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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLd-32BtJ7Q I'm NOT into: Blood, piss, shit, vomit, farting, baby play, diapers, age play, pony or puppy play, beastiality, needles, electrocution, plastic wrap, fisting, beating, torture, chastity, CBT, dilation, enemas, gas masks, vacuum stimulation, tickling, suspension, cages, fire play, guns, knives, serious real rape, kids, ugly people, and old people!! Or anything nonconsensual at any time for any reason by anyone ever.


2/26/2017 3:57:20 PM
This is my idea of the way sex should be.....Sensual, passionate, and spiritual....Sex is a wonderful art~
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12/13/2016 11:12:17 PM
Yes, this happened in real life. I only write about real experiences I have had.

 I'm walking hand in hand with you under the nostalgic, bright moonlight as the breeze gently blows my long hair. As we're holding hands, I can feel your energy all through me and it feels like I've known you forever, even though this is our first night meeting in real life. You feel so familiar, so comfortable. We've stopped at some park nearby and have just sat down beside each other close, your right arm is around my waist and we're looking at the stars and the same moon we have both been under so far away from each other for so long, but not anymore. Now, we're sharing lots of smiles, laughs, and flirty glances. My left hand reaches for your left hand and softly caresses your fingers and hand before intertwining into your fingers and holding your hand. You giggle and so do I in response.

 Your boyish curiosity causes you to lean towards me and smell my long hair. As soon as you smell the ocean, coconut, and vanilla all around me and through me, you are drawn in, right at home. You lean in and kiss me on the neck with your lips a couple of times, then, your tongue barely caresses my warm skin. I feel the energy of you course through my entire body and I turn my face towards yours and whisper in your ear, “I want to kiss you.” 

You pull your face back a bit while mine is under you and you look me right in the eyes. I see your eyelashes move and it seems like time just stands still and everything fades into the background. It's just me and you. My blue eyes lock into your eyes and I just lose myself and so do you. Your lips barely touch mine, but it's enough electricity between us to fuel an eternal passion. Goosebumps chase through me and your tongue lights right onto mine and you kiss me soft and so slow, but deeper. A slight moan uncontrollably escapes me. That doesn't stop you. In fact, you tell me “Yeah babey.” in between your french kissing me and you just keep on. I can't get enough of you. I keep kissing you in a very slow, soft, but intensely erotic dance between us and then it happens. I silently and subtly cum to our kiss. Even though I didn't tell you, you can sense it and your cock is raging hard by now and leaking precum. I guess you can't wait to make love to me because you get up and grab for my hands and help me up. You lead us back to your place. On the way home, your put your arm around my waist and at a tree you push me against it and kiss me some more and I kiss you wild right back. It isn't until we hear a couple of Cxxxxxxxx older men whistling and cheering that we remember that we aren't alone. You whisper in my ear, “I'm going to make love to you all night Valerie.”You kiss me on the lips and hold my hand and continue walking to your place with me.

 When we get to your bedroom, you light candles and turn out the lights and then look at me across the room like you are going to devour me. I'm sure I am looking at you with pure lust too because I cannot take my eyes off of your eyes and face. I try to contain myself. You don't let me though and walk right over to me, place your hands in mine and put them over my head against the wall and you just look at me. Our faces are within inches of each other just looking at each other in the eyes in a passion that could make this world and everything in it explode. We've never wanted anyone more than we want each other in this moment, right here, right now. You can smell it on me. I can taste it on you. We can see it as we look into each others souls. You come closer and press your body against mine. My heart beats so fast and I almost faint and next thing I know, the shock of your lips on mine again and your tongue inside of my mouth brings me back and I just melt into you over and over. I don't even know where I begin and you end as I caress your tongue with mine. All I know is I get so lost in you when we kiss. I can't stop. I kiss you for a long time so slowly and sensually and then I feel your hands run down my arms, through my hair, down my face and then down my entire body.

