Recently, a Dominant, Master SilentWarrior who has been working to help me on my journey asked me to look inside myself to find what turns me on and turns me off. This is what I came up with:
Turn ons:
I love a strong, honest man who knows EXACTLY what he wants and how to take it. I think romance is a huge turn on as well. Yes, I think there is a place for romance in D/s and M/s. Doing things for my man that I know will make him happy turns me on. I LOVE to please him, even in the smallest and simplest ways. The feeling I get when I know he is pleased is beyond anything I can describe.
As for more slave type turn ons, please know these are, as of right now, only fantasies, since they have never happened in real life yet. But I get turned on thinking about being controlled, owned, humiliated, some pain, being objectified, groveling, begging, but above all else, being pleasing. More things are also posted on my profile; I am sure I have forgotten some.
Turn offs:
When my man is unpleased. It also gives a feeling I can not really describe. I feel utterly worthless. So alone....
When he is abusive and narcissistic or being cruel just to be cruel and controlling. When I can not go to him with my feelings or thoughts or my love, or, when I am rejected outright.
As for sexual turn offs, anal is a hard limit....however, it might be something I would do with my chosen Master if he had 100% of my trust, which would take lots of time...lol.
Um, scat is also ew...urine is so so, I am curious, but do not think I would like it. Roleplaying seems... I dont know how to put it...not stupid, but...um? I dont know how to explain it...just not something I am into. AGAIN, would try it though if my chosen Master asks me to. I believe you should always try something at least once before making it a hard limit. I am sure there are other things that Im unsure of at the moment. Remember, Im still learning...
I hope this is helpful to those who want to know more about me.
