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It took me years to realize what it was i am. Since then, i have learned so many things about being a sub. One thing i have learned is that its a gift i can give to whomever i choose. its something that is so deeply rooted into who i am that without it i am incomplete. The foundation to ANY relationship is trust, communication and honesty. But never more so than in this type of life. Without them there can never be anything that will last or be deep and real. It is essential to the survival of any relationship in this life we choose to live and enjoy together.
i identify myself as a masochist with slave tendancies... meaning if You dont love leaving marks and bruises in a consentual situation we will not be a fit! i find that i am most attracted to men in their mid thirtys to 50. of course there are exceptions but too much of an age gap and i find i dont usually mesh.
So here i am searching for the One. the One who can make my life complete and i His. i look around at the submissives on this site and other places and find myself being jealous of them once they have found that One. It is so hard to find Him. Its also worth every second of every minute that i wait. Once i find Him my life will never go back to way it was.
i seek the One i can give my all to. Someone i can trust and who will protect me even through this kind of lifestyle. Someone who without a doubt understands my needs and can guide me deeper into the lifestyle and take me places that i never thought i would go.
One who for no reason at all can make me weak in the legs, set my skin on fire and when i feel His touch... i just know that He is the One i was meant to give my life to. His voice give me goosebumps cause i know it is the voice of my One who knows me better than myself and will do His best to make sure i am the best i can be for Him.
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