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MissCkitten
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Gentleman007
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**I will not respond to anyone without pictures attached!**
Freshly single and ready to find another Daddy Dom to whom I would be privileged to please. My last Dom taught me how I should be treated and it set the bar pretty high!
I enjoy witty banter, flirtations and lifestyle conversation with people of all perspectives. You will not online Dom me and I will not online Domme you, so toss all those silly notions aside.
Due to recent events, I will not consider anyone outside of the central Florida area. I dont want to hear that youre relocatable. I dont want to hear that you can travel freely. I want you here and accessible from day one. Please and thank you. I am far from a sadist, nor am I in any way a masochist. I am no pain whore, but can dole it out as long as little subs can take it. I do not get off on being humiliated undeserved and only humiliate others that I know are really into such a thing. I am quite tactile and love to touch skin and feel different textures and sensations it is for this reason I am into extremes with things like temperature play. Medical play is a great curiosity of mine, but have very little experience with it. I love bondage and being bound, but I, quite frankly, rather suck at shibari I need a model and a patient instructor.
I am a pleaser. I am an avid texter. I hate talking on the phone. I am a quick learner and a pretty good trainer. I love to explore more than bodies, I want to explore the mind. It is central to who you are and who I am. Exchanging ideas and perspectives and, well, that control is quite powerful. I embrace it and immerse myself in it. Want to experience that depth? Lets explore!
I am heavily into ass play, and willing to both give and receive regardless of the role I am taking on. There is no scat play allowed in my presence - its a hard limit. I have devirginized many an ass with fingers, toys and a strap-on and its been almost universally enjoyed, which I know from further requests for this activity. Hey Doms, please note that neither ass-to-vag nor ass-to-mouth are ok - EVER with me. Other hard limits include long periods bound alone, breaking the skin, branding or burning, consuming urine or blood or any watersports that are not limited to within the confines of a shower with the water running, children, breath play and severe pain. Sorry to let you guys down but I do not do oral either.
This lifestyle, to me, has a lot to do with respect. That includes respecting limits and letting your partner know that he or she is an important part of the union whether that is expressed verbally or by his or her actions. Everyone has a voice, though one might be limited to certain times or places. I am not DD free. If you have baggage, we will deal with that as the need arises.
Switches - please be advised, I do not Switch with a Switch. You are either a Dom to me or a sub to me. You will not top from the bottom nor will I. Know which role you are taking when contacting me or let me know you want to chat and see where you fall in my spectrum (which will likely end up with you being sub in my world.)
I am sapiosexual which naturally beckons me and I am slightly pretentious at times. I am acutely interested in psychological bondage and the emotional responses thereto. Do you have what it takes to tame this shrew? *tosses gauntlet*
Results from bdsmtest.org
95 Rope bunny
94 Submissive
91 Voyeur
87 Experimentalist
72 Exhibitionist
63 BoyGirl
63 Slave
62 Non-monogamist
54 Masochist
51 Brat
51 Owner
49 Vanilla
49 Primal (Prey)
42 DaddyMommy
37 Rigger
36 MasterMistress
28 Switch
28 Pet
26 Degrader
21 Ageplayer
16 Sadist
4 Dominant
4 Degradee
1 Primal (Hunter)
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Is it possible at the ripe age of 49 to actually learn new things about myself? I feel like I am blossoming from some cocoon and seeing a somewhat new world.
Though what I really want is still somewhat undefined, I do know what I generally like and what I do not.
I'm thinking of suppressing my submissiveness for a little while and exploring the Dominant more in depth. Subs, to me, are just disposable toys. There is a side of me (undoubtedly the sub side) that feels bad, but the toys themselves don't seem to mind. Since I do have that tinge of guilt, I am considering restructuring my thinking on that.
Do male subs even wish for a relationship beyond the BDSM play or is the play the focus and the goal?
I'm just pondering. This is not set in stone nor is it a life plan. I am, after all, a submissive who cannot make decisions and lives for the most part in my own head.
Y'all have a good day and stay kinky.