 Then, you lead me to the bed and lay me down. You crawl in between my legs and get on top of me and waste no time getting back to kissing me. I wrap both of my hands and fingers through your hair. You touch my face with your hands and run your fingers through my hair and kiss my cheeks, chin, and neck. You tell me to look at you and I do, then we start really kissing each other very passionately for what may be an hour.....what may be two.....I couldn't tell you. I lost track of everything in you, including time.....

 I slightly pull your hair and you do the same to mine and I bite your lip and you bite mine. I run my hands right down your chest and tease your nipples with my fingers as I kiss you. They get hard and small instantly. I leave your mouth and flip you to the bottom and take your shirt off. Then, I run my long hair down your entire chest and stomach slowly and softly and back up again, stopping at your right nipple. I stick my tongue out and tease your nipple until it turns hard and then bite and tug a bit and then do the other one the same way. I tease you over and over kissing them a long time and then back up to your neck. I lick you in gentle, slow strokes along the side of your neck, whispering dirty things to you sometimes, biting at other times, then, run my nails softly, but firmly down your nipples, chest, sides, and stomach. I kiss your belly button and run my lips and tongue right down your stomach and hips circling over and around and down until I get to your jeans, then trace my tongue underneath the entire front trim from one hip clear to the other teasing you underneath your jeans line. I leave them on and run my hands and mouth down the front of both of your legs and come back to your crotch, breathing my warm air right into your jeans at your cock and nuts, stopping there and teasing you, licking you right through the material. I undo your button with my teeth and pull your zipper straight down.

 I touch your tummy and chest with my hands as I grab your cock right on your underwear with my mouth and tease your hard cock. I slide the entire length of my tongue into your underwear and make your cock hair wet and kiss you there several times, tasting your hair over and over before pulling your jeans and underwear down and off. I push your legs far apart and touch you all over your legs, hips, ass, cock, and balls and then lift your balls up and lick right above your ass all the way up before softly licking your nuts and putting them in my mouth and then running my tongue from the base of your cock shaft very slowly to the top of your head and back around again. I flip my hair over and run all of my hair along both of the entire length of your legs to your ass and balls caressing you and then put your super hard cock into my hair and stroke you into my very soft, long hair. Then, I kiss you along your stomach, up your sides, to your chest, harden your nipples again and then french kiss you for awhile as I grip your hard cock with my right hand and hold you. I go back down and run my tongue all through your cock hair to the front base of your cock and all the way up your shaft to the head and down the entire back side until I get to your balls and make my way up and then down each side of your cock over and over, making you wet and super hard. I grip my hand around your cock and put my mouth and tongue above my hand and in unison, work your cock from tip to base,up and down so many times in a slow and teasing rhythm that makes you almost lose control. You squirm and moan and tell me I'm so good at sucking your cock. I keep sucking you and moaning as I do because I love doing it so much and love the feel of you in my mouth. Then, when you're dripping precum so much, I lick your balls good again and the area right below them and make my way to your ass. I run my tongue along the entire length of your ass and circle my way around your ass in one direction a few times and then the other direction a few more times before flicking my tongue like a wet vibrator against the entrance of you several times. You feel so smooth and taste of lust and so I firm up my tongue and thrust right into your ass until I'm a good 2 inches inside of you. I thrust inside of you several times hearing you moan as I work my tongue deeper into you and alternate between licking the outside of you and thrusting back inside over and over. Next thing I know, you are putting your hands on my head and through my hair gyrating your hips against me as I'm tasting you.

