serious beating. Miss. Star doesn't tend to show mercy with Her beatings either. Once again, puppet apologizes to Miss. Star for failing to get this journal posted on time. puppet has a feeling that this punishment will be added to the list of what She already owes puppet for its past transgressions. puppet doesn't expect to be able to walk or even stand after its next punishment session. Only time will tell. puppet will accept any and all punishments that Miss. Star chooses to hand out and it will gladly thank Her for them afterwards.

5/26/2015 3:46:00 AM
puppet is so sore after the two parades. One thing that sucked was that the boots it wore chewed up the back of puppet's heel. About 3 layers of sin were peeled off but puppet pushed through the pain and finished. puppet kind of doesn't want to go to work today but it has to,

5/25/2015 3:07:25 AM
Today is Memorial Day and puppet needs to shower and get dressed. puppet hopes that E/everyone has a safe Memorial Day. puppet wants to say "Thank Y/you" to all of its fellow Veterans.

5/24/2015 3:46:40 AM
Tomorrow is Memorial Day and puppet will need to be up early. puppet is also going to be trying to go to bed early too. When puppet gets home from work it will need to get its uniform together and shave. Miss. Star doesn't like puppet clean shaven and this is the one time a year that puppet has to do it.

5/23/2015 3:58:07 AM
After all of the cleaning that puppet did, and made others do, the People that were gong to come and inspect the store called and canceled......GGGGGRRRRRR!!! puppet knows that work needed to done but it gets aggravating when People don't show up like they said They would. puppet needs to find time to get a haircut between now and Monday morning.

5/22/2015 3:56:41 AM
puppet spent its entire shift doing a deep cleaning at work. puppet even brought in a pressure washer to clean outside. puppet was covered in dirt and mud by the end of it. puppet is so exhausted too, Monday puppet is doing two parades and Tuesday puppet is working but Wednesday puppet has off and is going to see Miss. Star, if She allows.

5/21/2015 4:04:53 AM
The other day puppet had an intimidating and somewhat scary dream involving Miss. Star. In this dream Miss. Star convinced Her Girlfriend to allow puppet to be in the room while They had sex. The agreement was that puppet would be securely bound and gagged so it couldn't interrupt things. Miss. Star had puppet strip naked before She secured it to a chair in such a way that puppet couldn't move at all. Before puppet was bound though Miss. Star inserted a remote controlled vibrating egg into its ass. Once bound She then secured an Hatachi so that it was resting against the balls and cock of puppet. puppet was informed that cumming was strictly forbidden and that it would be punished if it did cum. Miss. Star than slid a condom onto puppet to catch any evidence. Right before Miss. Star and Her Girlfriend started getting really hot and heavy into things Miss. Star looked over at puppet and said "I almost forgot one thing....I said You could be in the room but I never said you could watch". She then blindfolded puppet and puppet could only hear what was going on. With the egg in puppet's ass on and the Hatachi going Miss. Star fell asleep and puppet was left to suffer. puppet was unable to sleep and when Miss. Star finally woke up puppet was crying from frustration because it was kept on edge all night and was unable to climax even if it wanted to. puppet woke up before Miss. Star freed it from its restraints so it doesn't know what happened next but puppet figures Miss. Star didn't allow it cum after being freed.

5/20/2015 3:58:56 AM
Yesterday, while puppet was with Miss. Star, it made the mistake of offering Her a proposal that it felt was fair. Miss. Star didn't accept it so puppet asked what offer She would accept. Y/you see, puppet has been craving Miss. Star's feet and would like 2 straight hours to kiss them, lick them, suck on them and overall worship them as it feel they should be. Miss. Star said that She'll need to think about what She'll accept in order to allow puppet this privilege and honor. What worries puppet is the way that She smiled when She said She'll have to think about it. That smile makes puppet suspect that this won't end well for it and Miss. Star agreed with that too. Miss. Star has a way of taking things that puppet wants and/or enjoys and turning them into extremely painful and torturous situations for puppet. As a matter of fact, puppet might not even be given a choice when Miss. Star decides what it is that puppet must do for a chance at Her feet. It's very possible that puppet may have screwed itself but honestly, Miss. Star is worth and suffering that She may inflict on puppet. puppet has learned to accept what Miss. Star dishes out.....Mostly because it lacks a choice in the matter anyway. Thank You for everything over these past 2 years Mistress. puppet is You humble and loyal bitch and that will, hopefully, never change.

5/19/2015 3:55:26 AM
puppet's meeting today got canceled so it is going to see Miss. Star. puppet was bummed when its meet got canceled but than it realized that it would be able to see Miss. Star so it got excited. puppet spent its entire shift at work yesterday cleaning. It wasn't fun but it needed to get done. puppet also found out what its bonus will be from the end of the year and puppet can't wait to get it. puppet was told it will probably be paid within the next couple of pay periods (bi weekly pay periods). puppet should have the money in plenty of time for the flee so it can buy something nice.

5/18/2015 3:55:45 AM
puppet upset itself yesterday when it dropped its phone because its cracked. puppet knows that there's places that will replace it but it's still annoying. puppet stayed at work later than it was supposed yesterday which means that it will probably need to leave early today to avoid overtime. The company that puppet works for really hates overtime. puppet can't believe that it's been a year since it quit the family business and almost a year since it started its new job, July will be one year at this job for puppet.

5/17/2015 3:57:46 AM
puppet is bummed that it won't be able to spend time with Miss. Star until after Memorial Day. puppet's work schedule just won't allow it. puppet has Tuesday off but has a meeting that day. If it went to see Her it could only spend a couple of hours there and than need to leave. puppet is looking forward to getting to this 4 day work week. Once this happens puppet will be able to have some time to visit its Friend Nadia too.

5/16/2015 3:57:58 AM
Within the next few weeks puppet will be moving to a 4 day work week. puppet will still be working full time but this means that it will be doing 4 10 hour days rather than 5 8 hour days. puppet is kind of excited about this. We'll see how this goes. puppet finally got the silver in the mail that it ordered back in March. puppet was planning to order more but was beginning to think these weren't coming so it held off. Now that puppet knows it can trust this supplier it may order a few more each month.

5/15/2015 3:57:53 AM
puppet showed up at work yesterday only to find out that it wasn't scheduled to work that day. After finding that out puppet headed to the VA Hospital so that it could re-enroll. It has only been about 11 years since it has gone there. puppet is hoping that it can get some kind of treatment for its back because the massage it got on Tuesday didn't do too much. The advantage to the VA Healthcare system is that no matter where puppet is in the Country, if it needs to go to the doctor, it can go to a VA Hospital and get treated. Plus, The VA is closer than the doctor that MassHealth assigned puppet too.

5/14/2015 3:55:20 AM
puppet got a massage yesterday. While the massage did help with some of its back pain it didn't fix it all. puppet still has some pain and nothing seems to take care of it. puppet is really tired of living in pain and wants to find a way to fix this.

5/13/2015 3:58:56 AM
Yesterday was fun and interesting. puppet learned that telling Miss. Star "Bite me", even jokingly, will result in it being bitten. The ironic thing was that it was Miss. Star's Sister that bit puppet first. That caught puppet off guard because it wasn't expecting that. After that Miss. Star made puppet present Her its arm and She bit it harder than Her Sister bit its shoulder. It was also the first time that Miss. Star called puppet "puppet" in front of Her family. puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star again today. puppet never knows what will happen when it's with Miss. Star

5/12/2015 3:55:33 AM
So it turns out that the company puppet works for gets discounts at some local water parks. puppet tried to look up what that discount is but website says puppet needs to have Flash downloaded onto its device. puppet tried to download flash but it isn't able to because it won't work with puppet's devices. puppet had tried to look it up at work but the site is on puppet's office computer. puppet WILL figure this out though.

5/11/2015 3:59:50 AM
puppet had a dream about Miss. Star's feet last night. It was odd because puppet only say Her feet, smelled Her feet (beautiful scent btw.) and tasted them. In this dream puppet was constantly licking Her feet and sucking on Her toes. puppet was even being walked on. At one point puppet was milk and its cum leaked all over Miss. Star's beautiful feet. puppet wasn't even allowed to orgasm. Miss, Star made sure of that, This was done on purpose by Miss, Star and puppet then had the cum covered feet forced into its mouth for cleaning. This dream made puppet think; What better way to force puppet to consume its own cum for the first time than having it on an item of its obsession. Maybe puppet will get that chance or maybe not but either way puppet is still grateful that Miss. Star allows it to be Her bitch.

5/10/2015 4:00:13 AM
puppet keeps having dreams centered around Miss. Star giving it the punishment She has told it that it needs, This latest one had puppet hooded, gagged and restrained as Miss. Star caned it. puppet was unable to say or do anything except cry inside of the hood. In this dream Miss. Star made puppet's ass bleed and than She punished it for bleeding on the item it was bent over. This was one of those dreams that puppet woke up from expecting to have welts on its ass because everything seemed so real. puppet won't go into too many details because it's afraid that Miss. Star might use some of the information against it. puppet has been curious what it would be like if Miss. Star removed its safe word and just went to town on it.

5/9/2015 3:59:01 AM
puppet wishes that it could afford to buy a good chastity device so that Miss. Star could lock it onto puppet. puppet finds that Miss. Star is slightly more evil when She has puppet in chastity. puppet even enjoyed when She took Her Hitachi to its trapped cock. puppet thought that it was going to cum several times but Miss. Star never allowed that to happen. puppet knows that Miss. Star can be just as evil without it being locked up but She seemed to enjoy it much more with puppet trapped in chastity. Miss. Star was the first and only Woman to get puppet to try a butt plug. She's had puppet orgasm with one inserted a few times. The first time was the most difficult but after that it didn't seem so weird. puppet has grown as a slave under Miss. Star and it knows that it will keep growing the longer Miss. Star pushes it and trains it. puppet's goal is to be the perfect little slave/bitch for Miss. Star.

5/8/2015 4:00:16 AM
puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will agree that its limits need to be pushed. puppet hopes that Miss. Star will agree to do that pushing. puppet isn't sure how Miss. Sta can do this but that's why She's the Mistress and puppet is the bitch. puppet will open itself up to anything that Miss. Star has in mind as long as She feels that it will make puppet a better slave and bitch for Her. puppet knows that Miss. Star is very creative and that She can find ways to make puppet regret asking for this but in the end puppet knows that it is safe. puppet trusts Miss. Star with its life and never worries about what She's going to do with or to it. puppet doesn't have a choice about any of it anyway.

5/7/2015 3:59:37 AM
puppet has been staring at this keyboard for 15 minutes....it hasn't changed or done any tricks...LOL. Now puppet is running out of time and it hasn't even said anything. Sometimes puppet just wishes that ideas would pop into its head and it would write about them. Other times puppet would be ok with Miss. Star dictating a topic for its journals. Miss. Star already forbids puppet from tracking the length of its denial of orgasm on here. It has gotten to a point where puppet has stopped even trying to keep track of it anymore. puppet has fully accepted that orgasms are not a right and that it can only have one when Miss. Star gifts one to it.

5/6/2015 3:54:26 AM
Miss. Star seems very adamant that puppet needs an extreme beating. She feels that puppet needs its attitude adjusted. puppet can not and would not tell Miss. Star that She's wrong. That would just result in more beatings. puppet would be lying if it said it wasn't slightly scared of what She's going to do to it. puppet wonders if it will be able to even crawl after Miss. Star finishes with it. Some P/people don't understand puppet's position. T/they wonder why it doesn't insist on a few things going the way it wants. Well, the reason for that is that puppet doesn't have nor does it deserve any rights in this relationship. puppet only has the privileges that Miss. Star allow it and She can revoke or modify them at any time with or without notice to puppet.

5/5/2015 3:55:51 AM
puppet is going to see Miss. Star today. puppet will need to go vote today before it visits Miss. Star though. puppet will need to go vote for itself because it is running for reelection. Being in local politics is fun for puppet. puppet finds that P/people either love or hate politics and there's virtually no middle ground.

5/4/2015 3:45:03 AM
Today is one of those days that puppet feels like it could sleep for a week. After not getting any sleep the other night tonight's sleep feel great. The party went great yesterday. puppet's food was hit. puppet is always happy when P/people like its cooking. Well, puppet is falling back off to sleep so it will cut this journal short.

5/3/2015 12:48:30 AM
puppet is still awake...puppet got home at almost midnight from work and made the cakes and pudding for the trifle. It got to a point where puppet figured that it might as well assemble the trifle before bed. After that was all done and put in the refrigerator to chill puppet went to wrap the gifts. puppet figured that it would do its journal now so that it could get a bit more sleep this morning. Luckily puppet doesn't have to work tomorrow......sorry.....today...lol. There's a good chance that puppet will be coming home and falling asleep after the party. What ever happened to the days where puppet could party all night, get home at 3am and be fine at 8am when it was time to get ready for work?? Getting old SUCKS!! puppet's body can't handle what it could before. puppet misses those days...well, some of them anyway. Well, puppet is going to attempt to get some sleep. Hopefully Miss. Star won't be mad at puppet for posting this journal now.

5/2/2015 3:58:23 AM
puppet was up late last night. The meatballs and gravy got done though. puppet hopes that Miss. Star and O/others enjoy the meatballs. puppet always worries if O/others will enjoy its cooking. puppet works hard to make the food it cooks taste good but E/everyone has different tastes. Tonight puppet will be trying to make a trifle to bring to the party as well. This means another late night but at least puppet doesn't need to work on Sunday.

5/1/2015 3:59:14 AM
puppet needs to make meatballs and gravy (sauce) tonight and tomorrow. puppet will probably make just make the gravy tonight and do the meatballs tomorrow. puppet really does enjoy cooking but now it's under a time crunch. puppet will be buying the items it needs on the way to work so it will have them when it leaves work. puppet will not fail to make these meatballs Mistress.

4/30/2015 3:59:20 AM
puppet found out that one of Miss. Star's Friends (Miss. Feather) will be getting a new place soon. This is great news for Her but could be mixed news for puppet. Y/you see, once Miss. Feather gets Her new place than Miss. Star will be having beat there. It has been stated that puppet is "over due" for a beating. The word "severe" may have been added once or twice too. puppet's ass already feels soar just thinking of the beatings that will get. Not to worry though, Miss. Star has promised that She WON'T ease puppet back into the beatings gently. Poor marionette may not be able to show up though for a little while. she needs new footwear for her uniform. The heeled boots that marionette had broke in December. puppet had owned those boots for many years though. Maybe puppet will get lucky and Miss. Star will take it shopping and W/we can get marionette some new footwear.

4/29/2015 3:54:51 AM
Miss. Star seems to be extremely excited that the Summer Flea will be right down the street from Her. puppet is kind of excited too though. puppet had to miss the Winter Flea and it was kind of bummed about that. This year the FFF is very short and puppet is wondering why.

4/28/2015 3:52:05 AM
puppet needs to figure out what to type today. Sometimes just by getting started like this something will flow out. That isn't always the case though. Sometimes puppet just types out its thought process and calls it good. This looks like it will be one of those times.

4/27/2015 3:56:29 AM
puppet has been having odd dreams about Miss. Star lately. In one of the dreams puppet was at the bank and Miss. Star walks in, pulls out a gun and robs the bank. She takes several of U/us hostage to aid Her escape but puppet was the only one that She didn't let go after She was away. In another dream Miss. Star brought marionette to an sex toy shop to "see what's new". Once there marionette was blindfolded, gagged and securely bound to something that kept it unable to leave the kneeling position. Miss. Star whispered in puppet's ear "I'll see you later bitch. Maybe." There have been others but puppet doesn't have time to type them out today. puppet isn't sure what these dreams all mean though. At least puppet knows that when it wakes up in the morning it will still be Miss. Star's bitch. Thank You for that Mistress.

4/26/2015 3:59:51 AM
puppet has been thinking too long of what to type today. puppet only has 4 minutes to get this posted or it will be in trouble, Days like this, where puppet doesn't now what to write, make it scramble for something. puppet is still waiting on its silver to come in so that it can try to plan out what it wants to make for Miss. Star with some of it. Well, it's time to post.

4/25/2015 3:57:29 AM
puppet has found out that the next FFF will be pretty close to it. This excites puppet very much. Hopefully this will mean that Miss. Star and the pack will be able to go. puppet enjoys the FFF because of all of the interesting items fore sale as well as the classes offered.puppet is going to put in for the time off of work as well as book the hotel if Miss. Star wants to make the plans.

4/24/2015 3:58:20 AM
Some P/people think being a slave is easy. "you just do what you're told" they say. Well, puppet disagrees with the feeling that being a slave is "easy". Being a slave takes hard work and dedication. It's true that some P/people are able to become a slave more easily than O/others but that can be said about everything. puppet thinks that the hardest part for it has been suppressing its male ego and pride. puppet finds this becoming easier but it will always be a work in progress.

4/23/2015 4:01:40 AM
puppet sometimes enjoys reading through the journals posted on here. Some make puppet laugh and others make puppet even more thankful that it found Miss. Star and that She took puppet as Her's. Before puppet met Miss. Star it wasn't sure it would find a Mistress that it would click with. puppet has never nor will it ever engage in a relationship where it is required to pay its Mistress in order for Her to be its Mistress. Miss. Star is a Strict but Fair Mistress that doesn't take shit from A/anybody. That's exactly what puppet needs too. puppet needs a Mistress with a firm hand and an unwavering resolve. Miss. Star is puppet's Unicorn of a Mistress and it savors the honor everyday that She lets it serve Her.

4/22/2015 4:00:32 AM
Today puppet has an appointment to get 2 new tires and an alignment done. Every time puppet manages to save up some money it needs to spend it on other stuff. Yesterday puppet got to see Miss. Star and spend some time with Her. puppet brought some sushi and W/we enjoyed it. Spending time with Miss. Star is always fun. Being Miss. Star's slave/bitch is puppet sole purpose in life and it has fully accepted and embraced that. Thank You Mistress.

4/21/2015 4:01:05 AM
puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star today. Miss. Star is the highlight of puppet's week. puppet has actually been dreaming of Miss. Star. More specifically, Her feet and toes mostly. puppet has been craving the taste of them and feel of feeling of its mouth sliding over Her sexy toes. puppet doesn't care how sweaty or dirty the toes are either. puppet has licked Miss. Star's feet when they've been dirty before and it was an amazing experience for it. puppet even wants to lick the inside of the shoe/sneaker She's wearing. Right now though, Miss. Star, tends to wear flip flops and puppet might try to steal a lick of them just to taste Her feet. puppet can't help it. Miss. Star's feet are its drug and puppet is extremely addicted.

4/20/2015 3:55:10 AM
puppet's day yesterday started out very bad. On its way into work puppet got a flat tire. It's a good thing puppet knows how to change a tire. puppet needs to get new tires anyway but it still kind of sucked. After that, puppet got a call that its massage therapist will no longer be doing massage so it needs to try Someone else. This sucks because She was AWESOME at massage. puppet is planning to see Miss. Star tomorrow and that's always fun. puppet feels like it's at the end of this damn cold. puppet has felt like this before though so it isn't too sure.

4/19/2015 3:49:24 AM
Why can't puppet beat this cold? puppet may need to see a doctor if it isn't better soon. Today puppet is only working from 1pm - 8pm and will probably go right to sleep when it gets home. puppet may even try to leave work a bit early today but it doubts that that will be able to. puppet really hates being sick because when it gets sic it doesn't want to do anything.

4/18/2015 3:45:27 AM
Today will be "fun"......puppet needs to go into work by 9AM to get a single email sent that couldn't be sent yesterday. After that it can leave and be back at 2 pm. Well, puppet is going to back to sleep for another hour. When it wakes up it will go to work and than come home and try to go back to sleep again for a couple of hours.

4/17/2015 3:54:46 AM
Today is puppet's birthday. it turns 35 today. Where does time go? 15 years ago today puppet was in the Air Force and at Tech School. puppet cant believe that it's been 1 and half decades since then. puppet doesn't have any big plans for today. puppet is going to be working today so no fun there. Well, it's time to post this and go back to sleep.

4/16/2015 3:58:31 AM
puppet is still feeling kind of sick. What sucks is that puppet left its cough drops at work yesterday so it will need to wait until this afternoon to get one. Yesterday puppet had its candidate's night and it feels it did pretty good. puppet really enjoys serving in public office. puppet is having brain freeze and can't think of what else to write today. It's now time for puppet to post this so that it can meet the deadline that Miss. Star has set for it.

4/15/2015 3:59:28 AM
puppet finds itself being desperate for something that it hasn't done in a while. What is that? puppet is desperate to lick Miss. Star's feet and such on Her toes. puppet doesn't even care if Her feet are dirty because it will clean them for Her with its tongue. puppet suspects that the pheromones that get released by Her feet have somehow caused this addiction and fascination. Just seeing Miss. Star in open toed shoes or flip flops makes puppet get aroused.

4/14/2015 4:00:27 AM
Yesterday was fun. puppet got see Miss. Star and spend some time with Her. It wasn't until later in the night that W/we realized that yesterday was O/our 2 year anniversary. Miss. Star allowed puppet as many cums as it wanted by Midnight last night. It was almost 11pm by the time puppet got home and it gave itself 2 orgasms. Why only two? puppet isn't greedy. Miss. Star also let puppet start out this year of slavery the same way it sealed its fate 2 years ago. puppet was down on the ground kissing the feet of a very Amazing and Beautiful Woman. puppet is extremely lucky that Miss. Star chose it and that it has been able to be Her bitch for these two years.

4/13/2015 3:59:29 AM
puppet is hopeful that it will get to see Miss. Star today. Tuesday puppet won't be able to spend much time with Her. puppet's massage is at 3:30 (the earliest time it could get) and it's an 80 minute massage too. Then puppet has meetings starting at 6:15. puppet will probably stop by Miss. Star's work so that it can change for the meetings and say hi though.

4/12/2015 3:48:13 AM
puppet isn't a fan of being sick. As a matter of fact it HATES it. puppet better be over thos cold by tomorow puppet wishes that it had something kinky to talk about here but it lives a pretty boring life.

4/11/2015 3:55:44 AM
It seems as though puppet is now fully sick. puppet's nose is stuffy and its throat is raw and sore. This isn't good timing for puppet to be sick. Right now puppet cant focus on anything accept coughing and cleared.

4/10/2015 3:44:28 AM
Today puppet's Internet isn't working. puppet is posting from its phone instead. puppet really hates when the Internet isn't working. Next week puppet has a meeting to attend as well as a campaign event. On top of that puppet has a massage appointment on Tuesday it's normal work. puppet wants to try to fit in time to see Miss. Star as well. Out of everything puppet has to do it feels that seeing Miss. Star is the most important of them all. There's a good chance that puppet will be killed by Miss. Star for the ballon prank. puppet knew the risks when it did what it did though.

4/9/2015 3:58:34 AM
puppet was saddened yesterday when Miss. Star told it that She didn't want puppet to visit Her. It turns out that She's still sick and now puppet is hopeful that it didn't catch anything on Saturday. puppet hopes that Miss. Star makes a speedy recovery. On another note, WTF is up with all of this rain?? Don't misunderstand, puppet is glad that it isn't snow but enough is enough. puppet needs to get outside and exercise but it doesn't want to do it in the rain.

4/8/2015 3:53:02 AM
Yesterday puppet had a fun time. This "fun" may result in puppet being beat to death by Miss. Star though........Ok, let puppet explain what happened. puppet went looking for balloons so that it could inflate them and put them in Miss. Star's bedroom. Not only did puppet do that but it also put some in Her bed, tied to Her bed and even tied to some of Her unicorns. It may help to mention that Miss. Star really hates latex balloons......On the bright side, at least, puppet made Miss. Star's bed for Her. This is why puppet thinks that it may get beaten to death by Miss. Star. puppet isn't sure what's going to happen today when it sees Her though. puppet may be a level of dead it never knew existed.

4/7/2015 3:59:38 AM
puppet has spent too much time thinking about what to write here that it's almost out of time to post this journal. Well, today is going to be a fun day because puppet gets to watch Miss. Star's kids for Her while She works. puppet just needs to come up with a plan of what to make for dinner for them as well as having enough leftovers for Miss. Star to enjoy when She gets home. puppet usually gets its best cooing ideas while at the grocery store when it sees what's fresh and looks good.

4/6/2015 3:54:54 AM
puppet isn't sure what to say today in this journal. puppet is really looking forward to having Tuesday and Wednesday off. Wednesday is payday for puppet and puppet always likes paydays. Hopefully by this weekend puppet will know its score on the police exam it took and hopefully shortly after that will get a call for an interview. If puppet can get the interview it will be confident that it will have a real shot at becoming a police officer.

4/5/2015 3:49:29 AM
puppet's tablet has a dead battery right now so it is posting from its from its phone right now. puppet feels like it did really well on its test yesterday. It'll be a week or two before it gets its score and than it needs to wait to see if it gets called by the Department for an interview. After work puppet was able to make it to Miss. Star's place to hide the eggs for Her children. That was fun for puppet and it hopes that Her kids enjoy it. All in all yesterday was a long day for puppet but it's ok with that. puppet will, hopefully, get to see Miss. Star on Tuesday and possibly on Wednesday too. puppet really enjoys the time it gets with its Mistress.

4/3/2015 3:49:34 AM
So puppet was filling Easter Eggs last night and realized that most of the candy it bought wont fit into the eggs. Now puppet needs to figure out what to do with the remaining candy. Maybe puppet will make up a few goody bags for some very special kids. puppet hopes that it isn't raining tomorrow when it goes to hide the eggs. puppet's plans for tomorrow are as follows: puppet will need to be awake, showered and out of door no later than 7:30 am but it will most likely be leaving by 7 am. puppet needs to sign in at the test at by 8:30 am. The test starts at 9 am. After puppet's test it needs to go to work until closing time. Right after closing puppet is going to hide the Easter Eggs. Only after puppet is done with that will its day be over and it will head home to go to sleep. puppet is somewhat nervous about this exam. This is a huge chance for puppet to finally have a career and not just a "job". puppet wants to thank Miss. Star for Her support during this process as well as Her encouragement. Miss. Nadia has been encouraging puppet as well too and puppet wants to thank Her as well. It will probably be a couple of weeks before puppet knows how it did on the test though. Just a reminder that puppet, with Miss. Star's permission and approval, will not be posting a journal tomorrow. puppet will indicate on Sunday how it felt the test went on Saturday.

4/2/2015 6:52:17 AM
puppet overslept this morning. Good thing it isn't Saturday or it would have been screwed.puppet took some NyQuil last night and slept through everything. puppet didn't mean to over sleep. puppet knows that it needs to have these done and posted by 7 AM and there's no acceptable excuse for not doing it on time. What really makes puppet mad is that it did this on the day after Miss. Star was nice enough to agree to not require it to post a journal on Saturday. puppet asked if Miss. Star would allow it to not post a journal that day so that it could sleep a little extra before its test. Miss. Star is an extremely fair, thoughtful, kind and Beautiful Woman. With that said puppet will accept whatever punishment Miss. Star feels that it deserves for posting this journal late. puppet apologizes and will do its best to not have this happen again.

4/1/2015 3:58:31 AM
It's crazy how fast Saturday is approaching. For T/those that don't know, on Saturday puppet is taking a test to try to become a police officer. This has been one of puppet's dreams for a long time. puppet has no idea what else to write here and this needs to be posted in 4 minutes. Well. puppet is going back to sleep for a few more hours.

3/31/2015 12:14:44 AM
So, Yesterday Miss. Star gave puppet a lot to think about. Yes, it's true that puppet is madly in love with Her, but There's more to being Her slave than how puppet feels. How did this all come to be Y/you may wondering? puppet has been serving Miss. Star for almost 2 years now. April 13th will be two years since She named puppet and made the choice that puppet would be sticking around. There's always been one thing that puppet has been working very hard to earn. It's probably the most coveted item a slave could want other than its Owner's happiness and approval. puppet asked if it was any closer to earning Miss. Star's collar. Now, puppet isn't going to air out all of the personal details but things were laid out very clearly. It was made clear that if puppet was collared by Miss. Star it would be the bitch of a Lesbian. Miss. Star wanted to make sure that puppet was aware of the change that She had made in Her life and what it would mean for O/our relationship. For puppet it doesn't matter that Miss. Star is changing Her orientation from Bi-Sexual to Lesbian. It wouldn't matter if She made the choice that She was only going to be attracted to people that are purple with hot pink polk-a-dots and pointed ears. puppet wants to not only make Miss. Star happy but to also keep Her happy. puppet wants Miss. Star to be the last Woman to put a collar around its neck. puppet knows that it may sound cliche but it's convinced that it won't be happy with any other Mistress after these two years with Miss. Star. If Miss. Star chooses to not collar it puppet will probably go vanilla......with a few swirls of chocolate. :D Regardless of what ends up happening puppet will remain friends with Miss. Star. puppet did offer Miss. Star a possible idea and it swears that it saw a spark of enthusiasm with puppet's idea. All true slaves know that we make sacrifices in order to serve our Owners. puppet is willing to make whatever sacrifices it needs to better serve Miss. Star.

3/30/2015 3:48:42 AM
puppet is going to see Miss. Star today and that makes puppet excited. puppet realizes it always mentions how happy and/or excited it is when it's time for it to visit Miss. Star but Y/you need to realize how perfect She is. Miss. Star is like the cool summer breeze on a hot summer day. She's like that perfectly time splash of water on the days when Y/you don't think Y/you can take the heat any longer. Miss. Star is like a warm blanket on a cold night. Miss. Star is the orgasm that Y/you feel after being teased and denied non stop for a month. Miss. Star is what makes puppet's world go around. Serving Miss. Star may have been the last choice puppet has made in the last few year but it sure as hell was the best one.

3/29/2015 3:51:36 AM
Last night when puppet left work it found out that it had a dead battery. How lovely is that? puppet was PISSED. puppet is working late tonight but has tomorrow off to spend with Miss. Star. puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star because it misses Her like crazy.

3/28/2015 3:58:48 AM
It seems that everywhere puppet looks lately there's either images or stories about Women using strap-ons on males. Sometimes it is even the Woman raping the male with the strap-on. These images make puppet even more interested in exploring that side of its submission. puppet has made this interest known to Miss. Star and it is aware that She'll only do it when and if She chooses to. puppet has accepted that. puppet just finds it odd that something that was a Hard Limit a few years ago has become such a desire for it to experience. With Anal now not being on puppet's Hard Limits list it can't be added without Miss. Star's approval either. If puppet experiences anal and doesn't enjoy it it will be forced to suffer through it whenever Miss. Star chooses for it to happen. puppet suspects that if it doesn't enjoy it that Miss. Star is more likely to enjoy having puppet experience it as often as She can. puppet may be off base on that but Miss. Star has said that puppet's discomfort makes Her happy. Only time will tell if puppet will experience this and whether or not it will enjoy it,

3/27/2015 3:50:51 AM
puppet tried, for a little while, to write a new story but it was unable to organize its thoughts. Maybe it was due to puppet's lack of sleep the night before. puppet ended up going to sleep around 5:30am and waking up around 10am. puppet still wants to plan a hotel party for its birthday but it will need to make sure Everyone that it wants to be there will be there.

3/26/2015 2:17:14 AM
Well, puppet hasn't been able to fall asleep yet. This journal is due in 2 hours so puppet is doing it now. After this is done puppet will be trying to get a few hours of sleep since it is starting to get sleepy. Maybe sleeping as long as it has been has made it not get tired?? Yesterday puppet, for some unknown reason, thought that Memorial Day was this coming Monday...{Interesting factoid} puppet is an O.I.F Veteran so it should have known when Memorial Day is. Miss. Star pointed out that Memorial Day wasn't until May and like ALWAYS She was right. puppet seems to be completely over whatever cold was trying to attack it. puppet's throat isn't soar or scratchy any longer. puppet really wants to get back into writing the erotic fiction that it used to write. Maybe it will type up additional chapters to stories it already wrote or even write new ones. puppet has a ton of ideas floating around in its head. For T/those that don't know, puppet has written several Femdom mind control stories that are on MCStories.com. puppet really enjoys writing these stories too. puppet finds them to be a great way to express its desires while at the same time being creative with the unrealistic aspect of it really happening. Usually writing these stories took puppet a couple of weeks or more but with its new job it may take longer. puppet has less time to write now and it still wants to make the stories the best it possibly can. MAYBE puppet can convince Miss. Star to help it write one. That could be a lot of fun.

3/25/2015 3:52:13 AM
puppet is feeling better. having the last couple of days off has allowed puppet to relax bt maybe too much. puppet wanted to clean out its car but never got motivated to do so. puppet didn't get motivated for anything these past two days. Hopefully that lack of motivation goes away when it gets to work this afternoon. Memorial Day is coming up and puppet will be shaving its facial hair so that it can wear its old uniform. puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't like it not having facial hair but it needs to do it for the parades.

3/24/2015 3:47:22 AM
puppet is feeling a bit better today. It's up to Miss. Star if She'll allow puppet to visit Her today. puppet adores Miss. Star. She'a an Amazing Woman and an Amazing Domme. The day of puppet's police exam is fast approaching but puppet has been too busy to be nervous, puppet is hopeful it will do well on the test. This will be a career for puppet and it needs that.

3/23/2015 3:46:15 AM
puppet still feels sick. it took some Nyquil last night and slept like a rock. puppet hates being sick. At least puppet has today off so that it can rest. Usually puppet would go and see Miss. Star but puppet doesnt want to get Her or Her kids sick.

3/22/2015 3:50:33 AM
puppet feels like it's getting sick. Right now its throat is just a little scratchy but it's coming. puppet hasn't been able to get a good night sleep today because of it. This will be a really short journal so that puppet can try to go back to sleep for a few more hours and MAYBE even feel better.

3/21/2015 3:57:25 AM
puppet can see itself growing a slave. puppet has seen items fall off of its Hard Limits list. Some of these items are gone forever now and others became soft limits. puppet (with Miss. Star's Leadership and tutelage) has also experienced things it only read about. Serving Miss. Star has been the best choice puppet ever made. puppet knows that it will continue to grow while under Her control and that this growth will make a better slave for Her. Thank You for taking puppet and owning it Mistress.

3/20/2015 7:02:21 AM
It looks like puppet's alarm didn't work for some reason. puppet is supposed to post this by 7 am. puppet usually wakes up around 6:30 am to write it. There's a chance that puppet's alarm went off and it just shut it off but puppet doesn't remember doing that. puppet would like to apologize for posting this late. puppet knows that it isn't a good way to be restarting its journals. puppet needs to start looking for a good hotel to hold its birthday at. puppet knows that the Guests will enjoy Themselves because puppet will make sure that They do. puppet just needs to find a room (or two) that are at a good price.

3/19/2015 3:55:49 AM
puppet had, probably, the best massage of it's life so far yesterday. puppet's legs forgot how to work after the massage was done. After the massage puppet spent the rest of the night with Miss. Star at work. As is the norm when puppet is there, it did all of Miss. Star's work for Her. W/we had Sushi again but this time it was sans the glass. puppet is signed up to take a police entrance exam soon. puppet is both nervous and excited at the same time. One down side is that puppet will need to shave and Miss. Star doesn't like puppet to not have facial hair. It's too bad that puppet couldn't just say "Sorry Chief but puppet's Owner/Mistress said it isn't allowed to shave".

3/18/2015 3:58:33 AM
puppet spent yesterday with Miss. Star and it had a great time. Just being allowed to be around Miss. Star is an honor for puppet. puppet bought sushi for lunch and ended up finding glass in the roll. puppet was able to get a credit for that entire order though so it was ok. This was the first time Miss. Star and puppet have had an issue with this place in 2 years. puppet wants to plan a 35th birthday party for itself. The plan is to have Miss. Star, Miss. Nadia, Miss. Feather, and Miss. Jewel all there. W/we can all play Cards Against Humanity ad puppet can be giving out massages and foot rubs to all of the Woman that want them. This could also give Miss. Star the chance to serve up the punishments that She says puppet needs. puppet has a massage today and than it will be going to see Miss. Star again. Twice in one week!!YAY!! puppet is a lucky bitch to have a Miss. Star as its Owner.

3/17/2015 3:52:53 AM
This is puppet's first journal in a while. puppet has been working all kinds of crazy hours for the past 4 months. Miss. Star agreed to suspend puppet's required journals until its hours stabilized at work. Working 50 - 70+ hours every week was a lot. Miss. Star even took puppet off of orgasm restriction for this same period of time. Miss. Star is a very fair and wise Woman. puppet is going to see Miss. Star today and enjoy a day off. The last days off that puppet had was V-Day weekend. Now puppet needs to get itself used to writing these journals again as well as not masturbating any more. puppet suspects that the journaling will be the easiest part to get used to again.....LOL puppet is so lucky to have Miss. Star in its life. She's EVERYTHING to puppet and puppet would do anything to put a smile on Her Beautiful Face. Being Miss. Star's bitch isn't just enjoyable to puppet, it's an honor for puppet.

1/7/2015 3:55:38 AM
So work has been chaos these last couple of weeks. It turns out that the shortages that my boss quit over because he couldn't explain them was all an error at the corporate office. Add to that that puppet's new "temporary" store manager, that starts a week from yesterday, found video of one of its employees smoking inside and puppet wonders what else is happening that it didn't know of......It gets worse though..Lat night puppet got a call that "one of the managers" got arrested for shoplifting. What else is going to happen?? Sorry, puppet kind of needed to vent a little bit. puppet hasn't even been able to visit Miss. Star in about two weeks now and it had to cancel its massage appointment too. puppet knows that once it gets to see Miss. Star its world will become centered again.

1/6/2015 2:21:58 AM
puppet ended up working 13 hours yesterday because of a computer crash. puppet left work at 9 PM after getting in around 8 AM. Now puppet needs to be back at work around 6-6:30 today. Y/your guess is as good as puppet's on what time it will be leaving. puppet was originally scheduled for 1-9 but that changed to 10-9 and now it's 6-? Add to that that puppet barely got any sleep last night worrying why so many higher ups are showing up at its store today and the question gets added "How will today go?". Before puppet hopes into the shower it wants to run something past all of Y/you: puppet just had an idea of a way that Miss. Star could humiliate puppet in front of even more people. What if She streamed it over the web for E/everyone to watch? Maybe She has puppet on all fours with dildos being shoved down its throat? Maybe She makes marionette do a song and dance number? Maybe raping and deflowering of puppet's ass gets live streamed? puppet doesn't have all of the details nor should it since none of the details are really up to it anyway. It's just an idea. Maybe Miss. Star will use it and maybe She won't.

1/5/2015 3:58:59 AM
Why is puppet a bitch? The simple answer to this question is "Because Miss. Star says it is". Even though that's the only reason that matters puppet feels that there's more to it than that. Miss. Star has puppet so conditioned that most times She just needs to point or gesture and puppet starts doing what She wants. Words aren't always spoken. Case in point, several weeks ago Miss. Star was outside Her store talking with another Woman and noticed that Her sneaker was untied. All that She did was snap Her fingers and point and puppet was on its knees to tie Her Her sneaker. Miss. Star has made puppet into the little bitch that it is now. puppet knows that it needs to be whatever Miss. Star demands whenever She demands it. That means that if Miss. Star needs a seat and non are available than puppet becomes Her seat. If Miss. Star wants to put Her feet up than puppet will be Her footrest. If Miss. Star needs to relieve some stress or work out some anger than puppet will be the tool for Her to do that with. Also, and most importantly, WHEN Miss. Star needs someone to talk to or just someone to listen than puppet will be there for Her. puppet is so honored and happy to be the property of Miss. Star.

1/4/2015 3:54:29 AM
puppet is going through Miss. Star withdrawals. It has been far too long since puppet has gotten to see Miss. Star. puppet wonders if Miss. Star has considered the things it mentioned to Her yet. puppet is well aware that Miss. Star is the only Person with any say in what does or doesn't happen to puppet. puppet really does enjoy not being allowed a viable opinion on what Miss. Star wants to do to it.

1/3/2015 3:56:57 AM
puppet went to bed really early last night. puppet went to bed at 7 pm and woke up at 6:30 am to write this journal. puppet must have really needed the sleep. puppet figures that it will have worked around 100 hours in the past 2 pay periods. The only down side to working so many hours is that it limits the time puppet has to spend with Miss. Star. puppet would rather have Miss. Star beating it into a pulp than work and not see Her. Maybe, if puppet is lucky, Miss. Star will do some public humiliation to puppet. The great thing about this idea is that Miss. Star isn't even remotely limited on what She can do or even how severe the humiliation can be. Just knowing that it would put a smile on Miss. Star's face would be enough to make puppy.

1/2/2015 3:49:34 AM
puppet hopes that Miss. Star will let it visit Her today. Maybe Her and puppet can go out to eat or to a movie or something. puppet really misses Her when it doesn't get a chance to see Her. Yesterday puppet worked 11.25 hours (Time and a half too....YAY!!!) and on top of that it will be working another 43-44 hours this week. Working over 30 hours in a week is fine with puppet because it gets paid the overtime. This overtime money can be used to help puppet get started on building the motorcycle it wants to build.

1/1/2015 2:41:56 AM
puppet has been thinking again.......usually when this happens puppet's inner masochist is the one doing the thinking. puppet was thinking about offering Miss. Star an entire weekend of no safe word allowed. This would would mean that puppet wouldn't be allowed to stop anything for any reason except for a violation of its limits. puppet is ok with Miss. Star pushing its limits or even stretching the line because it trusts Her with all of its heart. puppet knows that Miss. Star will stop if She feels things have gone too far or if She notices an issue. This could be fun, in a way, for puppet too. puppet would be free worrying if it took enough pain to please Miss. Star or worrying about upsetting Her by ending things too soon. puppet also feels that there should be a punishment if it tries to safe word during this weekend for any reason. Maybe the punishment is a more severe beating or a tighter gag or even a longer period of time between orgasms. puppet needs to learn to take more pain so that it can please Miss. Star. In puppet's mind it can't think of a better way than a no holds bard beating by the Woman that owns puppet mind, body and heart. Miss, Star may or may not take puppet up on this offer but one thing is for sure, IF She does She'll probably make sure that puppet regrets even offering it. That's ok with puppet though.

12/31/2014 2:32:25 AM
puppet is going in early today so that it can make sure everything is set ready for its Territory Manager to come in. The last thing that puppet wants is for Her to find an issue. puppet finds it odd when it gets messages on Her from Women wanting to own it. Please read puppet's profile before messaging it. Miss. Star doesn't share Her toys with P/people that She doesn't know. puppet needs to hop into the shower now and head to work. Have a great New Years Eve E/everyone and may 2015 bring Y/you what 2014 forgot.

12/30/2014 3:49:55 AM
puppet isn't forgetting to post this time. puppet has a lot of work to do today. puppet's Territory Manager is coming to the store tomorrow so everything needs to look good. If She isn't happy than puppet could get in trouble, puppet is planning to stay late today in order to get the store looking as good as possible. puppet would much rather spend time with licking Miss. Star's feet clean after She walks around barefoot all day than go to work and do everything that it needs to do. Pleasing Miss. Star would be so much more rewarding in puppet's opinion. puppet misses having the chance to lick Miss. Star's feet and to suck on Her toes. puppet also enjoyed the time that Miss. Star chose to shove one of Her dildos into puppet's mouth. She seemed to enjoy doing it as well. Maybe, someday, Miss. Star can help puppet get rid of its gag reflex so that She can force it to deep throat Her largest dildos.

12/29/2014 4:05:58 PM
puppet didn't post its journal this morning. puppet was planning to do it at work since it needed to be in so early but it just didn't get a chance. puppet isn't trying to make excuses for its failure. puppet told Miss. Star that it would post a journal when it got home and this is it. puppet had a job serving papers after it finished work today too. puppet has a lot going on at work and its boss quitting while on vacation doesn't make things any easier for it. Sometimes puppet hates the fact that it's a workaholic type. puppet works so many hours but in the end the extra money in the paycheck does help.

12/28/2014 3:48:46 AM
puppet dreams of a world Women take Their rightful place as the Head of the Household. A world where Women have the all of the authority and males are owned property. Such a world would be so much more ideal than the world W/we currently have. Female Supremacy should be more than just a fetish or a fantasy. puppet is a firm believer that males exist to serve, please and pleasure Women.puppet knows that its life took on more meaning once it learned and embraced this fact.

12/27/2014 3:53:41 AM
puppet is lucky because it gets to belong to and be the bitch of the most Beautiful Woman on collarspace and in the world. puppet dreams of trying so much with Miss. Star. Everything from long, intense and torturous Tease and Denial sessions that require puppet to be bound, gagged and teased for over 12 hour but not being allowed to cum until and unless Miss.Star chooses to allow it. puppet also needs to get a chastity cage that Miss. Star can lock onto puppet so that She can control access to Her cock. puppet also wants to try ass worship and eating ass because it feels that these acts could help reinforce in puppet's mind how much of a bitch it really is for Miss. Star. These are just a few things that puppet really really wants to try. puppet also dreams of being anally raped by Miss. Star with a Strap-on. puppet isn't sure why it dreams of this but it does. puppet also dreams of Miss. Star setting it up to be gang raped by multiple Women with strap-ons. Maybe puppet is simply sick and twisted in the head but these fantasies both scare and arouse puppet. Obviously, as Miss. Star's bitch, puppet has less than zero say in anything that she does or does not set up for it or do to it. puppet is simply a pawn on Miss. Star's Chess Board of life.

12/26/2014 3:58:55 AM
Yesterday was Christmas and puppet worked about 10.5 hours. puppet did a hole bunch of work only to find out that there were other things that needed to be done first and other items that needed to be scanned in that were already sent back but still inventory..........puppet spent 8 hours doing these scans and now it needs to redo them. puppet is still waiting to see what 2 things Miss. Star picks for the best 2 out of 3 bet. puppet knows that She'd like it if puppet got its nipples pierced but She also knows how hesitant puppet is to do it as well. Maybe, if it loses the wager it will make it easier for puppet to go ahead with. puppet knows that Miss. Star won't let it back out of either if it loses.

12/25/2014 3:30:13 AM
Merry Christmas E/everyone. puppet has to work today which is fine. Today is time and a half. puppet wished that it was spending Christmas with Miss. Star though. Waking up beside Her (or in a cage in the closet), getting Her morning bath/shower going, making Her breakfast and rubbing Her feet as She eats. puppet would be happy with that life. Maybe someday puppet's dream will come true and Miss. Star will keep it as a 24/7 live-in slave to Her.

12/24/2014 4:00:22 AM
puppet thinks that it needs a good beating. Maybe "good" isn't the right word......How about "severe"? puppet is talking about a beating that leaves it in tears, begging for it to stop but not being granted the voice to actually speak the words. puppet kind of fears that if Miss. Star knows that puppet wants this that She may make it happen. The "problem" that puppet sees is that Miss. Star will take it much farther than puppet has even imagined, By the time that She's done with puppet it will probably be a puddle of blood and flesh unable to even form any actual words or even move. Would it be wise to ask Miss. Star to unleash Her inner Sadist and let Her out to play? Sometimes puppet hopes that Miss. Star takes away its safeword even if it's only for a short time.

12/23/2014 4:02:10 AM
puppet asked Miss. Star if She'd be willing to force a couple of things. puppet has never tasted its own cum and that's something that Miss. Star could never understand. puppet also wants to try eating a Woman's ass. puppet got a chance to try it a few weeks ago but couldn't get itself to actually do it. These are the things that puppet has asked to be forced upon it. The great thing about being forced to do it is that it takes away the choice that puppet's brain sometimes thinks that it still has. It's kind of strange to puppet how both of these acts gross it out while at the same time turn it on. puppet has tried to taste its own cum in the past but hasn't been able to do it. This makes puppet really curious how Miss. Star will manage to accomplish such a task. puppet knows that She has the ability to do it though. Miss. Star is such an amazing Woman. puppet has still been talking to Her about the bet it mentioned before. puppet has even offered to allow Miss. Star to pick two of the three contests. puppet is fully aware that this has pretty much sealed its fate and that it will most likely loose the bet now. puppet will start pricing out nipple piercings......Miss. Star has already told puppet that She'll require it to get the rings not the studs........puppet is so doomed.......

12/22/2014 3:55:05 AM
One of the great things about Female Supremacy is that puppet knows where it fits into it. puppet exists to serve and do whatever Miss. Star demands of it. Female Supremacy is a way of life for puppet. puppet knows in its heart that Women are its superiors and it was put on this earth to be a slave for One of Them. Female Supremacy isn't about whips, chains and beatings. Don't get puppet wrong though, those things are fun too, but Female Supremacy is all about knowing and embracing O/ones station in life. puppet exists as Miss. Star's bitch for the simple reason that She demanded it. Miss. Star knew that She could have made puppet into anything that She wished and it would have embraced it. Miss. Star is allowed, and encouraged, to change puppet, train it, condition it and modify it in any way that She sees fit. It's irrelevant to puppet what Miss. Star's reasons will be. puppet just wants to be pleasing to Miss. Star and only She knows what that will require.

12/21/2014 3:46:30 AM
puppet got to work at 6 AM today only to find out that the guy that should have been in at 5:30 to open never showed up. Because of this guy not showing up puppet won't be able to get done what it needed to today. Good thing puppet was ontime. Unreliable P/people suck!!!! puppet would write more but it has work to do. Sorry E/everyone

12/20/2014 3:16:54 AM
Sometimes puppet wishes that it still had control over its orgasm but it knows that Miss. Star controlling them is for the better. bitches like puppet need to its sexuality controlled by Women it serves. puppet is sometimes curious how things might be if it had never agreed to orgasm control.....Wait......did puppet ever actually have a choice in the matter?? puppet's orgasms were one of the first things Miss. Star took control of. She claimed puppet's orgasms before She even claimed puppet. Now puppet lives as Miss. Star's bitch and is thankful for any gift of orgasm that Miss. Star allows. puppet only cums when, where, how and why Miss. Star says.

12/19/2014 3:56:32 AM
puppet has offered a bet to Miss. Star.....Well, kinda...puppet has mentioned that if it looses the bet it would get it nipples pierced but puppet still doesn't know what W/we're going to betting on. Miss. Star insists that if puppet wins it gets nothing but puppet hopes that She'll be willing to reconsider that. puppet offered up getting its nipples pierced because it knows that Miss. Star could make a lot of use of them. Miss. Star wants puppet's cock pierced but puppet isn't ready for that.....yet. puppet knows that it's probably only a matter of time before Miss. Star convinces it to go along with that piercing though. In the mean time puppet feels that the nipples would be a good starting point for it. puppet doesn't have any piercings as of right now so these would be its first. puppet suspects that Miss. Star will be choosing rings for it rather than the bars so that She can attach a leash as well as anything else that She wishes. Does the idea of being pierced scare puppet? Yes it does but it knows that Miss. Star will be there with laughing as it cringes in pain. Somehow that makes puppet feel a lot better. Maybe Miss. Star will even hold puppet's hand during it. puppet can also see Miss. Star hanging some kind of ownership tag off of one or both of its pierced nipples too. puppet may be foolish for betting Miss. Star but She has promised that She'll allow it to be able to try to win. Miss. Star does have it within Her power and authority to accept the pet and force puppet to lose but puppet doesn't think that would be as much for Miss. Star as proving She's better than puppet. puppet knows that Miss. Star is its better in all things already though.

12/18/2014 3:53:59 AM
Miss. Star enjoys seeing puppet suffer and yesterday was no different. To understand this Y/you first need to understand the way Miss. Star's mind works. puppet doesn't have it full figured out yet but it does understand enough to know that Miss. Star can make ANYTHING dirty and sexy. The issue is that She has total control over puppet's sexual release and She loves to show it images that She knows will turn it on and make it difficult for it to refrain from orgasm. Yesterday Miss. Star showed puppet some pictures.........These pictures had to be, by far, the SEXIEST picture puppet has ever seen of Miss. Star. puppet has been unsuccessful at getting the picture out of its head and it only serves to drive it even more insanely horny. puppet even had a dream last night that Miss. Star had it securely restrained yet completely naked and forced to watch as She posed for numerous other sexy photos. Miss, Star could see puppet getting aroused but but never gave puppet any relief from the arousal. If anything Miss. Star made it a point to keep increasing puppet's arousal until it was physically in tears. It was only then that Miss. Start blindfolded puppet and gagged it. Miss, Star whispered in puppet's ear "Goodnight bitch. pleasant dreams" and She left puppet securely restrained.

12/17/2014 3:44:02 AM
puppet needs to start its Christmas shopping. puppet has no idea what to get A/anyone that it's shopping for either. The most important gift puppet needs to buy this year is for Miss. Star. Her gift needs to be perfect just like Her.

12/16/2014 3:57:33 AM
puppet knows that it isn't practical but it dreams of being kept chained up in Miss. Star's basement for long periods of time. puppet dreams of only being let out of its chains when Miss. Star needs it to serve Her or do some chores. puppet wouldn't be allowed any clothes and Miss. Star would beat it on a regular basis so that it could never forget how helpless it really is. It's dreams like these that make puppet wake up aroused. Just like in puppet's dreams though, it only exists in Miss. Star's world because it humors Her and She allows it to exist. If puppet fails at keeping Miss. Star amused and happy it knows that it will be replaced and possibly even banished. For puppet these fates would be worse than death.

12/15/2014 3:59:58 AM
puppet is going to have a lot of work to do today. hopefully it can get it all done. puppet is happy that it has Wednesday off so that it can go see Miss. Star if She allows. puppet always looks forward to seeing Her. puppet knows that it won't be able to stay until closing with Her though because it will have work in the morning. puppet hopes that Miss. Star will understand that. well, puppet has to go to work for 1430 hrs so it is going back to sleep right now. Take care collarspace R/readers.

12/14/2014 2:59:32 AM
puppet would like to challenge Miss. Star to a Bowling match. puppet would like to put some kind of wager in place for the match but it just doesn't know what kind of wager yet. puppet has a feeling that it will lose the bet regardless of what it is so it needs to be careful what it bets. puppet knows that Miss. Star could simply order it to lose the bet and it would. She could also declare puppet the loser even if it actually wins. puppet wouldn't be able to argue with Her about that either. Miss. Star is always right and that will never change.

12/13/2014 3:02:37 AM
puppet has to be at work for 7 AM today. puppet hates having to go to work this early. puppet would rather be waking up to cook Miss. Star breakfast and get Her a morning bath ready. No matter what puppet has going on it is always thinking of other ways to serve Miss. Star. puppet wants to be there to cater to Her Miss. Star's every wish and desire. April will be two years since Miss. Star changed puppet's life. The day Miss. Star said that She's keep puppet around was glorious day for puppet. puppet had no idea at that time that Miss. Star would turn it into such a bitch though. puppet has a craving for Miss. Star's feet though. The smell of them is so sweet and the taste is so amazing. puppet even enjoys how Miss, Star's feet feel when it rubs them or she when She sticks them in its face. Miss. Star's feet got puppet addicted and now puppet is a hopelessly lost soul. Even if puppet could be broken of its addiction it wouldn't want to.

12/12/2014 3:59:27 AM
puppet is thinking of planning its birthday a little early. puppet was thinking of booking a hotel room (or suite) and inviting Miss. Star and the Pack over for some fun. puppet would gladly turn over all of the planning to Miss. Star and the Pack if They'd rather plan things. puppet just wants to have a good time for the big 3-5. puppet's birthday isn't that far away either. It's only about 4 months away. puppet won't get its hopes up on what will happen at this party though. puppet knows that even if it is allowed to plan this that Miss. Star can change the plans at will. Maybe, if puppet is lucky, Miss. Star will help puppet plan the party.

12/11/2014 3:42:46 AM
puppet is hopeful to be allowed to visit Miss. Star today. Seeing Her makes puppet feel happy and centered. puppet Misses Miss. Star everyday it isn't with Her. Miss. Star has a smile that could light up the darkest of rooms but also a stare that could melt the coldest glacier. puppet learned a while ago to keep Miss. Star happy. puppet loves Miss. Star's smile and fears Her stare.

12/10/2014 3:50:38 AM
puppet really needs to find a way to make more money. puppet really needs a second job but it isn't sure it has the time to do a second job. puppet is looking forward taking Miss. Star to see 50 Shades of Gray on Valentine's Day. Miss. Star wants to see the movie and puppet wants to spend the time with Her. Maybe Miss. Star will keep puppet on a leash going into the the theater and during the movie. puppet wouldn't mind that at all. puppet knows that after the movie Miss. Star wants to go to the winter flea as well. It should be a very fun and interesting time.

12/9/2014 3:59:51 AM
puppet has been thinking and it feels that it may want to be forced to become an asslicking slave. puppet knows that, if Miss. Star wanted to, She could force puppet to do the task until it started to enjoy it. puppet also knows that once it did enjoy doing such things that it probably wouldn't be allowed to do it very often. puppet is ok with that as long as it gets to practice this skill on and with Miss. Star. puppet accepts that this training will ONLY happen when, if and how Miss. Star chooses. puppet isn't foolish enough to believe that it has any voice in this matter at all. This task isn't on puppet's limits list so Miss. Star isn't required to allow puppet to add it at a later point. As a piece of Miss. Star's property She can do anything that She wants with and too puppet and puppet wouldn't change that for anything.

12/8/2014 3:58:16 AM
puppet has a long day at work coming up. puppet may be working 12 hours today and that's after working 10 yesterday. puppet dreams of being the perfect slave/bitch for Miss. Star. puppet knows that perfection is a lofty goal but Miss, Star deserves nothing less than the best. puppet wants to be the best at everything for Her too. puppet knows that its training is far from over. As a matter of fact, puppet is convinced that its training will NEVER actually be complete. puppet must always continue to learn and adapt to any and all new needs and desires that Miss. Star may have. puppet can't imagine a better life than one of being a slave to the Beautiful and Amazing Miss. Star. She has taken over puppet's heart, mind, body and soul. puppet would be nothing without Miss. Star.

12/7/2014 3:07:52 AM
puppet thought about Miss. Star last night and about tasting Her. Just the thought of what She may taste like caused puppet's eyes to roll back in its head and puppet felt like it was going to cum. If just the idea of the taste could do that to puppet it wonders what would happen if it actually tasted Miss. Star. puppet has a feeling that just one taste and it would become even more addicted to Miss. Star than it is right now. puppet isn't sure if Miss. Star set out to get puppet addicted to Her but it happened. Miss. Star is puppet's drug and it can never get enough. Right now puppet would settle for a chance to lick Miss. Star's feet, suck on Her toes and even lick any sweat from Her body. puppet even hopes for a chance to try eating Miss.Star's Pussy and Ass. puppet knows that once it actually does eat Miss. Star's ass though that it will become a totally different kind of bitch at that point. Serving Miss. Star is all that really matters to puppet though. puppet exists to fill any needs and wants that Miss. Star has. puppet suffers pain, humiliation and anything else that Miss. Star dictates just so that it can be Her puppet. Thank You Miss. Star.

12/6/2014 3:08:21 AM
the more puppet looks at the picture that Miss. Star sent it the more puppet's mouth salivates. That picture serves as motivation to earn the honor of experiencing it first hand. puppet fell in love with Miss. Star and nothing change that. There really isn't anything that Miss. Star could say or do that would make puppet not feel this way. Miss. Star has gotten puppet so addicted to Her that it can't even think straight around Her. She has a special kind of power over puppet that not even puppet knew could exist. Being Miss. Star's property is puppet only reason for existing.

12/5/2014 3:57:27 AM
puppet got its new cell phone yesterday. It took puppet a few hours to get the phone set up but it's done. Miss. Star was very kind to puppet by allowing it an orgasm last night. Miss. Star being the type of Mistress that She is had to tease puppet as well. She sent puppet a picture of Her divine pussy spread open by Her beautiful fingers. It was at this point that puppet made a statement that Miss. Star will most assuredly use against puppet and to Her advantage. puppet realized the danger in the words only after it sent the text. Miss. Star knows what buttons to push on puppet in order to get a response that pleases Her. puppet is hopeful that it will soon be granted the honor of wearing Miss. Star's collar. Knowing that it had earned that collar would be a very big deal to puppet. Thank You for allowing puppet to be Your slave and bringing out the puppet within Mistress. Being Your bitch is a ride that keeps getting better the longer puppet stays on it.

12/4/2014 3:57:39 AM
puppet just got a keyboard for its tablet. it got it yesterday before it went to see Miss. Star. When puppet tried to set it up it wasn't working. Miss. Star tried as well but was unsuccessful. puppet brought the keyboard back only to find out that that it was broken. The manager got puppet a new one and even helped set it for puppet. This keyboard makes things a lot easier. puppet is still trying to sell a couple of firearms so that it can have some extra money. Miss. Star has prohibited puppet from buying a laptop until after Christmas. Last night puppet had a dream that it was forced to eat Miss. Star's ass for hours on end. She had Her puppet completely immobilized and She would sit on its face. She started out by not allowing puppet any air until it started licking Her ass and eventually had puppet tongue fucking her asshole. Once puppet stopped resisting and started licking with enthusiasm Miss. Star started calling it an "asslicker". Miss. Star even mentioned that by actually doing this to Her ass it not only proved that puppet was a bitch but also that level of its bitchdom has just increased. puppet had become even more of a bitch by eating Her ass. puppet would gladly become more of a bitch for Miss. Star.

12/3/2014 3:51:46 AM
puppet gets to see Miss. Star today and it can't wait. puppet does have a message scheduled for today too. puppet has been trying to not dream about Miss. Star so that it can reduce its morning horniness. As many of Y/you may realize this a futile attempt but puppet is still trying. Why is it futile Y/you wonder? Because Miss. Star gains immense pleasure buy puppet's suffering and/or discomfort. puppet knows that it will suffer for Miss. Star and that She will make sure of it too.

12/2/2014 3:48:45 AM
puppet gets to see Miss. Star tomorrow and it is looking forward to that. puppet really needs a keyboard for this tablet because the touch screen keyboard keeps misunderstanding the keys it's trying hit. puppet never did like on screen keyboards. Tomorrow puppet will be ordering its replacement phone so it should get it soon.

12/1/2014 3:52:29 AM
puppet is lucky that Miss. Star owns it and controls it. puppet thinks it would be fun to explore hypnosis and mind control with Miss. Star too though. puppet likes the idea of not being able to be in control. Giving up total control to Miss. Star and knowing that She can and WILL do anything that She wants to puppet is a huge turn on. The thought of not being able to stop Her from making puppet do humiliating and degrading things is of interest to puppet as well. Puppet has complete and total trust in Miss. Star. puppet dreams of the day that Miss. Star puts Her collar around its neck to mark it as Her's.

11/30/2014 3:43:53 AM
Dreaming about Miss. Star makes puppet wake up horny. puppet dreams of the day that Miss. Star will allow it to go down on Her until She's had so many of orgasms that passes out. puppet also wants to wake Her up by going down on Her too. Maybe puppet will be allowed to eat Her out while She eats Her breakfast that puppet prepaid for Her? Serving Miss. Star is puppet's life now and puppet knows that She is its destiny. puppet was born to be Miss. Star's slave. Thank You Miss. Star for giving this butch a purpose in life.

11/29/2014 1:25:33 AM
puppet got a new a tablet. The reason puppet hasn't posted in a few days is because its phone got stolen and it had no way to post a journal. Today puppet needs to be to work by 5:30 am and it got very little sleep last night. Well, it's time for puppet to hop into the shower.

11/26/2014 3:40:28 AM
puppet's Friend, Miss. Nadia, is on Her way to Florida and puppet wishes Her safe travels. puppet is kind of bummed that it has to work on Thanksgiving but the extra pay will make it feel better.

11/25/2014 3:56:05 AM
puppet finished its writing about the weekend with Miss. Nadia. puppet is just waiting for Her approval on it so that it can be posted. puppet spent Yesterday with Miss. Star and it had a great time. puppet is so dedicated to Her that all it wants to do is bring Her happiness and pleasure. Miss. Star is puppet's reason for existing. puppet dreams of Miss. Star a lot and enjoys being at Her feet. Miss. Star says that puppet is Her bitch so puppet wants to be the biggest and best bitch ever for Her.

11/24/2014 3:40:47 AM
puppet is happy and excited because it gets to see Miss. Star today. Getting to see Miss. Star is the highlight of puppet's week. Miss. Star is such a Beautiful Woman that puppet is always in awe every time it sees Her. Knowing that a Woman as Beautiful and Amazing as Her has allowed puppet to serve Her is amazing. Miss. Star could have any slave She wants but yet She picked puppet and puppet is forever grateful.

11/23/2014 3:39:21 AM
puppet thought that it had finished writing about this past weekend but Miss. Nadia wants some things added. Hopefully it will be done today. puppet looks forward to sharing the writing. puppet now wants to learn to make floggers.

11/22/2014 3:39:03 AM
puppet had an interesting dream last night. It wasn't so much a sexual dream as it was a power and control dream. In puppet's dream it gets kidnapped by Miss. Star and a Group of Her Friends. Everyone except Miss. Star is wearing a mask so puppet doesn't know Who is Who. puppet has a hood put over its head and is quickly thrown into the back of a waiting van. "Welcome to your knew life bitch" was the last thing puppet heard before it felt the van start to move. puppet was being fully bound and retrained inside the van before a set of headphones were put over its ears. The only thing puppet could hear after that was the sound of soft music. While puppet's vision was take from it and its hearing being occupied puppet could feel the Women starting to beat it. Dispite all of that the soft music lulled puppet into a trance without it even realizing. Somehow Miss. Star and Her Friends seemed to take direct control of puppet's brain and there wasn't anything puppet could do about it now. puppet was programmed and made to be a slave/bitch for Miss. Star. puppet enjoyed everything that these Women did to it after that. puppet was made to believe that these Women could do no wrong either.

11/21/2014 3:28:38 AM
puppet had to start work at 5:30 am which means it got up at 4:30am. puppet will be doing the same thing tomorrow too....BOOOOOO!!! puppet is still working on its account of this past weekend. Once again puppet is almost done so it expects something to happen and get in its way. puppet promised Miss. Star and Miss. Nadia that it would be done by this weekend so puppet needs to finish it. puppet has Sunday and Monday off so it hopes to be able to see Miss on at least one of those days.

11/20/2014 3:36:15 AM
puppet feels that a force is conspiring against it getting it's journal about this weekend done. First puppet's laptop breaks and than its phone resets and updates. When that update happened puppet lost its writing again. Now puppet is trying to type it out at work and email it to itself. Let's see what goes wrong with it this time.

11/19/2014 3:40:25 AM
Today is the day that puppet has to restart its journals. puppet must do these from its phone since its laptop's screen isn't working. puppet has some things to share but it needs to type it up and get approval first. Please give puppet a couple days to get back into the swing of doing these journals again. Getting 3 weeks off is a rare gift and puppet got used to sleeping in.

10/29/2014 4:22:49 PM
Miss. Star has given puppet a 3 week break from writing a journal. Unless She directs it puppet will be quiet for those 3 weeks.

10/29/2014 2:52:17 AM
puppet is sick. This stinks because it hates being sick. puppet took NyQuil but that only lasted a couple of hours. At least puppet has tomorrow off.

puppet wanted to work on the paddle tomorrow but if it feels like this that probably won't happen.

10/28/2014 4:00:29 AM
puppet got home late last night and relaxed for a few hours before bed. it worked on punching some more holes in the leather strap and is almost done with the first one. Now puppet needs to finish the first one and start on the second with matching holes. The hardest part matching the holes up on the back half. 

puppet is going to Walmart today to see how much BB's will cost it and maybe buy some. puppet has seen air soft pellets but those are usually rubber or plastic and puppet isn't sure how they'd work in this paddle....Hell, puppet isn't sure how the metal pellets will work for that matter.

puppet is still planning on making two of these though. Miss. Star will be testing one out and will probably keep it if She likes it. puppet plans to sell the second one though. 

This paddle, just like the others puppet has made, scares it but also has puppet curious about how it will feel. Will the BB's make it more thuddy and therefor sting less? Will the BB's make it hurt more because it will weigh more? Y/you and puppet will both have to wait on that answer.

10/27/2014 3:57:31 AM
puppet has found that it needs to be careful what it posts here. puppet knows of one Person that's reading its journals and looking for creative ideas to use against other male creatures. puppet offered to charge this Person for its ideas but that was unsuccessful. This Person must be convinced that puppet will slip up and give up some more free ideas....W/who knows, it my happen.

puppet has started punching the holes out of the first BB filled paddle. puppet feels that the lacing should be closer together than it normally does. puppet usually does every half inch for the lacing holes but for this paddle it went every quarter inch. 

puppet still needs to buy the BB's to fill the paddle but filling step is still a ways off. puppet is waiting on more leather to arrive so it can reinforce the paddle and make opening for the BB's wider. puppet's biggest fear is that the BB's will all break free from the paddle during play. That's one reason puppet opted for more lacing holes than normal.

puppet has been wondering how the paddle would look with 2 different color lacing being used at the same time. puppet may end up trying it just to see how it works. 

puppet will need to make at least two of these BB filled paddles because Miss. Star needs to test one to make sure it can handle the type of use She give it. Quality control is important to puppet.

puppet does worry that the BB's will make it hurt more than it would without them though. puppet really has no idea what to expect with this paddle.

puppet is giving itself 30 days from when it gets the extra leather in to have a prototype paddle. That should give puppet plenty of time.

puppet is still waiting on more spikes so that it can finish its spiked paddle idea. 

Just an reminder for old and new R/readers alike: Miss. Star informed puppet a, while back, that any toys that it makes CAN NOT be put on its "Hard Limits" list....

10/26/2014 3:58:31 AM
puppet had a great time last night. It got to cook and spend time with Miss. Star. Today puppet has a Christening for its nephew/godson. puppet is excited about the Christening but at the same time wishes that it could sleep longer.

Maybe puppet should have asked Miss. Star if it could have skipped today's journal or at least post it later tonight. puppet didn't ask though so it's awake and typing. 

puppet was going to start the journal early but its laptop unplugged as it picket it up and the batter died. The battery on this dies quickly so it needs to stay plugged in at all times. puppet had to wait while the computer restarted. 

puppet really wants to cook for Miss. Star again. Last night didn't count because it was for a party but puppet does need to cook for Her again. puppet knows this because Miss. Star told it so.

puppet is going to try to get another hour of sleep.

10/25/2014 3:57:29 AM
puppet has been thinking how interesting of an experience it would be to be gagged and restrained while also being forceably lead around on a leash by Miss. Star. If this was done in a public setting it increase the level of experience for puppet. The biggest issue would be that W/we'd risk scaring the V/vanillas.

puppet has also been curious about how it would be shopping with Miss. Star for clothing. Would She find clothes that She knows puppet would find humiliating to wear and make it try them on? Would She make puppet leave the dressing room to show Her how the clothes look? If She would do this would puppet thank Her for the experience? In actuality it probably would.  

puppet doesn't have an issue getting on the ground and kissing Miss. Star's feet in public. puppet wouldn't even hesitate if Miss. Star ordered it to take Her shoes and socks off and start sucking on Her toes and licking Her feet at the mall. puppet knows that it would be eager to follow the orders of Miss. Star no matter what the setting. puppet is Miss. Star's bitch after all.

10/24/2014 3:50:30 AM
puppet worked until 10:30 PM yesterday and needs to be back in at 9 AM today. puppet does have this weekend off though because it has plans. On Monday puppet is closing again (10:30 PM) and will need to be back into work by 6 AM on Tuesday. 

puppet is extremely tired this morning. Eating the rest of lamb curry it had left over from Wednesday (at 11:15 PM) MAY not have been the smartest dinner option. 

It looks like tonight may be an early night for puppet. On Tuesday it has a massage and than plans to spend time with Miss. Star afterwards. 

10/23/2014 3:59:20 AM
puppet got to spend time with its Owner yesterday. puppet had a great time.....even though Miss. Star will probably be punishing it for being a bit of a smart ass....puppet got a chance to bandage up a small wound on Miss. Star's toe. puppet even kissed the wound to "make it all better". After that was done puppet put Miss. Star's sock and sneaker back on for Her. The highlight of all of this, for puppet, was that it got a chance to take a couple deep sniffs of Miss. Star's sock. puppet isn't sure Miss. Star knew that it did that or not but She wouldn't be surprised that puppet did it. The sock was a little sweaty but the aroma was heavenly. It made puppet want to have Miss. Star's feet shoved into its mouth so that it could have cleaned them. puppet is so addicted to Miss. Star's feet and not only does She know this but She has been known to exploit that addiction at times too. 

Last night Miss. Star kept making the point that it lost the ability to make any choices the moment it got down on the ground a kissed Her (BEAUTIFUL) feet in the plaza parking lot... That was the first day puppet met Her. The same day that She officially claimed it and named it.

Miss. Star has been able to get into puppet's head and set up a residency. puppet knows that She'll be able to get into and out of puppet's head whenever She wishes. She really enjoys playing inside of puppet's head though it seems.

Miss. Star also likes to remind puppet that it knew that She was a Sadist when it met Her. While this true puppet wasn't prepared for the level of Her sadism...It's too late for puppet now though. Miss. Star owns puppet in mind, body and soul and She knows.

Miss. Star has Absolute Power over puppet. She can make puppet do anything that She wishes and puppet would never dream of telling Her "no".

No matter how much puppet tried to fight it in the beginning it has become, and probably by destiny, Miss. Star's bitch. puppet has lost what little control it thought it could keep and it lost that a long time ago. Miss. Star seemed to have taken it and thrown it away. puppet should never have thought that it could have any control at any point. Surrender to Miss. Star's whims and will is the only path to the happiness that puppet seeks.      
 

10/22/2014 4:00:40 AM
puppet has to work a few hours today but is hopeful that it will get to see Miss. Star today. What sucks is that puppet didn't get home until almost midnight and needs to be in for 9 AM. puppet may go back to sleep for an hour after it finishes this.

puppet plans to pick up the BB's that it needs for the new paddle it's making this weekend. puppet will need to order some more leather though. puppet needs some of the Leather straps that are about 1/2 inch wide so it can build the sides of the paddle up a little. That will also work to stiffen the paddle some so that it isn't too floppy. puppet isn't sure how well it will work with the BB's inside though. Slowly but surely puppet will get this paddle and its spiked paddle completed. puppet is still waiting on more spikes to come in the mail for the spiked paddle. puppet will also need to get a lot of screws from the hardware store. They usually don't have a lot of the size that puppet needs though. 

10/21/2014 3:56:14 AM
puppet's Friend Nadia wants to see Miss. Star and puppet come down to CT to spend time with Her. Nadia also wants the paddle that puppet made for Her. It's been a while since puppet has seen Nadia and even longer since Miss. Star has. 

Nadia has talked to puppet for over a year about it taking on Her and Her "Sis". puppet is convinced that it would be successful in being able to dominate the two of Them together. puppet knows that Nadia will have a couple tricks up Her sleeve, if this is ever allowed to happen, but puppet isn't worried in the least.

puppet has an idea for a new paddle that it wants to make. The paddle will look just like the other ones except the new one will be filled with BB's. puppet knows that once this "prototype" is completed Miss. Star will need to "test" it out to make sure it will work right. As long as Miss. Star approves of it puppet can than make more and try to sell them. puppet just worries that Miss. Star will like it so much that She'll keep the prototype and use it more often on her puppet.....


10/20/2014 4:00:38 AM
puppet had a dream last night night about Miss. Star. While this isn't uncommon it does like to share them once in a while. 

In this dream puppet was meeting Miss. Star restaurant for dinner and was very excited about it. puppet showed up early (as it normally does) and was having a drink at the bar. puppet knew, without looking up, that Miss. Star had just walked in because the area got quiet. Miss. Star is a stunningly beautiful Woman and at 6 foot 3 inches tall She gets noticed very easily. 

Miss. Star knew that puppet was at the bar but She had a plan that not even puppet knew yet. She left puppet at the bar and grabbed a table. When it was time for puppet to join Her it walked over to the table. 

puppet greeted its Mistress and Owner by saying "Hello Mistress, You look beautiful as always today". Miss. Star thanked puppet but informed it that it better greet Her properly by kissing Her feet like a good little bitch. puppet didn't even think about it and dropped to its knees and started kissing Her feet right there. puppet would kiss one foot until Miss. Star took it away and presented the other foot to it. She kept doing this though and puppet was on the ground, kissing Her feet for about 45 minutes.

When it finally came time to order dinner Miss. Star didn't bother asking puppet want it wanted to eat but She did take the liberty of telling he waitress what puppet wanted. 

puppet made small talk with Miss. Star during dinner and afterwards walked Miss. Star to Her car. Once again Miss. Star told puppet to kiss her feet and it did so without even thinking. Miss. Star than told puppet to kiss Her ass and puppet was only too happy to comply with that demand as well.

puppet thought that its night was over and that it was going home but Miss. Star opened the trunk of Her car and said 2 fateful words to puppet......."Get in!"..............

puppet's alarm went off just as the trunk was closing but it heard Miss. Star laughing as She closed the trunk.........What did Miss. Star have planned for puppet?? puppet wishes that it knew the answer.

10/19/2014 3:56:20 AM
puppet stayed up too late.....puppet wanted to watch the Notre Dame football game. It was a GREAT game but in the end Notre Dame lost because of a BAD call from the officials. Being up so late and needing to work in the morning sucks. puppet will probably be dragging all day but it will get through.

For some reason puppet's brain keeps thinking that it's in its late teens or early 20's when it comes to not needing as much sleep. Yes, when puppet was younger it would function on 3-4 hours of sleep almost everyday. puppet isn't that young anymore. 

puppet is working from 8-4 today and will be drinking plenty of caffeine 

10/18/2014 3:57:04 AM
So yesterday puppet had to have Loss Prevention come into its work to deal with an employee. The guy admitted to stealing and has been fired. He's also been Trespassed from the property so he can't come back. This will cause puppet to need to work extra hours this week to make up for the loss of a body. Extra money always makes puppet feel better.

Since puppet worked late and has been eating McDonald's a bit too much it went to Taco Bell yesterday. They mentioned that the soda machine was out of service because the drain was clogged. puppet thought that it could fix it and tried for 15 minutes but failed. They still gave puppet its food for free. 

puppet is still waiting to find out details about the "party" that Miss. Star and puppet were invited too. puppet isn't sure what day it will be or even if Miss. Star is planning for U/us to attend. puppet will patiently wait for Miss. Star's directions on this but if the info comes too late puppet may not be able to get the time off of work. puppet is just nervous that Miss. Star will want to go and puppet won't be able to get the time off of work.


10/17/2014 3:59:59 AM
It looks like puppet will be getting some overtime this work week. YAY.........! At least it still gets the 2 days off. puppet would be more excited if it wasn't for the fact that it was getting the hours because an employee was being fired. puppet doesn't like firing P/people but sometimes there isn't a choice.

Today puppet doesn't go into work until 1:30 but it will probably show up around 1. Saturday will be 8 A.M. until probably 8 P.M.

It's amazing how fast the times goes by while puppet thinks of what to write. It's almost time to post this......

puppet is looking forward to the day that Miss. Star chooses to do a full body wax on it. It should be an interesting experience. Plus, puppet's body hair is out of control. Miss. Star will probably have to wax it at least every month to keep the hair level where She wants it though.  

10/16/2014 4:01:00 AM
Miss. Star mentioned to puppet the other day that She wants it to cook for Her again. puppet enjoys cooking for Miss. Star very much. Even though it has been a while since it cooked for Her it still has ideas of what it can make for her. Obviously, puppet will cook whatever She tells it to cook though. puppet considers itself very lucky to be allowed to cook for Miss. Star.

puppet plans to start making a couple more leather paddles on Monday. Monday is a day off for puppet so it is either that or see about visiting Miss. Star. puppet also had Wednesday off too so it can't visit Miss. Star on Monday maybe it can do so on Wednesday. Wednesday would actually be a better day for puppet since that's the day it gets paid.

The weekend after puppet gets paid it plans to make chili. puppet's boss is foolish enough to think that he can make a better chili than puppet.........silly boss man. puppet will be having a "chili cook off" at work that Monday and the E/employees can decide which chili is best. puppet will make sure to save some so that it can bring it to Miss. Star for Her to eat as well.    

puppet has given Miss. Star a copy of its revised "Hard Limits List" for Her approval. puppet wants to lessen the restrictions it has while also trying to keep its limits inline with Miss. Star's. puppet trust Miss. Star explicitly so it knows that it can allow Her to do things that it won't allow others to do.

Miss. Star is puppet's destiny and it embraces Her with all of its being. 

10/15/2014 3:55:33 AM
puppet made sure to wake up on time today to post its journal for Miss. Star.

puppet should have done laundry yesterday but it slept in too late and felt too lazy to do it. Hopefully puppet has tomorrow off so that it can do laundry then.

puppet got in some leather straps to make new paddles with. it also got some leather hole punches because it felt that they may work better than what it has right now. puppet is just waiting on more spikes to come in so that it can work on, and finish, the paddle it started that will have be covered in spikes. puppet looks forward to finishing that so it can sell it.

puppet likes making toys and it really wants to learn how to make other toys. 

10/14/2014 7:45:17 AM
puppet overslept so it's going to be in trouble today. This entry should have been posted at 7 AM but when puppet finally woke up and texted Miss. Star to tell Her it overslept She told it to go back to sleep. puppet went to bed around 3 AM last night and Miss. Star knew that. puppet still feels bad because it did set an alarm for 6:30 AM and had every intention of waking up to do this journal on time.

puppet doesn't like oversleeping because it makes it feel like it failed in its service to Miss. Star. These journals are a perpetual task that She has set for Her puppet and to miss one without Her permission first is a failure in puppet's mind. 

puppet really wants to rework its hard limits list for Miss. Star. puppet feels that adding anything to it should require Miss. Star's permission first and removal of limits could open things up a bit more for Her. Obviously any revised list will still need Miss. Star's approval before its considered official and enforceable though.

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will allow it to visit her today. puppet has a meeting tonight but it would still be great to see Her for a few hours. puppet cherishes any and all time it can spend with Miss. Star. 

10/13/2014 7:40:47 AM
For some reason puppet's computer and phone won't access collarme, , or Facebook. puppet spent since 6:30 am trying. Now the only option is to email You the journal Mistress. puppet doesn't have time to write much though. puppet will post this as soon as it gets a chance Mistress. puppet hates when it's unable to comply with Miss. Star's orders to post these journals. Maybe the Internet will be working again soon.

10/12/2014 3:59:44 AM
puppet needs to stop going to bed so late when it needs to be up so early for work. When it needs to work at a later time it will just post the journal and go back to sleep for a few more hours. Today it can't do that. puppet needs to be to work for 8am. 

puppet's hunt for an apartment isn't going too well. Hopefully it will find a place soon. puppet even had a Friend post its apartment hunt on Her profile (on that "other" fetish site). puppet is thankful to have a Friend like Her.

puppet's running out of time to post this entry and it feels like it doesn't have anything to write about. puppet hates that feeling. 



10/11/2014 4:01:12 AM
puppet finds itself getting a bit nervous about this "party" that Miss. Star has agreed to take it to. While the base idea of the party was puppet's idea it didn't mean for it to be a part of the party. Now, the Organizers of the party have taken puppet's idea and run with it. An idea that was meant for one Woman that asked for help coming up with a scene is now going to bite puppet in the ass.

puppet has no idea what these Woman have planned and what They've discussed with Miss. Star about puppet. puppet has no idea what Miss. Star will allow and what She won't. While puppet trusts Miss. Star explicitly it still gets nervous sometimes because it still hasn't seen Miss. Star in full affect yet. puppet has learned that Miss. Star's "Inner Sadist" is a Little and that makes for some interesting beatings.

Maybe puppet will simply be there to serve food and drinks and give foot rubs. Maybe puppet will end up as the party whipping boy. Maybe this will be the night that puppet gets its ass raped by Miss. Star. Maybe Miss. Star will force puppet to deep throat Her biggest dildo for the amusement of the other G/guests. puppet really doesn't have any idea what is planned or what is going to happen. All that puppet does know is that the party is supposed to be CFnm.

puppet's brain has been racked by ideas of what will be occurring. puppet knows that Miss. Star won't tell it anything and neither will the other Women that are invited to the party.

puppet knows that its discomfort amuses Miss. Star and for that reason it must stay in the dark and remain nervous and uncomfortable......... 

10/10/2014 3:59:47 AM
puppet doesn't know why it keeps having dreams of Miss. Star taking it with a strap-on. Usually, in puppet's dreams, it's done by force and puppet is either held down by other Women or restrained by ropes, chains or cuffs. Tonight wasn't too different except for one aspect. In tonight's dream Miss. Star was gentle with Her strap-on. She told puppet that this would continue until it learned to love the experience. Yes, puppet was tied down during this so Y/you could consider this a "rape fantasy" as well though. 

Miss. Star kept going for hours and forcing puppet to cum several times.....cumming that wasn't allowed and would result in punishment later as it turned out. Miss. Star eventually made puppet start begging for Her to fuck its ass. She even made it beg for a bigger dildo so that its ass could be stretched. 

Eventually puppet started to cry and Miss. Star comforted it by reassuring it that it would learn to enjoy this and start to crave this experience. puppet knows that Miss. Star is ALWAYS right so it had no choice except to believe Her.

Miss. Star left puppet tied up in its own cum overnight and started on it again in the morning. It only took a couple hours but puppet eventually had the best orgasm of its life and started begging, enthusiastically, on its own for Miss. Star to continue. puppet was now enjoying this experience. 

Once Miss. Star knew puppet was enjoying the experience She went after it a lot rougher for a short time and than stopped. She knew that She'd be able to use this against puppet any time She wished. 

As is normal for puppet, it woke up horny and unable to do anything about it. Thank You Miss. Star for keeping control of puppet's orgasms. 

10/9/2014 3:59:48 AM
Work was.......interesting...... to say the least yesterday. puppet showed up to find out that most of the work orders it called in didn't get done because the service provider felt it wasn't "required". After talking to its boss about this he left for the day. Shortly after that puppet got a call from a Woman at the Board of Health...........This is why puppet needed to get these things taken care of. She told puppet that She'll be in tomorrow (no today) to inspect the items that She got a complaint about. These were the same items that puppet called in BTW.

puppet spent hours cleaning the equipment. The more it cleaned the nastier things appeared to be. It appears that the entire store has been neglected for years and puppet has been trying to fix it for only a few months.

puppet can only do much though and maybe this inspection will make corporate realize that it needs new equipment. Food Safety is something puppet takes very seriously. It doesn't take much to get people sick if food service equipment isn't maintained properly. 

puppet won't go into details about what is wrong and what nasty stuff it noticed while cleaning but it is really making puppet rethink a few things. 

10/8/2014 3:59:06 AM
puppet got to see Miss. Star yesterday and it enjoyed it. puppet wished that it could have stayed longer but She ordered it to leave so it did. 

puppet really needs to start working on the spiked paddle it started. puppet will probably need to order more spikes so it will try to do that today or tomorrow. puppet also needs to order more leather so that it can make more of these paddles. puppet wishes it knew how to make other toys really well too. puppet would love to learn how to make floggers as well as riding crops. 

puppet knows that if it makes toys that inflict pain Miss. Star will taking one to try out on puppet. She likes to test the toys to see how well they do what they're supposed to do. puppet has no choice except to be the test subject. puppet's ass still twitches any time it thinks about the spiked paddle it made for Miss. Star. That was such a stupid thing to do......

puppet is always looking for ways to serve Miss. Star better and to become more useful to Her.  

10/7/2014 4:00:49 AM
puppet has today off of work and is hopeful that it will be allowed to see Miss. Star today. puppet enjoys it immensely when Miss. Star allows it to visit Her. It's the highlight of puppet's week. 

Yesterday, puppet went to look at an "apartment" that turned out to no be as advertised. The place was just a room with a kitchenette but the bathroom was down the hall and shared by the entire floor. That won't work for puppet at all. puppet needs its own bathroom and privacy. This place was more like a halfway house or a boarding house. puppet felt like it wasted its time even going.

Miss. Star really dislikes puppet's body hair and has, on several occasions, mentioned that She will be removing it all via waxing. While puppet did get a small sampling of how it would feel having its chest waxed it still has a very hairy body. Because Miss. Star wants it done this has now become one of puppet's wants as well. puppet has offered to shave its chest and body but as of now Miss. Star doesn't seem to be interested in that option. puppet suspects that She just wants to enjoy the thrill of ripping its hair out. Maybe, someday soon, Miss. Star will actually do a full body wax on puppet. puppet may regret wanting it too at that point but W/who knows. All that puppet cares about is making Miss. Star happy.  

10/6/2014 4:00:05 AM
It appears that the "party" that puppet had mentioned before will be happening. puppet hasn't been told by Miss. Star which days to take off of work for it yet though. puppet knows that the party will be in CT and at S/someone's home. Other than that puppet isn't being told too many details. puppet's entire fate is in Miss. Star's capable but slightly Sadistic hands. 

puppet can't worry itself about what Miss. Star will do with it, to it or even what She'll allow other to do to it or with it. The only P/person that has a say in what will happen is Miss. Star. 

puppet does know that its Friend Nadia is planning to attend this party as well. One problem puppet foresees with that is the fact that She knows it very well. She knows things about puppet that She'll probably help Miss. Star and the others use against puppet.

Y/you would think that puppet would learn not to offer ideas to Dommes when they ask for ideas. This always turns around and bites puppet in the ass........and not usually in a good way either. Nope, from now on puppet plans to keep its ideas to itself and not tell A/anyone........W/we'll see how well that works out for it.

  

10/5/2014 4:01:18 AM
Maybe puppet should start a "Gofundme" page so that it can raise money to buy a solid metal chastity device. Miss. Star wants puppet in a device and puppet wants whatever Miss. Star tells it that it wants. 

puppet will admit that there were times, while it was in a chastity device, that it really enjoyed it. There also times when puppet suffered though too. Miss. Star really enjoyed teasing Her puppet while it was in the device. It's almost like Miss. Star has a small little Sadist streak in Her............

puppet is lucky though because Miss. Star knows what's best for puppet as well as what puppet really needs. She knows that just because puppet wants something that it may not actually "need it". Miss. Star has made it so that puppet's needs are what She tells it they are and puppet has accepted that.

puppet would like to sit down with Miss. Star to go over its Hard Limits list. It's been over 6 months since puppet looked at it. puppet thinks that it could use Miss. Star's input on it and maybe Her and puppet can make some tweaks to it. Maybe some items can come off the list and others can go from hard to soft limits. Maybe Miss. Star will think of something that needs to be added to the list too.

puppet trusts Miss. Star completely. puppet might even consider doing away with the list all together and putting its fate completely in Miss. Star's hands. puppet knows that She knows it well enough to know what things it's morally against and what just scares it.

Miss. Star is an amazing Mistress and puppet is lucky and honored to be Her property.     

10/4/2014 4:00:30 AM
puppet has grown a lot over the last year and a half that it has been the property of Miss. Star. puppet has had fewer orgasms over this past year and half than it would have normally had in 6 months before it met Miss. Star. Once She took control of puppet's cock and declared it Her's She has also controlled puppet's orgasms and puppet is thankful to Her for that. Sometimes it's hard but puppet knows that it needs to be this way.

puppet has also grown more and more interested in experimenting with anal play. The idea of Miss. Star taking puppet anally has been turning puppet on for a while now. Maybe puppet is just crazy but it really wishes that Miss. Star would set up its first anal experience as a "Gang Rape" by Women with strap-ons an/or hand held dildos. puppet wants Miss. Star to be the first to take puppet though. puppet doesn't want to "give" its anal cherry to Miss. Star but puppet does want Miss. Star to take it by force from puppet.

Before puppet met Miss. Star it was opposed to butt plugs but since it met Her it has worn one a lot. puppet hasn't worn one in a while lately and may need to start its anal training over again though.

puppet assumes that before this "Gang Rape" would happen that it would need to be "cleaned out". puppet has never experienced an enema before but figures that it can't be opposed to it if it wishes to experience the above listed situation.

puppet was also opposed to "Golden Showers" before it met Miss. Star but for some reason it has found itself begging Her to give it one. Miss. Star has yet to do so but puppet has a feeling that it would be a glorious event. 

10/3/2014 3:59:45 AM
puppet is having one of those days where it doesn't know what to write but it needs to write something so here it goes:

puppet is going to look at a studio apartment on Monday. The rent is reasonable and includes all utilities. puppet doesn't know what the land lord will require for money down but hopefully he'll take just the first month's rent. puppet will have that money next week and will be able to move in pretty quickly, hopefully. This isn't a sure thing yet though. 

IF puppet gets this place it was told by its friend Nadia that Her, Miss. Star, and Miss. Jewel will be planning a "no so vanilla" house warming party for it. puppet was informed that it didn't have a say in that matter or what was going to happen. That's all part of being property it seems. Hopefully Cards Against Humanity will be involved somehow.

puppet would also through a vanilla house warming party though for its F/friends and F/family to attend.

This will be the best thing for puppet since it met Miss. Star if it can get its own place. 

10/2/2014 3:59:31 AM
puppet is starting to plan out where it will look for an apartment. puppet needs to email back a person about one that isn't too far from where it lives now. 

puppet keeps having a reoccurring dream of Miss. Star urinating on it and laughing at it while She does but She's done she forces puppet to masturbate and shout its load all over its own face. While all of this is happening Her Friends are watching and They're all talking about about how much of a bitch puppet is. 

puppet would really enjoy Miss. Star turning puppet into even more of a bitch for pleasure and/or enjoyment. puppet isn't sure how much more of bitch it could become but it's sure Miss. Star could find a way to send it further down that rabbit hole.

Miss. Star is constantly invading puppet's dreams and thoughts. There have been times when She was all that puppet could think about all day. That caused very little work to get done.

puppet isn't sure how Miss. Star got to know puppet so well so fast but She has and puppet's life will never be the same because of Her. puppet has dedicate its life to Miss. Star. 

10/1/2014 4:01:06 AM
puppet got to see Miss. Star yesterday and it was great. puppet didn't spend as much time as it would have liked with Her but it was still nice for Her to allow puppet to visit. puppet gave Miss. Star the DVD that was part of the package it order for Her Birthday. The Ambrosia Vibe should be shipping this month if puppet isn't mistaking.

puppet was happy because it was able to bring Miss. Star sushi for lunch yesterday. It's been a while since Miss. Star and puppet had sushi together. 

Miss. Star made the comment that puppet needs to be locked back into a chastity device........puppet can't argue with Her about that...or anything for that matter. puppet does agree with Miss. Star on this though; not that it really matters if it didn't. After puppet gets a place it will start putting some money aside for a good device. puppet has tried the CB-300 but it was too small. puppet has tried the CB-6000 but the diameter wasn't big enough. puppet has even tried two (cheep) metal ones from China. One worked pretty well until Miss. Star took Her Hatachi to it and cause puppet to start bleeding. The other device started to rust while puppet was wearing it. There needs to be a sure fire way to make sure that puppet gets a solid, escape proof, and comfortable device so that Miss. Star can lock puppet up and know that it can't cum without Her permission. 

9/30/2014 4:01:31 AM
puppet go a strange message on here today. Why would S/some send message without reading puppet's profile. It's kind of rude in puppet's opinion. Just because puppet is a slave doesn't mean it will submit to just ANY Woman. Add into that the fact that puppet is owned property of Miss. Star and it would negate the possibility of puppet submitting to another Woman without Miss. Star ordering it. 

It seems that the "party" that was puppet's idea is being planned out and the Women involved with planning it are taking it beyond what puppet had mentioned. These Women want puppet and Miss. Star to attend and if Miss. Star wants to go and bring puppet than puppet doesn't have a choice. The funny thing is though, that Miss. Star told puppet that She wants marionette to attend. Obviously puppet won't argue with Miss. Star (bad things happen to puppet when it argues with Miss. Star) so if marionette is Her choice puppet will have to comply.  The other Women at the party don't have any idea what to expect with marionette.

It's kind of odd to hear Miss. Star refer to marionette in the Feminine. It's just another way of proving to puppet how much of a bitch it is for Her.     

9/29/2014 4:00:29 AM
puppet has the Assistant Territory Manager for its store coming in today. puppet and its employees spent a lot of time stocking and pulling things forward yesterday. Now puppet just hopes that She doesn't find any issues. 

puppet has two months to find a place and it really needs to. puppet would like to have its own place but will consider a roommate. If puppet got its own place it has a feeling that Miss. Star will want eye blots installed in several places. puppet is sure that She will tell it where to put them so they're located in spots convenient for Her. Obviously, puppet would comply because it wants to make Miss. Star happy. 

If puppet got its own place Miss. Star could, and probably would, take full advantage of the fact that S/someone won't be showing up unexpectedly, and make puppet do, wear and act in any way She sees fit. Even in its own place, while Miss. Star is around, puppet will not be able to make any rules. puppet will always do as She says. 

9/28/2014 4:01:19 AM
Yesterday puppet mentioned that it was looking for an apartment or room for rent but it may not have mentioned where it was looking. puppet would like a place in either Franklin, Norfolk, Walpole, Millis, Medfield, Westwood, Norwood, Dedham, Medway or even Marlboro Massachusetts. If Y/you or S/someone that Y/you know has a place for rent in these areas pleas let puppet know. $550-$600 per month is really puppet's cap right now. 

puppet really wants to spend some time with Miss. Star and hopefully She'll allow it to do so today. If not puppet is off of work on Tuesday and is planning to make a massage appointment in Her area. Maybe Miss. Star will join puppet for a massage?? Just spending time with Miss. Star is relaxing and calming to puppet. She has a way of centering puppet and making it feel better.

One thing that puppet really enjoys about its relationship with Miss. Star is that W/we never fight. Miss. Star and puppet never have any disagreements because puppet knows that She's always right and that She's in charge. Other than Miss. Star's smoking, which puppet knows that She won't stop any time soon, there isn't anything about Her that puppet would want to be different. Miss. Star is Perfect and puppet lives in awe of Her every day.
 

9/27/2014 3:16:11 AM
puppet really isn't in the mood to write a journal today but it has to. puppet didn't sleep well last night and it needs to head to work. puppet has no idea how it get through the day....tons of caffeine?? puppet needs to find a place and quickly. puppet hopes that it can find a place near its job. puppet can probably afford $550-$600 a month but that would include everything.

9/26/2014 3:58:43 AM
Yesterday puppet thought it was being helpful when it suggested a scene idea to a Woman on "that other fetish site". She posted a thread looking for ideas and puppet gave Her one. Well, She liked puppet's idea and so did several Women that were following and commenting on this thread. How is this a "bad" thing? Well, The Women made a comment about having puppet join them at this "party" with Miss. Star. Miss. Star was kind enough to offer puppet to these Women to serve at this "party". 

While the idea of this "party" was puppet's it knows that things will go much farther than it did in the example it laid out. puppet knows that torture and humiliation will be involved and that it will be receiving a dose of both. With Miss. Star there pain will be a sure thing for puppet.

With all of this stated puppet knows that when/if this "party" happens it will be there (because Miss. Star said so) and it will do its best to serve and make Miss. Star as well as the other Women happy. That will be puppet's point in being there and it doesn't have a say in anything that will or may happen to it while there. Miss. Star will be in full control and She will choose what puppet is and is not allowed to do. 

Being an owned bitch is liberating in a way. puppet doesn't need to make any decisions at events like this because they'll all be made for it. puppet knows that Miss. Star will make sure it stays safe the entire time. puppet is so grateful to have a Mistress that it can trust so completely. Thank You for being so AMAZING Miss. Star.

9/25/2014 4:00:23 AM
puppet picked up its car yesterday. YAY!! puppet was hopeful that it would be able to go and see Miss. Star yesterday but She wouldn't allow it. Miss. Star said that She'd like to do something today and puppet is waiting to find out what that is and when. 

puppet really doesn't care what Miss. Star wants to do with puppet today. puppet just wants to spend time with Her. W/we could go out to eat or to a movie or She could even have puppet come over and cook dinner for Her. Either way puppet would be happy and content. 

puppet is up for doing ANYTHING that Miss. Star wants to do. While puppet waits for Miss. Star's instructions it will need to do laundry today. 

puppet really needs to stop reading erotica and watching porn or even fetish videos. Reading and watch these make it too hard for puppet to stay chaste like Miss. Star demands. When puppet logged on here today to post this journal it saw a link to a video (http://www.xnxx.com/video447899/forced_to_crave_female_ejaculation) so it watched it. puppet would kill to be put in this situation by Miss. Star but puppet feels the ropes would need to be tighter. puppet is sure that it would become addicted to Miss. Star's ejaculate VERY quickly and She would use that additional power and control over puppet to make it even more of a bitch for Her. puppet can dream right?

puppet loves and worships You Mistress. puppet exists for the purpose of serving You and it's honored to serve You.

9/24/2014 4:01:19 AM
puppet had a dream last night that Miss. Star used a "unique method" to humiliate it in front of the Pack. Her and the Pack enjoyed puppet's humiliation immensely. What was this "method of humiliation" Y/you ask? puppet won't say because it kind of fears Miss. Star actually using it........Yes, the dream caused puppet to wake up horny and aroused but the thought is still scary. Miss. Star is creative enough and She doesn't need puppet's input on what to do to it or how to do it. 

puppet has been having a craving for kissing and licking Miss. Star's Divine feet as well as sucking on Her Divine toes. puppet would lick every ounce of sweat and dirt off them while begging to be allowed to continue. Miss. Star's feet are simply that Amazing and They taste so good too. puppet kind of wishes that Miss. Star would let it take a pair of Her shoes so that it could bury its nose in them while it sleeps. The stronger Miss. Star's scent is in them the happier puppet would be. puppet would do anything for the chance to kiss, lick and suck on Miss. Star's feet. 

puppet has found that its foot fetish has grown more intense ever since its lips first came in contact with Miss. Star's feet. There's something about Her feet that makes puppet's foot fetish intensify.

Being Miss. Star's bitch is what puppet lives for now. 


9/23/2014 3:58:31 AM
Yesterday Miss. Star allowed puppet to cum. puppet is thankful for that generous gift that She gave it. puppet never takes these gifts for granted because it never knows when, or if, Miss. Star will give puppet a gift like it again. Miss. Star has trained puppet to never ask for an orgasm and puppet tries to be a good bitch and follow its training. puppet has wished, for a while now, that Miss. Star would get it trained and conditioned to the point that it would cum on command and ONLY on Her command. That would be an amazing experience. 

puppet would NEVER tell Miss. Star how it should be trained because its training is all up to Her. puppet will accept any and all training that She gives it.

Tomorrow will be a good day for puppet because it get its car on the road and than go and see Miss. Star (if She allows it to).

Miss. Star is a strict but VERY fair Mistress and puppet is lucky to be Her's. puppet knows that Miss. Star could have slave that She wanted and She picked it to become Her puppet. As long as Miss. Star never cuts puppet's strings it will be a happy bitch.

