Well, the crazy pandemic beard is mostly gone now.  The crazy pandemic hair is still here for now.  

Looking for someone to meet and have a real relationship with. Im not interested in online fantasies or becoming life long pen pals.

The reality is that men and women are meant to be together. We need each other whether we want to admit it or not. Society would frown on a lot of what brings us here but here we are living the way we want to.  There really is someone out there for everyone, so don't be afraid to admit what you really want from a relationship.