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it's very difficult to type in cuffs btw... lol
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Looking for friends :)
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Come on, Get Higher
Matt Natheson (sp?)
I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said
If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
I miss the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come...
On... hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Sing sha la la la Sing sha la la la la
Ooo Ooo Ooo...
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love
It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's so right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms. |
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over a month later... wow.
i have been in the hospital, been to the ER numerous times, my GP is very fond of me and knows my favorite band aids, and, yes, my loves, there are a LOT of vampires out there, they just pass themselves off as phlebotomist.
I have a wonderful Dom taking care of me, trying desperately to make sure i eat and drink enough, remember to take all my meds at the right times, and has had to deal with many low blood sugar and low blood pressure incidences, so it's a good thing he can lug me around! |
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i've been sick, but i have missed my friends on here. thank you for all your love and support, mmuuuuaaaaaw lololol :D
~Dance like no one who is able to commit you is watching~ |
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Things a girl loves to hear ;p
"oh, I'll find things that trigger little jolts between your thighs and make Master roll off your tongue... "
"hush... I'll do as I please... and you'll like it ;)"
"oh... I know you are a lady... ;) but some times you'll be my tramp :)"
"you just hold my hand... I'll guide you"
"I said you had to look classy...
I didnt say when no one was looking, I couldn't mess that look up..."
" oh, I am a man... and yes, I want you in that way... but... well, more honor and respect then that...
sure, I would love to sweep everything off the table,...
rip your blouse, snap your panties off and take you right on the table...
but that would scare the vanilla people... "
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I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~ |
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dedicated to BigGuy aka 'Master AzzWrecker' lololol
"paddle faster... i hear banjo music..." |
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"Never be afraid to try something new... (remember, amateurs built the ark. Professionals built the Titanic.)" ~author unknown |
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a question posed...
because i'm kinky and a submissive, does that make me less of a human being; one without feelings? |
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God, men suck, I am now looking for a nice, cute subbie girl so we can both be happy together... just kidding.
"Your Tears Are Comin'"
Montgomery Gentry
I hear you smiling
Been look-in good
Nothing but blue sky?s in your neighborhood
They say your tickle pink ever seine you left me
And you been talking about me like you never met me but
Your tears are comin (like that)
Hard Georgia rain (like that)
East Texas floodin (like that)
Florida hurricane
You can?t just hurt someone and not feel a thing
those sunny days are numbered your tears are comin
I know your girl friend told ya that I?v been cryin and I still ain?t gotten over your two timin
Next time your talking to her, now who?s the fool
Tell her to tell you how she got me over you
Your tears are comin (like that)
Hard Georgia rain (like that)
East Texas floodin (like that)
Florida hurricane
You can?t just hurt someone and not feel a thing
You got my money best of my life
I know your somewhere laughin lovin someone else tonight
that word ain't flat (baby)
incase your wondering WHAT GOES AROUND COME AROUND your tears are comin
your tears are comin yeah
Your tears are comin (like that)
Hard Georgia rain (like that)
East Texas floodin (like that)
Florida hurricane
You can?t just hurt someone and not feel a thing
Your sunny days are numbered your
Your tears are comin (like that)
Hard Georgia rain (like that)
East Texas floodin (like that)
Florida hurricane
You can?t hurt someone and not feel a thing
Your sunny days are numbered your tears are comin
your tears are comin
you let me tell your something your sunny days are numbered
i'll be the one a walkin, baby your tears are gone
your tears are comin
East Texas floodin Florida hurricane
you let me tell your something your sunny days are numbered
i'll be the one a walkin, baby your tears are gone
hard Georgia rain
baby your tears are gone
East Texas floodin Florida hurricane
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"Miss Independent"
Kelly Clarkson
Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance, mmmm
Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no
Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'll never, ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true
Misguided heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you wanna use that line, you better not start, no
But she miscalculated
She didn't wanna end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love
So, by changing a misconception
She went in a new direction
And found inside, she felt a connection
She fell in love
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)
When miss independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I've finally seen
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)
Miss independent
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for Shawn, with all my love. May you rest in peace...
"I Miss You a Little"
John Michael Montgomery
Sometimes a song can touch a nerve
That takes me back to you
When I pick up my old guitar
And I play your favorite tune
Every now and then, some little thing
I've buried comes bubblin' up
And once in a while, you feel close enough to touch
I miss you a little since you've been gone
A few little memories keep hangin' on
I miss you a little, I guess you could say
A little too much, a little too often
A little more every day
When I go by our old house
I pretend that you're still there
Waitin' for me on the porch
But there's just an empty chair
Wish I could see you just one more time
Before I drive away
So I could stop and go inside, and say
I miss you a little since you've been gone
A few little memories keep hangin' on
I miss you a little, I guess you could say
A little too much, a little too often
A little more every day
A little too much, a little too often
A little more every day |
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SRV is one of my favorite blues artists...