9/22/2014 3:18:21 AM
puppet bought a car yesterday. It's not the prettiest car but puppet only needs something that will last it about 6 months. In that time puppet should have enough money saved up to buy something better. puppet will be registering and insuring the car on Wednesday and than it plans to go visit Miss. Star.

puppet is working this morning and tomorrow night but has Wednesday off. puppet wishes that it could sleep in on Wednesday but it has too much it will need to do. 

puppet can now focus on selling the firearms that it wants to get rid of. 
  

9/21/2014 3:56:09 AM
puppet really needs to buy a car this weekend. puppet was supposed to be meeting someone about a car yesterday but the plans fell through. maybe today will be better? puppet figures that if it buys the car this weekend it can register and insure it on Wednesday and be all set.

One of the first things puppet wants to do when it gets a car is go and visit Miss. Star. puppet hates not being able to go and see Her. Miss. Star makes puppet feel complete. just seeing Her, smelling Her, touching Her and hearing Her sweet Voice make puppet feel calm and relaxed. 

puppet never realized that any Woman could have the affect on it that Miss. Star does. puppet is happy and honored that She chose to make it Her bitch.

9/20/2014 3:56:45 AM
puppet always seems to have dreams about Miss. Star. puppet always seems to wake up horny and more infatuated with Her. It also seems that everyday, no matter where puppet is, it always sees some kind of reminder of Miss. Star. Yesterday, for example, a customer came into puppet's store with an entire arm covered in star tattoos. puppet had to take a photo and send it to Miss. Star. puppet is convinced that Miss. Star arranges all of these reminders somehow.

Miss. Star is the most Amazing and Beautiful Woman puppet has ever known and had the honor of serving. 

9/19/2014 3:59:44 AM
puppet thinks that it would be fun to do a CFNm party with Miss. Star and all of Her Female (kink friendly) Friends. puppet would cook for these Women and serve Them Their food and drinks. puppet would also be used and abused anyway that Miss. Star saw fit. Maybe Miss. Star would keep puppet cuffed and shackled the entire time too. Miss. Star enjoys making puppet uncomfortable and the more puppet is uncomfortable the more pleasure Miss. Star seems to derive from the events.

puppet also thinks that it would be a great experience to have Miss. Star exercise Her Dominance over puppet in public too. Maybe She'd make puppet kneel beside Her as She sits on a bench or maybe She'll use puppet as a foot rest or as a seat in public. She could even make puppet start kissing and licking Her feet in public and puppet wouldn't hesitate to follow any of Her orders.

Miss. Star has puppet so conditioned that it doesn't even know how to say "No" to Her anymore really. puppet has become Miss. Star's bitch and there's nothing it can do about that anymore..........As a matter of fact, puppet isn't sure there ever was anything it could have done about it to begin with. Miss. Star has a very unique way of getting exactly what She wants as well as making P/people into exactly what She wants T/them to be too.

puppet is happy to be one of Miss. Star's projects and hopes that Her continued success on transforming puppet into the perfect slave continues with much success.
 

9/18/2014 4:00:22 AM
puppet had yesterday off and has today off. puppet needs to find a car so that it can get it registered and insured ASAP. It really sucks not having a car. 

puppet's toe is feeling a little better. It's still sore as hell though. puppet has a feeling that when it goes for it's next visit with the foot doctor that She'll want to try something more.

puppet is still planning out the Rat Bike that it wants to build and than the Miss. Star Tribute Bike it build afterwards. The Miss. Star Bike will be more expensive and and take much more time to build. 

puppet needs ideas of what it should write a journal entry about. puppet is open to suggestions but please understand that Miss. Star has Veto power over EVERYTHING. Please feel free to let puppet know what Y/you want to read from it and it will see if Miss. Star approves the topic.

puppet would still like Miss. Star to cut a Star into puppet's chest. puppet would like it right over its heart to show puppet's love and devotion to its Mistress. 

9/17/2014 3:54:11 AM
puppet's work week id finally over. puppet's boss is back and he's happy with how puppet ran the store. puppet had the same employee do a no show today yesterday so She has lost Her job. It needs to go as "quitting" so we don't need to HR's approval. Now we just need to hire a new E/employee. puppet hates training P/people.

puppet got put on 3 preions from the foot doctor yesterday. puppet knew its feet were bad but didn't realize they were that bad. puppet is just hoping that it works.

puppet really misses seeing Miss. Star and as soon as it gets a car it will be spending as much time as it's allowed to with Her.  

9/16/2014 3:24:32 AM
puppet is finally going to see a doctor of its own free will. puppet's toe is killing it and its feet are nasty. puppet has known for a while that it needed to do something and it finally broke down and choose to go to a foot doctor. puppet won't go into details about what's wrong with its feet because it doesn't wish to gross Y/you P/people out.

puppet's boss comes back today and puppet is happy about that. maybe things will settle back down and he can find the mistake that puppet made somewhere in the system that caused all of the numbers to be WAY off.

puppet has worked so many hours these last two weeks that it's physically exhausted. This week alone puppet will around 55 hours (15 hour of OT) plus the 50 hours it worked last week make a total of about 25 hours of OT. That's over half a weeks hours worth of overtime. At least they can't say puppet isn't dedicated. LOL
 

9/15/2014 3:19:51 AM
Well, as far as puppet knows, corporate never came by yesterday. puppet is kind of pissed because it spent so much time cleaning and restocking that it kind of wanted them to come by. puppet even had its employees staying late on Saturday to do the same thing. Oh well, the work really needed to get done anyway so puppet is glad it's done.

puppet keeps seeing pictures of subs/slaves in cages and puppet kind of misses being confined in one. It's kind of comforting to be locked inside a cage and unable to go anywhere. 

puppet is hopeful to be able to get back down to the Society with Miss. Star at some point. There's a bunch of interesting P/people down there as well as fun toys. 

9/14/2014 3:57:01 AM
puppet has a lot going on at work this week. Hopefully everything goes well. Corporate will be in today to look at the store. They were in yesterday and puppet got ripped out for the store not looking good. puppet wasn't even there yesterday though........part of being in management though.

The hunt for a car is driving puppet nuts. It's so hard to find something within its price range. puppet isn't too picky either. All that it needs right now is a car that runs, drives, and will pass inspection. puppet also needs the car to last it about 5-6 months until it can save up for a better car. 

puppet's nose feels all congested.....hopefully it isn't getting sick. puppet CAN NOT afford to be sick. 

Well, puppet is going to shower and than go into work. Hopefully things go well......Fingers crossed!! 

9/13/2014 7:50:48 PM
puppet needs a car. If A/anyone in Massachusetts has one for sale that's between $1,000 and $1,500 please let puppet know. puppet only requires that it runs, drives and will pass inspection.

Thank Y/you in advance. 

9/13/2014 3:59:51 AM
puppet ended up working 14.5 hours yesterday. Why do P/people just not show up for work? puppet had an Employee call and say that She'd be late due to a doctor's appointment. puppet was fine with that but the Girl NEVER showed up. puppet tried calling and texting Her but didn't get a response. puppet feels that if Y/you find Y/yourself lucky enough to have a job that Y/you appreciate the job. As far as puppet is concerned this Employee has forfeited Her job by pulling this but in the end it will be up to puppet's boss and HR.

puppet's boss is away right now so puppet will be asking another manager (from another store to do a formal write up for this employee. puppet is hoping that HR will let it fire this Woman.

Sorry Mistress, puppet just needed to vent. It got home at midnight last night but still made sure to wake up to post Your journal for You. puppet wishes to make You happy and to keep You happy Mistress.

One of puppet's vendors is on vacation too and they have a Woman filling in for him. She appears to be a VERY Butch Lesbian. puppet only says that because it took puppet a few extra looks to notice that whether or not She was he. That doesn't, necessary, mean that She's a Lesbian but it's a very good indication. puppet felt that asking Her if She was would not have been appropriate....She's a nice Woman though. puppet actually knows a "Full on Lesbian" (as She calls Herself) that's in love with and married to a male that She has a kid with.....She isn't bi though.........at least that what She claims.....

Well, It's about time for puppet to post this, text Miss. Star "Good Morning" and than it's going back to sleep.

9/12/2014 4:00:37 AM
puppet is off of work tomorrow (thankfully). Work isn't all bad though. puppet has put in more work order requests to fix things that it's boss has let go for longer than it has worked there. Having the store in better shape than it was when he left is a goal of puppet's. That will show that he can go away more often and trust that things will get done.

puppet is starting to have visions of a second motorcycle it wants to build that will be dedicate to its enslavement to Miss. Star. This bike would obviously be more expensive to make than the "rat bike" it has already been planning. Plus, The bike dedicate to Miss. Star would have to be Perfect, just like She is, so puppet would need the practice of building one first. The ideas that puppet has for paint on this bike would be amazing. puppet would love to build it and take it to the Fetish Flea and/or Kinky Con to show it off. It wouldn't be an everyday rider. This dream will need to wait though until puppet builds its first bike and knows what it's doing.

 

9/11/2014 3:13:44 AM
puppet seems to be accomplishing a lot at work this week. it's getting things fixed as well as getting rid of some over stocked items. puppet is making smaller orders of products because its boss has seemed to over order in the past. puppet isn't sure if its ordering style was right or wrong but it will see soon. The delivery comes in today and that's when puppet find out of it ordered enough.

It's pretty hectic at work for puppet right now. it's boss is on his honeymoon and it's being left to run the store by itself. 


This will be a short journal because puppet needs to drive its Mother to work today. puppet also doesn't really have much to talk about right now.   

9/10/2014 3:59:56 AM
Once again puppet would like to thank Miss. Star for giving it 24 hours with the freedom to orgasm as it wished. puppet may have only had time for 2 but it's still very grateful because Miss. Star didn't need to do that. Thank You so much Mistress. You're too kind to Your bitch.

puppet just got in the 5th expansion pack for Cards Against Humanity and some of the cards are funny as hell and some are messed up as hell. puppet likes the idea of a "politically incorrect" card game but puppet isn't happy with the fact that they caved to pressure to remove a card that was mild. The "answer card" that read "passable transvestite" was deemed "offensive" to the LGBT community and they complained. Of all of the cards in the game to take offense to they picked that one................puppet is just happy that it got the game WITH that card and puppet uses it during play. 

puppet got in a notice that the gift it got for Miss. Star, for her birthday (which puppet considers a Holiday), should be shipping on time. That means that, hopefully, in October puppet will be able to finally give her the gift. She already knows what it is..............She forced puppet to tell her.

puppet wishes, that just once, Miss. Star would let it keep a surprise from Her. puppet has managed to do it in the past but it was only part of the surprise that it kept. puppet's goal is to really surprise Miss. Star and for her to not even know anything about it. 
 

9/9/2014 3:19:19 AM
Yesterday at 7:20 AM Miss. Star said puppet was unrestricted with its orgasm for 24 hours. puppet had one yesterday but since an employee didn't show up it was forced to work more hours and got home late. puppet worked 11 hours yesterday (9 AM until 8 PM).

puppet figures that it will have one more orgasm today by the deadline. puppet thanks Miss. Star for Her generosity in this gift of orgasm.

puppet tries to be good and not complain of beg as Miss. Star forces it to wait between orgasms. It started out with a two week wait that turned into 3 weeks and than a month. now puppet suspects that She has passed the two month mark but it has lost track of how long She makes it wait. That's ok though because it doesn't matter how long She chooses to make puppet wait because it will wait if She dictates.

Well, puppet needs to hop into the shower. Take care E/everyone.   

9/8/2014 4:00:44 AM
puppet had a dream last night that Miss. Star trained it for a "puppet show". What this entailed was hours upon hours of puppet's virgin ass with Her entire hand up it. She would make movements with Her hand or fingers and those were cues on what actions puppet was supposed to preform. Once puppet trained for the show Miss. Star invited over several of Her Friends and before long puppet was run throw its paces. During the entire show all puppet was allowed to do was open and close its mouth when given the cue to do so. puppet wasn't allowed to speak a single word. Miss. Star would do all of the speaking for puppet since puppets don't speak.

The entire "puppet show" lasted about 30-45 minutes and by the end puppet physically drained but that didn't stop stop Miss. Star and Her Friends from having puppet serve them that night.

The idea of the "puppet show" is interesting to puppet but it may end up as just another one of the ideas that just can't become reality. puppet isn't even sure if Miss. Star would enjoy doing such a show.  

This dream and writing it all down has actually turned puppet on and that makes puppet sad because it isn't allowed to do anything about it. Miss. Star has a rule that She put into place, about a year ago, that states puppet isn't allowed to ask for or beg for an orgasm no matter what. If puppet does than it gets punished by being forced to wait even longer for the gift of sexual release. 

Now that puppet may be able to afford it shortly puppet will begin saving for a really nice and secure chastity device for Miss. Star to lock Her cock into. With Her having the only keys it will keep puppet from ever gaining sexual satisfaction unless She allows it. 


9/7/2014 3:58:53 AM
puppet is really beginning to not like a couple of its E/employees. One keeps calling in sick and another keeps threatening to quit. puppet kind of wishes that both of them would just stop working at the store so it could get good employees. It's sad when puppet can't rely on its employees. Now puppet may need to go in early as well as have another employee go in early. puppet also isn't expecting the "sick" Employee to show up tomorrow so that means that it will probably be working lat that day too. It sucks waking up to post this journal and seeing a text message saying that someone won't be at work in a few hours. 

Sorry, puppet just needed to vent. This journal may not be exactly what E/everyone was expecting but puppet feels better now. Hopefully puppet has a better journal to post tomorrow.

Maybe puppet should start taunting the Sadist that owns and controls it.............."poke Her with a stick" as they say.......NAAAHH!! Not a very smart idea for puppet.  

9/6/2014 4:00:31 AM
puppet started this journal late because it noticed a text message this morning that came in last night from one of it's employees. puppet than needed to make sure the store was going to be ok with only one person on this morning. Sometimes it sucks having a management job......puppet is MUCH happier when it's being controlled by Miss. Star.

puppet hopes that Miss. Star has a wonderful time with Her F/family this weekend. puppet wishes that it could be there with You but work, as well as other issues, prevent such an occurrence.

puppet never stops thinking about You either Mistress. You are always on puppet's mind. puppet is convinced that You, somehow, found a way to stamp its brain with Your image, voice, scent and aura so that no matter where puppet is or what it's doing You are in the forefront of its mind. puppet is happy that You did that too Mistress.   

9/5/2014 4:01:44 AM
puppet had a dream last night that hopes Miss. Star may make a reality at some point. In this dream Miss. Star stuck hand down puppet's pants and started to play with Her cock. She made it clear to puppet that it wasn't allowed to orgasm unless She said so no matter how long or how much She played with Her cock. This would be a touch order to follow normally for puppet but since it seems like its been months since it last orgasmed it would make it even more difficult. None of this mattered to Miss. Star though because She planned to force puppet to cum whether it wanted to or not.

In this dream Miss. Star made it a point to go slowly but roughly so that puppet did receive some pleasure but more pain and discomfort. Miss. Star is such an expert at manipulating puppet and puppet's body that She knew exactly when She'd make puppet cum. 

puppet was nothing but a toy at that point and didn't care. With Her hands down puppet's pants when She forced it to cum it was inevitable that She hands would bet covered in puppet's cum. She carefully removed Her hands from puppet's pants, as to no lose any of that cum, and wiped some onto puppet's face and than held Her hand to puppet's mouth. "CLEAN IT OFF NOW BITCH!!" She yelled at puppet. 

Cleaning the cum off of Miss. Star's hand would end up being the least of puppet's punishments for cumming without permission though. Miss. Star would make sure that puppet suffered for its disobedience, even though it wasn't truly puppet's fault that, Miss. Star manipulated it into orgasm. puppet would still deserve punishment though for not being able to control its own body though.

9/4/2014 4:00:10 AM
Why does puppet crave degradation at the hands of Miss. Star? Why does it crave humiliation? Why does puppet crave dehumanization by Miss. Star? Why?? Because puppet is Miss. Star's bitch and bitches deserve to be, need to be and should be degraded, humiliated and dehumanized for their own good. These things help keep a bitch in its place as well as strengthen the control that Miss. Star has over it. 

If Y/you've never experienced being treated like a simple object than Y/you need to. When it's done right puppet feels such peace. 

The rush that puppet gets from being humiliated by Miss. Star (both public or private) is amazing. Miss. Star has a way of doing these things that drive puppet deeper and deeper into submission, subjugation and makes it more of a bitch. Miss. Star enjoys when puppet is uncomfortable and puppet will suffer this discomfort as much as She would like in order to make Her as happy as it can.

While Miss. Star has a cruel, evil (at times) and very devious mind She's also caring, loving and gentle.......gentle in a sadistic kind of way.......LOL 

puppet knows that Miss. Star is its destiny and that it was created to be Her little bitch and to be Her maid whenever She desires it. 

Thank You for making puppet what it is and for bringing marionette out and exposing "her' and using "her" for Your desires Mistress.

9/3/2014 12:24:36 AM
puppet is going to post its journal entry now rather than waking up in 3 hours to do it. puppet ended up working really late (til midnight) and didn't get home until about 1 am. puppet is unable, usually, to just go to sleep after a long night at work. puppet is the type that needs to relax and unwind and that's exactly what it was doing for the past 2 hours.

The next two weeks will be interesting at work because puppet is going to be the one in charge. puppet's boss is getting married this weekend and than leaving for the honeymoon right afterwards. God willing there will still be a store for him to come back to....LOL

Usually puppet doesn't post its journal at this time and puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star doesn't get upset that it's doing so. The rules state, as far as puppet understands them, that the journals MUST be posted BY 7 am. By puppet's understanding of the rules, posting it between 3 and 4 am is still by 7 am.

Tomorrow puppet is going to start work on a new leather paddle. This one will be heavily spiked and will be for sale when it's completed. So far the two Women that have gotten and used one of puppet's leather paddles have enjoyed them. puppet can't speak for the P/people on the receiving end though......

puppet will set a price for the paddle when it's complete but it will probably be between $75 and $100. The spikes on it WILL cause bleeding so puppet suggests that it be a "dedicate item". Honestly, it's the perfect thing for all of Y/you S/sadists out there.

Well, puppet is starting to get tired. As is normal puppet will wake up in a few hours so it cab text Miss. Star a good morning.

Goodnight or good morning to E/everyone. 

9/2/2014 4:00:38 AM
This is one of those day where puppet has no idea what to write. puppet had a great idea last night of what to write about but it forgets what it was.

puppet is working the night shift today so it will be going back to sleep around 7 am when this is posted. 

puppet talked to Miss. Star the other day about Her training it to do Her manicures and pedicures. puppet knows that it won't be perfect right off the bat and that it will suffer punishment for its mistakes and failures but puppet knows that when it learns this it will become more useful to Miss. Star. 

puppet believes that a slave should always be looking for ways to become better at what it does as well as find new ways to serve its owner better. The more that puppet can do for Miss. Star the less She'll have to worry about. Plus, what better job for a bitch with a foot fetish than to do pedicures on the exact feet that it worships. 

puppet feels that at some point Miss. Star will be making all of puppet's decisions for it, even the small trivial one such as what socks and underwear to wear, and puppet will not be allowed to think for itself. That's ok with puppet though because when it thinks for itself it tends to get itself into trouble.

9/1/2014 4:01:59 AM
Just as puppet predicted Miss. Star texted it about its journal entry yesterday. Miss. Star is under the impression that the carbon fiber cane that puppet made would "tear puppet apart". She also mentioned that puppet hasn't " thought this one out".

puppet can admit to not thinking this through completely before mentioning it. That's part of the reason that puppet couldn't think of what to bet. Yesterday, puppet mentioned an idea to Miss. Star that during this "wager" puppet shouldn't be allowed to safe word until at least the third hit of the cane (if it lasts that long).

Offering this kind of challenge and bet to Miss. Star is kind of like pouring lighter fluid onto a fire. Miss. Star MAY take puppet up on this challenge and it's very likely that puppet will end up with more than just a badly bruised ass.

Miss. Star mentioned that Her and some family are planning to visit P-Town and had another idea that it would like to do with Miss. Star. puppet would be honored, and probably slightly humiliated and uncomfortable, if She would lead puppet around on collar and leash through P-Town. Those of Y/you that know P-Town know that it wouldn't be considered "odd behavior" there. puppet mentioned that it would be up to Miss. Star if it was puppet or marionette (puppet's french maid alter ego) that She would be leading around. marionette would probably be more embarrassed than puppet because "she" is required to wear more revealing clothing. Add to that puppet isn't even remotely passable when it's "forced" to go drag. And idea that puppet just had was that Miss. Star could lead puppet (or marionette) into a Lesbian bar where puppet (or marionette) is forced to kneel beside Her, not speak to A/anyone without Her permission first, rub her feet and maybe even lick any sweat from Her feet and shoes. Miss. Star would, obviously, be free to mingle as well as show off how much of a bitch puppet is for Her to A/anyone that She wishes. Maybe She even has puppet giving other Women at the bar foot rubs too. EVERYTHING about this experience would be completely up to Miss. Star and puppet would expect not to have any input whatsoever.      

8/31/2014 4:01:58 AM
last night puppet had an idea to challenge Miss. Star to bet. The problem is that this bet WILL result in puppet suffering in pain and possibly even bleeding. The other problem is that there's a chance puppet could lose the bet. Challenging Miss. Star is something that should be done VERY carefully. Miss. Star ALWAYS seems to find a way to win too.

One thing stopping puppet from challenging Miss. Star to this bet is that it isn't sure what to wager. puppet needs to be careful because if/when it loses Miss. Star will make puppet fulfill its end of the bet. IF puppet chooses to go forward with this bet it needs to be able to live with whatever will happen if it loses. 

puppet has a feeling that if it were to win the bet against Miss. Star it might end up regretting that outcome too. Miss. Star doesn't like to lose and losing to Her bitch may cause puppet to get punished regardless of the outcome.

puppet has a lot to think about regarding this. puppet does suspect that Miss. Star will either call or text it to find out what puppet is talking about here so it only has a short time to figure out what it's going to do. Maybe puppet could allow Miss. Star to come up with what the wager will be because, after all, she tends to make all of the other decisions for puppet.  

This is one of those situations where this could end up really good and be kind of playful or it could end up really bad and puppet won't be able to sit down for months. This could also result in Miss. Star denying he puppet orgasm for a VERY long time too. 

puppet is hopeful that it will figure things out soon and have an answer by the time Miss. Star demands one. puppet just needs to be careful because this is the same Woman that broke a solid oak paddle over puppet's ass...............puppet still hurts every time it thinks about that day. 

puppet understands that Miss. Star could reject this whole idea out of hand. She might not even allow the wager or challenge. puppet has never seen Miss. Star back away from a challenge yet though. 

puppet has a feeling that it's so doomed. Just for mentioning this puppet will probably suffer in some way. 

Even if puppet loses the bet, even if puppet has to suffer sever pain or humiliation or degradation and even if Miss. Star denies it orgasm it will still have the honor and pleasure of being Her puppet and Her bitch.

Miss. Star,

You're, by far, the most amazing Woman puppet has ever had the honor of bowing before. puppet loves You more than You could ever know or imagine. puppet worships You like the Goddess that You are and everyday it hopes that it can find some way to bring You pleasure or joy. Your happiness is puppet's biggest concern. Your wishes are puppet's biggest desires. puppet will do ANYTHING if there's a change it will put a smile on Your beautiful face. 

8/30/2014 4:00:38 AM
WOW!! Did puppet oversleep or what. It usually wakes up at 6:30 o post this and it's after 6:45. puppet had its alarm set for PM rather than AM for some reason.

Usually puppet would take some time to figure out what to type here but it doesn't have time to do that today. puppet just needs to type something and hope that it flows. 

puppet did have an oddly disturbing dream last night but it doesn't have time to go into details about it today. 

Sorry that today's journal is weak and short but it's now about time for puppet to shower and leave for work. Have a fun and kinky day E/everyone.  

8/29/2014 4:02:02 AM
puppet wants to send out its thought and prayers to the family and friends of Massachusetts Air National Guard pilot that was killed on Wednesday when his F-15 crashed. In a "previous life" puppet was a Crew Chief on F-16's and it knew many pilots. puppet also knows what the Crew Chiefs are going through because it's been there. Please remember the sacrifice that's made everyday so that W/we can live as a free P/people.

With that said puppet doesn't know what else to post. puppet could go on with stories from its past but unless Y/you were/are a pilot or aircraft mechanic Y/you may not fully understand the impact. 

puppet is hopeful, but not overly so, that Miss. Star will see it in Her beautiful heart to allow puppet to orgasm soon. puppet actually had a dream that Miss. Star forced it to orgasm, without permission to orgasm, and made sure to get it on Herself. She did this so that She'd have an excuse to increase puppet's punishment (not that She really needs an excuse). On top of adding time until puppet's next orgasm, and the beating it received for allowing the cum to land on Her, Miss. Star also forced puppet to lick up every single drop of cum that landed on or even near Her. 

puppet doesn't know what to make of such a dream. puppet has never even tasted its own cum. puppet has tried a few times but it just can't get itself to do it. It's likely that consuming its own cum is only something that would happen if Miss. Star forced it to do so. puppet has a feeling that it won't enjoy doing this but Miss. Star has a way of proving puppet wrong as well as showing how much it really matters what it enjoys. puppet's enjoyment isn't a primary or even secondary concern to it. It only matters what Miss. Star enjoys doing to it, having it do, or having done to it. Miss. Star owns this puppet bitch and as property it must comply with ALL Of Miss. Star's wishes. 

8/28/2014 3:58:42 AM
puppet has been feeling sick since yesterday. puppet has a sore throat and it hates being sick. 

puppet is still trying to sell a couple of its firearms. One is listed online for sale if A/anyone from Mass is interested. puppet really needs the money so it needs to sell at least one of the firearms.

puppet also still has 2 leather paddles that it is will to sell. If Y/you're interested please let puppet know and it will send Y/you pictures of them. Each one will cost $50 plus shipping.

As soon as puppet can afford to it will start making more of these paddles too.

Well, it's about that time again for puppet to hop into the shower and leave for work. 

8/27/2014 3:55:32 AM
puppet wonders what it would be like to be at a mall or a store with Miss. Star and have Her announce, over the PA system that She's looking Her puppet and to have Her puppet meet Her at the Courtesy Desk. It would be kind of like a P/parent having a child paged that had wondered off. 

It might be more interesting if Miss. Star scolds Her puppet, right then and there, in front of E/everyone for wondering off. Maybe She'd even put a collar and leash on it making a point that it would keep puppet from wondering off. Obviously, puppet would then kiss Miss. Star's feet and beg for Her forgiveness.

Y/you see, this thought occurred to puppet late last night. Now, puppet doesn't think that Miss. Star would humiliate it too much in a vanilla environment like a mall of store but She keeps surprising puppet on what She will do so it never knows for sure.

Just think about it though. What would Y/you think if You heard "Paging puppet! Will puppet please meet up with Miss. Star at the Courtesy Desk please because She's looking or you. Again, Miss. Star would like Her puppet to please come to the Courtesy Desk right away. Thank you". Even if it wasn't puppet being paged it would probably wonder that way to see what was going on.

Would Miss. Star really do something like this? puppet isn't really sure but it wouldn't put it past Her. If Miss. Star felt that it would make puppet uncomfortable or embarrassed than She might but at the same time She might not if She feels it would expose Her too much. There's also always the change that puppet is 110% completely wrong too. They only Person that knows for sure what Miss. Star would or wouldn't do is Miss. Star Herself. She's also the only One that can tell puppet what it will or will not do too.    

8/26/2014 4:00:43 AM
puppet can't help but have dreams about Miss. Star. The more She keeps puppet denied orgasm the hornier it gets and the hornier it gets the more its brain focuses on Her. Miss. Star has completely taken over puppet's dreams. It's even gotten to a point where puppet has had dreams of ordering it to dream about Her.

Staying chaste for Miss. Star is hard when it keeps having these dreams.

Sometimes puppet wonders if Miss. Star really knows what affect She really has on Her puppet and much of a struggle puppet goes through. puppet wonders this sometimes but somewhere, deep in its mind, it knows that She not only knows but She thrives on this knowledge. Miss. Star thrives on the power and control that She has over puppet.

puppet would do anything, suffer anything and yet always thank Miss. Star for everything that She does to it. puppet's ability to choose it's fate is long past. puppet's power to say things like "no" or even "are You nuts?" doesn't exist anymore. It lost that and it will never be able to find it again. Miss. Star chooses what puppet can say "no" to and if something or S/someone is "nuts". puppet just accepts her choices now and hopes that it will keep pleasing Her.  

8/25/2014 3:56:10 AM
It looks like the puppet's evil sticks failed to live up to expectations. This is a bummer because puppet put a lot of time and money into them. Well, puppet tried and maybe it will try again at some point.

On a better note, puppet's leather paddle was a success and the Woman loved it.

puppet felt that it was only right to offer to the Woman a refund for the evil sticks. puppet did discount them because She bout the paddle too. puppet made sure that She new these were the first ones puppet ever made and that it wasn't an expert. She declined the refund so puppet offered Her a discount on a future purchase as well as first dibs on any new items that it makes.

Some of Y/you may be wondering why She would have "First Dibs" and not Miss. Star and the answer to that is that Miss. Star doesn't get "Dibs". Miss. Star owns puppet so anything that it makes is Her's and She gets what She wants. Also, Miss. Star tends be the one testing puppet's items so it has to make extras just for Her.

puppet will probably be sticking to making leather paddles for now while it does more research on making evil sticks.

One thing that scares puppet is that Miss. Star still has a cane like item that puppet made for Her out of a thicker carbon fiber rod. Miss. Star hasn't used it yet and it may break on the first swat put it looks like it would hurt. Miss. Star has a habit of breaking toys that She uses on puppet though. She snapped an oak paddle into 3 pieces while hitting puppet with it.

puppet really enjoys the Sadism it has experienced from Miss. Star. She's been able to do something that no other Woman has been able to to and that's to get puppet to safe word. 

puppet falls deeper and deeper under Miss. Star's control everyday and it has no plans to stop.  

 

8/24/2014 4:01:36 AM
puppet misses seeing its Mistress. Not seeing Her is a torture that puppet hates more than all others. Hopefully it will have things worked out soon and it will be able to visit Her again.

puppet had a dream last night that Miss. Star an it were at a hotel, probably for a Fetish Fair Flea or Kinky Con, and Miss. Star woke puppet up with a smack to the face. It was than that puppet realized that She had tied it to the bed, on its stomach, so that it couldn't move. She started to beat its ass with Her paddles and crops. She even used Her cane several times until puppet was crying like a little bitch. She wouldn't let up though because She wanted to make puppet's ass all one shade of purple.

Miss. Star did stop a once when puppet started to complain and was about to safe word but She only did so to stuff a puppet's mouth with Her dirty underwear and socks before adding a ball gag to hold them all in place. Now puppet wasn't able to make a sound and She continued.

Once puppet's ass was all purple and feeling like it was on fire Miss. Star simply stated "Now the fun can begin" which scared the crap out of puppet. The ironic thing was that as soon as those words were spoken puppet came hard and soaked the bed under it with cum. 

puppet has no idea what happened next because puppet's alarm went off and it had to wake up to write this and than go to work.

puppet would leave it up to its own imagination but than it would be crazy horny all day at work.

8/23/2014 4:00:00 AM
Today is Saturday and puppet has to work. :( puppet is working on Sunday and Monday as well but Monday is a Holiday so puppet will get time and half for that day...........YAY!! puppet really likes to overtime and it hasn't gotten paid overtime in YEARS before this job.

puppet will admit that this job has more to it than puppet thought it would.

puppet may be on the fast track to becoming a store manager and it already told Miss. Star that it would be willing to hire Her as its Assistant Manager. Miss. Star seemed to find the idea of working "for" Her puppet funny. puppet prefers to think of it as Her working "with" Her puppet. puppet doesn't think that it would be odd at all having Miss. Star work with it. The only issue would be keeping the nature of O/our relationship hidden from O/our employees. puppet still thinks that it would be fun working with its Mistress/Owner.


8/22/2014 3:58:36 AM
puppet is planning to buy more of the leather that it needs to make more more leather paddles. puppet wants to do is have a bunch made so that it can sell some at the Winter Flea. Now, puppet is going to be a "vendor" at the Flea but it might have a hotel room so P/people will be able to stop by and buy one........or two or five. The fun part will be that puppet could take orders if S/someone wanted one made a specific way. puppet still has two more that it could sell right now if S/someone wanted to buy them.   

Maybe puppet will make some more evil stick too and bring those to the FFF as well. 

It would be great for puppet to be able to make money while it's there and maybe the next year it will have a booth so that E/everyone can see its product.

These are just ideas that puppet has right now though. If puppet could sell 12 of these paddles at the FFF than it could afford to buy Miss. Star something really nice there.

Everything puppet does is meant to benefit Miss. Star in some way. puppet is so devoted to Her that She could never do wrong in its eyes. 

8/21/2014 3:51:00 AM
Miss. Nadia seems to like the pictures it sent Her of Her new paddle. She's excited to come and get it because puppet told Her that She can only receive Her's in person. puppet really likes making these and does plan to make more eventually.

One that puppet really wants to make (not for use of itself) is a double sided spiked paddle. The paddle that it made for Miss. Nadia has recessed spikes that spell out "PIG" because that's what She wanted. puppet has also made Miss. Star a paddle with 3 rows of spikes on it in the past. puppet has already covered how stupid that gift idea was (puppet still cringes in pain just looking at the pictures of the paddle and what it did to puppet). That's why puppet wants to make another one to sell. puppet feels that it could get at least 2 more rows of spikes if it really wanted to. puppet would name it "The Shredder" and it would be 100% guaranteed to draw blood.

puppet would also like to make more cuffs. Even though puppet hasn't has a chance to wear the cuffs that it made for Miss. Star yet it still wants to make more. Maybe puppet can add thigh cuffs to the ankle and wrist cuffs that it already made so that it would be more restrictive.

puppet is also opened to other ideas of toys that it may be able to make itself to save money and maybe even sell. IF puppet starts making things for sole purpose of selling them than Miss. Star would take on the role of Quality Control and Product Tester. She has already stated that fact to puppet. Once the "Company" became big enough puppet would want Miss. Star as a member of its Executive Staff so that She could help puppet make the right choices. puppet would probably also want to hire Miss. Nadia too. Knowing Miss. Star the way puppet does She would probably want the other Female Members of Her Pack hired on as well. Somehow, puppet would end up being both the owner/ceo of the company as well as the office bitch. puppet can see this all happening and it knows that it wouldn't do anything any differently. 

8/20/2014 3:42:32 AM
puppet's package arrived to the Woman that bought the items from puppet. She seemed very happy so puppet is happy.

puppet took a sleep aid last night it's still feeling the affects of it. puppet really needs to go back to sleep but it needs to put something in this journal first.

puppet stayed up last night to finish the paddle that it started for Miss. Nadia. He's was a lot of 

puppet can' even keep its eyes open. it going back to sleep.

8/19/2014 3:56:54 AM
Today puppet is planning to finish the leather paddle that was making for Miss. Nadia. puppet started this paddle over six months ago and it was put on the back burner for a lot of different reasons. Non of those reason were fair to Miss. Nadia but never complained about not having it.

Last night puppet glued the rubber strip into place that has the spikes on it. This allows for a small amount of the spikes to be poking through. Now puppet just needs to punch the holes in it, stiffen it a bit, glue it together and lace it up. puppet has told Miss. Nadia that She can only get Her paddle in person so puppet is hopeful that it will see Her soon.

puppet really wants to order a bunch more of this leather so it can crank out dozens of these things.

The paddle that was bought by one of Miss. Nadia's Friends should be arriving today and puppet is nervous about whether or not She'll like it. The package should be there around 10:30ish this morning so, hopefully, She doesn't make puppet wait too long to let it know how She feels.

puppet needs to keep itself on the night shift schedule so its going back to sleep.  

8/18/2014 3:56:39 AM
puppet really hates all of this shifting back and forth between day shift and night shift. puppet's body can't adjust to one schedule because it keeps changing.

puppet is so tired too. it will be going back to sleep when it finishes this journal because it's working the night shift today

puppet is happy that Miss. Star seemed to enjoy Her vacation this past week and half. She did the Ice Bucket Challenge, ate lobsters, went to the beach, spent time with Her F/family and even seemed to meet new F/friends. puppet wonders if these new F/friends realize how much of a life changing event it is to meet Miss. Star. T/their lives will NEVER be the same now.

Well, puppet is heading back to sleep. it will probably see Miss. Star in its dreams and She'll probably be inflicting some kind of pain or frustration upon it.

Goodnight/good morning E/everyone. 

8/17/2014 3:44:40 AM
puppet got the items mailed out yesterday for the Woman that wanted them. puppet can only hope that She enjoys them and feels that She got a good value. The expedited shipping cost almost as much as the items themselves. puppet is also hopeful that the items arrive intact too. This Woman asked puppet if it was allowed to send a Friend Request to Her and puppet got permission from Miss. Star to do so. puppet is wondering of it should have gotten a box rather than a bah to ship the items in though. If the Evil Sticks get broken puppet will be pissed. puppet kind of has a feeling that giving a "Sadist" toys like it did to use on a "P/play P/partner" will result in lots of interesting marks being left. puppet knows that the Evil Sticks work well because Miss. Star tested them on puppet. puppet also knows that the leather paddle will hurt and leave marks because puppet experienced it first hand. Y/you would think after giving Miss. Star (an admitted Sadist) some of these painful toys that it would know better than to give another Sadist similar items. puppet guesses that the only silver lining is that this Woman isn't going to be using these on puppet. Well, puppet needs to hop in the shower and get ready for work. Have a great day E/everyone.

8/16/2014 3:40:51 AM
puppet hopes that Miss. Star has enjoyed Her vacation with Her F/family. puppet wished that it could have been there with Her to serve Her and wait on Her hand and foot. Maybe another time Miss. Star will allow that to happen.

puppet doesn't know what else to write here today.

puppet will be mailing out the items that today that the Woman bought from puppet. She wants them overnight so that's what puppet will do. This Woman is friends with one of puppet's Friend Nadia.

She has stated that IF She likes the items She may try to order more from puppet. The only problem with that is that puppet isn't producing these items anymore. maybe puppet will start doing more IF there's a demand for them but it just can't afford to do this right now.

 Well, puppet needs to get to ready for work so it will end this journal now. puppet hopes that E/everyone has a great day today.

8/15/2014 4:01:26 AM
It appears that puppet has just sold one of its leather paddles. :D A Woman on, that "other fetish site" really wanted it so puppet agreed. She also offered to buy a couple of puppet's left over evil sticks. If it wasn't for the fact that puppet needs money right now it probably wouldn't have agreed to sell them. She has informed puppet that She has a "play P/partner" coming over next weekend and She wishes to for these to be a surprise. Maybe, IF, puppet's toys are enjoyed by others it will make more to sell. puppet knows that Miss. Star really enjoyed the spiked paddle that puppet made for Her....even if puppet's ass didn't. Miss. Star used that paddle to make puppet puppet bleed for Her. puppet enjoys when Miss. Star makes it do things for Her and puppet enjoys it more when She forces puppet out of its comfort zone. At some point today puppet will need to finish up the paddle that this Woman picked. It figures that She'd pick the one that wasn't even finished but such is life. puppet is making a few dollars on this sale and now it will get to see how O/others enjoy its items. Making these items is fun but it takes a lot of money to start doing it.

8/14/2014 12:41:28 AM
puppet doesn't need to be to work until 3 pm today. Right now it can't sleep so it figured that it would write today's journal right now. puppet has no idea what to write though. 

puppet knows that there are firearm enthusiast on this site and even some from its state (Massachusetts). puppet has 2 firearms that it wishes to sell. One is an M&P Sport 15 w/weaver rails (AR-15) (.223/5.56mm) and the other is a Sig SP2022 in .9mm If A/anyone is interested in either or both of these firearms please feel free to sent puppet a message. puppet is looking for $600 each but would be willing to negotiate (not for any scene play however since puppet is owned). To buy the M&P 15 Y/you will need to have a valid Class A LTC. The Sig requires at least a Class B LTC. Both firearms will come with one 10 round magazine. puppet has been trying to sell these for a while now and has already gone down on the price of the M&P15. puppet wouldn't be selling the M&P 15 if it didn't need the money. puppet has put less than 30 rounds through the M&P15 and it shot perfectly every time. For an extra $10 it will include the case that it's in. The Sig doesn't have a case because it came in a cardboard box.

Don't worry, this isn't just puppet putting up an ad to sell guns. puppet doesn't use this journal forum for stuff like usually but after being unemployed for a couple months some bills got behind and puppet needs the money more than it needs these firearms. puppet has other firearms that it MAY consider selling to the right P/person for the right price.

puppet is trying to find a second job and it's kind of regretting leaving the job it had. The pay was better even if the boss (puppet's father) sucked as a boss. Don't misunderstand puppet at all, its new job is great but the pay is less and the pay is biweekly. Being paid biweekly sucks because by the middle of week two puppet is desperate for cash. puppet is making an impression on, not only it's store manager but also its Territory Manager as well. puppet has put in such effort at this store and it's getting noticed. puppet is even being mentioned, as an example, to other stores by it's TM (Territory Manager). puppet has been streamlining things and making the store run better. 

There's times that puppet wishes society was like it is in Star Trek the Next Generation. Earth had done away with a monetary system and E/everyone is happy. puppet isn't really sure how that system would work but it would solve a lot of its problems......

puppet knows that this is a Kink site but this journal isn't going to about anything kinky. Sorry to disappoint Y/you but puppet just isn't in that mindset today.

Why is it that ALL problems seem to center around money? In some way, shape or form money seems to be involved in all problems.

puppet has always that if it could just hit the lottery ONE time it would be all set. Right now puppet would be happy to just win $10,000. That would take a lot of pressure of of its back.

puppet is now considering getting some help to manage its finances. puppet can't afford to pay for the service right now but it's beginning to see that it needs it.

It's also looking like puppet will need to cancel the massage therapy appoint it has for next week. It needs the massage but it just can't afford to do it right now. That's a HUGE bummer because puppet's back is starting to hurt big time.    

Ok, it's after 3:30 AM and puppet wants to try to get some sleep. It's doubtful that it will get much sleep at all though. Goodnight/good morning E/everone.

8/13/2014 3:51:43 AM
puppet is so tired from working nights. usually puppet spends so time ready some of the other entries but not today. puppet is going to write this, text Miss. Star and go back to sleep. 

puppet really wants Miss. Star and it to go down to CT to the Society. Miss. Star really enjoyed it there the last time W/we went. Ad to that that puppet's only has one more visit to become a full member and that Miss. Star and puppet will get to see some friends and it becomes a VERY good option. The down side is that puppet is working weekends now so it's really hard to get the time to go. Miss. Star also has to worry about finding a sitter for Her kids so it makes it tough for Her to go too. Maybe some day Her and puppet will make it down there again. 

puppet is thinking of asking Miss. Star if, on the days that it's working nights, if it can post its journal later. puppet is sure how She'd respond and it already faces some punishment for its call out on Her so it refuses to make it any worse.

Okay, puppet is going back to sleep now. Stay kinky and slightly naughty E/everyone.

8/12/2014 4:00:17 AM
puppet was happy to see that Miss. Star was good sport and did the Ice Bucket Challenge. puppet does fear how She's going to make it pay for giving Her that call out though......Miss. Star is VERY creative and slightly devious when it comes to making puppet suffer.

puppet hasn't been able to stop thinking about how it's going to be punished. Miss. Star does this on purpose just so that Y/you know. The fear and anticipation of the punishment is sometimes worse than the punishment itself. puppet doesn't enjoy Miss. Star punishing it but this is one case where it did this knowing it would be punished and puppet was willing to accept it.

Miss. Star is puppet's only call out that has actually done the challenge. That's kind of a disappointment but what can a simple little puppet do about that.

Thank You Miss. Star for stepping up and accepting the Ice Bucket Challenge. This proved to puppet, even more, how AMAZING You are and how much of a big heart You have.

Ever since the day puppet became Your property it has seemed to grow more and more in awe of You. The longer puppet serves You the more it realizes how special You really are. You keep surprising puppet and puppet hopes that those surprises never stop. 

8/11/2014 4:03:27 AM
Yesterday puppet was called out by its Sister on fro ALS Ice Bucket Challenge. puppet did it the same day just to get it over with. puppet didn't think too well about its call outs though......puppet called out Miss. Star (its Mistress/Owner) as well as 2 of Her Friends that are also Dommes. Miss. Star has given these Two Women prior permission to hurt puppet. puppet also called out a dear Friend of its, Miss. Nadia, but so far Miss. Star is the only One that has said She'll do it. One of the Other Dommes said that She'll just donate money instead. puppet is going to make a donation to help fight ALS too even though it did dump ice water on itself.

Miss. Star brought the point to puppet's attention on how 3 of the Women it chose can and will hurt it as They see fit because of this call out. To be fair, these Three Women can and do hurt puppet any time they wish to anyway so now it can be said that puppet has earned it.

puppet knows that when ALL Three of these Women (4 if They allow Miss. Nadia to join them) start its punishment that it will be so screwed. Miss. Star alone is a challenge for puppet and adding in the Other Women will make this an impossible task for puppet. It really doesn't matter if They all go One at a time or All at the same time. puppet has a feeling that it won't be sitting down for weeks.............

puppet isn't sure what's worse though, the knowledge that it will be punished but not knowing what the punishment is and when it's coming or the actual punishment itself. Right now puppet's brain is going a million miles per hour trying to figure out what is going to happen and if it can mitigate the punishments at all. puppet knows that it needs to take what will be dished out to it. Miss. Star, Miss. Nadia, Miss. Feather and Miss. Jewel have all expressed a desire to dump buckets of ice water on puppet for calling Them out. That may be the beginning, middle or end of its punishment or may not even be part of the punishment at all.

puppet has never been able to figure out what Miss. Star is planning. puppet always finds out when it's too late.    

8/10/2014 4:00:51 AM
puppet hopes that Miss. Star is enjoying Her vacation with Her F/family. puppet misses Her like crazy and this feeling will only get worse. puppet isn't going to be able to see Miss. Star at all this week so it will need to wait. 

Just think about Miss. Star makes puppet makes puppet horny. Thinking about Her on a beach makes puppet wish it was the sun so that it could caress the beautiful flesh of Her Divine body. Thinking of Her swimming makes puppet wish it could be the ocean so that it could hold Her in its embrace. 

Miss. Star has used puppet as a seat once and it would be an honor to be Her seat at the beach too. puppet wonders what P/people's reactions would be if T/they saw Miss. Star snap Her fingers and point to the ground where puppet instantly becomes a seat for Her to sit. puppet knows that it would be too lost in the pleasure of serving Miss. Star to notice any of T/their reactions.

Maybe Miss. Star would rather make puppet Her own personal "cabana boy" instead. puppet would kneel at Her side holding Her drink and food until She needed more. Once Miss. Star needed more food or drink puppet would get it for Her and once again resume its position on kneeling beside Her.

puppet is such a trained bitch that it wouldn't matter what Miss. Star wanted puppet would do it. puppet knows that it's an owned bitch and it's well aware of Who owns it.

Thank You for owning puppet Mistress and making puppet Your bitch. 

8/9/2014 4:01:03 AM
puppet had more dreams about Miss. Star last night. What does that mean? It means that puppet woke up horny and there isn't anything it's allowed to do about it. This is one of the down sides of having a Mistress that decides to take ownership of and control over your orgasms. puppet knows that Miss. Star enjoys to see it suffer and this is just another way that She can get Her enjoyment. To be honest though, puppet kind of enjoys this too.

If puppet is going to have its orgasm controlled by Someone it's glad that it's Miss. Star. Miss. Star isn't swayed by any of puppet's comments or , on the rare occasion that it actually whines about it.

Some P/people may say that Miss. Star is a Heartless Bitch but puppet disagrees with T/them. puppet doesn't see Miss. Star as a Bitch at all. As a matter of fact the only bitch in this relationship is puppet. puppet sees Miss. Star as a kindhearted, sweet and well rounded Woman that just so happens to have an Evil Sadist inside of Her that just happens to be a bit of a Little. puppet knows that it's a strange combination but She makes it work and it works AMAZINGLY well.

puppet does suggest though that if Y/you ever see Miss. Star do Her "Happy Little Sadist Dance" that Y/you run for cover but make sure You have a view of what is going to happen. The chances are, while Y/you run for cover and hide (very smart move too BTW) puppet isn't going to have that option. puppet isn't given many options normally anyway and that's what makes this relationship work.

8/8/2014 4:01:55 AM
No over sleeping for puppet today. puppet can't believe it did that yesterday.

On a non-kink note; puppet was asked to be the godfather of its nephew. puppet accepted with a HUGE smile on its face. 

Since Miss. Star is going to be away puppet took the opportunity to pick up some overtime this work week (we do a Thursday to Wednesday work week. we're weird like that). It's only 8 hours but it will help puppet out some extra money. puppet could really use it too because the pay is so much lower than what it was making at its last job.

puppet is still figuring out its new iPhone but it's starting to make sense. puppet made sure to set Miss. Star up with a saved fingerprint so that She may access the phone at any time that She chooses. Miss. Star loved the idea that puppet couldn't lock Her out of the phone. The process of putting Her fingerprint in annoyed Her because it took too long and had too many steps.

As long as Miss. Star is happy puppet can try to be happy too. puppet can only be happy though if Miss. Star allows it. 

puppet just had a strange idea.......Has A/anyone thought of starting a band where all of the instruments were subs and the Doms used them to make music? puppet thinks that that could be fun.  

8/7/2014 5:28:57 AM
puppet overslept today. it tried to write this on the website itself but puppet's computer won't let it access the site. Yesterday puppet went to see Miss. Star after work. On the way up there it stopped to help 3 college Girls that had smoking coming out of their car. puppet's first thought was that the car was on fire but luckily it wasn't. Like always when puppet visits Miss. Star, puppet made sure that it got all of Her work done for Her. puppet's back is killing it right now. on a side rant, collarspace won't allow puppet in but all of the sites will. Collarspace is the only saying that puppet's internet has an issue. At the end of the night puppet got the huge honor of kissing Miss. Star's new shoes. puppet both loves it and hates it when Miss. Star wears open toed shoes. Miss. Star's feet are so amazing that just the sight of them makes puppet horny as hell. As a matter of fact just thinking and writing about them does too. Miss. Star knows this and puppet is sure that She does this stuff on purpose. puppet is going to miss Miss. Star while She's away but it will be dreaming about Her every night. Once again puppet sorry for the late journal entry.

8/6/2014 4:02:14 AM
puppet hopes that collarspace fixed its issue from yesterday. puppet was unable to post its journal on time because it kept getting an error message from the sight. puppet emailed its journal to Miss. Star and than emailed it to itself and posted it from it new iPhone. If puppet has the same issue today it won't be happy.

puppet is going to go see Miss. Star today it's excited about that. She will be going away with family for a little while so puppet won't be seeing Her. That makes puppet sad but it will have to deal with that.

Maybe Miss. Star will allow puppet to get an extra dose of the pheromones that it's addicted to. puppet can get this by licking Her feet, sucking on Her toes, burying its face in Her shoes and inhaling for a while or even licking the insole of Her shoes.

puppet could also lick Miss. Star's armpits IF She allowed. puppet has only done armpit licking with one Woman before and never even mentioned the interest to Miss. Star that it can recall. For those that may be interested in it puppet recommends that the the P/person getting T/their armpits licked doesn't wear deodorant that day. deodorant has a nasty taste and can get Y/you sick.    

By the way, Miss. Star has the most amazing feet that puppet has ever had the honor to sniff, lick, suck on and kiss. 

8/5/2014 7:32:58 AM
puppet woke up horny as hell this morning. It had several dreams last night and ALL of them involved and were centered around Miss. Star. The craziest one involved Miss. Star having puppet transform into marionette and then Her doing its make-up. Miss. Star made sure to do the make-up embarrassingly and humiliatingly slutty. She then blind folded puppet (no gag because She didn't want to mess up the lipstick) and led puppet out to Her car. puppet had no idea where She was taking it but found out shortly. After Miss. Star parked Her car She got puppet out and led it a short ways still blind folded. She made puppet kneel and added a collar and leash to marionette's uniform and removed the blindfold. She had taken puppet to a local mall. "Come along bitch, we need to get you more outfits" She said. puppet was lead inside and to EVERY Women's clothing store in the mall. Miss. Star made puppet try on several outfits at each one and show it off to Her and the Sales Women. Miss. Star even made a point to stop by the make-up counters at Sears and Macy's to have The Women there do color matching and other make-up stuff to puppet. By the time Miss. Star and puppet went back to Her car puppet's panties were soaked with cum and puppet couldn't tell You which way was up. Without the collar and leash puppet may have forgotten how to leave the mall. That's just a brief overview of that one dream. puppet sometimes wonders how it ever agreed to have its orgasm controlled but it's too late to back out of it now.

8/4/2014 4:02:16 AM
puppet would like to clarify something that it wrote yesterday. puppet mentioned that it was hopeful that Miss. Star would push its limits and make use of its "kinky bucket list". What puppet meant to say with that is that IF Miss. Star chooses to do these things that it's done in a way that pleases Her. puppet wants Miss. Star to get the pleasure and satisfaction while at the same time puppet can receive its pleasure from knowing that Miss. Star was pleased.

An example of what puppet means is its fantasy of being "gang raped" by several Women with strap-ons. If this happens puppet would rather Miss. Star have it done in a way that puppet doesn't feel any pleasure from it. They only People that should get pleasure are Miss. Star and the other Women that She allows to engage in this activity.

These feeling could also be why puppet craves an extreme tease and denial experience with Miss. Star. It's just another example of Miss. Star getting enjoyment while puppet will suffer at Her hands.

puppet needs to make it perfectly clear that this isn't it trying to "top from the bottom". puppet isn't even making suggestions for Miss. Star. puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't stand for either one of those activities. puppet is simply doing what Miss. Star demanded of it, over a year ago, and that is to use this journal to record what it's thinking and feeling.

Ever since becoming Miss. Star's slave puppet's mind has been opening up more. puppet has experienced great times with Miss. Star and has learned to tell when "evil" thoughts are entering Her mind..........Sometimes. 

puppet can't imagine a Woman better than Miss. Star. If one does exist the laws of the universe probably wouldn't allow two such forces to exist in the same hemisphere of this planet. It would probably destroy the fabric of the universe if such powers met.

8/3/2014 3:59:59 AM
puppet is still getting used to its new phone. These iPhones are confusing. puppet has been having some fun with Siri though. 

puppet and Miss. Star didn't go and spend time with O/our Friend yesterday but puppet is thinking of doing that this week. Of course to do so puppet would need permission from Miss. Star first.

Miss. Star is the most important Person in puppet's life and puppet will do anything for Her.

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will start pushing certain limits of its. Miss. Star knows where puppet stands on thins and hopefully She knows what limits can't be pushed.

puppet has full trust and faith in Miss. Star. She knows the things that are on puppet's "kinky bucket list" and She has that information all to Herself.

Well, puppet needs to get to work now. puppet will post again tomorrow.



8/2/2014 3:26:30 AM
puppet got its new phone in yesterday. Now when these blogs say it was posted from puppet's iPhone it will be right. puppet had to go into work for 5:30 A.M but it will be leaving early today. puppet is trying to post this between customers. puppet and Miss. Star may be going to see a Friend today after puppet gets out of work. puppet was going to ask for Miss. Star to allow it no to post today but it decided that it would be better to post something. Miss. Star doesn't give too many approved "no journal days". We'll, puppet has work to do.

8/1/2014 3:59:27 AM
puppet was kind of bummed yesterday. It ordered a new phone on Wednesday night and paid for expedited shipping and it didn't arrive yesterday as T-Mobile said it would. puppet finally got a tracking a number and it's indicating that it just shipped TODAY! puppet better get it today or it will be calling T-Mobile and demanding a refund on shipping. The option stated 1-2 days and today is day 2. Sorry but puppet has been without a phone for over a month now and it wants it.

puppet has today off work but it needs to go in at 5 A.M. on Saturday. That's not going to be fun but such is the life of management.

After work on Saturday puppet and Miss. Star may be visiting Miss. Feather because She's having a rough time right now. puppet considers Miss. Feather a friend, even though She is one of its Superior Pack Members, and puppet wants to help Her however it could.

  



7/31/2014 4:00:38 AM
puppet spent last night with Miss. Star at Her work. It was a good time. puppet showed up early and dropped off flowers to surprise Her. It may have only been a dozen and half roses but it made Miss. Star smile and puppet knows that She appreciated them.

Miss. Star also confirmed what puppet had suspected this week and that is that She knew EXACTLY what She was doing when She let puppet off orgasm restriction. The things that Her mind comes up with make puppet crave Her even more.

Yesterday She was wearing sandals or even being barefoot and it seemed, to puppet at least, that She was teasing it with Her feet and toes. Miss. Star knows how much of a foot fetish Her puppet has, and how much it LOVES Her feet and toes, so puppet can't put it past Her that She'd tease puppet like this. puppet would have done anything to smell, kiss, lick and sick on Her toes or even Her sandals at that point. Getting the chance to smell and taste the feet of Miss. Star and to ingest any of the pheromones that She lets off is puppet's version of scoring drugs from a dealer. Miss. Star and Her pheromones ARE puppet's drug and it's addicted. 

puppet is convinced that Miss. Star enjoys having it addicted to Her. She feeds off of puppet's discomfort and suffering.

Even at the end of the night when puppet hugged Miss. Star, and gave Her a kiss on the neck, puppet felt like it was going to cum in its pants right there. The perfume that Miss. Star wears has become permeated puppet's brain and become associated with Her and pleasure. puppet has a feeling it will never be able to smell that perfume again without getting extremely aroused.

my name is puppet and i'm addicted to Miss. Star. Because of this addicting Miss. Star has no problem turning this slave into Her complete and utter bitch. There's no cure for puppet's situation, nor would it want one. 

7/30/2014 3:59:14 AM
puppet got home at almost 11 P.M last night and went to bed at almost 2 A.M. puppet's friend Miss. Nadia wanted it to call Her so it did and W/we chatted from 11 P.M until Midnight. No matter how late puppet goes to sleep though it still must make this journal entry by 7 A.M or Miss. Star will punish it.

puppet will be picking up its paycheck today at work and than it'll be off to see Miss. Star. Last week Miss. Star bought sushi to share with puppet and this week puppet is buying. puppet enjoys having Sushi with Miss. Star.

puppet hopes to be allowed to cook for Miss. Star again at some point. puppet enjoys cooking for Her because She enjoys having puppet cook for Her as well as eating what puppet cooks. puppet will plan out something to cook for Miss. Star so that it has an idea what to make when opportunity arises again.

Well, puppet is still very tired so it's going back to sleep. Have a kinky day E/everyone.

7/29/2014 3:59:06 AM
puppet is having a rough go at  getting back into this state of denial that Miss. Star enjoys keeping it in. puppet is fighting through though because it doesn't really have any choice in the matter. Miss. Star wishes it so puppet MUST do it.

puppet is convinced that Miss. Star knew exactly how torturous it would be for puppet to be allowed to enjoy itself freely, which felt odd and wrong to puppet as it was doing it, and than restart denial a week or so later. puppet is now convinced that this was all part of a Sadist plot by Miss. Star. She warned puppet before day one that She was a Sadist and puppet keeps being reminded of that and sometimes in different ways.

Miss. Star has a very keen way of surprising Her puppet. Every time puppet feels that it knows what to expect from Miss. Star She does something it didn't expect. Most "normal" slaves would probably stop trying to figure Her out after a year of failure but puppet is determined to figure Her out.

Miss. Star says that She's a "Walking Contradiction" and puppet has seen why She believes that.

puppet learned a long time ago that Miss. Star has a way of getting into its head and She seems to have taken up permanent residence there. puppet feels like it has stopped fighting the path She has chosen for it but only Miss. Star can tell puppet if that's true.

Well, puppet is working the night shift tonight so it's going back to sleep.  

7/28/2014 3:53:40 AM
Last night puppet had another one of its erotic dreams. It felt so real that when puppet woke up it expected to still be restrained to a bed. puppet was kind of sad when it realized that it was just a dream. 

In this dream Miss. Star "offered", in Her Own special way, to allow puppet to experience being edged by Her. puppet was only too eager to comply with any demands that Miss. Star has so it agreed. She told puppet to strip completely naked and lay down on the bed. No sooner did puppet lay down than Miss. Star was sitting on its chest restraining one of its arms. "This is to keep you on the bed and to prevent you from touching yourself when things get too intense."

puppet gave Miss. Star a quizzical look at when She stated "when things get too intense". In the back of puppet's mind it knew that speaking and asking Her what She meant by that would just cause puppet to get into trouble so it didn't say a word. After Miss. Star had puppet's arms restrained She did the same to feet. At that point She started laughing and said "That look you gave me was priceless bitch. Yes, things will be getting very intense and you may even start crying with frustration but I won't stop."

Before puppet could say a single thing Miss. Star took out the double ended dildo gag and gagged Her puppet. At this point puppet now sported two hard cocks for Miss. Star to enjoy but enjoyment was going to be short lived for puppet. Miss. Star started out with slow stroking of puppet's hard cock (The one that She took Ownership of shortly after puppet met Her). She would jerk it hard and rough as well as slow and sensually. She made it a point to squeeze it as well as the attached balls.

The entire time that Miss. Star was teasing Her puppet She would be taunting it too. She would be saying things like "Come on bitch, you want to cum don't you? So do it!" and than She'd stop stroking. She'd even sit on the protruding end of the dildo gag riding it to orgasm after orgasm while constantly bring puppet right to edge and denying it release. Miss. Star could see the tears starting to flow from puppet's eyes as well as the tears of frustration coming from the cock that She's been playing with for hours.     

Miss. Star asked puppet, after about 5 hours of edging and tease and denial, if it wanted to earn an orgasm. puppet nodded its head vigorously which made Miss. Star smile. "Good than I'll remove this gag and You can beg properly like a good little bitch" Miss. Star told Her puppet. As soon as the gag was removed puppet said "this little bitch will do anything You demand Mistress. This bitch will fulfill Your every wish Mistress. Please allow Your puppet to cum."

Miss. Star looked like She was thinking about it for a second before She climbed back up on the bed and put Her, glorious, ass to puppet's mouth and demanded that it be licked and tongue fucked for as long as She wanted. This had to have gone on for hours before She turned around and made puppet do the same to Her, Divine, pussy. Through out this She would reach back and give the cock a few strokes or a few smacks. She wanted to keep puppet's frustration level up.

After Miss. Star was done having puppet lick Her pussy and ass (She rotated several times) She looked at puppet, put the gag back in and informed it that the edging and denial weren't over yet. puppet started to struggle against its bonds but it was a futile attempt.

Miss. Star kept edging puppet for several more hours before She was ready to go to sleep. She was drained from all of the orgasms that She had at puppet's expense so She invited a Friend over. Before the friend arrived Miss. Star hooded puppet so that it couldn't see who this Friend was. The dildo gag was still in place and ready for use though. This Friend never spoke a word to puppet but puppet could feel the hands of a Woman bring it close to orgasm again and again.

Not only was puppet being denied orgasm it was also being denied sleep. By the time Miss. Star woke up puppet's brain had melted. puppet was nothing but a shell of the male creature it once was. puppet still wasn't allowed orgasm but it was untied and told to service Both Miss. Star and Her Friend orally to thank them for this treatment. puppet did so automatically because it's brain was unable to think for itself anymore.

What puppet didn't know was that Miss. Star was getting this entire thing on video so that She could share puppet's torture over and over again.



Dreams like this make puppet sad that it isn't allowed orgasm. Thank You for controlling Your bitch Mistress.     

7/27/2014 3:34:16 AM
Being put back into orgasm denial is being tough on puppet. It's going on day two and puppet is already horny as hell and craving an orgasm. Did Miss. Star know that allowing puppet to freely orgasm at will would make it hard to go back to denial? This may be the most Sadistic thing She's done if that's the case. 

puppet knows that Miss. Star knows exactly what She's doing before She does anything. She's probably well aware of the torment that this would be causing puppet and when She reads this She'll smile and laugh. At least puppet won't be able to hear Her laugh though. puppet found out early on that Miss. Star's laugh has an arousing affect on it. 

The more control Miss. Star exerts over puppet the more puppet feels the need to give Her more control. At what point will this cycle end? it probably won't end until puppet doesn't have any control over anything that it once did. puppet knows that it can't resist giving Miss. Star control of any aspect of its life that She wishes.

puppet has been looking at a type of GPS tracking device that could hang from a collar. puppet has thought about buying it so that if/when Miss. Star chooses to bestow Her collar upon it She can track it at all times. puppet actually like the idea of Miss. Star being able to know exactly where it is at all times. This doesn't mean that She will check it every day but it gives Her the option. This GPS device also has a "paging" option that i suspect Miss. Star would have a lot of fun with. 

7/26/2014 3:31:15 AM
Last night Miss. Star informed puppet that it She was putting it back into orgasm denial. Last night was its last free time to orgasm and puppet did take advantage of it. To be honest it felt weird being able to cum whenever puppet wanted to. puppet hopes that it isn't too difficult for it to get back into the routine of having Miss. Star control its orgasms again.

puppet is glad that it was able to enjoy itself for a little while though. There's never any telling how long Miss. Star will be making puppet wait. It's times like this that puppet wishes it had a chastity device to put back on. That would at least remove any and all temptations from it. Maybe, eventually, puppet can afford one.

puppet is thankful and honored that Miss. Star wishes to, and enjoys, taking control of puppet's orgasms. puppet lives to serve and please Miss. Star.

puppet needs to avoid being punished and talking about this is making puppet horny.

 

7/25/2014 3:50:34 AM
For some reason puppet's brain hasn't been wanting to work lately.

All that puppet can think about lately is Miss. Star. puppet has never seen Miss. Star in the state of mind that She's in now. puppet feels so completely helpless and it doesn't like this feeling. puppet wishes that it could take this pain and hurt from Her.

There isn't anything that puppet would deny Miss. Star so puppet will do anything Miss. Star wants it to do to help Her. 

puppet wants to do something special for Miss. Star. puppet knows Miss. Star wants to see the 50 Shades or Grey movie but that isn't coming out until Valentine's Day. It also so happens to be the day of the Winter FFF. puppet doesn't know what it can do any time soon but it will come up with something

7/24/2014 3:57:07 AM
puppet got to see Miss. Star yesterday. Miss. Star did a lot of talking and puppet did a lot of listening. puppet isn't going to get into what Miss. Star and it talked about because it's protected under "Mistress/bitch confidentiality". puppet can only hope that it helped Miss. Star work thorough this even a little bit. 

Yesterday Miss. Star wanted sushi but puppet couldn't afford any. She ended up buying some for U/us. Sushi is a favorite food of Miss. Star and puppet. puppet actually met Miss. Star, for the first time, for sushi.

puppet hopes that Miss. Star realizes that it's hear for Her through think and thin. Miss. Star is extremely important to puppet and it will always do anything it can to help Her.

To be honest, puppet really wants to beat the crap out of the Person that hurt Miss. Star (emotionally) but it can't do it for a couple reasons. In the end, all that puppet can do is be there for Miss. Star and help Her through all of this.

7/23/2014 3:21:03 AM
puppet is hopeful that it will see Miss. Star today. Her beauty and charm will make puppet's week.

puppet is very tired this morning because it got home late last night from work. at least it doesn't have to work today so it can go back to sleep.

puppet doesn't have any idea what to write today. It seems like its brain is in still in sleep mode. 

Not much is happening in puppet's life. The job is going well and puppet's boss is happy with its work.

Sorry that this journal is short and boring. puppet may end up writing a second one later on today.



7/22/2014 3:39:23 AM
puppet is going to be working the night shift at work today. It needs to learn how to close just in case it needs to do so. This means it will be going in around 3 PM and working until 10:30 PM. With that said, puppet will be going back to sleep after it posts this. puppet hopes that it can get a few hours more sleep.

So last night puppet had an odd dream. 

In this dream Miss. Star was keeping puppet in a small cage in Her basement. While in this cage puppet was gagged with a dildo gag, naked and hogtied so that it couldn't move too much. Whenever Miss. Star didn't have a use for Her puppet it would be put in this cage in this manner. 

Since puppet was unable to scream or move it gave Miss. Star the opportunity to torture it mercilessly (She can do that whenever She wishes really). Sometimes, Miss. Star, would take a pair of Her worn panties and put them on puppet's head. Sometimes the crotch would be at puppet's nose and other times it would be the ass of the panties. The smell of Miss. Star's Divine ass and pussy would keep driving puppet wild and She enjoyed its suffering.

Only a few people knew that puppet was in the basement and Miss. Star wanted to keep it that way.

Miss. Star spent so much time dehumanizing puppet that eventually it forgot who it once was and what life was like outside the service of Miss. Star.

This was a very erotic dream and puppet only wishes that it could put everything it dreamt into words but it can't. puppet feels that this is just its mind accepting that it will do anything and suffer anything that Miss. Star demands of it. She is the Divine Ruler of puppet's world and it serves Her.    
 

7/21/2014 3:31:56 AM
Miss. Star cut Her hair the other day. This came as a shock to puppet because She loves her long hair. Don't misunderstand puppet for a second please, Miss. Star would still be absolutely stunning if She shaved Her head bald and waxed it shiny everyday. The shorter hair will take some getting used to but it's just hair and it will grow back.

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star allows puppet to visit Her this week. puppet is shaking because it hasn't seen Miss. Star in too long. puppet would give anything at this moment to see and smell Miss. Star, to inhale the addictive pheromones given off by Her. puppet wishes to kiss Her Divine feet and rub them as well.

puppet lives to be of service to Miss. Star and because of that it will gladly do everything that She asks.
 

7/20/2014 3:29:16 AM
puppet got to go and see its new nephew today. he's so tiny but so cute. puppet is happy to be an uncle once again.

puppet has no idea what to write to today. What's funny is that, usually, when puppet says that it types a lot. maybe it's the typing that wakes puppet up and kick starts its brain. It's not looking like today will be one of those days. puppet's brain is shut down and it won't turn on. That's a bummer really.

Well, puppet suspects that Miss. Star won't be happy with this journal entry and it may be required to make another one tonight if She isn't.

7/19/2014 3:30:41 AM
puppet has no idea what to type today and it's running out of time. 

puppet is enjoying its new job. The pay isn't what it was making before but it should be able to get by. Worst case is that puppet gets a second job. The down side to a second job is that it will mean less time it can spend with Miss. Star.

Speaking of Miss. Star, puppet hasn't been able to see Her for a couple of weeks now and the withdrawals SUCK!! Miss. Star is puppet's drug and puppet is EXTREMELY addicted to Her. Just Her scent is enough to send puppet into euphoria. To hear Her voice and to touch Her Divine flesh is an entirely different level.

puppet is hopeful that it will see Miss. Star on its next day off (Wednesday). puppet really wants to hold Miss. Star and never let Her go.

Maybe, if Miss. Star is willing, She can stay in Her chair and puppet will do all of the lottery and She can teach it the register there so that She doesn't need to do anything. Between customers puppet can rub Her feet or give Her a massage. The more work puppet can do for Miss. Star the easier Her day will be. 

7/18/2014 3:30:58 AM
puppet thinks that a lot of Y/you may be interested in this item:
https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/ambrosia-vibe-world-s-first-bionic-strap-on-that-vibrates-when-touched/x/8194204#home

If You're a Domme that enjoys using strap-ons than You may find this enjoyable. If Y/you're a slave (male or female) Y/you may wish to consider this too. Whether Y/you buy of for Y/yourself or for Y/your Mistress is up to Y/you.

puppet has been following this item for only a short time but concept is amazing. puppet has contributed to this funding campaign and looks forward to seeing the end result.

puppet had the idea to get this for Miss. Star because it is always focusing on Her pleasure. This is the ideal way for Her to gain even more enjoyment out of using a strap-on.

On a different note, puppet is going to become an uncle again today. puppet's sister is going to be having Her baby but W/we don't know if it's a boy or Girl yet.

On another different note, puppet wants to find a way to cheer up Miss. Star. She's been very sad and puppet wants Her to know how loved and cherished She is. puppet has a few ideas in mind but it doesn't know what will work and what wont. All that puppet wants to do is put a smile on Her face because She has such a beautiful smile and because a happy Miss. Star is a fun Miss. Star.

Well, puppet needs to hope in the shower and than head to work. 

7/17/2014 4:00:28 AM
Miss. Star has been sad and She finally told puppet why. It really upsets puppet when S/someone hurts its Mistress, even when that hurt is emotional. Some P/people just don't understand how special Miss. Star is or how Amazing of a Person She is. There's no reason to do this to ANY Woman let alone Miss. Star. 

YES this is going to be a rant! It's going to be a rant because puppet is upset. puppet has met this Person that hurt Miss. Star and even it didn't suspect that this would happen. puppet is usually a better judge of P/people than this. Maybe, if puppet had known more about this Person, it could have predicted this but W/we'll never know.

IF a Woman is kind enough to allow Y/you into Her heart than Y/you DO NOT shred it apart!!

puppet understands that N/nobody is perfect (except Miss. Star) and that P/people make mistakes (except for Miss. Star) but that still isn't an excuse for what this Person did. 

puppet can only hope that this doesn't cause Miss. Star to lose hope in love. 

You're an EXTREMELY Beautiful Woman Mistress and any male or Female would be lucky to be Your's. This Person may not have been the right one for You. puppet would never say anything negative about this Person but You obviously deserve better Mistress. 

7/16/2014 3:58:46 AM
Yesterday Miss. Star lifted Her restriction on puppet's orgasms. She informed puppet that it can enjoy itself until further notice. This is uncharted territory for puppet because Miss. Star has never done this before. One big problem will be if puppet masturbates too often and for too long it may be hard (pun intended) to go back to the restrictions. This may turn out to be a blessing and a curse but puppet knows that Miss. Star has a reason for everything that She does.

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star allows it to visit Her today. It's been over a week since puppet has seen its Mistress and the withdrawals are getting worse.

puppet woke up in the middle of the night because it could have sworn that it heard Miss. Star pounding on its window and yelling at it. The freaky part is that puppet's bedroom is on the second story of a house.....puppet knows that Miss. Star is powerful but is She really that powerful? If Miss. Star has the power to invade puppet's mind, from a distance, than She is much more powerful than puppet thought.

puppet thinks that You're such amazing Woman Mistress. puppet exists only because You allow it and it only exists for the reasons that You allow. You have claimed puppet, taken control of it and made it Your bitch and now puppet can't think of a better life for itself.    

7/15/2014 3:34:21 AM
It turns out that puppet will be getting its first pay check this week....YAY!! It's a lot less than it was making before but it will have to make do with it. The sad part is that it won't even be enough to get puppet's phone turned back on. puppet may have to look for a second job so that it can have extra money.

The biggest down side puppet can see of working two jobs is that it will have less time to spend with Miss. Star. puppet's world revolves around the Woman that owns its heart, body and mind. Miss. Star has become such an integral part of puppet's existence that without Her it wouldn't be able to function.

puppet is still trying to figure out how it will get new stockings for marionette. puppet also feels that a garter belt would add a lot to the look. puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will help it pick out a set of stockings and garter belt for marionette. puppet will wear anything if it means making Miss. Star happy.

While the name "marionette" was 100% Miss. Star's idea the french maid outfit was puppet's......Was it a good idea or bad idea isn't clear but puppet does enjoy when Miss. Star orders marionette to show up. 

puppet really needs a few things for marionette and they include: Stockings and garter belt (mentioned earlier), make-up, fake nails and a better wig (plus ANYTHING else that Miss. Star wants marionette to have). Becoming marionette for Miss. Star is a joy. puppet believes that Miss. Star enjoys it so much because when puppet becomes marionette it isn't even the least bit passable.  

7/14/2014 3:31:47 AM
Today is Miss. Star's birthday and puppet wants to wish Her a VERY happy birthday.

One down side to working again is having limited time to spend with Miss. Star. puppet is happy that it has Wednesday off but it doesn't know if it will have enough gas to go anywhere. puppet's need for this first paycheck is HUGE.

puppet really needs to see Miss. Star though because if it goes too long without seeing Her the withdrawals get pretty bad. It's already been a week and puppet can feel itself going through Miss. Star withdrawals. Every P/person has T/their drug and puppet's drug is Miss. Star.

puppet has a question.....How long can a male creature, such as itself, go without orgasm before it goes insane? puppet isn't even sure how long it's been so far. puppet thinks that it's been at least a month and maybe two. This kind of thing happens because Miss. Star took control of puppet's orgasms. She owns puppet's cock, balls, orgasms and cum so She can decide what happens to each one, when and even how. Miss. Star owns every other part of puppet's body too by the way.



7/13/2014 3:30:08 AM
Miss. Star's birthday is coming up and puppet is broke. it has the perfect idea for a present for Her and it can only hope that it will still be available when it gets paid. puppet hopes that Miss. Star understands the delay in getting Her a present. puppet's new job pays bi-weekly which puppet has done before but isn't used of. 

puppet can only focus on making Miss. Star happy and making up for mistakes it has made. Unlike Miss. Star puppet isn't perfect. puppet is merely an imperfect male creature trying to live in Miss. Star's world at Her Glorious feet.

puppet knows that since it has become Miss. Star's property (and Her bitch) its act reflect on Her. It doesn't matter where puppet is or what it's doing, it doesn't even matter if the P/people around know about Miss. Star, all that matters is that puppet makes Her look great. puppet will always try to be on its best behavior so that Miss. Star doesn't get mad at it.

Miss. Star means everything to puppet because without Her puppet wouldn't exist. puppet was a lost and misguided male creature before Miss. Star and now its life has purpose and meaning. 

Thank You Miss. Star.

7/12/2014 3:29:00 AM
puppet really doesn't like working weekends but it has to now. It shouldn't be too bad since puppet is a manager and doesn't actually have to leave the office if doesn't want to. puppet does have a few things that it wants to get done this weekend at work though so it should be plenty busy. 

puppet is still saddened that Miss. Star is still mad at it. hopefully She will find it in Her heart to forgive puppet soon. Miss. Star is a very fair and compassionate Woman and puppet is lucky to be Her's.

puppet feels that the worst punishment it could face knowing that it is the reason Miss. Star is upset. That's followed very closely by Miss. Star ignoring it. puppet seems to be experiencing both for the past week and it hurts puppet a lot. puppet has never...NEVER seen Miss. Star this mad at it and it hopes to never see it again.

It seems that every time puppet feels things are going smoothly it ends up saying or doing something stupid and screws everything up. puppet isn't doing it on purpose but it also has no idea why it's happening.

puppet is, not only infatuated with Miss. Star, it is deeply in love with Her. puppet will do anything to make Miss. Star happy even if that means reexamining its hard limits list to make things more open for Miss. Star. Don't miss understand puppet, its hard limits list isn't that big. It only has a few items on it.

puppet feels that it belongs at Your feet Mistress. puppet was born to be Your bitch and it feels that You were born to be its Queen. 

7/11/2014 3:31:59 AM
puppet has started working on a story of erotic fiction. puppet really enjoys using itself as the character that gets turned into a slave. All of puppet's stories are based on its mind control fetish and it has a few online already. A link to puppet's other stories is: http://mcstories.com/Authors/airman1030.html

Some of these stories are still a "work in progress" and puppet just needs to get back to them so it can write more chapters. The problem is that each one was written at different points in puppet's life and were inspired in different ways. puppet would hate to add a new chapter to an old story only to realize that it didn't flow with the original.

It's probably going to take puppet a while to write this story (unless Miss. Star demands it to be done sooner of course) and then puppet will send it to Miss. Star for Her approval to post it online. If She denies puppet permission to post it than it will remain on puppet's hard drive forever.

At some point puppet will finish all of the stories that it has started and it might even publish them in a book. It would be great to have a book full of all of puppet's stories so that they could reach a larger group of people.

Well, puppet needs to get showered and ready for work. puppet will make sure to update Y/you when its new story is done and IF Miss. Star allows it to be posted online.  

7/10/2014 4:00:23 AM
WOW!! puppet overslept and almost missed its deadline to post this journal. That would would not have been good because Miss. Star is already still mad at it. For this reason puppet's journal today will probably be shorter than normal.

puppet has today off and no idea what to do today. puppet knows that it needs a haircut but it needs to wait until it gets a paycheck first.

puppet really needs to find an interesting hobby to occupy it on its days off. puppet used to write erotic fiction but now that Miss. Star controls its orgasms it makes it very difficult. Maybe puppet will work on one today.

Well, this will be the end of today's journal. At least puppet was able to get it done on time today. puppet's alarm was set for 6 A.M so it could get up for work and when it went off puppet changed it 6:30 but the alarm was never turned back on. Sometimes puppet is just an idiot.

 



7/9/2014 3:32:05 AM
puppet got to do its first job as a constable yesterday. It was an interesting and educational experience.

puppet was saddened yesterday because Miss. Star didn't give it permission to visit Her. She's still mad at puppet and puppet has no idea how to fix this.

Miss. Star has NEVER been this mad at puppet and puppet hopes that it never happens again. puppet knows better than to upset Miss. Star and it didn't do this on purpose.

All puppet can do is hope that Miss. Star knows puppet's heart by now and that She forgives it.

Yesterday, after puppet posted its journal, it went back to sleep for a couple more hours. In a state of sleep that's partially awake and partially asleep puppet experienced something that it has only experienced one before. puppet had a "dream orgasm" but it felt everything to the point that puppet jumped out of bed expecting to see a wet spot on the bed and cum all over itself. There wasn't any though and it took puppet a couple of minutes to realize that it must have been just a dream. How do these mental orgasm happen without cum actually being released? puppet could have sworn it felt cum shoot out and it felt like a large quantity of it too.

Maybe this mental orgasm is a sign that puppet has been denied too long? puppet isn't sure but what it does know is that only Miss. Star can give it permission to cum so it must wait. 

7/8/2014 4:01:26 AM
What does it say about a male that wishes to be anally gang raped by a group of Women wearing strap-ons? puppet has had this dream several times and now it's extremely curious how this experience would feel. If Miss. Star was willing to set this up, puppet wouldn't want to know when, where, how it was going to go down or even how many Women would be involved. puppet's hope would be that Miss. Star would be the Woman to take its anal cherry though. This entire scene would be consensual non-consent and puppet wouldn't have any way out. puppet's safe word would be suspended for this and it would be helpful if it was restrained so that it couldn't get away no matter how hard it tried.

Add into this some swats with Miss. Star's cane and/or riding crop as this was going on and maybe even some degrading and humiliating comments made by the Women and puppet might actually end up enjoying itself.

The thing about puppet's dreams/fantasies is that Women keep going until THEY'RE satisfied and puppet's feeling are completely ignored. If puppet ends up passing out they Women can still continue on.

puppet's mouth and ass are both at the disposal of these Women and they seem to keep puppet "spit roasted" most of the time.

It's not certain that puppet will end up enjoying this experience and that's what makes it interesting. This kind of thing isn't on puppet's hard limits list anymore so it doesn't matter how puppet feels about it happening. If Miss. Star enjoys Herself and puppet doesn't than She can do it as often as She wishes.   

7/7/2014 3:33:22 AM
puppet finally heard back from Miss. Star last night. She's upset and disappointed in Her puppet because of what happened on Friday. This hurts puppet more than any implement that She could use on it.

puppet has offered its apology and thrown itself on Her alter in hopes of forgiveness. puppet can see that things went too far and that it really needs to think more before it speaks.

Miss. Star is extremely important to puppet and She deserves so much better from puppet. puppet is worried about what is going to happen from here because it has never seen Miss. Star this upset.

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will allow it to visit Her tomorrow and maybe Her and it can talk. By that puppet means She will talk and it will be listening of course. puppet has already explained itself to Her so it doesn't need to keep doing that.

It seems like every time things are going great with Miss. Star puppet does or says something stupid. puppet has no idea why that is but it knows that it isn't doing it on purpose.

puppet can only hope that it time Miss. Star will forgive it. puppet offers itself to Her for judgement and sentencing. 
   

7/6/2014 4:00:34 AM
Either Miss. Star was busy yesterday or She's extremely pissed off at puppet. puppet knows that Miss. Star did have plans yesterday so it is possible that She was just too busy to respond to it. puppet is hopeful that that's what the reason is.

puppet got the 3 specialty packs that it ordered from Cards Against Humanity yesterday. It figures that it would come in the day after it played the game. puppet has no idea when the next time the game will be played is.

While looking around FL the other day puppet found an ad for a very interesting strap-on. This strap-on has pressure sensitive vibrations. The vibrations are for the wearer's pleasure and the more pressure applied to it by either sucking on it or being fucked by it with increase the pleasure to the wearer. When puppet told Miss. Star about this device She seemed very interested in getting one. To be honest, puppet hopes that Miss. Star does get one and uses it on it mercilessly.

puppet can't believe ho time has just flown past while it was writing this journal. It's almost time that it needs to be posted and there isn't a lot typed. It looks like puppet is out of time.

Have a great day E/everyone. puppet loves You Mistress.

7/5/2014 3:50:55 AM
Things went a little bad yesterday...well, technically it was this morning (shortly after midnight). It seems that puppet made a comment, in response to a comment from someone else, that puppet took as a joke. puppet believes in the old adage of "don't dish it if Y/you can't take it." It appears that this individual was unable to take what he dished because it was a sensitive area for him.

puppet isn't upset that this person got mad at it for saying it but puppet is upset that it upset Miss. Star by saying what it did. Upsetting Miss. Star is never something that puppet wants to do. Sometimes it happens by accident and puppet always pays the price for it. 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star knows that it wasn't trying to upset Her. puppet also wants to apologize to Miss. Star for saying what it did. Other than this ONE incident the night was fun.

puppet got home just before 1 A.M. this morning and it needs to be at work at 10 A.M. One this is for sure and that's that puppet isn't a 20 something anymore so too many nights like this will catch up with it.

puppet will suffer through anything just to spend time with Miss. Star though.

puppet is hopeful that things will cool down overnight or, at the very longest, over the next couple of days.  

7/4/2014 4:02:00 AM
puppet's first day at its new job was yesterday and it went well. puppet had to learn the computer system and do paperwork. puppet isn't working today but it is working on Saturday, Sunday and Monday. It felt good to be working again.

puppet has offered to allow Miss. Star to mark it via cutting. Cutting is on puppet's hard limits list but it's something that She has been wanting to do. puppet had told Miss. Star a while back that it would consider trying it and it just felt like to the right time to offer. 

puppet has absolute trust in Miss. Star and wishes to show its devotion to Her every way that it can. puppet suggested that She cut a Star right above its heart but in the end the symbol and placing will be Her choice if She does this. This will be a way for puppet to be marked as Her property forever, assuming the cut scars over. At the very least, Miss. Star will get the pleasure and satisfaction of inflicting pain onto Her puppet as well as knowing that Her property is marked.

puppet knows that this marking will not always be visible but it will always be there. Both Miss. Star and puppet will be aware of it and its meaning regardless if others are. puppet can't think of a better way for it to show its complete devotion to Miss. Star. 

If Miss. Star is willing, puppet is willing, to also sit down and go through its hard limits list and find other items that W/we can both agree need to at least be explored as options.

Miss. Star has opened puppet's eyes to a lot of things and it has grown as a both a slave and a bitch since it fell at Her feet. Now it's time for puppet to grow even more and with Miss. Star's help puppet knows that it will continue to grow. 

7/3/2014 3:31:10 AM
puppet is starting its new job today. Now puppet just needs to find out what its hours are for the rest of this week so it can let Miss. Star know. puppet is looking forward to this new start and will take full advantage of it.

puppet knows that Miss. Star is happy for it and that's important to puppet. puppet doesn't know what the company's policy is on carrying a concealed firearm but it will be doing it anyway. God forbid puppet needs to use it but puppet would rather have it and not need it than need it and not have it.

puppet has about 10 minutes before it needs to hop into the shower and get ready for work.

This journal is going to be short but will make sure to talk about its first day in tomorrow's journals.

puppet hopes that it will make Miss. Star proud while its at work. puppet knows that it represents Her at all times even if the P/people it's around don't know it.

Over a month and a half out of work has given puppet some bad sleep habits and caused puppet to eat a lot more. Now it will take effort for puppet to readjust itself.

Well, it's off to the shower and than off to work. Please say a prayer to Y/your Deity of choice because puppet could use all the help it can get.  
 

7/2/2014 3:54:02 AM
puppet went up to see Miss. Star last night. puppet didn't get to spend a lot of time up there but it did get to help Her with a knot in Her neck. 

As always when puppet goes to Miss. Star's work She had puppet do all of the works that She didn't want to do. The only thing left for Her to teach puppet is how to work the counter so She can just relax completely. 

puppet recalls Miss. Star talking to it when She started Her giggle.......This is usually bad news. When Miss. Star starts to giggle it usually means that She's coming up with a way to inflict pain onto Her puppet. puppet's response to the giggle is to get extremely turned on but also EXTREMELY scared. For that reason puppet started to kiss Miss. Star's foot and promised that it would be good. This ended up distracting Her enough to lose Her train of thought. This wasn't puppet's goal at all because now it will have no idea what She's planning......like usual.

puppet is kind of excited that it will be starting its new job tomorrow. Starting at 8am isn't going to be fun but it will also mean that it may get out early too. puppet will be trying to go to bed early tonight and that may require a couple Tylenol PM's.

Everyday that puppet lives in service of Miss. Star it continues to be amazed by Her. Miss. Star has conquered puppet's very being and it didn't seem like it took Her much effort at all. The longer puppet serves Her the more control it seems to lose and the less it cares about that control.

    

7/1/2014 3:59:47 AM
puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will allow it to visit Her today. puppet starts its new job on Thursday and would like to enjoy its last couple days before work.

Miss. Star invaded puppet's dreams last night. puppet recalls two different dreams about Her. The dreams were intense and puppet woke up hard as a rock.

It's been a while since Miss. Star's cock has been allowed any attention and sometimes puppet feels like it's losing its mind. puppet is extremely horny and the only thoughts it has are about serving, pleasing and worshiping Miss. Star.

puppet IS at the point right now where it's willing to agree to, probably, anything Miss. Star offers it for the simple chance to cum. Sometimes when Miss. Star allows puppet to cum She gives it specifics on how She wants it done. Sometimes puppet is required to be plugged and other times She simply tells Her bitch to "be creative". Sometimes the "be creative" is tough because puppet's brain can only come up with so many different ways to cum.

Miss. Star is wise though and She know how long puppet needs to wait between each orgasm. The amount of time isn't any of puppet's business or concern. puppet does hope that, one day, Miss. Star will give puppet an orgasm by Her own hand though. The only part that worries puppet though is; what will happen if some of puppet's cum gets on Her? Will She make puppet clean it off? If so; How?

puppet's fate is, as always Mistress, in Your hands. puppet would never argue or question You. Also, this is not meant as a request for orgasm Mistress. This was simply puppet expressing its thoughts and feelings. 

6/30/2014 4:01:16 AM
Well that stinks....puppet had a poem all written but its computer died and it lost the poem. That really sucks.

Now puppet needs to come up with a new journal entry and have it written before the 7am deadline.

What can puppet tell Y/you good P/people out there in collarspace land?

Writing these journals feels like puppet is opening its soul for E/everyone to see. puppet knows that Miss. Star wants puppet to right these and it thinks that it knows why.

puppet never knows what Miss. Star has planned for it and how She will make what She planned happen. puppet does know, however, that it will take whatever Miss. Star does because it lost its choice in anything a LONG time ago. 

Miss. Star enjoys reminding puppet that the last choice it made was to become Her slave. puppet doesn't see it that way though. puppet believes that the last choice it made was to contact Miss. Star  on Collarme. After that initial contact She held all of the cards in this "poker game". There weren't any more choices for puppet to make at that point. 

Even the date, time and location of O/our first meeting were really Her choices. It was then that She officially claimed puppet as Her property. puppet has been Her property ever since and it wouldn't change it for anything. Miss. Star may have taken puppet's choice away from it but puppet believe that it would have given up the ability to choose willingly.

puppet has become a happy bitch and Miss. Star continues to make it happy. Miss. Star's profile stated that She was "A bit of a Sadist" but it never clarifies how big of "a bit" She is. puppet isn't sure if She be any more of a Sadist and still be thinking rationally. 
 

6/29/2014 4:01:42 AM
One thing that puppet finds so attractive about Miss. Star is Her complete unpredictability. As soon as puppet thinks it knows how Miss. Star will react or respond She does something puppet didn't expect.

Yesterday Miss. Star informed puppet that it was allowed to go to CT and visit The Society if it wants to even if She can't go. Obviously puppet would need to inform Miss. Star ahead of time about such plans. The problem that puppet has is that it would feel out of place a bit without Miss. Star there. The last time puppet was allowed to visit without Miss. Star it had a lot of restrictions placed on it by Her. Now, with that stated, it will bring context to the dream that puppet had.

In puppet's dream Miss. Star had given puppet the ok to visit The Space but She wasn't going to be able to make it. Miss. Star had a conversation with Miss. Nadia (She's a mutual Friend) about what She was allowed to do and not allowed to do to puppet. puppet was neither invited into this conversation nor consulted about it but puppet didn't expect to be.

puppet was told to follow Miss. Nadia's orders and that She would be reporting back to Miss. Star throughout the night and at the end of the night. If puppet wasn't a good bitch it would be punished severely.

puppet doesn't have time to write everything that happened in its dream but it was interesting.

As long as puppet has the choice of going or not going without Miss. Star it will always choose Not Going. The only way puppet would go without Miss. Star, other than an emergency situation, is if She ordered it to go. puppet would reluctantly follow that order because it knows that the enjoyment it would get would be limited.

Miss. Star has a way of making puppet have fun as beats it like the bitch She has turned it into. puppet sees every swat of Miss. Star's crop, paddle, cane or whip as a gift and it thanks Her each time.  

6/28/2014 3:59:48 AM
puppet's phone is officially dead. puppet took it to geek squad and it was working for a few minutes but it has stopped again. Now puppet needs a new phone. 

Yesterday, Miss. Star told Her puppet that She has over 30 pages of messages on this site. While that sounds like a lot puppet isn't the least bit shocked. Miss. Star commented that none of the P/people that emailed Her even know what She looks like because She doesn't have a picture on Her profile. That's a good thing for the P/people emailing Her because once T/they see Her T/they'll probably end up as hopelessly addicted to Her as puppet is. puppet reminded Miss. Star, respectfully of course, that it didn't know what She looked like before it contacted Her.

puppet believes that P/people need to look deeper than just S/someone's looks. Miss. Star has a beautiful soul, an amazing heart and the beauty that She has radiates from within Her. puppet has said, many times, that beauty is on the inside and Woman doesn't necessarily have to be pretty to be beautiful. Pretty is an external facade that can be covered and altered with make-up but beauty, being internal, either exists or it doesn't and it can't be faked.

Miss. Star is in a category all by Herself though. Miss. Star is not only an extremely beautiful Woman but she's also stunningly pretty. This is rare but it does happen and usually only to the best of Female Gender.

Believe it or not, puppet actually fell for Miss. Star's personality before it even knew what She looked like.

That very first email to Miss. Star started puppet on a journey that it was destined to lose control of. puppet is thankful that Miss. Star maintained control for it though.

puppet knows that the P/people that have contacted Miss. Star have no idea what T/they're getting themselves into. She will take control in ways T/they never knew could happen.

puppet still remembers the first time it kissed Miss. Star's feet. puppet knew, at that very moment, that Miss. Star owned it and that it would do whatever She wanted. Miss. Star new that too and has continued to train Her puppet ever since. Now puppet even licks Her dirty feet clean when She "asks".

You're very special to puppet Mistress. puppet exists in Your world only because You allow it and puppet is eternally grateful for that.

If Y/you are one of the P/people that have contacted Miss. Star, and were lucky enough to get a response from Her, than Y/your life is about to take a turn fro the better if She chooses to claim Y/you as Her's. That's what happened to puppet. Also, be ready for a new name too. Miss. Star picks names for Her property and Y/you will need to accept it. puppet took to its name very quickly. 

6/27/2014 4:01:02 AM
puppet's cell phone crapped out on it yesterday. puppet has no idea why it did it but now it may need a new phone. This sucks because puppet really can't afford to get a new phone right now and it still needs to pay its overdue phone bill. One of the big questions will be if Miss. Star will decide what kind of phone Her puppet gets next or if She'll allow puppet to pick.

puppet is looking forward to starting its new job next week. It will be great to have income again. It has been about 4 years since puppet took a vacation so it is kind of considering this past 6 weeks or so as a vacation. Now puppet is refreshed and ready to kick ass.

puppet kind of hopes that its submissive nature towards Women doesn't show with any of the Female employees. It will become very difficult the lead S/someone if T/they know that T/they can walk all over you. 

puppet is hopeful to see Miss. Star soon. it misses Her when it isn't with Her. Miss. Star crept into puppet's heart and mind like a wrecking ball into a wall and now puppet needs Her. puppet needs to know that it is making Her happy and that She's pleased with it. puppet needs to make Her life as easy as it can.

puppet sees Miss. Star as a living Goddess. Miss. Star is ALWAYS right and puppet knows that. Miss. Star is also always fair in any punishments She gives out. In short, Miss. Star is perfect.

puppet never had a choice of whether or not to become Miss. Star's slave and Her bitch. The moment W/we met puppet's fate was sealed. puppet suspects that W/we both knew it too.



6/26/2014 4:01:46 AM
Well, puppet got the job it applied for. The pay is less than it was making before but it's better than nothing. All that puppet has to do is go there and fill out some paperwork for a background check and it will be all set. Now puppet just needs to hope that it has its social security card because it hasn't needed it in years.

puppet was sad yesterday that Miss. Star didn't give it permission to visit Her but puppet must respect Her choices.

puppet had a very interesting dream last night that involved puppet shaving Miss. Star's legs for Her in the shower. When She was asked by one of Her Friends "why" She simply explained that "Why have a bitch if I still have to do this? I can make it puppet's responsibility and then punish him if it's done wrong or if it causes me to bleed." The first couple of times shaving Miss. Star's legs puppet did get punished but it kept improving.

This was only part of the dream but it made puppet realize that it would enjoy the honor of shaving Miss. Star's legs for Her. puppet also feels that having the honor of actually washing Her would be amazing as well.

puppet is so happy to be Miss. Star's bitch. puppet can't imagine a luckier slave in the world than the one that kneels before Miss. Star. Miss. Star is the ultimate Mistress.    

6/25/2014 4:00:29 AM
puppet hopes that Miss. Star allows it to visit Her today. 

puppet can't think of what to write today. its brain doesn't seem to want to work. It's kind of funny how, when puppet wants its brain to turn off it goes into hyper drive, but when it wants its brain to work it turns itself off.

puppet is still getting turned on whenever it thinks about licking Miss. Star's dirty feet this past weekend. Between that and the cropping it took puppet was put in it's place and it loved every second of it.

Miss. Star knows how She needs to treat Her puppet and puppet knows that it deserves to the treatment that Miss. Star gives it. puppet also realizes that the more Miss. Star treats it this way the more it crawls back to Her needing more.

Miss. Star made puppet Her bitch and puppet's only real choice was to accept and embrace it.

The level of humiliation and depravity that puppet will suffer for Miss. Star is only limited by Her imagination and Her ability to carry it out. With that said, puppet knows that Miss. Star is capable of doing ANYTHING that She sets Her mind to.

Last night puppet even deampt that She had marionette serving Her and decided to send her to the store to pick up some things. Obviously, Miss. Star accompanied marionette so that She could witness the humiliation in person of marionette going into public. Miss. Star even offered some curious P/people pictures with marionette.

The world is a totally different place when Miss. Star claims you as Her bitch. Miss. Star can make puppet do anything and puppet will not and can not question Her. Miss. Star knows everything and She's always right. puppet is extremely lucky to have Her as its Owner.

6/24/2014 3:57:56 AM
Yesterday puppet went on a job interview. It kind of feels weird interviewing for jobs for the first time in years.

Today puppet has to give out awards at its local Elementary School. This is part of the job that comes as a member of the local school committee.

puppet was happy to sleep in past 5:30 today. Miss. Star will be strict when She feels that needs to be. Miss. Star knows exactly what She wants and how to get it too. puppet admires Her a lot.

puppet wishes that it could be as assertive, aggressive and as confident as Miss. Star is but if it was it may not be the slave bitch that She turned it into. Miss. Star has a way of just exuding Her confidence to a point that She can make an entire room full of people drop to their knees and kiss Her feet.

It's always amazing when puppet gets to see other Dommes (and doms) doing exactly as Miss. Star has instructed. It's even more amazing to watch when T/they don't realize T/they're doing it. The first time puppet witnessed this Miss. Star instructed it to not comment on it at the time but to observe. This proved to puppet that Miss. Star was the Alpha no matter where She went.

Miss. Star is a Woman that has not only earned puppet's admiration, submission, devotion and loyalty but She deserves it all too. puppet loves You Mistress. 

6/23/2014 3:00:10 AM
Today is puppet's last day of having to wake up at 5:30 to get these journals done. That's an hour earlier than puppet would normally be waking up to publish its journals for Miss. Star.

puppet is hopeful that it will NEVER upset Miss. Star again.  Knowing that it displeased the Woman that that owns it really hurts puppet.

puppet feels like its falling asleep right now but it can't allow that to happen. puppet must finish this journal.

puppet has been dreaming about Miss. Star even more since Saturday. The craving puppet has for Her feet and toes has grown beyond what most would an addiction. Miss. Star used those feet to walk to into its life, take its heat and then start to crush its ego and pride.

The more Miss. Star crushes of puppet's ego and pride the more it realizes how perfect She is for puppet. Miss. Star is the Woman that every male creature dreams of. 

Miss. Star has so much control over puppet that it can't even remember when it was last allowed an orgasm. puppet is pretty sure it's been over a month and maybe over a month and a half. The amount of time that has past is irrelevant though because only Miss. Star needs to know how long She'll make Her bitch wait for release. puppet can only wait for Miss. Star to give Her permission for it to orgasm.

Thank You for taking the time to teach puppet this valuable lesson about posting Your journal on time Mistress.


 

6/22/2014 2:57:02 AM
So much happened yesterday that puppet doesn't even know how to explain it. W/we had 80% of the P/pack together but puppet was focused on the only Person that really matters (in its humble opinion anyway).

The first thing puppet did was making sure all of Miss. Feather's dishes were cleaned. puppet figured that Miss. Star was probably going to "ask" it do the dishes anyway so puppet wanted to show initiative and do them without being asked.

Dinner today consisted of burgers and dogs grilled up by mr. lee. Right after E/everyone was done eating puppet had to move the table back inside as well as clean up. puppet was also "asked" if it would put Miss. Feather's A/C unit in Her bedroom window so puppet did as asked.