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I need a massage. I mean I really need a massage. Anyone care to put his or her hands on me sometime soon? Pretty please??? *looks upward, puts praying hands together* |
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I just squirted... FROM A TOY! Boy oh boy are these things improving. Damn... Who needs a Dom?? haha
ok ok I do. I know. Sheesh. |
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So this most amazing submissive entered my arena. He was truly all I had hoped for - a little fearful, a little exploratory and kind of breathed that fresh air into some old skills. That little bit of apprehension drives me. I tread lightly so as not to completely freak his world. I coddled him, let him know he was appreciated and pushed a little here and there. What happens? The book slammed shut. No rhyme. No reason. That does not bode well. Bad taste all over the place. |
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I found a Dom who is everything and more that I've ever wanted.
As is typical of me, he's far away and not easily able to travel at this point. I have bonded with him so tightly that every day I do not see or hear from him, I ache for him. During a recent span of four days, I did not hear from him at all though he was reading my messages. Just to let y'all know what this does to your sub, I was bawling, wondering what I had done wrong or said wrong or hinted wrong... As it turns out, it was apparently nothing. He just didn't feel like responding. It is, after all, his prerogative to do so being Dom and all but it's damaging to your little one. Please Doms, unless it's expected and announced ahead of time, this is truly cruel. In expressing to said Dom how it made me feel to be ignored all of this time, he interpreted it as anger, though I wasn't angry; I was hurt. He has, for the time being, broken it off. I am hoping this situation is not a permanent one as he is absolutely perfect in every way but for two (distance and communication.) When do you ever find someone within the lifestyle that is so symbiotic? I've not seen it happen nor known it to happen. It's pretty rare and I fear I would not ever feel as fulfilled as he makes me feel. |
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I'm disillusioned. I've gone from being almost wholly sub to where I am now which is about 50/50. The funny thing is, I don't think that's who I am. My own submission scares me. The subbies are so plentiful and willing to serve and I find myself caving into that. I somehow feed off of this yet still crave to submit. I'm just not subby enough to be a great sub, at least not the kind that HE wants me to be. Yes, there is a HE. I am no longer his but he still tantalizes me. I'm not the pain slut he wants, he's not the swinger I want. So where is the HE that fits in every way with me? I know he is out there waiting to be discovered. Why won't he come say hello and tell me Daddy's come to take care of me? *sitting, legs open in a skirt, face resting in hands, studying the skyline*
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OK, this new "recent journals" link is fascinating. It's kinda' like peeping in people's windows. Have I won the voyeur lottery?!? Good Lord I'm addicted already. So to you, you and to You, fair warning: I'm reading! muahahahaha
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I have been rue in keeping this journal up to date. Here is the cliff notes version of the happenings in my life for the past three months or so:
- My former Master finally got deployed to Iraq (which was the catalyst of our demise from way back)
- Finally got a job I adore
- Met an amazing subby, but I got conversations mixed up and a serious misunderstanding put a cease to that at once
- Got to spend time with a Dom who I met earlier in the year. It wasn't as great a time as when I met him prior, but he is a truly fantastic fellow. I am proud to know him and to be allowed time with him.
- Went to Disney and Universal while staying at the Nickelodeon Hotel over the holidays. We had a blast! Was with my parents and my children. Everyone had a fantastic time. =)
- Talked very seriously to a Dom who absolutely gave my heart a workout. That didn't last as I was not exactly what he was seeking (I think).
- Have recently been talking to a subby that intrigues me, but I don't think his heart is in it. We shall see...
I'm refreshed and looking forward to this year being a bountiful one. I anticipate good things; I can taste it in the air!
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Oh the joy that is life. I got a job finally after a year of grabbing contract jobs here and there. It's so nice to be back in the game. For a workaholic, work is my drug of choice and to have this feeling again is just so amazing! I am truly happy.
My former Master is deploying soon and I will miss him terribly. I haven't seen him in almost a year anyway so it won't be too much different. I still adore him and hang on his every word. In a perfect world, I would be right there beside him shielding him from all the evils that may befall him there in Iraq.