"Pride and Joy"
Stevie Ray Vaughan
Well youve heard about love givin sight to the blind
My babys lovin cause the sun to shine
Shes my sweet little thang....shes my pride and joy
Shes my sweet little baby....Im her little lover boy
Yeah I love my baby....heart and soul
Love like ours wont never grow old
Shes my sweet little thang....shes my pride and joy
Shes my sweet little baby....Im her little lover boy
Yeah I love my lady....shes long and lean
You mess with her....youll see a man get mean
Shes my sweet little thang....shes my pride and joy
Shes my sweet little baby....Im her little lover boy
Well I love my baby....like the finest wine
Stick with her until the end of time
Shes my sweet little thang....shes my pride and joy
Shes my sweet little baby....Im her little lover boy
Yeah I love my baby....heart and soul
Love like ours wont never grow old
Shes my sweet little thang....shes my pride and joy
Shes my sweet little baby....Im her little lover boy
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"Someone Like You"
VanMorrison
Ive been searching a long time
For someone exactly like you
Ive been travelling all around the world
Waiting for you to come through.
Someone like you makes it
All worth while
Someone like you keeps
Me satisfied. someone exactly
Like you.
Ive been travellin a hard road
Lookin for someone exactly like you
Ive been carryin my heavy load
Waiting for the light to come
Shining through.
Someone like you makes it
All worth while
Someone like you keeps
Me satisfied. someone exactly
Like you.
Ive been doin some soul searching
To find out where youre at
Ive been up and down the highway
In all kinds of foreign lands
Someone like you... etc.
Ive been all around the world
Marching to the beat of a different
Drum.
But just lately I have
Realised
The best is yet to come.
Someone like you... etc. |
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"Crash Into Me"
Dave Matthews Band
You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you
You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream
If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
close to me
Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream
Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me
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... does anyone feel this?... this is the flip side of NIN "Fuck You Like an Animal"... a relationship needs both...
"To Make You Feel My Love"
by Bob Dylan
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love
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...time for a new music vibe...
"I Want You To Want Me"
Cheap Trick
Words and music by rick nielsen
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me. |
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... this song captivates me...
"Your Body Is a Wonderland"
by John Mayer
We got the afternoon,
You got this room for two,
One thing I've left to do,
Discover me,
Discovering you.
One mile to every inch of,
Your skin like porcelain,
One pair of candy lips and,
Your bubblegum tongue.
Cause if you want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Something 'bout the way the hair falls in your face,
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase,
You tell me where to go and,
Though I might leave to find it,
I'll never let your head hit the bed,
Without my hand behind it.
You want love,
We'll make it,
Swim in a deep sea,
Of blankets,
Take all your big plans,
And break 'em,
This is bound to be a while.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland.
Damn baby,
You frustrate me,
I know you're mine, all mine, all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes.
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands),
Your body is a wonderland,
Your body is a wonderland. |
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I'm cranky and this song suits right now...
"Gun Powder and Lead" by Miranda Lambert
County road 233, under my feet
Nothin' on this white rock but little ol' me
I've got two miles till, he makes bail
And if I'm right we're headed straight for hell
I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight, well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man?
I'm gonna show him what little girls are made of
Gunpowder and lead
Well it's half past ten, another six pack in
And I can feel the rumble like a cold black wind
He pulls in the drive, gravel flies
He don't know what's waitin' here this time
Hey I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man?
I'm gonna show him what little girls are made of
Gunpowder and lead
His fist is big but my gun's bigger
He'll find out when I pull the trigger
I'm goin' home, gonna load my shotgun
Wait by the door and light a cigarette
If he wants a fight well now he's got one
And he ain't seen me crazy yet
He slapped my face and he shook me like a rag doll
Don't that sound like a real man?
I'm gonna show him what little girls are made of
Gunpowder and,
Gunpowder and lead
Gunpowder and lead, yeah
Hey!
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"Ain't Nothing 'bout You" (partial lyrics)
by Brooks & Dunn
The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
There ain't nothing bout you that don't do something for me
The way you kiss, The way you cry,
The way you move when you walk by
There's ain't nothing bout you (there ain't nothing bout you)
That don't do something for me
The way you look, the way you laugh,
The way you love with all you have,
Your dance, your drive, You make me feel alive |
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"Iris" by GOO GOO Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am |
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"Paper Wings" by Gillian Welch from "Hope Floats"
Paper wings, all torn and bent
But you made me feel that they were heaven sent
Paper wings, not real at all
But they took me high enough to really fall
Your paper kisses faded too soon
Just like a paper rose beneath a paper moon
Paper wings, paper wings
Oh how could I expect to fly with only paper wings
Angels were singing, didn't you hear
If only I'd listened close when they whispered in my ear
Paper wings, paper wings
Oh how could I expect to fly with only paper wings
I tried to fly but found that I had only paper wings |
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"If each man or woman could understand that every other human life is as full of sorrows, or joys, or base temptations, of heartaches and of remorse as his own... how much kinder and gentler he would be."
William Allen White |
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Age: 21 |
New York |
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