After all of this puppet was sent to the packie for beer. puppet wasn't drinking though and ended up making a second packie run.

One fact that puppet learned about Miss. Star long ago is that as She drinks She becomes MORE of a Sadist. No matter how much Miss. Star drinks puppet hasn't seen Her be "unsafe" and that makes puppet feel better. Miss. Star is working with puppet to bring back its masochist side. puppet knows that it's still there but the pain tolerance has dropped a lot over the years.

It didn't take very long before Miss. Star's star crop came out. Miss. Star ordered puppet to retrieve it and puppet knew, at that very moment, that it was going to be feeling this crop. puppet considers itself lucky that it was allowed to keep its underwear and shorts on. Some of Y/you may think that that would protect puppet a lot but Y/you'd be wrong. puppet is convinced that no matter how many layers of clothing it wears Miss. Star will ALWAYS be able to hit hard enough to make it feel like no clothing was being worn.

Miss. Star was sitting on a Chaise Lounge and the metal bar started to hurt Miss. Star's feet. puppet was ordered to lay across the bottom edge so that Miss. Star could rest Her feet on puppet rather than the metal.

Miss. Star used puppet's position to use Her crop. Y/you can believe puppet when it tells You that Miss. Star is an EXPERT with this crop. She can be teasing and sensual as well as cruel and sadistic. She would use the crop to puppet in an aroused state and then WHACK!! She'd take a swing. Not all of the swings were hard but even the more gentle ones would placed on the same spot as a hard hit or She'd so several gentle swats in the same spot until it got tender. Miss. Star knows what's She's doing and, if puppet is being honest, it enjoys every second of it and the More Miss. Star treats puppet like this the stronger its addiction becomes.

Even though the weather was so beautiful night Miss. Star was barefooted and Her toes and feet got cold. puppet was given the job of warming Her feet and puppet took this as an honor. puppet was warming Miss. Star's feet with its breath as well as rubbing its hands on Her feet. 

By this point Miss. Star had been outside for several hours and Her feet, understandably, got pretty dirty. Miss. Star gave puppet an order that it has been fantasizing about receiving for a while. She ordered puppet to clean Her feet. Miss. Star gave puppet the chance to do something it had never done before. This order caught puppet off guard even though it noticed Her feet being dirty. puppet hesitated for about a second though. puppet was about to ask the stupid question of whether She meant with puppet's tongue or with a bowl of soapy water and a towel. puppet didn't ask this question though and started to put its tongue to work. puppet sucked the dirt off of each and every toe and licking the entire sole of Her foot. Even now puppet still has some of the dirt in its mouth. This is just a small price to pay for the honor of having Miss. Star's toes in its mouth.

puppet did find out today that Miss. Star is extremely ticklish when puppet was licking between Her toes.

Having the privilege and honor of rubbing Miss. Star's feet and sucking on Her toes had puppet at the point that it though it would cum. puppet was extremely turned on and it can't do anything about it   

The plan for last night was a Wine and Cards Night but there weren't any cards or wine. This was a little disappointing to puppet but in the end it was still a GREAT time spent with Miss. Star. 

Yesterday might have truly proven how much of a bitch puppet truly is. Only a true bitch would be licking clean its Mistress' dirty feet. That AND puppet was constantly trying to stay ahead of the requests for more beer. A lot of beer was drank and puppet grabbed just about every one of them. As normal puppet would open Miss. Star's beer BEFORE handing it to Her. The O/others noticed this and wanted the same thing done for them. 

puppet is happy that it only has one more day of 5:30 am wakes ups though. puppet has learned its lesson Mistress.

6/21/2014 3:08:48 AM
Miss. Star has ordered Her puppet to be up by 5:30 AM for the next 3 day so that it can make sure to write its journal entries on time. puppet doesn't think this will be its only punishment though. puppet deserves whatever punishment Miss. Star gives it. 

Today is Wine and Cards Night with the P/pack and puppet is excited. puppet got marionette's uniform together and noticed that it's missing a stocking. puppet has no idea where that stocking is so now it needs to find something to replace it with.

While puppet knows that there isn't any promise that marionette will ordered to show up puppet does need to be ready just in case.

Do to recent events puppet knows that it has lost any chance to make any actual requests of Miss. Star. puppet is starting the stages of rebuilding itself after failing Her 2 in getting these journals done on time. Miss. Star has every reason to be mad at Her puppet and puppet is even madder at itself for its failings.

puppet will be focusing on pleasing Miss. Star above all else. puppet's sleep is not as important as Miss. Star's happiness. Miss. Star is VERY important to puppet and knowing that puppet has displeased her hurts it. puppet doesn't like making Miss. Star mad at it.

There have been several times that puppet has seen "submissive" talk about their "favorite punishment" or the punishments that they want to receive. When it comes to puppet let it be known that puppet's "favorite punishment" is the one it doesn't receive. If a punishment is enjoyable than it stops actually being a punishment and starts becoming a reward. puppet would rather Miss. Star paddle it, flog it or even use her riding crops on it for Her enjoyment rather than as a punishment.

puppet knows that Miss. Star is a fair Woman and it throws itself at Her feet and is willing to do whatever is required to make up for its failings.  
 

6/20/2014 4:57:29 AM
puppet is pissed that it over slept once again. This isn't good and it's not like puppet at all. puppet knows that it will be in trouble now. puppet could have sworn it had its alarm on but for some reason it didn't.  It's either that or puppet was woken up, turned off the alarm and went back to sleep. puppet is doubtful that it would do that though. 

These journals really are important to puppet. puppet may not like waking up early to write them but that's irrelevant because they please Miss. Star and puppet enjoys pleasing Her. If pleasing Miss. Star means that it wakes up early and writes a journal then it will do so.

Well, today's Friday so that means that tomorrow is Wine and Cards Night with Miss. Star and that P/pack. 

puppet does kind of hope that Miss. Star has marionette show up. puppet knows that once marionette is there "she" will be there for the duration probably. puppet has boots for marionette but it hopes that Miss. Star will bring the shoes that puppet bought for Her to share with marionette. marionette has yet to actually wear them.

puppet just got a message from Miss. Star stating that She's "not please". This hurts puppet because it doesn't like displeasing Miss. Star. making Her happy is puppet's top priority and it has failed today. Now puppet has some work to do in order to make Her happy again.

puppet can only apologize so many times but once again puppet is VERY sorry Mistress. 

6/19/2014 4:01:15 AM
Today is Thursday and that means that the week is almost over. This excites puppet because it will get to see Miss. Star on Saturday. puppet is always honored when Miss. Star allows it to spend time with Her. It's been a while since the P/pack has gotten together like this. puppet hopes that the P/pack is looking forward to Saturday as much as it is. The last time W/we were together miss. Star started to have puppet's chest waxed. While the waxing wasn't as painful as puppet expected puppet has a lot more hair and it expects some spots to hurt more than others. puppet realizes that if Miss. Star chooses to do this again that it will just have to accept it. Maybe Miss. Star will allow puppet to just shave its chest hair off to avoid the waxing.......puppet is doubtful about that though. Wine and Cards Night will be good time no matter what Miss. Star does to puppet and puppet is looking forward to winning at Cards Against Humanity if it's allowed to play.

6/18/2014 4:01:46 AM
Well, today is Hump Day and that means only a few more days until puppet can see Miss. Star. puppet doesn't like going longer than a week without seeing Her. As puppet has said before, countless times, Miss. Star is puppet's drug and it's addicted. When puppet goes too long without seeing Miss. Star and spending time with Her it starts to go into withdrawals. It's been so long since puppet has had the chance to worship Miss. Star's feet. puppet has a hope that it will have a chance to do it this weekend. puppet hopes that someday Miss. Star allows it to worship Her entire body. Miss. Star has the body of a Goddess and puppet is thankful for every chance it gets to see it. As far as the "Wine and Cards Night", on Saturday goes, puppet can only wonder how much of the game it will miss because Miss. Star wants a foot rub or has another task for it to do. puppet would never complain about any task assigned to it by Miss. Star because its purpose is to serve Her wishes. puppet did request that Miss. Star would consider doing marionette's makeup if she shows up and was Miss. Star simply said "Maybe". puppet and marionette both thank Her for this consideration. It's so amazing to be the bitch of such an Wonderful and Creative Mistress. puppet is very thankful.

6/17/2014 4:01:09 AM
puppet is excited because because Miss. Star has informed it that the P/pack is doing a "Wine and Cards" night this weekend. YAY!! The other good news is that a Friend of O/ours will, most likely, be coming up from Connecticut to spend time with U/us. One slight drawback, if Y/you can consider it that, is that this Friend and Miss. Star seem to "feed" off of each other. What puppet means by that is that Their energies seems to combine and Their brains start to think alike. Miss. Star and O/our Friend, when together, seem to scare puppet more than when They're separated. puppet is excited though because Miss. Star has also informed puppet that marionette (puppet's french maid alter ego) may be making an appearance. marionette hasn't been around in a while and "she" is eager to serve Miss. Star again. It's always interesting hearing Miss. Star refer to puppet in the Feminine while it's marionette. Obviously puppet will wear whatever clothing, or lack of clothing, that Miss. Star tells it to. There's less then no choice for puppet in these matters. puppet exist to serve Miss. Star in any way that She sees fit. puppet never knows fully what to expect at these gatherings because Miss. Star makes it a point to make sure puppet is kept pretty clueless on Her plans. One thing Miss. Star loves to do, and it may not even be on purpose, is that She will mention something vaguely and if puppet asks for more details She'll refuse to give them. puppet sees this as just another example of Her supremacy and it being the bitch. It doesn't matter if puppet knows what's going to happen even if it's going to happen to it. One of the last choices puppet made on its own was to trust Miss. Star. Now puppet has full faith in Her and Her abilities. puppet knows that She will look out for its well being but She will also push it as far as She feels that She can. There's part of puppet that hopes She'll push it past its breaking point and then mold and shape it back into the puppet/slave/bitch that She's always dreamed of owning.

6/16/2014 4:00:37 AM
Yesterday puppet's old boss asked if it would cover some shifts this week because an employee was going to be out due to an injury. puppet has a feeling that it will regret the choice to help out and work but it's doing it anyway. puppet didn't realize how hard it would actually be to find a new job. It honestly thought that it would find a new job quickly. The thing that upsets puppet the most about taking these shifts is that it won't have any time to see Miss. Star. puppet will be working from 12-7 all today through Friday. Maybe Miss. Star will allow puppet to spend time this weekend with Her. If She doesn't then puppet will have to suffer the withdrawals, that it knows will be kicking in soon, until next week. puppet will take any excuse to spend any amount of time with Miss. Star. She's a Goddess in puppet's eyes and because of that puppet worships Her. Just the thought of being at Her feet makes puppet feel comfortable and safe. puppet realizes the level of power and control that Miss. Star has over it but, the fact of the matter is, it's too late for puppet to do anything about it and it wouldn't want to anyway. puppet enjoys not having power and/or control.

6/15/2014 4:02:56 AM
puppet is making sure to not post this journal lat today. puppet still hasn't heard from Miss. Star about how much trouble it's in because of yesterday. puppet tries not to upset Miss. Star because it never ends well for puppet when it happens.  

puppet actually had a dream last night that Miss. Star took it to a mall to shop for new clothes with the rest of the P/pack. After walking around for a while and helping puppet pick put a few items Miss. Star wanted to rest so W/we headed over to a group of benches. Miss. Star and the P/pack sat down and puppet was ordered onto all fours to become a foot stool for them. puppet knew that the only choice it had was to comply so it did. P/passerbys would look and some laughed but a few were curious as to why puppet was being used as a foot rest. Miss. Star made puppet answer the question simply by stating "puppet is Miss. Star's property and as such has to be treated like Her bitch". Some Women would ask what else puppet would do and again puppet had to answer the question. This time the answer was "puppet will do anything that Miss. Star tells it to do".

After the attention got too much the P/pack got up and we continued O/our shopping. It was at this point that Miss. Star wanted to have some more fun so She took puppet and the P/pack to a Woman's clothing store. Miss. Star started picking out items and giving them to puppet to hold. After Miss. Star felt that puppet had enough items She walked over to a Sales Woman and and informed Her that puppet would be trying these on and needed a fitting room. This caught puppet by surprise because it wasn't expecting this. The Sale Woman smiled and led puppet to the fitting room. Miss. Star made puppet come out and model the items for Her, the P/pack and the Employees of the store.

E/everyone got a chance to see puppet in several items of Women's clothing including mini skirts, micro mini skirts and even a two piece bikini. puppet was utterly humiliated but Miss. Star made it a point to point out to the Sales Women the erection that was clearly visible in the thong.

Miss. Star made puppet kiss the feet of the Sales Women to thank Them for Their help. puppet was forced to buy the bikini because it made a stain of precum on it and W/we left the mall.    

Some of puppet's dreams are odd.

6/14/2014 5:56:17 AM

puppet overslept its deadline for posting its journal for Miss. Star. puppet suspects and expects that it will be punished for this but it has no idea how. puppet apologizes to Miss. Star public;y for its failings in this matter.

 

puppet has no idea how it failed to set its alarm. it usually keeps it set to give itself time to wake up and write its entry for Miss. Star. It isn't often that puppet oversleeps and it hopes that Miss. Star takes that into consideration when She thinks of how She will punish Her puppet for this.

 

Since this entry is already late maybe puppet should use this one to explain why it's important that it post these entries on time for Miss. Star.

 

First and foremost, the best reason (and the only one that really matters to puppet) is Miss. Star demand it. puppet exists in Miss. Star's world simply because SHE allows it and puppet is thankful for that.

 

Other reasons that puppet's posting of its journal on time is important is because it gives Miss. Star time to read it in the morning. Miss. Star is a very busy Woman and by posting this journal late it delays Miss. Star from reading it. 

 

It pleases Miss. Star to have puppet write these journal entries . puppet has no idea why She enjoys it but it isn't for puppet to know. puppet IS Miss. Star's bitch so it must do anything to please Her. If that means it needs to wake up earlier than it would like so that it can type a journal than so be it.

 

These journals are meant as a way to give Miss. Star, and all of You readers, an insight into puppet's mind. The ironic thing is that Miss. Star can read puppet like a children's picture book. If puppet ever tried to hide anything, even a feeling or emotion, from Miss. Star She would know it before it even happened.

 

puppet realizes that Miss. Star sets it tasks to complete because that's what She wants Her puppet to do. puppet also knows that it must do them. Both of those reasons are why puppet is posting this journal late. puppet feels that late is better than not at all but in the end it only matters what Miss. Star thinks.

 

puppet is willing to accept any and all punishment that You feel it deserves for this failure. No matter the reason for puppet's failure it knows that You expect and deserve better from Your slave. puppet humbly throws itself at Your mercy Mistress. You are a wise, fair and just Woman and puppet knows whatever punishment You chose will be fair and just as well.

 

Once again puppet apologizes to Miss. Star and the readers of these journals for its failures. puppet WILL work to be better. Perfection is a tough goal to achieve even though Miss. Star has proven, simply by Her existence, that perfection is possible.

  

  

 

 

 


6/13/2014 4:00:34 AM

puppet's brain is refusing to wake up this morning. Before puppet fell asleep last night it had a great idea for a journal entry today but now it forgets what it was. puppet would have started writing it last night but it's not allowed to pre-write the journal entries.

 

puppet needs to always follow Miss. Star's rules because if it doesn't it will be punished....actually, it may get punished even if it follows the rules simply for Miss. Star's amusement.

 

One thing that puppet loves about serving Miss. Star is that it knows that She can over power it physically any time She chooses. Just the thought of Miss. Star physically over powering puppet is a turn on. puppet knows better than to fight Her too.

 

Crap.....puppet is running out of time to post this journal......7 A.M. comes up faster every morning it seems.

 

puppet is looking forward to whenever Miss. Star and the rest of the P/pack decide to do O/our "Cards and cards night". puppet knows that it may not really get a chance to play the card game but it will have the honor of being Miss. Star's bitch the entire night. Miss. Star will be getting foot rubs as She demands as well as anything else She requests. puppet will simply be there to serve Her whims. Maybe it will be luck enough to play a few hands. 

  


6/12/2014 4:01:05 AM

puppet got to spend a little time with Miss. Star yesterday. Just about the entire time She had Her puppet turned on and there was nothing it could do about it. 

 

puppet would like to have a time when Miss. Star makes puppet orgasm in front of Her and by Her hand. puppet knows that Miss. Star has a Masterful way of teasing, torturing and denying Her puppet and puppet is aware that Miss. Star probably wouldn't make the orgasm quick and easy. puppet is willing to risk the fact that Miss. Star may even ruin the orgasm that She gives to Her puppet simply because it would make Her smile. 

 

puppet dreams about getting the honor to give Miss. Star many orgasm. puppet would be willing to do this any way that She demand too. puppet is Miss. Star's bitch after all and bitches don't have a choice except to do as told.

 

There is so much that puppet wants to try with Miss. Star and all of it is at Her discretion.

 

puppet has been curious about strap-ons for a while now and has wondered how it would feel to have a Woman use one on it. In puppet's head it thinks that it wants it's first experience with this to be very forceful and merciless. puppet has pictured it and dreamt  about it being almost like a rape scene. puppet would be honored if Miss. Star would take that anal cherry from it.

 

puppet has read that once a male is taken anally by a Woman that it becomes more submissive because this act breaks its ego and pride. IF this is true than it's all the more reason for puppet to crave such activity. puppet knows that the little pride and ego it has isn't pleasing to Miss. Star. puppet really wants it gone and if this would help than so be it.

 

 


6/11/2014 4:00:48 AM

puppet lost power last night and wasn't sure it would be back on this morning. luckily it was so that puppet could post this journal entry. puppet ended up going to bed a bit early because the power went out.

 

puppet is hopeful that it will get to spend some time with Miss. Star today. Even just spending a few hours with Her brightens up puppets day and week. puppet melts every time Miss. Star smiles.

 

puppet is constantly dreaming about Miss. Star. Her pure beauty captivated puppet when it first met Her and it has continued to do so ever since.

 

puppet is a firm believer that true beauty comes from within and that it can't be faked while prettiness is simply the outer appearance and can be masked. Women like Miss. Star are rare though because She not extremely pretty but also extremely beautiful as well.

 

puppet has spent a lot of time getting to know Miss. Star and it's able to see through some of the emotional walls that She has put up. puppet has seen Miss. Star's soul and knows for a fact that She has a good soul.

 

While Miss. Star is a Sadist, and an Extreme Sadist at times, puppet feels completely safe within Her care and completely trusting of Her judgement.

 

Miss. Star IS the Real Deal. She is a Great and Powerful Mistress as well as a Wonderful Human Being. She really is the total package that puppet has searched for its entire life.

 

 

 

 

  


6/10/2014 4:00:50 AM

puppet is shocked by all of the young "Dommes" on this site. By young puppet means 18-25. puppet has also noticed that when it sees the profile of a young "Domme" She tends to be a "FinDom".

 

Look, far be it for puppet to tell A/anyone what fetishes to have and what kinks are right, but it just seems that these young FinDoms are everywhere.

 

puppet also get shocked when it sees a profile for a young "Domme" that's 18 or 19 that claims She has "Years of experience".

 

Maybe it's just puppet but these profile always seem to raise red flags. P/people need to realize that on the internet S/someone can be anything that T/they want.

 

It wouldn't shock puppet in the least if several of these young "Domme" profiles are being run by one guy out of a basement. This, by no means, means that puppet thinks all of the young "Domme" profiles are fake though.

 

Sorry about this but puppet needed to vent a bit. puppet reads journal entries everyday that claim "This Domme is actually a man" or that "This Domme is scamming P/people because She demand money".

 

Live an let live is what puppet says.

   

 

 


6/9/2014 4:00:48 AM

puppet has been thinking a lot about food lately. puppet loves to cook and worked in restaurants for years but it has also been years since it has done it. Now that puppet is looking for a new job it's looking at the restaurant industry again. What puppet hopes for is a position that will allow it some creativity. puppet has so many dishes in its head and some it has never made before and others it just came up with.

 

puppet knows that it will be hard to get back into the restaurant business but it feels like that's one place it belongs. puppet needs a job that allows it to be creative and encourages it too.

 

Cooking is relaxing for puppet and it also helps to calm it. puppet does have high standards when it comes to the food that it will put out. 

 

puppet just finished its resume yesterday and is having a Friend look it over and tweak what She can. 

 

puppet is hoping that it can get some kind of management position even if it's just a Jr. Sous Chef position so that it can learn more and gain the experience it needs to take over a kitchen of its own.

 

puppet is beginning to think that it should have thought things through more before it quit its job. 

 


6/8/2014 4:00:36 AM

Yesterday puppet was a bit bummed because the Community Day in it's town failed to have the pie eating contest it was looking forward to. It appears that the person that was responsible for making and bring the pies failed to show up.

 

puppet enjoys reading stories on MCStories.com (puppet even has a few on there under the name airman1030) but it needs to be careful. A lot of times the stories puppet reads make it want to jerk off but puppet isn't allowed to play with Miss. Star's property without Her permission. 

 

Writing the erotica that puppet has allows P/people a glimpse into it mind. puppet uses itself as the "victim" in all of the stories. While these stories are just fantasy puppet does hold out hope that some of them may be experienced on some level at some point. 

 

puppet really wants to get back to writing erotica. puppet knows that it may not be the "best" author ever but it does put its heart and soul into every story it writes. puppet has several stories that it started and saved already so it it could always just go back to them and finish them.

 

Maybe, after puppet gets done what it needs to, it can go back and start working on those again.

 


6/7/2014 3:59:57 AM

Today is "Community Day" in puppet's town. This tends to be a fun time for E/everyone that shows up. puppet is planning to do the pie eating contest this year.

 

Events like this make puppet think that W/we should do a "Community Day" for the Kink Community. puppet knows that W/we have events like Kinky Con, the Fetish Flair and Bound in Boston but if W/we had just a Community Day type event maybe W/we could come up with a BDSM Olympics to hold on that day.

 

puppet isn't sure what events would be involved in the BDSM Olympics but it feels like it would be fun to see. puppet is also curious if it would be able to qualify for any of the events.

 

Maybe puppet will take some time to come up with a list of events for a BDSM Olympics and, if Miss. Star allows, put it out for the Community to decide. Maybe puppet's ideas will be a success and result in a yearly event.

 

 

 


6/6/2014 4:00:37 AM

puppet is considering rejoining the Military. puppet didn't want to under this president but it may choose not to wait. Rejoining the Military will give job security, housing (if Active Duty), medical insurance, as well as food (If Active Duty). All in all it's not really a bad deal. 

 

The biggest down side would be not knowing where it would stationed and having a strong likelihood of being sent a long ways away from Miss. Star. That's the biggest thing stopping it right now. If puppet joined the National Guard or Reserves it could stay around here and be close to Miss. Star but that's only a "one weekend a month and 2 weeks a year job (unless activated and/or deployed).

 

puppet isn't sure what to do. Running the risk of being away from Miss. Star for extended periods of time scares puppet. puppet has tried the long distance Mistress/slave relationship and, in the long run, it didn't work out.


puppet has a lot to think about and a touch decision to make.

  

  


6/5/2014 4:00:36 AM

When Y/you have been writing journal entries as long and as often as puppet has been the ideas start to repeat. puppet wishes it had things to write about all of the time. The main reason puppet doesn't is because puppet live a rather boring life.

 

 

Yesterday puppet got to go and spend time with Miss. Star. It may have only been a few hours but She does make puppet's world brighter. Sometimes She makes it so bright puppet needs to wear shades....LOL (Sorry about the musical reference)

 

Miss. Star has something about Her, other than Her obvious Beauty and strong personality, that just draws puppet in and keeps it there.

 

Miss. Star made a great point yesterday that was just another way of reinforcing to puppet how much of a bitch it had become for Her. puppet is surprised sometimes of how much control Miss. Star actually has over puppet and how much more puppet wishes for Her to take. 

 

 


6/4/2014 4:00:49 AM

puppet has been spending the last 17 minutes trying to figure out what to write today. Yesterday's journal was a rant about how stupid some male creatures are. Maybe puppet needs to write a journal about how the exact opposite seems to be true about Women. That entry can't happen today though because puppet only has 10 minutes left now to get this journal posted. As those of Y/you know that have been reading puppet's journals it needs to have them posted by 7am every day. 

 

Writing a journal entry about why Women, and most especially Miss. Star, are the smartest and most rational Gender would require more time for puppet to write.

 

Another idea that puppet has is to write and post some poetry that it would dedicate to the Woman that stole its heart.

 

puppet knows that its submission is a gift that it gave Miss. Star but it also knows that Miss. Star's Dominance is a gift that She gave to puppet and Her gift is much more valuable. Without Miss. Star's Dominance puppet's submission would be pointless but even if puppet didn't offer its submission Miss. Star's Dominance would still be overpowering.

 

Miss. Star is the type of Woman that every male wants to meet, will fall in love with and also be scared to death of all at the same time. It's such a fascinating situation to be in and puppet wouldn't change it for the world.

 

puppet loves You Mistress.

 

 

 


6/3/2014 4:04:15 AM

puppet is 34 years old and yet is still baffled by something. Why do some male creatures find it necessary to insult and/or degrade Women? puppet saw a photo on another site that was from a Woman that was being called "fat" and "overweight" by a random male.

 

puppet wants to make it clear that this type of behavior from its gender is WRONG. puppet understand that some Women enjoy this type of thing as part of the lifestyle but even then there's a chance of going too far. That wasn't the case with this Woman though. 

 

puppet understands that not all males believe in Female Supremacy such as it does but they should still believe in being polite. What happened to the days of males being gentlemen? puppet can assure Y/you that, at the age of 34, if it ever treated a Woman like that its Mother would still kick its ass (so would its Mistress/Owner too BTW) and rightfully so too.

 

males need to understand that Real Woman don't look like magazine photos. Even the Women in those photos don't look like the photos usually. Real Women have curves and puppet loves with that fact. Degrading a Woman that you don't know about Her weight would be like Her degrading you about the size of you cock......Obviously, if you feel the need to degrade Her you have issues with yourself that you fail to accept.


Sorry about this rant but puppet needed to get this off its chest. 

Ladies,

On behalf of the male gender puppet wishes to apologize to You if You have been treated poorly by pathetic male creature. Usually it's a result of their upbringing but sometimes they're just too pathetic for words and think they'll feel better if they make You feel worse. Just know that a real man would NEVER treat a Woman like that.

 

 


6/2/2014 3:58:01 AM
puppet's brain isn't working this morning. puppet has no idea what to write about today. Yesterday puppet did a lot of yard work. It borrowed a push mower from its Sister and brother-in-law only to find out that it wasn't a self propelled mower. Now puppet's body is a bit sore. Now puppet needs to get done some of the other things it wanted to yesterday. Why can't puppet come up with anything of substance to say here today? Even the dream puppet had last night was odd. puppet had a dream that it about it dreaming....WTF is that about?? Maybe, eventually, puppet's brain will start working better. Until that point though puppet must keep going with what it has.

6/1/2014 3:59:42 AM

puppet's brain wouldn't shut off last night. puppet ended up being awake until 3 AM but it still woke up in time to post this journal.

 

puppet really hates the days that its brain tries to solve all of the world's problems before it will let me sleep. On the plus side puppet thinks it has ideas to solve world hunger, stop terrorism and how to keep nukes out of the wrong hands. It's just a shame that no government will listen to puppet. 

 

puppet is going to need to go back to sleep after it posts this though. puppet needs to sleep for a few more hours and then do laundry and some cleaning.

 

puppet doesn't seem to think that its brain is working too well with such little sleep. puppet thought it was over this whole not sleeping thing but it seems like it had a relapse last night. Hopefully this doesn't happen again.

 

puppet enjoys sleeping because it usually dreams of Miss. Star. puppet guesses that makes Miss. Star the Woman of its dreams, Literally. puppet always wished to find a Woman like Miss. Star but now, because of what She's done to me, a Woman "like Miss. Star" will no longer do because puppet NEEDS Miss. Star Herself. It would be like difference between eating at a 5 star restaurant and eating at McDonald's. Miss. Star is puppet's 5 star restaurant. 

 

 

 


5/31/2014 3:58:11 AM

puppet hasn't had a chance to kiss Miss. Star's feet in a while. Kissing Her feet as well as sucking on Her toes and licking Her feet are things that puppet really enjoys doing. puppet also enjoys giving Miss. Star food rubs. 

 

puppet also misses having the chance to cook for Miss. Star. Miss. Star always seemed to enjoy what puppet would make and that made puppet happy.

 

puppet knows that it will get these chances again and that they'll happen on Miss. Star's timeline. puppet just can't help thinking about them. 

 

The way Miss. Star's feet smell and taste are completely divine and addictive. Having such perfect feet rubbed into puppet's face was always an honor for puppet. puppet got enjoyment out of watching Miss. Star's face while She teased, tortured and tormented Her puppet.

 

Knowing that puppet could be of use in this way to Her results in pleasure and satisfaction for puppet. 

 

puppet will always be Miss. Star's slave and Her bitch no matter how this relationship progresses and it knows that. puppet knows that its pleasure will come from Miss. Star's pleasure and that its happiness will come from Her happiness.

 

puppet can only hope that Miss. Star's pleasure and happiness will keep involving puppet.

 


5/30/2014 3:57:46 AM

puppet gets asked why it refers to itself in the third person and as an . The answer is very simple actually, puppet is an and referring to O/oneself in the first or second person is only for free P/people. puppet did have to train itself to do this in the past but it felt so natural to it. It didn't take too long for it to get used to it either. The other reason, and most important one to puppet, is that Miss. Star wishes for it to do so now. 

 

puppet never saw it as too odd when it would refer to itself in the third person. It only seemed right that, as a slave, puppet wouldn't have the right to say "i", "me" or "mine". As property puppet can't own anything. A good example would be Y/your bed; does Y/your bed own the sheets that cover it? No it doesn't because Y/you own the bed and the sheets.

 

puppet is happy as property because it knows that's what it's meant to be. If Miss. Star told it that She didn't want it to refer to itself in the third person or as an puppet would comply with Her wishes.

 

puppet is wondering if, since this site is under new Ownership, it will allow P/posters to mention the "other fetish site" now? (It won't. puppet had to edit this)

 

Time will tell if this site is better now than it was before but is just glad that it still exists in some form.

 


5/29/2014 4:00:36 AM

puppet went and saw Miss. Star yesterday.  That made puppet a very happy bitch.

 

When Miss. Star put on Her perfume Yesterday it instantly got puppet turned on. It see,s that puppet has somehow become conditioned to associate that perfume with Miss. Star and because it's associated with Miss. Star it turns puppet on. Everything to do with Miss. Star seems to turn puppet on.  

 

puppet even dreamt (Yesterday) that Miss. Star was spitting on it, on its face, as well as in its mouth. She would force Her puppet to swallow her spit and thank Her for it. Just that thought alone cause puppet to wake up turned on. puppet finds the idea of being spit on to be humiliating and being forced to swallow a Woman's spit is degrading at best. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't need it to come up with ideas because She can do that very effectively on Her own. Miss. Star's ideas of what She can do to puppet ALWAYS exceed what puppet could come up with. Miss. Star is extremely intelligent, Very Sadistic and inventive all at the same time. puppet has a feeling that no matter where Miss. Star is, and no matter what She's doing, She could always find a way to inflict pain onto S/someone with whatever is in Her vicinity. The best way to describe Her is a "Kinky McGyver".     


Miss. Star is the type of Woman that WILL bring grown men to there knees just for fun and then laugh as the men come back begging for more.


puppet could never get enough of Miss. Star.

 


5/28/2014 4:02:33 AM

Today puppet needs to watch its nephew for several hours. puppet loves to spend time with its nephew even if that means that it needs to change the plans that it had for the day.

 

puppet hopes to spend some time with Miss. Star this week. Going too long without seeing Her is not an enjoyable experience. Just knowing that it's in the same room as Miss. Star relaxes puppet. 

 

puppet knows that if it shows up while Miss. Star is working that it will be the one doing the work though. That's ok because puppet's job is to make Miss. Star's life better and easier. 

 

Once puppet can afford it, Miss. Star is going to take it clothe shopping. puppet looks forward to this because it needs more clothes that Miss. Star likes.

 

On Monday puppet shaved its facial hair for the Memorial Day parades it was doing. puppet thinks that it looks funny without the facial hair and it really wants it back. Also, and most importantly, Miss. Star wants the facial hair back so that leaves puppet without a choice in the matter.

 

It's amazing how complete puppet feels being the owned property of Miss. Star. She's so perfect and puppet was lucky that She claimed it as Her's. Now Miss. Star has control over puppet and puppet craves Her taking more and more control even if it's control puppet is hesitant to give up. Miss. Star is really good at seeing what's in this slave's heart and making it realize what it needs even if it didn't know it before.

 

Being the bitch to such an Amazing Woman is a huge honor for puppet and has help puppet to realize exactly what its purpose in life is. puppet's purpose is to completely dominated and owned by Miss. Star while at the same time being Her bitch and making Her life as easy as possible.

 

You're puppet's dream Woman Mistress and this dream has come true.

 


5/27/2014 7:21:44 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14IRDDnEPR4


5/27/2014 4:01:02 AM

Yesterday was a tiring day for puppet. The two parades took a lot out of it. puppet was so tired it actually fell asleep for a couple of hours after it got home.

 

puppet has a lot to do today as well. It will be going back to sleep, for a couple more hours, after it posts this though. puppet really needs its beauty sleep.

 

puppet wishes that BDSM was more accepted by the outside world. The reason puppet brings this up is that it had a dream that Miss. Star took it to a mall where She not only lead it around on a collar and leash but She'd also punish puppet right there in the mall if it did anything wrong. She would also sit on a bench and have puppet become Her foot rest. If puppet spoke too much She'd add a ball gag to it and still walk around the mall with Her puppet. 

 

In puppet's dream Miss. Star and puppet found a store that did embroidery and custom printing on shirts and Miss. Star got one for puppet. The shirt that Miss. Star had made for puppet read "my name is puppet and i'm a slave and bitch" and puppet was forced to wear it for the rest of the day.

 

Now, would Miss. Star really do anything like this? puppet wishes it could answer that question for sure but puppet thinks that She might. The reason puppet can't be 100% sure is because puppet has been able to figure Miss. Star out completely yet and according to Her it isn't ever going to.

 

puppet wonders why it gets turned on by Miss. Star humiliating it and even more turned on at the idea of it being public humiliation at that.

 

Is this a sign of just how much of bitch puppet really is now? 

 

puppet has a feeling that it's far beyond any hope of saving at this point. Miss. Star got puppet addicted to Her, knowing full well what She was doing, and now puppet is just desperate to get a fix of its drug. 

 

Miss. Star is a Goddess in puppet's eyes and as such She deserves to be worshiped by this male creature.

 

puppet has loved You for a while now Mistress and it will continue to do so until the day it dies.

 

 


5/26/2014 2:47:35 AM

puppet hopes that E/everyone has a safe Memorial Day.

 

Today puppet is doing two parades so it will very worn out by the end. On days like this puppet may fall short on words.

 

puppet had to wake up early so that it could shower and get dressed. It forgot to shave last night so it needs to do that this morning. This is the one time a year that puppet shaves it's face completely. The reason that puppet shaves is because it puts back on its old uniform and it needs to be "within regs". puppet hopes that it grows back quickly because it really likes the facial hair and so does Miss. Star.

 

Some P/people just see today as a holiday to BBQ and drink but please take some time to remember the men and Women who gave T/their lives so that Y/you could enjoy this day. As a Veteran puppet honors its fallen brothers and Sister. T/those that made the ultimate sacrifice are true H/heroes.

 

Well, puppet is going to hop into the shower and get dressed now. 

 

 


5/25/2014 3:58:06 AM

Yesterday puppet couldn't find this site. puppet was bummed when it was taken down from it's original page.

 

Yesterday puppet had to email its journal entry to Miss. Star because W/we didn't know if this page would be back.

 

puppet was up late last night making Beef Short Ribs because it has a family function today. The ribs will be reheated and served around 1:30 this afternoon. puppet can only hope that people enjoy them because a lot of work and time went into making them.

 

Once puppet has some money it will be able to make these for Miss. Star and the P/pack. They would go great with Wine and Cards Night.

 

puppet enjoys cooking for Miss. Star and it's sad that it hasn't done so in a while. Making food that puts a smile on Miss. Star's face is very rewarding for puppet. puppet enjoys cooking for Miss. Star because She enjoys having puppet cook for Her.

 

Tomorrow puppet has two parades that it will be doing. puppet always marches in these parades every year.

 

For puppet Memorial Day is a somber day. Memorial Day is a day that puppet remembers its brothers and Sisters in uniform that gave T/their lives for this Nation. 

To all fellow Vets out there; Thank Y/you!


5/23/2014 3:56:10 AM

puppet keeps having dreams about Miss. Star. While these dreams cause puppet to wake up horny they also cause puppet's feelings towards Miss. Star increase.

 

puppet can't imagine not being with Miss. Star. puppet knows that it would do anything that She demanded for the simple reason that She demanded it.

 

Yes, puppet is in love with Miss. Star and She knows it. It seems like every male that gets to know Miss. Star develops feeling for Her. Miss. Star is extremely addictive and as soon as puppet got a sample it was hopeless.

 

puppet does enjoy the powerless feeling it has in this relationship though. puppet knows that it belongs to Miss. Star and that She can do as She wishes while it has no say at all. 

 

Miss. Star uses Her power and control over puppet to tease, torture and torment it while at the same time leaving it horny and frustrated. puppet knows that She does this on purpose but it can't do anything about it.

 

puppet is powerless when it comes to Miss. Star. If puppet even tried to stand up to Her She would quash that very easily. Sometimes it only takes a look from Her to cause puppet to tremble with fear.

 

Miss. Star is puppet's world and it can only hope that it pleases Her enough to be kept around. 

 

 

 

 

 


5/22/2014 4:00:51 AM

Yesterday puppet surprised Miss. Star by showing up at Her work to spend time with Her. As is normal when puppet is at Miss. Star's work it was assigned tasks to complete so that Miss. Star didn't have to do them. Doing work to make Miss. Star's life easier and more relaxing is one of the main responsibilities of a good bitch after all.

 

One down side to puppet's visit was that it left horny as hell. Miss. Star has this way of making puppet extremely horny and puppet isn't sure if Miss. Star is even aware that She's doing it most of the time.

 

puppet has discovered over the past several weeks a few "sweet spots" that Miss. Star really enjoys having some pressure applied to while getting a back rub, neck rub and shoulder rub.

 

puppet had a very interesting dream last night and it didn't even involve sex of any kind. puppet had a dream that Miss. Star was making it not only lick Her feet and suck on Her toes (puppet really loves doing that) but She also made it lick the back of Her knee and Her armpits as well. All three areas were very sweaty but puppet wasn't given any choices so it did as She demanded. All of this was done so that She could show off her bitch to a new Female friend of Her's but puppet wasn't allowed to see this Friend. 

 

puppet did hear Miss. Star tell this Friend that She too get Her feet licked or even a foot rub from puppet if She wished but never heard Her answer. 

 

While puppet finds the idea of being displayed by Miss. Star and shown off by Miss. Star appealing it isn't sure how it feels about not being able to see the group it's being displayed to.

 

Obviously, Miss. Star can do anything She wishes and puppet's comfort or discomfort with it is irrelevant and it knows that. puppet exists to serve Miss. Star.

 

 


5/21/2014 4:00:40 AM

puppet was going to make today's journal entry a poem but it doesn't have the time to write it. maybe tomorrow or even later on today puppet will post the a poem for Miss. Star.


puppet finds itself craving the smell and taste of Miss. Star's flesh. The sweet smell of Her feet as well the amazing flavor that they impart into puppet's mouth. puppet believes that it's the pheromones that Miss. Star gives off that have puppet addicted to her and that maybe the act of licking Her feet or sucking on Her toes has caused puppet to ingest these pheromones. It makes puppet wonder if the the affect of these pheromones are intensified if ingested.

 

It really doesn't matter at this point though because puppet has already surrendered its life to Miss. Star and it now lives only to serve Her.

 

Miss. Star can use puppet's addiction however She sees fit and She does. puppet is unable to say "no" to Miss. Star and unable to deny Her anything. 

 

Miss. Star is a Goddess in puppet's eyes and puppet enjoys worshiping at Her feet.

 

puppet is Your's forever Mistress and will do anything You wish.

  

 


5/20/2014 4:00:25 AM

Since Miss. Star made puppet watch a porn about a male being taken anally, and masturbating to it with a but plug in, puppet has been fantasizing more about having itself taken in such a way by its Owner. While puppet has never experienced such a thing before it has heard that it's an amazing experience. 

 

puppet is always thankful when Miss. Star allows it to cum because it's a gift from Her. Someday puppet will be able to afford a good chastity device and Miss. Star will lock it on and keep the key but right now that isn't possible. puppet has been on the honor system for a while. Sometimes it get hard (pun intended) but it pulls through knowing that Miss. Star will be happy with it. puppet knows that Miss. Star's happiness is key to its own happiness. 

 

Every time Miss. Star takes more control of puppet it makes puppet feel great. puppet wonders how long it will be before puppet won;t have any control of anything anymore. 

 

Miss. Star is puppet's drug and She has gotten addicted to the point that recovery is probably never going to be an option. puppet will forever beg Her for a chance to kiss Her feet, suck on Her toes, lick Her feet (or any part of Her Divine Body that She would allow) and to just spend time with Her. puppet is powerless to control its addiction and Miss. Star uses that against it at times and puppet enjoys those experiences.   


5/19/2014 3:57:11 AM

Yesterday was an interesting day for puppet. It was great to spend some time with Miss. Star but puppet had to give Her some bad news that was months in the making. It was something personal and had nothing to do with O/our relationship. 

 

puppet took Miss. Star out to eat at a local BBQ restaurant where puppet may have eaten too much.

 

After lunch puppet met Miss. Star at a local clothing store and She helped puppet pick out a Cologne. Since Miss. Star is ALWAYS right the cologne is nice and She's happy with how it smells on puppet.

 

As is normal for puppet's visits with Miss. Star it left relaxed and happy. Just talking to Miss. Star and knowing that She'll listen is a great feeling. Miss. Star was "slightly" disappointed that puppet told a friend of its the news before it told Her and how much trouble that will get it into is still unknown.

 

On FB last night a Friend of Miss. Star's, that puppet has come to consider a Friend as well, was "playfully" trying to get puppet into trouble with Miss. Star. This may lead to some kind of punishment for puppet simply because it would amuse Miss. Star. 

 

Miss. Star has a way of turning Sadism into an art form and puppet is simply Her canvas. puppet would like to make it understood though that it is fully capable of getting itself into enough trouble on its own and doesn't need any help from O/others.

 

puppet will accept any and all punishments Miss. Star says it deserves and will not question Her on it. puppet is after all Miss. Star's bitch and bitches NEVER have a say in things. puppet knows that Miss. Star will be fair in Her punishments as well. 


5/18/2014 3:54:29 AM

puppet is excited that it gets to spend some time with Miss. Star today. 

 

Last night Miss. Star saw it fit to allow puppet to orgasm. She required puppet to have a butt plug in and orgasm after watching a porn where a male was taken anally. The video puppet watched was this: http://xhamster.com/movies/656640/femdom_strapon_mistress.html


Miss. Star knows that this something that puppet would like to experience and She uses it to teas Her puppet. puppet holds out hope that one day Miss. Star will take its anal virginity. Will it will be a slow and gentle experience or a hard, rough and painful one? Either way puppet will be happy that Miss. Star took this cherry from it. 


puppet has found that Miss. Star enjoys using its fantasies and fetishes against it sometimes. She really enjoys torturing puppet with its foot fetish and there have been times when She would stick Her foot in puppet's face but not allow it to kiss, lick or suck on it. All puppet could do was look at it and breath in the beautiful aroma. This always makes puppet horny and drives it nuts.


puppet knows that it exists for Miss. Star's enjoyment and it also knows that She really enjoys teasing Her puppet. The hornier and more frustrated She makes puppet the more She enjoys it and the more puppet falls in love with Her. 


puppet loves it when Miss. Star calls it a "good boy", "good bitch" or something anything else along those lines. puppet tries really hard to be the best bitch that Miss. Star has ever had. puppet knows that  its destiny is to serve Miss. Star and that is the reason it was put on this earth. 


puppet enjoys knowing that Miss. Star gets pleasure and enjoyment out of doing whatever She wishes to Her puppet. puppet is Her property and it wouldn't want to exist any other way.  


5/17/2014 3:59:38 AM

Today is Saturday and puppet is looking forward to seeing Miss. Star. No matter what happens in puppet's life it knows that as soon as it is in Miss. Star's presence that all will become right in its world.

 

puppet can't even begin to understand how Miss. Star makes it feel so centered but She does. Actually, puppet hasn't been able to figure out very much about Miss. Star. She enjoys keeping Herself a Mystery.

 

puppet is adamant that it will figure Miss. Star out someday but when it has mentioned that to Her all Miss. Star did was laugh. 

 

On other notes puppet has completely lost track of the amount of time between orgasms. puppet has no idea when the last one was and even less of an idea when the next one will occur. For a while puppet was giving day by day updates and counts but Miss. Star didn't want that any longer so it stopped. Now puppet has no idea how long it's been and puppet is pretty sure that's exactly what Miss. Star wants.

 

puppet will always put Miss. Star's wants and needs above its own because She is above puppet. puppet knows that Miss. Star is its better and it worships at Her feet because of it.  


5/16/2014 3:58:30 AM

This weekend puppet may be taking Miss. Star out to eat. puppet really enjoys taking Miss. Star places. 

 

Spending time with Miss. Star is puppet's favorite thing to do. Just being around Miss. Star makes puppet happy and it forgets about all of the negative things in its life. 

 

puppet knows how lucky it is to be allowed the honor of spending time with Miss. Star mo matter what form that time takes. puppet could be cleaning Miss. Star's place, cooking for Her (and maybe friends as well), bound, gagged and stuck in a corner of the room or even in a closet or even on its knees at Her feet waiting on orders from Her but regardless of what Miss. Star is having puppet do it will always thank Her for it.

 

puppet wishes for a day when it could live, 24/7/365, at Miss. Star's beck and call. Miss. Star already knows that She can call it at anytime She wishes for any reason but puppet thinks it would be much easier if it was in the same house as Her.  puppet realizes that IF this was to ever happen that it would be the one doing all of the chores and cooking while Miss. Star relaxed. puppet is fine with that and would even help Miss. Star relax by giving Her foot rubs or massages as She sees fit.

 

puppet wants to make Miss. Star's life easier and do anything it can for Her. 

 

puppet loves Miss. Star maybe more than even it realizes. Miss. Star really grew on puppet and now puppet couldn't imagine being without Her. Everything about Miss. Star has puppet addicted and it really enjoys the feeling. It's tough though when puppet can't see Miss. Star for a while. puppet feels like it goes through withdrawals and gets desperate to see Miss. Star, smell Her, touch Her and worship Her. Yes, Miss. Star is puppet's drug and it would do anything to get more.

 

puppet is forever Your's Miss. Star. puppet will love You forever.    


5/15/2014 4:00:48 AM

Well, today is the 15th and puppet needs to start writing its journal again. 

 

puppet will admit that it felt odd at first not writing a journal everyday. After a little while puppet got used to sleeping in and not writing the journals but that's all over now. 

 

puppet simply does what Miss. Star instructs it to do. 

 

Not too much has changed since puppet's last journal entry though. puppet is still the owned property of Miss. Star as well as 1,000,000+% Her bitch. puppet knows that there's no going back for it. puppet will be Miss. Star's bitch forever.

 

This is all stuff that Miss. Star knows and She also knows how to use puppet's feelings for Her to Her full advantage and puppet loves it.

 

Miss. Star is an amazingly Beautiful and Smart Woman. Every male that meets Miss. Star probably has fantasies about Her and the ones that are submissive (like puppet) just surrender to Her instantly. 

 

puppet realized a long time ago that it had lost the ability to say "No" to Miss. Star. It wasn't so much that She took that away from puppet so much as puppet felt so trusting of Miss. Star that the word "No" fell away and become unneeded. puppet has infinite trust in Miss. Star and puppet knows that She will treat puppet the way it needs to be treated while at the same time not doing and determinant damage to it. 

 

Miss. Star is, by far, the best thing that has ever happened to puppet and puppet never wants to lose Her. The song "i'll be there for You" by bon jovi has great lyrics that seem to fit how puppet feels everyday about Miss. Star. puppet knows that song is more about a breakup but some of the wording is spot on.

 

puppet is fully and totally in love with Miss. Star and the more She treats puppet as Her bitch the more puppet falls in love with Her. 


4/22/2014 8:32:11 PM

Miss. Star has told puppet that its next journal entry isn't going to be until May 15th. puppet knows better than to question Her.

 

puppet just wanted to let P/people know why it wasn't posting.


4/22/2014 3:04:05 AM

Another day another dollar....

 

It's 0547 hrs right now and puppet has no idea what to write here. puppet doesn't know what Y/you want to read about and it hasn't been given a specific topic by Miss. Star in a very long time.

 

puppet could talk about it's kinks and fetishes and how it fantasizes. The issue with these topics is that it only gets to experience kinks and fetishes that Miss. Star enjoys and only in ways that She enjoys. puppet enjoys the ways that Miss. Star presents the kinks and fetishes though including the way She uses them to torture and/or tease Her puppet.

 

As far a puppet's fantasize go, even puppet knows, they no longer matter in its world. puppet's world has been completely conquered by Miss. Star and now puppet focuses on wanting to fulfill Her fantasizes. puppet wishes to be the tool that's used to bring Miss. Star's imagination to life.

 

puppet has willing accepted that it will be subjected to pain by Miss. Star and sometimes it will be simply to amuse Herself with. 

 

puppet has become Miss. Star's bitch in every sense of the word and it couldn't happy about that. If being Her bitch allows puppet the ability to spend time with Miss. Star than it will become even more of a bitch if it can.

 

The power that Miss. Star holds over puppet is immense and She wields it expertly. puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star knows how much power She has over puppet and puppet knows it's helpless to resist Her. 

 

puppet exists as property now and it's completely owned by Miss. Star.  


4/21/2014 4:03:27 AM

Good Morning E/everyone. puppet hopes that Y/you had a good Easter.

 

Today is Monday and that means that puppet needs to work. 

 

puppet is always thinking of how it can become a better slave for Miss. Star. Being Her perfect slave is puppet's goal. puppet will keep trying to do this because Miss. Star deserves it. 

 

puppet could never say enough how thankful it is that it met Miss. Star. Despite the fact that puppet is scared what Her mind will come up with next it knows that She will take it to levels never seen before.

 

puppet sees Miss. Star as a BDSM Artist and puppet's flesh is Her canvas..........Well, it really isn't puppet's flesh anymore....Miss. Star will create markings and patterns using various tools and puppet will display them for A/all too see.

 

Miss. Star also seems to enjoy playing with puppet's mind and She seems to know how to mess with puppet's mind pretty well. 

 

Miss. Star has made puppet unable to resist Her and unable to deny Her anything.

 

puppet exists to serve, please, pleasure (when allowed), amuse, entertain and worship Miss. Star. puppet could never not being Her property and being a free male again. puppet needs the control that She has over it.


4/20/2014 3:59:08 AM

Happy Easter E/everyone. 

 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star has a Wonderful day with Her F/family. While puppet is sad that it can't spend the day with Her it knows it will see Her next weekend.

 

puppet isn't sure what else to type in here today. 

 

puppet is keeping itself busy with it's campaign. Next weekend (on Saturday) puppet plans to meet with some people and hold signs. puppet wants to do everything it can to win this year. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star isn't interested in politics and that's why it doesn't talk about it too much in these posts. today is just a day that doesn't seem to bring anything else to puppet's mind.

 

Well, puppet's brain is fried it seems....

 

puppet is going to spend today with family and maybe it will have a good times.

 

 


4/19/2014 4:00:46 AM

It feels like puppet is starting to get better. That's good because being sick all week really sucked. 

 

Tomorrow is Easter and puppet hopes that E/everyone has a good Holiday. If Y/you don't celebrate Easter than puppet still hopes that Y/you have a wonderful day.

 

Being sick all week has caused puppet to get even less sleep than it has normally been getting. With that lack of sleep has come a lack of dreams too. 

 

puppet does constantly think about Miss. Star though and puppet is forever grateful to Her for taking puppet as Her's. puppet has stated in the past that it made the choice to submit to Miss. Star and that it was the last choice it got to make but puppet isn't sure that it even had choice in this matter.

 

Miss. Star is a very Dominating Woman and, even though puppet is extremely happy and thankful to belong to Miss. Star, it isn't really sure if made the choice or if the choice was made for it. Obviously, puppet believes that Miss. Star is its destiny and that its only purpose is to serve Her but was puppet thinking clearly when it kissed Miss. Star's feet for the first time??

 

puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star wasn't going to take "No" for an answer that day and puppet is glad it didn't even try to resist Her. Miss. Star is so beyond Amazing.   


4/18/2014 4:00:32 AM

Why did CM think they needed E/everyone's entire profile visible right next to T/their journal entry? It's kind of a stupid idea if Y/you ask me.

 

Well, puppet didn't forget its computer last night. It's great to have the computer back. 

 

puppet still feels sick as hell too.

 

Yesterday was puppet's birthday and all it did was work and do a public access T.V. interview. EXCITING!!!

 

It doesn't look like puppet will be seeing Miss. Star this weekend because of Easter. puppet is sad when it can't see Miss. Star but family is important to both of U/us so puppet understands.

 

Maybe puppet should call in sick to work and try to just rest........


4/17/2014 3:46:04 AM
Once again puppet was stupid and left its computer at work. puppet is still sick and it has a ln interview (on public access t.v.) about its upcoming election. puppet is so over being sick. puppet needs to find time to go see a doctor. Oh yea...today is puppet's birthday and it turns 34 years old. Well puppet needs to go to work and take a shower....well...not in that order.

4/16/2014 3:47:28 AM
Well puppet was stupid and left its computer at work last night. Add to that puppet beingbsick as hell and waking up to see snow on the ground and this week is starting out bad. Now puppet needs to post this entry from its phone and even that didn't charge for some reason last night. puppet just wants to back to sleep but it needs to go to work. This entire journal seems like puppet whining....sorry. puppet always talks about how amazing Miss. Star is so Y/you can look at a previous post for that. puppet is gonna jump into the shower now. Good dayy E/everyone.

4/15/2014 3:01:51 AM

puppet feels sick as hell today. it has a sore throat and a stuffy runny nose. puppet really hates being sick because it doesn't feel like doing anything. Also, when puppet is sick it doesn't sleep very well. Add that to puppet's current sleeping problem and puppet is extremely tired.


Today is the first day of puppet's second year as Miss. Star's slave. It's amazing how fast a year can go by when you're submitting to a Woman you adore so much. puppet hopes to make this year much even better than last year.


puppet knows how lucky it is to belong to Miss. Star. The way that Miss. Star treats Her puppet is what keeps puppet addicted to Her and it brings puppet back for more.


Miss. Star can do wrong to puppet and She knows that. That's very powerful knowledge because it opens up a new world of possibilities. 


Miss. Star is puppet's life and She's a true Goddess that puppet serves and worships.


Thank You for allowing puppet a spot in Your life Mistress. 


 


4/14/2014 4:03:26 AM

Happy 1 Year Anniversary Mistress. It was one year ago today that You and puppet met and it's been one year since puppet surrendered itself to You. puppet knew the moment that it kissed Your feet that it was addicted. puppet knew at that very moment that it had given up any rights a free male would have. 

 

puppet now exists to serve You Miss. Star and that is its purpose in life. You have lead puppet down a path that it feels like it can't return from. You keep leading puppet deeper and puppet knows that with You guiding it that it will keep following You. 

 

In this last year You have become more than just puppet's Owner and Mistress. You have taken over puppet's hear and mind. All puppet does is think about You and how it can serve You better Mistress.

 

puppet accepts that it's Your bitch and it will embrace this role and any other role that You give it Mistress. puppet must embrace it because it doesn't have any real choice in the matter. 

 

You are amazing at teasing puppet and puppet can't help but get turned on every time You do. In this year You have become an expert on pushing puppet's buttons to get the results that You desire. puppet never thought that it was easily read but You did it.

 

There isn't anything that puppet would deny You Mistress as long as it could do it.

 

You're by far the most Amazing Woman in puppet's life and puppet wants to stay in Your's forever Mistress.

 

You have taken control of puppet's orgasms, You have claimed the cock and balls between puppet's legs as Your's, puppet has give You its heart and mind and You've claimed the rest of puppet's body as Your's too so now puppet is curious what Your plan to claim next.  Whatever part of puppet or puppet's life You claim next will become Your's just like everything else has.

 

Miss. Star, You, are the real deal and puppet is honored and humbled to be Your's. Any male (or Woman) would be lucky to be in puppet's position.

 

puppet loves You Mistress.


4/13/2014 4:02:12 AM

It kind of stinks that weekends are only 2 days long. puppet is sad that it needs to go to work tomorrow but it's excited that it gets to see Miss. Star today. 

 

Tomorrow will be one year since Miss. Star allowed me to first kiss Her feet and offer myself to Her. It has been a very interesting ride this first year but puppet hasn't looked back. 

 

puppet is honored that Miss. Star would allow it to submit to Her and become Her property. When a male creature like puppet is owned it feels complete and Miss. Star really does own puppet in every sense of the word. 

 

The journey that Miss. Star has lead puppet on holds no regrets because puppet knows it's being put in, and kept in, its  proper place. Miss. Star loves to make the point that puppet is Her bitch and at times She evens says that puppet is a "good bitch" and that pleases puppet very much.

 

puppet always tries to be the best that it can be. Sometimes puppet will stumble but it will get back up and keep trying. puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't accept failure and puppet refuses to fail. 

 

Miss. Star is, by far, the most Sexy, Beautiful and Sadistic Woman it has ever served. When all of those get rolled into one Woman the male species is bound to subjugated by Her. puppet knows that it can't say "no" to Her and it also knows that others have a hard time saying "no" to Her as well.

puppet believes that males were put on this planet to serve Women and Miss. Star is the most powerful Woman by far.



4/12/2014 4:01:39 AM

The weekend is finally here and puppet is ready to enjoy itself. puppet knows that it will get to see Miss. Star tomorrow and that makes puppet very happy. puppet really does enjoy spending time with Her. 

 

There really isn't anything that puppet wouldn't do for Miss. Star. Miss. Star brings puppet joy and purpose in this world. Without Her puppet might be a lost and wondering male creature. 

 

The training that puppet has received so far under Miss. Star has made puppet a better bitch but puppet knows that more training is always needed.

 

At some point puppet hopes to be trained and conditioned exactly the way Miss. Star wants it to be. puppet wants it's responses and reactions to her to become automatic and to happen without any conscious thought.

 

Maybe puppet's hypnosis/mind control fetish comes from its desire to be the perfect slave. puppet wants to be exactly how Miss. Star wants it to be and it knows that it can never be the way it once. 

 

puppet is a slave as well as Miss. Star's personal bitch and that is what puppet will always remain. puppet can only hope that Miss. Star will help puppet become a better slave and more of a bitch for Her. puppet craves Miss. Star breaking its ego and pride down and then taking them away from it. puppet knows that it doesn't need them anymore and it doesn't want them. 


4/11/2014 4:01:00 AM

puppet is so happy that the weekend is finally almost here. puppet needs to work today but tomorrow and Sunday it doesn't. puppet really needs a vacation and take one very soon.

 

puppet still doesn't know if it can make plans with Miss. Star for Saturday to Celebrate one year since She made puppet Her's. puppet knows that Miss. Star is very busy and that it must work around Her schedule. 

 

puppet was surprised by how fast this anniversary came up. It doesn't feel like it's been a year yet. Usually after a year puppet is, at the very least, close to figuring out the Woman it's with but in Miss. Star's case She's just as much of a mystery to puppet as the day W/we met. In some aspects Miss. Star is more of a mystery to puppet.

 

puppet really enjoys how Miss. Star keeps it on its toes. Miss. Star always keeps puppet guessing about what will be happening to it next and She ALWAYS refuses to give puppet hints or choices. This is how puppet feels it should always be. 

 

puppet made its last real choice on April 14th of last year and that choice was to submit to this Amazing Woman. puppet's fate was sealed when its lips touched Her shoes in the parking lot of the restaurant. It was at that moment that puppet made its choice to belong to Miss. Star and it knew that it probably wasn't going to be allowed any choices after that.

 

Miss. Star has pushed Her puppet and got it do try new things and puppet hopes that She continues with that. puppet knows that it's always being trained and tested so it needs to always pay attention to Miss. Star.

 

Thank You Mistress for a great year. You're more to puppet than just a Mistress, You've become part of puppet's soul. puppet looks forward to many more years to come.


4/10/2014 4:01:34 AM

The week is almost over!!! YAY!!! puppet can't wait to see its Beautiful Owner this weekend. Now puppet just needs to get through today and Friday.

 

puppet actually feels like it got some good sleep last night but it's still tired as heck. Working 11+ hours 5 days a week takes a toll on puppet after a while.

 

puppet is also excited because Monday will mark the one Year mark of Miss. Star claiming and naming puppet as Her's. That was a great day for puppet.

 

puppet hasn't had a boring time with Miss. Star at all since it met Her. She can find a way to make anything enjoyable for puppet. 

 

Miss. Star is an all around Wonderful Woman. She's an Amazing Mistress and a practiced Sadist. She makes puppet both excited and scared sometimes and usually at the same time. 


Miss. Star's laughs and giggles have a way of turning puppet on and She not only knows this but She takes advantage of this fact too. 


puppet doesn't want any other life than that of being owned and (hopefully eventually) collared by Miss. Star. puppet wants Miss. Star to mark it as Her property. The only question is how to do that marking.


Miss. Star has turned puppet into Her personal bitch and now puppet can only hope that She can take puppet to knew levels of being a bitch. puppet dreams of being such a bitch that it can't remember being anything else.


Miss. Star has the ability to make puppet into anything that She wants whenever She chooses She wants to. One thing puppet hopes that Miss. Star never turns it into is a free male. puppet never wants to be free from Her as long as it lives.   


4/9/2014 4:01:45 AM

Good morning A/all. puppet still isn't getting much sleep. It sucks going on 5 hours of sleep all the time. Add to that the fact that puppet is in a constant state of arousal and it makes it hard for puppet to get things done.

 

puppet suffers through its arousal and frustration for the simple reason that it wishes to please Miss. Star. If it wasn't for the simple fact that Miss. Star wants puppet to be horny and frustrated, and that She enjoys puppet's suffering, puppet would have the problem resolved by now.

 

On some weird and deprived level puppet enjoys Miss. Star making it suffer for Her. puppet hopes that someday Miss. Star will do some extreme tease and denial on it and maybe even add in some long term edging. puppet knows that this will probably drive it insane but it would be a small price to pay if puppet's suffering made Miss. Star happy.

 

Miss. Star's happiness is what puppet cares about most of all. If turning puppet into a puddle of bloody goo would please Miss. Star than puppet must let Her do that. 

 

puppet knows that it has lost its right to say "No" to Miss. Star as well as the ability to make any choices. The only Person that has any say in what happens to puppet is Miss. Star. Miss. Star is puppet's complete world and without Her control puppet's world would stop existing and puppet would fade away.

 

puppet loves knowing that it belongs to Miss. Star and that it's Her bitch. puppet even gets turned on when Miss. Star tells O/others that puppet is Her bitch. puppet knows its place and is happy to live in that place for the rest of its existence if it can always serve Miss. Star.


4/8/2014 3:03:35 AM

puppet tries to keep itself from looking at porn but it seems to fail a lot. the porn does nothing but add to puppet's horniness and frustration. 

 

puppet has to go to work early today and the first half of the day will be spent in an area with no internet or phone service which stinks.

 

puppet was thinking about its trip to Kinky Con with Miss. Star and the pack last year. puppet woke up with its face buried inside one of Miss. Star's shoes. puppet would enjoy that happening again. 

 

Today it seems hard for puppet to write and that may end up with a short journal entry......

 

puppet dreams and fantasizes about Miss. Star all the time. One thing puppet would really love to experience with Her is "Queening". Even if She has Her puppet gagged during it puppet just thinks that the experience would be heavenly. 

 

Miss. Star's body is so Divinely Perfect that puppet would do anything to touch it. 

 

One thing that puppet knows though is that it's wants, desires and fantasizes don't matter because Miss. Star will do what She wants, when She wants and however She wants to do it. All puppet can do is take it and thank Her for it. That's why puppet is such a bitch in this relationship. Miss. Star has 100% control and 100% ownership of puppet and the body that puppet once claimed as its own.  


4/7/2014 4:01:34 AM

puppet spent yesterday with Miss. Star and had a great time. puppet does think that it needs to find a way to prevent Miss. Star from seeing pictures that will lead to more suffering for puppet though.......Like that could ever happen though.....

 

Yesterday Miss. Star saw an internet photo of a massive hand print shaped welt and indicated that She now has a new goal. Yes, She wants to leave a mark like that on Her puppet and puppet is unable to tell Her "no". It's not that puppet wants to tell Her "no" but puppet could tell by the picture that it will take a lot of smacks in the exact same spot to make this mark happen.

 

To say that puppet is scared is understatement. puppet feels like a live mouse that's getting dropped into a snake cage so the snake can eat it. puppet is well aware that if Miss. Star wishes to do something to puppet that She will do it because puppet is Her property. 

 

Serving Miss. Star means that puppet must take some pain at times and puppet knew that when it met Her. puppet made the choice to serve Her and that was the last choice puppet has been allowed in this relationship.

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet loves Her and that it has become addicted to Her. Miss. Star is puppet's drug and not only does She know that She also uses it to Her advantage. By now Miss. Star knows that puppet is completely enthralled and that She can have it do whatever She decides.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star turned it into the bitch that it is now but there isn't anything puppet can do about it. What's done can't be undone as the expression goes. 

 

being allowed to kneel at Miss. Star's feet and kiss Her feet is like Heaven and when puppet can lick them and suck on them (or have Miss. Star shove Her feet down its throat) puppet reaches new levels of Heavenly Bliss.

 

Thank You for everything Mistress.


4/6/2014 4:00:03 AM

puppet gets to see Miss. Star today!! The big question is what to do for lunch today...

 

puppet knows that it mentions it a lot but it really does feel lucky to be owned by Miss. Star. Monday will be one week away from O/our one year anniversary. Just 3 days after that is puppet's birthday and what better gift than knowing that it's owned by the Sexiest and most Amazing Woman it has ever met.

 

puppet can safely say that Miss. Star was the best birthday gift it ever got. puppet doesn't know what it's going to do to mark this anniversary but it does want to make it special. 

 

puppet needs to focus more on Miss. Star's happiness and less on how horny it is. puppet's horniness is simply energy it can spend on serving Miss. Star.

 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star lets it plan something for O/our anniversary but in the end it will comply with whatever plans Miss. Star tells it to make. As long as Miss. Star is happy than puppet will be happy.

 

puppet loves, respects and worships You Miss. Star. Thank You for owning puppet and creating marionette. 


4/5/2014 4:00:49 AM

puppet is extremely horny right now. Yesterday it posted (on FL) that it felt like a bitch in heat and this feeling is just growing. puppet really needs to stop looking at porn since it can't jerk-off whenever it wants. 

 

It seems that puppet is just a glutton for punishment. Watching porn and getting extremely aroused is a form of self torture and puppet is making itself crazy. Every story it reads, video it watches or picture it looks at it imagines Miss. Star being the Woman and puppet being the male being abused. puppet gets even more aroused when the male is bound and the Woman (Miss. Star in puppet's mind) is pleasuring or being pleasured by another Woman. 

 

Sometimes puppet even fantasizes about serving them afterwards. Maybe puppet gets untied and told to get Them a drink or a snack. Maybe puppet is told to lick the sex induced sweat from both of Them. It really doesn't matter what gets asked of puppet to do because it will do it. 

 

Just writing this is making puppet even more horny. This is such a double edged sword.....On one hand, puppet needs to write about what's in its head and on the other hand, writing it just brings it right to the front of puppet's mind. 

 

How is puppet supposed to put these thoughts out of its mind if it needs to recount them? It's ok though because puppet's frustration and discomfort please Miss. Star so it does serve a purpose. 


The life of a slave bitch isn't supposed to be easy though. puppet exist for the sole purpose of Miss. Star's pleasure, amusement, entertainment and whatever other reason She dictates. puppet is completely Her property and it wouldn't wish it to be any other way. 


puppet even finds itself craving the smell and taste of Her flesh. Getting a chance to smell, kiss, lick and suck on Her feet and toes might through puppet over the edge and cause an unauthorized orgasm. While that would be VERY bad as well as humiliating for puppet (having an orgasm without physical contact with the cock) it's a risk puppet would willing accept. puppet knows that the punishment would be severe and possibly require months without permission to cum but Miss. Star's feet are that amazing that the risk seems fair.


You have made puppet the happiest and luckiest slave in the world Miss. Star. puppet couldn't have dreamed You no matter how hard it tried. You seemed to know how to push puppet's buttons from the first day W/we met and You've just kept finding new buttons. Serving You is such an honor and a privilege Mistress.  


4/4/2014 4:02:02 AM

puppet woke up horny as hell today. While this isn't really a new development it's still frustrating. Once upon a time puppet could just relieve its horniness but that isn't the case anymore. Miss. Star owns puppet and the cock and balls that once belonged to puppet is no longer its property. The same goes for the cum that comes out of said cock and balls. The only P/person that can allow puppet's horniness to be relieved is Miss. Star but puppet knows that She enjoys puppet's frustration and She really enjoys making puppet horny and keeping it horny.

 

Last night puppet had an erotic dream which is what lead to its horny state this morning.....

 

It all started out simply enough with puppet, Miss. Star and Miss. Feather having dinner and drinks (puppet cooked dinner). puppet was kneeling at Miss. Star's feet where it giving Her a foot rub when She got up to "use the bathroom". Miss. Star came back with an extra glass of wine and told Her puppet to drink it. 

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet doesn't like the same wine that She does but that doesn't matter. puppet knows that it can't really tell Miss. Star no without a damn good reason so it drank the wine. As puppet was finishing it it noticed Miss. Star laughing but it had no idea why. 

 

Miss. Star then started rubbing Her feet in puppet's face and shoving them in its mouth. puppet was in heaven because it loves this treatment but then things started to feel off. puppet started to get dizzy and that's when Miss. Star said "The drug is starting to work puppet. you can't fight it."

 

It wasn't long after that that things went black. When puppet woke up it was gagged with a dildo, blindfolded and it felt like its body was encased in something. It turns out that Miss. Star and Miss. Feather had drugged puppet and "mummified" it inside plastic wrap. 

 

Once Miss. Star noticed puppet was awake She grabbed the cock sticking out of the plastic wrap while whispering in puppet's ear "welcome back bitch. This cock will be used and abused and there's nothing that you can do about it. After We finish with this cock We'll be destroying that ass too. 

 

puppet has no idea how long the tortures lasted but by the end of things puppet's ass and cock where in totally owned by Miss. Star. She forced larger and larger plugs and dildos into the ass while enflicting extreme CBT on puppet.

 

As Miss. Star and Miss. Feather were finishing They would ride the other end of the dildo sticking out of puppet's mouth. When They were finally finished with that and cut puppet out of the plastic they had puppet kneel before Them, kiss Thier feet, thank Them for this treatment and then lick They're pussies and asses until they orgasmed from each.

 

This solidified puppet's status a total, complete and udder bitch.


4/3/2014 4:01:04 AM

puppet would like to start off by sending out condolences to the families affected by yesterday's tragic shooting at Ft. Hood Texas. As a veteran puppet is well aware of what these men and Women go through everyday. Knowing that something like this can happen on one of O/our bases AGAIN just makes puppet sick. puppet's thought and prayers go out to all involved.

 

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Today is Thursday which means that puppet only has one more work day until the weekend. YAY!! Weekends are a time for puppet to relax and visit with the Woman that it's proud to call its Owner. 

 

Getting a chance to spend time with Miss. Star is what puppet looks forward to. 

 

puppet knows that it needs to keep Miss. Star happy because a happy Mistress mean a happy slave. 

 

puppet constantly thinks about Miss. Star and wishes that it could spend more time with Her. As a matter of fact puppet craves a life where it lives with Her and is at Her beck and call 24/7/365. This would be a great life for puppet.


puppet also looks forward to Miss. Star bring out marionette to play again. So far marionette has only come out once and it got a little waxing that time. 


puppet really does enjoy everything Miss. Star does to it, even if its reactions at the time may indicate otherwise. Being Miss. Star's bitch wasn't supposed to be an easy task. If it was easy many others would be in puppet's position too. 


puppet is so lucky to be owned by such a Beautiful, Lovable, Caring and Sadistic Woman. puppet will NEVER take Miss. Star for granted.  


4/2/2014 4:05:26 AM

just over 2 weeks until puppet's birthday and it's realizing that 34 isn't young anymore. 

 

Today puppet wants to touch on the subject of "love" because it's hard to express sometimes.

 

Love is one of those feelings that sneaks up on Y/you sometimes. Sometimes lust is mistaken for love though. For puppet love is a very special feeling. puppet will get butterflies in its stomach at the mere thought of Miss. Star. When puppet is with Her everything about Her is distracting to it. puppet's throat gets dry and it sweats a lot more. puppet knows that it's body is sending out extra pheromones when it's around Miss. Star. 

 

puppet believes that there's  difference between "loving S/someone" and "being IN love with S/someone". Just because Y/you may love S/someone doesn't mean that Y/you're in love with them. 

 

"In love", to puppet, means that Y/you can't live without the other P/person in Y/your life. When Y/you're in love with S/someone Y/you may find Y/yourself doing crazing things but Y/you do it to express Y/your feelings.

 

Love is something that is never the same twice. The old expression of "i've never loved A/anyone like this before" is true. Y/you will never love 2 P/people the same way. 

puppet is a very shy person. When puppet sees a Woman it finds attractive it has a hard time approaching Her. There have even been times that puppet has forgotten it's own name when a pretty Woman has asked. 

 

When puppet meets a Woman, like Miss. Star, that has a personality that just commands obedience it seems easier to answer answer Her questions though.  

 

puppet not only loves Miss. Star but it is also in love with Her and it's willing to do whatever it takes to prove this and to win Miss. Star's heart. 


4/1/2014 3:08:29 AM

Today is April Fool's Day.......That's ok though because puppet grew out of pranks a long time ago. puppet does wonder if S/someone will try to pull one on it though. 

 

Now, on to what this journal is supposed to be about.

 

puppet fantasizes about Miss. Star all of the time. The less She allows puppet to cum the more it fantasizes about Her. Miss. Star is a vision of perfection and being under Her control is an honor and a joy. puppet dreams of the thing that Miss. Star might do to it knowing full well that She does whatever She wishes.

 

Whenever Miss. Star tells Her puppet that it's a "good boy" puppet feels happy and aroused. Miss. Star's laugh (or sadistic giggle) also gets puppet turned on. Miss. Star knows both of these things and puppet thinks that She does them on purpose just to make puppet more sexually frustrated. 

 

All of this makes puppet thankful for the life that Miss. Star has given it. puppet exists in Her world and at Her leisure for the purposes of serving Her every need, wish and desire. puppet's only desire is to please Her and that's what it strives to do at all times.

 

puppet is sure that, eventually, it will earn Miss. Star's collar and even after it earns it puppet will keep re-earning it every day. puppet doesn't know how close or far it is from earning Miss. Star's collar but once it's placed around puppet's neck it will stay there.

 

puppet dreams of Miss. Star leading it around on a leash from Her collar. puppet dreams of a tag hanging from the collar that announces that puppet is a collared bitch and that Miss. Star owns it fully. 

 

Thank You letting puppet earn its place in Your life Mistress. puppet has seen a lot of things happen but puppet loves You and will stay by Your side no matter what. You're a strong Woman and that's one thing that attracted puppet to You. No matter what life throws at You puppet knows that You will get through it and end up stronger because of it. 


With much love and affection puppet wishes You good morning and hopes the day is worthy of a Goddess such as Yourself Mistress.  


3/31/2014 4:01:56 AM

Yesterday was a good day for puppet. It got to spend time with Miss. Star. puppet gave Miss. Star a shoulder rub that She seemed to enjoy. puppet really enjoyed giving it to Her as well. Just the honor of feeling Miss. Star's soft flesh turned puppet on. puppet isn't sure if Miss. Star was aware how turned on it was getting by giving Her the shoulder rub but puppet does know that She wouldn't care.

 

puppet's horniness is irrelevant but Miss. Star does enjoy using it against puppet. puppet's own body betrays it sometimes and it's those times that doom puppet.

 

Yesterday it appeared that Miss. Star had developed a few new ideas on how to torture Her puppet and puppet doesn't have any choice but to go along with it. There isn't a single part of puppet's body that isn't fully owned by Miss. Star.

 

Even if puppet wanted to tell Her "no" it can't. puppet needs to make Miss. Star happy and to please Her and in do so it must endure pain and torture. puppet knew that Miss. Star is a Sadist so it knows it must deal with it.

 

puppet has complete trust and faith in Miss. Star and puppet knows that no matter how much She tortures Her puppet She will not go too far. puppet willing gave up control to Miss. Star and after that it's ability to choose has been virtually nonexistent.

 

Miss. Star makes it clear very often that puppet is Her bitch and Her property. puppet doesn't have any doubts that it will do anything to please Miss. Star. 

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch is puppet's life now and puppet embraces it and accepts it.   


3/30/2014 4:01:42 AM

Today puppet gets to see Miss. Star. YAY!! puppet is so excited because it enjoys spending time with Her. puppet is also always in awe of how beautiful Miss. Star is. Even in the morning, before She showers and does Her make-up, puppet finds Her stunning beautiful. 

 

puppet feels that the need to be Miss. Star's slave grows every time it spends time with Her. Being Miss. Star's slave has become a very strong need for puppet and an addiction. Just being allowed to touch Miss. Star, either to rub Her shoulders/neck, rub Her feet, kiss Her feet, lick Her feet or even sucking on Her toes draws puppet deeper into a life of slavery. The funny thing is that puppet wouldn't change it for the world.

 

Miss. Star has made puppet well aware of its station and puppet knows that it will always be at Her feet and puppet really loves that. Plus, Miss. Star's feet are so beautiful and the smell and taste of them is another addiction of puppet's. If Y/you ever get a chance to have Miss. Star rub Her feet in Your face and shove them into Your mouth than Y/you might understand.

 

puppet knew its freedom was lost the very moment it kissed Miss. Star's feet in the parking lot after O/our first meeting. That very moment puppet's fate was sealed and it started the journey that has led it to a point of not thinking that it could live without Miss. Star.

 

puppet knows that it needs Miss. Star to have control over it. The way She wields that control is AMAZING and enjoys not being able to do anything about it. 


3/29/2014 4:00:21 AM

Good morning CM. 

 

puppet is going to a gun show today and the show happens to be in the same town as Miss. Star. Maybe puppet will see Her today. If not it knows that it will see Her tomorrow and that makes puppet happy. Spending time with Miss. Star makes puppet feel complete.

 

Today is another day when puppet isn't sure what to write. puppet could talk about its wants and desires but it knows that those don't matter. 

 

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star will be willing to plan something for its birthday but if not (puppet knows that She has a lot going on right now) puppet is willing to offer ideas.

 

puppet is hopeful that the Pack will get together soon and play Cards Against Humanity again. The Pack has so much fun when W/we play this game. puppet even enjoys when it's forced to stop playing so that it can rub Miss. Star's feet or get Her something to eat and drink. puppet is a slave after all and Miss. Star's happiness comes first.

 

Take care CM and puppet looks forward to writing again tomorrow.


3/28/2014 4:01:40 AM

Today is Friday and puppet is happy about that. This means that the weekend is here and puppet will get to see Miss. Star on Sunday. The thing that sucks about Fridays is that puppet has to go to work.

 

Last night puppet had a dream that Miss. Star kidnapped.....well actually slavenapped puppet. puppet was bound tightly, blindfolded and gagged. Miss. Star tossed puppet into Her car, it seemed like the trunk, and drove it to an unknown spot. 

 

When the blindfold was finally removed puppet was inside of a small cage still bound and gagged.

 

"This is your new life puppet. I have removed you from anything that could distract you from serving me."

 

Miss. Star than grabbed a needle off of a table and walked over to Her captive puppet and injected something right below the skin. It was a microchip of some kind that She just put into puppet's arm. She grabbed another needle and injected another one into the back of puppet's neck.

 

"These will help me train you faster by shocking you whenever you disobey me."

 

She made sure to show puppet how it worked too. She also explained that they would prevent it from leaving the room it was in unless She allowed it to.

 

puppet was on the road to becoming a completely owned and controlled slave. Miss. Star finally untied and ungagged Her puppet and ask it how it feels about what She's done to it.

 

All that puppet could say was "Thank You Mistress. puppet wishes only to serve You and to serve in whatever fashion You choose."

 

Miss. Star knew that the kidnapping and microchipping weren't necessary but She felt that She could have a lot of fun with it.

 

puppet is such a bitch because of Miss. Star. She has made puppet this way and makes sure puppet that never forgets that it's Her bitch. puppet loves You Mistress. 


3/27/2014 3:55:09 AM
puppet needs to post this from it's phone because its internet isn't working. Today puppet will be able to leave work early but it still doesn't know what time. puppet doesn't really have anything "kinky" to mention today except that yesterday it started to crave having Miss. Star's feet in its face and mouth. You'd have to smell and taste them to really understand. Maybe this weekend puppet will get that chance. puppet really craves everything about Miss. Star though. She has puppet so addicted to Her and She knows it too. puppet doesn't have any problem with its addiction to Miss. Star though. puppet does realize that it's far beyond any hope of saving though. puppet exists for whatever purposes Miss. Star chooses to use it for. puppet has fully accepted its position in life and plans to thrive at it. Miss. Star's wants come far ahead of puppet's needs. Thank You for being puppet's Sadistic Mistress. You're a slave's dream come true.

3/26/2014 3:59:32 AM

puppet sleep pretty well last night. It seems that a good night's sleep is an uncommon thing for puppet. 

 

Today is hump day so the week is half over!! YAY!! Only 2 more work days after today.

 

puppet can't believe that this month is almost over already. puppet really wishes that time would sow down.

 

Why is so hard to write these journals sometimes? puppet will think of a million things to write later but when put on the spot to do it now it goes blank.

 

This journal entry suck!! puppet needs to get into the shower in a few minutes and it hasn't written very much.

 

puppet is sorry for such a weak journal. If puppet gets punished for it, it would understand.

 

puppet hopes that You have a great day today Miss. Star. puppet looks forward to serving You this weekend Mistress 


3/25/2014 2:55:31 AM

This is one of those days that puppet puppet has no idea what to write. Maybe if puppet starts just typing something will come out. puppet has found this method successful in the past.

 

Next weekend is the local Gun Show and puppet is planning to sell at least one of it's firearms. puppet needs to free up some cash so it needs to sell.

 

It's only 3 weeks and 2 days until puppet's birthday. puppet really looks forward to celebrating it with Miss. Star. puppet was thinking of what it wanted to do with Miss. Star for its birthday but puppet realized that what it wants doesn't matter. puppet is going to put the entire thing in Miss. Star's hands and let Her decide. The only thing that puppet wants for its birthday is to make Miss. Star happy.

 

Where would puppet be and what would its life have been like if it never Miss. Star? She has enriched puppet's life so much and puppet is so grateful to Her for that.

 

Miss. Star made puppet realize things about itself that it never knew. puppet looks forward to Her leading it down other paths so that it can be Her ideal bitch slave.

 

puppet will always be on its knees for You Mistress.


3/24/2014 3:54:58 AM

Well, today is Monday and puppet has to restart its journals. puppet really did enjoy the few days that it could sleep in but Miss. Star wants puppet to write these journals so it must comply.

 

A lot has happened over the last few days and some of it puppet can't talk about. 

 

puppet attended the Republican State Convention here in Massachusetts and saw a lot of good candidates. puppet isn't going to get too into politics here because that isn't really what Miss. Star wants.

 

puppet got to spend some time with Miss. Star on Saturday and on Sunday. puppet is very grateful to Miss. Star for allowing puppet to spend that time with Her. Anytime that Miss. Star allows puppet to see Her is valuable to it. puppet doesn't care what that time is spend doing as long as Miss. Star is there.

 

puppet wishes that it and Miss. Star could have spend more time with O/our Friend, "Miss. Feather", for Her birthday. It sucks when life interferes with plans to relax and enjoy Y/yourself. Maybe next Saturday W/we can play Cards Against Humanity?

 

puppet lives to serve and please You Mistress. Bringing You food when You're sad is only one of puppet's many duties. puppet wants You to be happy all of the time and puppet will do whatever it can to try to achieve that.

 

Regardless of what has happened over the last week, puppet knows how strong You are and puppet has faith that all will work out. You will get through this just like You got through everything else. 

 

You are an amazing and strong Woman, Miss. Star. You have so many P/people that love You and that will be there for You. 

 

puppet loves You with all of its heart. 


3/20/2014 8:16:04 PM

Miss. Star has informed puppet that it doesn't have to do a journal entry until Monday. puppet just wanted to post this so that P/people know why it isn't posting. 

This is good news to puppet for only one reason. On Saturday puppet needs to be be in Boston for 7am which means it needs to leave by 6am. Now puppet can sleep until 5:30 am....LOL

 

Until Monday morning, take care.  


3/20/2014 3:17:45 AM

This sucks!! puppet just got woken up and told that it needs to go into work an hour earlier than it normally does. 

 

Yesterday Miss. Star told puppet that it could cum again. This is three days in a row now. Miss. Star seems to think that the problem puppet has been experiencing is do to trying too hard and/or not being able to relax. puppet used a hypnosis MP3 last night to help it relax and it seemed to help a little. puppet did feel some pleasure as well as relief after this latest orgasm. Thank You Miss. Star.

 

Well, puppet needs to cut this entry short do to the fact mentioned above. puppet is off to work...There's nothing better than working 7am until whenever the work is done (usually between 7:30 and 9pm.

 

 


3/19/2014 3:59:20 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star told puppet to cum again last night. It isn't for puppet to question or understand why Miss. Star gives the orders that She gives but puppet will follow them. With that said, puppet masturbated again and it felt like the same thing that happened the other day. The orgasm built up and than nothing. There also seems to be no pressure behind puppet's cumming either. 

 

Once again puppet tried to cum on its face and the cum just ended up on its chest. The cum just ran out rather than shooting out. The best way to describe it would be like a ruined orgasm.

 

puppet doesn't know if it should be worried or not yet. 

 

puppet may have to do some research to figure this all out.

 

On a happier note, today is "Hump Day" so the week is half over. That means that puppet will get to see Miss. Star soon and that makes puppet happy. 

 

puppet will take advantage of any reason to spend time with Miss. Star. She's such an amazing Woman and puppet knows how luck it is to be Her's.

 

puppet needs to check its Mega Millions tickets too today. There's a chance, however remote, that puppet could be a new multimillionaire and just not know it yet. Wouldn't that be nice? The jackpot was up to $400 Million. puppet isn't greedy though. puppet would be happy with a Million. 

 

Well, it's time for puppet to shower and get ready for work.   


3/18/2014 3:03:01 AM

Miss. Star chose to allow puppet to cum last night. puppet was happy but the orgasm didn't go as puppet thought it would. puppet felt the build up and than.......nothing. puppet opened its eyes and it has a rope of cum down its chest but it didn't feel like it orgasmed. puppet doesn't think that this has ever happened to it before. 

 

Miss. Star told puppet to "make it a good one" and puppet was trying to cum on its face again for Her but it didn't work. Now puppet must must wait to see what happens the next time Miss. Star allows it to cum. 

 

Maybe masturbation will no longer give puppet pleasure. Maybe puppet will need to find another source for its sexual pleasure. puppet doesn't know what is gong to happen in the future but it really hopes that Miss. Star's property isn't broken or damaged.

 

puppet has a feeling that Saturday will be a long day for it and it's trying to rest up so that it won't seem old by falling a sleep earlier than others. 

 

It looks like this is going to be a short journal today because puppet doesn't have much to write about. puppet needs to get ready for work. puppet thinks that this whole "being an adult" thing really SUCKS!!! LOL

 

Have a great day E/everyone.


3/17/2014 3:59:33 AM

puppet got to spend time with Miss. Star yesterday and it was great. Some of the P/people that read puppet's journal's a lot may realize how delightfully evil Miss. Star is but if Y/you haven't figured it out yet Y/you after this post.

 

Miss. Star decided to torture Her puppet at Her job yesterday. The item that She used can be found at just about any office or work place........It was an elastic band.....Miss. Star put it around puppet's arm and then started snapping it against the skin. She did this multiple times always hitting the same spots. Now, this morning, puppet has two welt lines and a huge red spot on its arm. puppet's arm is also sore in that area.

 

Next weekend puppet has a State Political Function to go to and after that it may be going to a Birthday Party for one of the Women in Miss. Star's Pack. This will make for a long day for puppet as it needs to be in Boston (a one hour drive) by 7am on Saturday and if this Party happens puppet knows that it will be after Midnight before it sleeps.....if it sleeps at all.

 

Miss. Star bought a Dragon Tail at the Winter Flea and has indicated that Her puppet is going to be Her test dummy. Even if puppet had the right to refuse such a position it probably wouldn't. It's been many years since a dragon tail has struck puppet's flesh and puppet knows that Miss. Star won't be very gentle with it either.


puppet knows that it exists to serve, please, pleasure, worship, amuse, entertain and obey Miss. Star and that's what it wishes to do.    


3/16/2014 3:58:58 AM

Today is Sunday and puppet gets to see its Mistress today. puppet is so excited about that. puppet really enjoys spending time with Miss. Star.

 

puppet doesn't know yet what it will be getting Miss. Star for lunch but it will figure something out.

 

Last night puppet went to a St. Patrick's Day Party/Campaign event and had a good time. puppet bet on a horse race for the very first time (only $2.00) and lost. puppet had no idea what it was doing and just picked a horse. puppet had no idea how complicated the whole process was. 

 

puppet has 10 more minutes before it needs to post this journal and it has no idea what else to write. 

 

The P/people that read puppet's journals get a very candid insight into puppet's mind and heart. puppet pours itself into every journal entry because it wants to make it great for Miss. Star. 

 

puppet would do anything for Miss. Star if only for the reason of making Her smile. puppet knows that it has forfeited any rights it had before it met Miss. Star. That includes the rights to modesty and dignity. puppet also knows that its male pride and ego need to go as well. 

 

puppet does hope to work with Miss. Star on the destruction of its pride and ego so that it can become a better slave and more of a bitch for Her. puppet knows that its pride and ego get in the way of it becoming the perfect slave for Miss. Star. puppet's pride and ego are also what lead it to lie to Miss. Star a few weeks ago. 

 

puppet can only hope that, with continued training, it can become the bitch that Miss. Star wants it to. 

 

Thank You for being puppet's Mistress Miss. Star.


3/15/2014 3:57:32 AM

puppet wanted to make sure that it got today's journal posted on time. puppet didn't want a repeat of yesterday. 

 

puppet seems to be sleeping better than it has over the last month or so. This is good because puppet needs it sleep. The more well rested puppet is the more it can focus on serving Miss. Star to the best of its ability. 

 

Yesterday marked 2 months since Miss. Star has allowed puppet an orgasm. Only She knows how much longer She'll make puppet wait and puppet knows it will wait as long as She demands. 

 

Miss. Star is such a beautiful Woman and puppet knows how lucky it is to belong to Her. 

 

puppet is hopeful that Miss. Star and the rest of the P/pack can get together again soon for a game of Cards Against Humanity. The P/pack always has fun playing this came. puppet enjoys playing it with the P/pack as well even though it usually ends up gagged. 

 

Today puppet needs to go out and buy a couple new dress shirts and ties. puppet really wishes that Miss. Star would come with it so that She could pick put the ones that She likes. The reason for that is because puppet is a direct reflection on its Owner and if puppet looks like crap P/people will assume things that aren't true. 

 

puppet wants to make Miss. Star look even better than She does now which is a virtually impossible task. Miss. Star is already the vision of perfection in puppet's eyes and what O/others think is irrelevant.


3/14/2014 12:48:55 PM

puppet was bad today. puppet overslept by an hour and was unable to write its journal this morning. puppet did text Miss. Star to let Her know this and She wasn't happy with her puppet. puppet is supposed to post this journal by 7am everyday and puppet knows that. It isn't very often that puppet oversleeps but that still isn't any excuse for what happened.

 

puppet is posting this journal as today's even though it's too late. puppet promised Miss. Star that it would post one as soon as it got a chance. Having puppet post these journals is important for Miss. Star so therefore it's important to puppet as well.  

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star has a reason for everything that She does and that puppet doesn't need to know what those reasons are. 

 

puppet loves Miss. Star and strives to make Her happy at all times. puppet dreams about Her every night and will continue to do so for as long as it lives. puppet has dedicated and will continue to dedicate itself to Miss. Star so that She can make whatever use of it that She wishes.

 

This weekend puppet plans to see Miss. Star and spend time with Her. On Saturday puppet is going to a St. Patrick's Day Party/Campaign Event so that will be a good time s well.

 

Next weekend puppet has a State Political Convention to attend and it looks forward to that too. puppet doesn't know how many politically active P/people are on this site but puppet does wonder sometimes. 

 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star will forgive it for its late journal and puppet promises that it will do its best to not let this happen again.

 

 


3/13/2014 3:57:27 AM

Waking up today puppet sees snow on the ground....WTF?!?!?!?! puppet is extremely sick of this snow. Winter needs to end NOW!!

 

At least today is Thursday so the week is almost over. puppet is looking forward to this weekend too. The highlight of the weekend will be going to see Miss. Star and spending time with Her. puppet will make any excuse it can to spend time with Her.

 

Miss. Star has a way of calming puppet and helping it relax. She also seems to center puppet and that helps puppet a lot. 

 

Without Miss. Star in puppet's life puppet would be a lost boy that masturbated multiple times a day. puppet knows that it isn't meant to be a free male and that its life should be dedicated to serving Miss. Star. puppet needs the control that Miss. Star wields over it.

 

Miss. Star makes puppet hole and puppet is eternally grateful for that. puppet is also forever grateful that Miss. Star saw within it and pulled out parts of puppet's personality that was hiding. Those parts are the part that makes puppet Miss. Star's bitch and the part that that makes puppet a cuckold.

 

Miss. Star saw both thing withing puppet and drew them out. It didn't matter that puppet didn't know they were there at all. Miss. Star can see things within puppet (as well as O/others) and knows what T/they need and how to treat T/them.

 

The more Miss. Star treats puppet like Her bitch the more puppet becomes Her bitch. puppet has a feeling that, at some point, it remember a life without being a bitch. That's fine with puppet though because it knows that as long as it's with Miss. Star it will always be whatever She wants it to be.

 

puppet has stopped fighting for any control in this relationship a while ago. Sometimes puppet likes to put up a mock struggle but even that never lasts. puppet knows Who's in charge in this relationship and puppet completely respects and bows to Her authority. 

 

The last choice puppet was allowed to make was whether or not it wanted to serve Miss. Star but puppet feels that even that choice was made for it and not by it. Yes E/everyone Miss. Star REALLY is that good and puppet found that out AFTER it was kissing Her feet and feeling its addiction to Her grow.


3/12/2014 3:59:54 AM

Today is hump day and the week is almost over...YAY!! This Saturday puppet is going to a St. Patrick's Day party/campaign event a friend is holding. Next Saturday puppet will be in Boston for the Republican State Convention and that's exciting to puppet.

 

puppet has been kept from orgasm for almost 2 months. It's 2 days shy of 2 months actually and puppet can feel Miss. Star's balls being very heavy. With it being so long since release Miss. Star's cock is just about on a hair trigger right now. In the past puppet has felt like it was going to cum simply by urinating. All of this proves to puppet that it does need to wear a chastity cage around Miss. Star's cock. 

 

puppet is honored that Miss. Star will treat it in the way that She does. puppet's heart and mind both belong to Miss. Star. puppet has given them to Her and She has claimed ownership of, what was once, puppet's cock and balls. Miss. Star now owns the cock and balls and only She can decide when they feel pleasure and/or pain. 

 

puppet only wishes to serve and please Miss. Star regardless of its own pleasure. puppet's pleasure will come in the ways that Miss. Star allows and puppet will thank Her for it each time. 

 

You're amazing Mistress and puppet is the luckiest bitch in the world. Even though puppet feels like a "bitch in heat" right now it just focuses on knowing that it's doing exactly what You want.

 


3/11/2014 3:01:49 AM

puppet really needs to start getting more sleep. This 5 hours or less every night just isn't working anymore.

 

Last night Miss. Star posted some new pictures of Herself on FL and She looks very Beautiful in all of them. It may not have been Miss. Star's intention when posting them but they made puppet horny as hell. After seeing those pictures puppet couldn't help but dream about its Mistress. 

 

puppet craves Her touch everyday. It doesn't matter if that touch is a gentle caress or a savage beating. puppet can't help but fall deeper in love with its Mistress too. puppet is like a fly caught in a Spider's web except this Spider isn't devouring the fly but rather toying with it.

 

While puppet is extremely horny and desperate for sexual release right now it also wishes for a chance to give Miss. Star as many orgasms as She can handle. puppet knows that Miss. Star can cum any time and as often as She wishes and puppet would love to be the one to give Her these orgasms even if that means puppet is denied one of its own for a longer period of time. Miss. Star's pleasure IS more important than puppet's pleasure after all.

 

puppet is at an odd stage in its orgasm control process it seems. Right now puppet is horny as hell and willing to do anything (just about) to be allowed an orgasm but, at the same time, craves Miss. Star to tell it that it isn't allowed an orgasm. Why is puppet so confused right now? Is it just the built up sexual frustration?

 

puppet simply wants to be what Miss. Star envisions it becoming. Whatever Miss. Star has in store for puppet is what puppet will accept with open arms. puppet knows and realizes that there isn't any fighting what Miss. Star wants. Miss. Star will win EVERY time no matter what and puppet is ok with that. That is the way things should be after all.

 

Miss. Star owns this bitch and She's far superior to it in every way. 

 

puppet loves and worships You Mistress. You're, by far, the most Beautiful Woman in this Galaxy. Words can not express how puppet feels about You so please just know that puppet wants to be Your's forever Miss. Star. Please put Your collar on this bitch and make Your claim known to the world.

  

 

 


3/10/2014 3:58:04 AM

Why is it snowing again? This shouldn't be happening. 

 

puppet had a dream about Miss. Star last night. She was keeping Her puppet in chastity, which is something She's done in the past and will do again, and She would keep puppet inside a dog cage at the same time. inside the cage puppet had its hands cuffed behind its back too. puppet was only let out of the cage when Miss. Star wanted something. 

 

That something could be anything though. Sometimes puppet was let out to cook for Miss. Star and other times to give Her foot rubs. Miss. Star would also let puppet out anytime She wanted to beat it or tease it. 

 

There were times that Miss. Star would have puppet tied up and She would remove its chastity device so that She could edge puppet while beating it. Miss. Star was trying to get puppet to, mentally, associate sexual arousal with pain. If She could do that than anytime She inflicted pain upon puppet it would get extremely aroused.

 

While all of this was going on Miss. Star was pounding puppet's subconscious mind with the new reality that Her pleasure was the only pleasure that mattered anymore.

 

By the time Miss. Star was all done with puppet's training and conditioning it constantly horny and unable to think for itself. All that puppet knew was that it exists as a toy for Miss. Star to play with and do as She wishes with and that it lives to serve Her in any way that She wants.

 

puppet was happy in its new life and got its pleasure from Miss. Star's pleasure as well as the times She beat it.

 

These types of dreams keep puppet in a state or arousal and frustration and puppet knows that Miss. Star is fine with that. It has been, almost, 2 months since puppet was last allowed to cum and it has no idea how much longer Miss. Star will wait. puppet also knows that it's none of its concern or business how long Miss. Star will make it wait and that it can't ask for an orgasm either. 

 

puppet is approaching that point where it will do anything for sexual release but it isn't there yet. Thank You for everything Miss. Star. 

  


3/9/2014 4:01:09 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star went to the Flea. puppet was unable to join Her because of personal things. puppet really did want to go though.

 

Miss. Star bought a new toy while She was there though. She got Herself a Dragon Tail and puppet just knows that it will be suffering under the kiss of this thing at some point. 

 

Miss. Star loves to get toys that cause pain to Her victims. That goes hand in hand with the fact that She's a Sadist though. puppet knew that She was a Sadist when before it met Her though. 

 

Sometimes puppet actually expects Miss. Star to just strap it down somewhere and let loose with Her toys on its flesh. The drawback for puppet is that once it's secured into position it can't get away but that's a benefit to Miss. Star.

 

puppet has a tendency to jump, flinch or otherwise move while Miss. Star inflicts Her pain upon it. These actions are totally involuntary and not at all how puppet was in the past. puppet has come to the conclusion that either Miss. Star is just MORE of a Sadist than puppet has served in the past or that puppet's pain tolerance has dropped a lot. Come to think of it, it may be a combination of the two.

 

puppet has complete trust in Miss. Star and She wanted to tie puppet down for a beating puppet wouldn't even question Her. puppet knows that Miss. Star may push puppet's limits but She will always respect them. 

 

puppet really wants to just give up any and all choice to Miss. Star sometimes. puppet sometimes wonders what it would be like if Miss. Star picked what puppet's limits were and weren't. What things would Miss. Star choose and how many things that puppet had chosen would still be there and allowed?

 

puppet hopes that E/everyone remembered to turn T/their clocks ahead one hour last night.

 


3/8/2014 4:01:52 AM

puppet actually got a bit of restful sleep last night. It helped that it got its personal thing settled and doesn't have to worry anymore.....for now anyway. puppet has also learned that Miss. Star's trust is a fragile thing and puppet will never again take it for granted.

 

puppet would like Miss. Star to know that it has learned its lesson even before She implements Her punishment on it. Just knowing that puppet had displeased Her was enough to make puppet borderline depressed.

 

puppet prides itself on its efforts to be the best slave Miss. Star has ever had and it feels like it set itself back 3 years in this process. 

 

puppet knows that the punishment that Miss. Star hands out will fair and totally justified. puppet also knows that, even before the punishment is handed out, that it doesn't ever want to experience it again. What puppet expects and what really happens will most likely be totally different. 

 

Pain and bruises are something that will eventually go away but the shame that puppet felt as a result of its actions will linger for much longer. 