 I go back to your cock and look at you straight in the eyes and run my entire tongue along your shaft where there is a waterfall of precum just flowing from you all over the place. You taste like hot, liquid sex, babey. Mmm~~~ Then, I flick my tongue fast over the head of your cock everywhere and put a little of the tip of my tongue inside of your cock hole at the top and then flick you some more with my wetness. God...I love your cock, balls, and ass, babey~~~~~ My pussy is so so wet. You wouldn't believe how wet I am. I want you more than I've ever wanted anyone. Everything in me wants everything in you. You sense it. You know it. You can hear it in my breathing. You can see it in my eyes. My love and my lust for you, both. My unending drive to make love with you and fuck you like lovers and animals do. Ohhhh~~~~

You turn me over onto my back and come up and kiss me so good. Oh my god. So good~~~~~~ Then, you kiss my face, neck,and all over my body covering every inch of me and back up to my breasts. You tease my nipples so hard and suck them good until I can't take it anymore. You kiss me some more and bite my lip and kiss and bite again. You are the best kisser. I lose myself in you over and over and over. We mesh together like two perfect pieces of a puzzle, the chemistry and love so strong. The lust so powerful that there's no stopping it. Then, you go down and caress my really long legs from my toes all the way up to my hips on both legs, touching and kissing me the entire way and looking at me in such a way that it makes me go crazy. You push my legs apart and kiss and lick my thighs and hips and make your way all along my pussy hair line and lick it wet. Then, your tongue trails down and around the outside sides of my pussy, teasing me. I know what's coming and you love torturing me. I see it in your eyes as you are looking at me and I'm looking at you. Your super wet, slippery tongue glides inside of my slit and right up against my clit. Ohh~~~~ I feel like I've died and gone to heaven the way you did it. You start licking me again and again making my entire slit sopping wet. You're so gentle babey, so gentle and slow, it drives me crazyyy~~~ Then, you play with my clit dancing your tongue around it and flicking the tip of your tongue against it until I am on the edge of squirting and then you thrust your tongue inside of my unbelievably silky wet and tight pussy. You make me moan and lose control. I shake and squirt a lot, all over your mouth. You don't stop though. If anything, you pick up the intensity and keep licking the inside and outside of my pussy and land at my clit again for more torture. I grab your hair and head and grind against you as you lick my clit like a god. You have me so excited I grind my hips into circles time after time. You make love to my clit so good with your tongue that I cum so much many times. You were made to lick pussy.....my god, babey~~~~ Axxxxxxxx, you drive me crazy. Mmm~~~

Please. Please stop. I can't take it anymore.” I say. It doesn't stop you though. You keep on tasting me. You tell me I taste like the sweetest sex you have ever tasted and you tell me you can't get enough. I start to wonder if you're ever going to stop and you don't.....not for a long time. Then, only after I'm begging you to make love to me over and over.....do you finally come up and kiss me. You kiss me soft. You kiss me hard. You kiss me with love. You kiss me with passion. You don't stop though. I am sure I am going to die of this. You tell me to say your name. I do. You kiss me some more.

You put your hands in mine and kiss me so deep and rub your super hard cock against my insanely wet pussy. I start moaning at my hunger for you and you moan too as you really start kissing me powerfully now as you try to thrust inside of me a little. Despite me being wet, you don't fit because you're so thick and I'm so so tight. You realize I'm too tight to slip into and so you realize you're going to have to force your way inside of me with your long, thick cock. You hold me down with your hands, kiss me, and slowly and gently force your way inside of me inch by inch until all 7 inches of you is inside of me deep. I melt all around you instantly. It is pure bliss for us both, the moment we've been waiting for, for so so long. Once you feel what it feels like to be inside of me, the hunger for me builds inside of you so so strong and you start making love to me with full length thrusts and we are both moaning so loud and sweating like animals in heat. You whisper in my ear “Oh my god, Valerie. You feel so so fucking good.” I run my nails down your back hard because I want you like no one else and you feel like I never imagined......like the hardest steel rod of the most hardcore sex and love all in one. I grab onto both of your thighs hard and arch my back up in desire for you.
It turns from lovemaking to fucking as you're kissing me and you grab me hard and firm by my hair and you just take me full on with your cock, fucking me hard and wild now, your other hand on my throat choking me. You look at me straight in the eyes and tell me to take your fucking cock! All of it! You thrust up inside of me each time to the hilt, as deep as you can go and you fuck me with a speed and fury that only someone like me can endure for you. You tell me I'm yours, all yours. You tighten your grip on my throat and on my hair and just when I think you can't possibly fuck me any more hardcore, you do. You have me screaming now.....screaming your name.....screaming things I have never screamed in my life......then, you hold me tight and cum in me at the deepest point inside of me with 11 strong shots of your hot cum!!!!
You hold yourself inside of me for awhile and just kiss me sweetly. You roll onto your side facing me and pull me towards you. We hold each other, kiss each other, and stroke each others hair until we pass out asleep in each others arms for hours. An entire first night well spent. 

