I've had a reoccurring fantasy lately. I come for an extended session with a Dom. No one knows I'm there. After I enter the door of his home and strip, I put a preprepared hood over my head and wait. He comes to get me and leads through the house and in to what I can only assume is the basement. Once there, he applies a Kali device to the shaft of my cock and hangs weights from my ball sack. I am then lead to a horse bench and bent over. Now I am thoroughly secured with heavy chains at the ankles and wrists. A strap is securing my upper torso. The discomfort is immediate. He starts toying with me.

Telling me I'll be his forever horny cum dump. With that he steps in front of me, grabs me by the hair and feeds his hard dick down my throat. I choke and spasm. Odd sounds are coming from my mouth. I feel like I'm going to vomit. He shows no concern. After some time he stops and moves behind me. Now he tells me how dumb I was allowing myself to be lured here, where I can now vanish without a trace. I whimper at the realization that he is right.

I feel him caressing my ass and my crotch. I start to get aroused. As this happens, the teeth of the chastity device start to dig in and cause me pain and I groan, this just makes him laugh and start lubing up my virgin ass. He works a finger in at a time till he has three in. It feels like I'm getting looser. Without warning, he pulls out his fingers and buries his cock fully in to me. I scream out in pain.

I feel like I'm being ripped open. He fucks me for a long while. I can feel him start cumming inside me. He pulls out and sticks his soiled cock in my mouth to clean up. It tastes nasty. I choke from it. He tells me I'll be popular with his friends. He pulls out of my mouth and starts to leave. He grabs the weights hanging from my balls and pulls. I feel like I've been punched in the gut. He says He'll be back shortly with another load of cum for my ass. Strangely my cock starts to get a little hard at this, till the teeth kick in again.

Once I am finally summoned for, I arrive at the home with instruction of entering the garage. Once there a note tells me to strip, place all my belongings (wallet, clothes, car keys) in a lock box. Place the laid out restraints on my wrists and ankles. Put a hood over my head and then padlock my wrists behind my back.

Now I wait, I have no hope of backing out. I cannot run. I am naked and bound. I await my faith at the hands of my new owner. This is the moment of truth. I am about to receive what I've craved for so long. Will be able to handle it?

I arrive as instructed. Kneel in the room, waiting for you to arrive. My hands shake, my stomach in knots. Will you push me to my limits? Will you test them?

Will you push me? Make me plead for no more, while knowing I want to you to go on?

Will you feel free enough to use me and not feel like you are being judged? I will never judge you. 

I'm seriously confused. There should be a list of proper protocols to follow on Collarme, in regards to proper time frames of replying to messages. 

On a totally related topic, I can't post any messages from my phone and have to wait till I can get to a private PC, since most I use are corporate owned and monitored.