 

puppet is thinking forward to KinkyCon and even the Summer Flea. The winter Flea started yesterday and puppet isn't going to make it this year. maybe next year puppet will be in a better place financially.

 

puppet realizes that some of this sounds like a rant but puppet still has feelings it needs to express. Miss. Star's reason for puppet doing these journals is to record its emotions and feelings along its journey into life as Her slave.

 

puppet can only hope that O/others learn from its stupidity and don't make the mistakes it does.

 

puppet is Your's for as long as You'll keep it Mistress.

 

  

 


3/7/2014 4:02:47 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star sent it a picture of Herself in some extremely sexy lingerie. That photo pretty much drained puppet of its focus at work. All puppet could thing about was that image and how puppet wants so desperately to see Her in it in person.

 

puppet didn't think it was possible for Miss. Star to look any more stunning than She normally does but this picture did just that. puppet is so infatuated with Miss. Star that it would do anything for Her.

 

Later on last night Miss. Star started talking about teasing puppet even more, IF She so chooses to, while wearing that outfit. Miss. Star seems to enjoy teasing Her puppet a lot and puppet has come to enjoy it as well.

 

It really didn't matter if puppet came enjoy Miss. Star's teasing or not because puppet doesn't have a say in it anymore. puppet has become such a bitch for Miss. Star in the short 10+ (almost 11 months) since it had the honor of meeting Her. Miss. Star was sneaky about turning puppet into Her bitch though because it happened before puppet even realized it was happening.

 

puppet has accepted the fact that it exists solely for the pleasure, enjoyment, entertainment and amusement of Miss. Star. Miss. Star has become puppet's obsession and its addiction. puppet craves a fix everyday and When Miss. Star chooses to grant puppet that fix puppet takes all that it can. puppet isn't sure if it's possible to "Over Dose" on Miss. Star but if it is puppet would gladly do it repeatedly.

 

Miss. Star making the choice to keep puppet is the best thing to happen to it in a while...possibly since She chose to keep puppet as Her's in the first place.

 

You truly are an Amazing and Extremely Beautiful Woman Mistress. The way You treat Your puppet is how it knows it needs to be treated and it's forever grateful for it. puppet looks forward to kissing Your feet again and massaging them for You.

 

 

 

 


3/6/2014 3:51:49 AM

puppet is sad that it will be missing the Winter Flea this year. The Pack has had to cancel because One of O/our Members has had a medical episode. This Pack is a family and when O/one of U/us has a problem W/we rally together.

 

Miss. Star has informed puppet that She isn't releasing it from Her service because it lied to Her. She talked it over with a fellow pack member and decided that puppet would get a second chance. puppet is very thankful for this this second chance and will try its hardest to not screw it up. This isn't the end of things though.......Miss. Star has stated that puppet needs to be punished for what it did but She doesn't know what the punishment will be yet. She did mention that it will not be pleasant and that puppet will not be enjoying it. puppet is ready to accept any and all punishments that Miss. Star feels it has earned.

 

Miss. Star is still mad at puppet though and the road to forgiveness is probably going to be a long one. 

 

Honestly, puppet didn't know how Miss. Star was going to react and puppet was trying to prepare itself for Her telling it that She never wanted to see it again. That kind of news would have been devastating to puppet.

 

Today puppet needs to call the hotel and try to convince them to give it a full refund even though their current policy states that puppet will lose one night's rental. Even though puppet could use the money it's more worried about its Fellow Pack Member. As long as She is ok the money doesn't really matter. 

 

Miss. Star has mentioned that She may want to go down to the Flea for a day but She isn't too sure right now.

 

puppet hopes that these last few journal entries can serve as a warning to other slaves, subs, bitches, pets, cucks (or whatever other title Y/you use) to NEVER lie to Y/you Mistress/Owner because it's wrong and hurtful. puppet should have trusted that Miss. Star would have understood and it wouldn't be in the place it is now.

 

Learning is part of life and puppet has learned a very valuable lesson. Thank You Mistress for teaching puppet this lesson.

 


3/5/2014 4:04:02 AM

puppet didn't sleep too well again last night. The main reason is because puppet was responsible for disappointing Miss. Star. Knowing that Miss. Star is disappointed with it is devastating to puppet. puppet doesn't have A/anyone blame except itself though. puppet NEVER should have lied to Miss. Star and it knows that.

 

puppet thought that it could get the situation resolved quickly and it would be over but it's taking longer than puppet hoped. Knowing that it lied to Miss. Star had been eating puppet up inside. puppet was trying to save itself some embarrassment but that isn't an excuse for lying to Miss. Star.

 

puppet is afraid that She won't forgive it and that it may lose Her and that would be the most devastating outcome. puppet knows that if Miss. Star doesn't dismiss it from Her service that it will have to work extra hard to get back into Her good graces. 

 

puppet really screwed up and if it could rewind time and do things over it wouldn't have lied to Miss. 

 

puppet would like to make one thing very clear to E/everyone reading this though, it has NEVER and would never cheat on Miss. Star. puppet would NEVER dare serve another Mistress while it is in Her service. The lie that puppet told was about a situation going on in its personal life.

 

puppet can only hope that Miss. Star can find it within Her beautiful heart to forgive Her puppet. puppet was stupid and made a mistake. As much as puppet wishes that it was perfect it knows that it isn't. 

 

The time that puppet spends with Miss. Star is the happiest time of puppet's week. puppet would rather spend time with its Mistress than with its own family. puppet knows that may seem odd but Miss. Star has a way of centering puppet.

 

Miss. Star has a way of making puppet feel accepted and that is a big deal for puppet. The thought that this relationship may be over because puppet acted stupidly is too much for puppet to think about. 

 

puppet's lack of sleep over this issue is also going to affect its work today. puppet is going to be concentrating on how to fix things, if it can fix things, with Miss. Star.

 

puppet doesn't think a simple "puppet's sorry Mistress" will be enough. This is the first and ONLY time that puppet has lied to Miss. Star and puppet plans to make it the last if She keeps it.

 

puppet loves You with all of its heart and soul Mistress. From the first day puppet met You it knew You were the Woman it had been searching for. puppet begs for Your forgiveness Mistress. puppet will do anything it can to make this up to You if You give it a chance. puppet isn't a lyre but it did lie this time. puppet can only hope that You know it well enough to know what's in puppet's heart.

  

 

    


3/4/2014 3:11:41 AM

Today puppet will be working in a location with no internet and no cell phone reception. Thankfully puppet has itunes on its laptop and has a few things downloaded.

 

This weekend is the Fetish Flea and puppet is looking forward to it. puppet always likes seeing what's for sale out there but the classes are where the fun is. 

 

puppet didn't get much sleep last night...by "not much" puppet means none. puppet was tossing and turning all night and its brain wouldn't shut off. The things that went through puppet's mind all night were strange and some were just odd.

 

puppet got so little sleep that it didn't even dream. This makes puppet kind of sad because it looks forward to the dreams about Miss. Star and what She MIGHT do to puppet or how She MIGHT treat it. No dreams means puppet wakes up horny for no reason.

 

puppet has a feeling that it may be in for something very humiliating this weekend at the hands of Miss. Star and She's going to capture it all on video. This may be the final thread that seals puppet's fate forever. 

 

Sometimes puppet wonders if Miss. Star is actually the type to "blackmail" Her bitch with photos and videos? puppet may end up finding out at some point. It wouldn't really matter to puppet though because it knows that it's Miss. Star's bitch and She knows that it will do whatever She demands or requests.

 

Have a great day E/everone because puppet is off to shower then leave for work.

puppet misses You when it isn't with You Mistress. You have puppet's heartstrings in Your hands to do with as You wish.

 

 

 


3/3/2014 3:05:17 AM

Yesterday puppet got to spend a few hours with Miss. Star. That few hours were the best few hours puppet has spent in the last few weeks. Miss. Star made puppet laugh and that was something that puppet really needed. 

 

Miss. Star started giggling at one point and if Y/you knew Miss. Star Y/you'd know what that meant.........She was planning something and it was something that She IS going to do to Her puppet. puppet tried to find out what the idea was but She wouldn't tell. All that Miss. Star would say is "you'll know when it happen.....or maybe you won't". She also mentioned that puppet may realize what She's doing when She videos it.

 

Miss. Star is good enough to do things to puppet that it doesn't realize She is doing until it's too late. She turned puppet into Her bitch before it even knew what was happening and by the time puppet realized it was far too late to change it.

 

When Miss. Star gets these secretive ideas it both turns puppet on and scares it at the same time. puppet knows that this idea isn't going to be something simple and easy. puppet knows, in its heart, that this idea will push puppet and may involve pain.

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet knows it doesn't have a choice in anything that She plans so that means that She can get as creative, and sadistic, as She wants and puppet will have to endure it. 


3/2/2014 3:52:55 AM

Have Y/you ever felt like Y/your life is spiraling out of control and the more Y/you try to stop it the worst it gets? puppet feels like that. No matter what puppet does, in its personal (vanilla) life, things seem to be going against it. puppet is thinking of quitting its job because its boss is a jerk at work (F.Y.I: puppet's boss is its father because it's a family business). Something needs to give and it needs to give soon because puppet may just explode at some point.

 

Too bad life doesn't have a reset button or even a rewind button. 

 

Sorry about the above rant but puppet just needed to vent a little. Getting that little bit out took some of the built up anger away.

 

puppet is going to be ok though. Things have a way of working out for it. As long as puppet has the opportunity to be at Miss. Star's feet it knows that its life has a purpose.

 

Meeting Miss. Star has been the best thing to happen in puppet's life for a very long time. She fills a void in puppet that O/others couldn't even see. puppet can only hope that Miss. Star realizes how special She is to puppet.

 

Miss. Star took a free male and turned that male into Her bitch. Now, Miss. Star will tell Y/you that She just led Her puppet down the path it really wanted. Miss. Star sees things in P/people and then She knows how to use that for Her benefit. Either way it no longer matters to puppet. puppet is so far down the path that coming back is impossible. 

 

puppet now exists as it should for Miss. Star but puppet knows that it needs to keep working on becoming a better bitch and slave for Miss. Star. puppet's goal is perfection because Miss. Star deserves nothing less.

 

 

 

 


3/1/2014 4:02:32 AM

Sometimes puppet wonders why it has a hard time writing its journals. Sometimes puppet can't think of anything to write. puppet hates the feeling of thinking that it will fail Miss. Star by not having a journal entry done.

 

Miss. Star is very adamant that puppet write these journals though. puppet needs to have them done by 7 am every day. There have been a few exceptions that Miss. Star has allowed but usually puppet is awake and writing.

 

Today puppet can't write about a dream it had because puppet doesn't think it actually had a dream last night. puppet doesn't like when it doesn't dream. 

 

puppet really enjoys when it dreams of Miss. Star. It doesn't even matter that, even in puppet's dreams, puppet doesn't have any choices and isn't allowed an orgasm. puppet knows that these dreams of Miss. Star are just its subconscious mind coming to terms with the fact that it now exists as a slave bitch.

 

puppet wouldn't change its existence in Miss. Star's world for anything though. Miss. Star is everything that puppet had been looking for and then some. Miss. Star knows how puppet should be treated as well as how far it can be pushed.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't break Her toys because She can't play with broken toys. puppet thinks that this rule applies more to physical breaking such as broken bones and the like but what puppet sometimes hopes for is the emotional breaking. puppet sometimes hopes that Miss. Star will strip its ego and pride and reduce it to a puddle of quivering slave goo so that She can then remold that goo into what She whats. 

 

 

 

 


2/28/2014 4:03:12 AM

puppet really needs a vacation. It's been over 3 years since it last too one. Maybe the long weekend it's taking next weekend with Miss. Star will help it. puppet is just working so many hours and not getting any more pay for it.....salary really SUCKS!!!

 

Sorry, puppet just needed to vent a little.

 

Last night puppet had yet another dream of Miss. Star. In this dream puppet Miss. Star was sitting on puppet's face while it was gagged with a ball gag. Miss. Star made a point to make sure the gag was extra tight so puppet couldn't force it out. Then while sitting on puppet's face She demanded that puppet lick Her pussy. This was an impossible task do to the gag in puppet's mouth and Miss. Star knew it too. This didn't stop Her from punishing puppet for disobeying Her order though. 

 

After puppet's punishment Miss. Star got puppet hogtied on the bed, while still gagged, and left to get some food. puppet was left completely helpless in the room.

 

After Miss. Star ate She came back to the room to punish puppet more. 

 

At one point Miss. Star looked into puppet's eyes and told it that She is going to uses every single one of puppet's fetishes against it. She informed puppet that every single item on its "kinky bucket list" will be happening but She will make sure that it's not in an enjoyable way. 

puppet realized that Miss. Star was in the mood to humiliate, degrade, dehumanize and emasculate Her puppet. She was going to strip puppet of any pride, ego and even any male identity so that She could transform Her puppet into the proper bitch cuck slave that She decided it would be.

 

puppet ended up a very happy slave.

 


2/27/2014 3:09:44 AM

puppet keeps having dreams about Miss. Star and it's making puppet horny as hell. puppet feels that it may get to the point of begging for an orgasm soon but it is gonna try its best not too. puppet knows that it isn't allowed to beg for such things because orgasms aren't a right for it.

 

The Winter Flea is next weekend and puppet looks forward to that escape. puppet knows that it may come back bruised and beaten but it will still be better than going to work.

 

puppet looks forward to serving Miss. Star all weekend. Whatever Her mind comes up with WILL be done to the best of puppet's ability. Miss. Star will accept nothing less than puppet's best.

 

puppet is hoping that it doesn't end up gagged all weekend though. Miss. Star has made Her puppet wear a gag for a few hours before and puppet ends up drooling a lot when gagged. However, should She choose to gag puppet there is nothing it can do about it.

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch is an adventure of a lifetime. puppet is always on its toes and it never knows what to expect. puppet knows that Miss. Star really enjoys keeping this mystery alive for puppet. Miss. Star will never let Her puppet figure Her out completely. 

 

Thank You for everything Mistress. 

 

 


2/26/2014 3:58:40 AM

Why did CM reduce the number of journal entries visible per page to 3? This is one of the stupidest things EVER!! puppet really enjoys going through and reading the journal entries but now it seems to take longer.

 

The Winter Flea is next weekend and puppet is pumped!!! Honestly, puppet could care less about the Flea and what happens, puppet is just excited to spend a full weekend with Miss. Star. Being of service to Miss. Star all weekend and being at Her beck and call is a dream come true for puppet.

 

puppet loves being Miss. Star's slave and puppet knows She enjoys having it.

 

puppet can't believe that it has been almost a year since it had the fortune of meeting Miss. Star. puppet met Her on this very site and after that puppet's entire world started to change. Miss. Star brings things out in Her puppet that puppet didn't even know where in it. Miss. Star is a very observant Woman and a very skilled Mistress.

 

Miss. Star has taken puppet out of its comfort zones a few times but puppet feels completely safe with Her and trusts Her 100%. 

 

Maybe puppet is blinded by Her beauty and charm but it doesn't matter anymore. puppet has lost any and all choice in this relationship and it's fine with that.

 

Thank You for letting puppet be Your's Miss. Star. You allow puppet to be itself and puppet can't help but be happy when it's with You.

 

 

 


2/25/2014 3:15:51 AM

puppet had another dream about Miss. Star last night. In this dream W/we were at the hotel during the Winter Flea. Miss. Star made the decision that Her puppet wasn't going to be allowed clothing while inside the room. As soon as puppet entered the room it was to strip off its clothes and remain naked. She also banned puppet from walking inside the room. puppet was only allowed to crawl around the room.

 

This left puppet completely exposed for Miss. Star and She took advantage of it often. She would slap puppet's ass whenever it was near Her. She would use any of Her toys that She wanted to too. She allowed the other P/pack M/members to do the same as well.

 

What puppet didn't know was to what level Miss. Star would take this to. On the second morning,after E/everyone was ready to head to the Flea, Miss. told puppet that it was staying behind for a while. She blindfolded Her puppet and tied it face down on the bed. She then pushed a dildo into its mouth as far as She could and duct taped it into place. puppet then felt Her writing something on its back and ass with a marker.

 

After the P/pack left Miss. Star hung the "Service Please" sign on the door. puppet didn't know this but it could hear the P/pack laughing as T/they walked away. puppet knew that struggling was futile so it just tried to relax.

 

After a while puppet heard the door to the room open and a Woman's voice. puppet couldn't tell what She was saying but Her voice kept getting closer. It turned out to be one of the House Keepers and She ended calling up a few more. 

 

puppet felt so humiliated but at the same time turned on. puppet knew that this was Miss. Star's plan and puppet was honored to be used to accomplish it.

 

The Ladies ended up cleaning the room around puppet and then leaving.

 

When Miss. Star and the P/pack got back to the room Miss. Star decided to have a bot more fun with puppet. Miss. Star and the other Women in the P/pack (and Guests) surrounded puppet while wearing strap-ons. puppet was forced to kneel in front of Them and get its throat fucked. puppet would end up suck on these strap-ons for hour of Miss. Star's enjoyment.

 

Miss. Star then allowed any of the Women that wanted to a chance to fuck puppet in the ass with Her strap-on. puppet was taken multiple time and forced to cum each time.

 

This was the start of forcing puppet to associate strap-on sex with pleasure and orgasm.

 

This was a crazy dream

 

 

 


2/24/2014 3:07:46 AM

puppet missed spending time with Miss. Star this weekend. puppet values the time it spends with Her and when it can't spend time with Her it gets sad. puppet knows that Miss. Star is understanding and puppet hopes that She isn't mad at it.

 

puppet stayed home and thought about Miss. Star all weekend. The biggest issue puppet had while thinking about Miss. Star was the arousal it caused.  

 

puppet missed Miss. Star's smell and Her smile. puppet needs to find a way to make this up to Miss. Star. puppet was going to joke with Miss. Star that, in order to make up for this weekend, puppet would be Her slave bitch fro the entire Flee. As puppet had this idea it didn't know how Miss. Star would react to it. 

Don't misunderstand puppet, puppet knows that it's Miss. Star's bitch and Her slave. That is what puppet found funny about the joke. 

 

puppet looks forward to seeing what Miss. Star has planned for the Winter Flee. puppet never knows what to expect form Miss. Star. Every time puppet starts to figure Her out She confuses it. Maybe a slave shouldn't ever figure out its Owner after all.

 

 

 


2/23/2014 3:22:20 AM

Normally puppet would be excited about going to see Miss. Star today but today is different. Today puppet isn't visiting its Mistress because it doesn't have a car. This makes puppet very sad too.

 

puppet loves spending time with Miss. Star and wishes that it could spend more time with Her than it already does. puppet dreams of a day that Miss. Star is the last Person it sees before it fall asleep and the first Person it sees when it wakes up. 

 

There's virtually nothing that puppet wouldn't do for Miss. Star and puppet has a feeling that She knows that too.

 

One thing puppet has learned about Miss. Star is that challenging Her is NEVER a good idea. With that said though, puppet had an idea for a challenge to offer Her, but it doesn't want to be accused of topping from the bottom. Miss. Star really "hates topping from the bottom" and puppet would never dream of doing it on purpose. puppet realizes that Y/you may be wondering what the challenge is but puppet isn't going to say what it is unless Miss. Star wants to hear it. 

 

puppet always tries to be the best bitch it can be for Miss. Star and sometimes that means it needs to be tortured, teased, denied and humiliated. Sometimes that even needs to be extreme and puppet will take it all as long as Miss. Star is happy. 


2/22/2014 4:01:32 AM

puppet mailed off its tax return forms yesterday. This is probably the earliest and latest it has ever filed....How could it be both Y/you wonder? puppet never filed last year so one set of returns is from last year and that makes this the latest puppet has ever filed. The other return is for this year and this is the earliest puppet has ever sent that in.

 

Maybe when puppet gets its money it'll buy the chastity device Miss. Star wants to lock it into. puppet's only concern with that is the price and if it doesn't fit right or something else happens. The device She wants for puppet is almost $400 and that's a lot of money to lose if it doesn't fit right.

 

puppet knows that it needs to be locked into chastity for Miss. Star. puppet enjoys being kept in chastity by Miss. Star and it knows that She enjoys keeping Her puppet locked up. Just the thought of seeing the key to its orgasms hanging around Her neck again makes puppet get an erection.

 

Miss. Star enjoys teasing Her puppet while She has it locked in a device too. puppet knows that this journey of chastity with Miss. Star won't be an easy one. Miss. Star would never allow it to be and puppet is happy to suffer for Miss. Star as long as it makes Her happy.

 

Miss. Star has allowed puppet to be itself while at the same time She has led it to the path it's on now. This path is the one that make puppet Her bitch and not just a simple bitch but a chastised cuckold bitch that She can and will use and abuse for Her enjoyment.

 

One thing puppet has realized in this relationship with Miss. Star is that it doesn't own any part of itself anymore. Everything from puppet's flesh to it's cock are all no longer under its ownership. puppet has given them all to Miss. Star and entrusted this body to Her. She is puppet's keeper and puppet will forever serve Her. 


2/21/2014 4:03:28 AM

puppet fears that it upset Miss. Star yesterday. Miss. Star had wanted to make plans for this weekend and puppet couldn't make it this weekend. puppet isn't happy about that at all. puppet would much rather spend the time with Miss. Star doing anything.

 

puppet had another dream about Miss. Star again. This time puppet was marionette and Miss. Star had marionette gagged with a double ended dildo gag. marionette also had its hands cuffed behind its back and its legs shackled. Miss. Star than put a choke collar around marionette's neck and led it around the Flea. Miss. Star mad it a point to pull on the collar often to make it tight which made puppet uncomfortable. 

 

When Miss. Star wanted to step outside to smoke puppet was left kneeling in a corner by the door.

 

Miss. Star would make a point to show off how much of a bitch marionette is to A/anyone that was curious. Miss. Star even invited P/people that She had just met back to the hotel room to watch as She made marionette humiliate itself even more. 

 

Miss. Star then made marionette strip naked and lay down in the bathtub face up. It wasn't long before marionette could tell that Miss. Star and the O/others were having a party and it wasn't invited. 

 

Whenever a Woman would need to pee though She would come into the bathroom and piss all over marionette in the tub. Marionette wasn't allowed to protest either. Miss. Star also had made sure that the stopper was set on the tub so the urine would stay in the tub and not drain out.

 

marionette must have been in the tub for hours when the voices stopped and Miss. Star came back into the bathroom. She laughed at marionette and ordered it to shower. Once done marionette walked out of the bathroom and noticed the P/people were still there.

 

Miss. Star grabbed marionette and tied it to the bed and started to do an intense teasing session. This teasing session lasted for a while before Miss. Star took out Her Hatachi and set it against "Her" cock and balls. She ordered marionette to not cum but marionette couldn't help it and came hard. marionette got slapped and beat for that and than Miss. Star scooped up its cum and shoved it into marionette's mouth. She forced marionette to swallow it and She started the teasing again. 

 

marionette had no fight, resistance or thoughts by the time Miss. Star was done.


2/20/2014 4:38:35 AM

This journal is late because puppet started to get sick this morning and than had to shower so it could get to work. puppet is sorry for this late journal and will do better to prevent it from happening again. puppet keeps having customers interrupt it because they think it's at work to actually work....

 

puppet does feel better now though.

 

puppet spends a lot of time reflecting on how lucky it is. puppet has has the Sexiest and most Beautiful Mistress in the world. To puppet beauty is something that no amount of make-up can create. 

 

Miss. Star's heart and soul are what draws puppet to Her. She treats puppet right and puppet tries its best to do the same to Her. puppet would never consider the thought of betraying Her trust or giving Her reason to doubt puppet's loyalty.

 

puppet is loyal like a puppy and just a lovable too, if it can say so itself. 

 

puppet would do anything to prove it's loyalty to Miss. Star. She owns puppet and puppet could never forget that. puppet would never jeopardize that either.

 

puppet not only loves You Mistress but it is also in love with You. You have puppet's heart and puppet hopes that You keep it forever.

 


2/19/2014 4:01:16 AM
Usually puppet will take time to read some of the journal entries posted overnight but it over slept today. puppet had to jump out of bed and get to work. Now that puppet is at work it has a few minutes to write. Today will be a long day for puppet. All of this snow though is doing a number on puppet's back and the rest of its body. puppet feels like such an old man. On the bright side spring is coming up soon and the weather will be nicer. Now that the Winter Flea is only a couple weeks away puppet wonders how Miss. Star will prepare puppet. By that puppet refers to looks. puppet knows that Miss. Star wants puppet's body hairless and She wants to donit via waxing. puppet can only wonder if this full body wax will occure before the Flea or not. Miss. Star does love to torture Her puppet and puppet enjoys it too.

2/18/2014 3:29:35 AM

Well puppet feels better today. It looks like all that puppet needed was some rest. 

 

puppet is looking forward to the FFF next month. Miss. Star and puppet will have a good time.

 

puppet has no idea what to write about today. maybe it's just the fact that puppet is just getting over being sick and that it didn't dream last night at all. puppet slept for 8 hours straight. This is unusual for puppet as it is.

 

puppet hates making weak and short journals but this must be another one. puppet needs to leave for work now.


2/17/2014 3:51:53 AM

Today puppet feels sick. puppet won't go into details but puppet feels like it has food poisoning of some kind. This will probably end up being just a short entry and puppet apologizes for that. puppet really hates being sick.

 

puppet spent the day with Miss. Star yesterday and it was fun. 

 

puppet would be lying if it said it didn't envy the necklace that hung against Miss. Star's amazing breasts. It would rest against Her breast and than She would play with it.


2/16/2014 4:02:25 AM

puppet is so happy that the snow stopped. After posting this puppet will be going back to sleep for a little while but will need to get up and clear the driveway before it leaves today. 

 

puppet has had yet another dream about Miss. Star using it to achieve orgasm while She edged puppet. In this dream Miss. Star had puppet naked and bound to the bed face up. Miss. Star started out by inflicting some pain on puppet with rubber and leather paddles while at the same time verbally reinforcing to it how much of a bitch She has turned it into for Herself.

 

Miss. Star then sat on puppet's face and and made sure to seal puppet's nose right into Her asshole. Miss. Star's amazing ass was all that puppet could smell and Miss. Star noticed that puppet was becoming erect. With puppet's nose in Miss. Star's ass it allowed Her divine pussy to be at puppet's mouth and Miss. Star ordered puppet to lick it.

Without any hesitation puppet took right to its task. While puppet was licking Miss. Star's divine pussy She would shouting orders at it and than She started to stroke the cock that She took ownership of 10 moths ago. The more She stroked the hornier puppet would get and the faster and harder it would lick Miss. Star's pussy.


puppet knew that the likely hood of Miss. Star allowing it to cum was slim but it knew that it needed to make Her cum and cum good. puppet couldn't tell how long it had been in this situation but it could feel its tongue getting tired.

Eventually Miss. Star came and in the process almost drowned Her puppet when She squirted all of Her cum into puppet's mouth. puppet had to drink it as fast as it could but the flow seemed to last for a while. 


By the end puppet was desperate for an orgasm itself but it wasn't meant to be. Miss. Star dismounted off of Her puppet and got dressed. As She was walking out the door to enjoy the day She looked back and said "Don't go anywhere bitch, I'll be back later and I may want more". The ironic thing is that puppet wanted more too and since Miss. Star didn't untie puppet it really couldn't leave even if it wanted too.

  


2/15/2014 3:56:22 AM

puppet surprised Miss. Star yesterday with a couple things. puppet had a cupcake made out of semi-hollow chocolate and put a necklace inside. Miss. Star has wanted this necklace for a while so puppet thought it was the time to give it to Her. puppet also got Miss. Star the star necklace that She wanted. The reason that puppet had a cupcake made out of chocolate is because Miss. Star LOVES chocolate and cupcakes.

 

puppet knows that it can overboard sometimes and this may have been one of those times but puppet doesn't care. W/we were supposed to go out to eat but had to cancel those plans. On top of that Miss. Star had a problem getting Her new car registered so She wasn't in a good mood. puppet was hoping that these items would help cheer Her up.


Keeping these surprises from Miss. Star was very difficult for puppet. If it had even mentioned or implied that it had a surprise for Her She would have demanded to know what it was and puppet would have had to tell Her. Miss. Star hates knowing that She has a surprise coming and not knowing what it is. 


puppet knew that it was risky to plan a surprise for Miss. Star. Miss. Star isn't a fan of the "classic" things that puppet grew up with such as dinner and a movie. She has also told puppet that some of the "lines" it uses are corny (Not that puppet would ever try to use lines on Miss. Star. She is too special to be treated that way). 

puppet can only be itself and if that means it must risk punishment once in a while than so be it. puppet was luck though because Miss. Star seemed to love the gifts and that is reward enough for puppet.


puppet does still plan to take Miss. Star on a Valentine's date though. puppet doesn't need a special day to show Miss. Star how it feels for Her. There isn't a card at Hallmark that covers O/our relationship or that expresses puppet's feelings completely. 


Miss. Star is such an AMAZING Woman and puppet is so lucky that it can be Her's. There isn't a Woman on this planet that could replace Miss. Star in puppet's heart. 


puppet plans to be Your's for as long as You plan to keep it Mistress. puppet hopes that it made Your Valentine's Day somewhat enjoyable. puppet looks froward to seeing You on Sunday Mistress. <3


2/14/2014 4:01:28 AM

Today is Valentine's Day!!!! puppet is sad that Miss. Star's babysitter fell through. puppet was really looking forward to to taking Miss. Star out today. All puppet wanted to do was show Her a good time and make Her happy.

 

puppet wants to wish its Owner/Mistress a Happy V-Day even if Her and puppet can't go out to eat today. Maybe Miss. Star will see it in Her infinite wisdom to allow puppet to visit so it can drop off something at Her house today.

 

puppet knows that plans change and things in life so it will just go with the flow. 

 

Maybe next year Miss. Star and Her puppet can have a real Valentine's Day together.

 

Miss. Star,

 

You are such an Amazing Woman and puppet hope that You realize that. puppet hopes that You never change Who You are. puppet admires You for Your strengths and knows that You can do anything You set Your mind to. You deserve happiness and love and puppet hopes to be able to give You both forever Mistress.

 

 


2/13/2014 3:05:14 AM

Last night Miss. Star made it a point to tease puppet over IM. She really loves to make Her puppet frustrated and uncomfortable. puppet knows that part of being Miss. Star's bitch and slave is that it must suffer for Her however She chooses and for as long as She chooses. 

 

Because of what Miss. Star said to puppet last night it had a hard time (pun intended) falling asleep. Another result of Miss. Star's teasing was a very erotic dream that resulted in puppet waking up hard and horny. 

 

puppet doesn't want to describe this dream here but will be happy to tell Miss. Star all about it. 

 

puppet doesn't know why it enjoys being treated like a bitch by Miss. Star and why it enjoys the other ways She treats it but puppet knows it needs it.

 

Miss. Star is a Sweet yet Cruel Women but still a very fair Mistress. puppet means that all of that in a good way too. 

 

Tomorrow is V-Day and puppet hopes that this weather is all cleared up by then. puppet doesn't want to cancel the plans for Friday.

 

puppet can't get You off of its mind Mistress and that makes puppet very happy/


2/12/2014 3:59:48 AM

The weather reports for tomorrow into Friday seem to keep getting worse. puppet really hopes that it doesn't have an affect on its V-Day plans. 

 

puppet has still been having these dreams about Miss. Star. As usual puppet is used and abused and kept from orgasm but Miss. Star has countless orgasms. In these dreams loves to rub it in puppet's face that She is free to cum as whenever She wishes but puppet isn't. 

 

puppet has experienced a small amount of Miss. Star's tease and denial skills and knows how good She is at it. puppet does find it odd that it not only enjoys this treatment from Miss. Star but it craves it as well. 

 

puppet finds that the more Miss. Star teases it and denies it the more of a bitch it feels like. puppet loves when it feels like Miss. Star is making more of a bitch too. 

 

 


2/11/2014 3:34:48 AM

puppet had more sexual and erotic dreams about Miss. Star last night. In each dream it was clear that puppet's own pleasure wasn't important. 

 

In one dream Miss. Star teased and tortured puppet before beating it and than starting again. puppet was brought to tears by both the beating and the teasing. Miss. Star, with Her skillful hands and mouth, brought puppet to the edge of orgasm multiple times and kept it there for hours. It all ended with Miss. Star gagging puppet with its double ended dildo gag and getting Herself off. puppet was denied orgasm in this dream....actually in each of the dreams it was denied orgasm........

 

puppet knows that these dreams are a result of its addiction to Miss. Star and the teasing She has given it in the past. When that is coupled with the fact that She is the sole Person that can dictate when, where, how and why puppet is allowed orgasm the resulting affect is these dreams.

 

puppet saw on the news last night that they are calling for snow Thursday into Friday. If this is true puppet will be very upset. puppet has plans for Friday (with its Beautiful and ever so Sexy Mistress/Owner) and if the weather gets in the way puppet won't be happy.

 

puppet will always put Miss. Star's safety above its own so if the roads are too bad it will need to change plans. puppet isn't planning to change anything though. puppet is excited to spend the day with the most Amazing Woman it has ever had the honor to know and serve. 

 

How often can a slave say that they have found the Perfect Woman and that She allows the slave to be Her's? puppet is very lucky to have found Miss. Star and even luckier that She has seen fit to make puppet Her bitch. 

 

Thank You Mistress.

 

  


2/10/2014 3:59:26 AM

Thankfully there wasn't a lot of snow last night. It looks like just a dusting outside. 

 

puppet spent yesterday with Miss. Star and, as usual, time with Her is never dull. puppet felt itself getting turned on just driving to see Her. It's been almost a month since Miss. Star allowed Her puppet to pleasure itself and puppet will wait as long as She desires.

 

V-Day is only a few days away and puppet knows it will have a good time with Miss. Star. 

 

puppet just wishes to make its Mistress/Owner happy and will do anything it takes to do so. Miss. Star knows this too and She seems to enjoy making puppet do things that make it uncomfortable. In the end though, puppet's comfort is at the depression of Miss. Star and it must endure what She puts it through.

 

The next thing, after V-Day, that W/we have coming up is the Winter Flea which will be a fun packed 3 days and 2 nights. Miss. Star really enjoys Her Fetish Fleas and so does puppet. 

 

One day puppet will earn the collar from Miss. Star that it covets so much. puppet will do anything to wear it and wear it with pride.

 

puppet is a happy bitch though and has Miss. Star to thank for that. Miss. Star is puppet's World and it will always be there for Her no matter what.

 

 


2/9/2014 4:01:09 AM

Well it looks like the snow missed us. Thankfully.

 

puppet is so excited to go and see Miss. Star today. puppet would do anything to spend time with Her. puppet even dreams about Miss. Star and Her radiant Beauty. These dreams drive puppet to horny extremes sometimes but puppet knows that it's just its mind and body reminding it how much it craves its Owner.

 

puppet willing serves Miss. Star and will do so in any way She so demands. puppet actually finds almost impossible to tell Her "No". This may be because it has never had to tell Her "No".

 

Miss. Star knows what puppet's limits are as well as what its desires are. puppet knows that Miss. Star will always give puppet what she feels it needs. 

 

Miss. Star has made puppet realize several things within this lifestyle that helped it find itself. puppet is more of a bitch for Miss. Star than it has ever been for any Women.

 

puppet is naturally submissive and passive and has been for it's entire life. Being this way has made puppet crave the control of a powerful Woman and there aren't any more powerful than Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star has taught puppet its rightful role in life is being Her bitch. puppet now doesn't want any other existence. She has taught puppet how She can, very skillfully, use its fetishes (especially its foot fetish) against it and even torture and torment puppet with it. She's a very skilled Woman and puppet worships Her for that.

 

puppet does have one "crazy" wish though..........maybe it's the masochist in me.....puppet wished that there were a Dozen Miss. Stars in the same room and the only toy They had to play with was puppet..........YIKES!!! but also sounds like fun. :D

 

 


2/8/2014 4:00:43 AM

There is supposed to be more snow tomorrow....This stinks because if it's too bad puppet may not get to go up and see its Beautiful Mistress. That would be HUGE bummer for puppet.

 

Now, with Valentine's Day less than a week a way puppet hopes that other slaves have planned something nice for their Owners.

 

puppet was lucky because Miss. Star told it what to plan. puppet is a simple creature and sometimes......ok...usually, wont get the subtle hints that get dropped by most Women. Miss. Star isn't like most Women though because She doesn't have a subtle bone in Her entire body.

 

puppet will ALWAYS do things Miss. Star's way so that it can make sure to make Her happy. 

 

Next month is the Winter Flea in Rhode island and puppet is very excited to spend all 3 days at the Flea with Miss. Star and the Pack (plus Miss. Star's Guest). puppet has gone to Winter Flea once but it was many years ago and puppet was only there for a few hours.

 

puppet is very curious to see what classes Miss. Star wants to attend. puppet really hopes that Miss. Star and the Pack have a good time. 

    


2/7/2014 4:01:38 AM

Next week is Valentine's Day. puppet is so excited to send that day with a very Special Woman. puppet is honored that Miss. Star would allow it to be with Her on this day. 

 

Miss. Star allowed puppet to try and plan things out but in the end the inevitable happened.....Miss. Star just told puppet what plans She wanted it to make. This was fine with puppet because it wanted to make this day all about Miss. Star.

 

puppet has found itself not only addicted to Miss. Star as a Person but also to the way She treats Her puppet. puppet craves whatever Miss. Star's mind will come up with. Sometimes puppet tries to get Miss. Star to give it hints on what Her plans are for it but that usually fails. She likes to remind puppet, at those times, that it doesn't have a right to know what She has planned or is planning for it. She's right of course and puppet accepts that because it comes with being Miss. Star's slave and bitch.

 

puppet goes to bed and wakes up every day thinking of Miss. Star and wondering how it was so lucky to be chosen by Her.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star could have any male as Her bitch and yet She allows puppet to have the honor. puppet is forever grateful to Her for this. puppet aims to make Her happy all of the time.

 

Miss. Star means everything to puppet and if it ever lost Her it would be devastated and lost. Miss. Star has opened puppet's eyes to new things and there's no going back for puppet now.

 

puppet's wish is to be the best bitch possible for You Mistress. puppet knows that more training may be needed and puppet accepts any and all training You feel is required.  

 

 

  


2/6/2014 4:01:37 AM

puppet finds itself extremely horny. puppet has failed on its mission to give up viewing porn. Last night puppet looked at a bunch of pornographic sites knowing full well that it couldn't masturbate. Why does puppet do this to itself? Why does puppet enjoy the frustration so much?

 

puppet thinks that maybe the fact that it's a bitch now will explain this. maybe puppet is trying to force itself to realize just how much of a bitch it really is.

 

puppet really loves the fact that Miss. Star took over its sexual release and now meters out said release as She chooses. This is, secretly, the life puppet has craved for years. puppet does wish it was in a chastity device though. The use willpower to keep from masturbating drains puppet. puppet finds itself getting to points of desperation more quickly. 

 

One thing that puppet hopes for, maybe to its own detriment, is a prolonged tease and denial by Miss. Star. Maybe an even where puppet is just completely helpless and Miss. Star relentlessly teases it and edges it. Maybe there's even a vibrating egg against puppet's prostate. With all of this stimulation puppet still will not be allowed to orgasm and with Miss. Star's expert hands She will keep puppet on the edge. Maybe puppet gets edged so long and teased so hard that it starts to cry.........just the thought of it makes puppet horny.

 

puppet knows that just because it wants something doesn't mean that it will get it. Actually, usually it means the opposite with Miss. Star.

 

puppet really does love Miss. Star though. The more She torments it, teases it, denies it release and even beats it the more puppet falls for Her. She's this bitches dream Woman come to life. puppet is thankful that God stopped hiding Her from it.

 

 


2/5/2014 3:31:16 AM

puppet HATES this snow!!! puppet is ready for winter to be OVER!!

 

puppet is finding that it is having more and more dreams about Miss. Star doing things to it. Some of these dreams involve sexual abuse such as Her raping it repeatedly and without mercy while some involve puppet being bound and gagged to the point where it can't move and no sounds come out of it and beaten. puppet actually woke up today thinking it would have massive welts on its ass from last night's dream.

 

As far as the rape dreams go, puppet finds these oddest of all. These are odd because it isn't always Miss. Star doing the raping. She's always in control of things but sometimes the dreams involve Her having other Women rape and sexually abuse Her puppet. Sometimes it's multiple Women and in some Miss. Star joins the multiple Women. As far as reality goes with this concept, in order for something to actually be "rape" the victim needs to have a choice stripped from it and the sex be forced and this can't happen to puppet because it doesn't have any choices.  

 

These dreams are so intense that puppet feels very used and humiliated when it wakes up even though nothing actually happened. 

 

Could these dreams just be puppet's subconscious mind telling it that it needs to a used, abused and controlled bitch? Is this puppet's subconscious mind telling it that choices are thing of the past for it? 

 

puppet has started craving the things it dreams about but what puppet craves is irrelevant. Miss. Star has the only say in this relationship and puppet knows that. 

 

The first time Miss. Star stuck one of Her dildos into puppet's mouth puppet knew it wanted more of it from Her.

 

Miss. Star,

 

You have made me Your bitch and now puppet can't imagine not being Your bitch. You have taken control from puppet on things, such as its orgasms and masturbation, and puppet is very thankful for that. You know what Your puppet needs and puppet's only wish is to give You what You want and need Mistress.

 

You are puppet's everything.

 


2/4/2014 3:32:06 AM

Valentines Day is 10 days away and puppet is so excited. puppet hasn't looked forward to this day for a while. What more could puppet ask for than to spend this day with such an amazing Woman like Miss. Star. puppet only hopes that She has a good time

 

All of the expansion packs came in for Cards Against Humanity and now puppet is just waiting for "The Bigger Blacker Box" and it will have the complete game. This game is great and if Y/you haven't played it puppet highly recommends it. puppet looks forward to playing the game again with Miss. Star and the Pack.


puppet wonders sometimes if the Pack it's part of is common...puppet knows that P/people are unique. The Pack is made up of 2 Dominant Women, 1 "Switch" Woman, a male that tries to be dominant and puppet (the bitch) a male slave.


puppet does like the Pack though. It's a fun group of P/people where W/we can all be O/ourselves. n


Miss. Star made sure to show the Pack that puppet was Her bitch from the beginning. Miss. Star has basically (unofficially) turned puppet into the Pack's bitch too.


The Pack will be going to the Winter Flea together so if Y/you see U/us feel free to say "Hi". puppet is sure that Y/you can't miss U/us either. W/we'll probably be the best dressed P/people there. Miss. Star insist that then males were a suit and tie (or a vest rather than a blazer and a fedora. The Women will be dressed nice too though. Maybe They'll be wearing a dress or a corset or even both.

 

puppet is thankful everyday that Miss. Star lets it be Her bitch.

   


2/3/2014 4:02:03 AM

puppet had a dream last night that caused it wake up erect and horny. In this dream Miss. Star totally manhandled puppet. puppet was choked and forcefully put into different positions. Miss. Star even forcefully removed all of puppet's clothes even ripping some off its body.

 

Eventually Miss. Star was annoyed by the sounds puppet was making, even though none of them were resistant to Her, so She stuffed puppet's mouth with Her worn socks and underwear before inserting a ball gag. 

 

This didn't stop the "physical assault" that She was giving to puppet. She would force puppet onto its chest and start caning and paddling its ass.

 

Miss. Star would even start biting Her puppet. After about an hour of this She paused for bit and looked into puppet's eyes. puppet was crying and in so much pain and could see that there wasn't an ounce of sympathy in Miss. Star. Then Miss. Star states "See bitch, I can and will do ANYTHING I want to you. your body is MINE and I WILL abuse it however I see fit."

 

That was when puppet felt its ass get violated by a large dildo and Miss. Star started laughing again. 

 

 

This dream has caused puppet to crave Miss. Star to actually manhandle it. puppet knows that its wants and requests aren't important but this dream cause something in puppet to pop to the surface.

 

You're a fair Mistress Miss. Star so puppet know that if You enjoy something it will learn to enjoy it.

 


2/2/2014 3:58:45 AM

puppet feels a lot better today and that's a good thing. 

 

puppet will be seeing Miss. Star today and that excites puppet.

 

puppet paid for the hotel room for the Winter Flea yesterday and bought the last add on for Cards Against Humanity.

 

Now puppet needs to buy the tickets for the Flea but puppet needs to wait for that. Getting the tickets early is important so that puppet can make sure that Miss. Star gets in. Waiting and buying the tickets at the door can be risky.

 

Miss. Star has fun at the Fetish Fleas and puppet wants to keep that up. 

 

As long as Miss. Star is happy puppet will be happy. 

 

Miss. Star's happiness is more important to puppet than its own happiness.

 

 

 


2/1/2014 3:59:26 AM

Slowly this cold is going away.........YAY!!

 

Tomorrow puppet feels better planning to see Miss. Star.

 

V-Day is fast approaching and puppet is so excited because it has the honor of escorting Miss. Star around that day. Miss. Star had the idea of where puppet would take Her for dinner and after puppet contacted the place and heard the menu for the day puppet was happy. Miss. Star has very good taste and puppet has learned to go with what She chooses. 

 

puppet has also learned that a lot of it's ideas are "old fashioned" and. as Miss. Star has said, "Done to death".  It's ok though because puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't have a problem telling it what to do to make Her happy. 

 

Since puppet goal in life is to make and keep Miss. Star happy puppet knows it will do anything She tells it to do. She has even made puppet do things that made it uncomfortable but puppet still couldn't tell Her "no".

 

Miss. Star is the type of Woman that puppet has dreamt about but never thought existed.

 

Miss. Star is such a vision of beauty that even when She starts to beat Her puppet, puppet is still in awe. puppet hopes to never see the day that it isn't allowed to call itself "Miss. Star's bitch".

 

 


1/31/2014 4:00:45 AM

puppet is still sick but feels like it may be getting better. Thank God that this is Friday so puppet can actually rest tomorrow. 


puppet finds it odd that a lot of P/people post about all of the "F/fakes" on here. puppet must be extremely lucky then because it met the Greatest Mistress it has ever met on here.


puppet couldn't ask for Miss. Star to be any better than She is. Miss. Star is exactly the type of Mistress/Owner that puppet needs. Miss. Star is strict at times but puppet knows that She does it for its own good. puppet dreams about being the perfect slave for Miss. Star. 


puppet is kept on its toes by Miss. Star too. puppet never knows what to expect when it comes to Her. This is good in a way because puppet can't prepare itself.


Miss. Star let puppet bid on a new wig for marionette but it got out bid. Oh well, puppet tried but maybe it wasn't meant to be.


puppet is looking forward to the upcoming Fetish Flea and maybe it will see some old F/friends or even make some new F/friends. 

 

  


1/30/2014 3:58:58 AM

Yesterday puppet started to feel sick. Today puppet still feels sick. This SUCKS!!! puppet hates being sick. All of this cold weather must be bad for puppet's health.


Yesterday puppet ordered the other 3 expansion packs for Cards Against Humanity. If Y/you haven't played this game yet puppet suggests that Y/you do. 

http://cardsagainsthumanity.com/


puppet plans to bring the game to the Flee with it so that if Miss. Star wishes for us to play W/we can.


March will be a busy month for puppet though. First puppet has the 3 day Winter Flee then it has its Meetings for it locally elected office and after all of that puppet still has the Republican State Convention to go to. 


puppet does keep itself busy......


So far puppets "no more porn" idea is working out for it. puppet slipped up and viewed some pictures one day but quickly stopped.


Sorry for the short ans scatterbrained journal but puppet's brain is struggling to work right now. This happens when it gets sick.


1/29/2014 4:01:09 AM

puppet is planning to pay for the Hotel (for the flea) this weekend. puppet wants to make sure that it gets paid for so that W/we don't show up and have no place to stay.

 

puppet is so excited about the Flea because it will be with Miss. Star. The classes that they have seem interesting and puppet can't wait to see what the V/vendors have.

 

Miss. Star has already mentioned a few things that She wants and puppet will be seeing what it can afford. 

 

Yesterday puppet started making a paddle for a Friend that wanted it to say "PIG". After cutting everything out She mentioned that it was backwards............She's right too. Now puppet needs to make a new one and try not to screw this one up too.

 

puppet's Friend laughed when puppet realized it screw up. She tried telling puppet it looked wrong but puppet didn't listen. puppet should know better than that.

 

At some point puppet needs to get a sewing awl and some other types of leather so it can try making other items too.

 

 


1/28/2014 3:30:53 AM

puppet is having writer's block....Sometimes puppet has no idea what it should write here. This morning is one of those times. Some P/people may ask "Then why write anything?' and the simple answer is that Miss. Star ordered me to write here everyday. 

 

puppet finds it interesting that during it's time with Miss. Star it has become unable to tell Her "No". It's not that it hasn't wanted to a few times but the word just doesn't form. It may also be the fact that puppet knows it isn't allowed to tell Her "No" also that causes this. 

 

puppet finds itself craving Miss. Star's tortures and torments. puppet finds that it enjoys it when She teases and denies it as well as when She uses its fetishes against it.

 

puppet knows that it will endure anything just to please Miss. Star. 

 

Miss. Star allows puppet to be Her bitch and puppet is grateful for that. The feeling of knowing that puppet belongs to a Woman such as Miss. Star is so gratifying.

 

Yes Miss. Star is strict and Yes She loves to use pain as a tool and puppet enjoys it. puppet could never run from Her or hide itself from Her. 

 

puppet only has a desire to serve, please, pleasure, amuse, entertain and worship Her. Miss. Star is truly a Goddess and She knows it too. She makes sure to keep under Her thumb where it belongs.

 

Thank You for everything Mistress.

 

 


1/27/2014 3:59:55 AM

On Saturday puppet cooked dinner for Miss. Star and two M/members of the Pack. After dinner W/we played Cards Against Humanity. It was a fun time. puppet got to rub Miss. Star's feet and She also stuck Her feet into puppet face. Whenever Miss. Star shoves Her feet into puppet's face puppet gets an erection. puppet is turned on by Her feet and She knows it. She really enjoys using this fetish against puppet too. 

 

puppet slept on the couch that night so that it could drive Miss. Star to work in the morning. puppet did make a mistake though.......puppet didn't have permission to not post a journal yesterday and Miss. Star pointed that out to puppet.

 

puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star had more planned for Saturday but P/people drank too too much and got too tired. 


On a better note though, V-Day is only two week and a half weeks away!!!puppet is so excited about taking Miss. Star out and showing Her a good time. 


The next event will be the Winter Flea and so far there is only one class that puppet knows Miss. Star will not be attending and that's the "Balloon Bondage" class. Other than that one class puppet is interested to see what classes She brings the pack to. 


puppet has a feeling that 3 days at the Flee will be a fun time. Miss. Star a vanilla Cousin that will be attending with U/us and puppet hopes that She doesn't get overloaded or mentally scarred for life by this. With the Pack there though W/we should be able to help Her through anything. 


1/25/2014 3:59:31 AM

puppet's plans for today have changed. Miss. Star informed puppet last night that it was cooking tonight. puppet enjoys cooking for Miss. Star and O/others and it got most of the work done last night. puppet was up until 2 A.M. and the food tastes good. puppet will be making a few other things there but the bulk of the work is done. 

 

puppet will also get to present Miss. Star with Her new leather paddle that puppet made. puppet has gotten more black leather in to make more if S/someone wants to order one. 

 

puppet just looked outside and saw snow falling............Not a lot of snow though. It looks like it's just barely starting. puppet hopes that it doesn't start to really snow at all.

 

It looks like the "plan" for today, as far as puppet can figure out, is puppet cooking and serving dinner, doing ALL of the dishes and U/us playing Cards Against Humanity. Anything else that is planned is, obviously, none of puppet's business.

 

puppet exists to serve Miss. Star and is always subject to Her whims. puppet can only hope to be pleasing to Miss. Star and make Her happy. Maybe today puppet can avoid being gagged for talking too much............It's doubtful but possible. 

 

puppet knows that tonight will be a treat because it will be with its Owner.

 


1/24/2014 4:00:58 AM

Today is Friday and the weekend is almost here!!! YAY!!! puppet is still planning to do some clothes shopping tomorrow and hopes that Miss. Star will join it. puppet will also be going to see Her on Sunday too. puppet really enjoys when it can spend multiple days with Miss. Star.

 

One thing will be for certain though, anything can happen on a trip to the mall with Miss. Star. This could be an adventure and puppet will enjoy it. The last time puppet went clothes shopping at a mall with its Mistress (a former Mistress now) puppet was forced to try on several items of Women's clothing and model them for Her and the sales Girl that help pick them out. puppet was so humiliated........and turned on. That was puppet's first exposure to public humiliation and it has enjoyed it since.

 

This doesn't mean that Miss. Star will do this to puppet nor is puppet asking Her to. puppet is sure that if Miss. Star wanted to do public humiliation She could be creative enough on Her own and wouldn't need puppet's help.

 

The reason for puppet's shopping trip is to get some clothing items that Miss. Star likes so that puppet can be more pleasing to Her. puppet is a reflection of its Mistress and if Miss. Star isn't happy with puppet's clothes then the issue needs to be fixed.

 

puppet hopes that, if Miss. Star joins it at the mall tomorrow, that She can find some items for puppet that She likes. If She can't then puppet may need to try to guess and hope it guesses right.....or it will have to send Her several pictures of items for Her approval.

 

 


1/23/2014 3:59:08 AM

Yesterday puppet finished another leather paddle for Miss. Star. This one puppet too the time to cut out three stars from the leather and put purple leather behind them. It looks pretty good. Eventually puppet will get better at making these but hopefully keep the hand made look. Y/you can trust puppet when it tells Y/you that these things hurt because they do. 

 

puppet learned its lesson about making these paddles with spikes for Miss. Star..........puppet's ass was bloodied and it has pictures to prove it.... :D 

 

One of puppet's friends (Miss. Nadia) wants a paddle made for Her with spikes on it. puppet has tried to talk Her out of it but no matter what puppet said to Her She still insisted. 

 

On a different note, puppet saw that the schedule for the Winter Fetish Flee came out. puppet gave it a quick glance and saw a few classes that it found interesting. puppet hopes that Miss. Star allows puppet to pick a few classes for Her and it to attend. Obviously Her wishes are what puppet will follow.

 

Maybe puppet will bring a few of its leather paddles up to the Flee for A/anyone that wants to buy one or it can take orders from P/people and bring them up. 

 


1/22/2014 4:00:01 AM

So far puppet has made it one day without looking at porn.......Do the journals on this site count?? If they do than puppet's last statement was wrong....

 

puppet is hoping that Miss. Star will go shopping with it on Saturday. Miss. Star  doesn't like a lot of puppet's clothes (including its shoes) so puppet wants Her help to pick out a few new items. As Miss. Star's property puppet knows that it represents Her and therefore needs to look nice. puppet will wear whatever clothes that Miss. Star feels is appropriate for it. puppet won't.....sorry...can't question Her judgement at all. 

 

This trip puppet plans to focus on shoes and ties but a new short or some socks and underwear may get added too.

 

It goes without saying that puppet always aims to please its Mistress. She is always on puppet's mind and in in puppet's thoughts. puppet is drawn to Miss. Star on much more than a physical level though. While Miss. Star is ABSOLUTELY Gorgeous and She has a Smoking hot body She also has a very sweet and caring personality. Don't puppet wrong though, Miss. Star has a very large Sadistic streak in Her but puppet enjoys that too.......She hasn't made puppet cry yet............That is NOT a challenge Mistress. puppet has been close to crying though and after the experience puppet realized that, even though it hurt like hell, it enjoyed it.

 

Miss. Star knows what Her puppet can take as well as what She wants it to be able to take. puppet is more focused on what She wants it to be able to take and puppet knows that she is too.

 

You are puppet's everything Mistress. Thank You so much for "bitchafying" Your puppet.

 


1/21/2014 3:36:37 AM

puppet has come to the conclusion that looking at porn while not being allowed to orgasm isn't a good idea. puppet gets so aroused sometimes that the slightest tough makes it want to orgasm. puppet is planning to stop looking at porn as of now........unless ordered to by Miss. Star of course.

 

W/we'll see how long this lasts though. puppet loves to look at the Femdom type photos with captions as well as reading erotica. Sometime puppet will even watch a video or three. All this does is increase puppet's arousal and suffering. Even writing about this is making puppet aroused....

 

puppet doesn't understand how it can be so turned on by the fact that its orgasms are controlled and denied. puppet gets aroused by the fact that it has become a bitch in this way.

 

Maybe puppet should just have all porn blocked from its computer completely to help it with this ive. That probably won't work either though because puppet has to post here everyday and if porn is blocked than this might be too.

 

One type of picture puppet seems to be gravitating to lately is Women with a strap-on. While puppet has never experienced one being used on it, it has been growing more curious about it. The only things that have entered puppet's ass so far are a few butt plugs. puppet fantasies about its first strap-on scene being extremely forced, merciless and even double penetration (oral and anal since puppet is male). puppet has also pictured this happening to marionette too (marionette is puppet's alter ego. When puppet is in its maid uniform it becomes marionette)

 

puppet finds that the more it looks at porn the more it finds that it wants to try. In the end though, what puppet wants doesn't matter unless Miss. Star wants it too. puppet is HER bitch and HER slave and puppet will serve Her wishes. puppet knows that Miss. Star knows what puppet is into, curious about as well as what puppet sees as off limits so it doesn't need to suggest things to Her.....actually..........puppet isn't really allowed to suggest things to Miss. Star.

 

puppet is Your humble, loyal, obedient and addicted slave bitch forever Mistress.

 


1/20/2014 4:00:59 AM

puppet is looking forward to V-Day with its Mistress. puppet wants to give Her a very special day. Miss. Star deserves to have a great time on this special day.

 

The Winter Fetish Flea in RI is coming up soon and puppet will be attending with Miss. Star and other M/members of the Pack. Miss. Star is also bringing another guest with U/us as well. puppet hasn't been to the winter flea in years but is curious of the classes that will be offered.

 

puppet knows that this hotel has a pool and Miss. Star likes pools. puppet also hopes to have, at least, ordered its new chastity device by then but really hopes to be wearing it by then.

 

Miss. Star makes Her puppet, and the rest of the Pack for that matter, dress up for these fetish events. puppet will be in a suit most likely unless Miss. Star chooses to have marionette accompany Her for a day at the Flea.

 

puppet is so happy that it got a room when it did at the host hotel because they sold out quickly. 

 

puppet also looks forward to seeing Miss. Star at the Flee because She tends to act like a kid in a candy store.....puppet means that in the best ways Mistress. 

 

Miss. Star can find a way to use anything as an implement of pain (or pleasure). It's only when puppet sees Her do Her "Happy Little Sadist Dance" that puppet gets nervous. Miss. Star likes to say that Her "Inner Sadist' is a "Little"........

 

W/we'll have fun Mistress.

 

 

 


1/19/2014 4:00:11 AM

puppet is going to be seeing its Mistress today. puppet is so excited for every chance it gets to spend time with Miss. Star. puppet isn't even watching the AFC Championship game today because it would rather be with its Mistress.

 

Miss. Star is an Amazing Woman and the most Beautiful Woman in puppet's life. puppet is so happy and honored to serve Her.

 

Last night Miss. Star picked out the new chastity device that will locked onto puppet (once puppet can afford it). She has picked the "Queen's Keep" by Mature Metal and so now puppet just needs to save the money for it.

 

puppet has need within its very core to be locked into chastity for Miss. Star. puppet has gone beyond the fantasy of it and now needs the lifestyle of it. Miss. Star has awoken puppet's inner chastity bitch and puppet knows that once Miss. Star has the key again it will be happy.

 

puppet finds itself thinking about what it can do to serve Miss. Star better. puppet isn't even worried about its own pleasure anymore. puppet will get its pleasure by pleasing Miss. Star. 

 

puppet knows that it's no longer free to make choices in regards to this relationship. puppet gave up all of those rights the second it agreed to belong to Miss. Star. It was at that moment that puppet started to become the bitch it is now.

 

puppet is always curious about how much more of a bitch Miss. Star can turn it into. Is there a point in which one is as much of a bitch as possible? puppet also wonders what things Miss. Star will do to it or have it do itself next.

 

Humiliation is a huge turn on for puppet but serving and pleasing Miss. Star is what puppet worries about all of the time.

  

 

 


1/18/2014 3:59:43 AM

puppet finds Miss. Star to be irresistibly Beautiful and because of this fact puppet knows that it's the luckiest bitch ever. How many slaves can say this about the Woman that they serve?

 

puppet knows that it belongs to Her and that this is the natural order of things. puppet also knows that it's virtually impossible for it to deny Her anything. While it is true that puppet has a "hard limits list" puppet knows that this is only because Miss. Star allows it.

 

puppet enjoys serving Miss. Star and puppet gets pleasure from making Miss. Star happy. 

 

puppet finds the way that Miss. Star takes, exploits and uses puppet's fetishes to be very unique. Before puppet met Miss. Star it never had its foot fetish used against it. Miss. Star has also used puppet's interest in orgasm control to take ownership of the cock between puppet's legs. puppet knows that Miss. Star enjoys teasing puppet and denying it release but the scary thing for puppet is that it has started craving this treatment.

 

puppet craves the tease and denial from Miss. Star as well as the exploitation of its foot fetish. puppet enjoys being treated like the bitch that it is. 

 

puppet is always dreaming of Miss. Star too. puppet wakes up aroused and horny but it isn't allowed to cum without permission. puppet also knows that it isn't allowed to ask for permission to cum either and doing so will just add more time to its denial (and chastity once a new good device is found).

 

Thank You for showing puppet how much of a bitch it is Mistress. puppet lives to please You and serve You in any way You wish. You mean everything to puppet.

 


1/17/2014 4:01:49 AM

Last night puppet had a very odd dream. This dream involved Miss. Star teasing and denying Her puppet. Now while this isn't odd in an of itself it got weird. She had puppet bound and would bring it to the edge of orgasm and stop. She did this repeatedly for hours and puppet was in tears and begging to cum. Miss. Star just laughed, slapped puppet across the face and said "No". After several hours of this She decided to use Her cane on puppet's ass and make it turn "pretty colors" (as She likes to say).

 

After She was happy with the color puppet's ass turned She started edging puppet again. It didn't take long this time to bring puppet to tears again and have it begging to cum.

 

Miss. Star again slapped Her puppet and stated that if it came without permission it would be severely punished. puppet knew that She wasn't joking about that but it also knew that She wouldn't make this easy on it. puppet didn't expect what happened next though.

 

As puppet was crying and stating that it couldn't hold back any longer Miss. Star forced it over the edge of orgasm while reminding it that it didn't have permission to cum yet. puppet couldn't stop itself and it came hard and shot its load all over Miss. Star. This wasn't a good thing and puppet knew it.

 

Not only did Miss. Star get pissed and beat it senseless She also forced puppet to lick all of its cum off Her. If puppet missed any it would be punished again.

 

By the end pf this puppet was beaten and bruised all over and all it could taste was its own cum.

 

This was just a dream and puppet knows that cumming on Miss. Star is BAD and would never do it on purpose. Also this is not meant to entice Miss. Star into doing this scene either. puppet was just sharing a dream it had. 

 

 

 


1/16/2014 4:00:20 AM

puppet is starting to put money aside for a new chastity device so that Miss. Star can lock up the cock that She owns. This needs to be done so that puppet will be prevented from orgasming on its own without permission. puppet knows that it needs to be kept in one because it will please its Mistress. 

 

Chastity is a double edged sword for puppet because on one end puppet enjoys the control and access being denied to it but on the other end it makes puppet ultra horny when wearing said device. 

 

puppet will be buy a custom made device that will be made to fit it as well as made to Miss. Star's specifications. Miss. Star gets exactly what She wants when puppet can do it. 

 

puppet can't help but look forward to the day that it's locked back up. To see that key hang around Miss. Star's neck is a huge tease and turn on too because puppet knows it can't touch it without permission. 

 

Chastity is a key part of puppet's journey into being a bitch and a cuckolded slave to Miss. Star. Miss. Star says that puppet spent some time fighting this transformation but that time is over for good. Now, as long as puppet can find a device that will work right, it will be happy to stay in chastity for Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star can get puppet to do anything that She wishes already but after being kept in chastity and teased and denied for long enough puppet may end up losing some of the limits it has on its list. puppet knows how desperate it has become in the past.

 

puppet's fantasy of chastity has been taken to an entirely new level by Miss. Star and puppet has learned that it isn't a fantasy anymore. She has made it a way of life.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star enjoys keeping it in chastity and She even enjoys its suffering as She teases and torments it knowing that it can't get fully hard or cum with the cage on. puppet thanks Her for this all of the time too.

 

You are the greatest Woman puppet has ever served Mistress. puppet is Your's to do with as You wish in whatever manner You see fit.

 


1/15/2014 3:56:12 AM

puppet went to bed way too late last night which made it tough waking up early to type this. It's a sacrifice that puppet makes for its Mistress though. After typing this puppet will be going back to sleep. 

 

Last night puppet was allowed to cum for the first time in, probably, a month but maybe even longer. puppet has been loosing track of when it has been allowed these gifts. puppet just knows that it's thankful to Miss. Star whenever She gives these gifts to puppet.

 

puppet really does enjoy having its sexual release controlled and dictated by Miss. Star and Her whims. It makes puppet feel complete because Miss. Star has all of the power.

 

puppet has willingly and happily surrendered its will to Miss. Star and has become hopelessly addicted to Her. The more that She controls, teases, tortures and even humiliates puppet the more puppet craves being with Her. It's really being etched into puppet how much of a bitch it is and how much of a bitch it desires to become. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star can make it even more of bitch to and subjugated by Her whims, desires, cravings, and wishes. puppet wants to be part of making all of Miss. Star's life forever and serve all of Her whims, desires, cravings and try to make all of Her wishes come true.

 

Being the best slave puppet can be is important to it. Right now it is serving the most amazing Woman it has ever met and if puppet ever lost Her it would be devastated. 

   


1/14/2014 3:32:51 AM

puppet hasn't posted a journal in about a week. Miss. Star saw it fit to give puppet a week off of doing this. When puppet asked Her why She simply answered "Why do you ask questions that you have no right to an answer". puppet agrees with Her of course and knows that it only has right to know what She wishes to tell it. 

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch strips puppet of basic fundamental rights and knowing why things are being done is one of them. 

 

It felt odd waking up every morning and not needing to write a journal entry. puppet has been doing it everyday (other than days that Miss. Star allowed it to skip) since puppet met Her in April. puppet was always feeling like it was forgetting to do something because writing a journal had become a habit. Now puppet needs to reform this habit so that it can please it's Owner.

 

Serving Miss. Star for as long as puppet has puppet is still amazed by Her. Miss. Star calls Herself a "Walking Contradiction" and while puppet has no choice but to agree with Her puppet would also describe Her as a Riddle wrapped in a Mystery  and held together by an enigma. Just as puppet begins to think it has Miss. Star figured out She does something to throw puppet back to square one of trying to figure Her out.

 

It may be better for puppet's sanity (what it has left anyway) to stop trying to figure out Miss. Star and simply just going with the flow. puppet knows that it can trust Miss. Star and that She will give puppet exactly what it needs. puppet's needs are determined by Miss. Star though and not by puppet.

 

Thank You Miss. Star for letting puppet be Your bitch and Your slave. As soon as puppet can afford a new GOOD chastity device it will buy the one You want it to have. puppet knows that it belongs under Your lock and key Mistress. Thank You for showing puppet that. You really are the Perfect and Ultimate Mistress that puppet has been looking for and puppet will do anything to serve You and stay as Your bitch/slave. 

 

P.S. marionette misses You too Mistress. 

 

 


1/8/2014 8:29:11 PM

puppet was told on Tuesday that it was getting a week off from its required journal entries. It feels weird waking up and not needing to write. 


1/7/2014 3:40:10 AM

puppet has no idea what to right today. puppet feels like it keeps repeating itself. puppet can talk about how it is to be kept orgasmless by Miss. Star but Y/you all already know that puppet enjoys that level of control. Y/you also know that it really doesn't matter if puppet enjoyed it or not because it only matters that Miss. Star does.

 

puppet doesn't know how many times it can get away with saying how great Miss. Star is or how Beautiful She is even if it is the truth. 

 

puppet has already mentioned that it's Miss. Star's bitch and that it enjoys it.

 

You know what may be fun? Exploring fetishes that puppet has never experienced or even ones that it has never heard of.

 

puppet, obviously have very little say.....W/who is puppet kidding......NO SAY in this relationship so whatever Miss. Star wants to do or try is what puppet wants to do and try.

 


1/6/2014 4:00:52 AM

Yesterday puppet got to spend with its Mistress and it was great. Miss. Star and puppet had a short conversation about chastity devices. puppet let Her know that the "good ones" are really expensive and that puppet can't afford one. Her simple reply, that ended the conversation, was that puppet needed to save up to buy one of them. That simple statement means that puppet must buy a new device and it won't be a cheap one either.

 

puppet's biggest fear is spending a lot of money on a "Good Device" and having an issue again that will result in that money being wasted. Maybe puppet just worries too much though. puppet is really looking at the custom made devices so that it can have everything made to exacting standards. Everything from tube diameter to the ring size and the spacing. puppet hopes that it can have a new device soon but it knows that it may not be until after its birthday in April.

 

puppet is happy that Miss. Star doesn't want to give up on keeping puppet in chastity but puppet just wishes thing would work out better with the devices for it. puppet knows that it must do and will do anything Miss. Star tells it to do. puppet isn't allowed to question Her motives or Her methods at all.

 

One very big advantage of being Miss. Star's bitch is being able to lick Her feet and suck on Her toes. puppet does hope to be able to lick and suck on more of Miss. Star's Divine Body though. Licking from the tips of Her toes to the top of Her head and everywhere in between would be an absolute dream for puppet.   

 


1/5/2014 3:57:38 AM

puppet gets to see Miss. Star today. puppet enjoys spending time with its Owner because She is such an Amazing Woman. 

 

puppet is now on  quest to save up money for a new chastity device and this time not one from China. The problem is that all of the good stainless steel devices are expensive. Maybe puppet can use some of its tax return to buy one. One thing that worries puppet is that it will spend $200+ on a good device and there will be another problem. 

 

It really does suck that puppet hasn't had any luck with chastity. This latest device fit nice and if it hadn't of rusted on the inside puppet would still be in it. 

 

puppet has gone through 4 different devices (3 with Miss. Star) and there has been a problem with all of them. So far the plastic Curve was the best but the rings are too weak. 

 

What's a bitch supposed to do when it and its Mistress both enjoy it being kept in chastity and it keeps failing?

 

Part of puppet is saying to give up on the idea but it wants to please Miss. Star. If Miss. Star wants to have Her cock locked up for safe keeping than puppet has to do it. puppet knows that She wants it done safely though.


1/4/2014 4:00:14 AM

puppet is very sad. Lat night it wanted to check an make sure things were ok inside its chastity device and when it took it off it noticed rust.....This was supposed to be a stainless steel device and stainless steel isn't supposed to rust. It's very heartbreaking for puppet when it finds something it enjoys but it never works out. Maybe puppet isn't meant to be in chastity?

 

What gets me mad is that this device fit great and only took a couple of slight modifications to get to be perfect. Maybe that's what puppet gets for getting the device from China......

 

puppet is beginning to think it will need to save up the hundreds of dollars it will cost to get a custom made device. Maybe, someday, puppet will experience chastity the way it's meant to be experienced.

 

On a brighter not, tomorrow puppet will get to spend with it's Beautiful Mistress. puppet can only hope that She isn't too upset with puppet over this latest chastity device failure. 

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet won't be cumming without Her permission so anyway so it looks likes the honor system may need to work for a while again.

 

Tomorrow will be the first time this year, 2014, that puppet has seen its Mistress and puppet knows that She will just keep getting prettier and it will keep getting more submissive.


puppet is happy, honored and privileged to be Your bitch and slave Mistress.


1/3/2014 4:00:42 AM

puppet had ordered a double ended dildo on Amazon (it seemed like a good idea at the time). This thing is much thicker than it looked online.......puppet doesn't now if Miss. Star will be keeping it and if She will ever use it on puppet but none of that matters. Everything puppet owns could be Miss. Star's with just a simple order of Her's. 

 

puppet does enjoy its servitude to Miss. Star. Miss. Star likes to keep puppet on its toes too. She makes sure that puppet never knows what to expect. Sometimes the hardest thing is to not wonder when She drops hints like "you will be getting more in tough with your feminine side". puppet still has no idea how She plans to do this but puppet also knows that it doesn't matter because puppet doesn't have any choice except to do as She wishes.

 

puppet will be serving Miss. Star for as long She desires its service. The fact that She's puppet's Key Holder gives Her unlimited power and control over puppet. puppet knows that this is how it is meant to live too. puppet needs to be controlled in every way imaginable.

 

Being locked in a chastity device was a fun fantasy but it's no longer a fantasy for puppet. puppet now knows that it needs to be kept in chastity and only let out when Miss. Star wants. puppet also needs to be treated like the bitch it has become.


puppet knows that it will never be in charge again and it's fine with that. puppet doesn't want to be making any more choices. 


puppet turned all of tose right over when it became Miss. Star's puppet.

 

 


1/2/2014 4:00:16 AM

Yesterday was puppet's first full day in it's new chastity device. The slight modifications are working amazingly well. This is the second night of sleeping in it without any issues. puppet isn't even waking up with night time wood.

 

It won;t be long before Miss. Star is wearing puppet's key again and it's completely at Her mercy once more. 

 

One of the strangest things puppet finds about being in chastity is horny it gets. This new device not only keeps puppet from becoming fully erect but it also denies puppet a visual of Miss. Star's cock too. While puppet can look in the bottom to check for swelling all it will see is the head of Miss. Star's cock.

 

puppet knows that the longer Miss. Star keeps it in chastity the hornier and more desperate it will become. puppet also knows that it will likely agree to things that it may not have before chastity just for a chance (not even a guarantee) of orgasm.

 

puppet can't help but wonder if Miss. Star will use the same tortures She did before on it again. The Hatatchi Wand may work better with this device because it won't pinch the skin like the ring device last time. Also, the way Miss. Star used Her body to tortuously tease and then deny puppet while it was in the plastic Curve was utterly mind blowing....No literally......After that puppet was physically unable to think for itself for a while. puppet still isn't sure exactly what all happened that night.

 

puppet knows that it's a bitch and now that it's in chastity again it's Miss. Star's chastity bitch. What more could a male creature wish for? Miss. Star took a free male and turned it into a puppet and made that puppet into a bitch. She then took that bitch and turned it into a chastity bitch before also making it into a cuckold. All of this happened very fast for puppet. it was so fast that puppet wasn't sure what was happening until it was far too late.

 

Miss. Star now owns puppet fully and completely. She is able to do as She wishes to Her property.

 

 


1/1/2014 3:47:35 AM

puppet gets to start this new year in chastity. As people can already guess, puppet's cock doesn't belong to it anymore. Miss. Star took it away from it and puppet thanks Her for that. 

 

Soon enough Miss. Star will be wearing the key again and puppet will be so turned on by seeing it.

 

This was the first night that puppet spent in THIS device. Now puppet can't even see the cock between it's leg or touch it. 

 

puppet may have had too much to drink last night. 

 

puppet hopes that E/everyone had a safe New Year.

 

Now puppet needs to buckle down and plan Valentine's Day.


12/31/2013 3:37:32 AM

Today is New Years Eve and puppet is working......Being an adult sucks sometimes.

 

puppet has taken Feb. 14th off of work so it will have the entire day to dedicate to giving it's Mistress the BEST V-Day She has ever had. 

 

puppet plans to have its chastity device modified and locked in place by midnight tonight. puppet needs to make a few rubber grommets to hold it in place first though. Once that is done puppet will need to wear it for a week to make sure there aren't any issues and than Miss. Star will change the lock so that puppet won't have a key.

 

Once puppet gets locked up in steel there really isn't any going back. puppet will be in it for as long as Miss. Star wishes. puppet isn't even allowed to ask for release (except in specific circumstances). puppet will forever be reminded of its status as Miss. Star's bitch.

 

Someday, maybe, puppet will be at the maximum level of bitch-hood but until that time puppet wants to keep becoming more and more of a bitch for Miss. Star.

 

puppet knows that it's male ego and pride need to be fully stripped from it and never allowed to return. puppet really does want this too. puppet already accepts that Miss. Star will be doing the thinking for the both of U/us in this relationship. All puppet can do is act out the orders that She gives and hope to do them to Her satisfaction. 

 

puppet has become so addicted to Miss. Star that it will take ANY opportunity or make any excuse to spend time with Her. The way Her hair feels and smells, the way Her skin feels, the power of Her embrace, the look in Her eyes, the feel of Her lips and tongue, the strength of Her slaps and even the smell and taste of Her feet and shoes ALL have puppet craving more. These are puppet's drug and it can only get this drug from one Source. 

 

If being a bitch/slave/cuckold/chastity bitch to Miss. Star is wrong than puppet hopes that it's never right again.

 

puppet us Your humble and obedient bitch Mistress. puppet (and marionette) can't think of a better life than being Your toy.

 

Have a safe and happy New Years!!

  

   

 

 


12/30/2013 4:02:10 AM

Yesterday puppet was at Mistress' work with Her all day. puppet loves spending time with Miss. Star. 

 

The paddle that is replacing the one Miss. Star broke came in yesterday and, other than the 2 stars rather than 3 bugging Her, puppet thinks that She likes it.

 

puppet is excited because Miss. Star is letting puppet take Her out for Valentine's Day. This is going to be a very special day for Miss. Star and puppet will make sure of it. puppet isn't exactly sure what it will plan yet but it needs to be epic

 

puppet is so focused on what to plan for V-Day that its brain isn't working this morning. 

 

This is a short journal because puppet overslept this morning as well. 

 

Just know that puppet will do everything and anything that Miss. Star demands because it IS and will ALWAYS be Her bitch and puppet loves that. Not being able to "no" to Her or deny Her anything is a heavenly feeling. 

 

 

 


12/29/2013 4:00:29 AM

puppet got to spend time with Miss. Star yesterday and it really enjoyed it. That is, until, puppet's opinion differed from Her's on a topic and now because of that she says that puppet needs to get in touch with its feminine side. The differing of opinions caused puppet to just keep digging itself deeper and deeper into a hole. puppet isn't sure what Miss. Star means by "Get in touch with its feminine side" and this has puppet a bit scared and nervous.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star will do whatever She feels is best and puppet isn't allowed to tell Her "no". puppet will do what Miss. Star says, when She says and how She says because puppet is Her bitch. 

 

The feeling of puppet not knowing what is in store for it is still weird. puppet thought that it would be used to this feeling by now.

 

puppet is still do a punishment for not knowing the show "honey got a boo boo" (or what ever it's called). Now puppet wonders what punishment will take priority over the other though. 

 

puppet will just keep reminding itself that Miss. Star may be a Strict Sadist but She has always been fair. puppet is also comforted that Miss. Star won't break Her toys and puppet is lucky enough to be Her toy. 

 

puppet gets to see Miss. Star again today and hopefully can avoid another outbreak of "foot in mouth disease". It would be fine if it was Her foot in puppet's mouth but it's very bad when puppet puts its own foot in its mouth. This is probably one reason Miss. Star thinks that puppet needs to talk less. It seems like puppet gets into trouble if it talks a lot...

 

 

 

  


12/28/2013 4:00:19 AM

puppet is excited because it gets to see its Owner today. puppet will be bringing Her a coffee and lunch. It's such a great feeling to to know that puppet can make Her happy.

 

There isn't very much that puppet wouldn't do in order to put a smile on Miss. Star's face and the longer She keeps puppet as Her bitch the more it can see that list getting smaller. 

 

puppet got the bigger ring in for its chastity device and will lock Miss. Star's cock up today after it showers. puppet wants things clean before they get locked away for a time that only Miss. Star knows. 

 

Being Miss. Star's chastity bitch is very fulfilling to puppet even though She makes a point to tease and torment puppet while it's locked up. puppet figures that it's just the price it must pay to be owned by such an amazing Woman and to have Her hold the key to its sexual life.

 

The more of a bitch that puppet becomes the more of a bitch it wants to be. puppet has a feeling that there will come a time when it will only be able to function in the ways that Miss. Star wishes. puppet suspects that the transformations that are happening to it will become so ingrained into it that it will never be the same male it once was.

 

Miss. Star has already changed puppet's life and puppet is thankful for that. Miss. Star is the first Mistress puppet has served that has turned it into a bitch.

 

puppet is willing to be anything that Miss. Star tells it to be.

 

puppet lives a life to serve You and Your whims Mistress. Thank You for keeping puppet.

 


12/27/2013 3:56:53 AM

TGIF!! Today is the last work day for puppet this week.

 

puppet is kind of bummed that one of the items it ordered off Amazon for its leather working is very late. It was do on the 16th and puppet still hasn't gotten it. The item is red suede lacing and puppet uses it on the leather paddles it makes.

 

Now puppet needs to contact the seller and see what's up. puppet also needs to contact the person making the replacement wooden paddle for Miss. Star. That should have been done last month. 

 

This entry is going to be short because puppet's computer wouldn't start this morning and puppet has had an upset stomach since last night. puppet just hopes that its stomach feels better soon.

 


12/26/2013 4:01:42 AM

Well Christmas is over......All of that shopping and excitement is now in the past. It's time to move forward with O/our lives.

 

Now puppet is looking forward to seeing Miss. Star this weekend. puppet is also looking forward to when She takes puppet out shopping so that She can pick out the clothes that She wants it to wear. During this trip puppet will also be getting panties that Miss. Star wants for it and cologne that She likes. puppet knows that this trip will probably not be a simple in an d out trip. puppet suspects that humiliation will be part of this and puppet will have to endure it. 

 

Miss. Star also agreed to allow puppet to take Her out to eat at its favorite restaurant at some point. This is so exciting for puppet because it knows that She will love the food.

 

No matter what puppet is doing or where puppet is all it can think about is serving and pleasing Miss. Star. puppet's life now revolves around this Goddess of a Woman and that makes puppet happy.

 

puppet has learned things about Miss. Star though and some took longer to learn than others. puppet knows that if it is trying to surprise Her it better not tell Her because She will demand to know what the surprise is. puppet has also learned, in a painful way mind Y/you, that making Miss. Star toys with spikes will ALWAYS end badly for puppet. puppet has also learned that, in this relationship, it is irrelevant how puppet feels about what She does to it as long as She enjoys it. 

 

Sometimes puppet tries to act like it has a choice in things and bless Miss. Star's heart she smacks those ideas away before they get too ingrained.

 

puppet is just a bitch trapped inside a slave that has been made into a chastity wearing (once the right size ring comes in) cuckold for its Queen, Miss. Star.

 

puppet lives a life that any slave male could envy. It has the most Beautiful and most Amazing Mistress that God has ever allowed to walk this planet. puppet is always humbled to serve You Mistress.

 

 


12/25/2013 6:35:16 AM

Good morning and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

 

If puppet forgot to buy something it's too late now. puppet is excited to see P/people's faces when T/they see what puppet got them. puppet knows that Miss. Star liked Her gifts.


puppet is a little late with its journal but when a 6 month old wants to get up and his Mom wants to open presents with him E/everyone in the house gets up. puppet loves his little nephew.


E/everyone in puppet's family loved their gifts. puppet hopes that Miss. Star is having a great Christmas with Her family. puppet also hopes that the Pack is having a good Christmas as well.


puppet didn't get much sleep last night but it never does on Christmas. puppet gets excited about gift giving. 


Later on puppet is going to its brother in law's family's house for dinner.


puppet is going to go back to sleep soon.


puppet hopes that E/everyone has a safe and Merry Christmas and just remember, just because Y/you were good this year doesn't mean Y/you can't/won't or shouldn't be spanked.

 

 


12/24/2013 3:35:24 AM

Today is Christmas Eve and puppet has to work..... BOOOOO!!!

 

puppet keeps having dreams of Miss. Star and the one it had tonight involved Her with dildos again and puppet being in chastity. This time She was wearing a strap-on that She made puppet sit on and while puppet was doing that She shoved another one in and out of puppet's mouth. The entire time She kept saying how much of a bitch puppet is. After a while of that She made puppet bring out marionette and this all started again except this time Miss. Star was telling marionette how much of a whore it is. 

 

After Miss. Star was done doing this to marionette she put a dildo gag into marionette's mouth and started to ride it. She would made sure that She got several orgasm while puppet/marionette ended up with none.

 

Throughout this entire experience puppet was straining against its stainless steel chastity device knowing that it wasn't going to be getting any relief any time soon. 

 

After Miss. Star had Her fun she put the strap-on onto puppet before restraining it to a bed. She then allowed Her Female Friends to enjoy either one of the fake cocks as much as They wanted to.

 

All puppet could do was let this all happen and take pleasure in knowing that these Women were being satisfied.

 

It was a very strong dream.

 

puppet isn't sure how or when Miss. Star actually turned it into such a bitch but puppet does know that by the time it realized it was becoming a bitch it was too late to stop things. puppet found out Yesterday that Miss. Star knew from the moment She saw it that it was going to be Her bitch. Now that puppet is Her bitch it seems that Miss. Star always finds ways of making puppet more of a bitch and puppet enjoys it immensely.

 

puppet hopes that it has proven its loyalty to Miss. Star. puppet can't imagine a Mistress more worthy of owning this little bitch that puppet has become. puppet can't imagine not being allowed to worship the feet of the Goddess that is called Miss. Star. 

 

puppet knows that it lives in Miss. Star's Universe ONLY because She allows it to. 

 

Miss. Star can and will do whatever She wishes to puppet and it doesn't matter if puppet enjoys it or not. puppet knows this and fully accepts these facts......not that it matters even if it didn't. Miss. Star knows just how to pull puppet's strings and when She says jump puppet asks how high after it starts jumping.

 

Thank You so much for puppet's status as Your bitch Mistress. You are the dream Mistress of any and all slaves whether T/they're boys, bois, Girls, gurls, men or Women and You allow puppet the honor of serving You. 

 

P.S. marionette misses playing with You Mistress.

 

 


12/23/2013 4:00:26 AM

puppet had a good family Christmas yesterday. Now puppet just needs to get through a couple more days at work until it has a day off for Christmas. YAY!!

 

puppet was sad that it couldn't see Miss. Star yesterday but it did see Her on Saturday though. 

 

puppet had a dream about the cage it wants to build. The only issues will be time and money. This may need to be one of those projects that get done slowly and in stages. The good thing about building its own cage is that puppet will know that it's escape proof. 

 

puppet may be without a computer for a bit after Christmas because it needs to see if its computer can be fixed. Everything has been wiped from puppet's computer and puppet can only hope that the computer repair guy can fix it.

 

puppet had several stories it wrote as well ones it was writing and now they're gone. puppet also had pictures of its brother who passed away that can't be replaced. This all makes puppet a sad puppet.

 

On Saturday Miss. Star went through the make-up that puppet bought and it turns out that puppet bought several of the same things......opps. W/who would have known that just because it shows a color going onto eyelashes doesn't mean that that's the color of the stuff? On the bright side Miss. Star needed one of the items puppet bought so She took it. 

 

puppet even does good things for Miss. Star by accident too. LOL

 

 

 


12/22/2013 3:45:40 AM

Yesterday was a fun day. puppet got to make cookies for Miss. Star and Her kids. Not just any cookies though, these were "Unicorn Poop Cookies". 

 

puppet is doing its Family Christmas today. puppet still has a few gifts to wrap too. 

 

puppet doesn't have much to write about today. 

 

It gets boring writing about the same things over and over again. How many times can puppet talk about being horny? Now, had puppet been used or abused yesterday, it may have had something to write about.

 

puppet is still now, and will always be, the best bitch it can be for Miss. Star. 


12/21/2013 4:01:02 AM

puppet gets to see its Mistress today. YAY!!!! puppet will be making "Unicorn Poop Cookies" with Her and Her kids. puppet is so excited because Her kids are great but Miss. Star is AMAZING too though so it isn't a much of a surprise. :D

 

puppet just needs to buy a few more Christmas items and it will be all done. 

 

puppet has come up with ideas that it thinks Miss. Star could use to humiliate it BUT it knows if it tells Her that She will take these ideas and the reality of them will be totally different. For that reason, unless puppet is told otherwise, it will not give up these ideas. puppet suspects that if it has had these ideas that Miss. Star has already as well and She has has either dismissed them or is currently planning them. Either way puppet will so as She dictates. These ideas came to puppet in a dream too...

 

puppet feels that it's so deeply entangled into Miss. Star's web that there isn't any hope of it getting free on its own. This gives puppet peace because it doesn't want to be free ever again. puppet hopes that Miss. Star keeps making puppet a bigger and bigger bitch for Herself. 

 

puppet must be the luckiest slave in the world too. It gets to be Miss. Star's slave, bitch, cuckold and (once the device is fitted right) chastity boy (or is it "boi" Mistress?).

 

Thank You for everything Mistress.  

 

 

 


12/20/2013 4:00:42 AM

puppet got its new chastity device in yesterday!!! YAY!!!! The cage seems to fit just fine but the ring was too small. BOOOOO!!!! puppet has found a larger ring online and will be ordering it this weekend. puppet really wanted to be locked up to start the New Year but things need to fit right.

 

puppet is still having erotic dreams of Miss. Star. Sometimes more than one a night. Miss. Star has some kind of mythical power over Her puppet that makes it so puppet can only think about Her. No matter where puppet goes or what puppet does it always sees something that reminds it of its beautiful Mistress.

 

puppet knows that it only has hard limits because She allows it to. puppet also has a safe word only because Miss. Star allows it. Both of these could be taken away and puppet feels like it would still feel safe and secure in Her service. 

 

puppet has full faith and trust in Miss. Star and knows that She will treat it right. Miss. Star knows what puppet needs even if puppet won't admit to them. 

 

Miss. Star has seen into puppet's soul and took up residence in its heart and mind. puppet can't imagine not being Miss. Star's little bitch and waiting on Her hand and foot. puppet loves being at Her beck and call.

 

Being allowed to serve Miss. Star is more of an honor than puppet could have ever imagined. puppet wants the world to know that it belongs to Her. puppet is beyond happy with its status as "bitch".

 

Maybe, if puppet (and marionette) are lucky, Miss. Star will make puppet's alter ego into a whore and not just by looks either.

 

puppet humbly serves You Mistress.


12/19/2013 4:01:38 AM

Yesterday puppet noticed that dome of the marks from the paddle it made for Miss. Star (with the spikes) are still on its ass. Miss. Star said that it should serve as a reminder to not make toys with spikes on them again. puppet kind of wishes the spikes were in a star pattern now though instead of the straight lines. 

 

Is it crazy that, after seeing the destruction that the last paddle could cause, that puppet kind of wants to make another??

 

There should come a time in every masochist's life when it finds a Sadist like Miss. Star and gets marks that last for weeks. These marks are from the Saturday after Thanksgiving. puppet will wear these marks proudly because they're gifts from Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star can mark up Her puppet as She sees fit and puppet thank Her for it each and every time....unless She has puppet gagged.

 

puppet keeps having dreams about Miss. Star and in the dreams She is still denying puppet orgasm while at the same time having Her fun humiliating, degrading and torturing puppet. She even throws in a lot of teasing too knowing that puppet isn't allowed to ask for or even beg for release without adding punishment. She always seems to get puppet to start begging though and puppet gets punished for being "weak" as it should. 

 

puppet is hopeful that its new chastity tube will arrive soon because puppet wants to be locked inside one again. puppet really needs Miss. Star to, physically, hold the key to its orgasms and sexual release. Right now puppet must use shear willpower but puppet is only so strong and Miss. Star does LOVE to tease Her puppet. 

 

puppet wishes it could have the honor of worshiping Miss. Star's ass and pussy. Having puppet's face buried so far up Her ass while kissing it and licking it is a huge turn on for puppet even though it has never done anything like it before. The same goes for pussy worship. puppet will give ANYTHING for a change to do these things, for Miss. Star's enjoyment of course.


12/18/2013 4:00:41 AM

puppet is bummed because its computer dumped all of its writings and pictures. Years worth of stuff all gone now. puppet may see if its local computer guy can do anything. A lot of those photos can't be replaced and the writings are important to me too.

 

On a different note puppet wants to go back to something that happened to it Monday morning. After puppet posted its journal it went back to bed and while there had an odd dream. puppet wasn't fully asleep during this dream or fully awake. In this dream puppet was masturbating for Miss. Star and finally shot cum all over itself. The strange part is that puppet felt every sensation associated with orgasm and cumming. It was so real that puppet jumped out of bed and expected to find a wet spot on the bed. There wasn't one though. This seems to have been a "mental orgasm" and puppet has never felt that before. 

 

Yesterday puppet mentioned that it may not have a job anymore but it showed up to work and still had a job. yay.........

 

puppet still can't get the idea of Miss. Star shoving Her dildo down its throat. That was such a unique experience and puppet really hopes to experience it again. 

 

Being a bitch isn't what puppet set out to be but in the end it is what it has become. Now that it is Miss. Star's bitch it can't imagine being anything else.

 

puppet is looking forward to going shopping for new clothing with Miss. Star. This shopping will include panties for puppet. puppet just wonders if these panties will be worn only when with Miss. Star? Only when puppet becomes marionette? or from now on in replacement of its normal underwear? Even though puppet wonders these things it knows that it doesn't have an opinion or a say in it. Whatever Miss. Star chooses will be the way things happen.

 

puppet doesn't even expect it opinion to matter on what kind and color of panties or what pattern. It's ok though because puppet knows that it must do whatever Miss. Star says.

 

Do the stores let Y/you try on panties??  


12/17/2013 3:27:13 AM

puppet had a bad yesterday. puppet works for its family business and yesterday puppet walked out. Because of this, puppet may not have a job anymore. 

 

On a brighter note puppet does feel less stressed. 

 

This may be a short journal because puppet isn't in the mood to write today.

 

puppet has faith that something else will come along though.

 

puppet just doesn't know what else to type today. Maybe puppet will just show up to work like nothing happened and see how it goes. What's the worst that can happen?

 

 

 


12/16/2013 4:00:38 AM

Somehow, somewhere and in some way puppet became complete and utter bitch to Miss. Star. While this isn't a bad thing and puppet does enjoy being Her bitch it just has no idea how this happened. Somehow Miss. Star was able to get puppet to stop "fighting" this transformation and accept it as fact. Not fighting what puppet is has made its submission to Miss. Star so much more enjoyable. The same thing happened when puppet stopped "fighting" the fact that it had become Miss. Star's cuckold. puppet may have fought it but Miss. Star doesn't give up.

 

puppet knows that it shouldn't fight the idea Miss. Star has for it and it doesn't thing it will be able to anymore even if it wanted to. puppet's ego is so battered and so weakened that it wont be able to interfere anymore.

 

puppet accepts its new life completely. puppet also looks forward to getting its new chastity device that will hopefully fit right. It feels so great when Miss. Star has Her puppet locked in chastity and denied access to Her cock. It isn't because puppet can't be trusted but rather because it gives Her more control. Plus, puppet believes that all bitches need to be kept in chastity and only allowed orgasm when, where, how and why their Mistress says.

 

puppet knows that there isn't any hope in it being free again. puppet is too far under Miss. Star's "spell" to even find another Woman attractive or interesting. Miss. Star owns puppet and puppet can never forget that fact. puppet gave itself to Miss. Star for Her to use and abuse and torture and tease as She saw fit. Once puppet made that choice it hasn't been allowed to make any others. 

 

This is puppet's existence. puppet is a toy for Miss. Star to use and E/everyone knows that toys don't have a say in what happens to them. puppet is also Miss. Star's property and that means that O/others only need Her permission, and not puppet's, to use it.

 

Thank You for all that You have done to and for puppet Mistress. puppet is happy little bitch. :D

 

 


12/15/2013 3:59:53 AM

Yesterday puppet visited Miss. Star at work. She wanted lunch so puppet brought it to Her. puppet also gave Miss. Star Her Christmas gifts because it may not see Her before Christmas. Miss. Star really is an amazing Woman.

 

Last night Miss. Star gave Her puppet permission to cum. When puppet asked if She had any specific orders of how She wanted puppet to cum all She said was "Make it great". puppet took that to mean not just an orgasm. puppet made itself cum on its own face. That was an odd feeling. Also, when Y/you get cum in Y/your eye it kind of stings. Cum is also tough to get out of facial hair as well.

 

The good news about puppet orgasming last night is that it relieved a lot of the pressure but the bad part is that it didn't empty puppet. puppet is still horny but just not as horny and not as on edge as it was.

 

The way that Miss. Star treats puppet is so amazing. puppet really does feel like a total and utter bitch but it's the luckiest bitch in the world.

 

One thing that puppet got for Miss. Star is called a "butt bruiser" and puppet just knows that it will be feeling a lot of that. The good thing is that it doesn't have spikey or sharp things on it. 

 

No part of puppet's body is actually puppet's anymore. As a matter of fact, puppet isn't really sure that it should be saying "its body" anymore. Miss. Star owns puppet completely and that includes mind, body and heart. Miss. Star knows this too and uses it to Her full advantage.

 

puppet is merely a toy and toys get used. puppet really does enjoy being used and abused by Miss. Star in any way She sees fit. 

 

Maybe, someday, She'll deem puppet worthy of a collar and when that day finally comes will know that any hope of being a normal male again is lost forever. Any hope of that is probably already lost forever actually. puppet hopes to be part of Miss. Star's toy box forever. 

 


12/14/2013 4:41:56 PM

Last night puppet had a very erotic dream. This dream involved Miss. Star, puppet, a butt plug and a dildo.........Can A/anyone guess where this is going??

In puppet's dream Miss. Star had Her puppet plugged while She was shoving Her dildo down its throat. puppet was forced to suck that dildo for hours while Miss. Star kept trying to get it further and further down puppet's throat. puppet could only figure Miss. Star was trying to condition it to deep throat for Her.

 

After a few hours of this Miss. Star started to masturbate Her puppet but She did so very gently and slowly. Miss. Star kept puppet on the edge of cumming for a long time before She finally made Her puppet cum. Right as puppet was about to cum Miss. Star let go of the dildo that was still in puppet's mouth and mover that hand to catch puppet's cum/ Miss. Star caught all of puppet's cum in Her hand and then rubbed it onto puppet's face before making puppet lick Her hands clean.

 

Miss. Star didn't allow puppet to clean it's face and the cum was left to dry in place. After the cum was dried Miss. Star beat Her puppet for being a dirty little bitch.

 

Like puppet said, this was a very erotic dream.

 

  


12/14/2013 3:59:57 AM

puppet is out of its mind horny. puppet is so horny it can feel itself losing control. Tomorrow will be 2 months since puppet's last cum and only Miss. Star know how much longer She'll make puppet wait. Please, do not construed this as complaining because it isn't. puppet knows that it's a bitch and bitches only cum when their Owner allows.

 

In order for puppet to be the best bitch it can be it knows that Miss. Star needs complete control over it. That includes its orgasm. There isn't any kind of control that puppet wouldn't give up to Miss. Star. She deserves nothing less than total and complete submission and surrender from Her slave/bitch. 

 

puppet knows that no matter how much it feels like it "needs" and orgasm its "needs" mean nothing in comparison to Miss. Star's desires. puppet's "wants" and "needs" are only as important as Miss. Star allows them to be. puppet knows that its pleasure is dependent on Miss. Star. puppet gets its pleasure from pleasing Miss. Star.

 

Happiness is important and puppet puppet hopes to be able to keep making Miss. Star happy. puppet is happy as long as it can be called Her slave, Her bitch, Her property. Just being called Her's is enough to make puppet happy. 

 

puppet knows that as Miss. Star's property She can and WILL beat it every chance She gets. puppet knows that She wants it to become a pain slut and puppet hopes to do that for Her.

 

puppet knows that its training will never be done. There will always be new things to learn and new ways that Miss. Star wants to be served. She needs to keep puppet on its toes after all. 

 

Thank You for the extreme honor and privilege to serve You Mistress.

 


12/13/2013 3:57:28 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star gave Her puppet a writing assignment which it completed last night. puppet really hopes that Miss. Star was pleased by what puppet wrote. One thing is for sure though, puppet would be very sad and heart broken if She choose to end O/our relationship. puppet has grown so much as a slave since it met Miss. Star and puppet hopes to continue to grow for and with Her.

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch is a very fulfilling role to puppet. 

 

puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star this weekend. She has instructed puppet that Thai food will be the lunch of choice. puppet will alway give Miss. Star whatever She desires as long as it's able to do so. The only thing that worries me about this weekend is the "snow storm" the news was talking about. puppet hopes that it can get to Miss. Star before it gets bad or have it not snow at all.

 

Miss. Star is a very special Woman and puppet knows how lucky it is to serve Her. Miss. Star could have any male (or Female) as Her slave and bitch that She wishes but She picked puppet and puppet is forever grateful. 

 

Some P/people see this lifestyle as just a way for kinky sex but puppet knows that it's so much more than that. Sex doesn't even need to be part of it. 

 

Thank You for letting puppet serve You Mistress. puppet only wants to please You.


12/12/2013 3:59:42 AM

puppet is starting this journal late. puppet's computer wouldn't start and it too puppet 15 minutes to get it running.

 

The hair regrowing on puppet's chest feels like sandpaper. It's not an enjoyable feeling.

 

puppet is happy that all of its Christmas shopping for Miss. Star is done as well as the shopping for Her kids. Now puppet just needs to focus on shopping for its family. 

 

puppet thinks that, after Christmas, it will build a cage. The only problem is building one that is easily storable or hideable. puppet can see the cage in its head but also knows it must be pleasing to Miss. Star too. 

 

puppet has many thoughts when it comes to its service of Miss. Star and they all focus on how to please Her better. Yes, puppet does have its own wishes and desires but it knows that Miss. Star's wishes and desires are more important. puppet wishes for a day that it simply focus on Miss. Star's desires 24/7 and be at Her beck and call whenever She desires. 


12/11/2013 4:00:22 AM

puppet just ordered more leather to make more toys with. Maybe, eventually, puppet will stop making toys that will be used against it but right now it's still fun. puppet really is a glutton for punishment or just a total idiot...lol

 

puppet is thankful everyday that it belongs to Miss. Star. it will never forget that it's owned by Her. puppet feels complete because of Miss. Star. puppet hopes that She realizes that there isn't a Woman anywhere that can hold a candle to Her in puppet's eyes. puppet would never, intentionally, do anything to jeopardize its status in Miss. Star's life. 

 

Yesterday puppet was at CVS and saw makeup on sale. puppet remembered that at Spanksgiving Miss. Star and the P/pack talked about doing puppet's makeup (actually it was puppet's alter ego "marionette" that would be getting the makeup done). puppet made the mistake of buying some of the makeup without Miss. Star with it. It was simply an impulsive buy and only a small amount of stuff. puppet is sure that marionette will need a lot more makeup. puppet just hopes that it can pull off whatever look Miss. Star has it wear.

