Ok I suppose I will put a little something here ... I have been here for a while and just come and go and mostly look through the profiles for the entertainment value (although I have made some good friends here) ... But recently I have thought I would put a little more time into seeing what is here and if there may be someone that is a good fit ...
First off let Me say I am not desperate, I will not “take” someone just because they are willing … I am well set in life, comfortable with Myself and happy to be alone and will not accept just anyone because I can't get laid … I can, and do, date very attractive vanilla, and sub women on a regular basis, but I am looking more for someone that is looking for more … I am in no hurry, and am perfectly content to find no one and just continue life as is, rather than settle …
That said, I would like to find someone that is a good fit …. So what is a good fit ??? …. I do not have a template that you must, “fit” in order to be what I am interested in … I have lived more and experienced more than most people, and I am not bragging or exaggerating, I am simply stating fact. I have traveled the world, been involved with high level military and government operations, owned several businesses, been wildly successful and failed miserably and taken big risks ....... I have had sex in ways that most dream and fantasize about …. In doing these things I have found that there is no ONE thing that I want, nothing that I obsess over because I have never had the opportunity to experience it …
What I do “want” is someone that is committed to, and understands what it is, to serve … Or at minimum wants to explore the issue of service. Being a slave has nothing to do with being tied up, spanked, sweeping the floor, humiliated, displayed, or any other specific act …. If you have some act that you MUST have included in your “service” then you have a fetish and though I would be happy to talk to you and even meet and be friends, but you are not the thing that most interests Me right now. …
What interests Me is someone that is committed to, or at least wants to honestly explore the issue of slavery and submission .... Someone that wants to find an Owner that values them, while at the same time He pushes them to serve at the deepest levels …. someone who will submit to her Owners every wish because she knows she is His prized possession and He values her above all other possessions and will keep her safe from all that come from the world … Someone that would be ferocious if anyone tried to come between her and her owner ….
So as you can see I have not listed one specific thing I “expect” or want …. This site asks for a list, this list does not allow for many options …. Just because something is in My list that you may or may not like does not mean I expect that particular thing with someone … What I have in that list means that I have experience with it in the past and nothing there is a deal breaker; just like most things that someone may have a true desire to experience is not a deal breaker … It does not mean I will expect those things from someone …. As I said … I am not obsessed with any fetish …. that is all trappings and extraneous noise …
When I was in the military I was taught that when you are in the dark and there may be someone out there that would prefer to end your existence that you do not look directly where you think they may be because the center of your eye does not work as well at night as your peripheral vision …. Therefore if you wanted to find a potential foe in the dark you didn't “look” for them, but rather forced yourself to look away and “see” what is out there and not “look” for it … That is in essence what I am engaged in, I am not “looking” for anyone, or anything in particular, but I am pretty certain there is someone out there that I would like to see ….
P.S. .... for the very few that take the time to read my drivel put the words "not looking" in your message for extra points :)