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Hetero Male, 39, Germany 
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DLSR

Please don't be silly and send me a friend request without knowing me.

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True submission starts where the own liking ends.

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Yes, I know my place. I know that I can't be in a relationship where I am not in a development and dressage as a slave. I have made my experiences to know that, be confident with my submissive nature and I know also that there is more to it to make it work. It is also about the connection between two humans, intimacy, honesty, allowing to feel vulnerable (both) and much more. 

Yes I still see me as a human. As a slave and human and not a slave and . But...yes, I also know that I will be treated and maybe also trained to be an . There is a difference and we can talk about that. 

I am very obedient because I want to see my owner happy. I can also enjoy pain, but I am not a normal masochist. Pain is still pain for me and it is simply the fact when I know that my owner enjoys something that it becomes also enjoyable for me (till a certain point). I can also find meaning in my dressage and development as a slave. I do have many fetish but I do belief that true submission starts behind my own liking (I can explain that a bit more in a conversation). The deeper the relationship goes the more dependent I will become. Also my own happiness will become dependent to the happiness of my owner. This feeling of dependence is nothing that feels strange for me. It feels normal and natural that there will come a point where I start to develop a dependence. 

This is also a very important part. That both parts are aware of the responsibility and the change which come by walking on the path of a true and honest BDSM relationship. 

I am aware that my owner will rule how I experience reality. I do believe that there are three parts of it. 

1. The mental aspects

2. The psychological aspects

3. The physical aspects

I have experienced how all the aspects can also help me to overcome or show resistances. I have written a journal entry about sensory deprivation and to less sleep. It do believe that both parts can find new levels of experiencing life, joy, service and feeling connected. 

Yes, I am open to find my way back into dependence to the lifestyle and my owner. Feeling this dependence feel right and normal. I feel about it as simply one part of my normal.

Thank your for your time and reading my profile. 

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5/17/2022 8:00:57 AM: The last days where pretty intense. Intense because what happened with me and how I come near my true self. I was allowed to spend my last two nights bound. The second permission came from Skadi directly and created a small rush in my body. Yes, I do like to be restricted and it is a mix of very different feelings. I enjoy the fact that I am restricted in my movement, I do feel pretty when I see the cuffs, chains and looks on my body, yes I can't sleep very well but it creates also a wonderful feeling in me. And much more.I also experienced sensory deprivation a bit more and it is unbelievable what the sensory deprivation combined with the lack of sleep makes with me. It brought some things to the surface and I never felt so open.At first I didn't understood what there was coming up or at least part wise. It would take to much time to explain my second night but I felt very overfilled in the morning. Overfilled with emotions, pictures, lack of understanding, to less sleep and a very open mind. ... A second round of sensory deprivation brought some answers. But I wasn't in the same mind sate like 1 to 2 hours earlier. I ate something and drank also an espresso. This changed my mind state and made me less open and somehow also less vulnerable. So what is the learning? It was deep, it need training, it needs time, it is a part of my development, I can be open about it and accept that it is right to feel normal about all of it. ... Yes, I could be more detailed but not right now.  

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