 

puppet wants to thank Miss. Star for keeping it from ogasm for so long. Ony Miss. Star has been able to exert this level of control over puppet and now puppet knows that this is the way things will be. puppet does kind of wonder if there is something it can do to earn an orgasm or a way to "buy" one from Miss. Star but puppet fears those question will be the same as "may puppet cum Mistress?" and just get it in trouble. 


12/10/2013 3:27:39 AM

puppet is such a horny bitch right now. EVERYTHING is sexual to puppet right now and it felt like it was going to cum while peeing yesterday. At this point puppet doesn't care if its next orgasm is a ruined one or if it's made to cum in a humiliating way for its Mistress as long as it gets some kind of relief. This relief though will only come (no pun intended) when and if Miss. Star allows it. If puppet is made to wait until sunday it will be 2 months since it last had an orgasm and that shocks puppet. puppet MUST be a good little bitch and wait until Miss. Star give puppet the gift of an orgasm regardless of how that orgasm happens. 

 

puppet had a dream last night that it was chained up in a basement and forced to maked toys and other fetish items for Miss. Star. All of the toys would be tested out on puppet and and then She would take them leave puppet to make more things. One thing She ordered puppet to make was a cage and as soon as it was made puppet was put inside and its strength was tested. After the test was finished puppet was shocked that it wasn't let out of the cage. Miss. Star put a heavy duty pad lock on the cage and left.

 

It was a very erotic dream because Miss. Star would come down and let puppet out so it could lick Her pussy and ass and then back in.  puppet was being forced to make the same toys it was making before but now from within the cage.

 

Why must puppet have such dreams when it can't masturbate to them? Sometime puppet feels that this is so unfair and then it realizes that fairness doesn't matter because puppet is Miss. Star's slave and bitch and the life of a slave is not about what's fair it but rather doing whatever it takes to please its Owner.

 

puppet only wishes to serve and please You Mistress.

 


12/9/2013 3:59:15 AM

puppet got to spend time with Miss. Star yesterday and it was great. puppet did manage to earn to "painful and humiliating" punishment because it didn't didn't know what Miss. Star was talking about when She mentioned "Honey Booboo". This punishment is TBD though so puppet is left wondering. puppet knows that Miss. Star has a very creative mind so this will be very interesting.

 

puppet just looked outside and sees snow....SNOW!!! This is NOT a good thing. puppet HATES snow. Good thing it doesn't look like there's a lot though. puppet just needs to remember to remote start its car so that any snow and ice will melt.

 

Yesterday puppet gave Miss. Star a couple more of Her Christmas gifts. There's a really good chance that puppet will never learn lessons though. Once again puppet got Miss. Star something sharp and pointy........This will NEVER be used in play..........................YEAH RIGHT!!!! puppet is just an idiot plain and simple. 

 

puppet can;t wait to give Miss. Star the rest of Her gifts though. Miss. Star is such an amazing Woman that She inspires me to be a better person too. She's also an incredible Dominant and puppet is unable to refuse Her anything. Miss. Star knows that puppet can't say "no" to Her, mostly because made it clear that it wasn't allowed, and takes full advantage of it. Even yesterday Miss. Star told puppet that the choice it had was whether or not it would be Her's. There really wasn't a choice there though for puppet. puppet fell under Miss. Star's complete control from the first time W/we met. puppet bets that Miss. Star knew it puppet would be Her's as soon as the emails started being exchanged.

 

Ever since that day puppet has been trying to be the best bitch it can for Miss. Star. She wants puppet as Her cuck and Her chastity bitch as well and puppet wants what Miss. Star wants. Making Miss. Star happy is puppet primary role and it likes to think it does it pretty well.

 

Now if puppet could only get its talking under control so it doesn't talk too much and anger Miss. Star.

 

Serving You is such an honor Mistress and puppet hopes it will NEVER end.

 

 


12/8/2013 3:59:05 AM

puppet gets to see its Owner today. puppet is so lucky that Miss. Star allows it to visit Her at work.

 

puppet can feel the hair starting to grow back on its chest. Miss. Star said that She needs to see how long it takes for the hair to grow back so that She can decide how often puppet will be waxed. puppet must just accept this as part of its new life as Miss. Star's bitch. Miss. Star isn't a fan of the amount of body hair that puppet hs and since She owns puppet She has made the choice that it must go. 

 

puppet enjoys being in a relationship where it knows that its opinion doesn't matter and where it has zero chance of being control EVER. 

 

puppet knows that as long as it can make Miss. Star laugh and smile its doing good. Pleasing Miss. Star is puppet's only reason for existing and it knows that. 

 

puppet also enjoys the P/pack that Miss. Star has made it a part of. Miss. Star's F/friends are amazing too. She allows T/hem to order puppet around too. It's for that reason that puppet has accepted that it's the pack's bitch too. 

 

Miss. Star has opened puppet up to things it never thought of before. She has made changes to puppet, whether by accident or on purpose, that are now permanent parts of puppet. 

 

There isn't a single Woman out there like Miss. Star. puppet knows its place Mistress and puppet hopes to be allowed the honor of serving You for the rest of its life. puppet, willing, gives up any and all control that You wish to take. Your wishes and Your desires are much more important to puppet than any of its own ever were. 

 

You are a living Goddess Miss. Star and puppet can only hope that when You take more slaves that they can understand and see what puppet does. 

 


12/7/2013 4:00:01 AM

puppet can't keep talking about how horny it is because it will upset Miss. Star. For that reason puppet isn't going to mention how horny and frustrated it is. 

 

puppet is excited about seeing Miss. Star this weekend. puppet does, and will continue to do, anything that She orders. 

 

puppet enjoyed it last weekend when She shoved one of Her dildos into puppet's mouth. puppet does think that She was a bit disappointed that puppet couldn't take more of it but it was a good sized dildo. Maybe oral training as well as anal training is in order for puppet so that it can be a better little bitch for Miss. Star.

 

puppet can't wait for its newest chastity device to come in. puppet desperately needs Miss. Star to lock Her cock up again and keep puppet from it. puppet knows that good bitches are kept in chastity and teased mercilessly by their keyholder.

 

puppet wants to be the best little bitch that Miss. Star has ever seen or owned. pleasing Miss. Star and making Her happy is puppet's only mission in life right now. Miss. Star is the center of puppet's focus and seeing a smile on Her face is puppets reward. 

 

Being Miss. Star's slave and puppet is pure and udder bliss. puppet is at a stage where it accepts that it has zero say in anything that happens to it from this point on. 

 

Thank You for allowing puppet the honor to be called Your's Mistress.

 


12/6/2013 2:48:53 AM

puppet is going out of its mind. Everything it looks at is sexy or kinky. puppet's mind is wandering like crazy and puppet has an erection more than it doesn't right now. puppet feels itself being broken. puppet knows that it needs to be a good little bitch for Miss. Star and that means only cuming when and how She demands. 

 

puppet is now at the point of being in danger because it's now at the point of being willing to agree to anything in order to cum. The problem is that Miss. Star enjoys puppet's frustration and discomfort so the odds of Her allowing it to cum yet is very slim. puppet knows all of this and it's still thankful that Miss. Star treats it in such a way.

 

puppet is happy that it's almost the weekend so it will be able to see Miss. Star soon. Even if it's only on Sunday but puppet enjoys spending multiple days with Her. Miss. Star is the best thing that has ever happened to puppet and puppet never wishes to let Her go.

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch slave has its advantages. puppet gets to rub Her feet whenever She demands as well suck on Her toes and lick Her feet. puppet has a "slight" foot fetish and Miss. Star LOVES to use that as a way to torture Her puppet. puppet enjoys that torture so much too. 

 

Miss. Star seems to know exactly how to push puppet's buttons in a way that puppet has never experienced before. It's almost as if She can read puppet's mind.

 

puppet really is the luckiest bitch in the world and it's thankful to Miss. Star for making it such.

 


12/5/2013 3:59:30 AM

puppet is so happy that it's almost the weekend. That means that puppet will be able to see Miss. Star. puppet enjoys its time with its Mistress so much because Her time is precious and She chooses to spend it with Her puppet.

 

There is a part of puppet that wants to to know how long Miss. Star plans to keep it orgasmless but there's another part that feels like it's none of puppet business. These two sides are in conflict a lot. puppet knows that the amount of time is up to Miss. Star and puppet doesn't have any say at all.

 

puppet is also in a constant struggle with the urge to masturbate. puppet knows that such an act, without permission from Miss. Star, is selfish and unacceptable. puppet has been winning that battle so far because it doesn't wish to upset Miss. Star. puppet knows that bad things will happen to this bitch if it masturbates without permission and puppet knows that it would deserve it too.

 

Ok, that's enough about that. 

 

It's almost Christmas time and that means buying presents for the P/people puppet loves. puppet loves to see the look on P/people's faces when T/they open the presents. puppet always gets excited about the things it buys for P/people.

 

puppet hopes that the P/pack will be doing a Kinky Christmas party. Maybe even a "Kinky Secret Santa"??? This could be a lot of fun.

 


12/4/2013 3:59:34 AM

puppet is going out of its mind with horny craziness. puppet is at a point, right now, where it would agree to almost anything for permission to cum. puppet can't ask though and, even if it did ask, Miss. Star has no obligation to allow such an act. Only Miss. Star can decide when, where, how, why and how often HER cock shoots its cum. 

 

puppet gets an erection every time it even thinks of Miss. Star. When puppet thinks of what Miss. Star has done to it, will do to it or even can do to it puppet gets aroused even more. Miss. Star is puppet's drug and puppet can't ever get enough. puppet is so far past just wanting to be with Miss. Star and is now at the point of needing to be with Her. 

 

Something has changed within puppet over the last 7+ months it has been with Miss. Star. Miss. Star has made puppet a different type of slave than it has ever been or ever dreamed of being. Miss. Star saw something within puppet that it may not have even seen and She cultivated it and brought it out. Now puppet can only be what She has made it into. puppet is now Miss. Star's slave, Her little bitch and Her ever faithful cuck. Once puppet gets a new chastity device that will fit puppet will, once again, become Miss. Star's chastity bitch too.

 

puppet aims to please Miss. Star in all that it does. 

 

puppet can only hope that it can please Miss. Star enough to earn Her collar one day. puppet would wear it with so much pride and joy. That collar would show the world that it belongs to Miss. Star and that She owns it mind, body, heart and soul. 

 

Thank You for seeing in puppet what it did not and allowing puppet to serve You as You see fit Mistress. puppet is more honored than You may ever know.


12/3/2013 4:00:26 AM

puppet is extremely horny. It's been over 6 weeks since it was allowed to cum and it feels like it's about to explode. Even the slightest tough is driving it nuts. puppet only suffers like this because Miss. Star wants it to. She has that much control over Her puppet. Even though puppet isn't in a chastity device right now it knows that it isn;t allowed to play with things that aren't its own without permission. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star enjoys its suffering and its discomfort. The puppet suffers the more joy Miss. Star seems to get. Case in point was on Saturday, after She smacked puppet's ass with the paddle it made and She saw puppet's reaction, She did Her "Happy Sadist Dance".

 

puppet knows that it must suffer any discomfort, pain, humiliation or even total and udder degradation if that is what Miss. Star wants. Miss. Star has told puppet that it needs a pair of "frilly panties" that She will pick out when She takes me clothes shopping. This is just further proof that puppet is Her bitch. puppet knows that whichever pair She picks out will be what it will buy and wear.

 

puppet knows that clothes shopping with Miss. Star will be an adventure because She can make it try on and buy any items She wishes to see it in no matter what gender the clothes are for. 

 

Yes, puppet has cross dressed in the past but only at fetish events or fetish clubs....except the time it was made to try the clothes on at the mall.

 

puppet half wishes that it knew exactly what Miss. Star had planned for it but puppet also knows that the surprise is half of the fun.

 

Thank You for making puppet into the bitch You want it to be Mistress. puppet is honored more than You could ever know.

 

 

 


12/2/2013 3:57:07 AM

puppet spent yesterday with Miss. Star and was honored to do so. puppet feels like it could never spend too much time with Miss. Star. She is a very beautiful and very smart Woman and puppet always learns something new from Her.

 

Miss. Star wasn't happy with the journal that puppet posted yesterday so it had to rewrite it last night. 

 

puppet's ass was so sore yesterday and last night puppet saw that the bruises, from it's beating on Saturday, are starting to form. puppet is also getting bumps on its chest in the area that was waxed. puppet has never been waxed before so it doesn't know if these bumps are normal.

 

After talking to Miss. Star yesterday about puppet's chastity belt being too small She picked out a new one that puppet will order today. The new one will require weekly removal and cleaning but the new one will not only deny puppet access to Miss. Star's cock it will also keep puppet from seeing the cock. 

 

Not having ownership over a part of one's own body is an odd feeling. puppet remembers the days of free masturbation. puppet would masturbate, at least, once per day and sometimes even up to 5 times. Now puppet has been reduces to the status of a bitch and denied orgasms UNLESS Miss. Star authorizes one. Authorizations seem to be getting fewer and fewer the longer puppet stays with Miss. Star. 

 

As of yesterday it has been 6 weeks since Miss. Star gave puppet the gift of allowing an orgasm. puppet is thankful for this treatment even though it feels like it's going to explode at any moment. puppet's horniiness is beyond any level it has ever been at. Everytime puppet even thinks of Miss. Star it gets aroused. 

 

Miss. Star has such a strong hold on puppet that it feels like it would be lost without Her in its life. puppet will do ANYTHING for Miss. Star as long as it pleases Her.

 

Thank You for being so strict with Your puppet Mistress. puppet is so honored to be Your's and it looks forward to the day it earns Your collar.


12/1/2013 8:15:06 PM

Miss. Star told puppet that it needed to rewrite it's journal for today because the one it wrote was pathetic. Since Miss. Star is the Boss and puppet is just Her bitch puppet is rewriting the journal as instructed.

 

Last night was puppet's first Spanksgiving. puppet made the stuffing for the turkey as well as the cranberry sauce and roasted mashed squash. All of the food was great.

 

After dinner W/we played Cards Against Humanity. During the game puppet was transformed into marionette (puppet in a french maid uniform). While dressed as marionette puppet was gagged then waxed a little bit and then beaten. There was pleasure mixed with the pain though. To explain this well puppet needs to start at the "mistake" that puppet made.

 

puppet was inspired, by some evil dark force, to create a leather paddle and then the same force had it put metal spikes on it. puppet gave said paddle to Miss. Star and was told, by Her, how stupid it was for adding the spikes. puppet asked if the paddle could be added to its hard limits list and was denied. It turns out that any toys that puppet makes, no matter how evil or stupid or destructive, are not allowed on its hard limits list.

 

puppet took 3 hits from the spiked end safe worded. That was when the blood was noticed and SirMorado cleaned puppet up. The fact that puppet was bleeding didn't stop things. 

 

Miss. Star had fun teasing and torturing puppet with Her feet and toes. She uses puppet's foot fetish against it and She does it extremely well. puppet was wearing its chastity device and Miss. Star had the idea of using a vibrator on the cage and that drove puppet crazy. That had to stop after Miss. Star noticed blood on the vibrator that was coming from the caged cock. 

 

SirMorado gave puppet a spanish lesson with smacks from a yardstick when it said the wrong word/phrase or pronounced it wrong.

 

After everything was said and done puppet was thankful for being treated like the bitch it is.


11/30/2013 11:51:17 PM

Spanksgiving was an event and a half. puppet was partially waxed (just a bit of its upper chest) and beaten with the paddle it made.

 

Just a warning to anyone wanting to make a leather paddle with spikes on it..........THEY HURT LIKE HELL!!!! It definitely isn't a B/beginner's toy. 


puppet's ass was bleeding a lot tonight. puppet doesn't have any plans to make another spike studded paddle any time soon.

 

Miss. Star also took a hatachi to Her caged cuck and let a male friend of Her's do it too. a slight problem arose when Miss. Star noticed blood on the vibrator. It turned out that the foreskin was cut a bit and the blood was flowing. 

 

On another note, the food was great. The turkey came out moist and every aspect was perfect. 

 

 


11/30/2013 3:57:15 AM

Yesterday puppet noticed some swelling with inside its new chastity device and had to remove it. This makes puppet very sad but puppet will try to put it back on today. In order to be a good bitch puppet must keep trying.

 

Today is Spanksgiving with Miss. Star and the P/pack. puppet is so excited for this event. puppet needs to pick up a few last minute things to make its contributions good. puppet made the stuffing last night and also has homemade cranberry sauce.


puppet only hopes that what it makes pleases Miss. Star. 


puppet feels that "Spanksgiving" is a misnomer though......While S/some at this party may be giving spanks others, like puppet, will probably just be getting spanks. In those cases today would be "Spanksgetting" for puppet because it knows it isn't allowed to spank A/anyone that will be at the party today. It's ok though because puppet know its place in the P/pack.


puppet is brings the paddles it made for Miss. Star with it, even though these things scare the hell out of puppet, as well as the card game "Cards Against Humanity". puppet hopes that E/everyone likes the game.


Thank You for allowing Your puppet to share in today's festivities with You Mistress. puppet is happiest when it make You happy so puppet will always do its best.

   

   


11/29/2013 2:57:44 AM

puppet is so excited about its first "Spanksgiving" with Miss. Star tomorrow. puppet is pretty sure that it will be more like a "Spanksgetting" for it because it won't be allowed to give any spanks. 

 

puppet has made cranberry sauce and will be making the stuffing today after work. puppet also plans to make roasted smashed squash today too. Also, puppet will be making a compound butter to put under the skin of the turkey

 

puppet is so thankful that it can be Miss. Star's bitch. puppet really enjoys cooking for Her and when the rest of the P/pack is there puppet sees that as just an added bonus. 

 

puppet is curious what the rest of the P/pack will say when T/they see paddles it made for Miss. Star. T/they'll probably repeat exactly what She said. 

 

Between the food, the games, the beatings and the drinks tomorrow should be a fun time had by all. puppet is just hopeful that it doesn't end up gagged all day and night but of that's what Miss. Star chooses to do than puppet will accept it. 

 

puppet is planning to be a Miss. Feather's house by noon time to prep the bird and get it in the oven. It's a 14 pound turkey so it will probably take close to 4 hours to cook and will need to rest about 45 minutes to an hour.

 

Thank You Mistress for allowing puppet to be part of Your P/pack and part of Your Spanksgiving.


11/28/2013 3:58:14 AM

Happy Thanksgiving E/everyone. 

 

puppet is still in its new chastity cage. once puppet put it on it hasn't removed it. Once puppet no longer has a key again it will make puppet feel so much better. Once puppet sees the key hanging around Miss. Star's neck again it will, once again, be totally at Her mercy which is right where it belongs.

 

puppet knows that it doesn't need access to the cock that was once its own. Now that Miss. Star owns it puppet has lost access to it and control over it. The cock is now Miss. Star's cock and it will be used in whatever She sees fit. 

 

puppet is excited about Spanksgiving with Miss. Star nd the P/pack. puppet is more excited about being that than Thanksgiving with family today. Maybe it's the mystery of what things will happen on Saturday. puppet, basically, knows what to expect today with its family but Miss. Star is an enigma to puppet. puppet may sooner invent time travel than get Miss. Star figured out.

 

Today puppet knows what its thankful for:

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star has allowed it to be Her slave.

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star has made it Her bitch.

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star allows puppet to spend time with Her.

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star answered its message on this site.

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star is in good health.

puppet is thankful for Miss. Star.

puppet is thankful for Miss. Star treating it the way it needs to be treated.

 


11/27/2013 4:00:41 AM

While puppet's new chastity device may be a bit too small it isn't uncomfortable usually. puppet is going to be trying to wait until Spanksgiving with Mistress (Saturday) before the final choice is made. The choice, in the end, will be Miss. Star's. The reason it will be up to Miss. Star is that it's Her cock that is locked inside.

 

puppet is happy though that it's finally back in a device. It just seems natural for puppet to be kept in chastity by and for Miss. Star. This new device may not be coming off for a while though. The way this device is made allows for almost total access by soap and water for cleaning. That is why Miss. Star picked this model of device (She's a very smart Woman). 

 

puppet is honored that She would consider such a thing while picking out the new cage for Her property. 

 

puppet knows that it will be in this device for as long as Miss. Star wishes. On Spanksgiving, if Miss. Star approves this device and its fit, puppet is hopeful that She will start wearing its key again. Also puppet is hopeful that She will take off the lock that is on the device right now and put the lock from puppet's other device on. The key is larger and Miss. Star already has that key and Miss. Feather already has the emergency key.

 

puppet wonders how it will feel to actually have Miss. Star lock it up rather than it locking the device. 

 

puppet is starting to wonder how much tease and denial Miss. Star will be doing to it on Saturday now that Her cock is locked away again. puppet also wonders how much it will be able to take before it loses it's mind completely. puppet knows that Miss. Star enjoyed doing it last time and puppet still doesn't remember all that happened that day.

 

puppet still hasn't been told how long it has been since its last orgasm. puppet knows that it isn't any of its business though. These orgasm are gifts from Miss. Star and puppet treasured each one. 

 


11/26/2013 3:26:44 AM

puppet got its new chastity cage in yesterday. puppet put it on and wore it to bed like a good bitch. It was a little hard to sleep because puppet has been out of a device for so long. The only issue may be the cage being a bit small for the head of Miss. Star's cock and puppet's length. puppet is stuffed in the device but it isn't uncomfortable really. 

 

puppet will be giving it an inspection in the shower and figure out what to do from there. puppet wants it to stay on at least until Spanksgiving with Miss. Star and the pack. At that point Miss. Star will be able to choose what to do. In the worst case  puppet will need to order a bigger device. puppet wants to give this one a good shot first though.

 

Speaking of Spanksgiving, puppet is really looking forward to it. This will be its first Spanksgiving. puppet does kind of wish it knew what to expect but it knows that it's none of its business what Miss. Star plans for it. puppet will simply comply with Miss. Star's orders.

 

puppet does suspect that some beating will occur and that it will be the recipient of, at the very least, some of it. How much and what kind are all up to Miss. Star and puppet's opinion is irrelevant. puppet just wants to make Miss. Star happy and please Her in all that it does.

 

Taking pain is something that Miss. Star wants to work on with puppet.....as well as its talking to much........and its clothing choices........puppet wonders what else Miss. Star may need to fix to make puppet more pleasing to Her. puppet is willing to work on everything that Miss. Star wants fixed.

 

puppet is Your loyal bitch, Your humble slave and Your chastised cuck for as long You're willing to keep it Mistress.  

 

 


11/25/2013 3:58:18 AM

puppet got to see Miss. Star yesterday and give Her two of Her Christmas Gifts a bit early. She loved the ring and the knife. Miss. Star also got to see both of the paddles that puppet made and She very kindly informed puppet "stupid" it is for putting spikes on one side of one because She now fully intends to use that side of the paddle on puppet.

 

puppet asked, half jokingly, if it could put these paddles on its hard limits list and was given a laughing "No" for an answer. Miss. Star has informed puppet that any toy it makes isn't allowed to be put on its hard limits list. Not that Miss. Star needs to rationalize Her decisions to puppet but Her reasoning was "you wouldn't have made it if you didn't want it used on you". puppet knows that Miss. Star is ALWAYS right and it will NEVER questions Her.

 

This just means that at the Spanksgiving Event puppet will probably end up in tears and bleeding......puppet doesn't have any way to prevent this from happening and probably wouldn't even if it could. puppet knows that one of its jobs is to suffer for Miss. Star's enjoyment and that is exactly what Miss. Star will make it do with these toys.

 

Being the bitch takes away any and all say in what happens. puppet simply exists to receive whatever Miss. Star gives it. puppet can only hope that it pleases Miss. Star in taking what She gives out.

 

Thank You for allowing puppet to fill this role Mistress.

 

 


11/24/2013 4:00:12 AM

puppet gets to go see its Owner today. puppet is so excited because it loves to spend time with Her. puppet has one of Her Christmas gifts that it was ordered to give Her early. 

 

Next week will be O/our "Spanksgiving" party. Other than all of the good food puppet doesn't know what else will be going on. puppet did buy the game "Cards against Humanity" to play that day but the choice to do so will be up to Miss. Star.

 

puppet hopes that its new chastity device is in by then so it can be properly locked up for Miss. Star. puppet is very curious how the stainless steel device will feel. As long as it fits properly though nothing else will matter because the cock inside the cage doesn't belong to puppet any more. The steel will be stronger than the plastic device puppet had and that means that Miss. Star's cock will be extra secure inside this device.

 

puppet loves the feeling of not having any control. It seems like it happened so fast that puppet isn't sure how it got to this point but it's happy that it did. 

 

puppet is also going to be giving Miss. Star Her leather paddles today. The thought of them in Her hands both scares and arouses puppet. 

 

Miss. Star,

 

puppet hopes that You know that it considers itself the luckiest bitch in the world because it gets to belong to You. You have, single handedly, changed puppet and those changes have been for the better. You have made puppet see things differently than it ever has before. Thank You for making this slave You puppet and Your bitch. puppet has never been happier. 

 


11/23/2013 3:59:22 AM

Has A/anyone made a toy that scared them? maybe a toy, that once built, Y/you looked at and said "can I/i add this to my hard limits list"? puppet feels that way with the two paddles it made out of leather. puppet knows that Miss. Star won't allow puppet to add these to its hard limits list though. Miss. Star wants to turn puppet into a pain slut and that will require a lot of beatings. What possessed puppet to make these two paddles is beyond its comprehension.

 

Maybe, on a subconscious level puppet craves the pain and wants Miss. Star to have the tools to turn it into the pain slut that She wants.

 

puppet is sad that its new chastity cage hasn't arrived yet. puppet really needs to get it on so it stops having the urge to masturbate. All of these uncontrolled erections are getting distracting and annoying.

 

The level of control that Miss. Star has exerted over Her puppet and the Ownership rights that She has exercised over, what were once puppet's cock and balls, is the only thing keeping it chaste right now......well that and the fear of an angry Miss. Star........An angry Miss. Star is bad for E/everybody..............

 

puppet loves serving a Woman that it can love and respect as well a fear all at the same time. Miss. Star IS that Woman. puppet couldn't dream of being any happier with a Woman that claimed it as Her's than it is now.

 

From the first meeting, when puppet kissed the feet of Miss. Star in the parking lot, until today puppet is hooked on Her and wishes to serve Her every wish and desire. puppet knows that it will live a life subject to Miss. Star's whims and it's fine with that. 

 

puppet knows its place in Miss. Star's life right now. puppet IS Miss. Star's little bitch as well as Her slave and Her cuck. puppet is anything and everything that Miss. Star allows it to be for Her and nothing more or less. Miss. Star could use puppet as a floor mat or as a chair and puppet would be in heavenly bliss.

 

puppet is Your humble bitch Mistress.


11/22/2013 2:39:55 AM

Tomorrow starts the weekend and puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star. 

 

puppet is reworking one of its leather paddles but has finishes another one. The one that puppet has finished scares it more than the one its reworking. The new paddle has spikes on one side. There aren't as many spikes as puppet wanted but all of the hardware stores around it are out of the screws puppet needs. The screws that came with the spikes were to short to go through the leather.

 

puppet was told by a Friend that its sadist side is making these.......puppet doesn't have a sadist side though. puppet thinks that its inner masochist is laughing as it force puppet to make these toys. puppet may regret it though after feeling how it is to be beat with them. 

 

As puppet gets better at this it will try to make fancier ones but for now these will do. 

 


 

puppet is so far beyond horny right now that it would agree to almost any deal Miss. Star offers it in order to cum. Please don't misunderstand puppet because this is in no way a request. puppet knows that Miss. Star will allow puppet to cum when SHE is ready and puppet's state of horniness is its problem and its problem alone. puppet would never think of asking for an orgasm unless Miss. Star has said that it was ok. 

 

puppet still doesn't know how long its been since its last orgasm and it doesn't matter at this point. puppet will wait and MUST wait as long as Miss. Star demands. 

 


 

Next weekend will be extra fun though because Miss. Star's pack is doing a Spanksgiving and puppet gets to cook for it. puppet will be making some side dishes and "helping" Miss. Star with the turkey. puppet found out that by "helping" Miss. Star meant that She would buy the turkey and puppet would do everything else. This no only sounds fair but also logical. puppet is Miss. Star's bitch after all and should be doing the work while She simply relaxes.

 

puppet hopes that its new chastity device is in by then so it can have Miss. Star's cock locked up. puppet realizes that it needs the chastity device because the urge to play with Miss. Star's cock is growing stronger with each day puppet is out of chastity. 

 

This is testing puppet's will power and puppet feels like it will eventually lose this struggle. puppet needs the device before it loses this struggle.

 


 

Thank You for making puppet Your bitch Mistress and letting it serve You. puppet worships You like the Living Goddess that You are. You are more than just a Mistress and Cuckoldress to Your puppet/bitch/slave You are what drives me to be a better puppet/bitch/slave. You are always fair and strict and puppet thanks You for that. puppet looks forward to serving You forever Mistress.   

 

 


11/21/2013 3:59:51 AM

Once again puppet had erotic dreams. In these dreams Miss. Star not only exploited that puppet is Her bitch but She also made a point to show it off publicly at a mall.  Needless to say puppet locked into a chastity device and had no choice but to do exactly as Miss. Star said (puppet doesn't have a choice even when not in chastity BTW). Miss. Star made sure to completely humiliate puppet at the mall too. 

 

Not only would Miss. Star take puppet into Women's clothing stores and make it try on clothes but She also made it show them off to the sales girls. Miss. Star also had puppet worship Her feet in clear view of E/everyone. This wasn't just kissing Her shoes though. This was shoes off with puppet licking Her feet and sucking on Her toes. She even had puppet bobbing up and down on Her big toe like it was giving a dildo a blow job.

 

Some Women asked what was going on and why and Miss. Star explained it to them. Some even asked if they could experience it and Miss. Star laughed as She agreed. Now puppet was worshipping feet it didn't know. Some of them were sweaty and smelly but puppet had to do what Miss. Star ordered.

 

After W/we left the mall puppet was brought Miss. Star's house where it was tied to the be. Miss. Star then started to tease and play with Her puppet without removing the chastity device. puppet was so helpless and painfully aroused that Miss. Star gagged it with a dildo gag. She than rode the gag for hours until She was full satisfied and She fell a sleep. puppet was left aroused, bound, gagged and denied orgasmic release to spend the night.

 

This was a powerful and arousing dream.

 

 


11/20/2013 3:59:46 AM

Yesterday morning puppet had a small accident. While trying to adjust, while laying in bed, itself it had some precum and cum dribble out. puppet believes that it was mostly precum. puppet has never experienced that sensation before. This wasn't an orgasm and puppet wasn't even erect. 


puppet feels horrible about this accident and made sure to tell Miss. Star right away. puppet can only assume that it's in trouble but it has no idea how much. puppet knows that it must take whatever punishment that Miss. Star hands out because puppet couldn't control itself.


It's scary to know that puppet can cum while not erect though. This hurts and puppet can still feel some soreness. This scares puppet because now that it knows this, and after Miss. Star reads this, it knows that this can be used as a torture on it.


puppet is so afraid to even tough Miss. Star's cock right now in fear that it may go off again. This is exactly why Miss. Star's cock needs to be locked in chastity only let out when She chooses. 


puppet is Miss. Star's bitch for a reason and being treated like such is only right. Everyone knows that a bitch doesn't choose when it has an orgasm or when it gets to cum. Only a Superior gets to make those choices If the choice is that puppet must cum without an orgasm than puppet has no choice in the matter just like if the choice is made to make puppet orgasm without cumming (puppet isn't sure how that last one can be done).


You are a fair yet strict Mistress Miss. Star and puppet knows that serving You is a privilege and an honor. 

 




11/19/2013 3:53:08 AM

puppet has found itself so horny lately that it almost shot its load yesterday. part of puppet's brain was telling it to just go ahead and jerk-off but puppet didn't dare do that. puppet is such little bitch now that it's scared to even masturbate. puppet is scared of the punishment that Miss. Star would dish out to it for doing such a selfish act.

 

puppet knows that once it's back in chastity the horniness will grow for a while before subsiding again but puppet also knows that it needs to be in chastity. puppet almost can't trust itself right now. 

 

How long has it been Mistress? Is puppet close to earning a release Mistress? puppet feels like it's going crazy and losing what's left of its mind. puppet would never dare ask for release though because puppet know how much You hate that Mistress.

 

puppet must just suffer in its horniness as that is the result of Miss. Star making it Her little bitch and Her cuck. Sometimes puppet thinks it would change thing but deep down it knows that wouldn't because Miss. Star has put it where it belongs.

 

Thank You Mistress.

 


11/18/2013 3:58:56 AM
Just as puppet was about to start its journal it lost power. puppet got to spend some time with Miss. Star last night and it enjoyed itba lot. As many of Y/you that read these journals know puppet is extremely addicted to Miss. Star. Miss. Star has a level of Dominance over puppet that it has never experience before. puppet isn't sure when Miss. Star made the choice that it would become Her cuck and Her total and udder little bitch but She made that choice and now puppet must live with it. puppet is excited that its new chastity cage will be soon. puppet feels the need to have it on. puppet has been getting too many erection and feeling super horny. At least with the device on puppet is rendered helpless to these desires. Withoutba device on puppet finds itself thinking of its own pleasure when it knows that its please doesn't matter. The only pleasure puppet wants to focus on is Miss. Star's and puppet wants to feel the joy of giving Her that pleasure. Miss. Star is the most Amazing Mistress this puppet has ever met. She arouses puppet while at the same time scares puppet. puppet knows that She has its sexual life in Her hands and She has the power to crush it completely or to expand it to extreme levels and either way puppet's voice will be silent on the matter. puppet wants to always be a good little bitch for You Mistress.

11/17/2013 4:01:06 AM

puppet is so horny right now. puppet wishes so much that it could cum and relieve the pressure that has built up but it will not and can not ask for such relief. puppet learned that lesson already. 

 

puppet finds that the more Miss. Star denies it release the deeper its feeling for Her become. puppet also loses resistance the longer it goes too.

 

puppet can never seem to predict what Miss. Star will do to it next but it wouldn't surprise puppet to have its ability to orgasm used against it. puppet wouldn't be surprised to have Miss. Star get it to agree to something it normally wouldn't just for the chance to orgasm. 

 

Is it bad that puppet doesn't even know how many weeks have passed since its last release? puppet doesn't think it's been a month yet it isn't sure. puppet will simply wait until it's given the gift of an orgasm.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star is a fair Woman and puppet has nothing but love, respect and trust for Her and puppet knows that it's safe in Her hands. 

 

puppet looks forward to Miss. Star seeing the leather paddle it made for Her and see if She approves. After puppet presents it to Her it will become Her's and She can christen it however She wishes.

 

puppet feels like it's going through Miss. Star withdrawals. puppet hasn't seen Miss. Star this weekend yet and might not get a chance to. Going without seeing Miss. Star is like a smoker going with a cigarette. Miss. Star got puppet addicted to Her and now puppet is hopelessly lost. puppet never wants to be a free male again because it will be more fulfilled and more happy living as Miss. Star's bitch forever.

 

It's such a shame that consensual slavery contracts aren't legally binding. puppet would sign one in a heartbeat so that Miss. Star could legally own it. 

  


11/16/2013 4:00:56 AM

puppet hopes that it will be able to see Miss. Star today because tomorrow it might not be able too. puppet values the time it spends with Miss. Star very highly.

 

Since puppet became Miss. Star's slave (and more specifically Her bitch) it has felt a completeness about itself. puppet knows that it has found the place that it belongs. Being the inferior to such a powerful Woman is amazing.

 

On a different note; puppet is still teaching itself how to make some toys. puppet finished its first attempt at making a leather paddle. After it was finished puppet realized something though....This thing, in the hands of Miss. Star, will hurt like hell. Miss. Star is happy though that puppet is scared of its own creation. puppet now waits for Miss. Star to christen it however She sees fit.

 

puppet has some leather left and is thinking of working on another toy. Making these toys are fun but puppet always worries that Miss. Star may not be happy with them. Pleasing Miss. Star is more important than anything else to puppet.

 

puppet hopes that its new chastity device arrives soon so it can have Miss. Star's cock locked up again. puppet loves the knowledge that the cock that once belonged to it is now the personal property of Miss. Star. 

 

These erections outside of a chastity device feel weird. Please lock puppet up again as soon as possible Mistress. puppet needs to be treated like the bitch it is.

 


11/15/2013 3:05:14 AM

puppet is finding itself having  lot of erotic dreams. They all seem to involve puppet being denied orgasm by Miss. Star but still being used, abused and humiliated beyond belief.

 

Last night's dream involved Miss. Star's planned "Spanksgiving" party. puppet brought its prepared items and help Miss. Star with Her's. After all of that was started puppet was ordered into its maid's uniform. It was going to be puppet's job to serve all of the G/guests their food and drinks. After puppet finished that Miss. Star told puppet that it could eat. Once puppet had it's plate made Miss. Star too it and dumped it into a dog dish and made puppet eat like an animal. This was strictly for Her amusement. 

 

She would interrupt puppet while it was eating to rub Her feet or suck on Her toes. She also let all of the other Female guest do the same. puppet would also need to stop eating to get the G/guests more food or drinks. When puppet asked for a drink it got water in another dog dish.  

 

After all of the G/guests were finished puppet's food was taken away from it. Miss. Star had it clear the table and clean all of the dishes (which is normal). Once that was done Miss. Star bent puppet over the autemin and tied it down tight. . She then started to cane puppet until it was crying like a baby. She then started to mock puppet and untied it.

 

Once united puppet was ordered to strip and brought into the bathroom. Miss. Star ordered puppet into the tub and told it not to move without permission. She then started pissing all over it. All of the other female guests did the same thing over and over again. 

 

Towards the end of the night, Miss. Star came back into the bathroom for one final piss and told puppet it's torture wasn't over.

 

She let puppet shower and then it was blindfolded and lead into another room still naked. puppet got tied to what felt like the autemin and cned a few more times before it felt its ass and mouth being violated by plastic and rubber cocks. This went on for hours and puppet wasn't allowed to orgasm.

 

By the end puppet passed out with no energy to fight. It was now just a broken toy.


11/14/2013 4:00:53 AM

According to the email puppet got yesterday the chastity device it ordered should be here by Thanksgiving. puppet really looks forward to wearing it and being denied access to Miss. Star's rightfully owned property. 

 

puppet wonders how the stainless steel will feel. 

 

At least, with the steel device, puppet won't have to worry about it breaking. Miss. Star can also have the peace of mind to know that puppet can;t get out of it too. puppet wishes it knew why it feels like it needs to be kept this way.

 

puppet knows that it needs to have its orgasms controlled because it would be a chronic masturbator if they weren't but the need for chastity is what has puppet confused. puppet knows that it was its idea but it has no idea why. That idea has since turned into a need which further confuses puppet.

 

puppet hs accept its position as Miss. Star's bitch and that has only served to deepen its feeling towards Her. puppet can only focus on Her needs anymore. puppets needs have faded away. puppet only wants what Miss. Star needs and puppet only needs what Miss. Star wants.

 

puppet only wishes to serve You Mistress. To please, pleasure, amuse and entertain You. You are puppet world Mistress and puppet only wishes to be Your's.

 

  


11/13/2013 4:00:43 AM

puppet ordered its new chastity device yesterday. puppet's biggest worry is if it will fit right. puppet is excited to have it being on the way. Once puppet has Miss. Star's cock locked back up and kept from it it may feel normal again.

 

Once a slave, or a bitch in puppet's case, knows its role and station in life it feels more complete. puppet is honored that Miss. Star allows it to be Her bitch. puppet belongs to Her and She can use, abuse and humiliate it however She wishes.

 

puppet was allowed a "Hard Limits List" but that was the last of its ability to dictated anything. Any new "Hard Limits" must be discussed and approved by Miss. Star before being allowed on the list.

 

puppet dreams of the day that Miss. Star puts Her collar around its neck. Declaring it fully and totally Her's for the rest of its life. puppet also dreams of becoming the pain slut that Miss. Star demands it become. 

 

Even though puppet isn't in chastity right now it isn't allowed to cum. puppet was restricted to no more than one per month by Miss. Star. puppet has lost track of how many weeks it has been since its last one. That doesn't really matter though because Miss. Star can extend it at will. puppet does hope that Miss. Star has kept track of the time though. 

 

You puppet loves and worships You Mistress.

 


11/12/2013 3:29:14 AM

puppet has lots of dreams about serving Miss. Star. They all involve Her being pleasured and puppet being denied pleasure. Just last night puppet had a dream that it spent a good 7 hours with its face buried in Miss. Star's divine pussy just eating Her out to orgasm after orgasm. puppet's reward after that was a being hogtied and stuffed in a cage for the night with a gag on.

 

puppet knows that it's only Miss. Star's pleasure that matters and that it will only get pleasure from Her pleasure or when it pleases Her to give puppet some pleasure. That's one of the joys of being Miss. Star's bitch after all. 

 

puppet is planning to order its new chastity device today. puppet feels weird not having Miss. Star's cock locked up right now. The temptation to masturbate is strong but the fear of an upset Miss. Star is MUCH stronger. puppet won't even so much as edge itself for fear of having an accident. 

 

puppet knows that playing with Miss. Star's cock is ONLY allowed with Her permission. puppet is happy that She has chosen to own and control it. The metal device that She has chosen will be much more secure than the plastic one puppet had before. puppet is a bit nervous about the new device though. puppet always knew that, if it needed to, it could break out of the plastic one. that won't happen with a stainless steel one.

 

Even though puppet craves the lockup it doesn't understand why it craves it.

 

Why does puppet NEED to be Miss. Star's bitch?

Why does puppet love to be teased and denied?

why does puppet crave abuse,degradation and humiliation at the hands (as well as other body parts) of Miss. Star?  

 

Thank You for seeing something in puppet and deeming it worthy enough to be Your bitch. puppet strives to please You always Mistress. Your happiness and pleasure matter more to puppet than its own.

 

 

 


11/11/2013 3:59:47 AM

Not only does puppet need to work on "shutting the f@#% up" (Miss. Star's words not puppet's) but also puppet needs to work on its memory too. 

 

puppet showed up to Miss. Star's work with coffee and sushi but forgot She wasn't working yesterday. puppet ended up eating all of the sushi and throwing the coffee away. Actually, puppet did try the coffee and still can't get the nasty taste of it out of its mouth. As long as Miss. Star enjoys Her coffee though puppet will get it for Her.

 

puppet doesn't like upsetting Miss. Star so it NEEDS to learn how to shut up. puppet's issue is that it always feels like it has something to say. There are some times when puppet can stop itself but other times not so much. 

 

puppet knows that with the right conditioning it can be made anyway Miss. Star wishes. puppet's only wish is to serve Miss. Star's every need, wish and desire. If that means it can't speak than that is what must be.

 

puppet is trying so hard to make You happy Mistress. puppet hopes that You can see that. puppet is very thankful to be Your bitch.


11/9/2013 11:25:46 PM

puppet spent the day with Miss. Star. Other than puppet being stupid and ending up gagged for few hours it was a great night. 

 

puppet really needs to work on its talking problem. No matter how much puppet tries to stay silent it fails. puppet really needs to find a way to succeed at being silent. 

 

puppet has no doubt that Miss. Star will turn it into a silent bitch but this will be a process. 

 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star knows that it's really trying and is dedicated to meet Her goals for it.

 

puppet looks forward to ordering its new chastity device and get it on. Not having one doesn't seem right to puppet anymore. 

 

Miss. Star has set up a "Spanksgiving" for the pack and puppet is honored to be doing some of the cooking.

 

 


11/9/2013 4:00:12 AM

puppet is going to be spending time with Miss. Star today. This excites puppet a lot. Any time will Miss. Star is a gift and puppet treasures it.

 

puppet was told that Miss. Star needs Her nails done and a haircut but other than that puppet doesn't know exactly what else is planned. actually, puppet doesn't know if it wants to know what else is planned.

 

Miss. Star has an amazing ability to surprise puppet and puppet really enjoys it.

 

Over these past 6 months, Miss. Star, has really expanded puppet's interests as well as opened door in it that it didn't realize it had. Miss. Star has brought puppet to the point where it now knows and fully accepts it's role as Her bitch. puppet can't imagine not being Her bitch anymore and can't believe it has gone this long (within the lifestyle) and never realized this.

 

puppet has looked for a Woman EXACTLY like Miss. Star for many years but thought They were a myth. 

 

puppet is now only focussed on Miss. Star's happiness.

 

puppet also wants to mention how weird it has felt out of chastity. Wearing the device became so normal to puppet that now, with it off, it feels weird getting so many erection. puppet looks forward to getting a new device so that Miss. Star can lock HER cock up and keep it away from puppet.

 

For Miss. Star to be willing to keep puppet in chastity is very nice of Her. Not only does it add to Her level of dominance and control over puppet (which She can do without the device anyway) but it keeps puppet horny, desperate and ultra submissive.

 

Actually, if puppet is going to be honest, just serving Miss. Star makes puppet horny and ultra submissive. Serving Miss. Star is such a great feeling. 

 

puppet truly is the luckiest bitch in the world.

  

 


11/8/2013 2:59:57 AM

puppet is so bummed and heart broken because the ring of its chastity device broke. This happened once before too but puppet had an extra ring so it was ok. Now puppet is without a device and looking for a new one. Miss. Star and puppet agree that it's time to look at a metal one.

 

Miss. Star wants HER cock locked up in stainless steel Miss. Star will ALWAYS get whatever She wants. 

 

puppet feels weird not being in the device now. puppet even had a hard time sleeping without it on. 

 

While puppet might recommend the plastic devices for beginners and even short term wear it has realized that extended wear not a good idea for them.

 

It will probable be next week when puppet orders its new device. Miss. Star has already picked out the one that She wants. The next step is seeing if it will fit before buying it.

 

Miss. Star mentioned that She was thinking of removing the key from Her necklace because the device broke. This broke puppet's heart but it understood. To puppet the key is also symbolic of Miss. Star's control over puppet's sexual release. The represents more than just a lock to puppet.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star's original rules (the ones from before W/we started chastity) apply. puppet is now back on the honor system and refuses to disappoint its Owner.  Just because there isn't a cage around Her cock doesn't mean it isn't still Her property.

 

puppet is lucky and thankful to have a Mistress such as You Miss. Star.

 

 

 


11/7/2013 3:59:41 AM

puppet needs to go to be earlier. Staying awake until midnight an then waking up at 5:30 or 6:30 to write these journals can't be healthy.

 

puppet finds it amazing that it has been posting a journal, just about everyday, since mid April. There have been a few days that Miss. Star has allowed puppet to skip but for the most part it has been done. Some of Y/you may not realize how this got started but just know that puppet started it and Miss. Star has ordered it to continue and She even put a time deadline on it.

 

puppet is thankful for whatever Miss. Star does to it. Whether She's teasing and denying it or degrading it or beating it doesn't matter to puppet. Just that fact that Miss. Star will spend time using puppet in a way that's enjoyable to Her is great. puppet knows its body and mind are Her property and use them however She sees fit.

 

One of the greatest aspects of being Miss. Star's slave/bitch is the level of control that She exerts over puppet. puppet doesn't know how to say "no" to Miss. Star and is afraid that if it ever learns to do so it will be severely punished. 

 

puppet can see that it has become such the bitch in this relationship and puppet can see itself becoming even more of a bitch before Miss. Star is done with it. puppet believes that, by the time Miss. Star is done with it, it won't know how to be anything but Her bitch. This is a role that puppet is happy to fulfill too. 

 

puppet knows that it no longer actually has a choice in what it becomes or how much it becomes it anymore. Miss. Star dictates all of that and puppet is just along for the ride. 

 

Thank You for leading puppet down the path that You feel is best for it Mistress. puppet only wishes to serve You better so it will follow the path You lay out for it.

 

 

 

 


11/6/2013 4:00:07 AM
puppet left it's computer at it's meeting yesterday... puppet is sleeping better again. puppet isn't waking up in the middle of the night trying to get erect. Miss. Star enjoys teasing and tormenting Her puppet and it causes puppet uncontrollable arousal. puppet was thinking yesterday about being in chastity. puppet was wondering "what kind of man allows a Woman to lock up his cock and control his sexual release?" The only answer puppet could come up with is "a bitch". It's really that simple. If puppet wasn't a bitch it wouldn't be in chastity. puppet was told that this was its idea. If it was puppet feels that it's going totally different than it thought it would. puppet never imagined it would become such a bitch to Miss. Star. Let this be a warning to O/others; Be careful what Y/you suggest or ask for because it may not go the way Y/you fantasised. Regardless of how puppet thought things would go it's happy. Sometimes the things that make Y/you the happieat are the things Y/you didn't expect. The point of no return for puppet has past. puppet has left on a trip to become a total slave, bitch and cuck for Miss. Star and from where puppet sits there isn't any going back. puppet is on path to transformed into what Miss. Star wishes and puppet is happy to do it. Miss. Star has "unfair" advantage over puppet though. She's so sexy and She uses that against puppet. The looks that She gives could melt the ice in Antartica. Miss. Star knows that She's Beautiful and She doesn't care what A/anyone else thinks. Add to that Her confidence (which is sexy as hell too) and no male or female would stand a chance against Her if chose to enslave T/them. puppet surrenders Mistress. puppet craves Your Dominance. puppet is so addicted to You it can never be free again.

11/5/2013 3:07:12 AM

puppet has no idea what to write today. 

 

puppet slept well....actually..over slept a bit. Now puppet is off to work. 

 

puppet spends a lot of time just thinking how lucky lucky it is to be Miss. Star's slave and to be called "Her Bitch". 

 

ANY slaves know the feeling i have. 

 

puppet can only hope to be kept by Miss. Star forever.


11/4/2013 3:59:38 AM

Last night was a another had time sleeping. It seems like, as soon puppet gets comfortable again in its device, Miss. Star come up with an idea to make puppet uncomfortable in said device.

 

Being Miss. Star's "chastity bitch" isn't an easy thing. Once a Woman takes ownership of a male's cock and make it Her's She has total power over said male. Miss. Star is fully aware of this fact and She uses it to Her full advantage.

 

puppet is constantly thinking about Miss. Star and dreaming about Her. The more Miss. Star teases puppet the more puppet loves Her. puppet can feel itself on the downward spiral into total slavery and wants it to speed up. 

 

puppet was told yesterday, by Miss. Star, that its biggest issue right now is its talking. Miss. Star desires Her puppet to "SHUT THE FUCK UP" (those are Her words........) but for some reason puppet can't overcome the urge to talk. puppet seems to have something to say on a lot of topics but this seems to upset Miss. Star. puppet doesn't know how it can get to where Miss. Star wants it to be but it knows it must.

 

puppet wants to be Miss. Star's ideal slave/bitch/cuck but the talking gets in the way. puppet is sad that it disappoints Miss. Star in this way but it really is trying.

 

Thank You for allowing puppet to work towards earning Your collar Mistress. puppet dreams of the day You put it around its neck to show the world it belongs to You.

 

 

 


11/3/2013 4:06:03 AM

puppet wanted to share this that it posted on FL a few days ago. This is in addition to its normal journal entry. puppet wanted to share this because the events of last night make it ring even more true.

 

Please enjoy:

The Loop of puppet's submission


puppet finds itself in what seems like an endless loop. For puppet this loop isn't a bad thing at all. It's a continuous loop leading it further into a life of slavery to its Owner (Miss. Star).

 

The more You tease puppet the more puppet craves it Mistress.

 

The more puppet craves it the more it knows it needs the denial that comes with the teasing Mistress.

 

The more You deny puppet an orgasm the more desperate it becomes to orgasm Mistress.

 

The more desperate puppet becomes the more submissive it becomes Mistress.

 

The more submissive puppet becomes the more it loses control Mistress.

 

The more control puppet loses the more it realizes it wants You take more control Mistress.

 

The control You take the more horny puppet gets Mistress.

 

The hornier puppet gets the more it falls for You Mistress.

 

The more puppet falls for You the more it wishes to serve You Mistress.

 

The more puppet serves You the more right it feels Mistress.

 

The more right it feels the important Your happiness is to puppet Mistress.

 

The more important Your happiness is to puppet the more it feels happy Mistress.

 

The happier puppet feels the more it know its place in Your life Mistress.

 

The more puppet know its place in Your life the more it strives to fill that role Mistress.

 

The more puppet fills its role in Your life the more it knows You can do whatever You wish to it Mistress.

 

The more puppet realizes that You can do anything You wish to it the more it accept that it may involve a lot of teasing Mistress.

 

And the loop starts again.



11/3/2013 3:59:28 AM

puppet had a hard time sleeping last night. puppet was so horny, frustrated, sensitive as well as on edge that any small movement inside the device made puppet feel like it was going to cum. This was having an affect on puppet's mind because it was using all of its thought power to not cum.

 

Eventually it wore puppet out and it fell asleep. This was a blessing and a curse as it turned out. puppet dreamed that it was the male creature in the video that Miss. Star made it watch. The only difference in puppet's dream was that it was more respectful than the male creature in the video. Even in puppet's dreams it wouldn't dare be disrespectful to Miss. Star.....

 

puppet doesn't know much about dreams but it puppet does wonder why all of the Women in puppet's dream (to take the place of the Ones in the movie) were mostly from Miss. Star's pack? There was Miss. Star, Miss. Feather, Miss. Jewel and the one that wasn't part of the pack was Miss. Nadia.

 

Now, puppet has know Miss. Nadia for years and the others only for  short time. This is what makes the dream interesting though.

 

Maybe the entire message of the dream is just how much of a bitch puppet is? puppet knows that IF Miss. Star choose to do such a thing with it that it wouldn't have a say in it at all. She would be the one to choose Who was involved and puppet would just be the bitch they use. 

 

Just so E/everyone reading this knows, "anal penetration" used to be on puppet's hard limits list. puppet removed it because it has been getting very curious about how it feels to be used in such a way. puppet doesn't know if it will enjoy it or not but puppet does now that it's irrelevant now because Miss. Star can do it whenever, however, whyever and for as long as She wish and puppet can't refuse Her. 

 

puppet wishes that Miss. Star could have witnessed its suffering last night just knowing that She was laughing and enjoying what She knew was happening makes puppet feel good.

 

puppet is Your bitch now and always Mistress. There isn't a time or place that puppet won't submit to You. puppet doesn't have any will.

 

 

 

  

 


11/2/2013 8:57:51 PM

puppet has been ordered to write an extra journal tonight by Miss. Star.

 

While spending time with Miss. Star today She had the idea to make puppet watch a porn 3 times. Twice was to be out of chastity and playing with "Her cock" but NOT allowed to cum. The third time was to be after puppet cleaned its chastity device and the cock it contained. 

 

puppet did this and is currently horny as hell and on edge. puppet almost came several times both in and out of chastity. No matter how much puppet wished to cum it knew it wasn't allowed. puppet would get to the edge and stop.

 

Miss. Star had specifics about what the porn had to be. The video needed to be a Woman (Redhead) dominating a male and fucking said male with a strapon. The only one puppet could find was this one:

 http://xhamster.com/movies/2179221/femdoms_gangbang_their_manwhore_with_strapons.html


 

Why did puppet have to choose a video that was 35 minutes long. puppet must be a glutton for punishing itself. 

 

This did amuse and please Miss. Star and that's the most important thing. puppet is Her bitch after all and She can treat it as She wishes. 

 

puppet doesn't think it will be sleeping well tonight though. Miss. Star's cock is so sensitive that just rubbing on the inside of its cage is arousing puppet. Knowing that puppet is suffering from discomfort pleases and amuses Miss. Star so puppet will do it gladly.

 

puppet wishes it knew why it does this and why it feels like it needs this. Miss. Star has changed puppet and puppet doesn't know if it can or will ever be the same.

 

Thank You Miss. Star.


11/2/2013 3:59:16 AM

puppet had a dream last night that involved Miss. Star teasing it so much that puppet finally came while in it its chastity device. Now, while this was just a dream, puppet feels even more frustrated because it knows it will be a while still before it will actually be allowed to cum. 

 

puppet hopes for a day when it can have an orgasm, ruined or otherwise, by Miss. Star's hand. That day would be great but for now it too stays in the realm of dreams. Just knowing that She controls when, if, how and why puppet will cum is an honor for this puppet. 

 

puppet knows that it doesn't have a right to ask for orgasms or even for its own pleasure anymore. The only pleasure puppet needs to care about is that of Miss. Star. Her pleasure is more important than puppet's because She is superior to puppet and puppet is just Her property. 

 

For the males that haven't experienced orgasm control all puppet can tell You is that it's a very powerful level of submission. When enforced chastity, via a device, gets added to the equation it gets elevated.

 

puppet has gotten to a point where it can feel its male ego dying. The male ego is the toughest thing for any male slave to overcome in puppet's opinion but once you get locked into chastity the ego has no more use.

 

puppet knows that eventually it be totally broken and it looks forward to that day. It has already felt what it was like to have its will stripped from it and the feeling was amazing. The freedom that puppet felt when its mind was clear of random thought and it didn't have the ability to say "no" to anything was great. puppet would do anything to feel that again and to live in that state.

 

Thank You ever so much for making puppet Your bitch Mistress. puppet looks forward to serving You in all ways for ever.

 


11/1/2013 9:31:21 PM

11/1/2013 3:00:33 AM

Being Miss. Star's bitch is what puppet was born to be. puppet can only wish to be lead further down that path strictly for Miss. Star's pleasure and enjoyment. The more of a bitch She makes puppet the better puppet's life will probably be. 

 

puppet doesn't know exactly what to expect with Miss. Star but that's ok. puppet doesn't need to know Her plans unless She feels likes telling it. puppet only wishes to serve Miss. Star to the best of its ability and allow Her to do as She wishes with or to Her puppet.

 

Miss. Star has a list of puppet's hard limits that She has accepted. puppet feels that whatever isn't on that list has, implied, consent unless discussed with Miss. Star. This brings up the issue of "Consensual Non Consent" which puppet feels applies to its relationship with Miss. Star. Miss. Star doesn't need puppet's consent about anything that isn't on its hard limits list. puppet has "consented" to the activities by not limiting them.

 

At this point it's strictly Miss. Star's call if puppet is allowed to add an item to its hard limit's list. puppet feels the only way to accomplish that task would be to talk it over with Miss. Star. As Her property puppet is fully aware that if She refuses the addition it will simply have to accept Her decision.

 

While puppet loves and respects Miss. Star it also fear Her to death. puppet was told that it hasn't even scratched the surface of Her Sadism yet.......While Miss. Star can be gentle and playful it usually leads to a hard smack or bite or some kind of pain. puppet knows that it will do its best to take it too. 

If Y/you don't fear Miss. Star it's simply because Y/you don't know Her. Fear can be a very powerful aspect of a BDSM relationship. puppet really does enjoy never knowing what Miss. Star will come up with or do next.

 

  


10/31/2013 3:59:38 AM

puppet stayed up too late last night. The reason has to do with sports but puppet won't talk about that here......

 

puppet is a little scared because it liked a picture on FL and then a few hours later Miss. Star made a comment on it. puppet knows that it won't be allowed to refuse if She decides to do what's in the picture. puppet also knows that it will hurt like hell if She does too.

 

puppet knew going into this relationship that Miss. Star is a Sadist and that was one thing that drew puppet to Her profile. Any Woman can hit a male or beat it but when She enjoys inflicting that pain onto a male creature it takes things to a level that always amazes puppet. puppet may not be the masochist or pain slut that it once was but puppet knows Miss. Star intends to get it to that point.

 

There are times that puppet fears what Miss. Star will do to it but puppet has to trust Her completely in order to submit completely. Without the trust that puppet has for Miss. Star this relationship wouldn't work. puppet has lost too much control to Her to not trust that She will keep it safe and not go against its hard limits. Pushing limits is one thing. Going right up to line but never crossing it can, possibly, be an amazingly erotic experience.

 

As puppet mentioned before, puppet no longer has decisions to make in this relationship. The decision to submit to Miss. Star and serve Her was the end of that...puppet isn't even sure if it really had a choice in submitting to and serving Miss. Star in the first place or if She just commanded the response puppet gave.

 

Being a slave to Miss. Star is so freeing puppet. it gets to be the bitch it was meant to be and puppet has Miss. Star to thank for opening that up for puppet. Thank You Mistress.

 

 

 


10/30/2013 3:58:34 AM
puppet left it's computer at work last night. Now puppet needs to post from its phone. puppet didn't dare ask Miss. Star for an extention on it's journal. puppet hasn't found it too bad not being unlocked on time. puppet is actually finding the extended lockup good. It's giving puppet an extended amount of time to adapt even more. This also has made puppet even more aware of the limitted control it has. Miss. Star can unlock puppet as often or as little as She chooses and puppet can't complain about it. The only agreement puppet has with Miss. Star is verbal and that's subject to change at Her whim. puppet exists in a state of chastity because She wishes it. puppet knows that the chastity device was originally its idea but Miss. Star took it beyond anything puppet had thought about. Miss. Star has an ability to do that though and that's why puppet is so attracted to Her.....well that and She has a great personality and a smoking hot body. puppet finds that it needs to be treated the way Miss. Star treats it. Being used and abused. Being humiliated both in private and in public. Even being sent to buy Her tampons males puppet aroused. puppet finds itself getting so far down the road of being Miss. Star's bitch, slave and cuck that it doesn't even see a way off this road anymore. On top of that, puppet secretly doesn't want to leave this road. puppet is and will become whatever Miss. Star wishes of it inorder to serve Her better and please Her more.

10/29/2013 3:59:45 AM

puppet stayed up late last night to watch an event on TV (puppet can't talk sports because Miss. Star doesn't like it) and now puppet is tired. 

 

Not a day go buys that puppet isn't grateful to Miss. Star. puppet would still be a lost soul if Miss. Star hadn't taken it and made it Her little bitch. puppet learned really quickly that She was intense. During our first meeting, before She even told puppet that She was keeping it, She took control of its orgasms. That was the very first thing that was taken from puppet and She has been claiming more control ever since. 

 

puppet knows that it's losing more control but feels that it having control isn't beneficial. puppet is a slave and a bitch to Miss. Star. slaves and bitches don't have control and don't need control. As Her slave and bitch puppet differs it's decisions to its Owner anyway so why would it need or want the ability to make decisions on it's own?

 

puppet can't think of a better way to live than to be a slave to Miss. Star. puppet wishes that it could live its entire life at Her feet and answering Her every beck and call. Maybe someday this dream can come true but for now puppet will dream about it.

 

puppet will always put its need behind Miss. Star's and puppet's wants don't exist because puppet wants whatever Miss. Star wants.

 

puppet is You loyal and humble slave and bitch Miss. Star and will be for as long as You keep it Mistress.

   


10/28/2013 3:59:13 AM

Yesterday puppet spent some time with Miss. Star at Her work. puppet brought Her sushi for lunch, an iced coffee and a chocolate truffle dessert. This made Miss. Star happy which in turn made puppet happy.

 

just a piece of friendly advice though in case Y/you ever meet Miss. Star, DO NOT talk about sports. This is a subject that She detests and bad things may happen if the topic keeps coming up. For that reason, puppet won't be mentioning the reason that it asked Miss. Star if it could leave an hour before She closed. puppet made sure it got all of Miss. Star's work done before it left though.

 

puppet realized something though as it got on the highway. Every weekend Miss. Star lets puppet out of its Chastity cage for cleaning but this weekend puppet forgot to ask Her. This means that puppet will be in said device another week before cleaning. 2 weeks will be the longest puppet has worn the device without a removal (even short term). This may actually be a good thing for puppet as it will stay as a reminder that what is inside the cage no longer belongs to it at all.

 

puppet doesn't know how Miss. Star turned it into Her complete and utter little bitch but She did. puppet isn't even sure when it happened but puppet knows that it did happen. 

 

Why does puppet crave this so much?

One of puppet's Friends said that it was because puppet gave up control and that's hot. puppet wants it to be known that it feels more like Miss. Star took the control and puppet never had a chance or a choice on giving it up. 

 

Thank You for taking the control You have Mistress and puppet looks forward to You taking any other control You want too.

  


10/27/2013 3:59:08 AM

puppet gets to spend time with Miss. Star again today. puppet is so excited because it always has a good time with Her. Sushi and coffee are two things that make Miss. Star happy and when She gets them both at the same time She seems extra happy.

 

puppet is finding that it has settled down a lot since last weekend. The dreams have gotten less erotic and puppet's ass is less sore. puppet has also found that it's ability to think for itself has returned which is a good thing. 

 

puppet does have to admit though that it really did enjoy the entire process of Miss. Star turning it's brain into mush. Just thinking about what puppet remembers turns it on but puppet knows that the most important thing was that Miss. Star enjoyed Herself. 

 

puppet has accepted that its own pleasure and enjoyment are of no importance or relevance anymore. puppet exists to be treated however Miss. Star wishes and whenever She wishes. 

 

As a slave puppet is simply property and as property it doesn't have a say in what happens to it. puppet is fully accepting of the path that Miss. Star has chosen for it and will do its best to not only follow that path but to do so with enthusiasm and vigor. Miss Star deserves nothing less that 100% effort from Her puppet and that's what She'll get. 

 


10/26/2013 3:58:40 AM

puppet gets to spend some time time with Miss. Star today. This will be two weeks in a row that puppet has spent some time on Saturday and a Sunday with Her. She could be spoiling Her puppet but puppet won't complain. 

 

puppet doesn't have too much to write about today. It's just the same stuff as before really. puppet dreams of Miss. Star using it and abusing it along with with puppet serving Her every wish and desire and feeling lucky when it gets a "good boy" or "what a good little bitch" or something like that. 

 

puppet isn't sure why it craves the treatment it gets from Miss. Star but it does and She dishes it out better than any slave could ever imagine.

 

Being Miss. Star's bitch does have it perks though. Seeing Miss. Star happy and knowing that She's happy because of something puppet did or that She was able to do to puppet is a great feeling.

 

puppet does get a little nervous and scared when Miss. Star starts doing Her "Happy Sadist Dance" because that means that puppet is about to feel pain.  Knowing that pain is coming is a difficult thing for puppet. puppet knows that it needs to take it an that Miss. Star can inflict as much as She wishes. puppet also knows that any pain that She dishes out will be for Her enjoyment and that it's irrelevant if whether puppet enjoys it or not.

 

puppet knows, only because Miss. Star has told it, that its discomfort amuses Her as well as its screams of pain and its jumping around after from the pain. puppet also know that it needs to work on this so that it can take more and more pain that Miss. Star dishes out.

 

 

 


10/25/2013 3:00:21 AM

puppet has found that Miss. Star like to keep it on its toes. She asked puppet what things it was remembering about Saturday that had it worried and when puppet told Her She just laughed. She than said "Fear is good". There's a really good change that puppet is screwed right now it doesn't have any way to know how bad......

 

As puppet told Miss. Star, puppet trusts its Owner completely. puppet also knows that whatever She has planned for it will be for Her enjoyment and pleasure and it doesn't matter how puppet feels about it.

 

At the beginning there were times that puppet felt things were slowly slipping out of its control but now puppet knows that things have rapidly slipped out of its control to the point that no more exists. puppet knows that it allowed things to get to this point, if even only subconsciously, but puppet also knows that once it got as addicted to Miss. Star as it has there's no go back.

 

Miss. Star is not only puppet's drug but She is also its kryptonite. She's puppet's drug because puppet always needs and wants more of Her but She's also the thing that makes puppet weak and vulnerable. It's a double edged sword i guess.

 

puppet is happy that Miss. Star keeps it in its place and that She doesn't allow it to forget its station in life. puppet would be lost without Miss. Star and She knows it too. 

 

puppet has never had a Mistress that was able to use its fetishes against it before. Miss. Star has found a way of torturing puppet with its own fetishes and drives puppet crazy with lust as well as making puppet super horny. 

 

Miss. Star truly is a living Goddess and puppet is honored to be Her slave, Her chastity bitch and any other role that She chooses to have puppet fill for Her.

 

Thank You Mistress.  

  

  


10/24/2013 3:58:54 AM

puppet stayed up late and watched the World Series last night. The game was a BLOW OUT!!! GO SOX!!!

 

Ok, enough with that. 

 

puppet's dreams are still being invaded by Miss. Star. These dreams are everything from vanilla sex all the way to a total destruction of puppet's mind, body and spirit. Some of them even start out with the vanilla sex and then before puppet realizes it Miss. Star has it bound face down on a bed and She's raping puppet's ass with a huge strap-on. There are other dreams that get too graphic to mention here.

 

puppet knows that these are just dreams and that whatever happens to puppet will only be what Miss. Star allows but puppet feels that it's lost control of its dreams. There was a time when puppet could control its dreams a bit but not anymore. It's almost like puppet's mind isn't its own anymore. 

 

If this keeps up puppet may lose its mind completely......

 

puppet believes that this influx of uber erotic dreams is cemented in what happened on Saturday. Some things that puppet is starting remember have it a bit worried but it trusts its Owner and puppet knows that She knows what's best. puppet also knows that it doesn't really have a choice in anything anymore, ever.

Once a Woman takes control of a male's cock She takes control of the male's entire life. This is the place puppet is at right now and it's very honored to be there. Thank You for everything Mistress.


10/23/2013 3:59:47 AM

puppet keeps dreaming about Miss. Star. The smell of Her feet, the taste of Her feet, the dark red color She turns as She approaches orgasm, the beatings that She dishes out and even the teasing that turned puppet's brain to mush on Saturday. 

 

puppet also has a fear that since it told Miss. Star "i'll do anything" (to orgasm and later on to feel Miss. Star's DIVINE pussy sliding over the cock that was once puppet's) that this will, eventually, come back to bite it in the ass. puppet isn't sure when or how but it knows that Miss. Star is the type to use puppet's own words against it. 

 

puppet doesn't have A/anyone to blame for this other than itself. It only took a little over a month of being orgasmless and in chastity mixed with a feet in the face and mouth and a dash of teasing to melt puppet's brain and get it to utter the words that may doom it. Miss. Star is seriously that powerful and has that level of control over Her puppet. 

 

puppet is more addicted to Her now than it ever was before. puppet is more humbled now than ever before. puppet feels like it was slightly broken on Saturday. For a good portion of the day puppet lost it's free will and it's resistance. puppet has been thinking that if Miss. Star kept up what She did Saturday for a longer period of time (say an entire weekend or even a week) the state puppet would end up in may not be reversible.

 

puppet looks forward to any future tortures, torments, teases and other treatment that You wish to put puppet through Mistress. puppet is Your bitch after all and gave up any and all say and control the day You claimed it as Your's. Thank You Mistress. 

 


10/22/2013 3:57:44 AM

puppet has no idea what to write today. Not too much is happening in puppet's life right now. puppet's brain is slowly recovering from Saturday. Miss. Star had intentionally turned puppet's brain to mush on Saturday and She enjoyed every millisecond of it too.

 

puppet knows that its purpose in life is to be Her slave bitch. Nothing else matters to puppet other than pleasing Her and making Her happy. puppet is content to allow Miss. Star to do its thinking for it if She chooses to. 

 

As a puppet to such an amazing Beautiful Woman puppet knows that it's completely vulnerable to Her whims. Whatever Miss. Star chooses to do is what will happen and puppet is along for the ride whether it likes it or not. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star has plans for it but puppet doesn't know what all of the plans are. As a matter of fact, puppet doesn't think it's allowed to know what all of the plans are. puppet will end up learning what Her plans are as the plans come to fruition. It isn't like puppet has any say in the matter anyway.

Miss. Star controls puppet completely. She controls the access to the cock that She Owns. She controls the orgasms that puppet gets. She controls everything that puppet once took for granted and puppet is forever thankful to Miss. Star for this.

 

puppet could never dream of nor ask for a better Mistress than Miss. Star. She is puppet's everything.

 

 


10/21/2013 4:00:01 AM

Yesterday, puppet was getting ready to go to the shooting range when it got a text that my friend Nadia was in a bad car accident. She's a bit sore and depressed but other than that She's fine (Thank God). So is the Woman that was with Her. puppet was about to ask if She wanted it to come down when Miss. Star texted me and told me i WAS going. After driving for 2 hours puppet finally made it to the house She was staying at. W/we talked and puppet called Her insurance company to start the claim. puppet also ended up cooking huevos rancheros for them. 


After that Nadia took a percocet and was getting loopy. puppet had Her lay down and take a nap.  Once Nadia was laying down puppet left and drove to see it's Mistress.


puppet got to Her work just in time to clean up and help Her close. She let puppet out of its chastity device for its weekly cleaning. That was when puppet learned that Nadia had contacted Her and convinced Her that puppet deserved a reward. Miss. Star must have agreed with Her because puppet was allowed to orgasm last night (Thank You to Both Nadia and Miss. Star for that orgasm).


Miss. Star informed puppet that extra time it had in the device WASN'T being forgotten but it was being delayed. puppet will still need to serve out that extra 4 1/2 weeks. puppet didn't expect anything less too.

puppet still isn't sure it has recovered, mentally, from saturday's events yet. puppet can still taste and smell Miss. Star's feet and any time puppet thinks about Her teases puppet's mind looses all rational thought. puppet does realize that it may have screwed itself by finally uttering the phrase "i'll do ANYTHING"........puppet isn't even sure God himself knows where Miss. Star will take things now that that phrase was put out there....

puppet is humbled and honored to be You'rs Miss. Star. 

 


10/20/2013 8:27:52 PM

10/20/2013 7:49:22 AM

puppet isn't sure if it can accurately describe what exactly happened to it yesterday. puppet has never experienced what it did yesterday. puppet is sure that any resistance it had left before yesterday is officially gone. puppet is nothing more than a total and utter bitch now.

 

The day started off very simply though. puppet took Miss. Star to get Her nails done. On the way back W/we stopped and picked up a couple bottles of wine that She enjoys and some rolls for the burgers that puppet was making. puppet also grabbed a cake for dessert too.

 

At some point one of Miss. Star's friends went to pick up a friend of his and bring him to the house. puppet had the burgers almost done by the time they got to the house. With the burgers and the pasta salad P/people ate T/their fill. 

 

As usual puppet was responsible for getting E/everyone drinks or refilling the drinks. 

 

With the guest in the house puppet was not only beaten by Miss. Star with Her wooden paddle (more on that later) but also a cane, a rubber paddle, triple cane thingy and other items. This was the first time that puppet can ever remember using a safeword.........

 

puppet mentioned the wooden paddle......Well....Miss. Star broke the paddle over puppet's ass. If A/anyone wonders how hard She hit or if She pulls the hits at all Y/you need to realize that the paddle is oak. The person that made it has originally offered to make it out of plywood.......A plywood one would not have lasted this long but Miss. Star hasn't had it too long. puppet needs to contact the person that made it and see what he can do.

 

What else happened to puppet last night Y/you may be wondering. Well, Miss. Star made it a mission of Her's to prove the point that puppet is nothing more than a complete and utter bitch.

 

She would rub Her feet into puppet's face. Miss. Star's feet smelt and tasted divine. Even after walking around barefoot outside puppet loved Her feet being in its face. She made it a point to tease puppet with Her feet and toes too. She would also allowed, or forced, puppet to suck on Her toes. That wasn't all that She did with Her feet though. She would constantly rub them against puppet's crotch as well as kicking its crotch. She also squeezed puppet cock, in its cage, between both of Her feet. She made sure to cause puppet the maximum level of, painful, arousal as possible while also adding some pain old pain to the mix.

 

As if that wasn't enough, because for Miss. Star it obviously wasn't, She found the way She was going to not only increase puppet's addiction to Her but also melt its brain into a puddle of goo. She laid puppet on it's back and straddled it. She would grind into puppet's crotch and chastity cage. She made sure to do this with puppet fully dressed. She not only applied pressure to puppet crotch She also mocked it and teased it. At that point puppet was hopelessly lost. Then She would grab puppet's cock and balls....actually, they're not puppet's anymore since She owns them. She made puppet admit that She owns them There isn't any going back now. 

 

As if that wasn't enough She chose to straddle Her puppet again and that was when puppet realized that She had found one of it's weaknesses. puppet is extremely ticklish and She made sure to exploit that.

At the end of the night puppet ended up duct taped to a chair while Miss. Star engaged in a threesome. puppet has officially been cuckolded by its Mistress. The best part this part was watching Miss. Feather eat out Miss. Star. The other part that really turned puppet on was watching Miss. Feather take Miss. Star with a strap-on. It was amazing.  puppet does wish that it would have been allowed to clean the strap-on in its mouth after it was used on Miss. Star but that wasn't meant to be yesterday.


Just as point of information: Getting duct tape off of hairy arms HURTS!!

Thank You for everything Miss. Star.


10/19/2013 4:00:07 AM

Today puppet gets to good cook for its Mistress. puppet is so excited to do this. It has been too long since puppet cooked for Her. 

 

puppet knows that there will be 3 other P/people there today. One of them puppet knows for sure Who it will be and is pretty sure on one more but the third one is a mystery. All puppet knows is that it's a vanilla male.  On the bright side though, this male knows about puppet's situation and apparently is comfortable with it. 

 

puppet will do anything and everything to make sure it doesn't embarrass Miss. Star in front of this vanilla. Miss. Star would be beyond unhappy with Her puppet if it failed this.

 

puppet has tasted the burgers and the filling and they are delicious. puppet was also "encouraged" to make a side dish to go with it. Based on that encouragement puppet made a nice home made pasta salad. The pasta salad also tasted good to puppet.

 

As long as Miss. Star is happy with the food that puppet makes no other opinions will matter. Miss. Star's opinions are the only ones that puppet ever really cares about. 

 

puppet will also be taking Miss. Star to get Her nails done today. A Goddess such as She is deserves to always look as beautiful as possible. Even though Her beauty isn't affected by Her nails She still wanted to get them done.

 

puppet has no idea what else in store for it today, except the other Women that will be there (a Friend of Miss. Star's and a Member of the Pack) said that She will let puppet rub Her feet. That makes puppet happy. puppet loves to give Women foot rubs.  

  

 


10/18/2013 9:20:26 PM

10/18/2013 2:59:46 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star sent puppet a picture of Her in wearing a fedora.....OH MY GOD!!!! She looks so sexy and beautiful in it. To be honest, She'd look sexy and beautiful wearing a anything so it isn't a shock. That picture got puppet so aroused though. It was all puppet could think about last night which put Miss. Star at the center of puppet's dreams again.

 

puppet was woken up a few times last night by the chastity device due to the dreams it was having. Even in puppet's dreams Miss. Star won't let it have an orgasm yet. puppet know better than to ask for one in real life though.

 

The last time puppet did ask it was given an extra week without one. That taught puppet that Miss. Star doesn't play around when it comes to Her property. puppet must humbly wait until, at least, 2 weeks from yesterday. This is the added punishment time for puppet speaking infractions at Kinky Con.

 

These last two weeks will be rough for puppet. puppet already has a very dangerous phrase running through its head. All of Y/you probably know that the phrase; "i'll do anything"........The "anything" part is something that puppet knows Miss. Star would take and run with with. It would most certainly spell doom for this puppet but, at the same time, could lead to an interesting adventure.....

puppet has learned that it needs to be extra careful with what it says to Miss. Star. She has a habit of taking one of puppet's simple ideas to places puppet never thought of. puppet is very much attracted Miss. Star's mind. Miss. Star's brain comes up with very intersting things. puppet wishes it could see into and experience Her mind, even for a short a time, because it might give puppet more insight into Her.

 

puppet doesn't know if Miss. Star will make these last two weeks difficult for it or allow them to pass easily. The speculation may be more torturous than Her taking any action at all......That may actually be Her plan.......Could puppet have figured things out??

 

puppet is excited to see You and cook for You this weekend Mistress. 

 


10/17/2013 3:57:50 AM

Last night puppet started getting things ready for the burgers it will be making on Saturday. The filling is done and very tasty. puppet even has extra bacon fat to cook Miss. Star's mushrooms in on Saturday. 

 

puppet loves cooking for Miss. Star because it can tell that She really enjoys it and appreciates it. puppet is honored any time that Miss. Star asks it to cook. 

 

This will actually be the first time in a couple of months that puppet has cooked for its Mistress. It feels good to be able to serve in this manner again. Seeing the smile that puppet's food puts on Miss. Star's face makes know that it has done a good job. 

 

Cooking is a passion of puppet's. It's something that puppet finds itself to very good at. It's also an escape sometimes for puppet. Cooking can and does calm it down a lot.

 

Sorry that this entry is so short but puppet doesn't know what to write today.  

 

 


10/16/2013 3:59:56 AM

puppet is excited because Miss. Star informed it that it will be cooking for Her and 4 other people on Saturday. puppet really likes how it Miss. Star never asked it to do it or asked if it wanted to do it. puppet wasn't given a choice because it doesn't have one. Miss. Star didn't ask puppet to do it because She doesn't need too. Even if She did ask it wouldn't really have been a question at all. 

 

What is puppet planning on making Y/you wonder? puppet is planning to make its World Famous Stuffed Cheese Burgers. These burgers are so yummy!!! They usually end up at about 1/2 pounders. Inside is roasted green chilis, caramelized onions, garlic, bacon and cheese. With that, Miss. Star wants mushrooms on the side for Her burger and puppet can't refuse Her anything. 

 

To say that Miss. Star gets whatever She wants from puppet is a total understatement. puppet usually tries to give Miss. Star more than She wants. 

 

Serving Miss. Star is such an honor for puppet and puppet wouldn't trade this life for anything. Miss. Star is such an amazing Woman and a heavily sadistic Dominant that puppet's brain is trapped into loving Her, fearing Her and worshipping Her. Miss. Star is truly the total package. The only warning puppet can give to any male or Female wishing to serve Her is that Y/you WILL become addicted to Her and lose any hope of ever getting over that addiction. 

 

puppet loves the way Miss. Star makes it feel. puppet enjoys the pain that She dishes out as well. puppet desperately wants to become the pain slut that it once was again. puppet knows that it doesn't matter if it becomes a pain slut again or not though because Miss. Star will never not be a sadist so She will keep inflicting pain weather puppet enjoys it or not. As a slave/bitch puppet knows that its enjoyment is irrelevant and all that matters is what Miss. Star enjoys.

 

Thank You for being puppet's Mistress/Keyholder.

 


10/15/2013 3:58:25 AM

puppet's level of horniness has dropped of  bit. puppet is constantly on edge right now. puppet knows that the feeling will probably return in a week or so though. puppet is also beyond the desperate feeling right now. 

 

puppet knows that things are beyond its control now. Actually, things weren't ever within puppet's control probably. puppet doesn't miss the illusions of control though that it once had in its life.

 

At some point puppet's ego and pride will accept what its mind knows is the truth. That truth is that puppet is simply a bitch for Miss. Star. She can make Her puppet more than that if She chooses but that still proves that puppet is just Her bitch. 

 

Why does puppet enjoy being treated this way by Miss. Star? Because puppet knows that making Miss. Star happy makes its life better. Being Miss. Star's slave allows puppet the unique opportunity to have a positive a.

 

puppet feels that the goal of every slave should be to become the type of slave its Owner wishes to own. That's why puppet has, mostly, accepted its position in Miss. Star's life. 

 

puppet now lives for Her. puppet will serve Her for as long as She allows it to do so. 

 


10/14/2013 3:58:10 AM

Yesterday puppet was let out of its device for cleaning. puppet was worried about this because it has been so horny and desperate for orgasm. puppet was afraid that it would fail Miss. Star. Miss. Star showed Her faith in Her puppet and puppet didn't let Her down. 

 

puppet showered and locked itself back up. Miss. Star told puppet that this was going to a test for it. puppet looks forward to any other tests that Miss. Star throws at it too. puppet will do its very best to pass them as well. 

 

puppet can't wait for this 6 weeks to end. Time seems to be going by so slowly. 

 

As of right now Miss. Star has informed Her puppet that there isn't any way to earn an early release from chastity. There may be a way sometime in the future but not yet. 

 

Orgasm control is a very erotic experience. No matter how many times puppet has tried it in the past it was never successful. Miss. Star has not only changed that but She's now the soul owner of puppet's privilege to orgasm. It's so great to finally realize the truth about male orgasms. The truth is that male orgasm are simply gifts and s such are not required to be given at all. 

 

puppet also finds truth in the fact that once a Woman controls a male's orgasms She controls the male. puppet finds itself becoming more and more submissive to Miss. Star every day. This is such a great feeling too.

 

Thank You for Your trust and faith Mistress.

   


10/13/2013 3:58:07 AM

puppet hopes to be allowed to visit Miss. Star today. puppet wants to take Her out and have a good time. Even if puppet only gets a couple hours with Her today. puppet loves any amount of time it can get in the presence of a Miss. Star. She is a living Goddess after all. Maybe She'll let puppet take Her to the movies and than to dinner. 

 

The longer puppet stays locked into this chastity device the more it thinks about the Woman that keeps it there. She all that puppet thinks about now and puppet wishes only to be the best chastity bitch slave it can be for Her. puppet wants to do anything that Miss. Star demands of it. 

 

puppet was out shopping yesterday and saw some belts that looked like they might be Miss. Star's style. The only reason puppet didn't get them is because it didn't remember ever seeing Her wear a belt. puppet is going back to get them today though because Miss. Star said that She needs a new belt. 

 

When Miss. Star needs something and puppet can afford to get it for Her it does. It does this without a second thought or a moments hesitation. It knows that it isn't going to be allowed early release form chastity for the actions and that is irrelevant. puppet does these things to make its Mistress happy. When Miss. Star is happy puppet is happy. 

 

The life of this puppet keeps getting better though. The longer it is Miss. Star's slave bitch the happier it gets. This puppet feels like it's the luckiest slave in the world because of the Woman it's owned by. She is, by far, the Alpha Domme of this planet and puppet gets to be all Her's.


10/12/2013 3:49:53 AM

Chastity isn't a game anymore. puppet is really feeling the effects of it now. puppet is perpetually horny getting more so every day. puppet is also getting to the point of being absolutely desperate. puppet hears its mind going all day and night.

 

It seems like puppet's brain is starting to work against it right now. puppet starts thinking of Miss. Star and its brain starts running scenarios of Her teasing, torturing, tormenting it and making it beg and keep begging to be allowed a release. All of that happens and She forces puppet to agree to things it never would have before just for a chance to cum but She never promises puppet that She will allow it to cum.  

 

Why oh why is puppet's brain turning on it. puppet thought we were in this together. puppet thought that its brain would help it through this. Now puppet can see that its brain is on Miss. Star's side. puppet's brain is working for Her now and puppet is totally out of control.

 

puppet always needs to be honest with Miss. Star and because of that puppet feels it is only fair to mention that it feels its weekly cleaning should be delayed. puppet isn't sure that it can trust itself out of chastity right now unsupervised. It isn't that puppet wants to cheat but it's afraid it may lose control. This is just puppet giving You the information though and by no means a demand of any kind. puppet knows that Miss. Star will do as She sees fit.

 

puppet now knows why chastity is such a turn on for so many P/people. puppet also wishes that Miss. Star had taken both keys from the very start but it understand why She didn't. 

 

It's an amazing feeling knowing that a Woman that puppet cares so deeply for has chosen to claim ownership of and lockdown its cock and orgasms. They have now become Her property and they are only given back as a gift to puppet whenever She sees fit to do so. puppet can't even express how thankful and honored it is for Miss. Star to do this for it.

 

Miss. Star took a chronic masturbator and turned it into an orgasm controlled, chastity wearing bitch in less than 6 months. puppet has a feeling it never stood a chance. Once Miss. Star made the choice that it would become Her puppet, it had lost any chance of freedom ever again.

 

puppet now submits to Miss. Star's plans for it. She doesn't even need to ask its opinions (not that She really ever did). puppet knows its role and it hopes to fill it properly and constantly for Miss. Star.

Miss. Star knows that puppet is addicted to Her like a drug. That means that puppet will forever do anything just for a "fix" and that "fix" can simply be attention or it could be a beating. As long as it spends time with Miss. Star puppet is happy. 


10/11/2013 2:59:07 AM

puppet had more dreams of Miss. Star. These dreams are very intense for puppet. Even in the dreams puppet doesn't have any control or say. Miss. Star even denies it orgasms in these dreams too. puppet can't even dream about orgasm anymore because of the level of control Miss. Star has over its mind.

 

It has been almost a full week without a spare key for puppet. The life of a chastity bitch can be tough at times but puppet doesn't have any choice except to do it now. This whole week puppet has been horny as hell and there's no hope for any relief until the beginning of next month. puppet's month + two weeks actually ends on the 31st but it won't be seeing Miss. Star until the 3rd. It's only a few extra days of suffering that puppet gladly will do for it Miss. Star. 

 

puppet's level of comfort is irrelevant at this point and it knows it. puppet is always eager and willing to see where this journey of chastity will take it. At this point though, puppet is just along for the ride because Miss. Star will not allow it to make any decisions.

 

This is the life of slaver and chastity. This is the life that puppet is going to be leading now. It's a life where it does't control anything. It's a life where an AMAZING Woman has taken ownership and control of its cock and orgasms only to allow access as She sees fit. 

 

Many males dreams of being a bitch like this and puppet has the honor of actually doing it. Even if this wasn't the path puppet intended on it's now the path it walks and it will do so until the end. 

 

puppet hopes E/everyone finds the kind of happiness it has found with Miss. Star. 

 


10/10/2013 3:59:38 AM

puppet finally slept pretty good last night. puppet only woke up a couple times but its still dreaming of Miss. Star and the "evil" things that She may do to puppet as well as the different ways puppet may be allowed to serve Her.

 

One of the reasons for chastity is to help puppet refocus its sexual energy into better serving Miss. Star. The other is that Miss. Star gets extreme joy from puppet being uncomfortable. 

 

puppet enjoys when Miss. Star makes it uncomfortable. These situations allow puppet to serve the duty of making Miss. Star happy and what greater pleasure can a slave receive than that?

 

This wasn't exactly the path puppet was planning on taking in this relationship. puppet was interested in adding chastity as a small element of the relationship but now it's the basis of it. puppet has no real choice but to accept it for what it is and focus on the Woman (Women actually because Miss. Star gave the spare key to a Friend of Her's) that has the key to its orgasms.

 

puppet is a happy slave though. Miss. Star treats puppet very well and puppet has total and complete trust in Her. puppet has given itself to Her to use as She sees fit. puppet's entire universe revolves around the FANTASTIC entity that is Miss. Star. 

 

Just seeing Miss. Star gets puppet aroused. puppet is addicted to the pheromones that She gives off. puppet hopes to be allowed, some day, to worship every single inch if Her divine body. Miss. Star is much more than just puppet's Owner, Mistress and Keyholder though. She's also puppet's Queen and its Goddess and worships Her and treats Her as such.  

 


10/9/2013 3:59:29 AM

puppet is starting to have an easier time of sleeping again. puppet is still waking up a lot do to erections but just not as often as the last two nights.

 

Miss. Star has informed puppet that the extra key to its chastity has been given out to a Friend of Her's. Her Friend is a part of O/our Pack and knows all about puppet's position. It surprised puppet how happy it was to know that both the keys were in the hands of these Women. puppet wonders if She will be wearing it around Her neck like Miss. Star does.

 

What's in store for puppet along this journey of chastity and orgasm control/denial? Only Miss. Star knows the answer to that question. puppet knows that any choices it did have left for good on Sunday when it left its extra key with Miss. Star. puppet will experience whatever Miss. Star has in store for it and it doesn't matter if puppet likes it or not. After it's all done puppet will most likely be thanking Miss. Star and all O/others involved for whatever T/they do to it.

 

One of the aspects of being Miss. Star's bitch is that She has full, total and complete control over puppet's mind and body. 

 

puppet knows it needs to make Her happy and if that means taking a beating or being teased relentlessly for a month straight without release than that is what puppet must do. puppet is hear simply to please, pleasure, amuse, entertain and serve every whim that Miss. Star has no matter how humiliating it is for Her puppet. 

 

puppet really does enjoy not having a choice or voice in this relationship. Miss. Star knows puppet's limits and puppet trusts Her to respect them. Other than that the only thing puppet can say to Her is "Yes Mistress".

 


10/8/2013 3:58:01 AM

Last night wasn't too much better than the night before. puppet is getting so aroused and frustrated that it's having a hard time sleeping. Once it does fall a sleep the only thing it can think about is being of service to its Keyholder/Mistress/Owner. 

 

These dreams are causing puppet to wake up because the cage is pulling against the scrotum. It gets very painful at times. puppet guesses that's just the price it must pay for having such a Beautiful Mistress though. puppet isn't sure how long it will take to fully adjust to not having access to a key but it really doesn't have a choice anymore.

 

How much more of a total bitch could puppet be turned into? This is actually a dangerous question....puppet doesn't mean it as a challenge for Miss. Star but She may take it as such. 

 

Miss. Star is puppet drug. She is its addiction and it will do anything to get a fix. 

 

puppet knows that now it will may be forced into situation that are uncomfortable for it but that will amuse Miss. Star. If puppet hopes to be allowed to orgasm on schedule it won't have a choice other than to comply......well, it really never had a choice but the choices are less now.

 

puppet is somewhat scared but also excited and intrigued about what Miss. Star's devious, sadistic and ever so beautiful mind will come up with. puppet will probably be enduing lots of torture and pain and listening to Miss. Star laugh while She does it.

 

puppet may just be the luckiest bitch in the world. Thank You for making puppet Your bitch Mistress and for keeping puppet in chastity for Your enjoyment. puppet is honored and humbled to serve as Your slave.

  


10/7/2013 4:00:04 AM

puppet had a hard time sleeping last night......In more ways than one. Knowing that Miss. Star has its spare key, to do with as She wishes, has puppet's mind racing. The only thing puppet could think about last night was Her. The only dreams it had were of Her.

 

puppet was aroused all night. puppet was woken up several times do to erections. puppet thought that it was used to the device and sleeping in it already. The only change was the lack of a key. Well, puppet thinks that's enough to change everything.

 

puppet is thankful that Miss. Star trusted it with the spare key for as long as She did. puppet is even more thankful that She honors it by wearing its key around Her neck. puppet knew the day would arrive when it would no longer be allowed access to a key but it just seems so soon.

 

puppet will just have to deal with this new reality and get used to it. puppet knows that this isn't going to be changing anytime soon. puppet also knows that it's now past the point of no return. This is puppet's new existence and the reality of it is setting in.

 

Miss. Star has promised, in Her own special way (while smiling and EVIL but ever so beautiful smile), that She doesn't have any plans to make this easy on Her puppet. For that all puppet can do is thank Her.

 

puppet is now set along a path to make a journey that it never though of making before. Miss. Star is puppet's guide on this journey and puppet knows that She make sure that it reaches the destination that SHE wants it to reach.

 

What puppet wants is even less important now than it ever was. She now has puppet completely by the balls, literally, and puppet enjoys it.

 

Being the bitch to a Woman is one thing but being forced into that role by a Sadistic and Sexy Woman such as Miss. Star is an AMAZING feeling and a dream come true.

 

puppet will do anything for its Owner/Mistress/Keyholder. puppet also realizes that the longer it's kept locked up the more willing and desperate it will probably become.

 

Thank You Miss. Star. <3

 

 


10/6/2013 3:58:32 AM

puppet slept better with the chastity device back on. It's a good thing it still had the other kit. Today Miss. Star takes the key from puppet and this has puppet a little nervous but also very aroused and excited. This is a HUGE step forward in puppet's total slavery to Miss. Star and puppet wouldn't wish for anything different. 

 

Miss. Star already owns puppet's body, heart, mind and orgasm and now it will just become 100% official. By no longer having a key to the cock between its legs puppet will become more reliant and dependant on Miss. Star. It will only be by Her kindness that puppet will ever be let out again. 

 

It's a good thing that puppet trusts Miss. Star because this is a big step. Never before has puppet been in chastity without a key for it. 

puppet knows that it doesn't really have a choice in turning over the spare key. puppet also knows that it doesn't have a voice in deciding W/who Miss. Star will give the spare key to. puppet has a feeling that the last "Free Choice" it made was to put this device on and offer its chastity to Miss. Star. Once this happened puppet lost control of where it went. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star will be fair and treat Her puppet well but puppet also knows that the key She wears is huge point of leverage in this relationship now. Miss. Star even said that She will delight in seeing my reaction as She makes Her puppet do things that it doesn't want to do. puppet isn't sure what things She's talking about but puppet is sure it find out eventually.


10/5/2013 3:59:09 AM

Last night while puppet was urinating the base ring of the chastity device broke. This was sad but puppet has an extra set of rings it needs to find. The Curve's rings and the CB-6000 are interchangeable. 

 

This was the first night that puppet slept outside of the device since it gave Miss. Star the key. It felt weird and puppet woke up every so often because of it. 

 

puppet is going to contact the company to see about them replacing the ring though. The device has a warrenty so it shouldn't be an issue. 

 

puppet and Miss. Star may have to look into a metal device if something snaps again. 

 

puppet hopes that this small incident doesn't stop Miss. Star from taking puppet's spare key. puppet wants to be locked in and not have an easy out. This will add to puppet's devotion it feels.

 

puppet knows the role Miss. Star has selected for it and She knows, even if puppet hasn't actually given its answer yet, what puppet's choice will be. puppet is completely Her bitch and it knows it. 

 

Any and all males should be lucky enough to serve a Woman as amazing as Miss. Star. Kneeling at Her feet and serving Her every wish and desire. What a life for a male chaste slave bitch. Just the very thought of having puppet's lips touching Miss. Star's feet or having Her toes in its mouth is enough to make puppet weak in the knees.


10/4/2013 2:57:19 AM

Why does puppet get super horny in chastity? It seems like the longer puppet wears this device the more desperate it get for an orgasm. Being desperate for an orgasm is a weird feeling but its one that puppet is going to need to adjust to and get used to used to. puppet has a feeling that this will intensify after this weekend though.

 

Sunday is the day Miss. Star is slated to take the spare key from Her puppet. That will leave puppet completely at Her mercy. puppet is wondering how that is going to feel. That will make this entire chastity experience become real.

 

puppet knows that this was never a game with Miss. Star though. This entire chastity thing was actually puppet's idea and Miss. Star took it and ran with it. She has a tendency to do that with ideas that She enjoys. Someday puppet may realize not to offer up ideas that Miss. Star may expand on and use against it. 

 

The way Miss. Star's mind works is still a mystery to me but what it comes up with and what it does is just AMAZING. 

 

Miss. Star had puppet rewrite its hard limits list for Her and puppet was questioning itself as to if things were still limits. 

 

There are times that puppet doesn't even who or what it is anymore. puppet knows that it's Miss. Star's slave and bitch but sometimes it forgets that it's a human too. 

 

puppet wishes that there was a way it give up its job and still have a place to live while serving Miss. Star 24/7/365. That would be a great life after all. puppet would be doing all of the cooking, cleaning and serving as Miss. Star relaxed and enjoyed Herself. A puppet can dream.

  


10/3/2013 3:58:58 AM

Yesterday puppet emailed Miss. Star a list of its hard limits again. puppet was shocked at how tough it was to right that list. Sometimes puppet wasn't sure what its limits were anymore. Miss. Star has opened puppet up to so much in just 5 months. 

 

puppet looks forward to reading the "contract" that Miss. Star gives it. This will give puppet an idea of the its duties and what She expects of it in the new role She has for puppet. 

 

Since puppet has never been in position that Miss. Star has found for it, it doesn't know what She would want from it in such a role. 

 

One of the great things about this lifestyle is that there isn't just one way to do things. Just because one C/couple does things one way doesn't mean that it will work for O/others. 

 

puppet knows that anything Miss. Star puts in front of it will be strict and require a lot of work on the part of puppet. puppet knows that once it agrees to Miss. Star's new terms it won't be allowed to change its mind. 

 

puppet can only hope that it will be able to live up to any and all standards that Miss. Star has for it. Pleasing Her is puppet's objective. 

Miss. Star's beauty can make any male submit to Her most strict demands and puppet isn't any different. puppet has even seen Doms doing as Miss. Star "suggested" and it's funny to see because sometimes T/they don't even realize it's happening. She really is the Alpha and puppet worships Her for it.



10/2/2013 4:00:21 AM

puppet is working on its hard limits list again fro Miss. Star. She asked for it since things have changed between U/us since Her and i met. puppet forgot how hard it is to write this list too. puppet even forgets what some of its soft limits are right now let alone some hard limits. puppet will get this done for Mistress though because it needs to be done. 

 

puppet knows that soon there will be no turning back for it. Once it agrees to terms with Miss. Star its former life is over and its new one will begin. puppet knows that its choices are slim if any at this point and it hopes that it ends up making the right choice in the end.

 

Miss. Star is an AMAZING Woman and one hell of a Mistress. Any slave would be lucky to become Her bitch and to serve Her. This isn't something puppet plans to squander and let go without a fight. It may just be a mental fight against itself.

 

puppet knows how lucky it is to be honored with Miss. Star's time. It hasn't wasted any of it that it knows of. 

 

puppet is so naturally submissive that it feels natural to just give in to demand by the Woman it's with. Miss. Star isn't any exception to this. puppet doesn't think it has ever actually said "no" to Her in the 5 months it has been with Her.

 

puppet knows that She knows it's real and that it knows this isn't a game. puppet accepts that it may be moving into a realm it never considered before. 

 


10/1/2013 3:59:20 AM

puppet has been doing a lot of research and soul searching these last couple of days. 

 

What's really tough is when S/someone has a choice that losing something that they love and crave or choosing something they don't know if they completely want. 

 

It's ok though. puppet is very close to making its decision. puppet feels that choice it's going to make is already a foregone conclusion and E/everyone except for it either knows it yet or has accepted it except for puppet.

 

puppet has been so happy these last 5 month and the level of control that Miss. Star has over puppet is just amazing. puppet enjoys every second it spends with Miss. Star and can't imagine this lifestyle without Her.

 

Dose it sound like puppet is trying to talk itself into something here?? If it does it's only because it kind of is. 

 

puppet knows that by making one choice it will hurt Miss. Star and if puppet makes another choice it might destroy what little ego and male pride it has left. 

 

Destroying that pride and ego wouldn't be a bad thing though. As a slave puppet's only pride should be in serving it's Owner right and doing what She demands. Nowhere in this lifestyle is there room for puppet to have any ego though.

 

As a slave puppet knows it's ego and pride are holding it back a bit. One way or another puppet is going to work on that.


9/30/2013 3:59:23 AM

puppet got to spend time with its beautiful Mistress yesterday. It was an amazing time. puppet can't help but look upon Her in awe. She is such a smart and beautiful Woman that can have any slave She chooses and puppet is lucky enough to be Her's.