So as soon as he is away, I will be once again actively seeking the men I so desire. Yes, I did mean that in the plural. I don't think I would be happy with JUST a Master or JUST a subby; I require the balance of both. Would you be happy in such an arrangement? Contact me and we'll see where it goes.
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Good and valuable read: http://www.subspace.cc/page68.html
Thank you for turning me onto this DaddyDanB!
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I've been asked once more what I want in a Dom. In the event it wasn't properly covered in my profile, here goes...
° intelligent
° social
° CLEAN
° nice ass
° respectful
° CLEAN
° keen sense of humor
° straight white teeth
° VERY CLEAN
° affectionate
° financially secure
If one or two are missing, I may be able to overlook a bit. Don't check off three and go "yep, she wants me" 'cuz it's just NOT SO!!!
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I've had a series of interesting weekends. I thought I would share them with you..
1. Swingfest in Hollywood Beach, FL
2. Visited friends in Cocoa Beach, FL
3. FetishCon in Tampa, FL
4. Free weekend - met some vanilla boys and had a great time!
5. Caliente Resort & Spa someplace north of Tampa
6. Munch and play party - met some vanilla and some fetish boys - good fun!
I have no more gas money to go ANYwhere so I think this will be the end of the fun and games for a while. I had a lot of fun and it was sooooooooo worth it! Thank you to all here who took part in it.
Tara
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FETISHCON ~ Tampa, Florida
August 14th - 17th
Who wishes to escort me? I want to go, but not alone, so I was hoping that one you strapping young men would come to my rescue. I will not buy your tickets ($55 for all four days combined) nor pay your travel expenses. It's not that kinda' party! hahaha
So yeah, let me know if you're going as I wouldn't mind joining another group that is planning to attend either. I think this will be so much fun!
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I just want to SCREAM!!! What is it with men? I mean really... You think that on our first date you're going to get me in bed and command me as if you are my Master? Cute game and all, but I'm not playing. I do not conform to what you are expecting apparently. I am first and foremost a lady. When we meet, I expect it to be rather vanilla aside from the obvious lifestyle formalities. I will not disrespect you unless you disrespect me. Be careful where you tread.
Scratch all the Masters in consideration. There is one. He is in England. He is perfect for me. Until I am there with Him, I am not His and will entertain other offers. If you are expecting a play toy for a night or two, that is not me; please search elsewhere. If you want a loving, caring and obedient slave, I'm there. If you want a commanding, but loving and nurturing Domme, I'm there.
Now, with all that being said... Who would like to engage me? hehehehehe
Yes, I know - I'm in a mood today. Please forgive me. I will be done with it by this evening I assure you. Don't let me scare you away. *wink* |
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*sniff sniff* Smell that? It's fresh air! I love it. I'm in Florida right now enjoying facing the sun without my cheeks freezing off. =)
I've talked to many a fine person here on CM. I'm rather impressed with the quality of most. It's getting easier and easier to pick out the fakers. GO AWAY LOSERS!!! Go get some ass on my.space or something...
I'm getting closer and closer to meeting one of my prospective Masters. I'm excited and scared and my eyes are wide open. Anyone have any advice about how to properly greet a Master upon your first meeting? I've never done this on the internet before, so this is uncharted territory. Thanks in advance!
Now just a few tidbits to forwarn those embarking on showing interest me. I am neither drug nor disease free!!! I am headstrong and willful. I am stronger than I appear.
I've been told to balance this with my strengths, so here goes... I have a slave heart and know my place. I will try almost anything once! I speak bits and pieces of a LOT of languages and know Spanish, Arabic and Malay pretty well. I grew up overseas, but am born and bred American.
On a lighter note... WELCOME HOME MATT! I think you're an ass, but you're still under my skin and I cannot shake you. Now get on your knees, boy!
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I'm now talking to two Masters and a sub. You guys can give it a rest for a while. Let me be in peace as I get to know these people. Thanks so much for all of the kind messages and delightful words. I've appreciated each and every one!
**Words of encouragement and advice are still welcome**
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| Age: 45 |
| Glendale,
Arizona |
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