 ~Valerie Valor~

5/20/2013 7:53:21 AM

My thoughts on God and life with God

by on Friday, December 14, 2012 at 3:08pm

 

 

My understanding of God

By: Valerie 

 There is no way to convey fully who God is on paper. I am going to try to make the picture a little more clear though for so many people out there. I hope this helps somebody and possibly the world.

The first concept to get down right away is that God is an infinite, eternal, all powerful, all knowing being that is everywhere all the time. He is the beginning and the end and everything in between. You cannot fit an unlimited being into a limited construct of any kind ever, such as religion. God does not fit into any religion of the world that has ever been made by humans and He never will. While there are some religions that pin point some of His ideas and how He would rather humans live and treat each other, there is no one religion that has all of His ideas and feelings and thoughts and ways of being and how He does things. Therefore, it is futile for people of different religions to fight and quarrel over their beliefs and differences. God does not care about the petty stuff anyway and He is a being of peace and love, not fighting and war.

Which brings me to the next point. God is a being of pure love and peace. He is the very source of these things. Any being that truly loves and cares also has other feelings as well, such as wrath. Wrath is that level of anger that happens when someone has been patient for a long time and now things are ridiculous and they’ve had enough. They draw the line. Game over. God’s primary feelings are love, peace, caring, and gentleness. When He’s had enough, He’s had enough though. It takes a long long time to get there, but when you get to His finish line, then it is game over. Make no mistake about it. An example of this is Sodom and Gomorrah being destroyed by Him. Even God’s anger comes from a place of love. Then He forgives, everything is put in balance once again, and there is peace. When evil reaches a tipping point though, God will restore balance in a drastic way. Other than that, He never really interferes.

Which leads to yet the next point. Free will. God gave everyone free will. No one understands why God doesn’t interfere and why there is so much evil in the world. How could God let this happen or let that happen to that good person? God set in motion a long time ago from the beginning that He would not interfere ever until evil had reached a climactic  point. Then He would restore balance and He would be back to total non-interference. Why? Because God gave people free will. People can do whatever they want whenever they want however they want provided no one else interferes. Why would God do this? Easy. So He could see the truth of events and people and who people really are. If you have interference of free will and someone is forcing someone to do something, then how do you arrive at that person’s true nature? You can’t. God wants to see everyone’s 100% true nature of their heart and soul and mind. The only beings that are allowed to interfere ever are beings of God such as angels and other beings and they are only allowed to do so in certain circumstances. Such as, it isn’t someone’s time to die yet, but they are involved in an accidental car crash that would, under normal circumstances, end their life. Then a miracle happens. This also lets us know that even though God doesn’t interfere, He still cares and is still there. All other circumstances will have to ride, no matter how bad. That’s just the way it is. God often uses bad situations and circumstances to make someone stronger, wiser, and better. Some people use their free will for bad towards other people and animals, but God can and often does turn it around into something good. It is another universal law He set in motion long ago. That evil happenings  would be constantly converted to good. Energy is never wasted, just converted.