 

She did let puppet know about the role that She has planned for it now. It gives puppet a lot to think about though. It doesn't surprise puppet that Miss. Star waited until puppet's addiction to Her was to the point it is now to mention it though. puppet is hooked like a fish on line at this point and despite how it may feel there is a really good chance (practically 100%) that puppet will accept its role in Miss. Star's life and live forever as Her slave and bitch.

 

S/some may be wondering what this role is but i'm not ready to mention it yet.

 

Miss. Star owns puppet and therefore its body, heart and mind all belong to Her. puppet is addicted to Miss. Star's mind, personality and body. Miss. Star has already agreed to never allow Her puppet into rehab for its addiction to Her so puppet is forever going to crave Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star has an amazing ability to read P/people and see things in T/them that T/they may not even know is there. It's freaky and scary sometimes. This is how Miss. Star knows what Her puppet needs even before it does.

 

puppet's only goal is to serve and please its Mistress. Miss. Star is the Ruler of its world and whatever She says goes.

 

 

 


9/29/2013 3:59:49 AM

puppet gets to go see its Mistress today. Spending any time with Her at all is an honor for puppet. Spending time with Miss. Star at Her job is a unique experience though because She puts puppet to work and puppet doesn't mind at all. She doesn't hide the fact that puppet is Her bitch.

 

puppet really wants to go back to the Society in CT with Miss. Star. If She chooses to invite O/others that is totally up to Her. 

 

puppet has been in its chastity cage for over a week straight and notices itself leaking a bit. It's an odd feeling when puppet feels the blood trying to reach the caged cock but it can't fully do its job......

 

puppet finds itself getting very horny at times. The longer this device is on the hornier puppet is getting. puppet knows that even mentioning this fact is dangerous because Miss. Star reads these journal everyday. It isn't that puppet thinks mentioning this will upset Her it's just that puppet can foresee Her using this information against it. 

 

A horny puppet is an obedient puppet though. By the time Miss. Star will be ready to let puppet out it will probably be willing to agree to almost anything. Y/you need to realize that Miss. Star has a very sadistic and twisted mind.....but in the best possible ways too. puppet wouldn't change Her. Actually, puppet finds the way Her mind works to be very erotic. 

 

Being tortured and tormented may just be a part of this slave's life and it accepts that totally.

 

Thank You for keeping puppet's key Mistress.


9/28/2013 3:58:48 AM

puppet is really beginning  to enjoy an loath being in chastity all at the same time. puppet is getting so horny and its Friend that knows that it's in chastity keeps teasing it with talk about things puppet finds sexually arousing. puppet thinks that She's doing on purpose too.

 

This doesn't mean that puppet wants to stop this journey......as if it would have an actual say anyways.....puppet will stay locked in this device for as long as Miss. Star demands. puppet knows that Miss. Star knows best and that She will do what is best for puppet's training. 

 

Eventually puppet will be trained the way Miss. Star wishes it to be. puppet looks forward to that day as well as the day Miss. Star honors it with Her collar. puppet wants to be the slave Miss. Star wishes it to be and serve Her forever. 

 

Miss. Star is such a kind and generous Sadist. She will never hesitate to gift puppet with pain of some kind and puppet is always thankful for it. 

 

puppet could never dream of serving a better Woman. Miss. Star is perfect and puppet only wishes to make Her happy all of the time. 

 

Miss. Star's happiness makes puppet happy. 

 

Maybe one day puppet will earn the privilege to be a live in slave for Miss. Star and be Her bitch 24/7/365. A puppet can dream.

 

Your puppet is always humbled by You Mistress.  

 

 


9/27/2013 2:56:48 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star gave puppet permission to write a Kinky Bucket List. puppet has to email it to Her and She will make the choice if puppet is allowed to post it. Honestly, it doesn't matter of puppet is allowed to share it or not. It allowed puppet to explore itself and its kinks. 

 

Some of the items puppet listed scare it. There are things that puppet wishes to try but don't know if it will enjoy it. There are others that even if puppet enjoy them Miss. Star might and She may wish to do them repeatedly.

 

Now that puppet is writing this it realizes that it may have just opened Pandora's Box in a way. Once things are said they can't be unsaid. Miss. Star now has a copy of puppet's list and the ability to do as She wishes with the information.

 

Will puppet get to experience anything on its Bucket List? That all falls into the hands, heart and mind of Miss. Star. puppet isn't under any delusions that, just because She allowed such a list, She will also allow puppet to experience any of them. This is one of the many factors associated with being a Woman's property. puppet exists for Miss. Star and NOT the other way around.

 

puppet knows Who is incharge in this relationship and puppet will never question Her judgement. Miss. Star is the Supreme Ruler of puppet's world and puppet knows it.

 

  

  


9/26/2013 3:57:20 AM

After reading a Friend's "Kinky Bucket List" puppet is thinking of making one for itself. puppet is just worried that Miss. Star will consider it "Topping form the bottom" which isn't what puppet would intend it to be. puppet knows that Miss. Star HATES when a slave tries to top from the bottom and puppet understands that. That's why, if puppet is allowed to make the list, it would be merely for informational purposes only.

 

puppet knows that it has a Friend that want to see it and see if She's interested in any of the items as well. 

 

Topics like this are hard for puppet though. puppet is just property and as such has no actual say in what Miss. Star does with or to it. Miss. Star would be under no obligation to even read the bucket list let alone allow anything on it to come to fruition.  puppet accepts this as just a part of its role in life now.

 

The bucket list may open up ideas in Miss. Star's head though and allow Her to use it to come up with other ways to use and abuse Her puppet.

 

puppet only wishes to serve and please You Mistress. If You say puppet isn't allowed to write a bucket list it will accept that and never mention it again. 

 

  

 

 

   


9/25/2013 3:59:22 AM

puppet doesn't have anything to report chastity wise. it is still locked up good and tight. puppet needs to keep behaving or its time in the device will be extended. puppet knows that it needs this treatment whether it ends up enjoying it all of the time or not. The only thing that matter is whether or not Miss. Star wishes to keep it in chastity. 

 

puppet doesn't want or need any control of this situation. 

 

puppet does find that it is getting hornier faster while in chastity though. It has been less than a week and puppet is starting to go nuts. It still has at least 5 more weeks to go before it will be allowed orgasm. This is, of course, assuming that puppet doesn't earn any more added weeks of punishment.

 

Each infraction puppet has equals one extra week without orgasm. At a maximum puppet will only be getting one orgasm a month. That can only change if Miss. Star changes it. 

 

The relationship that puppet has with Miss. Star fills a void that puppet never knew it had. She is the boss at ALL times and puppet is Her bitch at ALL times. It doesn't matter where W/we are, or what W/we're doing, Miss. Star can and will order Her puppet around. 

 

puppet exists for Miss. Star. puppet's life is dedicated to Miss. Star's happiness. Miss. Star rules over Her puppet with full and utter dominion. puppet, being Her property, is used however She sees fit.

 

puppet is happy with its new life and can't wait to see the other ways that Miss. Star subjugates it and humiliates it.

 


9/24/2013 3:57:59 AM

puppet slept like a baby last night. puppet barely even notices its chastity device anymore. puppet is so happy that Miss. Star has it locked in one. The day puppet gives up its spare key will be an interesting experience though. 

 

puppet doesn't know how it will feel at that point. That will be the point of no return actually. puppet trusts Miss. Star completely though and knows that She wouldn't take puppet's key unless puppet was ready to give it up. Miss. Star always knows what's best for Her puppet and puppet knows that it will do as She demands. 

 

Once Miss. Star has both keys She will have even more control over puppet than even puppet may realize. This isn't a game to Miss. Star or puppet. This is all about puppet giving up control and Miss. Star taking that control.

 

The big question for puppet is "What will Miss. Star do with this level of control?" The simple answer to that question is "Anything that She wants".

 

puppet knows it can't question Her or deny Her. Whatever Miss. Star wants is what will happen. puppet is only along for the ride but it will do its best to enjoy the ride. 

 

Miss. Star may be strict but She's also fair so puppet knows that She will always treat it right...even when She abuses it. puppet needs Miss. Star. She is its addiction and puppet will do anything for a "fix".

 

Being Miss. Star's property is a great. puppet isn't required to think too much because She tells it what to do. 

 

puppet is Your humble slave/bitch Mistress and loves it. puppet has found its place in life.

 


9/23/2013 3:59:22 AM

Oh chastity, why does puppet like you so much? puppet does really enjoy being in chastity and knowing it can only come out of it when and IF Miss. Star allows. Those that are in chastity know what puppet is talking about. 

 

The constant grip that the device has on puppet's balls and the shaft of of the cock that was once its own to enjoy. Now it's cock is owned by Miss. Star and She keeps it under lock and key. puppet knows that She enjoys puppet's chastity too because She has told it so. 

 

puppet wishes that it knew what other plans She had for it while it's in chastity but puppet knows that it isn't any of it concern or business.

 

In the past Miss. Star had mentioned having puppet bound, while in chastity, and forced to what Her have sex with S/someone else. While puppet isn't interested in being a cuckold the idea of this happening every once in a while was a major turn on. 

 

Miss. Star's pleasure and happiness are more important to puppet than its own is. puppet knows that it exists to be used and abused and to serve the whims of Miss. Star.

 

puppet can only hope to live up to (and eventually surpass) all of Miss. Star's expectation for it. The few times that puppet has upset Miss. Star have made puppet upset. 

 

puppet is both scared of and addicted to Miss. Star. What puppet never mentioned in its journal yesterday was that on saturday it woke up with its face buried inside one of Miss. Star's shoes. This made Miss. Star and the O/others in O/our group laugh. puppet thinks that its body just craved Her scent and took the shoe to be close to something of Her. 

 

Miss. Star's feet ALWAYS smell amazing....Well, at least every time puppet has smelled Her feet. Her feet also taste do good too. Each time puppet was allowed to taste Miss. Star's feet it sent puppet to Heaven. This is why puppet is addicted so much to Her.  


9/22/2013 3:59:52 AM

This weekend was pretty fun. puppet was able to get two new toys for Miss. Star. She really likes pointy and sharp objects. puppet really likes Her having them too.

 

W/we sat in on a couple of demos at Kinky Con. The rope class was pretty good. puppet thinks it may have found something new it would really like to try. One of the demos was a rough takedown and tie and that made puppet hard......well kind of anyway..puppet's chastity tube stopped it from getting fully hard. 

 

puppet earned two marks this weekend which suprised E/everyone. One mark was for violating the no speaking rule in a way that puppet didn't know was a violation. puppet typed a question on it's phone and showed it to one of the members of Miss. Star's party. Now puppet knows that it isn't allowed to do that. The other mark was given in the CBT class when puppet made a noise as it felt the pain in its crotch that was being demoed. That wasn't mark wasn't given by Miss. Star so puppet doesn't know if it can appeal it.

 

Two marks isn't that bad though. Miss. Star was very happy with puppet and that makes puppet very happy. puppet still doesn't know what the base weekage is that it will be going with orgasm that the 2 extra weeks will be added to. puppet also doesn't know if it's allowed to know. 

 

The G/group that surrounds Miss. Star is an interesting B/bunch. The one W/we thought would be weirded out by the CBT class ran up front to get a closer look and the one W/we thought would love it had to leave once the needles started to go in. puppet hates needles too but it wasn't going to leave for fear of upsetting Miss. Star. puppet just looked away. 

 

The Couple that was with us wants Their own slave so that it can wait on them as puppet does for Miss. Star. 

 

puppet has a feeling that the Winter Flea will be a better time. 3 days and 2 nights and an endless amount of toys to try and to buy. 

 

puppet knows some things that Miss. Star really wants but they're not cheap toys either.

 

On a closing not, on the way home yesterday Miss. Star managed to draw blood on puppet's arm with one of Her new toys. puppet thinks that She liked seeing it bleed and that it will probably happen more often. 

 

Thank You for letting puppet serve You Mistress. You're puppet's addiction and it doesn't want rehab.

 

 

 

 


9/20/2013 3:57:02 AM

Today is Friday!! puppet is going to be heading up to Kinky Con today With Miss. Star and a couple O/others.

 

Last night Miss. Star let Her puppet have an orgasm because, as She said, "It may be a while until the next one". puppet thinks that Miss. Star expects it to mess up a lot this weekend. That makes puppet want to be extra good.

 

This is going to be an extremely difficult weekend for puppet though. puppet isn't used to not talking. This may remind puppet of Basic Training. puppet knows that it must follow all of Miss. Star's rules so it can make Her happy. puppet doesn't expect Miss. Star to make this weekend easy for it either. 

 

If puppet fails Miss. Star it thinks it may be more upset with itself that She will be with it. puppet doesn't like failing at things. puppet's goal is to end the weekend with zero marks earned.

 

Spending the weekend with Miss. Star is a huge honor too. She hasn't told puppet what it will be wearing to Kinky Con yet so puppet has no idea how to prepare.

 

puppet doesn't know what else to write today. 

 

Have a great weekend and puppet will be writing again tomorrow.

 

 

 

 


9/19/2013 3:57:12 AM

puppet is excited for Kinky Con. puppet and Miss. Star leave tomorrow for NH. This trip will be fun as long as puppet follows Miss. Star's rules. puppet really wishes to please Miss. Star in all things it does. puppet considers Her rules to be laws. 

 

puppet knows that as Miss. Star's slave it must do everything in its power to make Her happy. An unhappy Mistress is a bad thing for puppet. 

 

Miss. Star is currently in the process of training Her puppet in total orgasm control and puppet feels that its doing very well in that. She now will start training Her puppet in other aspects such as not speaking unless spoken to. Miss. Star is going to tie that training in with orgasm control too. Every time puppet speaks out of turn or without permission will result in one more week without an orgasm.

 

puppet doesn't know what the base amount of time is that it's working with so it doesn't know how long things will last. puppet does know however that if Miss. Star says it earned a punishment than it earned it. puppet will not question Her judgement or rulings.

 

puppet has a goal for itself and that goal is to be the best slave that Miss. Star has ever had. 

 

puppet hopes that She know and can see that puppet is trying. puppet isn't just going through the motions of being a slave because it finds it fun. puppet IS a slave at heart and knows where its place is. 

 

As long as Miss. Star is happy with puppet at the end of this weekend than puppet will feel that it has succeeded. Miss. Star's happiness is the only thing that matters to puppet. 

 

puppet would do anything for Miss. Star to make Her smile because that's puppet's job.

 

 

 

 


9/18/2013 3:59:48 AM

Yesterday puppet received a list of rules from its Owner for Kinky Con. puppet doesn't know if it's allowed to share them here or not. If puppet is allowed to it might list them tomorrow. This is going to be very hard for puppet but Miss. Star knows that.

 

Miss. Star is a fair Woman though so puppet knows that if She says puppet needs these rules than it must be true. puppet also knows that if She says puppet needs to be punished for not following these rules than it deserves it. 

 

puppet can not nor would it ever question Miss. Star. Miss. Star is always right in puppet's eyes. puppet only wishes to make Miss. Star happy. puppet knows that many other slaves would jump at the chance to be Her little bitch and puppet has that chance.

 

Serving a Woman such as Miss. Star isn't an easy task but this lifestyle isn't meant to be easy. Miss. Star has high standard and She should. She deserves nothing but the best and that includes Her slave(s). 

 

puppet has never served a Woman like Miss. Star and it needs to relearn a few things but puppet knows it can serve Her well. 

 

puppet is going to put everything it has into this weekend. puppet may be exhausted and run down by the end of Saturday but it will be worth it to hear Miss. Star say puppet has been a good little bitch.

 

puppet still has no idea what it will be wearing to the Con but that doesn't matter because puppet doesn't have any choices about anything. Miss. Star will dictate and puppet will obey it's that simple. Having no choice in matters is very freeing. 

 

puppet can only hope that Miss. Star sees that it's trying and that it has a big slave heart that beats for Her. puppet knows what it's meant to be and accepts what that means. puppet is meant to be a slave to a Woman and Miss. Star is an AMAZING Woman to serve. 

 

Any slave would be lucky to have a Mistress/Owner/Keyholder that is half as amazing as Miss. Star is. 

 

puppet is Your humble, chastity wearing, bitch slave Mistress and very proud of it too.


9/17/2013 3:57:28 AM

puppet found out yesterday that its State Rep was resigning. It was considering throwing its hat into the ring but found out one of its friends is going to run so it will stay out of it for now. puppet will be working on this person's campaign though. After the election, and hopefully the win for puppet's friend, puppet will sit down with this friend to share its ideas. 

 

At some point yesterday it seems that one of puppet's testicals ended up on the wrong side of the base ring on its chastity device. puppet is going to ask for permission to remove the device to clean it and fix it. puppet has no idea how one testical was able to escape but it's freedom will be short lived.

 

puppet is getting more comfortable with the device every day. That's actually a good thing because puppet knows Miss. Star will be keeping it in this device for weeks at a time.

 

puppet has no idea what Miss. Star has planned for this weekend at Kinky Con. She hasn't even told puppet what it will wear yet. Maybe puppet will go as marionette? Maybe puppet will go dressed up with a purple shirt (since it's Miss. Star's favorite color. puppet will wear whatever Miss. Star dictates it to wear and will enjoy it. 

 

Only a few more days until Kinky Con in NH. puppet wonders how many P/people from collarme world will be there.

 


9/16/2013 3:59:37 AM

puppet doesn't want today to be Monday!! puppet wishes it was Friday so it would not be working and getting ready to leave for Kinky Con. 

 

puppet is finding that the longer its in chastity the hornier it gets. puppet knows that Miss. Star will find that irrelevant as it isn't really Her problem to deal with. puppet need to deal with its own horniness and not let it affect the quality of submission it gives to Miss. Star.

 

puppet is excited to see what Miss. Star has planned for it while She keeps it chastity. puppet is excited to experience new things that Miss. Star feels would be fun and exciting. Her level of sadism working to increase puppet's level of masochism while at the same time reminding puppet that She can do anything She wishes to it because it's Her property.

 

puppet has a feeling that it will be coming home with marks on its body. Maybe from evil sticks, maybe from a paddle, maybe from a riding crop or maybe from some new toy that Miss. Star gets this weekend. 

 

puppet needs to take whatever pain She dishes out and know that She is giving that pain as a gift. Miss. Star's time and attention that She spends on puppet to inflict that pain is priceless and puppet will thank Her for it too.

 

What an honor it is to serve such an amazing Woman as Miss. Star. She brings out so many emotions in puppet that puppet goes crazy with desire. puppet will do anything to make Miss. Star happy.

 


9/15/2013 12:29:13 AM

It looks like puppet isn't supposed to get any sleep tonight. Since midnight a car alarm keeps going off about every half hour. The car is right outside puppet's window and it's really PISSING pUPPET OFF!!!

 

puppet had a great time with Miss. Star yesterday. She informed puppet that She wants it in chastity for 3 weeks before She takes its spare key. puppet can't argue with Her so it won't. That doesn't mean that puppet will be let out after that time either.

 

puppet just found out that a week from tomorrow is a local gun show and it plans to attend. Maybe it will be able to buy some pre ban magazines for its AR-15.

 

If puppet can't sleep it will probably kill S/someone. 

 

puppet has no idea what else to right. 

 

Does puppet enjoy chastity?

Yes, very much so. puppet needs to be controlled by Miss. Star and this is just another way to make sure that Her gifts of a orgasm stay on Her terms.

 

Does puppet know the power that Miss. Star now has over it? 

Yes. She has absolute power and puppet hopes that She takes full advantage of it too.

 

Does puppet miss having control over its orgasms?
Not really because that was the first thing Miss. Star took from it. Even before She named Her puppet She took away its orgasms. It has been hard at times for puppet but puppet knows that pleasing Miss. Star is worth any amount of suffering.

 

Would puppet change anything so far?

No. Not one thing at all. puppet is being kept in its rightful place by a Woman that knows what She's doing. 

 

Is puppet thankful for the treatment Miss. Star is giving it?

How could puppet not be thankful for it. She treats puppet as Her bitch and as a piece of Her property and that's exactly what puppet is.

 

Chastity brings with it some emotions. puppet knows that it will experience more of them once the spare key is taken form it. How will those emotions affect puppet? Only time will tell. puppet knows that Miss. Star will be with it throughout this journey though and for that puppet is very thankful. 

 

Well, puppet is going to try to get some sleep again and maybe it will work. Is it wrong to want to shoot a car? 


9/14/2013 3:57:46 AM

puppet wants to make sure it does Miss. Star's journal on time today. She wasn't happy with puppet yesterday and puppet doesn't blame Her. puppet knows that posting late is unacceptable unless it has Miss. Star's permission to do so. puppet doesn't know yet what, if any, punishment Miss. Star will dish out for puppet's failure but puppet will take any punishment that She deems appropriate.

 

How's puppet's time in chastity going? Well, for most of the day yesterday puppet forgot it was even wearing the device. It has almost become just part of puppet now. Tomorrow will be one full week of wearing it without removal. 

 

Chastity is one of those things that puppet thinks all slaves should experience. It's one thing to be required to wait until permission is given to masturbate or orgasm but it's a totally different thing to have that ability locked away from.

 

The life of this puppet is to serve, please, amuse, entertain and give pleasure to its owner. That's where chastity comes into play because puppet knows that it amuses its Owner that puppet is now unable to masturbate and it pleased Her when puppet gave Her the key. Now, puppet can and will be able to turn its sexual energy towards serving Miss. Star better. Please puppet's owner is its top priority and that's why puppet looks forward to turning over the other key of its device.

 

Once puppet no longer has a key to the device it has no idea what to expect. puppet doesn't know how it will feel about the whole situation. puppet does know though that as soon as it turns over the other key its fate will then be completely in Miss. Star's hands. What more could a slave wish for than that though. 

 

puppet plans to try to enjoy the ride as it now lives as Miss. Star's puppet and chastity bitch.

 

Is there anything puppet won't do for Miss. Star? Not really. puppet has a few hard limits that She knows about but other than that puppet can't see itself refusing Her anything.

 

 

 


9/13/2013 4:30:23 AM

As puppet stated earlier it over slept. puppet's journal was supposed to be posted by 7am and it has failed that today. puppet doesn't know how Miss. Star will react to this but it hasn't happened often. 

 

puppet set its alarm to wake up in time but the alarm wasn't turned on......How puppet failed at that simple task is beyond it. puppet takes 100% of the responsibility and knows that such things are NOT acceptable. 

 

puppet is finding that it's getting hornier faster while in chastity. puppet just knows that once the other key is out of its hands this feeling will intensify. This is puppet's new reality and it needs to not only accept it but embrace it.

 

Next weekend is Kinky Con and puppet is looking forward to it. puppet has never been to a Kinky Con before but it has a room booked and tickets bought. puppet didn't really have a choice in going or not. puppet was told during the Summer Fetish Flea that it was to get ticket and a hotel for this event. It was told the same thing for the Winter Fetish Flea as well.

 

puppet does whatever Miss. Star tells it to do. Chastity is going to give Her so much more leverage over puppet though. puppet isn't sure if it or Her totally understand the power dynamic of chastity but W/we will both find out. puppet is just happy to be under the control of Miss. Star and will give Her any control that She chooses to have.

 

puppet is beyond happy that it found Miss. Star. No matter what happens is O/our lives puppet can't see itself not being with Her and serving Her needs in some way. 

 

Miss. Star's happiness is puppet's happiness and Miss. Star's pleasure is puppet's pleasure. 

 

puppet has no needs or wants in this relationship other than Miss. Star's wants and needs. puppet loves when it makes Miss. Star happy and Her praising puppet is a huge turn on for puppet. Her praises lets puppet know it has done good for Her.

 

puppet is apologizes a trillion times Mistress for this being late. puppet won't let it happen again. 

 

 


9/13/2013 3:03:34 AM

puppet over slept and doesn't have time to write a journal right now. Sorry. puppet will write one later.


9/12/2013 3:59:42 AM

The day keeps getting closer....What day? The day puppet will lose its spare key and and have no easy out of its chastity cage. puppet is both excited and nervous about this day coming. puppet knows that it's inevitable though. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star owns its cock and its orgasms so therefore She should control both keys to puppet's chastity device. puppet trusts Miss. Star completely and knows that She knows what's best for Her puppet. 

 

When puppet first saw the key hanging around Miss. Star's neck it got totally aroused....Well, as aroused as it could anyway. Now, knowing that its other key will be with S/someone else adds to that arousal.

 

The hardest part will probably be the not knowing when Miss. Star will be allowing Her puppet out of said device. With that said, puppet accepts it as its new reality. 

 

puppet forgets W/who's idea this was originally. puppet knows that Miss. Star likes to control its orgasms because She has been doing it since W/we first met. It was the first bit of control lost by puppet to Miss. Star. Now She will be denying it access to the cock between its legs.

 

What more could a slave really wish for in its life than a Mistress like Miss. Star? 

 

puppet has been working towards earning Her collar for several months now. That, in puppet's eyes, will be a dream come true. Being collared to Miss. Star and in chastity to Her; how much more owned could a slave be? Not very much unless She kept me locked in some kind of cage in Her basement............That could be fun too. 

 

puppet is honored to be Your chastity bitch Mistress.

 

  


9/11/2013 3:55:55 AM

Today is the 12th anniversary of the worst terror attack on U.S. soil. Today is a day to reflect on that. Be on the look out though because today is also the day W/we are most likely to be attacked again. E/everyone still remembers what T/they were doing on this day 12 years ago. puppet was on Active Duty in the U.S. Air Force.

 

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Ok, enough of the sad topics. puppet is starting to get some stuff ready to go to Kinky Con. puppet never knows what Miss. Star will want to do so it needs to be ready for anything. 

 

puppet hopes that the weather is nice and the pool is open at the hotel. This is going to be puppet's first Kinky Con. puppet has been to a couple Fetish Flea's before so this will be fun.

 

puppet is going with its AMAZING Owner and Her friend that is a male dom (in training). 

 

After this event puppet will be looking forward to the Winter Flee. 

 

puppet loves these events because it can be itself and not be judged.

 

Being a male slave is sometimes looked down upon. Society says that males have to be the dominant ones and the head of household. Well, puppet feels, that society is wrong. Women should be the Head of Household and males should be serving Them. 

 

 


9/10/2013 3:59:19 AM

puppet is excited. It has booked  room for Kinky Con and for the Winter Fetish Flea. Now puppet just needs to put some money aside so that it can have some to spend.

 

Hearing Miss. Star say (or seeing Her type) "good boy" makes puppet proud. It also turns puppet on knowing that it pleased Her. Miss. Star knows this and since puppet is in chastity it can't do anything about its arousal. That's ok though because when the time comes for Miss. Star to unlock puppet's chastity device it will make the orgasm that much better......assuming puppet doesn't ruin it again by accident. 

 

The idea of a Miss. Star giving puppet a ruined orgasm is a turn-on but the idea of puppet doing it to itself is not. puppet just does as it's told though and will alway fallow the orders given by Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star told puppet that She already knows the things that puppet writes in its journals for Her everyday. She just loves to make puppet wake up early and write them. This amuses Her and puppet is honored amuse its Owner. 

 

Miss. Star has a way about Her that makes puppet crave being on its knees at Her feet. puppet craves any attention that She may willing give it.

 

puppet is excited and nervous about giving up its spare key but it's going to happen. Once it does this chastity thing will be for real 100%. 

 


9/9/2013 3:59:30 AM

Yesterday was a great day. puppet got to spend time with its Mistress. 

 

puppet always brings Miss. Star a coffee on Sundays when it visits Her at work and yesterday wasn't any different. puppet also bought sushi for lunch simply because that is what Miss. Star wanted and what would make Her happy. Making Miss. Star happy yesterday made puppet very happy.

 

puppet also put gas in Miss. Star's car for Her because She needed it. She didn't ask for puppet to do it and even said puppet didn't have to but puppet wanted to. Now picture, if Y/you will, a 230 (ish) pound guy with an AR-15 t-shirt on getting out of a car with an "I Love Unicorns" bumper sticker...oh yea....and little monster decals on the rear window too. Yes, that did really happen. When i explained that to Miss. Star She started laughing.

 

Now, puppet didn't do these things to get anything, except Miss. Star's happiness, but Miss. Star choose to reward puppet anyway. puppet will NEVER turn down a gift from Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star allowed Her puppet to cum last night. Here is where puppet screwed itself over though.....puppet was trying to savor the moment, because it doesn't know when the next time will be, so it was stroking slowly. Once puppet felt like it was getting ready to cum it stopped stroking and took its hands away. That didn't stop anything though. puppet ended up ruining its own orgasm by accident. puppet came but got no actual orgasm this time.

 

After puppet showered and cleaned its chastity tube it locked itself back up. Now puppet wears it and waits. In a couple weeks puppet will most likely be giving up the spare key to its device. That day will be the same time as Kinky Con in NH come to think of it.

 

puppet is so happy that it found a device that will fit well enough that it can be in chastity for its Owner. Once puppet gives up its spare key though it won't be able to let itself out for a reward like it did yesterday. It will have to wait until the next time it sees Miss. Star (or the P/person with puppet's spare key).

 

Thank You for allowing puppet to cum Mistress and for allowing puppet to be Your's. Also thank You for holding puppet's key Mistress.

 

  


9/8/2013 3:57:53 AM

Yesterday puppet was honored to help its Owner move. It took two runs with puppet's work van. 

 

At times last night puppet even forgot about the cage that is imprisoning the cock between its legs. Miss. Star owns that cock and She has since the day Her and i met. Now She is puppet's Keyholder and puppet loves it.

 

puppet seems to be adjusting well to the device. puppet needs to check again today for swelling but if yesterday didn't cause any than puppet may be all set.

 

puppet is a bit nervous about turning over the spare key though. It isn't that it lacks trust in Miss. Star because puppet trusts Her completely. The idea of not having the easy escape (if puppet chooses to use it) both arouses and scare this puppet because that will mean that puppet no longer has any control (or perceived control).

 

puppet is fully aware that it's puppet's remaining male ego and pride that are the issue here. These two things will be crushed (hopefully) once puppet gives up the spare key. It will probably be a couple of weeks before that happens though.

 

Since puppet started wearing this device it has found itself thinking of Miss. Star even more. This causes puppet to get aroused and the cage asserts itself at that point. puppet hopes that this device and being locked in chastity for Miss. Star will help puppet become the perfect slave for Her.

 

puppet want to be Her complete and total slave. Collared, locked in chastity until She chooses to release it, punished and rewarded by Her and for Her pleasure.

 

puppet serves Your will Mistress and not its own. Your pleasure is puppet's pleasure Mistress.

 

 


9/7/2013 3:54:35 AM

puppet is surprised that it seems to be adjusting to the chastity tube pretty well. puppet slept almost through the entire night only waking up a couple times to adjust things. eing in this device since Monday with only a half day gap is good puppet thinks. 

 

puppet knows that there will come a time when Miss. Star takes away its spare key. When that time will be is unknown to puppet. puppet knows that She plans to give the spare key to S/someone else to hold but puppet doesn't know if it will know W/who has the key. If Miss. Star feels like telling puppet than it's one thing but puppet doesn't know if it will be allowed to ask.

 

The reality of chastity is much different than the fantasy of it. The reality is that now puppet is even more controlled by Miss. Star and even more at Her mercy. This makes puppet even more of Her little bitch. Please don't misunderstand me, puppet LOVES being under Her control and being Her bitch, this just makes it more so. 

 

puppet does wonder what other controls Miss. Star will be taking in puppet's life though. puppet knows that it will, most likely, give up those controls without a fight as well. puppet needs to be a slave to Miss. Star. puppet is VERY addicted to Her and has no hope of ever being free again. 

 

Thank You for taking puppet's orgasms Mistress. Now they are Your's to give out as You see fit. puppet only wishes to be a good boy for You and to serve You the way You wish it to.


9/6/2013 2:55:56 AM

puppet's chastity device is feeling better. puppet will check for swelling again today like it does everyday.

 

puppet really hopes that this works because it enjoys being locked up like this for Miss. Star. puppet looks forward to a time when it will not have a spare key and it will be totally at Miss. Star's mercy. puppet knows that such a time will eventually arrive. puppet isn't sure if it will be with this device or not though. If the swelling keeps happening puppet doesn't know what it will do. The custom made devices are out of puppet's price range.

 

If Y/you have never experienced the feeling of a chastity device Y/you're missing out. Every second it's on it feels like Miss. Star has a grip on the cock that She owns. puppet loves that feeling.

 

puppet locked itself up on Monday and was out of it for about 13 hours on Wednesday and back in since. puppet's goals are simple right now. If it can go a week without needing to take it off puppet feels it will be very close to giving up the spare key.

 

How long will puppet end up staying in the device is strictly up to Miss. Star. She has 100% of the entire situation and puppet couldn't be happier.

 


9/5/2013 2:59:29 AM

Yesterday puppet noticed a bit of swelling so it removed the chastity device in the morning. puppet did reinstall said device last night though. While freed from its cage puppet felt odd. It still felt like the cage was still on. 

 

When puppet put the chastity device back on it used a larger ring and spacer. Now it doesn't feel so tight and there isn't as much pinching so far.

 

puppet knows that, as its Keyholder, Miss. Star will not let puppet out of chastity too often. puppet doesn't yet know what Her terms will be for its release but puppet knows knows that She will be strict and unyielding.

 

Chastity isn't a game or a fantasy anymore for puppet. It has now become puppet's reality. puppet's sure that Miss. Star could make a game out of it and puppet would play said game. puppet is likely to lose at said game too. 

 

puppet feels so lucky to have found Miss. Star. She is so perfect for puppet......Well....She's actually perfect in every way.

 

The fact that She is not only willing but also excited to be puppet's Keyholder is wonderful.

 

Now, with the object of its distraction under lock and key puppet can focus on serving and pleasing Miss. Star.

 

When will Miss. Star allow puppet to orgasm next? Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week or maybe in a few weeks. Only Miss. Star knows when, where and how puppet will have its next orgasm. puppet isn't worried about that though. its orgasms belong to Miss. Star just like puppet's body, heart and mind do.


9/4/2013 3:57:30 AM

puppet seems to be adjusting to its chastity a little. The erections in the middle of the night wake it up though. It will take some time but puppet WILL fully adjust to its new situation. 

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puppet knows that a chastity device isn't meant for comfort. This device is a constant reminder that its the owned property of Miss. Star. puppet is so honored that She has the key to its chastity device. 

 

puppet is going to have to deal with this device because it pleases Miss. Star. After almost 48 hours the only thing puppet finds is that it gets a pinching feeling on its scrotum every once in awhile which can usually be solved easily. The other things is that when puppet tries to get hard the ring puts pressure on puppet's balls and causes that uncomfortable "recently kicked in the balls" feeling. That one is harder to solve.....no pun intended. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star won't let puppet quick this. The door has been opened and what is done can not be undone. 

 

If A/anyone out there has any experience with chastity and would like to share advice or tips please feel to contact puppet. puppet could use all of the advice and encouragement it can get right now. 

 

puppet was honored by something it saw this morning on that other kinky site. Miss. Star has on Her profile now that She is puppet's Keyholder.

 

Thank You for this honor Mistress. puppet lives to serve You Mistress.


9/3/2013 3:58:13 AM

Yesterday was an interesting day for puppet. puppet put on its chastity device (the curve) and locked it on. It went to visit its Owner and gave Her a key to the device. puppet is being allowed to keep one key for now just in case it needs to remove the device. The only things that will allow puppet to remove the device is if it notices swelling or pain. 

 

puppet slept with the device on last night and only woke up a couple times for some slight pinching at the scrotum. puppet has found that if it give the scrotum a slight tug and pulls it back through the ring the pinching stops. 

 

Other than the two reasons stated puppet isn't allowed to remove the device without permission now. 

 

Miss. Star is wearing puppet's key around Her neck right now and puppet is happy about that. At some point, sometime, She will choose to let puppet out of the device for a reason that She decides.

 

puppet is going to error on the side of caution and figure that, just like it isn't allowed to ask for an orgasm, it will not be allowed to ask for release form chastity (except under specific conditions).

 

For puppet this is just one more step on its ever continuing journey of being a total and complete slave to Miss. Star. This is another level of control that She now has over puppet. puppet knows that this will just make it even more desperate for orgasms at times. It will, probably, also make puppet more submissive. 

 

Being Miss. Star's total and complete "bitch" is a goal of puppets as is earning Her collar. 

 

Miss. Star will also be choosing W/who will be holding the spare key to puppet's chastity device once puppet's body gets used to the device. puppet doesn't know if it will know W/who She chooses or if the spare key will be on a rotation between several of Her F/friends. In truth though, it isn't anything for puppet to worry about because it isn't something it has control over. 

 

Thank You for taking and holding puppet's key Mistress. puppet is so lucky that You accepted it and puppet hopes to do whatever it takes to earn release.

 


9/2/2013 3:58:34 AM

It seems that all of the (kinky) Women puppet knows want to see it in pain. puppet can understand it from Miss. Star but coming from the others it's a bit of a shock. These Women want too see puppet waxed as well. 

 

In case Y/you are not aware, puppet is a very hairy creature. This is caused by its Italian side. Miss. Star has made it 200% clear to puppet that the hair is going to go away. She will not allow puppet to shave it nor will She shave it. She wants to pour hot, molten wax onto puppet and pull the hair out roots and all. puppet has a sneaking suspicion that this will hurt....

 

puppet is willing to go through with this for three reasons.

  1. Miss. Star has said that puppet must have it done
  2. It will make Miss. Star happy to see puppet squirm and scream in pain
  3. puppet wants to do anything to make Miss. Star happy

 

Now, with all of that known, Miss. Star hasn't told puppet when or where this waxing will take place. 

 

puppet craves Miss. Star and whatever torture and abuse She dishes out. 

 

Miss. Star has so much control over puppet. puppet even suspects that Miss. Star has control over things that puppet isn't even aware it has lost control of. 

 

puppet has several things it wishes to do with Miss. Star and things it wishes to have Miss. Star do to it. All of those things though, all of puppet's wants and wishes, take a back seat to what Miss. Star wants or wishes. puppet knows that too. puppet knows that Miss. Star does ONLY what She wants and when She wants to do it. puppet is Her bitch and Her slave. puppet wants whatever She gives it and what Miss. Star gives to puppet is what puppet needs. 

 

puppet is Your loyal and humble slave bitch Mistress. Thank You for making this lost slave Your puppet.


8/31/2013 10:55:11 PM

Yesterday was fun. puppet spent time with Miss. Star and some of Her friends at a cookout. puppet thinks that Miss. Star may have "introduced" a couple vanillas to the world of kink. 

 

Some P/people get crazy when T/they get drink a lot. Miss. Star gets even more Amazing.

 

puppet was in its glory though when it was allowed to kiss the feet of its Owner. Miss. Star's feet are perfect...well...actually, "perfect" doesn't even do Miss. Star's feet justice. puppet dreams of kissing Her feet and would do anything for a chance to lick Her feet and suck on Her toes.

 

With that said puppet is going to be seeing Her tomorrow at some point too. puppet is happy to spend time with Miss. Star regardless of what is happening. Even if puppet was just gagged, blindfolded and bound in a corner it would be happy just knowing it was with Miss. Star. 

 

puppet doesn't think a more perfect Mistress exists than Miss. Star. puppet is willing to do anything to please Her and make Her happy. Anything that She chooses to do to puppet is what puppet wants and needs done to it. She know puppet well and She knows what She wants to make puppet into. puppet is willing to be turned into whatever Miss. Star sees puppet being for Her. 

 

 


8/31/2013 3:51:17 AM

Why is puppet so drawn to a Mistress that it knows wants to inflict pain onto it? puppet isn't a pain slut any more (but puppet was told that WILL change) but still remembers a time when it was. puppet isn't that age anymore though. 23, 24, 25 years old seem like a long time ago for puppet. Why does puppet crave this treatment so much though?

Is it because puppet is trying to relive its youth? Is it because puppet wants to prove its manhood? Is it simply that it wants to be what Miss. Star wants it to be?

 

puppet feels its the last one. While it would be nice to relive puppet's youth it's not possible. The past is the past and it needs to stay there. As for proving its manhood, that's simply crazy. puppet is but a toy, a plaything and an instrument of Miss. Star. For that reason puppet can not prove its manhood because toys are neither male nor Female, they're just toys.

 

Hearing Miss. Star giggle with delight when She brings Her paddle down on puppet's ass is an amazing sound. It causes waves of pleasure to run through puppet's body before it even registers the pain from the paddle. Miss. Star's laugh is, in itself, intoxicating. When puppet is screaming in pain She is smiling and goggling.

 

This is part of puppet's job. puppet takes whatever Miss. Star chooses to give it or whatever She chooses to allow others to give it. puppet has about as much say in what will happen with it as the paddle that was used on it. 

 

puppet may try to think of what else Miss. Star may have in mind for it but it could never guess everything. Miss. Star's brain works in FANTASTIC ways that very mysterious to puppet. As much as puppet would love to spend 24 hours inside Her head puppet thinks it may go insane after about an hour. 

 

puppet enjoys the way Miss. Star's mind works though. She keeps puppet on its toes and never knowing what to expect. As slave should never be too comfortable with being able to predict the actions of its Owner. 

 

Thank You for allowing puppet to be Your bitch and to serve You Mistress.


8/30/2013 3:00:09 AM

puppet finds the roller coaster of orgasm denial interesting. From the time if its last orgasm until about a 2 weeks or so it's fine. After about 2 weeks puppet will start getting horny as hell and desperate for orgasm. That will normally last until about the 3 1/2 week mark (at least it did last time). After that puppet's brain resigns itself to the fact that it isn't going to happen.

 

Once puppet's brain hit that point puppet wasn't even able to read erotica or look at erotic pictures. puppet's brain didn't want anything to do with them. Now, puppet went for 5 weeks and 1 day last time so it doesn't have any idea what other turns the roller coaster will take.

 

puppet's only choice is to sit back and enjoy the ride because Miss. Star is at the controls and only She will decide when the ride is over.

 

Orgasm denial is a very difficult thing. The idea that puppet gives up control of its orgasm to Someone else may seem crazy to some people. It may in fact actually be crazy but puppet sees it as a deeper form of submission. To puppet, it's a way to show its Owner that it's willing to do whatever She demands. It also shows puppet's Owner that puppet knows Her pleasure comes first. 

 

A chastity device is the next logical step for puppet. It has one but it needs to shave and do a good job at it too. puppet looks forward to the day that Miss. Star holds the key to puppet. Than puppet's orgasm will be totally at Her mercy.

 

puppet will serve its Owner as long as She allows it to and will do so to the best of its abilities. puppet has a dream of living at Miss. Star's beck and call. Always there with Her to serve and do as She wishes. Cook for Her, clean for Her, give Her food rubs or massages and to pleasure Her in any way She sees fit. 

puppet wants to live the life of a slave and be Miss. Star's bitch forever.

  

   


8/29/2013 2:55:02 AM

So puppet's friend "Nadia" identifies as a piggy. She sees Herself as "Miss. Piggy" sometimes. Thanks to the pig hood that puppet got Her She can act out the role anytime She wishes. Now however, She sees puppet as the kermit the frog to Her Miss. Piggy. 

 

Since the hood that puppet got for Her is latex She is looking for a latex kermit hood puppet. This could be interesting but at the same time weird. puppet's choice will be made when Miss. Star says either "yes" or "no" to puppet wearing the hood. puppet has a feeling it knows what Miss. Star will say though.

 

The way Miss. Star thinks would scare most males and maybe rightfully so too. She is very forward and very sadistic. It's so AWESOME!! Nadia is kind of a little Sadist Herself too. When the Two of Them are together and talking puppet feels that only pain and humiliation will result for it. 

 

With all of that said puppet is willing to endure pain and humiliation in order to please and amuse Miss. Star. puppet needs its pain tolerance to increase though. After many years of not doing pain puppet's pain threshold is really low.

 

puppet has also noticed that it bruises a lot more than ever before and that the bruises last a lot longer. Getting old SUCKS!! puppet wears its bruises proudly though since they were gifts from Miss. Star. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star has a lot of plans for it but puppet has no idea what those plans are. As Miss. Star's slave puppet doesn't have a right to know either. puppet will do whatever Miss. Star plans for it.


8/28/2013 2:55:39 AM

puppet's brain isn't working this morning.

 

puppet has been thinking about the new training that Miss. Star is going to implement. She wants to make puppet talk less....a lot less.......like not at all unless spoken directly to. This program will tie talking out of turn to an extra week without an orgasm.

 

She plans to have markers that will be used to mark on puppet's arm and each mark will be an extra week without orgasm. This worries puppet a bit because it knows it can be talkative at times. The talkative side of puppet comes out when it's comfortable in a setting. If puppet is in a setting where it's uncomfortable it won;t be talking a lot. 

 

puppet doesn't really have choice about this training program. Miss. Star IS putting it into place. So far puppet knows of 3 P/people who are going to have a marker and a 4'th Person that might get one too. That means if puppet speaks out of turn around any of T/them T/they can and will put a mark on puppet's arm. Those marks will be added up and that time added to its wait for orgasm. 

 

One of puppet's slight concerns is if the length of denial is long is about possible health effects. puppet doesn't know if it will be milked or not. puppet trusts Miss. Star and Her judgement. puppet would NEVER question Her.

 

puppet hopes that this training works quickly though and without too long of a punishment. puppet hates when Miss. Stat feels that She needs to punish it. Training on the other hand is something puppet knew it would need so that it could learn to please Miss. Star the way that She wishes and deserves.

 

puppet now lives a life of service and its life belongs to Miss. Star for as long as She will have it.

 

 


8/27/2013 3:28:38 AM
It seems like puppet needs to put its journal here for right now. puppet's internet is "down" but yet it allows me to navigate this site. If puppet tries to go to CM it won't work. puppet will have to transfer this over when it gets to work.So, puppet's friend, Nadia has decided that She wants puppet in a kermit hood. This came about because puppet got Her a latex pig hood. Now She wants to get a latex kermit hood for puppet so W/we can be Miss. Piggy and kermit......She tells me that She already ran this by Miss. Star which the choice is out of puppet hands.puppet knows that, when it comes to Miss. Star, if it will embarrass, humiliate or otherwise make puppet feel uncomfortable Miss. Star will enjoy the hell out of it. That means that puppet will need to get used of the latex hood.puppet will do anything its told in order to make Miss. Star happy. puppet's pride and ego mean nothing to it anymore. Both may be totally destroyed and puppet will be very happy.Miss. Star has Her plans for puppet and puppet isn't aware of most of them. That's ok with puppet though. This will keep puppet on its toes and guessing. puppet knows that it needs the treatments that it will receive from Miss. Star even if it doesn't like or enjoy the treatments. Miss. Star tells puppet that it?WILL?be waxed. She hasn't told puppet when but puppet knows that it will be happening. puppet doesn't have any way out of it.Thank You for letting puppet be Your slave, Your bitch and Your property Mistress. puppet is extremely happy in its role.

8/26/2013 2:54:13 AM

While reading some journals here puppet wonders how some of the things work. puppet sees Women posting for foot worship and body worship but "online only". puppet wonders how that works? To puppet it would be like an online flogging. Y/you can talk about it all You wish but there will never be an actual sensation felt. puppet knows how it feels to do foot and body worship. It has done it in the past so it gets confused with the "online only" type. 

 

To each there own though. If it get Y/you what Y/you seek than rock on. puppet just doesn't get it. 

 

Ok. now that puppet has ranted a bit it will step off of its soapbox.

 

Miss. Star has informed puppet that She will be correcting what She sees a fault in puppet. She says (and others have too) that puppet talks too much. She's still working on all of the details but needless to say it will involve permanent markers and added weeks of orgasm denial. 

 

puppet needs to be trained and this is how Miss. Star is choosing to do it. puppet can't argue with Her on it. puppet is hopeful that there will be a way for it to erase some of the added time but that is all up to Miss. Star. 

 

This makes puppet even more sure that it needs to get used to its chastity device. That way Miss. Star can take away puppet's access to an orgasm until She feels puppet is ready for one. 

 

Being Miss. Star's property means that puppet doesn't doesn't have any say in this. puppet is happy just to be allowed to serve Miss. Star.


8/25/2013 1:43:02 AM

puppet just got home from The Society in CT. Yesterday puppet, its Owner and two O/others headed down there with the hopes of puppet topping two Women. One didn't make it do to health issues so that event must be rescheduled.

 

puppet gave its Friend "Nadia" a latex pig hood and took Her hood cherry. puppet also got to lead Her around on a leash for a bit.

 

Miss. Star than saw fit, later in the night, to turn puppet over to Nadia for Her to enjoy. Not only did She flog and paddle puppet but Miss. Star paddled puppet as well as Her two F/friends. One even used a yardstick. Nadia even bit puppet over 4 times. She really likes to bit for some reason.

 

puppet's butt is sore and burning. 

 

The Society is a great place and a group of great people. Only one more visit until puppet can become a member. 

 

Well, it's after 4:30am and puppet is tired. puppet wants to go to sleep. This will be puppet's journal for Sunday since it would have to wake up in 2 hours anyway to right it.

 

Goodnight E/everyone.

 


8/24/2013 3:56:56 AM

puppet hopes that it pleases its Owner today. Actually, puppet hopes for that everyday. Today is different though. Once again puppet is meeting a couple of Miss. Star's F/friends and puppet has been given it's instructions on how to act. After meeting T/them W/we're all heading to CT to watch puppet dominate 2 Women.

 

puppet needs to make sure whatever happens Miss. Star is having a good time. Will these Two Women overwhelm puppet? Did puppet put its foot in its mouth (wouldn't be the first time)? Will puppet end up being the one being dominated rather doing the dominating? Only time will answer these questions. The Society in CT opens at 6pm tonight.

 

There are several P/people that will be there to watch this. Several P/people want to see puppet fail in this attempt. puppet hasn't heard from a single P/person that feels it has any chance of success here.........

 

None of that matters anymore though. Miss. Star made the decision that this WILL happen and Her word is the law as far as puppet is concerned. puppet will do anything it takes to put a smile on Miss. Star's beautiful face.


As Miss. Star's slave and property it will be up to Her when enough is enough. It won't matter if puppet is doing the dominating or being dominated. puppet isn't allowed to stop the event. 

 

If these Two Women are able to win than puppet has a feeling there will be pain and humiliation in its not to distant  future. If puppet can win than it will be  very interesting experience for puppet.

 

Regardless of what happens, tonight will be fun for all. Nadia and puppet are friends and that will not change even after puppet exploits the piggy part of Her and makes Her submit (or surrender) to puppet and be a good little slave Girl.

 

 

 

 


8/23/2013 2:52:43 AM

So today is friday. Tomorrow Miss. Star and puppet are going to CT. While there puppet is to attempt to dominate 2 Women who have promised Miss. Star (and puppet) that They will turn the tables on puppet. Now, puppet does think it has a chance to succeed without the tables being turned on it but N/nobody else seems to agree.

 

puppet doesn't have a clue of what to expect since it has never attempted to dominate A/anyone before. 

 

This all started because puppet was being a smart ass to a friend of it's on "that other site" and Miss. Star saw it. She felt that puppet needed to be taught a lesson. She made the choice that puppet would would attempt this.

 

puppet wants to make something clear though. puppet believes in Female Supremacy and would NEVER consider itself above a Woman. puppet is simply doing as it's told. If Miss. Star ordered puppet to surrender to these Women without a fight it would do just that. 

 

Woman are the Superior and puppet knows that. 

 

puppet knows that a lesson will be learned one way or another tomorrow. Either puppet will fail and these Women will end up turning the table on it or Miss. Star will do the teaching after puppet has these Two Women submitting. 

 

puppet would be lying if it said it wasn't nervous about tomorrow night. puppet's only safeword will be Miss. Star stepping in to end things. Other than that puppet will not be allowed an easy out should it fail.

 


8/22/2013 2:51:01 AM

Today puppet is stumped as to what to type here. It needs to make an entry or its Owner will be mad. puppey figures that if it starts rambling something will come to it. If this is the case than great but if not puppet is sorry.

 

It gets hard to keep things fresh and write new journal entries everyday. puppet has been doing these since mid April. Sometimes puppet wishes that it had been given a topic to write about. At least that way it could focus on something.

 

puppet writes these journals because it was ordered to. It started doing them on its own when it was being punished by Miss. Star. Well, Miss. Star saw them and told puppet that it would continue to write one everyday. puppet knew better than to question Her and also knew that the choice was made and it didn't have a say in it. 

 

As long as Miss. Star wants puppet to keep this journal it will do so. puppet will post, at least, as often as She wants. 

 

puppet knows that on Sunday it will have a doozy of an entry. 

 

Well E/everyone, puppet is brain dead today and doesn't have any ideas. 

 

Sorry.

 

 


8/21/2013 2:56:55 AM

puppet knows how lucky it is to serve Miss. Star. puppet almost said "how luck it is to have Miss. Star" but as a slave puppet doesn't "have" Her. puppet will stand by Her side (or kneel at Her feet) through anything.

 

Some Mistresses are 1 in a million or 1 in billion. Miss. Star is i in a Googolplex (1010100). The type of Woman and Mistress that only comes around ONCE in a generation.....Maybe once every couple of generations.

 

puppet has absolute trust in Her and will never question or defy Her. These things are NOT allowed. puppet is to simply do as it's told and accept that the choice was made for it. 

 

Someday puppet hopes to be honored by having Miss. Star's collar put on it. That would symbolize the next phase in puppet's slavery. puppet's hard work won't be stopping though. puppet wants to keep Miss. Star's collar (once it gets it) and to do that it will still need to work hard.

 

Miss. Star is a strict and fair Mistress and puppet knows that anything She does to puppet is for the best. It's either something to help puppet learn something new, make puppet a better slave or simply to amuse Herself. 

 

A slave can't tell its Owner "no" so puppet's live will continue this way.

 

 

 

 

 


8/20/2013 2:57:19 AM

Good morning collarme. puppet hopes that everyone is doing good today. Once again puppet didn't get much sleep but that was puppet's fault. maybe puppet will get to bed earlier tonight.

 

Miss. Star,

 

You are an amazing Mistress. You are more than puppet ever wished for and better than puppet could have dreamed. You know what puppet needs and You know to get what You want form puppet. If ever there was a Woman that deserved puppet's total submission and loyalty it's You Miss. Star. 

 

Even without being bound puppet is helpless to You. Telling You "no" is out of the question. Choices are a thing of the past for puppet now that it belongs to You Mistress.

 

Making You happy is puppet's goal in life. Giving You joy, pleasure, amusement and entertainment makes puppet happy. 

 

Your words are puppet's laws. puppet kneels before You humbly and obediently while it awaits instructions.

 

Feeling Your embrace brings puppet to Heaven. Feeling Your lips upon its own melts away any willpower puppet may have. The chance to worship Your flesh would drive puppet even further into its "Miss. Star Addiction". 

 

You're a Superior Being to puppet and as such You should be served by lower being such as puppet. puppet is Your property Mistress. You may do with it as You see fit. puppet knows that You know that already though. puppet wants the entire lifestyle community to know it though.

 

puppet believes that ALL Women should own at least one male slave. What She does with that slave is Her business but knows that males would be happier if they were a Woman's property.

 

puppet willing gave itself to You Miss. Star and in doing gave up its rights. puppet only has privileges now and its privileges are only those that You will allow it to have.

 


8/19/2013 2:57:17 AM

Yesterday puppet spent all day with its Owner. puppet enjoyed every second of it too. 

 

puppet is extremely tired this morning though. puppet got home at 11:30 last night and got to sleep about midnight. Now puppet is up at 5:30am so that it can write this journal for its Owner. The journal is due by 7am but puppet needs to be to work by 7am.

 

Miss. Star did LOVE Her new unicorns though. That made puppet very happy. Also the paddle that puppet had made for Her was beautiful and painful. 

 

Next weekend puppet will be "attempting" to dominate two Women. The way this is being planned (not by puppet) will result in these two Women torturing puppet. If puppet is able to succeed (and it hopes that it can) it may actually be fun for puppet. If puppet fails (which is possible) than it hopes O/others will learn form any mistakes it made do better when T/they attempt these Two. 

 

One of these Two Women is a friend of puppet's. puppet knows things about Her and has tricks up its sleeve for Her. It's Her Friend that's the Wild Card. puppet doesn't know her. The goal for puppet is to get One of Them into bondage before focussing on the Other. If puppet can do that it MAY have a chance here. 

 

Any advice Y/you may have for a slave trying to dominate for the first time would be helpful.

 

As a side note: puppet's Owner WILL be watching and She won't let puppet do anything unsafe. She's also the One that will be in charge of what can and can't happen to puppet if these Women overpower it.

 

 

 

 


8/18/2013 3:56:27 AM

puppet is so very happy today. Today it gets to see its Owner. Today puppet gets to take Miss. Star to work and stay there with Her all day. That also means that puppet will be put to work too. This is totally fine because a Goddess like Miss. Star shouldn't have to do too much work. That's why She has a slave like puppet.

 

Today puppet will also be giving Miss. Star Her new unicorns. For Miss. Star there is no such thing as "too many unicorns". 

 

Getting to spend this time with Miss. Star is heaven for this puppet. Knowing that it's pleasing Her makes puppet very happy. 

 

puppet also wants to see the paddle that came in for Miss. Star. 

 

being a slave, as puppet is, is a totally different mindset than just be a sub. my Owner's needs, wishes, wants and desires get put above puppet's. The things that puppet wants are only relevant if Miss. Star says they are and puppet will only get the things it wants if Miss. Star allows it. 

 

As a slave puppet needs to put aside its ego and its pride because they will only serve to lessen puppet's ability to submit totally to its Owner. One puppet's male ego and pride are gone it will make puppet a better slave. 

 

If puppet was just a sub than its pride and ego could stay. The reason being is that as a sub puppet would get to turn on and off the submission. As a slave that switch has only one position and that's on. puppet could never just be a sub just like some subs could never be a slave.

 

Putting Miss. Star ahead of itself is very easy for puppet. puppet knows that She is its Superior and She WILL be treated as such.

 

puppet really wishes that there was a fully legal and binding way to make itself (legally) the property of Miss. Star. All of these "slave contracts" that Y/you see online have no real legal tooth to them. 

As two consenting A/adults W/we should be able to give ourselves over willingly to A/another for total and legal ownership. This would be a dream come true for puppet. 

 

puppet already feels owned and knows that escape from Miss. Star would be impossible for it. puppet is so addicted to Her that puppet goes through withdrawal when it's away from Her. Plus....Miss. Star runs the rehab program for Miss. Star addiction and has already told puppet that it wouldn't be allowed entry to the program.

 

puppet will see You in about 2 hours Mistress.

  

 

 


8/17/2013 3:55:49 AM

puppet is so excited to be seeing its Owner tomorrow. puppet couldn't see Her last weekend because She was away. Tomorrow puppet will be luck enough to be at Her place early in the morning to help Her run some errands and then take Her to work. puppet will be staying with Her at work and then bring Her home afterwards. 

 

Y/you could say puppet will be at Her beck and call all day. Y/you'd be right to and that's exactly where puppet should be. puppet feels so natural serving Miss. Star.

 

puppet feels so comfortable kneeling at Miss. Star's feet. It's almost like the feeling of being home because puppet knows that it belongs there.

 

Doing whatever Miss. Star demands of puppet comes so natural to puppet. This proves that puppet was put on this earth for this reason. puppet was born to serve Miss. Star and be Her slave. Miss. Star is puppet's purpose for existing.

 

Tomorrow puppet gets to give Miss. Star the unicorns it got for Her. Maybe puppet will also get to see (and feel) the paddle that it got for Her too. 

 

To be granted a chance to spend any time with Miss. Star makes puppet extremely happy. 

 

puppet is here to serve and obey You Mistress. Anything You tell puppet to do it will do without question Mistress. 

 


8/16/2013 2:58:28 AM

Last night, around 10:30 puppet removed the chastity device because it noticed it chafing a bit where puppet shaved. Also, puppet thinks it needs a smaller ring because puppet feels like it's sliding around a bit. 

 

puppet will put it back on tonight and try another test fit. Once puppet has everything fitted right and knows that there aren't any issues it will happily turn the keys over to Miss. Star. 

 

To puppet this is a form of ultimate surrender. Once She has the keys puppet's fate is totally in Her hands. There will be no turning back and no chance of an orgasm without being with Her.

 

Chastity is a huge step but puppet knows that it will please Miss. Star to have puppet locked up and the keys in Her control. 

 

puppet is already at the point of willingly doing anything Miss. Star demands so it's not sure how chastity will change that but it's going to find out.

 

The control that Miss. Star has over Her puppet is surprising to puppet. It's not that puppet doesn't want Her to have the control, because it does, puppet is just surprised how much control She has and how quickly She got it. 

 

puppet is so happy to be allowed to surrender to Miss. Star and give itself over to Her.

 

The other day puppet was cleaning out its car (it was a mess and hadn't been cleaned in about a year) and found 2 riding crops and a horse whip in the trunk. puppet forgot it had these. 

 

puppet did tell Miss. Star about these toys so that She knows they are available to Her. puppet is nervous though about the horse whip though........puppet has a feeling that it may become one of Miss. Star's new favorite toys. It will leave marks like crazy and will probably draw blood too. If Y/you don't know the item i'm talking about i can try to explain it to Y/you. It's like a cane but more flexible and with a very small (about 1.5 inch) tip that will act like a single tail. Like this:

 

puppet looks forward to seeing Miss. Star this weekend (IF She allows it). puppet hopes that Her vacation is going well and continues to.

 

 


8/15/2013 2:53:50 AM

Yesterday puppet got its new chastity device in the mail. The Curve has a wider diameter than the CB-6000 and puppet needs that wider diameter. puppet put it on yesterday at work and wore it most of the day. When puppet got home it removed the device so that it could shave that area. Once that was done and puppet took a shower to help remove any bits of hair and shaving cream it put the device back on. puppet slept in the device last night.

 

puppet felt it should sleep in it so that it starts to get used to the device. After all, puppet will be wearing it for as long as Miss. Star demands once She has the keys. Just the thought of that is making puppet try to get hard too. puppet loves the idea of Miss. Star holding the key to its orgasms (as She does already) and this will just make it literal.

 

puppet hopes that it doesn't get swelling with this device like it did with the CB-6000. If it does than it was a waist of $150. puppet had bought the CB-6000 about 3 or 4 years ago and tried it out several times. puppet had swelling each time.

 

If this one fails puppet than puppet will have to go back to what it has been doing since April and just use its mind. Not wanting to upset Miss. Star is a great motivator for not masturbating. 

 

puppet was so focused on the chastity device last night that it forgot that it wanted to continue its anal training and it didn't put its plug in. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star has a vision for Her puppet. puppet may not know what that vision is but with the trust puppet has in its Owner puppet wants Her to make Her vision a reality.

 

As Her slave puppet must do as She wishes and be what She wishes.

 

 


8/14/2013 2:57:31 AM

Writing a journal everyday for its Owner's enjoyment is such an honor. Knowing that She reads them makes me feel special. Yes She requires that puppet writes them but that doesn't mean that She's required to read them.

 

There are times that puppet doesn't know what to write though. That's one issue with posting everyday. puppet does always come up with something though. The last thing puppet would want to do is upset its Mistress. That is why You will ALWAYS see puppet's journals posted unless Miss. Star tells puppet it isn't required for some reason. 

 

Miss. Star.........What an amazing Woman She is. puppet doesn't know how what it did in this life to be granted the honor of being Her slave. She has puppet so under Her control that Her F/friends have even mentioned that puppet is Her bitch. puppet is happy to be Her bitch. What an honor for any slave to be considered the bitch of such an amazing Woman.

 

Just knowing that Miss. Star is allowing puppet to serve Her makes puppet feel great. When puppet makes Miss. Star smile puppet smiles. When puppet makes Miss. Star laugh or giggle puppet knows that She's happy and that it's doing its job. 

 

What slave wouldn't want to serve such a Superior being as Miss. Star. Miss. Star is so Superior to puppet that puppet would consider itself extremely lucky to be allowed to lick the soles of Her shoes let alone the soles of Her feet.

 

The things that puppet wants to do are no longer relevant in this world now though. puppet is Miss. Star's slave (or bitch if Y/you prefer) and that means that puppet will do anything Miss. Star wishes. Miss. Star's wants and desires now become puppet's. puppet dreams of the day Miss. Star bestows upon it Her collar. puppet dreams of the day She takes it to a get Her mark tattooed on it so that the world knows puppet belongs to Her. 

 

When will any of this happen? When Miss. Star feels puppet is worthy of it and She is ready to take things to that next level. Nothing will happen before Miss. Star is ready. puppet will be ready as soon as She tells it that it's ready.  

 


8/13/2013 2:58:29 AM

puppet misses its Owner a lot. puppet wants to give Her the unicorns that it got for Her. puppet wants to see Her smile and know that it caused that smile. Making Miss. Star happy is puppet goal. puppet knows that it's one of the reasons that it exists in this world. 

 

i hear P/people talk about "F/fakes" on here all of the time. Well Miss. Star is NOT a Fake and neither is Her puppet. 

 

puppet still, after almost 4 months, can't believe that it has found such an amazing Woman to serve.

 

While earning Miss. Star's collar is puppet's goal and, it would make puppet really happy to earn it as well, puppet knows it will take a lot of hard work. Earning Miss. Star's collar doesn't mean the end of the hard work though. Once puppet earns Her collar puppet must earn the privilege of keeping it. Just like any gift given to puppet by Miss. Star She can take it back if puppet screws up.

 

If puppet ever embarrassed or otherwise brought shame upon Miss. Star it would be devastated. puppet doesn't think it would ever be able to face Miss. Star again if it did that.

 

puppet hopes that Miss. Star knows how honored it is to be Her's. puppet takes this very seriously and knows that all of its actions reflect on its Owner. puppet hopes that it makes You proud everyday Mistress. 

 

puppet will do ANYTHING that Miss. Star orders it to do even if puppet may not enjoy it. puppet isn't a "free male" it's a slave and slaves obey their Owners. As long as it pleases Miss. Star puppet knows it really doesn't have a choice.

 


8/12/2013 2:56:45 AM

puppet is just looking at the screen with no idea what to say. It misses its Owner so much. puppet knows that She needs a vacation but that doesn't help withdrawals. Y/you have no idea how addictive Miss. Star is. She is puppet's drug and puppet will do anything ANYTHING to get more of this drug.

 

She treats puppet the way puppet needs to treated. She controls puppet the way puppet needs to be controlled. puppet knows that it needs this from Her. Ever since She took control over puppet and made it Her's puppet has felt amazing. 

 

Without Miss. Star puppet doesn't think it could have lasted as long as it has without masturbating. How long has it been Y/you wonder? 29 days as of today. puppet wants to thank Miss. Star for this too. Normally, in this amount of time, puppet would have had at least 29 orgasms but not anymore.

 

puppet is so happy that Miss. Star claimed Ownership over its orgasms and took them from it. Now puppet's Orgasms belong to Miss. Star and if She chooses to give one back to puppet it's a gift that puppet receives form Her.

 

puppet can't wait for Miss. Star to come home from vacation. puppet wants to be at Her house to help Her unpack.

 

puppet lives to serve Miss. Star. She Owns puppet and puppet exists only for Her now. 

 

 

 

 


8/11/2013 12:07:57 AM

Since it's 0230 right now it's technically Sunday. It's also before 0700 when puppet's journal is do so puppet is going to post it now so it can, hopefully, sleep a bit later today. Hopefully Miss. Star doesn't have a problem with puppet posting before it goes to bed.

 

Yesterday puppet went to CT to visit a Friend and then go to The Society later that night. This Friend and puppet started with a walk in the park talking about life's issues. Than She had the idea to go to the local mall where puppet found a purple unicorn at build-a-bear that was almost the most perfect unicorn for its Owner. If the unicorn had a rainbow on it than it would have been perfect. The unicorn is purple with stars on the back of one side. puppet named it Rainbow (with the ok from Miss. Star of course).

 

Being silly, as puppet is sometimes, it took a picture of the unicorn "drinking soda" and sent it to Miss. Star.

 

puppet was told that it had to carry Rainbow with it all night and it did. Rainbow and puppet had a great time with Nadia at The Society.

 

Miss. Star put Nadia in charge of puppet for the night. With Her unsupervised and me under Her watch what could possible happen..................LOL

 

Nadia seems to think that puppet's "inner little" came out tonight......puppet doesn't think it had an "inner little" though. 

 

How did tonight go though?

Well, Nadia led puppet around on a collar and leash and told E/everyone there about the plans for 2 weeks from now. E/everyone there seemed to be on Her side.........puppet did see P/people it hadn't seen in awhile though. 

 

While sitting in the "sitting room" Nadia kicked Her feet up on puppet's lap and started rubbing them into puppet's lap. This was dangerous because puppet isn't allowed an orgasm. After a little while She stopped and just rested Her feet there and puppet started giving Her a foot rub. She enjoyed it so much that She offered puppet's services to a Woman sitting across the room. She kicked off Her heels and was eager to get a foot rub. Both Nadia and this Woman seemed to enjoy the foot rub which made puppet happy.

 

While in one of the rooms there Nadia found an unopened package of "protective underwear". She texted Miss. Star for permission to have puppet wear a pair and She agreed to it. This was puppet's first time in a diaper of any kind since it was potty trained 30 years ago (or so).  It was not something puppet enjoyed and if given a choice would choose to not do it again. That being said puppet doesn't have any choices anymore.

 

Nadia was constantly rubbing, squeezing and hitting Miss. Star's cock (She does own puppet, puppet's body, puppet's mind, puppet's orgasms and any other way Y/you may think). puppet was on edge a few times tonight but was never pushed to release. puppet is thankful for that because puppet didn't want to get into trouble. 

 

Nadia, puppet and Rainbow sat through a class about "old guard, new guard, no guard).

 

At the end of the night Nadia started biting puppet and twisting its nipples. At some point puppet did say "no please" which was a plea that came without thinking. puppet knows that it can't say "no" even if it's followed by "please". Right before leaving Nadia gave both of puppet's arms 2 hits with Her new evil stick, 

 

puppet is so tired right now and should be asleep. It's now after 0300....

Goodnight CM.

 

 

 


8/10/2013 3:55:21 AM

Today is Saturday and it's a sales tax holiday in my state!! puppet is going to head down to a local firearms store today and buy a new firearm. puppet puts money aside every year waiting for this day. Now it's here and the price is amazingly good. This will be puppet's 6th firearm and no plans of stopping any time soon. puppet tries to buy 2 per year. This will be number 2 for puppet and now it will wait until next year.

 

puppet's Owner is on Her a vacation starting today and puppet already misses Her. puppet gets withdrawals from not seeing its Owner but that isn't Miss. Star's problem. puppet needs to deal with its addiction itself.

 

Miss. Star was kind enough to allow puppet to spend tonight in CT with some kinky people. puppet needs to behave (duh!!) and make its Owner proud. Her trust in puppet is a great thing and puppet doesn't want to loose it. If puppet disappoints Her than puppet will be mad at itself.

 

Enjoy Your vacation Miss. Star and Your new Unicorns (stuffed animals) will be awaiting Your return home.

 

 

 

 


8/9/2013 2:55:22 AM

puppet is so happy that it's Friday. Normally this would mean that puppet gets to see its Owner this weekend but that's not the case this weekend.  Miss. Star is going on a vacation that She needs. While puppet will miss Her it knows that it will make it through. 

 

Miss. Star has been kind enough and trusting enough to allow puppet to go to "The Society" in CT without Her tomorrow. She has set out rules that puppet is to follow and puppet will be a good slave. puppet knows that Miss. Star could have refused to allow this trip (She can still cancel it if She chooses) and puppet wouldn't have complained one bit. Miss. Star did say that if puppet does anything to embarrass Her that it will not be allow to go to such places alone ever again. This is because, as Her slave, puppet's actions reflect on its Owner.

 

What some "s" types fail to understand is that it isn't about what we want. As a slave, puppet, has given up control to its Owner (or She has taken it and puppet didn't fight for it) of even the most basic of things. Take masturbation for example; most people take the ability to do this for granted. puppet did too at one point but now such a thing is a gift given by puppet's Owner. As a slave, Miss. Star, can put any restrictions on Her puppet that She sees fit and the only thing puppet can say about it is "Yes Mistress" and "Thank You Mistress". This is all because slaves don't have a right to refuse their Owners ANYTHING.

 

puppet hopes that it's proving itself worthy to Miss. Star. making sure that She's happy is what puppet focuses on. 

 

 

 

 


8/8/2013 8:28:40 AM

p

uppet just got its car insured and re-registered and got its license renewed. YAY!! puppet can now drive legally again and Miss. Star doesn't need to worry about puppet going to jail anymore. $2,000 later.


8/8/2013 2:52:59 AM

Today puppet goes to renew its Driver's License and will get the VETERAN stamp on it now that the state offers it. After that puppet needs to get auto insurance and a new registration. 

 

puppet did find an AR-15 that will be on sale this weekend so it may buy it. This weekend is a sales tax holiday.

 

Also this weekend, if puppet can get its car legal again, puppet has permission to go to The Society in CT. puppet does have rules, set by Miss. Star, that it needs to follow while there. puppet will follow ALL rules set by its Owner.

 

puppet knows that it is a reflection on its Owner and as such it must behave. puppet would NEVER do something to knowing that reflected bad on its Owner. puppet fears what Miss. Star would do if such an even ever occurred. 

 

 


8/7/2013 3:43:36 AM

puppet gets to pick up its check from its lawyer today. Than it will make its car legal on the road again and get its license renewed. Getting this done will not only make puppet less stressed about driving but will also make its Mistress happy. As all of you slaves out there understand, if Mistress is happy than puppet will be happy. 

 

After making the car legal and renewing puppet's license the rest of the money needs to go into the bank for now. 

 

puppet is learning to live with the restrictions Miss. Star is putting on it. It's really tough to not ask Her for some things. It's hard to not post about some things too. puppet knows that Miss. Star is strict with puppet because puppet needs it. puppet also knows that its discomfort (and pain if given) amuses Miss. Star and the more discomfort puppet feels the more Miss. Star will smile and laugh. puppet is happy to please its Owner in such a way. 

 

Being a slave isn't an easy thing in general but being a slave to Miss. Star is even harder. puppet is doing its best but it still screws up. Luckily for puppet Miss. Star has helped increase its self control in some areas and puppet is very thankful for that.

 

puppet is thankful and honored to be allowed into Miss. Star's life and to serve Her any way She see's fit. Miss. Star is a "One of a Kind" Mistress and puppet hopes that She will be its last ever Mistress. puppet doesn't see itself leaving Her service of its own choosing. 

 

To be a slave is to serve and Dominant and in puppet's case that Dominant has a mind that keeps puppet guessing. puppet is kept on its toes and that's the way a slave should be. 


8/6/2013 2:43:17 AM
Well puppet forgot it's computer at work again. puppet didn't dare ask for an extention again though. Once puppet got home is when it realized it's stupidity. puppet is thinking of getting a "tablet computer" so it can take that to work and leave its laptop at home. The big question is which one to get? This weekend is the sales tax holiday in my state so maybe i'll buy one this weekend. Usually puppet will buy a new firearm on thus weekend but the supply of those are low right now. puppet does have other, more important, things to worry about this week though.

8/5/2013 2:59:12 AM

Miss. Star approved of the Evil Sticks that puppet made. That made puppet feel good.

 

puppet ate lunch with Miss. Star at Her work yesterday too. She wanted sushi and Mistress ALWAYS gets what She wants.

 

Miss. Star told puppet that it talks a lot. Believe it or not She isn't the first one to tell puppet that. She did say that "W/we will work on that" and puppet will do as She says.

 

Miss. Star and puppet's Friend Nadia will be planning out what will and will not be allowed when if puppet fails to be able to Dominate Nadia and Her Sis. Miss. Star, as well as others, seem to believe that Nadia and Her Sis will get the better of me. Miss. Star is always right so puppet isn't allowed to disagree with Her. puppet is still going to try its best and not give up without a serious fight. Miss. Star will be entertained either way (more so getting to see puppet lose and get tortured by two Women that are also Littles).

 

puppet is sad though because it will be two weeks until it can see its Owner again. She will be on a vacation with Her family starting on Saturday. puppet will be having serious withdrawals but that's puppet's problem to deal with and not Miss. Star's. She needs a vacation so She can relax. puppet just wishes that it could be there to do everything for Her. puppet thinks that Miss. Star could relax more if the cooking and cleaning were done for Her and if drinks and food would be brought to Her on demand rather than needing to do it Herself. It's not that She is able to do it but rather that puppet wishes to do it for Her.

 

puppet is constantly honored by having the chance to serve Miss. Star and work towards earning Her collar. Someday, when Miss. Star feels that puppet is ready, She will put Her collar on puppet and puppet will NEVER remove it. On that day puppet will have completed one step in its journey into total slavery for Miss. Star. The next step is still work hard to keep the collar and show Miss. Star that puppet is worthy and does love being collared. puppet's life goal is to serve Miss. Star in any and every way She demands.

 

As one of Miss. Star's friends pointed out "puppet is Your bitch" and puppet knows that it's true. puppet IS Miss. Star's bitch and happy about it.

 

   

 

 


8/4/2013 3:54:46 AM

puppet is excited to see Miss. Star today. puppet will be bringing Her lunch at work and helping Her out at work. Also, puppet will be bringing Her the Evil Sticks that it made.

 

There is so much puppet wants to mention in this journal but it isn't allowed to. puppet needs to only post what it is allowed to o post so it doesn't get in trouble.

 

There is something puppet does wonder though. Yesterday, puppet got messages from 2 P/people. T/they call T/themselves "Dominants". One was a male (more on that idiot later) and the other a Woman. Now, puppet won't mentions names because it isn't relevant to this rant. The Female that messaged puppet was polite and had "looked at puppet's profile" because it came up on the list of P/people that viewed puppet. She somehow failed to read the top of puppet's profile and any of puppet's journals because She didn't notice that puppet was owned. The male's profile said he is bi-sexual which is fine if Y/you're into that. puppet is straight but this idiot failed to take any hints. he sent puppet messages a few months ago and then stopped. he told puppet that it was his to claim and collar and that puppet would kneel before him and forget all about Miss. Star........BULL SHIT!!! puppet finally blocked that idiot.

 

Let this serve a warning to ALL male doms that think You can take this puppet away from Miss. Star. You WILL fail. The next male dom that messages puppet with such stupidity will blocked right away.

 

If You're a Domme and feel that you have a chance You're wrong too. You would need to contact Miss. Star to see if She'll let You borrow Her puppet. Good luck with that though. puppet is happy with its Owner. She is more than puppet feels it deserves. puppet only wishes to make Her happy. 


8/3/2013 3:56:50 AM

Today is the first Saturday that puppet hasn't had to work in a while. puppet is no longer working on Saturdays like it has for over a decade. puppet was sick of working 6 days a week and needed a change. Well, that change starts today. 

 

This change also allows puppet a chance to focus more on serving its Owner too. Now puppet hs Saturdays and Sundays to dedicate fully to Her. 

 

The more control Miss. Star has over puppet the better puppet feels. puppet knows that once it has zero control of anything it will be totally free. This freedom is what puppet has sought out for years. It's kind of ironic how being controlled can be so freeing.

 

puppet loves the feeling it gets when it makes Miss. Star happy. A happy Miss. Star means a happy puppet. Yesterday Miss. Star told puppet that She really wanted (actually that She NEEDED) a squishy cupcake stuffed animal like toy and puppet took the hint right away. puppet ordered it for Her because it having it would make Her happy.

 

puppet really enjoys living to serve a Superior Woman. Being Her slave is not an easy task by any means. puppet has made mistakes and is trying to learn from them.  Miss. Star is extremely strict at times but ALWAYS fair. Even if puppet doesn't like the choice She makes for it puppet will NEVER question Her. Miss. Star knows what puppet needs and puppet knows that its needs are far below those of Miss. Star. 

 

puppet has found that Miss. Star really enjoys keeping puppet on its toes too.

 

puppet is hoping that, this weekend, Miss. Star will inspect and test the Evil Sticks that puppet made. puppet hopes that they meet Her standards.

 

 


8/2/2013 2:56:41 AM

puppet loves the way that Miss. Star treats it. The way that She exercises Her control and uses the power that She has. The moment puppet surrendered to Her its life changed. puppet knows that it needs Her to have the control because She is puppet's Superior.

 

males need to be owned by Women so that we can fulfill our destiny. The destiny of males is serve and please Women. Women are the Superior gender and any male that denies that is lying to themselves. Women have been in control of males ever since Eve got adam to eat the forbidden fruit. That was the moment that the power dynamic between males and Females changed forever.

 

Now. puppet is happy to be in service to Miss. Star. puppet gets pleasure ONLY when She allows it and puppet knows that's the way it should be. puppet knows that Miss. Star can do as She wishes with it and puppet doesn't have a right to complain. 

 

puppet know exists for one purpose and one purpose only and that is to serve Miss. Star in any way She demands for as long as She demands it.

 

puppet's body no longer belongs to it. It's now Miss. Star's and She can mark it up however She choses. 

 

puppet lost all ability to make choices after it made the choice to meet Miss. Star. That first meeting got puppet hooked on Her and puppet has been craving its "Drug" ever since. 

 

puppet will serve Miss. Star in whatever ways She wants for as long as She wants. Someday puppet hopes to have Miss. Star's collar around its neck. That day will only come when Miss. Star feels puppet has earned it though. Only Miss.  

 

  


8/1/2013 2:59:06 AM

Good morning collar me. The weekend is almost here and puppet isn't working Saturday for the first time in many years. puppet is hoping to spend Saturday and/or Sunday with Miss. Star. 

 

This weekend puppet will present all of the Evil Sticks and canes it has made to Miss. Star for testing. puppet hopes that She likes and approves of them. 

 

Some P/people may be wondering why puppet didn't mention it's daily count yesterday or why it won't be mentioned today. The reason for it yesterday was because puppet was instructed not mention it. The reason for not mentioning it today is because puppet thinks that it Miss. Star's way of telling it not to mention it again (or at least as often). 

 

puppet isn't good at picking up on subtle hints but it thinks it needs to start getting better at it. Not catching some subtle hints has gotten puppet into trouble before and puppet doesn't like being in trouble.

 

Miss. Star has mentioned using puppet as a training aid, for a male She is mentoring to be a Dom, on Saturdays. puppet doesn't know if that will start this Saturday or not though.

 

Miss. Star holds all of the control and puppet must do what She wants. puppet is willing to do whatever it takes to please Miss. Star. Making Her happy and keeping Her happy are very important things to puppet. puppet accepts the fact that choices are made FOR it and its opinions and thoughts on the matter are not relevant.

 

puppet IS a slave. puppet IS property. puppet IS addicted to Miss. Star. 

 

puppet is not only addicted to Miss. Star as a Woman but puppet is also addicted to the way it is treated by Miss. Star. 

 

puppet will learn and follow all rules Miss. Star. Your words are puppet's gospel Mistress. Your words are law.

 

 

 


7/31/2013 4:50:59 AM

puppet got a one hour extension on its journal today because it foolishly left its laptop at work last night. Miss. Star saw was kind enough to make this exception for Her puppet and puppet won't do this again.

 

puppet spent a lot of time over the last couple days working on making "Evil Sticks" because Miss. Star likes them. It took lots of trial and error but puppet thinks it has found the right diameter rod and the right length to cut them into. puppet has also learned the correct way to cut the carbon fiber. puppet will have over a dozen for Miss. Star to test out as well as 2 carbon fiber canes. 

 

As long as these meet Miss. Star's standards puppet will be happy. Miss. Star has strict and high standards and puppet's other attempts failed to meet them. puppet had tried making evil sticks with a few different thicknesses of carbon fiber rod but they were all too thin. Then puppet ordered one that was too thick and, based on Miss. Star's advice, made it into canes.

 

puppet will admit that the evil sticks aren't perfect. They're hand made after all. Some were drilled at slight angles and others had the handles cut at slight angles but puppet DID do its best with the tools it has. If puppet had a drill press it could make straight drill holes all day long but puppet only has access to a handheld drill. It will be a while before puppet can afford a drill press though.

 

If Y/you live in Southeastern Massachusetts and would allow puppet to use Y/your drill press please email it here. puppet is sure that Y/you and it could reach some kind of agreement for compensation. As it stands right now puppet is holding the wooden dowels in its hands and drilling them.......Yes, puppet knows it's dangerous to do it that way. puppet actually had a drill bit break and puppet's hand was stuck by the broken shaft of the drill bit. It wasn't bad thankfully but it could have been. puppet knew the risk when it started drilling though.

 

If Y/your interested in possibly buying an evil stick from puppet please feel free to message it here. puppet would be happy to sell some AFTER they meet Miss. Star's Quality Control. Payments would have to be through paypal and that email address will be provided when a request is made and puppet has some to sell. If Y/you choose to order please realize that these are all hand made and may be slightly off center or angled. The prices will probably be a bit lower than most to start though so Y/you won't pay premium prices for them. Once puppet gets better the prices will reflect that.

 

Thank You Miss. Star for allowing puppet this extension. puppet's only wish is to make You happy and it knows that it has been screwing up lately. Please believe puppet when it tells You that it isn't intentional. puppet really is trying Mistress. puppet really wants to be a good slave for You. 

 

 

 


7/30/2013 2:58:39 AM

puppet is sad today everyone. puppet had broken another one of Miss. Star's rules that it didn't know it was breaking. puppet won't get into the details because it isn't important what rule was broken. puppet doesn't break them on purpose but after it finds out it realizes that the rule makes total sense. 

 

It doesn't matter matter what the rule is or even of puppet knows it's a rule at all. puppet realizes it needs change the way it is and the way it thinks. puppet needs to start thinking WWMWD (What would Mistress Want Done) and if puppet doesn't know it will need to ask BEFORE it acts. By that very rule puppet will need to ask permission about a lot of things (except the things it isn't allowed to ask about. puppet needs to do better for Miss. Star if it ever hopes of earning and wearing Her collar.

 

puppet isn't trying to upset You Miss. Star. It seem like the more puppet tries to be a good slave the more it's screwing up. puppet WILL work on these problems Mistress. puppet has faith that they can be resolved. puppet will work tirelessly to fix itself to make itself what You want. 

 

puppet is Your's to train and do with as You wish Mistress. puppet can only hope that You accept its apology. 

 

Today is day just another day in puppet's orgasmless punishment and at the rate it's going only Miss. Star and God know when it may end. puppet knows that just because it finishes the extra week Miss. Star added on doesn't mean that the denial ends after that week. puppet only gets the gift of orgasm when Miss. Star feels it has earned it.

 

Based on what has happened, over the last few days, puppet doesn't have any idea what will happen after thursday nor should puppet worry about it. puppet doesn't have any say or control over the situation regardless. Miss. Star shall dictated and puppet shall meekly follow.

 

puppet thinks that, from now on, it's just going let its natural slave nature take over and stop trying so hard. 

 

puppet exists solely for Miss. Star and not for itself. puppet's pleasure comes via Miss. Star.

 

 

 


7/29/2013 2:56:38 AM

Today is day 15 for puppet without masturbating. puppet has, at least, 3 more days. 

 

After Miss. Star told puppet it was being punished for asking for an orgasm it was wondering if there was a new rule. puppet asked Miss. Star yesterday and was told it is no longer allowed to ask for an orgasm. This means that puppet now wait until it is told it can have one. How long will it be between orgasms?? That is totally in Miss. Star's hands. puppet is thankful that its Owner wishes to control its orgasms. puppet knows that it needs this control to be out of its hands. 

 

Miss. Star has a lot of rules that puppet must learn and follow. Some of these rules puppet learns the hard way. 

 

Based on a comment made by Miss. Star yesterday puppet is now very nervous about wearing a chastity device BUT it is still going to wear it. puppet trust Miss. Star completely and that is why it will be turning over the key to Her.

 

puppet was also told yesterday that it will be used as a training aid for a male that Miss. Star is training as a Dom. puppet has never bottomed to a male before. Just for the record, puppet is 100% straight and Miss. Star knows this. Miss. Star knows that puppet can't say "no" to Her but She didn't exactly ask anyway. While puppet may feel a bit awkward during these training sessions it WILL comply with Miss. Star's demands. puppet is Her property after all so She can do as She wishes with it. If it was A/anyone else, other than, Miss. Star puppet probably would have refused (or tried to anyway) but Miss. Star isn't just Anyone. She is puppet's addiction and to get its fix puppet must do as She wishes, when, where and how She wishes.

 

Miss. Star wants to go to Kinky Con in NH in September so puppet will be going with Her. puppet will be buying the tickets soon and booking the room(s) soon. 

 

Serving Miss. Star is a huge honor for puppet and it doesn't want to screw it up. puppet knows that its not perfect but, if given a chance, puppet can learn anything. puppet dreams of the day Miss. Star collars it and puppet hopes that She keeps it forever.

 


7/28/2013 4:00:01 AM

Today puppet is taking Miss. Star to get Her nails done. puppet is happy to just get to spend some time with Her. Being in Her presence has an amazing effect on puppet. 

 

With that said, puppet is now on day 14 without masturbating or orgasming. It has 4 days left of the added time. Why was puppet so weak? Why did puppet have to fall prey to a simple desire that isn't that important to it anymore? 

Masturbating and orgasming are gifts from Miss. Star and puppet knows that. It's bad form for a slave to ask for a gift. puppet really tries not to ask for permission but in a moment of weakness puppet caved. 

 

Miss. Star's choice to not only deny puppet an orgasm when it asked but to also add time to its denial was totally fair. puppet still needs to learn to control itself some more. puppet sees this restriction as a way to help it focus more on its Owner than on itself.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star will always get what She wants.  These journals are a great example of that. puppet started posting everyday during its initial punishment from Miss. Star. puppet had wanted Her and others to read about the things it was going through each day during that 2 week orgasm restriction. After that 2 weeks was up Miss. Star decided that She wanted puppet to post a journal everyday on here. With very few exception (granted by Miss. Star of course) puppet has done just that. 

 

One lesson that puppet has learned recently was do to some comments on FL. puppet responded to a friends journal, in a tongue in cheek kind of way, and it just grew and grew. Once Miss. Star saw it everything changed. It went from being a joke to being something She has now started to plan to actually happen. The reason She chose to do so is because puppet's discomfort and pain make Her giggle and brings Her joy. Now, puppet has no choice but to go through with things.

puppet has no idea how things will go or how they will turn out but puppet is property of Miss. Star and since She has turned puppet over for this treatment it must comply. The lesson here? Even if puppet is joking with F/friends Miss. Star may make puppet do what it was joking about.......especially if pain will be inflicted upon puppet.

 

puppet is luck to have such an AMAZING Mistress. puppet doesn't know what it did to deserve Her but wishes to spend forever serving Her and being surprised by Her.

 

One more thing...After 2 weeks of no orgams and about a week of constant arousal.....Miss. Star's cock (it's no longer puppet's after all) is sore and sensitive right now. 

 


7/27/2013 3:59:40 AM

Well today is day 13 and puppet has 5 days left before Miss. Star will even consider letting puppet orgasm. puppet knows that it will be tough but puppet NEEDS to complete the full 18 days and any other days that Miss. Star makes it wait.  

 

The urge to masturbate comes and goes but sometimes the urge is very strong. These urges are why puppet needs to have a chastity device on. puppet knows that it will do its very best to not masturbate, for the simple fact that Miss. Star has said it can't, but will power has a breaking point. puppet isn't sure where its will power's breaking point is and it hopes that it never reaches the point of finding it.

 

A chastity device would take all of that risk away from puppet though. puppet wouldn't be at risk of masturbating without permission. Also, with the chastity device, only Miss. Star will have control of the key. That, to puppet, is a HUGE turn on.

 

puppet already knows that the key to its pleasure and enjoyment are directly connected to Miss. Star's pleasure and enjoyment.

 

Miss. Star gets extreme joy out of puppet's discomfort and it also seems to make Her goggle too. As great as that is, Miss. Star's giggles, make puppet even MORE turned on. Miss. Star has such a beautiful laugh and an almost evil sounding giggle. 

 

puppet feels like its the luckies slave in the world. Not only does it get to serve Miss. Star and kneel at Her (extremely sexy and beautiful) feet but it also gets to have Her completely control its orgasms.

 

I read somewhere that if a Woman can control a male's orgasms She'll be able to control him completely. Miss. Star has proven this to puppet as true. puppet is completely under Your control Miss. Star.

 

puppet is currently researching the prince albert piercing since Miss. Star has mentioned wanting puppet pierced. Any info would be great. Thanks. 

    


7/26/2013 2:59:07 AM

In puppet's last journal it claimed it was on day 12 but it was actually day 11. Sorry about that. Today is now day 12 for puppet.

 

Yesterday puppet was bad. puppet got so horny that it asked Miss. Star for permission to orgasm. As these orgasms are gifts from Her she refused puppet permission. She didn't stop there though, She told puppet that it would need to wait another week. That will put puppet at 18 days without masturbating. 

 

puppet knew it was taking a chance of being punished for asking but at the time puppet was thinking with the wrong head. Miss. Star is a strict yet fair Mistress and puppet earned the punishment it received.

 

puppet really tries to be good but every once in a while puppet is weak. It's at those weak moments that Miss. Star's control gets puppet through.

 

The reason puppet was getting so horny and in need of orgasm was because it was reading erotica for the last several days. Now, in order to make sure it will make it through to day 18 puppet needs to stop reading erotica.

 

puppet thinks that 18 days will tie the record that it set with Miss. Star but it will need to review its journals to make sure. 

 

These next 6 days will be tough for puppet but it knows it will succeed. Failing Miss. Star is NOT an option. puppet doesn't even want to know what punishment it would face for orgasming during its punishment phase. 

 

This has just cemented into puppet's brain that it DOES need a chastity device with Miss. Star holding the key. That will take this temptation away from it. puppet knows that Miss. Star will be fair with the key but puppet also knows that it will give Her even more power over puppet. puppet wants Miss. Star to have as much power over it as She wants. 

 

Pleasing Miss. Star is all that puppet wants to do and knowing that it has failed Her by requesting an orgasm hurts puppet. puppet hates failing Miss. Star. Miss. Star has been so good to puppet and then puppet gets selfish on Her and starts thinking of its own pleasure rather than Her's. This NOT the way puppet wants to be. puppet knows its pleasure is unimportant and that Miss. Star's pleasure is all that matters.

 

 


7/25/2013 3:00:17 AM

Today is day 12 of puppet being orgasmless. 

 

puppet wishes it was with its Owner right now. puppet would be waiting on Her hand and foot. puppet wants to be there to serve Her every wish and desire. 

 

Miss. Star is an Amazing Woman and puppet is so honored to be allowed to serve Her and be considered for Her collar. puppet knows that it will, in the end when all is said and done, do anything that Miss. Star demands (or requests). puppet even finds itself rethinking some of its limits because it knows that Miss. Star may enjoy some of the things puppet has a hard limit.

 

puppet doesn't think it's the hornieness causing these thoughts though. puppet is convinced that it's his ego and his pride realizing that it no longer has control and wishing to know total submission. 

 

Sometimes puppet wishes it could read Miss. Star's mind so it would know what exactly She wants but that would take the fun out of learning. 

 

puppet still needs training and puppet knows that. puppet knows that perfection is a long shot but that is its aim and goal. Shy should puppet try to settle for anything less than being Miss. Star's perfect slave? Why should Miss. Star settle for a slave that isn't trying to be perfect? The truth is that puppet knows Miss. Star will NEVER just settle. 

 

puppet know that Miss. Star will test it because She has said She will in the past. puppet knows that, even if it doesn't like or enjoy, the activity Miss. Star chooses that puppet will still attempt to do it perfectly. 

 

Just the thought of being at Miss. Star's feet makes puppet happy. Being allowed to smell them, lick them, suck on them and kiss them would put puppet into a sexually charged state. Miss. Star's feet are perfect and if a slave has a foot fetish like puppet does than that slave would fall helpless to them as well.

 

Thank You for taking control of puppet's orgasms Mistress. Thank You for allowing puppet to serve You the way that You have. puppet looks forward to serving more and proving itself to You more Mistress.

 


7/24/2013 9:59:45 AM

Why does puppet torture itself? puppet knows it CAN NOT cum without Miss. Star's say so and yet it still reads erotica and makes itself horny. puppet ends up horny and frustrated. it still must wait. 


7/24/2013 3:00:00 AM

Today is day 10 for puppet without masturbating. Thank You Mistress for this control. Now puppet knows that it has mentioned some of this before but feels it's worth repeating. Currently puppet is not in a chastity device so it's on the honor system right now. With that said, puppet stays honest with Mistress and hasn't had an unauthorized orgasm since the day of O/our first meeting. Also, before meeting Miss. Star, puppet would masturbate at least once a day and sometimes 3 or 4 times a day.

 

Now the number of orgsms it has been having are drastically reduced but the quality of the orgasms have increased. puppet knows that once it starts wearing a chastity device for Miss. Star (and She will have the only key) it will probably be orgasming less than it is now but that is all in Miss. Star's hands and out of puppet's control.

 

puppet really does look forward to buying a chastity device that will fit it properly. Too bad there wasn't store where a slave could be taken by its Owner (or go by itself) and be properly fitted for a device so it and its Owner know which one fits right and is most secure.

 

Some people say that chastity is a big step and to think it out before doing it. puppet is a slave so all of the "thinking it through" was done by puppet's Owner. She already has puppet under strict orgasm control so why not just a lockable device? This choice was already made for puppet by Miss. Star. puppet knows that Miss. Star will handle this right and puppet doesn't have any fears about this.

 

To puppet, chastity is a form of ultimate surrender. Once that device is locked into place puppet is totally subjected to the whims of its Owner (even more so than it is now). Under the honor system there is a chance (however small it may be) that puppet could masturbate on its own and hide that fact from its Owner. puppet wants to state though that this would NEVER happen because Miss. Star would know puppet was lying to Her. If puppet failed at waiting it would tell its Owner and take its punishment like a slave. With a device on that risk is reduced drastically

 

puppet can't wait to be locked up in a device for You Mistress. You already control and own puppet's orgasms so puppet wants to take it to that level too.

 

 

 


7/23/2013 2:55:32 AM

puppet needs a vacation. It's been about 3 years since puppet has taken one. puppet's boss is getting on its last nerve and puppet is ready to just say "Screw It". puppet has been working 70 hours and not getting a dime extra for it. Working for family really SUCKS!!

 

On top of that puppet needs to find a house, apartment or condo. That's where the money that puppet is getting from its accident is going first. 

 

puppet is sick of dreading going to work. Something needs to give and it's looking like it may be puppet's sanity. puppet has worked hard over the years to control its anger and temper but there is always that one person that can set me off. That person is puppet's father. 

 

Because of the fight puppet had with its father last night puppet didn't get much sleep. puppet slept for about 5 hours and now needs to work for 12+ hours. 

 

The only thing in puppet's life that makes any sense to is Miss. Star and the BDSM Lifestyle. At least with Miss. Star puppet knows the rules and what to expect. With in the BDSM Lifestyle puppet feels that it fits in. The Vanilla word sucks!!

 

Days like today puppet wishes that it could just be restrained and beaten by its Owner until it forgets even its own name. puppet needs an escape from, not only work, but reality too. 

 

puppet can feel its blood pressure rise any time it deals with its father. This isn't "normal" or healthy. 

 

Sorry about this journal entry but puppet needed to vent.

 


7/22/2013 2:59:34 AM

Yesterday puppet had the honor of driving Miss. Star to work and picking Her up after. puppet also helped Her stock the store too. What good is a slave of You can't make it help You do Your job at work after all? LOL

 

Between dropping Her off and picking Her up puppet did some shooting and that's ALWAYS fun. The down side is that now puppet needs to clean its firearms AGAIN. 

 

Being Miss. Star's puppet is an amazing experience. puppet is ALWAYS learning and because of that is always getting better at being Her slave. puppet feels a deep connection with Miss. Star. By this puppet means that it will do things and plan things and then find out that its how Miss. Star would like it anyway. puppet knows just by a look when it has started to go too far or by the slight changes in the tone of Her voice.

 

puppet's life is dedicated to the serving Miss. Star. puppet dreams of the day it will have a chastity device on for Miss. Star. puppet dreams of the day that Miss. Star will bestow on it Her collar. puppet dreams of the day that Miss. Star will have puppet marked with Her symbol to show E/everyone that puppet is Her slave, Her property, Her toy, Her bitch.

 

If males everywhere knew how AMAZING Miss. Star is they would be begging to serve Her.

  

 

 


7/21/2013 3:59:09 AM

Today is one week since puppet was allowed to masturbate or cum.

 

Today puppet will be driving its owner to work and picking Her up. puppet is honored to do this for Her. puppet will need to find something to keep it occupied for 8 hours though while Miss. Star works. All that puppet knows is that its Beautiful owner will be in its car and puppet gets to serve Her as it should.

 

puppet has been so horny lately. puppet know that it can work through it but just thinking of Miss. Star makes puppet aroused. Just thinking of what puppet will be required to do to serve Her makes puppet horny. puppet knows and understands that it may not always like or enjoy what Miss. Star has it do but She has a reason for everything.

 

puppet knows that surrender has occurred on its part and now it just needs to prove to Miss. Star that it has completely surrendered. While puppet's ego and pride are still intact (unfortunately i think) puppet knows the role it was born to live and that role is at Miss. Star's feet serving Her and doing what She wishes.

 

Sometimes puppet hopes to find a hypnotist that can program puppet with triggers that Miss. Star will use on it. puppet doesn't want to know what the triggers are and what they do (for the most part). puppet does have a few ideas of actions that could be triggered though. All of the trigger words and the actions they cause will be left up to Miss. Star. If You're a Female Hypnotist (puppet doesn't think it could relax enough with male) and willing to help puppet with this please contact puppet and it will get You Miss. Star's contact info. 

 

puppet is the luckiest male in the world to be allowed to serve Miss. Star.

 

 


7/20/2013 3:57:50 AM

Today is day day 6 without masturbating for puppet. puppet likes keeping track of how long it goes being denied by/for Miss. Star. It's such a great feeling knowing that SHE has the control and puppet does not.

 

puppet has been working on its anal training for Miss. Star. puppet feels like it's time to move to the medium plug but puppet just can't get it all of the way in. puppet doesn't know what Miss. Star's end result will be of this anal training but puppet wants to meet and exceed Her expectations. If that means that means that puppet will be taking bigger and bigger plugs than it will do just that. puppet knows that it has no right to know what Miss. Star has planned for it just like it has no ability to stop Her. 

Miss. Star started puppet on this road and now puppet doesn't want to get off the road. puppet wants to follow through to the end and then start the trip again.

 

puppet only wants to please Miss. Star and exceed Her expectation of it. If Miss. Star wants puppet's ass stretched out to the point of driving a car into it than puppet will work on that goal for Her and then try to make it bigger.

