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Currently serving. My name is Hannah, and I'm currently a freshman in college. I'm studying to be a History teacher, and yes, I have actually contemplated the irony in this decision. Haha, a submissive teacher seems almost to be an oxymoron, particularly since I want to teach high-school students. I'm very new to the lifestyle, wanting to explore the intricacies that it entails. I'm a very eager and quick learner, particularly when it comes to something or someone I care about. As I'm sure Y/you're wondering, I'm somewhere between the realms of submissive and slave (I'm beginning to wonder if my sarcastic nature would prevent me being a slave, I'm truly a smart ass) though I'm sure experience will help to establish exactly which of the two that I am (and help me learn to keep my mouth shut when it counts). I'd rather have a Dom/Master that is between my age (18) and 10-15 years my senior, with a bit of flexibility thrown in. And to those of you who don't fit into that category, I'm sorry, I'd just feel like I was with my dad. To those who are curious- yes, I am really 18 (I really get flustered with all of the second guessing, I happen to have seen and recall the year that's on my birth certificate). That being said, I'm fully aware that I could probably fit into the life of a 15-16 year old.. If Y/you would like to know more, please drop me a line, and I'll do my best to answer any questions that you may have. Xo, -Hannah Michelle

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12/1/2011 9:40:23 AM

So, several weeks ago I bought two surprises for Master: a vibe and a small butt plug.

They came in the other day. :)

 

Needless to say, He was surprised, and wanted to play.  Being filled like that was...intense.  Best orgasms ever.


11/26/2011 3:16:01 PM

"What you have learned..."

 

   Submission is about giving all at the risk of losing it.  It's about the trust you place in someone with the expectation of them respecting it and honoring it.  It's the hope that you never let them down because you want nothing more than their happiness.

 

   It's amazing how being told that He's proud of me makes me feel.  It's... beautiful, vulnerable, and blissful.

 

"You aren't inexperienced now."

 

All I can do is smile.


11/10/2011 6:57:49 PM

"I love the sound when you come undone.."

 

Sounds delightfully kinky to me.


10/25/2011 8:40:47 PM

  I had never in my wildest dreams thought that the two simple words of "good girl" could be described as beautiful.  Just thinking about them make my heart race and my spine tingle.  To think that I haven't even truly heard them...  I can only imagine how it would feel to have those words whispered in my ear as opposed to skimming across my screen, dead and lifeless.  Another thing I had never fathomed?  How the lack of a voice to go with a name can be painful, how much it hurts.  It's... crushing in a way.  Deprivation doesn't begin to cover the feeling that the lack of sound from a voice you terribly want to be familiar with causes. 

   I cannot begin to explain how this shift in me has happened, nor do I honestly care.  I'm beginning to feel more and more like I should be kneeling by His side; basking in His presence, His affection, His care.  I never thought that I would be the woman to want these things in this context, but what does it matter?  I'm happy, and if that happiness is reliant on a man's pleasure with me, then so be it.  The thought of disappointing Him physically pains me, which is a new experience. 

   I like that I'm not just a plaything, I'm a person, a woman, a voice.  I like that He's patient and kind and giving.  His willingness to share with me, to be there, to laugh with (or at) me if necessary is beautiful.  I have never been so eager to please and so loath to disappoint in my life, which both scares and excites me.  

    I can't wait to see the next "good girl", the next small token of praise that is given me, because I know that it comes from Him.  The fact that I am now bigger than myself, that I'm joined with another in a deep and satisfying way; one that is built on trust and understanding is... magnificent.


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MissHeartOwner
 
 Age: 31
 Milton Keynes, United Kingdom