so for anyone that paid attention to my post and is interested, yesterday after work i got given a skylander giants egg(nope i don't know what they are. so for the rest of you who don't know either its a blue plastic egg and inside is jelly beans sand stickers and a toy). the stickers are now on my phone and my toy was the tiniest notebook you have ever seen.

then after dinner we snuggled on the sofa watching a program then i got to cut and stick our paper d12 calendars (http://rpg.drivethrustuff.com/product/124635/D12-Calendar-with-bonuses-2014-by-Kevs-Lounge?term=d12) i got one in air and earth because i couldn't decide on the colour and my partner got life (its green). all the while watching Disney's beauty and the beast (my favourite cartoon). then i had my hair he plated my hair for sleep.

so today i'm feeling much happier ok so i may have a few issues to still work out but my freaking myself out has passed.

Yay i added a pic its the only one of be I like (normally i hate pics of me) its me all dressed up for whitby goth weekend (not that i blended in most folks get all steampunky) and it doesn't really loo8 like me well my partner says it does but not everyday me

Ok so my first entry i had intended for it to be yay i finally logged in on the desktop and uploaded a pic. But no its a rant why oh why does no one pay attention to the face that i'm not looking or assume that when I say I'm intrested in friendship I mean friends with benifits.