 

puppet couldn't be happier than it is when it's kneeling at Miss. Star's feet and serving Her. If puppet puts a smile on Miss. Star's face than puppet has done a good job. 

 

puppet accepted years ago that it was a slave and since then puppet has wished to be pushed deeper and deeper into the life it knows it was born for. Thank You Miss. Star for letting puppet work towards earning Your collar. puppet dreams about and craves having it around its neck forever for You.


7/19/2013 2:53:47 AM

So today is Friday and puppet is once again horny. puppet knows that this is its problem and not Y/your's but it felt like mentioning it. Just thinking about serving Miss. Star gets puppet hard. Thinking of making Her happy is a HUGE turn-on for puppet.

 

Miss. Star had mentioned that She wants a paddle with stars cut out of it. puppet priced it out yesterday and figures that it can probably get this for Her next week. puppet knows that this WILL be used so it is going to have it made from oak. puppet's butt is sore just thinking about it.....

 

Next puppet needs to get itself a chastity device so Miss. Star can keep Her cock under lock and key and away from puppet's grasps. This is another thing that Miss. Star wants and puppet feels the need to give Her what She wants. 

 

Miss. Star deserves to have complete and utter control over puppet. puppet knows that this includes its body, mind, pleasure, pain and enjoyment. puppet gives up this control willingly to Miss. Star because puppet trusts Her completely. 

 

puppet needs to be a slave and needs to be the kind of slave that Miss. Star wants. If that means being Her pain slut than puppet wants to do that. Whatever Miss. Star wants puppet to become puppet wants to try to become that for Her.

 

Please take Your puppet and reshape and remold it into what You wish for it to be Mistress.

 

  


7/18/2013 2:55:39 AM

Yesterday puppet finally settled it lawsuit from its motorcycle accident. It only took THREE YEARS!!! puppet didn't walk away with as much as it wanted BUT it still got some money after the bills get paid.

 

Now puppet can really afford to get its license, insurance and registration taken care of SOON. This makes puppet's Owner very happy. When Miss. Star is happy puppet is VERY happy. 

 

puppet plans to use buy a new chastity device now for Miss. Star to lock it into. Once Miss. Star has a cage around "Her cock" puppet knows that it will most likely become MORE submissive than it already is. puppet also knows that Miss. Star wants the cock locked away so puppet isn't tempted to play with it or masturbate. She knows that puppet will wait as long as She demands, even without the cage.

 

Also puppet may be able to afford to build Miss. Star Her throne chair now too. We'll see how all of this goes though because puppet needs to find an apartment first though. 

 

Finding a new place to live is priority #2. Car and license is priority #1.

 

puppet would also like to take a vacation with Miss. Star too. Maybe get a hotel suite with a hot tub and wait on Her hand and foot. puppet will be treated as a slave (which it is) and She will be treated as a Queen and/or Goddess (which She IS). 

 

puppet isn't too good with money as Y/you be seeing......It gets it and right away it wants to spend it.....Actually, puppet hasn't even gotten the money yet and it has it spent in its mind.

 

One thing puppet IS going to do though is book a room for the Fetish Convention in NH in a couple months as well as the Winter Flea. puppet wants Miss. Star to know She will have a place to stay during these events. 


7/17/2013 2:52:31 AM

Yesterday puppet got into a debate on FB that got its mind racing. puppet won't get into details here because this is journal is for Miss. Star's enjoyment and not my rants. Needless to say, when my mind races like that it's hard to sleep. 

 

puppet has another 12+ hour work day in front of it today, tomorrow and Friday.

 

puppet wants to focus its mind on Miss. Star. puppet NEEDS to be Her slave. It's past the point of being a want anymore because She has puppet so addicted to Her that puppet gets withdrawals when not with Her.

 

puppet knows that it doesn't have any control or say in this relationship and it's happy about that. puppet knows that it will get waxed whenever, wherever and as often as Miss. Star wants. puppet knows that it will get a mani/pedi as often as Miss. Star wants regardless of how embarrassing it may for puppet. 

 

puppet knows that it will do anything it's told to do as long as Miss. Star has told it to do it.

  

 


7/16/2013 2:55:09 AM

As some of Y/you may know (if Y/you follow puppet's journals) Miss. Star requires that puppet post a journal everyday. This journal must be done by 7am unless She says otherwise. puppet has been doing this since mid April now and is running out of topics to post about.

 

puppet could sit here and go on and on about how amazing Miss. Star is but it has done that so many other times. puppet could talk about the control that Miss. Star has over it but that has already been mentioned several times too. 

 

puppet could start talking about its fetishes and kinks but those are irrelevant. The only kink of puppet's that matters is the one of wanting to serve Miss. Star.

 

Whatever kinks turn puppet on doesn't matter to it anymore. puppet knows that it needs to put its kinks aside and focus on the only ones that matter, Miss. Star's. puppet knows and accepts that Miss. Star can and WILL do as She wishes with and to puppet. As Her slave puppet doesn't have any say in the matter or have any rights.

 

puppet needs to stop being a selfish slave and it needs to stop thinking of itself. puppet station in life has nothing to do with getting itself pleasure but everything to do with giving pleasure to its Owner.

 

puppet is ready to serve You in any way You wish Miss. Star. puppet has seen its errors and want to fix them. Please let puppet be useful to You Mistress.

 

 


7/15/2013 2:52:46 AM

Yesterday was a fun day. 

 

Yesterday was Miss. Star's birthday and so puppet showed up with a gift. 

 

puppet spent about 2 hours cleaning Miss. Star's kitchen. That included on its hands and knees scrubbing the floors. 

 

After that Miss. Star, Her Kitten, myself and 2 other people went shooting. It was a great time. W/we must have put about 300 rounds down range. Miss. Star got to shoot and She enjoyed it. That made puppet happy.

 

Miss. Star did allow puppet an orgasm last night. It felt amazing too. puppet is thankful that Miss. Star felt that it had earned the orgasm.

 

Thank You Miss. Star for allowing puppet to show You a good time.


7/14/2013 3:49:19 AM

Today is not only day 14 of puppet not being allowed to masturbate but it's also the day that puppet gets to make up for its mistake last weekend. 

 

Last sunday puppet cooked dinner for Miss. Star, Her Kitten and Their kids. It started to get late and puppet left without cleaning up the mess it had made. Now, to make it up to Miss. Star, puppet has been given permission to clean the entire kitchen. puppet needs to be there by 9am and get right to cleaning. 

 

Today is also Miss. Star's Birthday. Happy Birthday Miss. Star!!! To puppet this day is a Holiday. It's the day that this AMAZING Woman came into this world. 

 

When Miss. Star's Kitten get's home from work W/we'll be going shooting too. 

 

Since it's Miss. Star's Birthday puppet DID get Her a gift. puppet thinks that She'll like the gift too. 

 

As mentioned above, puppet is now on day 14 with masturbating, but puppet is thankful for that. Miss. Star is ALWAYS right and if She feels that puppet hasn't an orgasm than puppet knows that it's true. puppet has been practicing with its butt plugs and thinks it may be starting to enjoy it. puppet wore it for about 1.5 hours last night.

 

While puppet would love to know what Miss. Star has in store for it as a result of this anal training puppet knows that it doesn't need to know. Miss. Star knows what She's doing and puppet trust Her 100%. puppet just hopes that it can achieve the goal that Miss. Star has for it.

 

puppet knows that at some point Miss. Star is going to have it waxed. She has mentioned that puppet will be in restraints during this and gagged if complains too much. puppet has accepted that its voice is no longer relevant and it will accept its fate. puppet has a very hard time say "No" to Miss. Star even when the thing She wants is a hard limit for puppet.

 

puppet wants to be the perfect slave but at the same time knows that perfection is impossible. puppet will keep striving for it though and get as close as it can to being the perfect slave for its Owner. 

 

 


7/13/2013 3:58:32 AM

puppet can't believe it's been 13 days now without masturbating. Thank You Mistress for for keeping puppet from masturbating. puppet knows that it needs to have its masturbation and orgasms controlled. 

 

puppet really looks forward to seeing Miss. Star tomorrow. puppet is excited to take its Owner shooting. puppet doesn't know what will be happening before or after but as long as puppet is with Miss. Star it doesn't matter.

 

puppet knows that it was meant to be Miss. Star's puppet. puppet was born to be Her slave. puppet needs to Her slave more than it needs oxygen. 

 

Serving Miss. Star is all that this puppet can think of. puppet wants to be the best slave that Miss. Star has had or does have. puppet is eager to earn Miss. Star's collar. That is the goal that puppet has been working toward since it met Her.

 

As a slave, puppet, feels the need to be collared and controlled. puppet thinks that it still needs training to b e the slave that Miss. Star wants though. puppet is eager to take that training and, hopefully, surpass any and all expectations that Miss. Star may have.

 

puppet is Your's Miss. Star. puppet will do anything and everything that You say Mistress.

 


7/12/2013 4:09:37 PM

puppet got the carbon fiber rods in that it ordered to make an evil stick with. The ones that puppet ordered were far too thin. The 0.030" one will be turned into a toy of some kind. puppet was thinking of a "Carbon Fiber Flogger" but that may not work. puppet my just use four cut sections and attach a star tip to them and call it a day.

 

puppet DID order another rod of a bigger diameter (0.125") and hopes that this one will be the right size. Once puppet has this figured out and learns to make them well it may start selling some. 

  

If puppet does start making them for profit it will start by selling them here. Please give this puppet some time though to figure everything out.


7/12/2013 3:57:41 AM

Good morning Collarme. puppet gets to sleep in  little today but still needs to get its journal done for Miss. Star by 7am.

 

Thinking back to how this whole "keeping a journal" started puppet can't believe it's been posting one every day since it met Miss. Star. It started out as a way to record puppet's orgasm denial punishment so that O/others could read it and either enjoy puppet's torment or learn from puppet's mistakes as well as so Miss. Star could see that puppet was keeping with its punishment.

 

After the punishment was over puppet was informed by Miss. Star that it was to continue keeping a journal and that it would post everyday by a specific time. puppet wasn't sure how long this assignment would last but it's been going on since the middle of April of this year. 

 

Sometimes puppet has no idea what it's going to type in its journal. Sometimes puppet actually repeats other journals but with slightly different wording. puppet does try to make each journal special though. Miss. Star reads each one and it's Her that puppet is writing these for actually.

 

puppet met Miss. Star on this site and it's so happy that it did. Since meeting Miss. Star and Her taking over control of puppet's orgasms puppet finds itself getting more submissive and more horny. puppet could probably count on both hands the number of orgasms it has been allowed since Miss. Star entered its life. Before meeting Miss. Star puppet would be masturbating everyday (sometimes multiple times) but that it isn't the case anymore. 

 

Meeting Miss. Star was one of the best days in puppet's life. Knowing that She felt puppet was worthy of being named and kept by Her is a great feeling. puppet owes Miss. Star a debt that it could never repay but puppet will keep trying. Miss. Star is puppet's drug and puppet is hooked. 

 

See You this Sunday Mistress. 

 

 


7/11/2013 2:56:14 AM

Yesterday puppet wore its butt plug for a little while. puppet is trying to get get used to it so that it will be able to move up in size. Right now puppet uses the small one. Miss. Star started puppet's anal training not too long ago. What the end result will be puppet doesn't know though. puppet knows that it doesn't have a right to know what the end result will be.

 

Miss. Star will train puppet for whatever She wishes and puppet will do the training. puppet will accept any training that Miss. Star puts it in because it knows that Miss. Star knows best.

 

Miss. Star has kept puppet without an orgasm now for 11 days and puppet, while extremely horny, is very grateful to Her for this. puppet is thankful that She feels that puppet is worth controlling in a way. 

 

puppet surrenders total and complete control to Miss. Star. Miss. Star is the Owner of this puppet and only She may pull its strings. puppet is so happy to be with Miss. Star and puppet will do anything to make Her happy.

 


7/10/2013 2:51:29 AM

puppet is so lucky to have an Owner like Miss. Star that will keep it from orgasm. 10 days now/ Sunday will be 2 weeks and puppet knows that it still may not be allowed orgasm then. puppet is grateful to Miss. Star for every day She keeps it chaste. For these reason puppet really looks forward to getting a chastity device. 

 

If it wasn't for Miss. Star controlling puppet's orgasms and taking ownership of them and it's cock than puppet would be masturbating a lot while thinking of Her. puppet knew it was masturbating too much but it just couldn't stop itself. Now puppet doesn't have to worry about that because its orgasms are no longer its own.

 

The knowledge that She has this power over me is such a turn on too. 

 

Thank You for making me Your puppet Mistress. puppet is honored to be at Your feet whenever You allow. Your are so amazingly Beautiful and caring while being sadistic all at the same time. You are puppet's drug and puppet knows that its addiction will be a for lifetime.

 


7/9/2013 6:53:41 AM

puppet's brain is conflicted. puppet feels like it really needs to release, to cum and cum hard, but it also feels like it needs its Owner to deny it the release that it so badly craves. puppet's conflict arises because it doesn't want to ask (or beg) for an orgasm but at the same time it hopes that if it does ask that Miss. Star will not allow such an act. puppet's pleasure is at Her discretion.

 

The other conflict is that puppet feels that asking to be allowed an orgasm may be seen as "topping from the bottom" just as begging Her to deny it the orgasm that it has begged for would be. 

 

puppet is in a no win situation with this. puppet needs to be a good little bitch and stay chaste for as long as Miss. Star demands. Once puppet gets a chastity device that fits (the curve is wide enough) puppet's mind will free of worry.

 

puppet worries that it will fail its Owner by breaking down and masturbating. puppet knows that it can last a while (18 is puppet's current record) but sometimes it just gets hard (pun intended).

 

puppet knows, and fully accepts, that its cock is no longer its own and its orgasms are no longer its own either. Miss. Star has claimed these and puppet knows that they rightfully belong to Her now. 

 

being controlled by Miss. Star in this way is such a huge honor for puppet. puppet really looks forward to the day that it's able to hand Miss. Star the key to a chastity device knowing that it will only be removed when She chooses to do so. At that moment there will be going back for puppet. puppet will be kept caged until Miss. Star feels puppet had earned a release. puppet dreams of this day coming and wants to make it real.

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star is a fair Woman and knows that She will be fair in allowing puppet's releases.

 

puppet could speculate on what Miss. Star will do with it training wise once She has it locked up but, truth be told, puppet knows that what She has planned for it is none of its business. puppet doesn't have a need to know what Miss. Star is planning for it because puppet doesn't have a choice in it anyway. 

 

puppet fully accepts its fate and knows that Miss. Star knows what puppet needs. She's puppet's Owner for a reason after all. puppet is Her property so it needs to accept Her decisions as final and not open for debate.

  

 

 


7/9/2013 2:58:18 AM

Thank You Mistress for not letting puppet cum for 9 days now. puppet is very grateful to You for this. After puppet gets caught up on a few things it will start looking at the chastity devices so You can lock up and fully control this cock. puppet is glad that You own it already and puppet wants You to have it under lock and key. It will take away any temptations for puppet to play with it on its own.

 

The more You control puppet's orgsms the easier it gets for puppet to wait on them. puppet does find itself reading erotic stories though and getting itself turned on. puppet does this knowing that it isn't allowed to cum. puppet guesses that You could say that it's teasing and denying itself.

 

puppet does miss Your methods of teasing and denial though Miss. Star. puppet really enjoyed the torment You gave it during its two week punishment. puppet would beg for more but it knows that You will do as You wish to puppet. puppet is Your property and as such can be treated however You wish.

 

puppet is both scared of and looking forward to the "full body waxing" that You plan for it. puppet has a feeling that it will be screaming and crying during this activity and puppet knows that its suffering will please You. For that reason, and the fact that puppet doesn't have choices anymore, it will gladly subject itself to this treatment. It's times like this that puppet wish it wasn't so hairy..........

 

The hardest thing for puppet is not knowing when this will occur. It will show up one day to see Miss. Star and off for a waxing She will take Her puppet. puppet loves Miss. Star being in total control though. puppet doesn't have a right to know any of Her plans for it. 

 

puppet gets aroused just thinking of pleasing its Owner. 

 

  


7/8/2013 2:55:46 AM

puppet is looking forward to the "Winter Flea" in RI. It's in March and goes for 3 days.

 

puppet got to cook for Miss. Star last night but when puppet got home and went to go to sleep it realised that it didn't clean up the mess it had made. This is puppet's fault because it got too busy talking about firearms with Miss. Star's Kitten and Her boyfriend. puppet should have kept its head on what needed to get done first. puppet has never not cleaned up before and won't let that happen again.

 

Next weekend Miss. Star wants to go shooting so puppet needs to get some range ammo. puppet owns a .380, 2 .40's a .45 and a 9mm and Miss. Star will be able to shoot any or all. Her Kitten also wants to go shooting so She can come too. puppet loves to shoot but hasn't gone in several months.

 

It's now been 8 days since puppet's last orgasm. puppet has a feeling it's going to be longer before it can cum though. It doesn't feel that it has earned one but the only opinion that matters is Miss. Star's. 

 

  


7/7/2013 3:57:33 AM

It ws 1 week ago today that puppet was allowed its last orgasm. When will the next one be? Only God and Miss. Star know that answer. puppet only cums when Miss. Star wishes it.

 

puppet isn't perfect (i know, shocker right??) but it tries really hard. puppet makes mistakes but tries to learn from them. puppet wants to be a good slave. puppet wants to be everything that Miss. Star wants it to be. puppet's goal is to be the ideal slave for Miss. Star.

 

puppet knows that it will need training for this goal. puppet knows that this goal won't be easily achieved also but puppet wants to do it.

 

An unhappy Miss. Star is not a good thing. Displeasing Miss. Star is something puppet NEVER wishes to do.

 

puppet is finishing up the spanking bench for Miss. Star. puppet hopes to have it finished by next weekend.

 

On top of that puppet has ordered some supplies to make Miss. Star a star tipped evil stick. 

 

puppet is learning new skills so that it can be more useful to Miss. Star. puppet is willing to learn any skills that She tells it to as long as it will make Her smile (or laugh).

 

puppet exists ONLY for Miss. Star (and Whoever else She chooses to share puppet with if Anyone). Her happiness, pleasure, amusement and entertainment are puppet's jobs and puppet wants to do them well.

 

puppet cares about You alot Miss. Star and enjoys every second it spends with You.

 


7/6/2013 3:53:34 AM

It's been a long week for puppet. puppet has been working 12+ hours everyday. Tomorrow is puppet's only day off and puppet hopes to spend it with Miss. Star. 

 

If Miss. Star allows puppet to visit puppet will be very greatful. puppet knows that spending time with Miss. Star is a privilege.

 

puppet is constantly trying to make its Owner happy. Sometimes puppet succeeds but other times it fails. puppet hates failing.

 

When puppet upsets Miss. Star it makes puppet really upset. It also makes puppet sad. puppet gets upset at itself because it made Miss. Star upset.

 

puppet wants a happy Mistress and puppet will do WHATEVER it takes to make and keep Her happy.

 

Miss. Star is an AMAZING Woman and just knowing Her has improved puppet's life.


7/5/2013 12:10:27 PM

It's kind of funny the way some things happen. A Friend of mine that i went to training with (for the Army) just told me that She's pregnant and engage. The prenant part was a little bit of a shock to me. She's a very small Woman.....and a Lesbian. Come to find out, She's engaged to a man......

 

She insists that She is still 100% Lesbian but this man is Her soulmate.....

 

i just don't get it.

 


7/5/2013 3:59:36 AM

puppet hopes that E/everyone had a good and safe 4th of July.

 

For this journal puppet wants to talk about the dream it had last night.

 

In this dream, Miss. Star had puppet transform into marionette. After getting all dressed a butt plug was inserted into marionette's ass and marionette was instructed "Don't let it fall out!"

 

marionette was instructed to start cleaning Miss. Star's house. While marionette was doing this, Miss. Star had a few friends over. marionette was constantly being called away from its cleaning to bring T/them food and drinks as well as clean up any mess that was made by T/them. 

 

Once marionette was finally finished cleaning Miss. Star had it bend over to show that the plug was still in. Once Miss. Star was satisfied that the cleaning was done and the plug was still still in, marionette was instructed to give Miss. Star and Her Female Guests foot rubs. 

 

After the Ladies got Their foot rubs Miss. Star had marionette strip down to just its thong and She blindfolded marionette. There was no way to know who was doing what but marionette was being spanked (hard), had multiple evil sticks being used on it (sometimes at the same time), hit with belts, paddles canes as well as other things.

 

Miss. Star and Her G/guests were laughing as puppet would scream in pain at times. marionette lost track of time so it doesn't know how long this treatment lasted. When They were done with the beating marionette realized that the plug it was wearing had come out at some point. That caused puppet to get into trouble and ended with more beatings and humiliation.

 

marionette was led into the bathroom and told to lay down in the tub. Shortly after that marionette felt and smelled urine being released onto it. These Women did it one at a time to extend puppet's humiliation. marionette wasn't allowed to get out of the tub or shower off the smell until told otherwise. At random points a Woman would enter the bathroom and relieve Herself again and/or tell puppet to roll over in the urine to coat itself.

 

After some time puppet was finally allowed to shower and that is when the bruises were noticed. marionette was ordered to not put on any clothes after the shower but to present itself to Miss. Star and thank Her for this treatment.

 

After the shower puppet was kneeling at Miss. Star's feet and kissing them. She also ordered puppet to thank the others  for Their involvement. puppet ended up kissing all of the Women's feet as well licking Their feet and sucking on Their toes. 

 

"Did all of this turn you on puppet?" Miss. Star asked.

When puppet answered "Yes Mistress" She put a blindfold back on puppet and grabbed "Her cock" (She owns puppet's cock) and gave it a couple strokes before S/someone else cuffed puppet's arms behind its back. Once that was done Miss. Star stopped stroking and then stuck Her cock into a chastity cage and locked it on. The blindfold and cuffs were removed and knew its life was now different. Miss. Star then turned around on the couch and hiked up Her skirt to reveal Her ass.


"Lick my ass puppet!!" She ordered and puppet buried its face in Her ass to lick it like She ordered. puppet knew that all choices were gone now and it does anything its told.

 

 

 

puppet doesn't know what was a bigger turn on....having the dream or writing about it.

 

 

 

 

 


7/4/2013 3:58:40 AM

Today is the 4th of July and puppet has food to cook but no one to cook for. puppet has sausages, steak, pork, corn for grilling, squash, mushrooms, onions and zucchini too. puppet really love to cook for P/people, especially if that Person is puppet's Owner. puppet will figure something out for all this food.

 

puppet ordered the star to put on Miss. Star's evil stick. puppet also ordered the stuff to make Her an evil stick too. It may take some practice but puppet thinks it can do it.

 

puppet is still bruised on its arms from Saturday and Sunday's meeting with Miss. Star's Evil Sticks.........Getting old SUCKS!!! puppet never used to bruise like this and if it did it was gone quickly.

 

Miss. Star has indicated that She wants to be able to make star out of welts with Her Evil Stick and puppet knows that it will be the practice canvas. puppet knows that the choice was made the second it met Miss. Star that it do whatever made Miss. Star happy.

 

puppet will wear the marks of Miss. Star proudly. puppet only wishes to please You Mistress and if that means becoming a pain slut than puppet hopes that You can help it do just that.  


7/3/2013 3:59:27 AM

puppet has decided that it will order some items so it can try to make Miss. Star an evil stick with a star on it. puppet figures if the people making them won;t do it that puppet must. Miss. Star wants one and whatever Miss. Star wants She should get. puppet has found the sites to buy all of the supplies (hopefully) and plans to order them soon. 

 

puppet knows that making and keeping Miss. Star happy is its top priority and puppet doesn't want to fail at that.

 

puppet still has stripes and bruises from saturday's and sunday's meetings with Miss. Star's evil sticks and puppet knows that it will get more in the future. That not only scares puppet (because it hurts) but excites puppet because it knows that taking the wacks is what Miss. Star wants it to do and She also LOVES to watch puppet's reactions. She also loves to see flesh turn "pretty colors" and know that She caused it to happen.

 

Since puppet is Her slave and, puppet's body belongs to Her, She can mark it all She wants and puppet has no right to say no.

 

It was funny though, on the ride home on Sunday, while Miss. Star was welting puppet's arms S/someone mentioned that puppet could always safeword to make it stop. puppet doesn't recall being given a safeword though........not that puppet would have used it anyway though. puppet doesn't remember the last time (if ever) that it safeworded. 

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet will take whatever She dishes out whenever She chooses to do it and for whatever reason. puppet lives to be a slave and to be Your slave, Miss. Star, is a HUGE honor for this puppet.


7/2/2013 4:10:21 AM

This journal is late.........puppet started writing it and then dozed back off to sleep. Thankfully my second alarm went off and puppet wasn't late to work. puppet apologizes Mistress. puppet knows that You demand it be done by 7 am. 

 

puppet has no idea what to write today. puppet's back, neck and shoulder on the left side is killing me. puppet thinks it may have pinched a nerve.  

 

The other day puppet had a dream involving Miss. Star, Her Evil Stick, plastic wrap and duct tape.......Can A/anyone guess where that was going?? She thought it was "Fantastic" which kind of scares puppet but puppet will do as She says. 

 

 


7/1/2013 2:55:21 AM

Yesterday Miss. Star allowed puppet to cum with its butt plug in. Yesterday was day 12 for puppet. Thank You Mistress. You're very good to Your puppet. 

 

puppet tried a medium butt plug but it felt like the tip was hitting something and it hurt. puppet is happy that it tried it though. puppet's butt just isn't ready for a bigger plug yet.

 

puppet loves the doors that are being opened in puppet by Miss. Star.

 

puppet has some marks on its arms from Miss. Star's new ugly sticks. Thank You for these marks Mistress. 

 

puppet knows that one way or another it will become a pain slut again. It will happen but even if it doesn't puppet will still be taking pain from its Owner at Her order.

 

 

 


6/30/2013 6:22:48 AM

Before leaving for the Flea puppet made a bad mistake. puppet made the mistake of calling Miss. Star by Her real name. puppet knows it isn't allowed to do that and has no idea why it happened. puppet feels horrible for failing its Owner in such a way.

 

Other than the start of the trip, puppet had a great weekend. puppet has learned that its tolerance for pain is not what it once was. puppet knew that Miss. Star was a sadist when it met Her and puppet wants to be the pain slut that She wants. It will take some work but puppet knows that with Miss. Star's help (and constant beatings) puppet will increase its pain tolerance.

 

puppet knew that once it bought Miss. Star the first Evil Stick that She would be using it on him. While puppet knew that the evil sticks hurt puppet didn't remember them hurting as much as they did. 

 

puppet was a pain slut at one point in its past and really hopes that it can get there again. This is what Miss. Star wants and puppet wants to give Miss. Star what She wants.

 


6/29/2013 6:14:33 PM

The Fetish Flea was fun. Miss. Star got a couple new toys and puppet got a couple new welts....

 

Miss. Star also managed to corrupt a male friend of Her's. He came to the Flea with an open mind and left with an evil stick and a cane. Miss. Star has an amazing affect on people. 

 

Just a so E/everyone knows, The Port Inn in Portsmouth NH is a good place for a good price. puppet highly suggests Y/you stay here if Y/you're in the area. 


6/29/2013 3:48:21 AM

Today is the day of the Summer Flea!!

 

It's also day 11 of no orgasm for puppet. puppet is thankful to Miss. Star for keeping it orgasmless for so long. puppet knows that Miss. Star wants to have puppet in chastity (and puppet wants it too) so puppet has been looking for one that will, hopefully, fit right. puppet hates how expensive the chastity devices are.

 

puppet has looked and realized that the CB-6000's internal diameter is too small. puppet does think that the Curve will work but it's $150. puppet hopes that S/someone at the flea might be selling some that puppet can get a deal on.

 

The thought of being locked up for Miss. Star without control over the key is a HUGE turn on for puppet. puppet also knows that it will give Miss. Star the assurance that puppet really isn't masturbating without permission. Plus, it will give Miss. Star more of the control She deserves over puppet. puppet knows that once it's locked in a device, any freedom it may have now, will be taken away and puppet is ok with that. 

 

puppet loves Miss. Star with all of its heart so it's only natural to want to give Her full control over its orgasms. puppet already only orgasms when it's told it can but it knows that a chastity device will bring it to a whole new level. 

 

On a side note....

 

puppet has 3 options of collars for Miss. Star to use during the Flea (if She chooses to) to lead puppet around. puppet has made all of them. puppet hopes that Miss. Star likes one of them or that She chooses to collar puppet with Her own collar.

 

puppet really loves being Miss. Star's puppet and slave. puppet is extremely happy.

 

Hope to see some of Y/you at the flea

 

  


6/28/2013 2:53:28 AM

Tomorrow is the flea and puppet is looking forward to it. puppet gets to go and see its Owner tonight and W/we leave in the morning. This will be the longest time that puppet has spent with Miss. Star. puppet is honored to be accompanying Miss. Star to this event.

 

puppet loves the idea of being on display for all to see. puppet wants everyone there to see and know that its the property of Miss. Star. 

 

puppet was told a while back that it will wear whatever Miss. Star says and puppet knew its only option was to accept that. Now puppet waits to hear what it will wear in order to please its Owner. 

 

Miss. Star is more than just an Owner to puppet. She's a living Goddess and a Queen and should always be treated as such.

 

puppet lives to serve and worship You Miss. Star.

 


6/27/2013 2:45:27 AM

puppet MAY find out today, at some point, what it will be wearing to the flea. As it looks right now the room that puppet booked won't be ready until 3pm. Had puppet known that it may have booked for a day earlier and brought its Owner up for a couple of nights. What's done is done however and that means that Miss. Star and puppet will probably need to get ready prior to leaving the house. 

 

puppet looks forward to wearing whatever Miss. Star's beautifully creative mind comes up with. puppet knows that it doesn't really have a choice because its body is Miss. Star's property so She can cover it however She wishes. 

 

Being Miss. Star's slave is a very unique experience and i truly enjoy it. puppet loves not knowing what She'll "request" of it next or when its next orgasm will be or even how it will be allowed to orgasm. None of these things matter to puppet because it can't control them.

 

puppet must simply focus on pleasing its Owner and let Her control all of the other things. It gets hard sometimes to focus on Her and not myself. no matter how much i try to suppress my male ego and pride i find it popping back up at times. puppet knows that its pleasure comes from Miss. Star's pleasure and nowhere else. puppet knows that a happy Owner means that it can be happy too. 

 

puppet now lives for Miss. Star's happiness, pleasure, enjoyment and entertainment. puppet MUST do all that it can to make sure that Miss. Star is never without those four things. 

 

Maybe, someday, puppet will earn Miss. Star's collar and be taken as Her's forever but in the meantime puppet must continue to work towards earning that collar. puppet can only imagine how much happier it will be wearing Miss. Star's collar. puppet already knows it belongs to Her. She knows it too. When Miss. Star says "My puppet" it makes puppet happy and turned on. puppet knows at that moment its Owner is acknowledging Her ownership of puppet and reminding puppet of its status. 

 

Today is day 9 for puppet without orgasm and puppet is going to wait as long as Miss. Star sees fit. puppet would really enjoy Her watching some time but that's only if She chooses to. puppet has no right to dictate anything to ANY Woman and especially not it's Owner. She will do as She wishes with and to puppet and puppet complain or deny Her.


6/26/2013 11:47:18 AM
The collar that puppet made is photo #12. puppet knows that it isn't perdect but puppet is happy with how this attempt came out. The collars will get better as puppet learns. Maybe puppet will eventually sell them.

6/26/2013 11:24:29 AM

puppet loves when Miss. Star keeps it orgasmless for over a week. it makes the gift of an orgasm so much better. With Miss. Star's help puppet has overcome its compulsive urge to masturbate. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star wants "Her cock" locked up with the only key being kept by Her. puppet wants to make that happen but the CB-6000 cause swelling for puppet. puppet thinks it needs to save up for a curve. The internal Diameter is a little larger. The problem is that the real ones are $150 dollars. 


6/26/2013 3:59:35 AM

The summer flea is this weekend and puppet is excited. Miss. Star told puppet it would be attending the event with Her in April and puppet has been looking forward to it ever since. puppet is also looking forward to seeing how Miss. Star will have it dress.  

 

puppet knows that whatever Miss. Star tells it to wear will be what it wears without any questions. 

 

puppet is also trying to teach itself how to make collars. it has made two so far and both are less than perfect. One is pretty good though. puppet figures that if it tries a couple more times it will get this skill down. puppet eventually wants to make matching collar and cuffs too.

 

If Y/you are the flea this weekend please don't be shy. Y/you can come up to me and say "hi". Just realize that puppet may or may not be allowed to speak. puppet doesn't know what rules it's Owner will be putting into place for Her puppet. 

 

puppet loves the feeling of not knowing what Miss. Star has planned for it. Also, knowing that puppet doesn't have a choice in the matter either is amazing. 

 

After the flea puppet hopes to take Miss. Star out to eat and, if puppet is really lucky, maybe Miss. Star will try out any new toys She buys (or ones that puppet buys) on Her puppet. 

  


6/25/2013 3:59:35 AM

Today marks one week of no orgasm for puppet. puppet actually had to look back at its journal entries to see when the last one was. lol. puppet is happy to be kept orgasmless by its Owner for as long as She wants. 

 

The longer puppet stays orgasmless the more it loves Miss. Star. The longer Miss. Star keeps puppet orgasmless the hornier puppet gets too. puppet knows that it will do as Miss. Star demands at all times.

 

Thank You Miss. Star for controlling puppet's orgasms and making it realize that receiving pleasure is a gift given only by You (puppet's Beautiful, Wise, Fair and Controlling Goddess). puppet doesn't know when it will be allowed an orgasm nor does puppet care. puppet knows that Miss. Star will allow it whenever SHE feels it's time. Maybe it will be before the flea (this saturday) or maybe afterwards but it doesn't matter to puppet.

 

puppet looks forward to being with Miss. Star at the flea. puppet loves the idea of Miss. Star showing off Her ownership of puppet to all the world. puppet is proud to be owned and even prouder that its owned by Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star has "made" puppet do things that it had never done before. The first was to learn how to make cushions for a spanking bench with leather. Another was using butt plugs. puppet knows that Miss. Star will keep having puppet try new things if only for the reason of making Her happy. 

 

puppet is so lucky that Miss. Star allows it to serve Her. While puppet isn't perfect (far from it actually), puppet is willing to learn and be trained as Miss. Star sees fit. puppet knows that it has things to work on.

 

Miss. Star's beauty drives puppet wild and it starts thinking with the wrong head sometimes. Miss. Star was kind enough to point out a few things that puppet needs to work on. With Miss. Star's help puppet knows it can be the slave that Miss. Star wants and deserves. 

 

Your puppet loves You Miss. Star.

 

 


6/24/2013 7:45:20 PM

puppet would like to vent on an issue really quickly. The issue isn't kink related though.

 

If Y/you work at Dunkin Donuts please stop telling P/people that Y/you "melt the sugar" for iced coffees. The sugar is NOT MELTED!!! What Y/you do do is DISSOLVE the sugar with hot coffee first. It takes more heat than boiling water to actually melt sugar. 

 

puppet knows that this is a minor thing but it just annoys the hell out of me.

 

Sorry, end of rant.


6/23/2013 10:45:44 PM

Today was an interesting day.....

 

It started out by cooking stuffed peppers for my Sister and bringing them to Her so i could see my little nephew.

 

After that i went to see Miss. Star and cook Her and Her Kitten dinner. They both enjoyed the meal which makes me very happy. 

 

After that is when things took a turn. Let's just say that an ex kept calling and wouldn't take the hint that N/nobody wanted to deal with him. i took offence when he started giving the Ladies an attitude and getting belligerent. When i confronted him (over the phone) he tried to play "billy badass" with me and told me that he was going to "kill me". At that point i made sure i was armed (i have an LTC in my state). i'll admit that i may have gone overboard dealing with him but if i get threatened i just go off.

 

After that, i choose to head home rather than risk confronting him in person (not because i was scared of him but because i didn't want to fight). On my way home i get pulled over by a State Trooper who did me a HUGE favor. He informed me that my registration was revoked and my license had expired......YIKES!!! He could have taken me to jail or given me a ticket or 2.......

 

i think what saved my ass (pun intended...) was that on the floor of my front seat was 4 packages of butt plugs. The cop asked me "What's up with the freaky deaky stuff in your car?" i had to come up with an answer quickly so i told him that they were gag gifts for my Girlfriend because She into freaky things....LOL He just looked at me and said "Whatever. Good luck with that." He did laugh though and if Y/you can make a cop laugh Y/you stand a good chance of getting out of trouble.

 

i explained that i have just been busy and didn't notice my license had expired. i took full responsibility for that but blamed my car's insurance and reg on "my accountant"..... i let him know that my Sister just had a baby and my grandfather just passed away recently and on top of all that i had been running for Constable in my town. i promised to take care of it and he let me go........

 

i was very lucky but now i need to get this taken care of.

 


6/23/2013 3:57:27 AM

Today will be a fun day. puppet gets to cook for its Owner and spend some time with Her. puppet has a lot to learn from Miss. Star and puppet is ready. 

 

For those W/who haven't had the honor of meeting Miss. Star please let me tell Y/you a few things about Her (some of these are my opinions):

Miss. Star is a strict but fair Mistress.

Miss. Star has a beauty like no other.

Miss. Star is extremely pretty.

Miss. Star has a presence that can't be described, only experienced.

Miss. Star is a Sadist (even though Her puppet hasn't experienced that aspect yet it can tell that She is)

Miss. Star is just overall AMAZING.

 

puppet could sit here for days trying to describe Her perfectly but how does O/pne describe a Goddess? The only way to truly understand what i mean is to spend some time getting know Miss. Star but if Y/you do Y/you may end up addicted like i am.

 

puppet just needs to let this relationship, with Miss. Star, flow at Her pace and puppet needs to focus on just making Her happy. Things that will happen will happen and things that won't happen won't happen. puppet just needs to give up total control and all expectations and let Miss. Star take on the role She does so well. 

 

puppet is honored every day its given a chance to serve You Miss. Star. puppet doesn't want to ruin that.

 

 


6/22/2013 3:58:41 AM

puppet is excited to see its Owner tomorrow. Cooking for Her and being there to serve Her needs no matter what they are is a HUGE honor for puppet.

puppet loves being on its knees in front of Miss. Star and being totally subjected to Her whims. Maybe, after the kids are asleep Her, Kitten and i can have some fun again.

 

puppet knows that it will be cleaning tomorrow. It will be cleaning the dishes in the sink before and after dinner is cooked and served. marionette may come out to clean the rest of the house tomorrow night if Miss. Star so chooses. 

 

The last free choice puppet had was to give itself to Miss. Star. That wasn't really even a choice though. Any slave who spends any time with Miss. Star would crave being Her slave as well. puppet wouldn't take back that choice for anything. 

 

Miss. Star now owns this puppet and She can do as She wishes with it. puppet's body is no longer its own and puppet's will is now that of Miss. Star's. puppet lives to please Miss. Star and strives everyday to hear the words "Good Boy" or "Good slave" or "Good puppet" or something along those lines.

 

puppet's not greedy at all. puppet knows that Miss. Star has other S/slaves and that T/they have been serving Her longer. puppet knows that its not the alpha nor will it ever be the alpha probably but puppet is ok with that. As long as it gets to love and serve Miss. Star puppet is happy. 

 

Tonight puppet will be giving Miss. Star's Kitten a foot rub and if puppet is really good maybe Miss. Star will demand one too. To tough any part of a Goddess like Miss. Star is a glorious feeling. If puppet gets to kiss Her feet and/or lick them too then puppet will be in total heaven. Maybe Miss. Star will allow (or force) puppet to lick Kitten's feet too. puppet knows that Kitten will have been just getting home from work so Her feet will have been in socks and shoes all day and maybe even sweaty but that doesn't matter to puppet. If the request (or order) comes then puppet will do as told.

 

How lucky can a couple of Ladies be though? A slave comes over to cook and cleans and then the Ladies get foot rubs. Actually, puppet's not sure W/who's more luck. Is puppet luckier for being allowed to do this or is Miss. Star and Kitten luckier because it's being done for Them? Either way, puppet knows it's in for a good night.

 

 


6/21/2013 3:59:56 AM

puppet can't wait to cook dinner for Miss. Star on Sunday. puppet knows it needs to clean the kitchen too and will gladly do so both before and after cooking. Also, tomorrow puppet may be able to give Miss. Star's Kitten the foot rub it owes Her. 

 

puppet feels so natural when in service to its Owner. When puppet makes Her happy puppet becomes very happy. 

 

Next weekend is the flea and puppet is very curious what Miss. Star has planned for it. Miss. Star may have puppet attend the flea as marionette or She may not. puppet may be waxed or shaved prior to the flea or it may not. puppet doesn't have any say or control over what it will be wearing or whether it will be shaved/waxed or not. 

 

puppet really loves not having any control. puppet is interested to see what other control Miss. Star will take next. 

 

puppet did but a 3 size set of butt plugs so that it will be ready when Miss. Star decides that it's time for puppet to go up a size. The large one really scares puppet though but if Miss. Star ordered puppet to wear it puppet would have no other choice.

 

puppet is interested to see where its anal training is going. puppet wants to get to the place Miss. Star wants to take it. With the amount that puppet has been thinking about anal play puppet feels like its becoming an anal slut for Miss. Star.


6/20/2013 3:59:58 AM

puppet likes to read and write erotica. puppet's favorite to read is femdom erotica that involves mind control. That's also the type that puppet writes. For those of Y/you interested in the same thing, please feel free to read what i've written.

 

Here is a link:

http://mcstories.com/Authors/airman1030.html

 

Right now puppet is working on one with Miss. Star being the main character. puppet really enjoys writing these stories too. puppet gets very turned on when reading and writing them so it needs to take its time.

 

Miss. Star is giving puppet the honor of cooking for Her again this weekend. puppet loves serving Miss. Star cooking Her dinner and then serving it to Her is a HUGE honor for puppet. After dinner is done puppet needs to finish cleaning the stove that it started last time. 

 

Maybe after all of that is done Miss. Star will allow puppet to worship Her. 

 

In service to Miss. Star is where puppet plans to be for life. Forever under Her feet, ass and pussy. Only allowed to breath in air that is filled with Her scent and pheromones. Kept in a state of constant arousal strictly for Her amusement. 

 


6/19/2013 3:58:53 AM

Miss. Star allowed Her puppet to cum last night. The orgasm was great. puppet was told that the orgasm has no stipulations attached. puppet knows Mistress wants it to get comfortable with the butt plug so puppet inserted it prior to masturbatution and kept it in even after orgasm.

 

puppet doesn't know when its next orgasm will allowed but is thankful for the gift of this one. Miss. Star knows Her puppet and its urges but She also knows that it respects Her control and follows Her orders.

 

It wasn't too long ago that puppet went 17 days without an orgasm. puppet thinks that Miss. Star does this on purpose. She isn't consistent with the intervals of puppet's allowed orgasms. This keeps puppet guessing and curious of when its next orgasm will come. puppet knows that there might be a time when Miss. Star has puppet break its current 17 day record. The only question is, by how long? This is a question that puppet doesn't have any business knowing unless its Owner allows it to know.

 

puppet exists to used and abused by its Owner and to please, pleasure, amuse, entertain and relax Her. 

 

puppet knows that no matter how much Miss. Star uses and abuses it She will not break puppet. Miss. Star doesn't like to break Her toys. 


6/18/2013 3:56:02 AM

Today marks 8 days since Miss. Star has given Her puppet permission to cum. puppet feels greats too. puppet loves Miss. Star controlling its orgasms.

 

puppet has ordered the stuff to make a collar for itself. This collar, if approved by Miss. Star, will be used during the flea unless puppet has earned Miss. Star's collar by then. puppet wishes with all of its being to earn a collar from its Owner. To actually be collared by Miss. Star is a dream. For Her to bestow Her collar onto Her puppet would show puppet's total and utter subservience to its Her.

 

puppet already knows that its owned by Miss. Star and She knows it too but the collar would show the world. puppet already obeys Miss. Star without question because Her orders are final. 

 

Where would puppet be without Miss. Star? 

puppet would be searching the web for a Woman to serve and masturbating every chance it had. 

 

puppet can't do that now. puppet only masturbates when Miss. Star allows. 

 

The flea is 11 days away and puppet is excited. puppet knows a few P/people that will be showing up and puppet can't wait to see them. puppet also can't wait to introduce Miss. Star to them as well. 

 

The most fun will be if Miss. Star shows off Her puppet. puppet has no idea what Miss. Star has planned for the but puppet knows it will do as told and enjoy it.

 


6/17/2013 3:58:59 AM

Yesterday was a good day. i got to spend a few hours with my Owner but i wish i could have been with Her longer. Her and i went to get Her nails done and i got Her a pedicure too. Watching the Woman work on my Mistress's feet made me a bit envious because i love my Mistress's feet. 

 

The way Miss. Star scratches (ever so lightly) Her nails on puppet's head turns puppet on. The way She bites puppet's tongue when W/we kiss is just amazing. puppet loves the way that Miss. Star can instantly know what Her puppet is thinking. 

 

Today is one week since puppet last orgasmed and since it last used its butt plug. puppet loves knowing that its orgasms are 100% controlled by Miss. Star. puppet couldn't imagine going back to a life where it was free to cum anytime it wanted to. With Miss. Star in control puppet feels better and has much better orgasms.

 

No matter how bad puppet feels it needs to cum it knows that it only needs to cum if Miss. Star says it needs to cum. puppet's cum is the property of Miss. Star just like puppet is. Miss. Star owns puppet's body and anything on or in it.

 

After puppet left its Owner's presence, which made puppet sad, it went to spend time with its new baby nephew. puppet's family did a father's day dinner at its Sister's house. puppet loves being an uncle too.

 

 


6/16/2013 3:57:49 AM

Happy father's day to all the fathers out there!!

 

puppet is excited to see its Owner today. puppet just loves spending time with Miss. Star. Maybe, if puppet is lucky, She'll let puppet lick Her feet before W/we go out this morning.

 

For those that don't know Miss. Star, i feel for You. Getting the chance to meet this AMAZING Woman and then to be accepted as Her slave is a HUGE honor. The more i get to know Her the more i fall in love with Her.

 

puppet is desperate to please its Owner and make Her happy. Miss. Star's happiness is what matters to puppet and if puppet can make Her happy then it MUST do it. 

 

puppet feels fortunate that Miss. Star has only needed to punish it once but it still regrets that it earned that punishment on O/our first date. puppet took the punishment like a slave and didn't let its Owner down.  NEVER again does puppet wish to fail Miss. Star. 

 

puppet has been searching its entire life for a Woman like Miss. Star and now that puppet has found Her it wants to be kept by Her. puppet will live the rest of its days below Miss. Star's feet and ass if She demands it. 

 

One of the great things about being Miss. Star's property is level of control She exert over Her property. A couple examples are:

 

puppet doesn't masturbate and/or orgasm as much as it used to.

puppet's nails are growing out a bit so that they may be used to scratch Miss. Star.

 

puppet really does love being YOUR puppet Miss. Star and can't imagine any other life. puppet was born to be a slave and it was destined to be Your slave. Everyday puppet is more in love with You and everyday puppet isn't with You it feels like an addict without its addiction. 


6/15/2013 3:54:33 AM

puppet misses its owner like crazy. The way She scratches its head and pushes Her feet into its face and the feel of Her lips. Spending a week away from Miss. Star is tough of puppet. puppet is extremely addicted to its Owner so it feels lonely without Her.

 

The Summer Flea is coming up and puppet is excited. puppet has no idea what toys, if any, will be bought there but it is ready to have them tried out on its flesh.

 

Just to get the chance to spend time with its Owner makes puppet extremely happy. puppet know that pleasing its Owner is important and that's what it tries to do at all times.

 

puppet loves being Miss. Star's slave and property. It knows that only Her opinion matters now and that it will fulfil Her wishes to the best of its ability.

 

 

 


6/14/2013 3:57:38 AM

puppet has been told it will be spending the day with Miss. Star on Sunday. puppet is so excited!! Just being allowed in Miss. Star's presence is a HUGE honor. puppet has no idea what the plans are but that's ok. puppet does as its Owner wishers and plans. Maybe She'll get puppet a total body wax or maybe puppet will spend the entire day licking, kissing and sucking on Her feet and toes.

 

puppet does know that it owes Miss. Star's Kitten a foot rub though and maybe puppet will be able to pay that debt sunday too.

 

Whenever puppet isn't with its Owner it feels a craving for Her. When puppet is with Her its happy and extremely submissive and subservient. Miss. Star knows that She has puppet addicted to Her and puppet loves knowing that it will always be addicted to Her.

 

puppet dreams about its Owner every night almost and wakes up horny and aroused each time. puppet isn't allowed to relieve the arousal though without permission and that gets hard sometimes. 

 

puppet really loves the control that Miss. Star has and how quickly She took that control. puppet thinks that She knew from the moment that She met me i was going to be Her's and, like always, Miss. Star was right.

 

puppet is in love with You Miss. Star and worships You as the Goddess that You are.

 


6/13/2013 3:55:56 AM

puppet keeps having dreams Miss. Star taking it with a strap-on. puppet has no idea why it keeps having said dreams or why these dreams turn it on so much. 

 

puppet has been having 3 dreams of Miss. Star taking it with a strap-on.

 

Dream 1 - puppet knows that Miss. Star is planning to use Her strap-on on it and puppet willing submits to it. 

 

Dream 2 - puppet is caught off guard by Miss. Star and forcefully bound before having both its holes raped repeatedly. 

 

Dream 3 - This dream is similar to #2 except puppet's holes get gang raped by multiple Women with different size strap-ons. 

 

Dreams 2 and 3 are the ones puppet has most often. puppet knows that Miss. Star will choose when, if and how puppet will loose its anal virginity. puppet also knows that it's none of puppet's business what Miss. Star is planning. puppet is Her property and therefore She can do as She wishes.

 

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On a side note:

 

puppet really looks forward to trying the vibrating butt plug it bought. As soon as Miss. Star saw it and felt the vibration of it She choose to hold on to it and said that She will decide when it gets used.

 

Miss. Star and (Her) Kitten have told puppet that it is going to cause puppet to cum like crazy by vibrating against puppet's prostate.  puppet knows to never question Miss. Star and has also learned to never question Her Kitten either.

 

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Only a few years ago any of this "ass play" would have been a hard limit puppet. No puppet is craving it..........Is puppet becoming a slut?? Did Miss. Star put puppet under some kind of spell?? If She did puppet hopes that She keeps it under the spell.

  

 

 


6/12/2013 3:56:12 AM

Yesterday puppet became an uncle for the first time. The cycle of life is amazing. puppet lost its grandfather a few weeks ago and now a new life enters the family.  puppet's nephew was 7lbs 10oz.

 

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On a different note:

 

puppet is extremely horny today. puppet was allowed to cum on monday morning (around 0130) and today is only wens. It's always the first few days that are the toughest for puppet. puppet knows that it isn't allowed to cum though. puppet has pushed through in the past and will do so again. 

 

puppet is amazed at something though. Since it met Miss. Star puppet has probably cum less in  the, almost month and a half puppet has been seeing Her, as it would have in a normal week. Thank You Miss. Star for helping puppet with its uncontrolled masturbation.

 

puppet is proud to be controlled in such a way. Without Miss. Star puppet would would be masturbating until it hurt sometimes. 

 

Now puppet can read full erotica short stories and not jerk-off 25% of the way through.

 

Miss. Star is an amazing Woman and puppet hopes to keep pleasing Her.

 


6/11/2013 3:56:36 AM

puppet has been thinking about how wonderful this world would be if Female Supremacy was the law. 

 

Just imagine if every male, over the age of 21, was required to be owned by a Woman. Every Woman, over the age of 21, would be able to own slaves. Women wouldn't be required to own a male but They wouldn't be limited to the number they could own either.

 

Once a Woman owned a male though he would become Her property and She could do as She wished with him. She could sell him, trade him or give him away but She could never "free him". 

 

It would be illegal for a male to be unowned. If a male was found to unowned he would be arrested and then sold at auction. 

 

males would not be allowed to hold any leadership positions at any job that they may work. Any pay they earn from said job would go straight to their Owner's account too.

males wouldn't be allowed to have money.

 

Women would be allowed to own other Women if they chose to. Women would be allowed the Rights where males wouldn't. 

 

This is just a fantasy world though. Even though Women are the Superior Gender puppet doesn't think the world is ready for Total Female Domination..............It IS happening though just slowly.

 

More Women in and graduating from college, more Women in upper management of companies and more husbands staying home to raise the kids. At this rate Women will rule the world in the 200 years. God i wish it would happen within my lifetime.

 


6/9/2013 10:29:46 PM

puppet is doing its journal for today before bed so it can sleep in. 

 

puppet had a great time with its Owner and Her kitten. Mistress liked the gifts that puppet got for Her.....even the ones that puppet didn't know it got for Her....LOL

 

Miss. Star allowed puppet an orgasm today and puppet did it with its butt plug in. 

 

Miss. Star tried a few items out yesterday and two of them were done on puppet. 

 

Miss. Star and Kitten both enjoyed the meal that puppet made for Them too and that made puppet happy.

 

Well, puppet needs to go to sleep because it has work tomorrow....i mean today....

 

Thank You for a great day Mistress and thank You for the orgasm.


6/9/2013 9:11:19 AM

puppet is a very happy slave. puppet was just told that it will be allowed to cook dinner for Miss. Star and Her Kitten. puppet will humbly take any chance to spend time with its Owner. 

 

puppet was told to make something tasty with mushrooms and mashed potatoes. This also means that puppet will also be doing the dishes of course too.

 

puppet hopes that it makes something that pleases its Owner and Her Kitten too. 


6/9/2013 4:42:57 AM

puppet wouldn't mind trying this if its Owner approved.

 

 

 

  Oh my..   His cock kind of looks...


6/9/2013 3:54:53 AM

puppet is hoping to get to see Miss. Star today. puppet has a new charm for Her bracelet and the replacement butt plug for Her. 

 

puppet loves being with Miss. Star. Even if puppet is kneeling at Her feet for hours or cooking and cleaning for Her puppet just loves being around Her.

 

Miss. Star has a voice that's like honey. It's super sweet and it flows into puppet's ears and sticks to its brain. 

 

When puppet makes its Owner happy puppet is happy too. puppet gains pleasure from knowing it has pleased its Owner.

 

One way puppet tries to please its Owner is holding off on orgasms as long as She demands. Right now puppet is at a week and it has no idea how long Miss. Star will make it wait nor is it any of puppet's business. puppet knows that its Orgasms are Her's and it has no right to them anymore and puppet loves that.

 

The more control Miss. Star takes over puppet the more puppet loves Her. The more time puppet spends with Miss. Star the more addicted it becomes to Her. 

 

The taste of Her feet and toes.

The smell of Her flesh.

The sound of Her voice.

The sound of Her laugh (which also turns puppet on like CRAZY!!)

Her confidence.

Her aura of Dominance.

 

puppet can't help but fall to it's knees as soon as it enters Her presence. Every time that puppet even thinks about Miss. Star it gets aroused.

 

puppet is happy to be a enthralled by Miss. Star and hopes that She never cuts the strings of this puppet.

 

puppet loves, respects and worships Miss. Star and humbly presents itself to Her for Her enjoyment at all times.

 

 


6/8/2013 5:13:46 AM

Funny comic


6/8/2013 3:54:20 AM

Some P/people find it odd that puppet is straight but likes to crossdress from time to time. puppet doesn't consider itself a "crossdresser" per se but it does enjoy wearing Women's clothes to please its Owner.

 

Also, just because puppet will crossdress from time to time it isn't a "sissy". A "sissy" will suck cock and lick up the cum of other males which are things puppet WILL NOT do. puppet has never even tasted its own cum so why would it lick another's.

 

Some P/people in this lifestyle have said that there isn't any way puppet could be straight if it likes to crossdress and has fantasies of its Owner taking it with a strap-on. Well, puppet has news for Y/you, the strap-on is the closest puppet thinks it will ever get to a dick in the ass.

 

puppet remembers when it was on Alt.com and som male "dominant" said that he would come make puppet (not the name puppet was going by then) his bitch. he claimed that he was going to kidnap me and rape me for days. puppet was in the Military at the time and laughed at him. Now, had he been a She and She made those comments, i might have jumped at the chance.

 

puppet feels it needs to say this again though because S/some may not get the hint:

 

  1. YES puppet is a slave but puppet is not Y/your slave. puppet is Miss. Star's slave.
  2. NO puppet is not gay or bi.
  3. NO puppet will never be gay or bi.
  4. NO puppet is not interested in a master.
  5. YES puppet is extremely happy being Miss. Star's slave.

 

With that all said puppet will end this journal by saying:

Thank You Miss. Star for taking this male slave and making it into Your puppet. puppet is forever in Your debt for this and will work to make sure Your happiness is constant. puppet loves You with all of its heart. You're all puppet thinks about and those thoughts always get puppet aroused. Knowing that puppet pleases You brings puppet pleasure Mistress. puppet lives to serve You and to be Your puppet   

 

 

 


6/7/2013 3:49:20 PM

This is a great story. puppet only wishes that it wrote it. There are a few type-o's but cut some slack.

 

http://www.femdomlibrary.com/story/2675/a-domme-catches-a-sissy


6/7/2013 3:52:20 AM

puppet finished 3/4 of one of the cushions for a spanking bench it has for Miss. Star. The purple leather looks great. puppet hopes to have the cushions done today but it all depends on how busy it is at work.

 

After the cushions are done puppet needs to get the bench stained. puppet has the stain already (black, just as Miss. Star demanded). 

 

puppet really wants to build Miss. Star Her throne with a cage under the seat. puppet can see the finished product in its head but the problem is getting to the finished product. 

 

puppet hopes to please Miss. Star with its work. puppet has never done this before so Miss. Star's approval means everything. 


6/6/2013 3:59:13 AM

puppet had a dream about Miss. Star last night.

 

In puppet's dream Miss. Star had puppet dressed up as marionette and wearing its butt plug. She drove puppet to a salon to get its nails done. While there Miss. Star would have puppet worship Her feet as well as kiss and lick Her ass. 

 

As the Employees were enjoying the show Miss. Star mentioned to Them that puppet was wearing a butt plug and made puppet show off its plug. 

 

Miss. Star kept puppet at the salon until it closed and then offered the Women a better show. 

 

She pulled a strap-on out of Her bag and put it on. Before puppet knew what was happening the strap-on was shoved down its throat and it was told to suck it like a whore.  

 

After about an hour of throat fucking Her puppet Miss. Star had puppet bend over and She started to pound its ass. 

 

She made puppet cum all over the floor of the salon and while She punished puppet for cumming without permission She also made puppet lick up its cum.  

 

When Miss. Star was ready to leave She had puppet kiss the feet of all of the Women that watched. She also made puppet put back in its plug.

 

This was such an interesting dream.

 

 

 


6/5/2013 9:31:02 AM
Collarme needs a mobile app for android phones and also needs to stop saying i posted from an iphone. i don't own an iphone.

6/5/2013 3:56:40 AM

Kneeling at the feet of Miss. Star feels like home to me. i love knowing that, as i kneel there submissively, She's sitting there knowing She's in control.

 

 

For puppet there is no better feeling than knowing it has made its Owner happy. Her smile is puppet's reward. Anything else She offers is "icing on the cake".

 

puppet enjoys doing nice things for its Owner. She doesn't demand or expect all of the things that puppet does. She isn't that type of Woman. puppet likes to buy Her things that it thinks She'll enjoy. 

 

Is there a chance that puppet will do too much? Of course there is. puppet knows the type of male it is but puppet can't change who or what it is. puppet's role in life, it's very existence, it's purpose is to serve Miss. Star make Her happy and if puppet can't do that than it's a failure. puppet refuses to be a failure!!!

 

Some may wonder what puppet gets out of this relationship. Well, puppet gets to see and serve Miss. Star. puppet gets to know that it has made Her happy and knowing that makes puppet happy.

 

puppet knows that when Miss. Star is happy that it will be happy too.

 

puppet loves the mystery of Miss. Star too. puppet loves never knowing what Her beautiful and deviant mind will come up with next. puppet can try to guess but guessing is futile because Miss. Star is unpredictable. 

 

Every day that puppet spends with Miss. Star results in becoming more enthralled and addicted to Her. The more time puppet spends with Her the more it realizes that it will never and could never be a free male again.

 

puppet can only hope that it will be allowed to love, serve, amuse, pleasure and please Miss. Star for the rest of its life. Miss. Star is the what puppet has been looking for for many years and now that it has found Her it wants to stay. 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 


6/4/2013 3:58:53 AM

puppet just ordered two more butt plugs. One is for Miss. Star to replace the one She gave me. She didn't ask for it to be replaced but puppet feels that it's only fair. The other one comes with a 7 speed bullet vibrator.

 

puppet was told (as it suspected) that it would be experiencing the blutt plug more. puppet will gladly do as it's Owner wishes. Miss. Star's pleasure and enjoyment come first.

 

puppet does look forward to the day that Miss. Star lets puppet experience being taken by a strap-on. puppet knows that the first will be by Miss. Star and any subsequent time will be by whomever She wishes. puppet has thought about a Woman taking it orally and anally at the same time. Get puppet's holes filled. This is, of course, only if Miss. Star allows it. puppet doesn't know if it will enjoy the experience but it does know that it would like to try.

 

With all of that said, puppet is very happy with its station in life. Being a slave to a Woman like Miss. Star is just AWESOME!! puppet is very happy to be addicted to Her. Being Miss. Star's slave makes puppet complete.

 

puppet can only hope that it continues to please Miss. Star so that it can eventually earn Her collar. puppet does know that just because it has earned Her collar doesn't mean its job is over. puppet will need to keep working to please Her so that it can keep Her collar. Such is the life of a slave and puppet wouldn't have it any other way.

 

puppet loves You Miss. Star but You already knew that. puppet is totally under Your spell for the rest of its life. Thank You for that and thank You for treating puppet the way that You know it needs to be treated.


6/3/2013 3:58:50 AM

So yesterday was first for puppet. After 17 days of no orgasm it was allowed to cum with a butt plug in. puppet's orgasm was AMAZING and puppet wants to thank Miss. Star for the orgasm. 

 

puppet also wishes to thank Miss. Star for having puppet try something new. A few years ago this would have been a hard limit but puppet has evolved within this lifestyle.  

 

puppet wore the plug for over 15 minutes.

 

puppet has found that the idea of being plugged was more of a turn-on than actually being plugged. That's not to say it was a turn-off because it wasn't. Maybe puppet's reaction would be different if Miss. Star was the Person to insert the plug. 

 

puppet feels indifferent to the butt plug but puppet does enjoy pleasing its Owner so if She tells puppet to put it in again puppet doesn't have a choice.

 

puppet did notice that it had a hard time keeping the plug in though. puppet had to either hold it in or clinch its butt cheeks together or the plug would shoot out like a missile.

 

Maybe with some practice it will be better but thank God for Astroglide! Maybe puppet lubed it up too much and that was the problem? 

 

puppet is thinking maybe an inflatable plug may stay in better or puppet may need a harness. 

 

All that matters to puppet though is that Miss. Star was pleased though. This may be the start to puppet's anal training with an end goal known only by puppet's Owner. puppet has a few ideas but only She knows what She's got in mind. 

 

Now onto another topic briefly.

 

The Summer Flea is coming up soon and puppet will be there with its Owner. Miss. Star (as of right now and subject to change) plans to have puppet go as marionette (Her french maid) and puppet is excited to do it. 

 

puppet has booked a hotel room near the event so that Miss. Star can relax afterwards and maybe (hopefully) try out any new toys She gets (or that puppet gets). 

 

Hopefully the weather is nice so Miss. Star can make use of the pool and puppet can be Her cabana boy. 

 

puppet really loves serving Miss. Star, and as the butt plug event show, is willing to push itself for Her. It's all about pleasing Her and not about pleasing puppet.

 

 


6/2/2013 6:07:58 PM

puppet is currently plugged!! puppet hasn't orgasmed yet. puppet is trying to get accustomed to its new "visitor". puppet has a feeling this won't be the last time it's plugged. Thank You Miss. Star for having puppet experience this.


6/2/2013 5:21:23 PM

Miss. Star has given puppet a butt plug........She claims (and puppet doesn't doubt Her) that it's a small one. 

 

puppet is nervous......puppet knows that it's not allowed to orgasm until it's plugged so it's going to need to do it.

 

puppet wants to succeed in getting itself plugged tonight and not so that it can orgasm. puppet wants to do it because its Owner wants it done. She has faith that Her puppet can and WILL do it so puppet can't let Her down.

 

puppet has no idea what to expect as the plug starts to enter or as it's in. puppet knows that its Owner wouldn't have it do something that would hurt it. 

 

Feel free to subscribe to puppet's journal to follow its progress.


6/2/2013 3:52:41 AM

Today is day 17 for puppet without orgasming. It's getting really hard.......pun intended...

puppet is getting desperate to orgasm but knows the rule that Miss. Star put in place for it's next orgasm.

 

puppet hopes that it's Owner will allow it the to use the plug that She has. It's brand new and still in the package.

 

puppet doesn't know if it will be able to insert it itself...at least not the first time. 

 

puppet enjoys the ideas that Miss. Star comes up with about ways to treat Her puppet. 

 

Thank You Miss. Star for keeping puppet without orgasm for so long. This is three day longer than puppets old record and puppet never would have thought it could last this long. 

 

puppet does this for You Miss. Star.

 

puppet lives to be Your slave and hopes to earn Your collar.

 

 


6/1/2013 8:12:28 PM

puppet has just found out that it won't be allowed to orgasm until it has a butt plug in it. The problem is that puppet doesn't own a butt plug. Miss. Star has one that She said puppet MIGHT be allowed to use tomorrow. 

 

Tomorrow will be day 17 for puppet without an orgasm. puppet will have the money on Monday to buy one but won't have the time until Sunday to buy one. 

 

puppet never thought it would it would be so excited to get a butt plug. 

 

One other issue........puppet's butt (now fully owned by Miss. Star) is virgin........

 

puppet has no idea what to expect when it is plugged. 

 

puppet is nervous but knows it's what Miss. Star wants and Miss. Star must get what She wants.


6/1/2013 4:00:05 AM

puppet is on day 16 without an orgasm. Thank You Miss. Star for having Your puppet refrain for so long.

 

Part of puppet wonders how much longer Miss. Star will make puppet wait but puppet's other half knows it's none of its business. puppet doesn't have a right to know when its Owner will allow it to orgasm. She'll do it when She is ready and not a moment sooner. puppet loves knowing that it doesn't control its own pleasure anymore. 

 

Knowing that a Woman such as Miss. Star has taken puppet's control from it is a huge turn on. Some P/people just play the orgasm denial "game" but this isn't a game to puppet.

 

puppet only had 2 orgasms last month that it can remember. It seems as though it's getting fewer and fewer each month now. Whatever plan Miss. Star has is the plan that puppet will follow. puppet lives to serve Her and if that means it waits for more than 2 weeks for an orgasm than so be it.

 

puppet knows that orgasms are a privilege and not a right. puppet needs to earn its orgasms every time. Knowing this allows puppet hope that it will, eventually, orgasm again.

 

puppet is desperately trying to be a good slave and not ask (or beg) for an orgasm. puppet doesn't know how long it can go before it breaks down and begs but it feels it's doing good so far.

 

puppet has come close to cheating but it has stopped itself. puppet knows that if it did cheat that Miss. Star would be very upset with it just as puppet would be upset with itself. Miss. Star would know if puppet cheated too even if puppet didn't tell Her. Miss. Star is a very wise Woman and puppet would never (or could ever) lie to Her. One look from Her and puppet melts.

 

Miss. Star has puppet so addicted to Her that puppet starts to go nuts when it can't see Her. 

 

A simple act of kissing Miss. Star's feet or sucking on Her toes is like a dose of drugs to puppet. It gets puppet more addicted to Her than it was before and all puppet can think about is getting more of its drug. When Miss. Star kisses Her puppet it's an even stronger dose of the drug. puppet can only imagine what sex with Miss. Star will do to it. It might be an overdose but puppet will do anything to have that dose of the drug it calls Miss. Star.

 

From the moment of O/our first date when puppet kissed Your feet in the parking lot, Miss. Star, puppet knew it was hooked on You. At that very moment puppet knew there was no going back for it. 

 

Now You own Your puppet and its heart, body and mind. Please use puppet for Your pleasure, amusement, enjoyment, entertainment and anything else You wish. puppet wishes only to please You and serve You in every way You wish. You are puppet's Owner, it's Goddess, it's Queen and puppet wants You to more.

 

puppet is in love with You. 

 

 


5/31/2013 3:56:40 AM

Today is day 15 for puppet being orgasmless. It's getting tougher but puppet is trying to hold on. 

 

puppet loves knowing that its being kept orgasmless because its Owner chooses to. Knowing that it pleases Miss. Star makes puppet aroused.

 

Last night puppet felt like it was going to cum after going pee. it was the weirdest feeling puppet has ever had.

 

Right now though, puppet wishes it had a chastity device on. It would take some of the temptation to masturbate away from puppet. To be in chastity for Miss. Star is a dream for puppet. 

 

puppet knows that Miss. Star wants to have "Her cock" locked up too with the only key being in Her hands. Once She has that done Her and puppet know that She'll have even more control than She does now. puppet wants Miss. Star to have all of the control that She wishes. puppet willing gives it all up to Her.

 

puppet wants its ego destroyed and its pride stomped out. puppet wishes that its free will could be removed as well and it could live a life fully as a slave. 

 

puppet wishes to please Miss. Star in every way possible. puppet will, forever, do as She demands. Miss. Star never has to say please or thank you to puppet but puppet must always say them to Her.

 

puppet is thankful for any attention it gets from Miss. Star. 

 

One disadvantage (or advantage depending on Y/your views) about puppet being kept orgasmless for so long is that puppet will get to a point where it will agree to anything just to orgasm. This could be a problem for puppet because Miss. Star could get puppet to agree to things it may not have before. puppet trust Miss. Star explicitly and anything She does with or to puppet will be safe, pleasing to her (this is most important to puppet) and never meant to damage puppet. 

 

"No" is a word that should not be in puppet's vocabulary when around Miss. Star.

 

Miss. Star,

puppet is 1,000% Your property and willing to do serve You however You wish. Please allow Your puppet and/or marionette to serve and pleasure You until You've had enough.

 

Your loyal and humble slave for life,

puppet

 


5/30/2013 8:23:18 PM

puppet could only hope to be used in this way someday by its Owner.

http://www.xvideos.com/video2634864/chloe_dior_strap_on_w_dude


5/30/2013 7:10:34 PM
I felt like I should tell my story of being an Alpha Male since it's a hot topic today because of AmazingAngie

.

I was King of my own Country for 5 years. I had an Army at my command and I ruled with an iron fist. I had a Harem of women willing and ready to do anything I wished.
 
After those 5 years I was an adviser to Presidents G.H.W. Bush and G.W Bush. 
 
After those tasks I became a Deputy Director of a Top Secret Organization (that doesn'y officially exist) and saw the aliens at Area 51.
 
This is all true because I am an Alpha Male.
 
 
 
 
 

5/30/2013 6:45:38 PM

Tomorrow will break puppet's record for no masturbation or orgasming. Tomorrow will be day 15. Thank You Miss. Star. puppet is happy to refrain from orgasm for You.


5/30/2013 3:56:56 AM

Today is day 14 of puppet being orgasmless. 2 whole weeks once again but this time it wasn't punishment. puppet feels good knowing that it can tie its record.

 

Thank You Miss. Star for teaching Your puppet that it can do this. Your happiness is what puppet cares about. 

 

puppet will do its best to wait as long as its Owner wishes it to before orgasming. puppet doesn't want to be a greedy slave so it's trying to not ask for permission to orgasm. It's instead just waiting for the order to cum down. 

 

puppet loves being controlled and Dominated by Miss. Star. She has such power over Her puppet and puppet just feels at home kneeling at Her feet. 

 

There is so much that puppet wants to do with Miss. Star but puppet knows that it will do what She wants rather than what it wants. 

 

puppet does hope that Miss. Star will "deflower" its ass...Well......It isn't really puppet's ass anymore anyway since Miss. Star owns all of puppet. puppet has heard that having the virginity of the ass taken makes the male more docile and compliant. If this is true then puppet wants it even more.

 

Miss. Star is an amazing Woman though. Not just as a Dominant Woman but as a regular Woman too. puppet has the utmost respect for Miss. Star and an undying devotion to Her.

 

Just knowing that Miss. Star feels that puppet is worthy to be in Her presence is humbling to it. When puppet gets the honor of kissing Her feet or sucking on Her toes it's in Heaven. When She kisses Her puppet it melts into Her and can't think of anything else. When Miss. Star forcefully kisses Her puppet it makes puppet's brain shutdown. The world goes away and puppet's Owner is the only thing that exists. puppet would probably agree to anything during one of Miss. Star's kisses.

 

puppet loves You Miss. Star and is thankful everyday for the name You gave it.

 

  


5/29/2013 3:54:36 AM

Today is the 13th day that puppet has been without an orgasm. It wish to thank Miss. Star for this and hopes that it will last as long as She wishes. puppet has made its mind up to not ask for an orgasm. Maybe that's why it hasn't been granted one? Maybe She wishes to beat to the 14 day record She forced puppet to set (via punishment)?

 

puppet knows that if it needed to know the reason it would be told. All puppet cares about is that its actions please its Owner and bring honor to Her. As a slave puppet's action reflect on its Owner and puppet wants Miss. Star to look like a Goddess to the public just like She does to me.

 

puppet knows that its Owner will do as She wishes and puppet accepts that. puppet has turned over control to Her for that very reason. puppet loves the level of control that Miss. Star has over it. 

 

puppet craves Miss. Star's control. puppet doesn't care what results of the control either. puppet exists to serve, worship, please, pleasure, amuse and entertain its Owner. This could mean that Miss. Star has puppet transform into marionette and clean the homes of all of Her friends and puppet would do so humbly (puppet has been told that this WILL happen). 

 

puppet hopes that its Owner will learn hypnosis like She wants to so that She can hypnotize Her puppet. puppet knows that the less control and free will it has the better slave it will be.

 

Miss. Star has mentioned doing mummification with puppet using plastic wrap and duct tape. puppet loves the idea of it and even bought 4 rolls of duct tape. Next puppet will is buying the plastic wrap and waiting for its Owner to decide when to do the mummification. 

 

puppet loves You Miss. Star and hopes that its actions always honor and please You. puppet is humbled that You would choose it as Your slave and take control at the levels You have. puppet will be Your's forever hopefully.


5/28/2013 3:59:37 AM

Today is the 12th day since i was last allowed to masturbate to orgasm. puppet is humbled that its Owner would see it fitting to deny Her puppet for so long. puppet doesn't know how long its Owner intends to take this but realizes it's no longer in puppet's control.

 

puppet is trying to be a good slave and not ask for the orgasm. puppet wants to wait until Miss. Star feels that puppet deserves it.

 

puppet almost broke down yesterday and begged. Also, puppet almost took its pleasure into its own hands. puppet got so horny and desperate yesterday but was able to control itself. Thank God for that too. puppet doesn't want to upset its Owner.

 

Unauthorized orgasm are one of the most disrespectful things a slave could do while in service to its Owner. Basically it's the slave telling its Owner that it knows better what it needs. puppet knows better and will not question its Owner's intentions.

 

Miss. Star has a plan for puppet and whatever that plan is puppet wants to see it fulfilled. Maybe She wants to help puppet break its two week record? 

 

Just knowing that puppet is pleasing its Owner is pleasure enough to help puppet get through this period of denial. 

 

puppet finds that the longer it allows Miss. Star to control its orgasms the less it craves them. puppet also finds the orgasms to be better now that they're controlled by Miss. Star. 

 

puppet is lucky to have an Owner that cares about it this much. Miss. Star cares so much that She's willing to make puppet a better and more submissive slave for Her. puppet knows that without the fear of upsetting Miss. Star it wouldn't have been able to last as long as it has without masturbating. 

 

puppet not only loves its Owner but it fears Her, respects Her, admires Her, and is humbled by Her. 

 

There comes a point in a slaves life when it knows that its life belongs to its Owner. puppet is at that point right now.

 

Miss. Star,

 

Your puppet turns over its life completely to You. You may do what You wish with puppet's life. puppet's heart, mind and body all belong to You. Please care for them the best way that You see fit. puppet wants nothing more than to be the perfect slave for You. puppet wants to look the way You want and be the slave You've always dreamed of having.

 

puppet is giving up on its ideas of what it wants and will know only focus on and be what You want. 

 

puppet trusts You explicitly and know that You won't betray that trust. 

 

Your wish is puppet's command Miss. Star and all of Your commands will be followed.

 

puppet is even more humble and subservient now than it ever thought that it could be.

 

Thank You for being my Owner,

puppet

 

 

 

 

 


5/27/2013 3:31:35 AM

11 days and no masturbating. Thank You Miss. Star.

 

Today is Memorial Day and this somber day for puppet. puppet is an OIF Veteran and has friends that gave their lives in these wars.  

 

puppet is doing two parades today and then hopes to spend time with its Owner. 

 

Please remember that today isn't just a day for cookouts or the start of summer. Today is a day that W/we honor the true Heros of this Country. Those of U/us that made it home have the duty to tell the stories for T/those that didn't come home. 

 

W/we honor the fallen today and take some time to remember the sacrifice T/they made for us.

 

Please take the time to thank a Veteran today.

 

The Final Inspection

The soldier stood and faced his God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as brightly as his brass

"Step foward now you soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek,
And to my church have you been true?"

The soldier squared his shoulders and said,
"No Lord, I guess I ain't,
Because those of us who carry guns,
Can't always be saints

"I've had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough
And sometimes I've been violent
Because the streets were awfully rough"

But I never took a penny,
That was'nt mine to keep
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills just got to steep,

And I never passed a cry for help
Although, at times I shook with fear
And sometimes, God forgive
I've wept unmanly tears

I know I don't deserve a place 
Among the people here
That never wanted me around
Except to calm there fears

If you have a place for me here O' Lord
It needn't be so grand
I've never expected, or had so much
But if you don't I'll understand"

There was a silence all around the throne
Where the Saints had often trod
As this soldier waited quietly
For the judgment from his God 

"Step forward now you soldier,
You've borne your
burdens well
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell"

To all that have served;

SSG. P. T. Pack



On this day too W/we remember Veterans that have passed on. puppet's grandfather was a WWII Veteran and he just passed away on Friday. He was 90 years old but now he's one of God's angels.

 

Rest in Peace Nono and Fair winds and following seas.

 


5/26/2013 8:17:09 PM

puppet finds that 10 days without an orgasm is different when it's not a punishment. Back in April (the 14th-28th) puppet was being punished and not allowed to cum but right now (The 16th thru today) puppet just hasn't been given permission. puppet finds it easier to deal with the orgasm control when it's not a punishment. 

 

 

 

The 2 week punishment was a record for puppet without masturbating. Maybe Miss. Star wants to break that record.....it's of no concern to puppet. 

 

 

 

puppet is happy that its Owner has chosen to control its orgasms. puppet knows that without Her it would still be a chronic masturbator. 

 

 

 

puppet has grown in its role as a slave and its because of Miss. Star. 


5/26/2013 3:50:56 AM

Today is 10 days after the last time puppet was allowed an orgasm by its Owner. All puppet can think about is serving Her and that makes puppet horny. puppet thinks about cooking for Her, cleaning for Her, bathing Her, massaging Her and doing anything and everything that She asks. 

 

At this point puppet doesn't care if and when it is allowed to orgasm as long as its Owner is satisfied. 

 

puppet wishes to give Miss. Star everything that She wants. puppet wishes to kneel at Her feet and worship Her for the Goddess that She is. 

 

Miss. Star is an amazing Woman and puppet loves Her for the way She is. She doesn't give puppet what it wants, instead She gives puppet what She wants and what puppet needs. 

 

For puppet to want is being selfish. puppet will take whatever treatment Miss. Star gives it. 

 

It's irrelevant if puppet enjoys what's being done to it or not. puppet will do its best to endure any pain "offered" by Miss. Star. puppet will humbly accept any humiliation given to it by Miss. Star.

 

puppet is property and as such can't tell its Owner "no". Miss. Star knows puppet's limits and puppet trusts Her 100% to respect them. Should She push puppet's limits puppet knows it's because She feels that puppet is ready to have it pushed and that it's an event that She enjoys. 

 

puppet's slavery is complete to Miss. Star and puppet hopes to never be a free male again. 

 

puppet only wishes to please, pleasure, amuse, entertain and serve its Owner.

 

puppet loves its Owner and loves being Her puppet. Please Miss. Star, use and abuse Your puppet in painful and humiliating ways. puppet wants You to be happy and wants the Sadist in You to come out. puppet may be scared at times but You own puppet so it won't be going anywhere.

 


5/25/2013 7:29:25 PM

BDSM isn't a journey.

Total slavery isn't a destination.

 

To puppet BDSM is a lifestyle it lives. puppet wishes to live it full time but real life gets in the way.

 

Total slavery is the journey to puppet. The journey of slavery teaches puppet the truths of pleasure and devotion. It teaches puppet what's important and what isn't. 

 

To puppet, the destination, is Miss. Star's pleasure. Once She gets Her pleasure the journey starts again. That's one of the great things about this journey, once puppet reaches its destination, it will get to start it again. 

 

BDSM is the only lifestyle that lets puppet start, finish and restart its journey everyday......maybe even multiple times in a day. 

 

As long as Miss. Star gets Her pleasure than puppet will happy.

 

 


5/25/2013 5:25:43 AM

puppet wants to thank Miss. Star for not allowing puppet an orgasm for the past 9 days. Tomorrow will be day 10 and puppet will be (hopefully) spending time with its Owner. While puppet is horny it's past the desperate point right now. 

 

puppet finds that the first 3 days after being allowed an orgasm are the toughest. Once puppet gets to day days 4 and 5 it's more relaxed. 

 

puppet does find itself reading more erotica even though it knows it can't cum. In a way puppet is teasing and denying itself. 

 

puppet is no longer a chronic masturbator anymore and Miss. Star is to thank for that. While puppet isn't locked into any device as of yet it knows that it isn't allowed orgsms. A simple look from Miss. Star is enough to put puppet in its place. A simple command is enough to make puppet erect too. 

 

Miss. Star owns the body that puppet occupies. She owns all of puppet and puppet would have it no other way. 

 

Thank You for Owning and controlling this puppet Miss. Star. This slave is the luckiest around because it gets to be called Your's. 


5/25/2013 3:57:17 AM

Is it odd that puppet had a dream of its Owner setting up a strap-on gang bang for it? It did cause puppet to wake up aroused though. 

 

In the dream all of the Women would take turns throat fucking puppet before they started to rape its ass. Other than at the start of the gang bang both of puppet's holes stayed full. During the whole event puppet was bend over something like a saw horse and securely bound to it.

 

puppet ended up losing count of how many Women were involved. 

 

The Women would laugh at puppet as They raped it. They would spit on puppet too. They would verbally degrade puppet as it was being gang banged too.

 

It also seemed like the dildos kept getting bigger too. By the end puppet wasn't able to fit the last few dildos in its mouth. The Women still forced them into puppet's ass though.

 

As the last Woman took Her turn puppet's Owner walked up to it.

"How's my little whore?" She asked

"Glad its over Mistress." i answered

 

Now by this time puppet had cum so many times that it hurt to orgsm. Miss. Star didn't care about that though.

 

"Silly puppet, it's not over yet." She told me. "We're just getting getting warmed up"

 

As puppet started cry Miss. Star gently patted it on the head and presented it Her strap-on.

 

This started round two for puppet. puppet would endure about 4 more rounds of this humiliation and degradation before it was released from its bonds. After it was released it had to kiss the feet of every Woman there and thank Her for being involved in the gang bang. 

 

At that point puppet's alarm clock went off and puppet woke up. puppet is sore just thinking of that happening. 

 

puppet may never experience this type of event. puppet knows that its Owner may not do this and that's fine. 

 

Miss. Star knows that puppet's ass is still virgin and puppet hopes that She will deflower it at some point.

 

Wouldn't this situation be a fun way to deflower a slave? You would think that puppet would know better than to give Miss. Star any ideas.............

 

If You do do something like this Miss. Star, would You please record it so puppet can watch it?

 


5/24/2013 7:37:54 PM

puppet has picked up the foam today for the spanking bench. The store was running a sale of 50% off so it ended up costing me $22 per yard. It's 24 inches wide and 90 inches long. Since puppet is a Veteran it got 20% off of the $22 so the end cost was $17.60 per yard.

 

With the leather and studs coming in soon (puppet hopes) the only thing puppet has left to get is the plywood, foam adhesive (to glue the foam to the plywood) and contact cement (to glue the leather to the wood).

 

puppet's plan is to glue and staple the leather to the plywood.

 

Now puppet needs to find the time to stain the wood. The wood will be black and the cushions will be purple. 

 

puppet can't wait to have it done.

   


5/24/2013 6:57:15 PM

Why do male "doms" contact me and act like i'm theirs?

 

FIRST OF ALL, i'm an owned slave. i'm Miss. Star's puppet and the only Person that can change that is Her.

 

Second, DO NOT just contact me and think you can boss me around. i'm not your slave.

 

Third (and probably most important) I'M NOT GAY OR BI!!!! i'm not submissive to males. 

 

 


5/24/2013 2:49:33 PM

There comes a time in every slaves life

When it must cut the binds of its normal life

Embrace what it is

What it was meant to be

Kneel at the feet of its Owner

proclaim its love

its devotion

And its admiration

 

This slave is ever so pleased

To hear its owner say call it Her's

 

No bindings to hold

No collar to lead

No chains to bind

No ropes to secure

 

None are needed

its submission is complete

its surrender is unconditional

it knows its place

it knows its role

 

Pleasing one's Owner 

A slaves top priority

 

No duty higher than pleasing

No task to menial

No humiliation too severe

 

Failure is NOT an option

When serving one's Owner

 

Perfection is expected

Nothing less is excepted

 

An unhappy Owner

Isn't good for the slave

 

A true slave is never happy

Unless its Owner is

 

Some slave want to be broken

Other's want to be tamed

This slave is different

It wants to please

 

No need to tame

No need to break

This slave is a slave

 

In its heart

In its Mind 

In its soul

This slave knows

This slave thinks

This slave lives

This slave's life is being a slave

 

This slave is now a puppet

Its actions controlled 

Its thoughts centered

Its purpose set

 

puppet is meant to please

To amuse

To pleasure

And to serve

 

Miss. Star is the Owner

puppet couldn't do any better

 

Miss. Star has Her place

Above puppet

And in puppet's heart

 

puppet will bleed for Her

puppet will suffer for Her

puppet will bet there for Her

All of these and more

puppet knows as true

 

Having Miss. Star in its life

Is a blessing for this puppet

 

 

Thank You for allowing this slave to be Your puppet Miss. Star. puppet loves You and knows that it could never thank You enough for allowing it to serve You. Just knowing You has made puppet a better slave and person.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


5/24/2013 3:59:18 AM

Well, TGIF!! Today is the day eight for puppet without orgasm. The level of control that Miss. Star has over puppet is great. puppet knows that it could never have achieved a week without masturbating if it wasn't for Her. puppet was surprised it lasted the two weeks of its punishment a while back (the struggles were recorded in puppet's journal) but it did. The thing that allows puppet to do this is knowing that it pleases puppet's Owner. 

 

puppet is trying to resolve itself to not asking for orgasms anymore. If puppet asks for them than it seems like less of a gift to puppet. puppet knows that its orgasms are a reward that only its Owner can give.

 

puppet is realizing that it may not need a chastity device to keep from masturbating BUT will wear on when and if it's told to do so by its Owner. Right now Miss. Star has puppet on the honor system and puppet can not lie to Her. Even if puppet did lie She would know instantly.

 

The last orgasm that Miss. Star allowed puppet to have was a week ago yesterday. She had puppet dress up as marionette and masturbate into marionette's panties. That was puppet's first time masturbating as marionette and it was great. 

 

puppet's orgasms seem to get better the more that Miss. Star controls them. The more She teases puppet the more intense puppet's orgasms get. The longer She denies puppet the quicker puppet shoots it load.

 

Now, puppet can cause itself to shoot fast just by jerking hard and fast. If puppet takes its time it can make itself last longer. 

 

Miss. Star will, hopefully, take control of all aspects of puppet's orgasms. Maybe She can learn hypnosis and be able to keep puppet from cumming and also make puppet cum anytime She wishes anywhere She wishes.  

 

Do Y/you realize that puppet has never tasted its own cum? This is true. puppet has tried on several occasions but could never bring itself to do it. Maybe it will take force by puppet's Owner at some point but doing do in its own probably won't happen.

 

puppet hopes Your Friday is great Miss. Star and this journal is in no way puppet asking for an orgasm. This is just puppet recording its existence as Your slave and it loves every second of its life at Your feet. puppet looks forward to earning Your collar


5/23/2013 5:14:08 AM

puppet just realized that today will be one week since it last orgasmed. puppet loves the feeling it gets knowing that only Miss. Star can allow it to cum. Miss. Star is wise and fair and puppet knows that it will be allowed to cum when She feels it has earned it. puppet gets aroused just thinking of being denied an orgasm. puppet also gets aroused just knowing that Miss. Star owns the cock that was once puppet's. 

 

Thank You for controlling puppet's mastyrbation habbit Misress. Now puppet's orgasm are Your's and they feel better for puppet than ever before.


5/23/2013 5:06:41 AM

puppet saw this posted by Foxii and felt it was a great line. The world would be better if more Women thought this way about Their males.

"your opinions are like orgasms.....Mine matters most and I could care less if you have one!"


5/23/2013 3:56:44 AM

Looks like puppet may need to teach itself how to upholster this spanking bench. puppet did find some purple leather that came in section of 12-14 square feet each. puppet bought 3 sections just so it could make sure it had enough. Now puppet needs to get some cushion foam and some star shaped studs for it.

puppet WILL get this done one way or another for its Owner. 

 

The bench will be stained black and the purple leather and silver studs will look great. 

 

Thank You for letting puppet do this for You Mistress. puppet hopes that You end up pleased with its work.

  


5/22/2013 6:34:38 PM

ASSISTANCE REQUESTED

 

puppet needs help from S/someone that knows about leather work. puppet's Owner wants the spanking bench that puppet got for Her furnished with purple leather. puppet doesn't know anything about working with leather or a good resource to buy it. If Y/you are local to the Franklin Massachusetts area all the better. Any assistance Y/you can offer is greatly appreciated though. 


5/22/2013 4:10:30 AM

Here is chapter 1 of a story puppet is writing for its Owner. This is fiction and based on fantasy (even though puppet would LOVE for this to happen in real life..........well, other than mouthing off and calling Miss. Star a bitch...)

 

Property of Miss. Star

   Chapter one

 

Hello everyone my name is puppet. I know that it hasn’t always been puppet but it’s the only name I can remember. You’ll understand why that is by the time I finish this story. Miss. Star is allowing me to write this before all down before my new life as her slave starts. I’m going to write this as I remember it but I’m not sure if this is true or just how Miss. Star is allowing me to remember it.

           

I was home during the winter blizzard of 2012 and couldn’t get to work because my street and driveway weren’t plowed out yet. It was around 11 am on Monday December 10th when my house lost power. Since this was a normal occurrence during storms I didn’t think too much of it. I figured it would be back on in a few hours. That wasn’t the case this time though. My power had been out for 46 hours when I decided to call my power company with my cell phone.

           

“Power Grid Boston, my name is Star. How can help you today?” Came a very sweet sounding voice.

           

“Yes Star, my house lost power around 11 am on Monday and it still isn’t back on. Can you let me know when it may be back on?”

           

Miss. Star looked up my address and phone number, which I can no longer remember, and told me that it may be a couple more days at least before my power would be back on.  This upset me because all of the food in my refrigerator and freezer had already gone bad which by its self had cost me several hundred dollars. I had lost really expensive steaks as well as a supply of Venison and rabbit meats. If I remember things correctly this is where I went wrong and ended up sealing my fate. Heed my warnings please…….IF you ever contact Power Grid Boston (or PGB as we all know it by) and you get Miss. Star don’t mouth off to her unless you wish to end up like me.

           

“THAT’S NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!” I yelled into the phone. “I NEED MY POWER BCK ON NOW!!!”

           

“Well sir, we’ll get to you as soon as we can.” She told me. “Do you, your wife or kids have any medical issues that require power?”

           

“NO!” I yelled. “I’m single with no kids but I don’t see what that has to do with this problem.”

           

“If there was medical issue we could list you as a priority” she explained.

           

“Then yes I do have a medical issue and need my power back on now” I responded.

           

“Sorry sir but you already told me that you don’t and all calls are recorded” she told me. If I listed you as a priority now I could lose my job.”

           

“Just get my power back on NOW BITCH!!!” I yelled before I hung up my cell phone.

 

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel better after telling that woman off. I knew she couldn’t do anything to fix the problem herself but telling her off was telling the company off in my mind. If I had known then what would happen to me because of this phone call I may not have been so rude.

 

It was around 8:30pm that night when my cell phone rang. I was shocked that it was Star calling me.

 

“This is Star calling from Power Grid Boston following up on you call earlier about a power outage” she told me. “Is your power outage resolved yet?”

 

“NO BITCH!!” I yelled. I was pissed off at this point and I think she knew it. “There hasn’t been ANY change since I talked to you earlier and even MORE pissed off now! What the hell is taking so damn long to get my power back on??”

 

“Let me put you on hold while I check why it’s taking so long” she told me.

 

I really felt like she was going to help me so I agreed to be put on hold. Now, we all know that horrible “hold music” that EVERY company uses, this wasn’t any different. I was on hold for about 20 minutes and ready to hang up when I could have sworn I was hearing voices too. They were soft and subtle I started listening closely to make out what they were saying. I thought it was Star talking about me with her co-workers.

I noticed myself starting to zone out at times but I passed that off as just being over tired. I have no idea how long I was on hold for but I do remember at some point getting up and walking to my front door and making sure it was unlocked before returning to my seat.

 

I woke up in my bed to my alarm going off. I don’t even remember going to bed or setting my alarm clock. When I looked at the time it said 5am and I couldn’t figure out why. I wouldn’t have set the alarm because I don’t work on Tuesdays so there isn’t any reason to wake up this early. Even when I do work it’s rare that I wake up this early. It never even occurred to me that my power was back on. I have no idea what time it came back on at.

 

As I reached for the snooze button and turned off my alarm I saw a CD sitting on the same table as my alarm clock. The note said “PLAY THIS” so I did. I stuck it into my CD ROM drive and hit play. The video on it started out weird though. It was the recording of my first two calls to PGB. I started to get worried that something bad was about to happen but I couldn’t move to turn it off.

 

“Be careful who you call a bitch lest you may become one yourself” said a familiar voice from the CD.

 

What I saw next freaked me out even more. The video was showing the front of my house and moving towrds my door. There was no knocking at all. The person shooting the video just opened the door and walked in and found me in an embarrassing state.

The phone was in one hand pressed against my ear while my other hand was stroking my cock. By the time stamp on the video it was 11:47pm and it looked like the power was still out. The camera gets even closer and I see a hand reach in and take the phone away.

 

“Sleep even deeper for me now” I hear the voice demand and my hands fall limp.

 

“You’re nice and hard for me now; aren’t you, bitch? She asks me.

         

I hear myself say “Yes I am” and then I notice that I’m hard too just watching this.

 

"You will start stroking yourself again soon. When you do you will be stroking away your free will. It will build up right at the base of your cock and when I allow you to cum, all of that free-will, will be shot right out of your cock. Begin stroking for me bitch!”

 

As I was watching this I noticed that I started to stroke my cock just like she demanded on the video. I noticed that it felt really good to be stroking my cock right now. It felt better than it ever did before.

 

“Let me know when you feel that you’re getting ready to cum” she demanded.

It took about 35 minutes, according to the time stamp on the video, before I was begging to cum.

 

“STOP NOW BITCH!!” Miss. Star yelled at me and my arms froze in place to await their next instructions.

 

I was then told to stand up and we walked to the bedroom. I was told to lay down on my back at the foot of the bed with my legs straight up in the air. This gave Miss. Star easy and complete access to my ass. I really did look like a whore or a slut the way I was positioned.

 

“You’re going to cum the way I want you to” she stated. “Like a little bitch whore with your ass getting raped.”

 

I could hear her laugh as slammed a dildo into my ass. I was unable to fight her or resist and looking back on it I’m glad I couldn’t.  This moment was what would seal my fate forever and I knew it. I couldn’t turn this video off though or look away. I knew I was watching my life end as I knew it.

 

After about 90 minutes of Miss. Star fucking my ass I heard the words that would end me forever…..

 

“CUM NOW BITCH!!” and I did. I shot cum all over the place. It landed on my chest, in my hair, on my face and even on the walls and ceiling of my room.

    

I had totally forgot about the fact that I was still stroking my cock when I heard Miss. Star yell those words on the video and I shot my load all over my bed and slipped right back into trance.

 

This was the programming that Miss. Star put in me and I can’t question it.

      

I then heard, from the video, the voice of my Queen say “Call me NOW!” and I did.


5/22/2013 3:58:19 AM

Well yesterday puppet overslept and its journal was late. While it wasn't intentional it was an example of puppet being selfish. puppet put its want for more sleep above its Owner's want of a journal by 7am. It doesn't matter that it wasn't intentional.

 

Even if Miss. Star isn't mad at puppet for this slip puppet is mad at itself. 

 

As a slave to Miss. Star i need to hold myself to highest of standards. She doesn't deserve any less from me. 

 

To puppet it isn't good to just meet Miss. Star's goals or expectations. puppet wants to exceed them. This is going to take a lot of effort though because Miss. Star has very high goals and expectations for Her puppet. 

 

puppet refuses to fail Miss. Star again. When puppet fails its Owner it fail itself. puppet still feels horrible about this. Miss. Star didn't seem mad yesterday but She has a lot to deal with and puppet's failure is low on that list right now.

 

puppet will work extra hard for You Miss. Star. puppet wants to bring You joy and pleasure until it takes its last breath. 

 

On another note:

 

puppet is looking forward to the Summer Flea. The hotel that puppet booked has a pool and puppet will be Miss. Star's personal "cabana boy" while She sits at the pool. puppet will have drinks for Her, sunblock, baby oil, a towel and anything else She demands. 

 

After time at the pool puppet will get a bubble bath for Miss. Star if She wishes. 

 

puppet also looks forward to trying out any and all new toys that Miss. Star buys and the ones She has puppet buy.

 

Now puppet needs to plan for Miss. Star's Birthday. It's a Holiday to puppet. puppet has some time though and wants it to be an AMAZING birthday filled with fun, relaxation and maybe even kink.

 

puppet loves You Miss. Star. puppet also looks forward to seeing You again and serving You.


5/21/2013 6:52:22 AM

puppet looks forward to the Summer Flea in NH. puppet has a hotel room for it and Miss. Star. Her and i will be less than 1 minutes drive from the venue. Miss. Star wants to be there for the entire event so puppet will be with Her. puppet has no idea what Miss. Star will have it wear to the event nor does puppet want to know until the event. 

 

If Y/you're interested in meeting puppet or its Owner please let puppet know. puppet can't promise but it will try to meet E/everyone that wants to meet.


5/21/2013 4:25:46 AM

CRAP!!! puppet overslept and didn't get its journal done on time. puppet has failed Miss. Star this morning and is ready to take whatever punishment She sees fit for this. 

 

In order to be a slave, as puppet feels it is, one must put its ego aside. To be a slave one must know, in its heart, that its purpose is to serve.

 

puppet knows its purpose in life is to be Miss. Star's slave. The honor of being Her puppet is more than this slave could ever imagine. puppet has learned a lot from its short time with Miss. Star.

 

puppet has given up its want and desire to masturbate everyday. puppet gave that desire over to Miss. Star for Her to control. puppet realizes now that it will never cum again unless Miss. Star allows it. 

 

When puppet gets the honor to kiss its Owner's feet it feels right at home. When puppet has the honor to suck on Her toes puppet is in heaven. 

 

puppet looks forward to serving Miss. Star in all ways. Sexual service is only a small part of what looks forward to. puppet knows however that the honor to serve Miss. Star sexually is a reward and not a given. 

 

puppet will serve in many other ways too. puppet is here to comfort its Owner when Shes sad. puppet is here to cheer Her up when She needs it. puppet is here to clean and cook for Her. 

 

puppet got its name because it makes its Owner laugh. This is one job puppet hopes to keep forever. 

 

Being a slave is more than just whips and chains to puppet. It's a mindset and a calling. A P/person doesn't become a pastor, a police officer or doctor on a whim, T/they're called to that profession just as puppet is called to be a slave.

 

As a slave puppet doesn't have any rights other than those granted by its Owner. puppet doesn't have any limits other than those allowed by its Owner. puppet doesn't have a voice unless its Owner allows it. In other words puppet is only allowed to have what its Owner grants it.

 

puppet will be a slave for the rest of its life. puppet hopes that Miss. Star chooses to keep puppet that long and never let it go. puppet loves its Owner and is addicted to Her. 

 

puppet hopes that Your day is great today Miss. Star. puppet hoes that all the issues work themselves out and Your stress goes away. puppet wishes it could take all of Your burdens from You and set them on itself. puppet would gladly carry them for You.

 

 

 


5/20/2013 4:12:28 AM

Why are so many male caught up on physical looks of a Woman?

 

Males,

 

Please put down your magazines and look at the world around you. Women come in all shapes and sizes.

Some are tall (like my beautiful 6'3" Miss. Star) and some are short.

Some are pencil thin and Others are shamo big. Then there are Some who fall in between as well. 

 

Looks will vary too. While makeup, hair extensions  fake nails, fake eyelashes and other cosmetic items can alter a Woman's outward appearance they can't make a Woman beautiful.

 

males get too caught up on looking for a "Pretty Girl" when in reality they should be looking for a "Beautiful Woman". 

 

males need to realize that Beauty is on the inside. You can't make a Woman beautiful with surgery or a makeover. Sure, those could make her look prettier, but males need to learn to look deeper.

 

If more males looked for the beauty inside a Woman than i feel Women would be spending less on "beauty products". 

 

guys, look into a Woman's eyes, look at Her soul, see Her inner self and know Who She is as a Person.

 

men, please remember, a Beautiful Woman doesn't have to be pretty and Pretty Woman may not be beautiful. 

  


5/20/2013 3:57:44 AM

puppet is a believer in Female Supremacy. What that means to puppet is that Women, as a Gender, are superior to it. puppet was put on this Earth to serve Women and puppet is thankful that it found a Woman that will take it.

 

puppet feels that too many male who say they believe in the Supremacy of Women don't understand it.

 

While puppet doesn't claim to know everything, or to always be right, puppet would like to make sure that the world knows Who's really running things.

 

Women make this world go around. Some say its money that does it but its Women. 

Women are more detail oriented than males are. This is a fact. Women pay attention better and have better memories. 

Women ARE the stronger Gender too. They give birth to new life after letting that new life feed off of them for 9 months. That's a strong Person. 

 

Some P/people may notice and wonder why i capitalize Female nouns and pronouns, keep references to puppet lowercase and even Capital/lowercase words.

The reason is that, as an inferior type, puppet must make sure that the Women are honored and also make sure that O/others know Superiors are. The Capital/lowercase is done when puppet could be referring to males and Females with the same word or when referring to puppet and its Owner. 

 


5/19/2013 5:17:00 AM

Love and admiration for Miss. Star

 

Forever by Your side

No matter how rough the ride

There to stop any slide

 

Always on my mind

With a heart so kind

And a love that shall bind

 

My heart to Yours

Please don't close any doors

A lif only spoke about in lores

 

With my heart in hand

Your life never bland

By Your side i will stand

 

Serving as You please

my knees are weak

You're all i seek

 

Your pleasure is key

i never plan to flee

Of this i guaranty

 

Allow me to serve

Worshipping every curve

Giving You the attention You deserve

 

 

 


5/18/2013 3:59:57 AM

Dear Miss. Star,

 

Your puppet is always here for You. its phone is always on and its time is always Your's. 

 

If You're sad puppet wants to make You happy. If You're depressed puppet wants to cheer You up. If You're lonely puppet wants to keep You company/

 

There isn't a single problem that You have that puppet doesn't want to fix. You're an amazing and beautiful Woman and Your mind should be free of any issues. 

 

Please let puppet take Your troubles away. Give them to me so i can bare those burdens instead. 

 

Maybe a day of relaxation while marionette cleans and cooks for You may help. Your feet being rubbed and the rest of Your body being massaged. marionette getting Your bath ready for You and then bathing You while You simply let go of the day. Afterwards marionette will dry You off. By the time the night ends marionette will tuck You into bed and kneel at Your bedside until You fall asleep. 

 

Please let puppet help You escape any of Your problems. 

 

puppet loves You Miss. Star and will do anything for You that it can. 

 

puppet has a surprise for You Mistress, for the day of the flea. Here's a hint: Please bring a bathing suit. Any more info will need to be "requested" and puppet knows that You will.

 

puppet looks forward to seeing You this weekend. You bring so much joy to puppet's life. Thank You Miss. Star for taking and accepting this puppet as Your's. puppet could never show a Queen like You how grateful it really is but it will try to do so everyday.

 

With love and devotion to You always,

puppet

 

  


5/17/2013 3:57:35 AM

The orgasm that puppet was allowed was amazing. puppet was dressed as marionette and game in its panties. The panties couldn't hold all of the cum. A weeks worth of cum flowed all over the panties and out of my hands. puppet recorded it with its webcam for its Owner should She wish to review it. It made puppet feel like such a slut knowing that it was dressed up like  maid and was masturbating to orgasm for its Owner's pleasure and amusement. 

 

Thank You Mistress for allowing puppet the pleasure of doing this for You. 

 

puppet loves being under the control of its Owner. The only thing that puppet thinks could have made last night's orgasm better was if Miss. Star was watching in Person or actually, physically, causing the orgasm. puppet is still grateful for any orgasm it's allowed to have because they are gifts from its Owner.

 

puppet is fully aware that Miss. Star is not obligated to allow puppet an orgasm but this time She chose to. puppet didn't ask for it though. Miss. Star ordered it. 

 

puppet feels it's getting more used to the orgasm control that Miss. Star has over it. puppet wasn't yet at the point of begging after one week without release. 

 

One thing that puppet misses though, from the time of its punishment, was the teasing that its Owner engaged in. puppet really loves the way its Owner can, verbally, tease and deny it. puppet hopes that its Owner may choose to do physical tease and denial too. puppet knows that its Owner will do as SHE wishes and not as puppet wishes though. 

 

puppet is here to serve Miss. Star however She wishes and She can treat Her puppet however She wishes. No matter how puppet is treated by its Owner it will always be thankful.

 

Miss. Star,

 

You are a very amazing Woman and puppet is lucky that You call it Your's. The day that You put Your collar around puppet's neck will be the happiest day of puppet's life. That collar will let puppet know that it will be Your's forever. 

 

puppet gives You its free will and its pride. puppet wants You to take its ego too. None of these things have any place in this slave. puppet gives to You 1,000% of itself to use, abuse and do with as You wish. 

 

Thank You for giving puppet its names Mistress. puppet and marionette are both thankful.

 

Your humble servant for as long as You'll have me,

puppet 

 

 

 


5/16/2013 2:31:12 PM

puppet doesn't think it can say enough how AWESOME its Owner is. She has ordered puppet to cum for Her tonight while dressed as marionette (the maid). puppet is to cum in its panties. puppet isn't sure if the panties will hold the load puppet is going to deposit in it. 

 

What else will puppet's Owner have it do??

 

Stay tuned for details.


5/16/2013 10:33:21 AM

Has a slave ever posted its amazon wish list?? Well this is puppet's wish list: http://amzn.com/w/2Z39WTUFNAZI6

 

puppet wants these items for its Owner to use. All items bought off this list will be given to Miss. Star. puppet is Her property and so any property of puppet's is Her's as well. 

 

Please note that Miss. Star isn't asking for me to give Her these items or asking me to ask Y/you to do so. You will not get anything except a thank Y/you from me for buying something off of this list. 

 

Please help puppet get toys and other useful items for its Owner.


5/16/2013 9:19:15 AM
puppet saw this posted by a Dominant Woman......does A/anyone else see the problem? puppet doesn't know if english is Her first lanuage or not but She should have spell check atleast. "I so think a lot of my subs that want me wark in da day. None of dem really b on in da day. I want sone fun. Hotel parties wit sexy slaves walking around serving splitting duches and cleaning um for guest. Buying and and bar tending."

5/16/2013 4:01:33 AM

puppet has now gone one week without asking or begging its Owner to allow an orgasm. puppet hopes to last until sunday night.


5/16/2013 3:58:53 AM

puppet really looks forward to being a maid for its Owner. puppet is happy that its Owner has given it a different name when it's a maid. marionette is the perfect name for a puppet maid. 

 

marionette really hopes that it can come out and start its training soon. marionette wants to make sure that it learns how its Owner wants things done. Miss. Star has already mentioned that She might loan marionette put to Her friends to do cleaning too as long as She's there. marionette hopes that things gets to a point where its Owner knows that it will be cleaning well so She can be off enjoying Herself with Her friends while marionette does the cleaning.

 

puppet (and marionette) knows that EVERYTHING it does reflects back to its Owner. For that reason puppet needs to make sure that E/everyone sees how perfect She is and how well trained She has made Her puppet. 

 

puppet is eager to serve its Owner how She sees fit. puppet knows that the job of a slave is to make its Owner's life easier. That is why puppet is eager to be trained as "marionette the french maid".  Plus it might amuse its Owner walking around the house in heels a french maid uniform. 

 

puppet just thought of something......

 

***This is not a request or a demand of any kind. puppet just thought that this would be an interesting experience. As Your slave i have no say in what You do Miss. Star. If You like this idea that's great if not then it goes away.***

 

puppet thought that it would be interesting if marionette was cleaning and You just came over and grabbed it. You took it and bent it over some furniture, pulled its thong to the side and started to pound its ass (that You own) with a strap-on while at the same time degrading and humiliating Your slave maid. Maybe others are watching or maybe You're videotaping it.

 

Just a thought Mistress. 

 


5/15/2013 6:35:05 AM

A list of puppets wants

 

Strap-on play

Strict Bondage

butt plug used on it

Forced Crossdressing

Public Humiliation

Receiving forced orgasms

Receiving ruined orgasms

Forced Masturbation

Being Kidnapped by a Woman or Group of Women

Being used a sexual slave

Being kept in a cage

Being kept in chastity

Pleasing its Owner

 

The items that are crossed out doesn't mean that i have done them, it means that they don't matter. Only one item on this list matters and that's the one listed last.

 

Pleasing its Owner is the only want that puppet should ever have. Any other activities will occur IF and WHEN it will please its Owner. puppet knows this and is in full acceptance of it. 

 

puppet humbly waits to serve, please, pleasure, amuse and entertain You Miss. Star. puppet will do this ANY way You wish. 


5/15/2013 3:56:48 AM

Tomorrow will be one week since puppet has asked for permission to orgasm. puppet really wants to wait until, at least, this weekend when it sees its Owner to ask. If puppet is luck than its Owner will watch it cum for Her. If puppet is extremely lucky than its Owner will be the one to make puppet cum. 

 

puppet can't wait to see Miss. Star this weekend. Just thinking about Her makes puppet weak in the knees. It makes makes puppet turned on too. It's a good thing that puppet needs permission to cum or it would be jerking off all the time thinking of how beautiful its Owner is. Thank You Miss. Star for taking over puppet's orgasms and i'm happy to only cum when, where and how it please You.

 

puppet feels so much more alive now since it has met its Owner. puppet is free to be the slave it's meant to be. To puppet, being of service to its Owner, is the ultimate life goal. puppet want only to make its Owner happy.

 

There is a part of puppet that hopes that its Owner chooses to push some or all of its limits. W/we can start with the soft limits and work O/our way up. The end result that puppet wants is to be the ideal slave male that its Owner wants to own. 

 

puppet's end goal is to be collared by Miss. Star. Collared, marked as Her's and kept forever as Her property. 

 

 


5/14/2013 6:26:37 AM

Since puppet's Owner has already "requested" to know what the item is that puppet ordered She has been told. i said i would post it here after that so here it is:

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B007189FLE/ref=oh_details_o01_s00_i00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

 

 

puppet looks forward to getting this in the mail and letting its Owner make full use of it.


5/14/2013 3:56:40 AM

puppet is looking forward to the Summer Flea in NH next month. puppet needs to have some money put aside so it can buy a couple new "toys". puppet hopes that its Owner will try out those new toys that night on it. puppet doesn't know what toys it will get yet. 

 

puppet hopes to run into some old F/friends and maybe make some new O/ones. 

 

last night puppet ordered a new toy online to surprise its Owner. If puppet is going to be honest (and it must be honest always for its Owner) it's a toy that puppet has wanted for a while. If puppet is lucky its Owner will make use of this new toy for HER pleasure and enjoyment. What is this new toy Y/you wonder? It's a surprise so i won't say anything until Miss. Star knows what it is. puppet knows how its Owner is with surprises so shortly after She reads this i'll be forced to tell Her what it is. That's ok though. puppet enjoys Her demands. 

 

puppet also ordered ankle bracelets with tiny bells on them to wear while being marionete (that's puppet's maid name in case Y/you haven't been following puppet's journals). puppet hopes that they jingle enough to make it known that marionete is around and moving. 

 

puppet thanks those W/who read and enjoy puppet's journals. Y/you may want to subscribe to them and stay up to date on puppet. puppet also enjoys all Y/your feedback when it gets it too.

 

Before emailing puppet though please note that Miss. Star has full access to this account and may at some point see Y/your email.

 


5/13/2013 3:58:03 AM

Some P/people say that absence makes the heart grow stronger. puppet isn't too sure of that. puppet's Owner has been busy the last two weeks and puppet hasn't been able to see Her. puppet isn't mad at Her for this because puppet knows that She has a family that comes first. puppet just misses Her like crazy when it can't see her. puppet's cares for its Owner so much that it would do anything to spend some time with Her.

puppet's Owner knows how devoted puppet is though. She knows that puppet cares for Her and inturn puppet knows that She cares for it. 

puppet does need help from its Owner though. puppet finds itself slipping back into old habits of thinking about its own sexual pleasure. puppet knows that this isn't right and tries to stop it but puppet is weak sometimes. puppet doesn't know how its Owner can fix this defect in puppet's brain but if A/anyone car puppet knows that She can. 

puppet can't wait to see its Owner again. She makes puppet weak just by smiling at it or laughing. When puppet is in its Owner's presence its hopeless to try to disobey Her. Just a simple look and puppet is at Her feet. puppet knows its place in its Owner's life. puppet knows that its Owner will be controlling more and more of puppet's life as this relationship progresses. 

puppet is excited about the thought of being locked in chastity for and by its Owner. puppet will then have no worries about giving into the temptation to masturbate. puppet has been good about not masturbating without permission though. puppet learned its lesson after its two week long punishment. puppet no longer owns or has control of its orgasms. puppet really hopes that its Owner gets it conditioned and trained to only cum on Her command. Even better if She can make puppet cum on command without any stimulation. puppet thinks hypnosis could do that.

puppet loves You Miss. Star.

 

 


5/12/2013 5:52:23 PM

eviltrucker is someone that deserves to catch a beatdown!! How could A/anyone sing the praises of a rapist and a kidnapper?? Screw you dude!!!! puppet hope that you have a place in Hell right next to him!! 


5/12/2013 3:57:06 AM

Happy Mother's Day to all the Mothers out her.


5/12/2013 3:55:55 AM

puppet had a dream last night that Miss. Star (puppet's Owner) was raping it. In this dream puppet was bent over the edge of the bed and secured in place. Then puppet had a dildo shoved into its mouth and held there by duct tape that was wrapped around puppet's head. 

 

"you're gonna be my little (rubber) cock whore when I'm done with You" Miss. Star whispered in my ear.

 

Miss. Star then stated by fingering puppet's ass. After that She started with Her strap-on. puppet was totally helpless and Miss. Star didn't show any mercy. 

 

"I'm going to make do this until you start to crave my cock puppet" Miss. Star told me. "you're going to beg for this soon just like a little whore."

 

i didn't realize how right She was until i noticed myself trying to push my ass backwards to take more of Her cock. This made Her laugh and i as She laughed i shot cum all over the edge of Her bed. She didn't stop though and ended up making me cum 3 more times before She removed the tape around my head. i thought that the dildo would be removed at this point but i was partially wright. She took the dildo and told me to give it a slutty blow job and i did.

 

As i was doing that Miss. Star stuck an inflatable butt plug in my ass and made sure to inflate it to it's maximum size. i thought i'd be split in two by this thing.

 

After hours of being tortured like this Miss. Star took the dildo away from me. What else did She have planned now? 

 

She stuck a double ended dildo gag into my mouth and secured it and then made me fuck Her pussy with the dildo on the other end. 

 

By the end of this treatment i was a broken (rubber) cock whore and was begging my Owner to give it to me again. She not only took my ass, She made it Her's and She made it crave Her rubber cock.

   

 


5/11/2013 3:51:58 AM

puppet loves being a slave to Miss. Star. puppet loves the idea of Miss. Star showing it off to all of Her Friends. puppet can't wait to be trained as Miss. Star's maid so that it can serve Her more. 

 

Just to be in the presences of Miss. Star is enough to make puppet weak in the knees. Kneeling at Her feet is glorious to puppet. Listening to Miss. Star laugh will turn puppet on. The words Miss. Star speaks are the Gospel to this puppet.

 

To be used and abused, both sexually and physically, by Miss. Star is a dream for this puppet. puppet doesn't want to tell Miss. Star "No" ever. 

 

There is a lot that puppet wants to experience but it will only enjoy it if it knows Miss. Star is. 

 

A male is lucky when it finds the Woman it's meant to serve for the rest of its life. A male is even luckier when that Woman gives it a chance to serve her. 

 

i am You slave Miss. Star. i am Your puppet. Thank You for taking puppet on and giving it this name. There will never be enough that puppet could do to show You how grateful it really is but it will work everyday to try. Your happiness is pleasure is more important to puppet than its own. puppet is honored to have a chance to earn the privilege of living every day and night as You slave. puppet is ready for any and all training You have in mind Mistress. 


5/10/2013 3:50:26 PM

This will NEVER work with puppet. puppet is 100% straight.

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
   
 
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  Recent Message History:
 
 
  airman1030 on 5/10/13 at 2:45 PM:
 
  i tell you what, you read my profile and then contact my Owner and see what She says. Good luck with that.
 
 
  mastermiles23 on 5/10/13 at 2:37 PM:
 
 

u want me to own u dont u boy

 
 
  airman1030 on 5/10/13 at 11:25 AM:
 
  Yes and i'm straight.
 
 
  mastermiles23 on 5/10/13 at 11:19 AM:
 
 

r u owned

 
 
  airman1030 on 5/10/13 at 7:30 AM:
 
 

puppet is ok and you?

 
 

 

  mastermiles23 on 5/10/13 at 7:22 AM:
 
 

hi boy how r u


5/10/2013 8:29:20 AM
Why do gay males (usually doms) message me to ask if i'm owned? puppet's profile does say that it's straight right? If you're a gay male that is your thing but you will not recruite me. Please, read my profile before messaging me.

5/10/2013 4:32:26 AM

 

 

How does puppet post a photo in its journal?


5/10/2013 3:59:11 AM

Serving a Woman is an honor for a male. puppet is getting that honor with Miss. Star. puppet knows that it's a slave and therefore inferior to Miss. Star. Knowing that though Miss. Star does care about Her puppet and puppet is happy about that. Miss. Star is everything that puppet could ever want or need in a relationship. She, beautiful, Dominant, a "bit" sadistic, pretty and has a great personality.

 

puppet needs to explain something here though. Too many P/people use beautiful and pretty to mean the same thing or differing degrees of the same thing. It's not. Beauty is something that's on the inside and pretty is on the outside. There isn't enough clothing or makeup in the world that can make a Woman beautiful. The beauty is from Her heart and soul. 

 

When puppet fell for Miss. Star it was Her personality that got puppet first. Than it was her Beauty. After all of that puppet then saw how pretty She was but it was too late. puppet was heading down a road it couldn't turn off of. 

 

puppet knew, the second it kissed Her feet, in the plaza parking lot that its heart belonged to Miss. Star. Once puppet accepted that it knew that the only thing to do next was give Her the rest of its body. 

 

Then came the "Kiss of Doom".....It's a good doom.....i think.......When Miss. Star kissed Her puppet She got forceful and even started biting. That was what "doomed" puppet to a live of slavery to Miss. Star and puppet wouldn't change a thing about it. 

 

puppet needs more of its Drug (Miss. Star) and wants to fall deeper into Her merciless clutches. 

 

puppet feels that it's the luckiest puppet in the world for being chosen by Miss. Star. puppet is the ONLY name it's allowed to use now around its Owner or in "kink friendly" settings....or wherever else She chooses to call me that. Just like the puppets Y/you saw as a kid, that could only do what the P/puppeteer made it do, i too no longer have free will or choices. Miss. Star is puppet's Puppeteer.  

 


5/9/2013 11:33:22 AM
This puppet wishes there was a way to see who subscribes to its journal. puppet writes atleast one every day (by 7am by order of its Owner). puppet just wonders W/ho else wakes up to a notice of a new journal buy this puppet. As long as Miss. Star is happy with puppet's journals than nothing else really matters though.

5/9/2013 8:34:43 AM
puppet finds it funny that when it posts a journal from its Android phone this site say it was posted from an IPhone.

5/9/2013 3:57:07 AM

Miss. Star is more than just a Domme or Mistress to this puppet. Miss. Star is a reason to wake up in the morning. She's a reason to look forward to time off so puppet can spend time with Her. 

 

Miss. Star is an AMAZING Woman and puppet knows that its lucky that She's willing to call it Her's. The only thing puppet wants to do is please Her. Anything Miss. Star wants to do will be ok with puppet (not that puppet has a choice anymore).

 

puppet knows that the last choice it made as a free male was to offer itself to Miss. Star. Now, since puppet is no longer a free male it has zero say in what Miss. Star does to it. While some of Miss. Star's ideas may scare puppet they all seem to turn it on. 

 

Miss. Star has mentioned waxing puppet......She said that it will hurt like hell and puppet won't be gagged. She wants to hear Her puppet in pain. puppet has accepted this as the way it will live from now on. Miss. Star has also mentioned tying puppet up and forcing puppet to watch Her have sex with O/others........puppet doesn't know if it wants to do that but its wants don't mean anything to it anymore. puppet does know that the the thought of it does make it aroused.

 

puppet has come to the conclusion that ANYTHING that would please its Owner is making it aroused. 

 

puppet is trying to be a good slave and hasn't asked for an orgams since Friday. puppet feels conflicted because it wants to just jerk-off and shoot its load but it can no longer bring itself to do it. puppet knows it needs permission since it's no longer puppet's cock. Miss. Star owns this cock and balls and as such She Owns any pleasure it will give as well as the cum it will release.

 

puppet is glad that Miss. Star owns its cock now. It takes responsibility away from puppet. puppet doesn't want any control of it any more. If Miss. Star and puppet had a device that worked well, Her Cock, would be locked away with the only key being with Her. 

 

puppet looks forward to the day when it will live forever under Miss. Star's feet, ass and pussy. puppet looks forward to the day when it will live everyday as a slave to its Owner. Wearing Her collar, marked with ownership by Her and forever greatful for the life She has allowed me to live.

 


5/8/2013 1:01:59 AM

puppet loves spending time with its Owner. puppet doesn't care what the time is spent doing. puppet will be cooking, cleaning or anything just to be around its Owner. To be in the same building as its Owner is an honor for puppet. To have its Owner speak to it is a glorious experience. puppet can't get enough of its Owner. puppet gets aroused just being around Her and if she laughs or better yet "giggle" it drives puppet nuts (in an amazing way).

puppet is happy that its Owner controls it. She owns this puppet and because of that She owns puppet's orgasms. puppet has noticed that its orgasms are so much better under Miss. Star's control.

puppet hopes it can find a chastity device that fits and works. puppet really wants Miss. Star's cock locked up so puppet can't touch or play with it unless allowed.

puppet really LOVES being Miss. Star's slave and puppet.

puppet couldn't ask for anything more in this life. 


5/7/2013 6:58:15 PM

Orgasms being controlled

Ego put in check

A puppet is what i am

A slave to my Star

Kneeling at Her feet

Sucking on Her toes

puppet is a slave

no longer free

Serving its Queen

Pleasing its Owner

Life now complete

A slave to one

A slave to THE ONE

 


5/7/2013 3:55:51 AM

my name is puppet and i was a compulsive masturbater. It's been 4 weeks now that puppet's masturbation and orgasms have been controlled by Miss. Star.

 

puppet is trying to ask for no more than 1 orgasm per week. puppet last asked, and was allowed, one on Friday. That was the third one puppet was that week. puppet got used to to its selfish ways and would masturbate everyday. Sometimes 2,3 or even 5 times a day. Learning to control its habit is hard for puppet. puppet keeps getting the urge to maturbate and it's sometimes tough to not do it. puppet knew that this would be the case once its Owner took over control of its sexual release.

 

puppet couldn't ask for more when it comes to the control Miss. Star exerts over Her puppet and the compassion She shows. So far the only times She has denied puppet an orgasm was when it was under its two weeks of punishment. 

 

puppet knows that it's weak when it comes to its masturbation habits and it will work on that. puppet's end goal is to be able to last as long as its Owner wants without the urge to ask or beg for orgasm.

 

The only Person allowed to tell puppet it can cum is its Owner. The cock and balls that hangs between puppet's legs don't belong to puppet anymore. They are the property of Miss. Star to do with as She wishes. 

 

puppet really enjoys the orgasm control aspect of its relationship with its Owner. puppet really looks forward to the day it is given an orgasm by its Owner. That orgasm will come anyway that Miss. Star wishes. However SHE'LL enjoy it most and however She wants. puppet can not tell its Owner "no" so puppet will have no control over any of it.  

 

 


5/6/2013 4:12:41 AM

Forced Feminization seems like a fun concept. puppet would really enjoy it but wouldn't want to go as far as taking hormones and having surgery. puppet is, and always will be, a male. It does seem fun to puppet to be in  situation where a Woman (or group or Women) force puppet into a feminine role. puppet isn't just talking about dressing up but also being Their "cock sucker" but ONLY with strapons and dildos. puppet isn't bi and isn't interested in "forced bi" either. 

 

puppet knows that it'll never be "passable" as a Woman no matter how much make-up it has on. puppet's Owner won't let puppet shave its goatee so even in drag puppet will have it. 

 

puppet isn't sure sure what else Miss. Star would do as far as "Forced Fem" goes but puppet is willing to try it. 

 

puppet wants to try everything its Owner wants. Just because puppet has ideas like this one doesn't mean that puppet is only thinking of itself. puppet knows that only things that its Owner will enjoy will happen. puppet is just getting things out that are lingering in its brain. 


5/6/2013 3:58:10 AM

i wish that Female Supremacy was a more widely accepted philosophy. i wish that more males realized that their place is serving Women. i also wish that more Women accepted that They are the Superior Gender.

 

puppet truly believes that males were put on this planet to be slaves to Women. Women have been exerting Their dominance over males ever since Eve got adam to eat the "forbidden fruit". That single even set us males on a path of slavery to Women. 

 

As a male i feel that it's my obligation to serve the Woman i'm in a relationship with. She shouldn't have to cook or clean unless She wants to because that's my job. She can demand foot rubs or back rubs whenever She wants. Because She's Superior to me She doesn't need to "ask nicely" for things. Saying "please" is something You say to S/someone that can say "no" to Y/you. Being an inferior male i'm not allowed to say "no" to my Owner.

 

Here are some examples the world trying to accept Female Supremacy but people not realizing it:

In the game of chess the most powerful Piece on the board is the Queen. It's the only "Female" piece and all of the others are "males". It's the job of the male pieces to protect the Queen. 

The "Justice is blind" statues, here in America, is a Woman. Why is that Y/you may wonder? Because Women have better judgement than males. 

"Lady Liberty" is another example. She's a symbol of Freedom and Welcoming that this Country stands for. 

 

Female Supremacy is a philosophy than make even more sense the more You look into it. 

i'm convinced that even submissive Women are superior to me. i'm also convinced that a submissive Woman is superior to Her "master".

 

These are my opinions and Y/you may not agree with them but it's how i feel. That's one of the great things about this lifestyle, there isn't a single right and wrong way. The only right way, for puppet, is the way puppet's Owner wants to do it. 

 

 

 


5/5/2013 7:26:07 PM

puppet would love to act out this story (http://www.femdomlibrary.com/story/2093/traveling-man-loses-his-way-at-mardi-gras

) with Her puppet.


5/5/2013 5:42:04 PM

puppet is wondering if A/anyone can help it out. puppet won a spanking bench in a raffle in CT and needs it picked up. It's in Hartford and puppet was told it weighs almost 100lbs. puppet is willing to pay for Y/you to do this for me. Payment will be given (in cash) when the bench is dropped off. If Y/you can help puppet out please message me here and i can give Y/you all the info.

 


5/4/2013 10:36:49 PM

The other day puppet bought 3 raffle tickets to help a Friend with Her money issues. The tickets were for a spanking bench and puppet was told that it won. YAY!! The bench is a gift for puppet's Owner. If puppet is lucky it will be the first to spanked on it. puppet hopes that its Owner likes it. 


5/4/2013 3:44:53 AM

puppet misses Miss. Star. It's the weekend and puppet hasn't seen Her since last Saturday. puppet feels like it's going through withdrawals. Miss. Star has so much power over puppet. 

After puppet was told, by Miss. Star, that the flowers pleased Her and made Her happy it made puppet aroused. puppet was aroused because it pleased its Owner.

puppet LOVES the feeling of knowing its Owner is happy with it. As a slave it's puppet's job to make (and keep) its Owner happy. 

puppet hopes that someday (maybe soon) it will be with its Owner 24/7/365 (except when at work) and waiting on Her hand and foot. puppet wants to live a life of serving, pleasing, pleasuring, entertaining and amusing its Owner. Her every whim needs to be seen to by puppet. puppet knows that Miss. Star knows controls it and puppet wants to be in Her life forever.

 

In this relationship, with Miss. Star, puppet is like a block of clay and Miss. Star is the sculptor. The reason that is is because puppet must become whatever its Owner wishes it to be. Clay doesn't shape itself, it needs a sculptor to do that. The job the clay has is to hold that shape until it's fired in the kiln to make the shape permanent. puppet wants the shaping its Owner does to be permanent. puppet wants to take the form its Owner wishes. puppet wants to be the slave its Owner has dreamed of owning.

 

Being Miss. Star's puppet is amazing. To T/those that know Her W/we're lucking and to T/those that don't know Her, Y/you should.

 

To a slave like me She's more than i could ever have hoped for. She's not only puppet's Owner (and marionette's manipulator) but She's also puppet's friend and confidant. puppet knows it can tell Her anything just as She can tell puppet anything. puppet feels like its known Miss. Star for Years. 

 

puppet can't wait to earn its Owner's collar. That day will be the happiest day in puppet's life so far. That will be the day that puppet knows it will never go back to being a free male again. puppet doesn't want to be free though. puppet wants to be Miss. Star's puppet until day after forever.

 

puppet hopes to see You this weekend Miss. Star. Please let puppet know when and where please.

 

   

    

 


5/3/2013 7:48:24 AM

puppet got notification that Miss. Star has received Her surprise today. Miss. Star's favorite color is purple and it fits Her. Purple is the color of Royalty after all. 

Well, puppet ordered Her purple roses in a vase with a teddy bear. It wasn't just a single rose or a dozen but rather two dozen roses. The beauty of the flowers don't compare to Her's but puppet still hope it will make its Owner happy. 

 

The meaning of the Purple Rose:

Purple roses are one of the innovations developed by man to express another emotion. This particular color has various levels of meanings, and has always been a favorite among rose lovers. 
Purple roses primarily stand for enchantment. The giver of the purple rose seeks to convey that he or she has fallen in love with the recipient at the very first sight. A deep magnetism and charm that makes the recipient almost irresistible is what the purple rose seeks to convey. The very first meeting has totally enticed the sender of these flowers, who simply cannot resist the object of his desire. 
Though purple speaks of enchantment, the meaning of the purple rose nowhere suggests permanence. The enchantment can be transcendental and can also be fleeting. As the word "enchantment" suggests, the effect is almost magical, and can also die off without much warning. 
The purple rose has certain other meanings. Opulence, glory and majesty are some other interpretations given to the purple rose. Purple being a color of elegance and grandeur, it only fits that the rose also pays tribute to these characteristics. 
The most widespread meaning of the purple rose is enthrallment, especially at first sight. And though there is no indication of permanence in this attraction, there is definitely a deep impression created. So, the next time you are bowled over by someone at first sight and feel totally enthralled, remember to send him or her a few purple roses. 


puppet hopes that Miss. Star loves them because it doesn't want to upset Her.


5/3/2013 3:16:12 AM

puppet just got its new "Fetish Face Kit" from Amazon in the mail yesterday. puppet has a big head so it's a tight (very tight) fit in some places. puppet did notice that, if it tries, it can see through the gap around its nose. Other than that though it's a comfortable fit. puppet is sure that Miss. Star will make sure it's even tighter than puppet made it while trying it on. Maybe that will help with the gap. 

puppet did get aroused while wearing it though. puppet was thinking of all the ways it could be used to amuse its Owner while wearing it. 

Even before it came in the mail puppet was thinking of it in its maid uniform (with the shoes), hands cuffed behind it, legs shackled and this blindfold/ball gag head harness on being lead around the flea on a leash by Miss. Star. puppet wouldn't be able to see or speak and would have no idea what was going on.

puppet still doesn't know what Miss. Star will have it wearing at the flea but it trusts Her and will do whatever She wishes. 

Miss. Star is the Divine Ruler of puppet's world now. puppet kneels humbly at Her feet and does Her bidding. puppet's wants are nowhere near as important as Miss. Star's wants.

puppet just hopes that Miss. Star sees its dedication to Her and that She continues to use puppet for Her enjoyment.

Miss. Star already knows that puppet is a "Star junky". puppet is so addicted that it doesn't feel it could ever be a free male again. puppet's place is at Miss. Star's glorious feet (or wherever else She tells puppet to be). The more puppet hears its Owner's voice the deeper into addiction it goes. The more it sees its Owner the harder it is to ever think of being free. The more puppet kisses its Owner the harder it is to think for itself at all.

puppet hasn't asked for an orgasm since Monday Morning (and was granted it). It feels different when puppet is on punishment. Right now puppet knows that it can ask anytime it wants but it doesn't want to right now.....ok...maybe a little bit as it writes this and other journal entries. puppet knows that just because it asks doesn't mean Miss. Star will grant it permission. puppet needs to EARN its orgasms from now on. puppet enjoys having its Owner take control of such a personal aspect of puppet's life. puppet is happy to no longer be the owner of its "man bits" as they have been turned over to Miss. Star so that She can control and use them as She sees fit. By the same token so is puppet's ass and mouth now property of Miss. Star to use and abuse as She sees fit.

puppet really does love and enjoy the power that Miss. Star has over its life. puppet also cares very deeply for its Owner. So deeply in fact that it has fallen in love with Her. While puppet does know that Miss. Star may not feel the feelings right now that doesn't change how puppet feels. puppet has faith that Miss. Star will develope the same feeling if given time. She just needs to let Herself have those feelings. <3      


5/3/2013 2:47:44 AM

puppet knows that Miss. Star doesn't like knowing She has a surprise coming but puppet told Her anyway. puppet thinks its fun to toy with its Owner a bit and risk a little punishment. It's a cool surprise though and puppet knows that its Owner will like it. puppet made Miss. Star a deal though.......IF She doesn't like the surprise than puppet will be a "no limits slave" for Her the weekend of the summer flea. puppet now realizes that may be in big trouble though.....if Miss. Star doesn't like the surprise puppet can't even fathom what will happen to it. puppet does have a few ideas but puppet's fate is in its Owner's hands. 

puppet wants to make Miss. Star happy and also wants to know that puppet cares for Her. 

puppet is having this surprise delivered to Miss. Star at work. puppet knows that Miss. Star has some days at work that make Her frustrated so She'll be able to look at this surprise and know that She is loved and cared for. 

What's the surprise Y/you wonder?? Sorry, Miss. Star reads this and puppet will not give it away. Miss. Star has already ordered puppet to tell Her and puppet has refused. puppet didn't refuse to be bad, puppet refused because the surprise is too good to ruine.

puppet hopes that You enjoy Your day at work today Ma'am. puppet knows what time the surprise will be there by but W/we'll just say by 5pm. :D You'll be happy puppet didn't tell You what the surprise was when You see it.

puppet is sorry that they didn't have anything Unicorn related though. :'(  


5/2/2013 3:15:05 AM

puppet feels a strong desire to have its Owner repeatedly plowing its ass with a strap-on. puppet would say it's a need but it can only be a need of puppet's Owner allows it.

Last night puppet had a dream that it was dressed in it's maid uniform and, Miss. Star had several of Her Female Friends (6 or so of them over), so puppet was serving them all food and drinks. As the night progressed Mistress and one of Her Friends led puppet to a bedroom where the forced it face down over the foot of the bed and tied it securely. Miss. Star than whispered in puppet ear "Enjoy this my little bitch. You're ass is MINE and I'm going to have it raped by all of these Women and myself until you're begging for more". Miss. Star was the first to bust my anal cherry and She didn't go easy either. She started by cutting my panties off and shoving them in my mouth.

They were already soaked with precum from the entire day of service but i didn't dare spit them out. After puppet had the panties in its mouth one of Miss. Star's Friends got onto the bed and and started to throat fuck me.

puppet could hear its Owner laughing too. Then puppet heard Miss. Star say, very loudly, "My little puppet, such the fucking whore. I should do this more often. What do you think puppet?". She knew very well that puppet's mouth was full of strap-on and it couldn't answer but that didn't stop Her from beating puppet's ass for not giving a quick answer. The only answer puppet would be able to give anyway would be "If that pleases You Mistress" and puppet would have no choice in the matter at all.

These Women raped puppet for hours before puppet just passed out. Miss. Star didn't let that stop Her though. She still had Her fun even though puppet was unconscious  puppet is Her property after all and She can as She wishes.

As puppet was waking up in the morning, still bound to the bed, it overheard Miss. Star planning another "gang bang" of Her puppet but this time with more Women. One of Her Friends asked if She thought that puppet enjoyed the experience to which Miss. Star responded "I did so it did. Even if it didn't i don't care because it knows that making its Owner happy makes it happy."

Miss. Star's happiness will ALWAYS be first. If She's happy than puppet is happy. 

puppet looks forward to dreaming of this again and seeing what may happen. 

 

Miss. Star is under NO OBLIGATION to make puppet's dream come true. Miss. Star is in charge and if She likes the way this sounds and SHE chooses to make it happen than puppet will be a lucky puppet.

 

puppet hopes You enjoyed this Mistress.

 


5/1/2013 3:03:38 AM

puppet is so sore.it was standing outside all day yesterday holding a sign for its election. puppet won though and is now a Constable. YAY!!! Sorry for this being a short one Miss. Star but puppet is so beat it can't even think today.


4/30/2013 7:34:24 PM

Good night cruel world!!

 

 


4/30/2013 3:26:46 AM

Have Y/you ever met that one special P/person that Y/you just knew Y/you clicked with. Well, puppet has and Her name is Miss. Star. Miss. Star is more amazing than this puppet could ever have hoped for. puppet is always missing Miss. Star when it isn't with Her. 

puppet doesn't know what the future will bring or how this relationship will progress but puppet does know that it cares very deeply for Miss. Star. 

puppet would love it if Miss. Star was the last Person it saw every night and the first Person it saw every morning. 

For a Woman like Miss. Star to give this puppet a chance to be, not Her slave, but also Her boyfriend is an honor for this puppet. puppet has more work ahead of it though. puppet thinks that Miss. Star knows by now that puppet is the real deal. puppet isn't just "playing a role" when it's with Her. puppet IS a slave to the core. By the time Miss. Star is done with Her puppet though it may be a slut and a whore too.....lol

Miss. Star's happiness is what puppet thinks about all the time. If puppet's Owner isn't happy than puppet knows it needs to try to make Her happy. 

 

puppet has gotten to the point where it doesn't care what other P/people think. Yes, puppet does cross dress at times for fun (or when ordered to do so by its Owner). Yes puppet owns thongs, bras, heeled boots, a skirt, a blouse and now a maid uniform. Yes, puppet will wear things for its Owner and be proud of it. puppet will be wearing "something" to the summer flea but it has no idea what yet. Miss. Star simply told Her puppet "You'll wear whatever I tell you" and puppet has more than agreed (not that She needed puppet's agreement).

 

puppet loves the freedom that being a slave gives it. puppet feels so free while in bondage because its choices are gone. As a slave puppet doesn't need to make decisions unless told to. puppet is just a piece of property that Miss. Star can use hard and put away wet if She wants. 

 

puppet is here to serve, please, pleasure, amuse and entertain You Mistress and puppet will do so to the best of its abilities. puppet will also do these things the way You want them done. puppet hope that You keep it forever and ever.  

 


4/29/2013 9:53:55 AM

puppet got the maid gloves in today but was very bummed that they didn't fit. puppet hopes that the shoes it order get here soon and actually do fit. 


4/29/2013 3:54:58 AM

Miss. Star has talked to Her puppet about several things that She enjoys. One of which is "mummification". puppet has never experienced that before and finds the idea interesting. puppet has ideas of its own to go along with the mummification but knows that Miss. Star isn't obligated to even listen to them. 

 

1) being forced to orgasm repeatedly past the point of no more cumming

2) smothered under Miss. Star's glorious ass

3) being ass raped by Miss. Star (and maybe Her Female Friends too)

4) having Miss. Star ride Her cock 

5) being edged repeatedly 

 

These are just ideas that puppet's Owner can either consider or toss out with the morning trash. 

 

On a different note, puppet is expecting its wig and shoes by the 1st of May. YAY!! Once puppet gets these it will be able to become "marionette" for its Owner. The next thing puppet will need to do is make (or buy) some anklets and bracelets with bells so that E/everyone will know when marionette is moving. 

puppet really hopes that one day, while marionette is cleaning its Owner's home, that she just bends it over and shoves Her strap-on into its ass like the whore its becoming. 

 

Miss. Star has honored Her puppet though Yesterday. Miss. Star sent her puppet a picture of a new cuff that She's wearing. This cuff signifies that has taken a sub wholly Her's. puppet has learned that this doesn't mean that it has earned a collar YET but it is a step towards that goal. puppet is hoping to have earned its collar by the Summer Flee so that it can show the BDSM world that its the property of an amazing Woman.......plus it will give something for Miss. Star to connect a leash to so puppet doesn't wander too far away.

 

Miss. Star has also talked about turning puppet back into a pain slut.......This is a choice that was not up to puppet and that's ok with puppet. Miss. Star hs talked about turning puppet's ass purple but puppet only sees two issue with this. puppet doesn't have an ass anymore. The ass that was puppet's is now Miss. Star's. Also, puppet doesn't tend to bruise easily.......puppet knows that its Owner will now take that as a challenge but it's true.

 

puppet hopes to see Miss. Star this weekend. puppet misses Her everyday it can't be with Her. 

 

puppet also wants Miss. Star to know (even though She already does) that it will do WHATEVER it takes to earn Her collar. puppet loves You Miss. Star.


4/28/2013 2:09:23 PM

Today puppet was told that its daily journals will continue. Miss. Star enjoys them and so there will be a new one EVERYDAY by 7am until Miss. Star orders puppet otherwise. puppet doesn't know as of now what it will write about but it WILL be writing something for HER enjoyment. Pleasing its Owner makes puppet very happy. Miss. Star is so very amazing and puppet hopes that She keeps it forever.


4/26/2013 3:57:13 AM
As a slave one must realize that it doesn't have any "personal time" unless its Owner allows it. ALL of the slave's time belongs to its Owner. That's why puppet doesn't mind if Miss. Star calls it while it's sleeping. It will answer the phone and please its Owner.

4/25/2013 3:51:28 AM

Miss. Star, in Her infinite wisdom, has decided that when puppet is in maid mode (wearing its uniform) that it will be "marionette" rather than simply "puppet". Miss. Star enjoys pulling puppet's strings. Now puppet wonders if Miss. Star is planning to make Her puppet into a ventriloquist dummy at some point.........See!! Here i go again offering ideas that will most likely be used against me. Oh well. Miss. Star is so smart She probably already thought of this already. puppet will do what its Owner says. 

i think i must be the happiest puppet in the world. 

  


4/25/2013 3:34:34 AM


4/24/2013 6:41:32 PM

So tomorrow will be day 11 of my orgasm denial punishment. 11 days is my personal record. Only a few days left. i'm eager to end this punishment. 


4/23/2013 3:22:07 AM

This is the journal of my orgasm denial punishment. i wanted to bump this up to the first page so that Miss. Star can find it more easily and others can read it.

Day 1) 04/15

This is the first morning of not being allowed to cum for 2 weeks. i think i'll just edit this everyday rather than post a new journal (as long as Miss. Star doesn't say otherwise of course). Even just thinking about Miss. Star makes me hard. Just thinking of the control She now has over me makes me hard. Even texting with Her makes me hard. All that i wish to do is please Her and if that means that i must go two weeks with pleasure then i MUST do so. The choice is no longer mine to make. As a matter of fact "my cock" is no longer mine it's Her's. From now on when i refer to "Her cock" that is what i'll be referring to. 

Miss. Star has awoken so much inside of me that has been left dormant for years. i could never thank Her enough. i text Her good morning every day and good night every night. With Her guidance i don't see how i can fail. A few missteps along the path may happen but my training will go on and one day i'll be even better for it.

However i lucked out to run across Her profile and to actually have Her answer my message i'll never fully know. She told me it was because i sounded real and my message wasn't all about "What will You do to me". There's a hint for all you males out there. When you approach a Woman do it with "hat in hand" and worry about what you will be able to do for Her and not what She can or will do to you.

Day 2) 04/16

So today starts day two.....Even in my dreams Miss. Star teases and denies me. Her cock was hard as a rock when i woke up this morning and i instinctively went to relieve it but stopped myself just as my hand wrapped around it. i'm not allowed to masturbate Her cock without permission and i won't be getting that permission for at least another 12 days. i knows i deserve this punishment if not worse so i'm going to try my best to not start begging Miss. Star to allow it to cum. i know that such begging is futile anyway because She'll just say no.

i'm glad that Miss. Star wasn't too mad at me for my mistake the other day. i just need to stay away from the site that caused me to slip. i entend to be the best puppet Miss. Star could wish to have.

Day 3) 04/17

Well, today is puppet's birthday. puppet turns 33 and isn't allowed a birthday orgasm without getting itself into more trouble. 

i've started leaking precum. i noticed it last night but when i went to get into the shower this morning i noticed some dried precum on my leg. i know from last time that this is only going to get worse as time goes on. i don't think i could even begin to imagine the ways Miss. Star is going to continue teasing me over the next 11 days.

i can start feeling myself getting the shakes a little.

Part of puppet's brain (which it really needs to turn off) is trying to figure out if another punishment is worth the slight relief it will feel. The problem that puppet's brain seems to forget is that Miss. Star has already informed Her puppet that if it fails this two week punishment She will lock Her cock in a cage for a month. puppet doesn't think it could stand that. 

If A/anyone has any advice for puppet it would be accepted with humility.

Day 4 04/18

Yesterday was a bit hard for me. i found myself begging a little bit to be allowed an orgasm. Miss. Star has demanded that i get this journal posted everyday by 6:30 am for Her so i will comply.

i started to write a story yesterday but i was getting too aroused so i had to stop. i want to get the story completed but i need to do so slowly. i know that if i just keep writing that i'm going to end up masturbating and that means that i have failed my Owner

puppet is amazed at how well its owner knows it and knows how to push all of its buttons. puppet also has ordered a french maid's uniform to wear while doing chores at Miss. Star's place. puppet will need a wig and some shoes next and Miss. Star has insisted on the wig being a redhead. puppet hopes to be ordering the wig next week and will be trying to find shoes which lock onto its feet. That way its Owner will be the only one able to allow removal of the shoes. 

puppet also hopes to find a chastity device that will fit properly. The only reason that this puppet wants all of this is so that it can please its owner.

Today puppet is going to do its best to keep its mind off of its arousal. puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star won't let that happen and in a strange way puppet loves Her for it. 

Regardless of how easy puppet wants this punishment to be it also knows that its Owner will make it as hard as She wishes. puppet also knows that She isn't doing that in order to make it fail but rather to show it that it can succeed no matter how tough the challenge. puppet also knows that its Owner knows what's best and will do what's best for Her puppet.

Day 5 04/19

Today is day 5 and i'm having a hard time sleeping. Right now it's 2:30 am, i'm hard as a rock and the only thing on my mind is Miss. Star. Yesterday i don't think that 30 minutes went by without me having an erection. i've also noticed my attention slipping when Mistress was asking Her puppet a question and puppet didn't understand it. Miss. Star had to repeat Herself which isn't a good thing and puppet know that.

Yesterday puppet showed its Owner the wishlist of stuff it would like. i think Miss. Star liked most of the items but knows that Her puppet can't afford them. 

puppet is also looking at and comparing 2 chastity devices. One is the "Gates of Hell" and the other is the Stallion Penis Guard. puppet's Owner is very adamant about locking Her cock away so that puppet can't play with it. puppet know that it no longer has any say in the choices made and can only hope to please its Owner. 

Miss. Star not only owns this puppet but She owns its body. By owning this puppet's body She also controls its pleasure. puppet knows that it can no longer give itself pleasure unless Miss. Star says it's ok. If She doesn't allow puppet pleasure than puppet needs to accept that and move on.

puppet also knows that Miss. Star's pleasure will ALWAYS and forever come first. puppet hopes to get to a point where it will only be able to orgasm at its Owner's command. puppet hopes for this ability regardless of stimulation. To puppet it would be wonderful it was at the point where it was out to eat with its Owner and She orders it to orgasm in its pants at the restaurant. puppet would be humiliated but it would show the Power that Miss. Star has over Her puppet. 

puppet has no idea what kinds of teasing its Owner is going to engage in today. While puppet would never ignore its owner it is going to try to overcome this mental game She's playing with it. 

puppet feels that it can turn off this arousal for short bursts of time.....How about those Red Sox??

puppet is a bit optimistic though...only 9 days to go. puppet is out of the double digits and almost half way to the finish line.

Thank You for this punishment and lesson Miss. Star. puppet won't play with Your toy ever again without permission.

day 6 04/20

WOW! Day six....Only 8 days left!! puppet is almost halfway there. Everyday is a battle though but the war is far from over. Yesterday was a strangely calm and relaxed day for me. Miss. Star had a lot going on and didn't have the time or energy to tease and torment Her puppet. i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss it. It's odd really. i'll whine and complain (to no avail really) when She does it but give me a day off from it and i'm whining that it isn't happening. Now i know that this comment will probably come back to bite me later though.

Yesterday Miss. Star picked out the wig that Her puppet will be wearing when it's dressed as Her maid ( http://www.costumediscounters.com/hats-wigs-masks/wigs-women/blackburgundy-striped-wigs-adult-59408.html

) and puppet will be ordering it next week. 

i woke up at 4am this morning with a raging hard-on from the dream i was having. i noticed though that part of my sheet was damp (with precum) and that i've been leaking all night. i can't wait for this leaking to stop. 

puppet realizes that Miss. Star fills a hole in its heart and soul that has been empty for too long. puppet doesn't WANT to live its life as a slave to a Woman it NEEDS to. 

The sexual frustration that puppet feels right now though will be nothing compared to what will happen if it fails its Owner.

puppet is already at the point of frustration where it would agree to anything (almost) in order to be allowed an orgasm. By, a week from tomorrow, puppet may not have that almost in there.......puppet has full faith and trust in its Owner that She knows what's best for Her puppet.

For example: Miss. Star has decided that puppet's body hair will be removed. puppet won't be allowed to shave it though, instead, it will be waxed. puppet is going to be tied down and its body hair ripped out of its body.......Sorry....That was a misspeak.......this body is no longer the property of puppet it's now the property of Miss. Star. Miss. Star will keep Her body however She wishes.

Keeping this journal entry was something i wanted to do in order to help other slaves learn from my mistake. i didn't know if i'd actually follow through and account for each day but once Miss. Star saw it She ordered that i have each day's entry done before She wakes up. i love how i can come up with something and then She runs with the idea and make it a better idea. i love You Miss. Star and i look forward to Worshipping , pleasuring, entertaining, amusing and most of pleasing You. i'm Your's fully and i want everyone here to know that i am not searching any longer because You have claimed me as Your (potential) slave. i just hope that i can earn You collar and show You how truly amazing You are.  

Day 7 04/21

Today i woke up early because i'm putting a pork shoulder on my smoker. Today marks the halfway point in my punishment. Today is day 7 for puppet. puppet has had 2 easy days in a row and if this keeps up puppet should make it another 7 days without a problem. 

puppet is excited to be getting its maid uniform in soon though. Once puppet gets everything (uniform, wig and shoes) it's hoping to start its maid training. This training will happen on Miss. Star's timeline and not puppet's though. puppet wants to be trained to meet its Owner's exacting standards. 

Miss. Star may be coming to visit puppet today to get some pulled pork. i hope that She does because puppet misses Her. Even though it was only a week ago that Her and i had O/our first date i feel like i've known Her forever. 

puppet hopes to make You proud of it Miss. Star. If puppet fails You then it fails itself. 

Day 8 04/22

Only 6 day to go!!! It's all down hill from here and Miss. Star will make sure that this is the longest 6 days of puppet's life. The only thing puppet wants is to please its Owner. if puppet fails in this last week then it will fail its Owner. 

puppet had a great day yesterday. Miss. Star came over and spent some time with Her puppet. puppet got to taste its Owner's toes and they are YUMMY!!!

Every time i call myself puppet or Miss. Star does i seem to be getting aroused.

i think that i'm hooked on Her now. Others need to look out for Her because She IS a drug and a very addictive one at that. She hooked me with Her personality and then drove it home with a kiss. Now puppet can't get enough of Her.

puppet is now just a tool for its Owner and it realizes that it will probably never be a free male again.

Yesterday puppet was too busy to be aroused until its Owner showed up. puppet did have 3 easy day last week but easy street is over.

Please tell puppet how it can serve You today and for the rest of its life Miss. Star.

Day 9 04/23  

Yesterday puppet upset its Owner. What puppet said and what puppet meant are irrelevant. All that matters is that Miss. Star got mad at Her puppet and that made puppet sad. 

puppet needs to work everyday to earn its place at its Owner's feet. puppet also needs to earn its collar from its Owner. Once puppet has earned these things it must not take said privileges for granted and hard to keep them. The work in this relationship is never done for puppet promises its Owner and E/everyone reading this that it will work hard to be the very best puppet ever.

Now puppet has five days of punishment left. YAY!! 

puppet still has its CB-6000 on and will inspect itself to make sure Miss. Star's cock and balls are ok. 

Yesterday puppet just ordered its wig and shoes to go with its maid uniform. Since Miss. Star loves the shoes puppet picked out the shoes will belong to Her but puppet will be able to use them whenever it's being the maid.

puppet worships its Owner just as every slave should. She is superior to Her puppet in every way. puppet knows that it still needs training (what slave is ever done with training) and is giving everything it has to learn to please its Owner.

day 10 04/24

Only 4 days to go!!! These will probably be the longest 4 days of puppets puppets life. puppet had to remove its CB-6000 yesterday due to swelling and popped blood vessels. puppet is now a sexually controlled being. What i mean by that is that puppet's Owner will control puppet's sexual releases and sexual activities. Last night Miss. Star was verbally teasing and tormenting Her puppet over the phone. puppet got so hard that it hurt. Just hearing its Owner laugh at its hornyness and no giving Her puppet permission to cum made puppet even harder. 

Miss. Star has Her puppet all figured out right now. It's almost as if all She has to do is snap Her fingers and puppet is rock hard. 

Miss. Star and puppet might be spending this weekend together. If this happens it will be at one of Miss. Star's friends so that She can show Her what a "true submissive/slave" is. If this does happen then puppet will need to be awake before these two Women to get Their breakfast cooked. While They eat puppet plans to run a hot bath for Them. 

puppet is so happy to be given a chance to serve its Owner. puppet sees Miss. Star as a more than just a Mistress. Miss. Star is a Queen and a Goddess and puppet will treat Her as such. 

puppet's maid uniform came in yesterday too!!! YAY!!! Now puppet is waiting on the shoes and wig to come in as well. puppet also ordered sleevelets to go with the uniform. 

puppet feels like its Owner is turning it into a slut and the process, now started, can't be stopped. puppet doesn't care though because whatever its Owner wants it to be is what it will be. 

..........baseball......baseball.............baseball.......

Sorry, trying to calm the arousal. 

Miss. Star brought up a great point yesterday to puppet. She mentioned that "on saturday night at 12:01am it will officially be sunday".............That doesn't mean that She's going to let puppet cum that early though. With that in mind i actually only have 5388 minutes (89.8 hours) left til i can orgasm..........but W/who's counting?? LOL

puppet can't believe how lucky it is that it met Miss. Star. She's everything puppet could ever want or need and more. She may be more than puppet deserves though. puppet will cherish every second of Her time that it's allowed to occupy.

Day 11 04/25

WOW!! Day 11 and only 3 days to go and it's getting so tough. puppet seems to get aroused simply at the sound of its Owner's voice. When She's laughing at Her puppet it gets even more aroused. Last night puppet felt like it was going to cum without even playing with itself. 

puppet has asked for permission to cum earlier than the 2 weeks too many times maybe. Miss. Star has added a new rule to this punishment which will make this tougher on puppet. Every time puppet asks to cum will now add another day to its punishment. 

puppet knows that on Saturday-Sunday when it's with its Owner that She intends to make puppet "all kinds of pretty colors" and that's kind of a turn on for puppet. puppet just hopes that its Owner remembers that it hasn't been a pain slut in many years and needs to be built back up slowly. puppet trusts its Owner though. She knows what puppet needs and She will push puppet as far as She feels She needs to. puppet has a feeling that by the end of this weekend it will be a "broken slave" but in a good way. 

puppet is thankful for its Owner and the way that She treats Her puppet. 

puppet has registered itself on www.slaveregister.com as Miss. Star's puppet. puppet's slave ID number is 247-965-022

.

Day 12 04/26

Sunday is just around the corner!! puppet has only 2 days left!!puppet has found that when it keeps its mind of of its own pleasure it starts racing with other ideas. puppet is excited about tomorrow though. puppet gets to spend time with its Owner on Saturday. puppet just hopes that it manages to please its Owner.

Well, this entry will be short because puppet doesn't have too much to report. Also, puppet needs to keep its mind right so it can make it until Sunday. 

OH!!! One last thing...This is a new record for me!!! 12 DAYS!!! i hope that the record of 14 days will stand for a long...LONG time. puppet hopes to NEVER have to go this long without an orgasm again. However, if Miss. Star orders it than puppet must comply. 

Day 13 04/27

Well tonight i get to see my Owner and i can't wait. Miss. Star is everything puppet could want in an Owner and more. 

Tonight puppet will be cooking for its Owner and Her Friend. They will get steak tips with mushrooms and onions. puppet will cook the food and serve it to them. Tomorrow morning puppet will be making pancakes and bacon too. 

puppet's Owner also "hinted" at wanting cupcakes so puppet will bring Her some. 

puppet's only goal is to please its Owner and since She'll be showing puppet off to Her Friend puppet needs to be extra good. 

Tomorrow at 12:01am (0001 hrs) Miss. Star say that puppet may ask to orgasm. puppet has a secret hope that if/when its Owner allows it to orgasm that She does so in an embarrassing and/or a humiliating way. Whatever way that puppet is is up to cum is all up to Miss. Star and puppet will do as She instructs. 

Last night puppet dreamt that it was sucking on Miss. Stars toes and licking Her ass. She then made puppet do the same to Her Friend. 

puppet can't say this enough: If it makes Miss. Star happy than puppet will do it (with respect to agreed limits). The only happiness and joy that matters is that of puppet's Owner. 

puppet has deep feelings for Miss. Star. puppet misses Her when T/they are apart and is excited when T/they are together. 

Someday, when puppet is lucky enough to be collared by Miss. Star, puppet will be the luckiest puppet in the whole word. puppet wants a life where it comes home from work and is immediately back to slave mode for its Owner. Only Miss. Star makes the decisions in the relationship and if She asks for puppet's opinion puppet will give it to Her. Miss. Star is not required to pay any attention to puppet's opinions though as Her's are the only ones that matter. 

Day 14 04/28 

puppet had an amazing day yesterday. It got to cook dinner for Miss. Star and Her Friend. puppet got to give both of Them foot rubs and puppet feels that it did a good job pleasing its Owner yesterday but only She can let puppet know if it did a good job or not. 

Miss. Star showed puppet just how expertly She can manipulate the cock that used to belong to puppet but is now Her's. Miss. Star is also an AWESOME kisser and Her kisses melted this puppet into puddy. 

i'm going to reissue a warning that i gave before in this journal:
WARNING!!!!!!!!

Miss. Star is a very addictive drug!! Should Y/you choose to sample this drug Y/you do so at Y/your own risk (and peril). Once hooked there is no way out. puppet got hooked and doesn't want to kick this addiction. This addiction now controls puppet and it WILL control Y/you if Y/you sample it.

puppet was sad that some of the plans that Miss. Star and puppet made were unable to happen but plans sometimes change. puppet was just happy to spend the hours it did with its Owner. 

Miss. Star allowed puppet to cum today. It was just after midnight when puppet got home and Miss. Star's order was simple "Cum for Me My puppet" and i did. puppet actually had an orgasm like it never did before. The cumming happened in two spurts. puppet pumped out a large amount of cum.

Now puppet must wait until its Owner allows it another orgasm. puppet has no idea when and how its next orgasm will come but knows it must wait until given permission.

puppet needs to get used to the orgasm control aspect of this relationship but is going to work hard to obey its Owner. 

puppet no longer has a right to orgasm on its Own. Only "Free P/people" have that right and puppet is no longer free. 

Thank You to E/everyone that has sent support and advice during puppet's punishment. All of the advice helped and puppet hopes to NEVER be in this spot again.


END ENTRY


 


4/22/2013 10:26:08 AM

puppet chose to lock Miss. Star's cock in a cage today. puppet didn't want to be tempted to play with it. Plus Miss. Star will be teasing puppet so it wanted some added protection. 


4/22/2013 3:16:34 AM

Right now puppet only wants one thing in life. That is to earn its Owner's collar. Please Miss. Star, tell Your puppet what it must do to earn that sign of love, devotion, loyalty, pleasure and Ownership. puppet wants to make You the happiest Woman in the world.  


4/21/2013 6:32:44 PM

puppet got to spend some time with its Owner today. puppet got to spend a short time sucking on Her glorious toes and loved every second of it. puppet loves the taste of its Owners toes. The only problem was that doing that aroused puppet and it still has to wait until sunday to be allowed an orgasm. 

Miss. Star has also informed puppet that, do to it pointing out that the last 2 (now 3) days have been pretty easy, the next 6 will NOT. Wish me luck and pray to the God or Goddess of Your choice for me please. The last thing i want to do is fail my Owner.


4/20/2013 6:33:26 PM

Well, today i managed to keep my mind off of my arousal and the fact that i'm prohibited an orgasm for another 8 days. This morning was rough and so is right now. As i write this i'm getting aroused just thinking about being denied something that i once took for granted. Only puppet's Owner knows when She'll allow puppet it's next orgasm after its punishment. puppet hopes to never be punished like this again.

puppet just got a shipping notice that it's maid uniform in on it's way. Next week puppet orders its wig and (hopefully) shoes to go with it. Once puppet has all of these items it hopes that its owner trains Her puppet to be a good maid. puppet wants to serve its Owner in any way She demands.

  


4/20/2013 3:45:11 AM

puppet doesn't think it will get a good nights sleep until it's allowed an orgasm. puppet won't be allowed an orgasm until next Sunday. puppet also knows that in the future it's orgasms will only happen when, where and how Miss. Star says they will. Orgasms are a gift to puppet from its Owner and puppet only gets the gift when it pleases its Owner to give it. puppet can only hope that its Owner sees it's devotion and effort in fulfilling the terms of it's punishment. puppet holds out hope that Miss. Star may show mercy on Her puppet but knows better than to expect it.

puppet is a slave and that's just they way it is. Slaves don't have choices or rights. If you're a free male you can choose when, where and how you cum. A free male can even choose how often he cums but alas i am not a free male. While i have not YET earned Miss. Star's collar i am Her's. She decides what will and will not happen. Some of the things She's describe sound delightfully arousing, intimidating, scary and downright enjoyable all at the same time. puppet has its own ideas too though. While puppet feels that it's ok to mention them to its Owner puppet shouldn't expect these things to happen. They will only occur if it pleases Miss. Star to do them.

puppet gets its pleasure from its Owner's pleasure. If She isn't satisfied than puppet has failed and puppet doesn't like failure.

 

 


4/20/2013 1:54:56 AM

 i love You Miss. Star and i look forward to Worshipping , pleasuring, entertaining, amusing and most of pleasing You. i'm Your's fully and i want everyone here to know that i am not searching any longer because You have claimed me as Your (potential) slave. i just hope that i can earn You collar and show You how truly amazing You are.


4/19/2013 9:04:05 AM

i'm sick of getting messages from Women demanding that i serve them. As flattered as i am for all of the offers that method doesn't work for me. Also i've found a very special Woman that i'm happy to be under consideration with. i can tell that the Women sending me these messages aren't reading my profile. i'm happy to talk to You but if You want me to serve You, You'll need to ask my Owner. It's Her call and not mine. i'd be happy to forward Your requests but i wouldn't expect to hear a "Yes" from Her. From now on, if i get a message from outside of the United States and it isn't intelligent or coherent i'm just going to delete it.   


4/19/2013 7:35:41 AM

puppet's Owner is interested in learning hypnosis. Is there A/anyone out here that may be willing to teach Her how to hypnotise Her puppet as well as other slaves? Please contact me if You are willing and i will pass Y/your contact information on to Her. 

 

Thank Y/you in advance.

 

Humbly,

puppet


4/19/2013 3:52:47 AM

This is the journal of my orgasm denial punishment. i wanted to bump this up to the first page so that Miss. Star can find it more easily and others can read it.

Day 1) 04/15

This is the first morning of not being allowed to cum for 2 weeks. i think i'll just edit this everyday rather than post a new journal (as long as Miss. Star doesn't say otherwise of course). Even just thinking about Miss. Star makes me hard. Just thinking of the control She now has over me makes me hard. Even texting with Her makes me hard. All that i wish to do is please Her and if that means that i must go two weeks with pleasure then i MUST do so. The choice is no longer mine to make. As a matter of fact "my cock" is no longer mine it's Her's. From now on when i refer to "Her cock" that is what i'll be referring to. 

Miss. Star has awoken so much inside of me that has been left dormant for years. i could never thank Her enough. i text Her good morning every day and good night every night. With Her guidance i don't see how i can fail. A few missteps along the path may happen but my training will go on and one day i'll be even better for it.

However i lucked out to run across Her profile and to actually have Her answer my message i'll never fully know. She told me it was because i sounded real and my message wasn't all about "What will You do to me". There's a hint for all you males out there. When you approach a Woman do it with "hat in hand" and worry about what you will be able to do for Her and not what She can or will do to you.

Day 2) 04/16

So today starts day two.....Even in my dreams Miss. Star teases and denies me. Her cock was hard as a rock when i woke up this morning and i instinctively went to relieve it but stopped myself just as my hand wrapped around it. i'm not allowed to masturbate Her cock without permission and i won't be getting that permission for at least another 12 days. i knows i deserve this punishment if not worse so i'm going to try my best to not start begging Miss. Star to allow it to cum. i know that such begging is futile anyway because She'll just say no.

i'm glad that Miss. Star wasn't too mad at me for my mistake the other day. i just need to stay away from the site that caused me to slip. i entend to be the best puppet Miss. Star could wish to have.

Day 3) 04/17

Well, today is puppet's birthday. puppet turns 33 and isn't allowed a birthday orgasm without getting itself into more trouble. 

i've started leaking precum. i noticed it last night but when i went to get into the shower this morning i noticed some dried precum on my leg. i know from last time that this is only going to get worse as time goes on. i don't think i could even begin to imagine the ways Miss. Star is going to continue teasing me over the next 11 days.

i can start feeling myself getting the shakes a little.

Part of puppet's brain (which it really needs to turn off) is trying to figure out if another punishment is worth the slight relief it will feel. The problem that puppet's brain seems to forget is that Miss. Star has already informed Her puppet that if it fails this two week punishment She will lock Her cock in a cage for a month. puppet doesn't think it could stand that. 

If A/anyone has any advice for puppet it would be accepted with humility.

Day 4 04/18

Yesterday was a bit hard for me. i found myself begging a little bit to be allowed an orgasm. Miss. Star has demanded that i get this journal posted everyday by 6:30 am for Her so i will comply.

i started to write a story yesterday but i was getting too aroused so i had to stop. i want to get the story completed but i need to do so slowly. i know that if i just keep writing that i'm going to end up masturbating and that means that i have failed my Owner

puppet is amazed at how well its owner knows it and knows how to push all of its buttons. puppet also has ordered a french maid's uniform to wear while doing chores at Miss. Star's place. puppet will need a wig and some shoes next and Miss. Star has insisted on the wig being a redhead. puppet hopes to be ordering the wig next week and will be trying to find shoes which lock onto its feet. That way its Owner will be the only one able to allow removal of the shoes. 

puppet also hopes to find a chastity device that will fit properly. The only reason that this puppet wants all of this is so that it can please its owner.

Today puppet is going to do its best to keep its mind off of its arousal. puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star won't let that happen and in a strange way puppet loves Her for it. 

Regardless of how easy puppet wants this punishment to be it also knows that its Owner will make it as hard as She wishes. puppet also knows that She isn't doing that in order to make it fail but rather to show it that it can succeed no matter how tough the challenge. puppet also knows that its Owner knows what's best and will do what's best for Her puppet.

Day 5 04/19

Today is day 5 and i'm having a hard time sleeping. Right now it's 2:30 am, i'm hard as a rock and the only thing on my mind is Miss. Star. Yesterday i don't think that 30 minutes went by without me having an erection. i've also noticed my attention slipping when Mistress was asking Her puppet a question and puppet didn't understand it. Miss. Star had to repeat Herself which isn't a good thing and puppet know that.

Yesterday puppet showed its Owner the wishlist of stuff it would like. i think Miss. Star liked most of the items but knows that Her puppet can't afford them. 

puppet is also looking at and comparing 2 chastity devices. One is the "Gates of Hell" and the other is the Stallion Penis Guard. puppet's Owner is very adamant about locking Her cock away so that puppet can't play with it. puppet know that it no longer has any say in the choices made and can only hope to please its Owner. 

Miss. Star not only owns this puppet but She owns its body. By owning this puppet's body She also controls its pleasure. puppet knows that it can no longer give itself pleasure unless Miss. Star says it's ok. If She doesn't allow puppet pleasure than puppet needs to accept that and move on.

puppet also knows that Miss. Star's pleasure will ALWAYS and forever come first. puppet hopes to get to a point where it will only be able to orgasm at its Owner's command. puppet hopes for this ability regardless of stimulation. To puppet it would be wonderful it was at the point where it was out to eat with its Owner and She orders it to orgasm in its pants at the restaurant. puppet would be humiliated but it would show the Power that Miss. Star has over Her puppet. 

puppet has no idea what kinds of teasing its Owner is going to engage in today. While puppet would never ignore its owner it is going to try to overcome this mental game She's playing with it. 

puppet feels that it can turn off this arousal for short bursts of time.....How about those Red Sox??

puppet is a bit optimistic though...only 9 days to go. puppet is out of the double digits and almost half way to the finish line.

Thank You for this punishment and lesson Miss. Star. puppet won't play with Your toy ever again without permission.

day 6 04/20

WOW! Day six....Only 8 days left!! puppet is almost halfway there. Everyday is a battle though but the war is far from over. Yesterday was a strangely calm and relaxed day for me. Miss. Star had a lot going on and didn't have the time or energy to tease and torment Her puppet. i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss it. It's odd really. i'll whine and complain (to no avail really) when She does it but give me a day off from it and i'm whining that it isn't happening. Now i know that this comment will probably come back to bite me later though.

Yesterday Miss. Star picked out the wig that Her puppet will be wearing when it's dressed as Her maid ( http://www.costumediscounters.com/hats-wigs-masks/wigs-women/blackburgundy-striped-wigs-adult-59408.html

) and puppet will be ordering it next week. 

i woke up at 4am this morning with a raging hard-on from the dream i was having. i noticed though that part of my sheet was damp (with precum) and that i've been leaking all night. i can't wait for this leaking to stop. 

puppet realizes that Miss. Star fills a hole in its heart and soul that has been empty for too long. puppet doesn't WANT to live its life as a slave to a Woman it NEEDS to. 

The sexual frustration that puppet feels right now though will be nothing compared to what will happen if it fails its Owner.

puppet is already at the point of frustration where it would agree to anything (almost) in order to be allowed an orgasm. By, a week from tomorrow, puppet may not have that almost in there.......puppet has full faith and trust in its Owner that She knows what's best for Her puppet.

For example: Miss. Star has decided that puppet's body hair will be removed. puppet won't be allowed to shave it though, instead, it will be waxed. puppet is going to be tied down and its body hair ripped out of its body.......Sorry....That was a misspeak.......this body is no longer the property of puppet it's now the property of Miss. Star. Miss. Star will keep Her body however She wishes.

Keeping this journal entry was something i wanted to do in order to help other slaves learn from my mistake. i didn't know if i'd actually follow through and account for each day but once Miss. Star saw it She ordered that i have each day's entry done before She wakes up. i love how i can come up with something and then She runs with the idea and make it a better idea. i love You Miss. Star and i look forward to Worshipping , pleasuring, entertaining, amusing and most of pleasing You. i'm Your's fully and i want everyone here to know that i am not searching any longer because You have claimed me as Your (potential) slave. i just hope that i can earn You collar and show You how truly amazing You are.  

Day 7 04/21

Today i woke up early because i'm putting a pork shoulder on my smoker. Today marks the halfway point in my punishment. Today is day 7 for puppet. puppet has had 2 easy days in a row and if this keeps up puppet should make it another 7 days without a problem. 

puppet is excited to be getting its maid uniform in soon though. Once puppet gets everything (uniform, wig and shoes) it's hoping to start its maid training. This training will happen on Miss. Star's timeline and not puppet's though. puppet wants to be trained to meet its Owner's exacting standards. 

Miss. Star may be coming to visit puppet today to get some pulled pork. i hope that She does because puppet misses Her. Even though it was only a week ago that Her and i had O/our first date i feel like i've known Her forever. 

puppet hopes to make You proud of it Miss. Star. If puppet fails You then it fails itself. 

Day 8 04/22

Only 6 day to go!!! It's all down hill from here and Miss. Star will make sure that this is the longest 6 days of puppet's life. The only thing puppet wants is to please its Owner. if puppet fails in this last week then it will fail its Owner. 

puppet had a great day yesterday. Miss. Star came over and spent some time with Her puppet. puppet got to taste its Owner's toes and they are YUMMY!!!

Every time i call myself puppet or Miss. Star does i seem to be getting aroused.

i think that i'm hooked on Her now. Others need to look out for Her because She IS a drug and a very addictive one at that. She hooked me with Her personality and then drove it home with a kiss. Now puppet can't get enough of Her.

puppet is now just a tool for its Owner and it realizes that it will probably never be a free male again.

Yesterday puppet was too busy to be aroused until its Owner showed up. puppet did have 3 easy day last week but easy street is over.

Please tell puppet how it can serve You today and for the rest of its life Miss. Star.

Day 9 04/23  

Yesterday puppet upset its Owner. What puppet said and what puppet meant are irrelevant. All that matters is that Miss. Star got mad at Her puppet and that made puppet sad. 

puppet needs to work everyday to earn its place at its Owner's feet. puppet also needs to earn its collar from its Owner. Once puppet has earned these things it must not take said privileges for granted and hard to keep them. The work in this relationship is never done for puppet promises its Owner and E/everyone reading this that it will work hard to be the very best puppet ever.

Now puppet has five days of punishment left. YAY!! 

puppet still has its CB-6000 on and will inspect itself to make sure Miss. Star's cock and balls are ok. 

Yesterday puppet just ordered its wig and shoes to go with its maid uniform. Since Miss. Star loves the shoes puppet picked out the shoes will belong to Her but puppet will be able to use them whenever it's being the maid.

puppet worships its Owner just as every slave should. She is superior to Her puppet in every way. puppet knows that it still needs training (what slave is ever done with training) and is giving everything it has to learn to please its Owner.

day 10 04/24


4/18/2013 3:34:29 PM

puppet needs to learn not only to control its own urges but also not to touch Mistress's   cock without Her permission. puppet should have known better and this punishment would never have occurred. Miss. Star is 100% right in how She reacted and the punishment, while hard (pun intended) is still fair. If Y/you see me on here whining and or crying it's just because i'm having a hard time overcoming the mental aspect of this punishment. To paraphrase yogi berra "This is 90% mental and the other half is physical". Only 10 days left. i'm still on the build up but soon i'll be on the downhill run. i can't wait until a week from this Sunday. i can only imagine what Miss. Star may require with the orgasm. Whatever other requirements She has are of no consequence to Her puppet though. puppet will do as it's told by Miss. Star and not question Her. 


4/18/2013 7:15:31 AM

i'm going to write this as an addendum to my 14 days of orgams denial journal. Please feel free to read it. It's on the second page of my journals as of right now.

 

i'm starting to feel the shakes and no matter what i think about it keeps becoming about achieving sexual pleasure. i have 10 days left and i have no idea how i'm going to make it the whole time. i can't keep away from this site no matter how turned on i get. i know that this isn't about my pleasure but my brain keeps focusing on the cock that is now owned by Miss. Star. 

i've been hard almost all day today so far (it's only 10 am but i woke up before 6am to right my journal entry for today).

i think not being locked into a chastity device is more torture than being in one. Without a device i have the temptation to cheat. my brain tells me "She'll never know if you don't tell Her". What my brain fails to realize is that Miss. Star WILL KNOW because she's that smart and i will be unable to lie to Her. 

If A/anyone has advice for me of how to stop the constant flow of precum and arousal i'm open to Y/your advice. 

i do feel bad for the P/people who will be dealing with me over these two weeks because i may be a bit on edge (no pun intended). Everytime Miss. Star and i talk i get aroused. The mere thought of Her power, beauty and Dominance melts me at my core and i know that i'm going to be the best puppet i can for Her. 


4/17/2013 2:36:48 PM

i'm trying to write another story but it's hard. knowing what i want to write isn't the problem. The problem is that i'm not allowed an orgasm and writing these stories makes me really aroused. i need to write this slowly.


4/17/2013 2:15:22 PM

For A/anyone who likes Femdom mind control erotica i have written a few stories. Please feel free to read them and tell me what Y/you think. 

 

http://mcstories.com/Authors/airman1030.html


4/16/2013 6:27:26 PM

Miss. Star really enjoys teasing Her puppet during it's time of punishment. puppet knows that its Owner has every right to tease Her puppet while it's being denied orgasm and it accepts that. puppet was also informed tonight (something that it already knew) that even if it cums, because of what its Owner does, it's still at fault.

Miss. Star has no intention of making this 2 weeks easy for Her puppet. Even though puppet would love an easy 2 weeks it knows that punishments aren't supposed to be easy. puppet just hopes that this 2 weeks goes by fast. puppet only wants to make its Owner happy and to do that it needs to refrain from orgasm no matter how hard Miss. Star makes it.

puppet's record (with in the last 10 years) is 11 days without cumming. S/some may think that an extra 3 days isn't that bad but it isn't that bad but it will be hell. I'm sure that Miss. Star will not only make sure of it but also insist on it.

 

 


4/16/2013 3:02:43 PM

Magnificent 

Irresistible

Stunningly Gorgeous 

Sadistic

 

Strict yet fair

Tantalizing

Absolute Authority 

Resounding demand for control


4/16/2013 8:37:53 AM

puppet knows that it's lucky to be under consideration by Miss. Star. puppet is worried about Her today though. She has been stressed and is emotionally drained. All puppet wants to do is make Her feel better. 

 

puppet is awaiting permission to visit Miss. Star today after She leaves work to help Her relax. puppet can't be happy until Miss. Star is happy again. 


4/15/2013 6:42:58 PM
Today my state was attacked in what can only be descibed as an actvof terror. Several IED's went off and killed and wounded people . Today my thoughts and prayers go out to the familes that were affect by these attacks. May God watch over them and welcome those who lost their lives home into his arms.

4/15/2013 6:51:25 AM

Day 1) 04/15

This is the first morning of not being allowed to cum for 2 weeks. i think i'll just edit this everyday rather than post a new journal (as long as Miss. Star doesn't say otherwise of course). Even just thinking about Miss. Star makes me hard. Just thinking of the control She now has over me makes me hard. Even texting with Her makes me hard. All that i wish to do is please Her and if that means that i must go two weeks with pleasure then i MUST do so. The choice is no longer mine to make. As a matter of fact "my cock" is no longer mine it's Her's. From now on when i refer to "Her cock" that is what i'll be referring to. 

Miss. Star has awoken so much inside of me that has been left dormant for years. i could never thank Her enough. i text Her good morning every day and good night every night. With Her guidance i don't see how i can fail. A few missteps along the path may happen but my training will go on and one day i'll be even better for it.

However i lucked out to run across Her profile and to actually have Her answer my message i'll never fully know. She told me it was because i sounded real and my message wasn't all about "What will You do to me". There's a hint for all you males out there. When you approach a Woman do it with "hat in hand" and worry about what you will be able to do for Her and not what She can or will do to you.

Day 2) 04/16

So today starts day two.....Even in my dreams Miss. Star teases and denies me. Her cock was hard as a rock when i woke up this morning and i instinctively went to relieve it but stopped myself just as my hand wrapped around it. i'm not allowed to masturbate Her cock without permission and i won't be getting that permission for at least another 12 days. i knows i deserve this punishment if not worse so i'm going to try my best to not start begging Miss. Star to allow it to cum. i know that such begging is futile anyway because She'll just say no.

i'm glad that Miss. Star wasn't too mad at me for my mistake the other day. i just need to stay away from the site that caused me to slip. i entend to be the best puppet Miss. Star could wish to have.

Day 3) 04/17

Well, today is puppet's birthday. puppet turns 33 and isn't allowed a birthday orgasm without getting itself into more trouble. 

i've started leaking precum. i noticed it last night but when i went to get into the shower this morning i noticed some dried precum on my leg. i know from last time that this is only going to get worse as time goes on. i don't think i could even begin to imagine the ways Miss. Star is going to continue teasing me over the next 11 days.

i can start feeling myself getting the shakes a little.

Part of puppet's brain (which it really needs to turn off) is trying to figure out if another punishment is worth the slight relief it will feel. The problem that puppet's brain seems to forget is that Miss. Star has already informed Her puppet that if it fails this two week punishment She will lock Her cock in a cage for a month. puppet doesn't think it could stand that. 

If A/anyone has any advice for puppet it would be accepted with humility.

Day 4 04/18

Yesterday was a bit hard for me. i found myself begging a little bit to be allowed an orgasm. Miss. Star has demanded that i get this journal posted everyday by 6:30 am for Her so i will comply.

i started to write a story yesterday but i was getting too aroused so i had to stop. i want to get the story completed but i need to do so slowly. i know that if i just keep writing that i'm going to end up masturbating and that means that i have failed my Owner

puppet is amazed at how well its owner knows it and knows how to push all of its buttons. puppet also has ordered a french maid's uniform to wear while doing chores at Miss. Star's place. puppet will need a wig and some shoes next and Miss. Star has insisted on the wig being a redhead. puppet hopes to be ordering the wig next week and will be trying to find shoes which lock onto its feet. That way its Owner will be the only one able to allow removal of the shoes. 

puppet also hopes to find a chastity device that will fit properly. The only reason that this puppet wants all of this is so that it can please its owner.

Today puppet is going to do its best to keep its mind off of its arousal. puppet has a feeling that Miss. Star won't let that happen and in a strange way puppet loves Her for it. 

Regardless of how easy puppet wants this punishment to be it also knows that its Owner will make it as hard as She wishes. puppet also knows that She isn't doing that in order to make it fail but rather to show it that it can succeed no matter how tough the challenge. puppet also knows that its Owner knows what's best and will do what's best for Her puppet.

Day 5 04/19

Today is day 5 and i'm having a hard time sleeping. Right now it's 2:30 am, i'm hard as a rock and the only thing on my mind is Miss. Star. Yesterday i don't think that 30 minutes went by without me having an erection. i've also noticed my attention slipping when Mistress was asking Her puppet a question and puppet didn't understand it. Miss. Star had to repeat Herself which isn't a good thing and puppet know that.

Yesterday puppet showed its Owner the wishlist of stuff it would like. i think Miss. Star liked most of the items but knows that Her puppet can't afford them. 

puppet is also looking at and comparing 2 chastity devices. One is the "Gates of Hell" and the other is the Stallion Penis Guard. puppet's Owner is very adamant about locking Her cock away so that puppet can't play with it. puppet know that it no longer has any say in the choices made and can only hope to please its Owner. 

Miss. Star not only owns this puppet but She owns its body. By owning this puppet's body She also controls its pleasure. puppet knows that it can no longer give itself pleasure unless Miss. Star says it's ok. If She doesn't allow puppet pleasure than puppet needs to accept that and move on.

puppet also knows that Miss. Star's pleasure will ALWAYS and forever come first. puppet hopes to get to a point where it will only be able to orgasm at its Owner's command. puppet hopes for this ability regardless of stimulation. To puppet it would be wonderful it was at the point where it was out to eat with its Owner and She orders it to orgasm in its pants at the restaurant. puppet would be humiliated but it would show the Power that Miss. Star has over Her puppet. 

puppet has no idea what kinds of teasing its Owner is going to engage in today. While puppet would never ignore its owner it is going to try to overcome this mental game She's playing with it. 

puppet feels that it can turn off this arousal for short bursts of time.....How about those Red Sox??

puppet is a bit optimistic though...only 9 days to go. puppet is out of the double digits and almost half way to the finish line.

Thank You for this punishment and lesson Miss. Star. puppet won't play with Your toy ever again without permission.

day 6 04/20

 

 

 

 


4/15/2013 2:03:15 AM

This slave woke up at 3am and couldn't fall back off to sleep. This slave is so happy to have met Miss. Star and for the fact that She chose to accept this slave and make it Her puppet. While i don't know exactly what lies in store for me i know that i will explore it while being lead by Miss. Star. i guess Y/you could say that She'll be my North Star on my journey into total and utter enslavement. puppet has sent Miss. Star 2 contracts to review. One is a simple orgasm control contract and the other is a slavery contract. puppet now exists to please, pleasure, amuse and entertain Miss. Star and to make sure that She continues to shine bright for the world to see.

 

Feel free to wish me luck on my journey. Lord knows, from what i know about Miss. Star, this won't be easy.


4/14/2013 7:08:06 PM

This slave screwed up this morning. i had an unauthorized orgasm and since i was honest with my Potential Owner She is punishing me by prohibiting me an orgasm for 2 weeks. This slave knows it was wrong to do what it did and punishment was expected. This slave was going crazy after one week so this will be a very difficult punishment. This slaves will take it's punishment in order to make it up to its Owner.

 

So i took my Potential Owner out to eat today on O/Our first date. She's an amazing Woman and the fact that, at 6'3" tall, She's 8 inches taller than me and that's just SEXY. With the shoes She was wearing i was right at breast level. This slave has been given a name by its Potential Owner today. This slave is now "puppet" because it amuses its Potential Owner. 

 

puppet is happy that it's being kept for the time being. puppet looks forward to serving and pleasing its Potential Owner. 


4/12/2013 5:49:40 AM

i think one of the best phrases i could ever hear from my Owner is "good boy". When i Her say that i know that i have pleased Her and that pleases me. This slave knows that it's Owner isn't required to praise it's work so when She does take the time to do so it's a treat. This slave does take pride in what it does but it knows that only it's Owner will judge if it was done well. All this slave wants to do is please it's Owner and be a "good boy" for Her. 


4/11/2013 7:40:01 PM

Public humiliation is  huge turn on for me. What's funny though is the vast differences in what P/people consider public humiliation to be. i heard someone on another site saying that his Mistress had him kiss Her feet at a mall and that humiliated him. To me, that would be an honor.

 

To me, having my Mistress/Owner take me to the mall and then having me try on Women's clothing is humiliating. It gets even better if She has me come out of the dressing room to show Her how it looks and She has the Sale Girls there to see as well. 

 

Another example would be if my Owner choose to cross dress me and then take me out that way. 

 

Also, if my Owner felt the need or even the desire to spank me while out in public, that would be humiliating

 

i would never begin to tell someone what is and is not humiliating to them. i would also never demand that my Owner do any of these to me. If my Owner finds these things a turn on to Her or if She just enjoys it then i may get lucky. If She doesn't then i will serve Her likes and not worry about mine. 

 


4/10/2013 8:54:00 PM

So it's been 6 days so far with cumming. This is starting to drive me crazy i think. As a slave i don't have a right to control my own pleasure. Lucky for me i have met an amazing Woman on here. Her and i are meeting on Sunday and i'm so excited. While i don't expect Her to agree to own me so soon i can only hope. 

 

Withholding my orgasm for Her is more than just a choice. It's my duty. If She agrees to take this slave then my pleasure comes from Her.

 

Sunday is only a few days away........ i'm nervous, excited, scared and thrilled all at the same time. 

 

She already seems to know how to push a lot of my buttons. i enjoy it so much. At least She's not having me edge myself. i'm not sure i have that kind of control for long.

 

 


4/8/2013 12:49:20 PM

As a male slave i know what the primary reason that males have a hard time being submissive to Women. That reason is the male ego. 

 

Ladies - If and when You get Your male to overcome this ego he will be able to submit to You better. It may be a good idea (depending on the male) for You to just destroy his ego. Again, with it gone he will be free to submit. 

 

males - we know how our ego is. It's a strong force and hard to overcome at times. you need to ask yourselves a simple question: "Do i really want this lifestyle?" your ego is the only thing holding you back from becoming a complete and total slave to your Woman.

 

males everywhere should be begging Women to rip apart our egos. we don't need them guys. our ego holds us back. i don't want my ego anymore. i HATE it!!!!! It isn't serving me anymore. i'm not the male i once was. 

 

Don't we all want to be better than we once were? Surrender you male ego and welcome the freedom that slavery will offer you.


4/8/2013 12:20:38 PM

i have found that the male sexual appendage serves 2 primary roles.

 

1) Providing pleasure to Women.

This is it's primary and most important role. 

 

and

 

2) Getting us males into trouble. 

This is because us males tend to think with the wrong "head".

 

Anything else that it does is just a side effect of one of these two roles.  


4/8/2013 9:18:35 AM
Attn all males out there (doms and otherwise), i know our gender isn't as smart as Women but you keep provinghow dumb we are when you contact me thinking you contact me. i WILL NOT submit to you. you will not dominate me EVER. i'm completely straight and follow the path of Female Supremacy. What part of that makes you superior to me? Just because i'm a slave doesn't make me your slave.

4/7/2013 8:33:46 PM

The first thing a slave should be thinking about in the morning BETTER be its Owner. The last thing a slave thinks about at night BETTER be its Owner. While the slave is sleeping it BETTER be dreaming of and thinking about its Owner. Anytime in between these times the slave BETTER be worshiping, serving and pleasing its Owner.


4/6/2013 10:37:28 PM

This is my view of a D/s relationship and my role in it

 

 

In order for me to explain my views on why i identify as a “slave” rather than a “submissive” or “bottom” i need to first break down my definition of each title.
To me submissive and bottom can be interchangeable. These two titles are more about the “playing” rather than the lifestyle. A submissive enjoys a temporary release of control to a Dominant. A submissive doesn’t have the craving or need to surrender to a Dominant Partner.


As a male who identifies as a slave i have a need and a desire to give total control to a Dominant Partner. A slave is owned and isn’t just in the role when it suits them. A slave will put its wants and desires second while making sure that its Owner’s wants and desires are fulfilled. A slave’s pleasure is derived from pleasing its Owner. As a slave i realize that sex is not what this life is about. Sex is a privilege for a slave and by no means promised. A slave gives control of its sexual release its Owner. As a slave i realize that service to my Owner is why i exist.


What services am i talking about? Any service that my Owner wishes. These services could be discussed but could include laundry, cooking, cleaning and running errands but also include such things as being a footrest, being a seat for Her, bathing Her, giving Her massages (full body, foot, back or any other She wishes) and even include serving her orally if she wants. As a slave i must do all of this without complaint or question because my station in life is to serve my Owner.


If i was just a submissive i would be able to set the boundaries of the relationship and they would be set in stone. As a slave my limits are negotiated with my Owner. i’m allowed what She wishes to grant. It’s during that negotiation that i have the chance to back out of the relationship. Once the limits are agreed upon and I enter into the relationship knowing what limits i’m allowed i have no say regarding what else happens. my Owner’s limits are NOT up for negotiation. She is not obligated to do anything i may want her to do.


As a slave i know my place is at my Owner’s feet. i know that i’m giving up my Rights and am only allowed the privileges that my Owner wishes to grant me. my orgasms are a privilege that may be denied to me at the whim of my Owner. As a slave i exist for the purpose of making my Owner’s life easier, entertaining Her, pleasuring Her and pleasing Her however She wishes.


Some Owners require a contract but one isn’t required. As a slave my Owner takes ownership of my body. She can use that body however She wishes. That could be something as simple as serving food and drinks at a party or being a stress relief object. As a slave i put total trust in my Owner to never abuse Her position. i put total trust in Her to know what i can and can’t handle without causing permanent harm to me.


While my Owner may give me a “safe word” to stop an activity if it gets too intense for me or too painful it’s my responsibility to use such word responsibly. Just as i must trust Her She must also trust me. She’ll be letting me into Her world and Her life. As a slave to my owner i may be entrusted with personal information about my Owner and She needs to trust that i betray that trust

 

While i in the Air Force we had our “Core Values” and i feel that these values apply to this lifestyle in a profound way. These Core Values are:


Integrity: This means to always do the right thing even when No One is looking. This is a paramount trait for this lifestyle i believe because as a slave i need to know that my owner will always be honest with me. My Owner needs to also know that i will always be honest with Her. This could be something as simple as “Did you do your chores?” all the up to “Have you been faithful to Me?”. Integrity is also paramount in cases where my Owner may put me on orgasm restrictions or other restrictions with out anything but my word as my bond. It’s important that i always be honest. If i slip up i need to own it and admit it even before my Owner asks me if I slipped up. To lie to my Owner is unacceptable at all times. There is no reason to withhold any information from my Owner as i am Her’s.


Service before self: this means that my service to my Owner must always come first. Regardless of my wants or needs i am to those aside and take care of my Owner first. It doesn’t matter what i may need or want if it conflicts with giving my Owner what She wants or needs.


Excellence: This refers to the quality or state of being outstanding and superior. This relates to this lifestyle because everything that i do in service to my Owner must MUST be outstanding and of superior quality. She should not have to settle for any less that excellent. It’s my responsibility to maintain the highest of standards in my service to my Owner. If the task isn’t done to the best of my ability than i have failed at it and that isn’t acceptable.


As a slave I must always give my Owner my all. At all times I must strive to make or keep my Owner happy and stress free. As a slave i must be available for my Owner whenever and however she needs me.


As a slave i’m not to be selfish at all. This is something that i had prided myself in having as a trait. i realized recently that i wasn’t as selfless as i had thought. As a slave i can’t worry about what my Owner can do or will do TO me but rather what i can do or will do FOR Her. i can’t worry about how i feel during a situation as long as my Owner is enjoying Herself or She’s happy. If that means that She egnores me all day or bends me over pounds my ass with her strap-on it’s out of my control.


There is a difference between “Service” and Sex in this lifestyle. Too many people think this lifestyle is all about kinky sex. “Tie me up and fuck me” T/they say. While my Owner may demand some sexual service of me from time to time that isn’t the only services that a slave does. Also, a slave never asks to proform sexual services for its owner. A slave will proform any service that its owner demands. That could be house cleaning, cooking, running errands, being a sympathetic ear and even such acts as being a piece of furnature for its Owner. This all goes back to the slave making life easier for its owner and anything that She needs done is a service that the slave should do happily and proudly.


A slave should take pride in the work it does for its Owner so that She can take pride in the fact that he is owned by Her. A slave should never seek recognition for what it does. A slave should never make a point of flaunting what it’s done. A slave exists for the purpose of completing tasks for its owner so it isn’t unusual or a surprise that it has done just that. A slave shouldn’t expect a “Thank you” or “Good job” because it should already know that the job was done right. If the slave’s Owner needs to say anything it’s because the slave didn’t do the job right or in the timeframe demanded.
A slave knows that its learning is never done. A slave should willingly accept any and all training that its Owner feels is needed. A slave realizes that its Owner knows best and has its best interests at heart but also that Her interests are what matters.
As a slave i know that my place is in the service of a Woman and that i serve at Her leisure. i can be dismissed at any time for any reason and She doesn’t owe me an explanation  With that said, on the reverse, i can’t walk away from my Owner. i’m property and property can’t give up its Owner on its own.


A slave wants to grow in service and to do so needs a good Owner. A slave can’t exist without an owner. A slave only exists for its Owner. i wish to exist for Your pleasure, entertainment and enjoyment. my wants and fetish don’t matter anymore to me. i’m willing to explore wherever You wish to lead me.

 

Thank You for taking the time to read this. i hope that it helps You understand me more now.


4/6/2013 7:46:21 PM

This is for anyone who has experience with chastity devices:

 

While i assume that some discomfort is normal i am wondering if you notice any swelling around the head. my foreskin (i am circumcised) is swelling a bit after less than 24 hours. Does this go away after it gets used of being confined. Please let me know because i really want to keep this CB 3000 on for a while. i bought this right from the company so i know it isn't a knockoff. Please feel free to offer any and all advice. 

 

Thank You,

slave m


4/6/2013 4:54:38 AM

It feels so freeing to be have my cock locked up. It helps me take my mind off how horny i am. It has also made me realize that i have been doing the same thing that i despise in others who claim to be "submissives" or even "slaves". That is, using my fetishes for my own pleasure rather than focusing on the pleasures of Women. A small point of fact to mitigate my transgression is that i am currently without an Owner so i couldn't focus on Her. i just got so used to masturbating and cumming whenever i wanted but i need to give that up. i need to focus more on the needs, pleasures and wants of Women. i realize that i should only be let out of this CB 3000 when a Woman wants to use or abuse this cock. 

 

Even this slave can evolve in it's thinking and grow in this lifestyle. i don't think any of U/us have this totally figured out. 


4/6/2013 3:09:31 AM
Last night i had the uncontrolable erge to lock my cb 3000 on. i actually couldn't sleep until i was locked up. That was at 2am. i'm still horny but i feel like i need this treatment. i fell asleep better after being locked up.

4/3/2013 5:39:38 AM

Why do male doms send me emails saying "you need to submit to a real strict master" or I'll make you my little bitch"?? Does my profile say that i'm gay or bi?? Does it say that i'm looking for a dom male or even a switch male?? Does it even say that i'm looking for a male at all? NO!!! i don't mind being friends with guys if you're local BUT i'm not submissive to guys. 


3/23/2013 10:20:50 AM

i totally forgot about my profile here until i was contacted by a Friend of mine here. i'm back for now. i want to see how this goes.


1/10/2012 7:39:09 PM

my computer is in the shop so if You choose to email me and i don't respond for a bit please don't be upset. i will respond s soon as i can. i will turn on Yahoo IM on my phone so feel free to contact me there. i can check my emails here on my phone but i can not respond...(DAMN BLACKBERRY!!).


1/6/2012 7:12:21 AM

So i got an email here from mistressnaa

 and it simply "Serve me". Is it just me who finds this stupid? Do these types of people really find this method effective? Just because i'm a submissive/slave doesn't mean that i submit to any Woman that demands it. just like a Mistress/Goddess/Princess/Domme wouldn't like an email from a submissive saying "i serve You". i wish life was that simple but if You live in a different state then me then how can i be Your's? With that said, if You live in another Country or even another Continent then how will this relationship work?? i can be friends but that's it. Please do not send me emails like this please. It won't work out for You with me.


1/4/2012 11:34:28 AM

Her is an interesting dream that i've had several times:

 

i get kidnapped by a group of Militant Female Supremacists and brainwashed and trained to be the perfect slave/pet. After being trained and conditioned these Woman put me up for sale. i have no control over anything from the moment of the kidnapping on. i could be sold over seas or kept state side. These Militant Women don't keep males for themselves but they males are used for tasks around the compound until they're sold.

 

males can also be "custom ordered" too and the Women will grab a male and make him into what the buyer wants. Some males are given hormones and turned into she-males and some are just feminzed.

 

All males are convered to the same religion and that relegion is Female Supremacy. All the males worship the Females as living Goddess.


1/4/2012 4:53:05 AM

Here's something that i don't understand:

Why do some of the Women on here expect that someone will become Their's without first meeting. Some want you to join another site before They will even meet You. This really bothers me because i'm looking for something real. i can't figure out why this is.


1/2/2012 8:42:10 AM

i think O/our Founding Fathers may have been Female Supremacists. Why Y/you may ask? Well think about it.....We have Lady Liberty as a monument to America and the Justice is blind Statue is a Woman too.

Now; on that same line of thinking what else can We show that points to Female Supremacy? How about the game of chess. The Queen is the most powerful piece on the board. British ships have always had the prfix of HMS which to this day stands for Her Majesty's Ship. i have never heard a ship be called "His Majesty's Ship" ever.

Please comment with Y/your opinions or other ways that Y/you may have to show that Women have been seen as Superior for years.

 


1/2/2012 8:38:20 AM

Why is everyone so caught up in looks these days? Woman are always worried that They look fat and They think that They're unattractive. This is crazy. Yes guys do fantasize about the Women in magazines or movies. Are we (guys) gonna get a Woman like that?? 999,999,999.99999 times out of 1,000,000,000 we wont. we realize this Ladies. Real Women have curves.

 

guys: Big Women need love too. Just because She's "thick" doesn't mean She's ugly. Attraction is caused by more than just looks. If you just focus on a Woman's looks then you are shallow. Shallow guys do nothing but feed the insecurities of Women everywhere.

 

Ladies: You need to remember that just because one guy thinks You're unattractive doesn't You are. You need to have faith that there's a guy out there for You. Pretty is a superficial trait. Pretty is on the outside. Beauty is on the inside. Just be Your selves Ladies and it will all work out.

 

These are just my thoughts. 


1/2/2012 8:35:51 AM

What being a slave means to me

 

   i feel that be a slave to a Woman starts by being able to put the male ego in check. The male ego is a big obstacle to over come sometimes. men are taught from a young age that we are stronger then Women. i have found this to be a non-truth. we are also taught that Women are fragile. i have found this to also be a non-truth. These are hard things sometimes for the male to accept. That is why overcoming the male ego is the first obstical for a male to become a submissive/slave.

 

   With that said i feel that being a slave is about not being selfish. The needs of the Woman need to be put before my own. As a slave i exist to please my Owner/Mistress. As a slave i am to do everything i can for the pleasure, enjoyment and amusement of my Mistress/Owner. my body is Her's.

 

   Also being a slave to me is a lil that all slaves are submissives but not all submissives are slaves. To me there are differences between these two terms.

To me a submissive is someone who takes part in the scene once in a while and likes to be dominated. This is my opinion and by no means am i saying that this is 100% fact 100% of the time. This is just how i feel.

 

   i'm a slave. i don't want to be dominated, i need to be. i need to be in a Female led relationship. i believe in Female Supremacy. i believe that Woman are naturally superior to men and therefore should be waited on by men. As a slave i strive to be that servant.

 

   As a slave i will willingly accept training from my Owner/Mistress or Whoever She assigns to train me. A slave should also learn to anticipate the needs of his Mistress/Owner. The slave should be able to know what his Mistress/Owner needs before being asked. This of course doesn't happen overnight but is important for a slave to be able to do.

 

   my goals as a slave:

1) To be pleasing to my Owner/Mistress.

2) To be trained to pleasure my Owner/Mistress the way She likes to be pleasured.

3) To be the best slave that i can be.

 

   A slave always wants to better himself. The slave bettering himself is to make himself more pleasing to his Mistress/Owner.

 

 


12/30/2011 2:14:39 PM

i enjoy righting erotic fiction and i'm always looking for a Proof Reader. If interested please contact me.

 


12/29/2011 7:12:39 PM

Why do some Women think that just because i'm a slave male that i'll submitt to Then instantly after talking a few times on IM?? i don't work that way.


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