Light and dark cannot coexist in too close of proximity to each other. They repel each other naturally. Therefore, God made a heaven and a hell and a middle ground. This universal law that God made, allows energy to naturally return to its source of whatever it is at the time. Dark will naturally draw towards dark on its own and light will naturally draw towards light on its own and so will neutral energy. Neutral energy will gravitate to a more neutral realm. This all happens naturally. God set it in motion a long time ago and no one can change that. So when you die, God is not sitting up there with a button to beam you up or to throw you down a chute. Your soul will go to whatever the sum of your total energy is all on its own. You will take on a different body that now goes by different laws than your previous physical body did.

God is an artist and eternity is a canvas to Him. He created everything and everyone out of many different materials in His image of what He envisioned. Just like there is not just one animal He created, we as humans are not the only species He created. There are many species, galaxies, universes, worlds, and realms of unimaginable depths, laws, beauties, and mysteries. God has been creating for a very very long time and will continue to do so. The human mind could not even begin to grasp all of this. We have the capacity to understand and know what we need to when we need to and nothing more. Anything beyond that would fry our brain. Besides, it is dangerous to know everything God knows. With great power really does come great responsibility.

With God creating everything and owning it all, you cannot give Him something. He needs nothing from you. Nothing at all. He wants your love. He wants your belief in Him, but He does not demand it ever. He is a gentleman. People do not go to hell for not believing in Him. People go to hell for the sum of their energy adding up to dark energy. They make choices that do not add up to love, do not add up to unselfishness, choices that do not add up to a higher way of living that a higher being put into existence long ago. God is love. If you choose love, you choose God whether you realize it or not. If you believe in love, you believe in God whether you realize it or not. Love was never a religious concept and it was always a power that was created by God Himself. This love was spread out all through eternity. People came into existence and some people believed in love and others did not. Some people felt love while others did not. People have been trying to understand love since the beginning of time. People often cannot understand love at all or in part because it was a power put into motion by an all knowing and all powerful being who is the source of love Himself, God. Simple as that. An unselfish being made an unselfish concept. An eternal being made an eternal power of love come into play and stay in play. Eternity really is forever. Eternity cancels out the man-made concept of time. Time isn’t real and doesn’t exist and never did. It is another man-made construct for the purposes of record keeping and calculations and to give a point of reference to things. Outside of humans, time doesn’t exist. A day is a thousand years and a thousand years is a day.

Since God owns everything, He doesn’t need or want your money. God’s kingdom doesn’t even run on money or any currency for that matter so He definitely doesn’t need your’s. Jesus wanted people to tithe to help each other out in the community. He wanted people to learn to be generous in order to stamp out greed. It wasn’t ever because He was interested in your money. The money that was tithed was supposed to buy food, clothing, shelter, medical care, and things of that nature for everyone in the community to help them. Jesus wanted everyone to help their neighbor and your neighbor was everyone around you really. The money was not given to make one or a few people rich and leave the others in the community with unmet needs. That is greed taking place. God is not a business and will never be a business.

God doesn’t care about the petty stuff either, humans do. God has His preferences like He prefers you don’t cuss, but that’s all they are is preferences. He doesn’t hang everything on petty things like how many tattoos someone has, how many piercings they have, what race they are, what religion they are, so on and so forth. God loves all people and that means everyone. God’s hatred lies with evil and bad deeds and acts. His hatred does not lie with people. He will stamp out that evil when it gets to a point, but even then, the person did not go to hell because He hated them. It is because evil energy goes a different direction from Him because He is not evil and cannot stand being around evil. Evil is repelled from God and God repels evil. They cannot coexist together within the same place. Nonetheless, it is not people that God repels. People confuse this all of the time.

You are in charge of your life and what you do with it, good or bad. God is in charge of when all life comes and goes. Therefore, you cannot give Him your life. He owns it. You cannot give Jesus the wheel. He has always had it and to imply otherwise is an arrogant delusion. You can surrender your own will to God if you’d like to, but your free will……will still be your own to do as you choose with even after the fact. God will never take your will from you even after you’ve declared you give it to Him. He’s always been in charge. People like to think at some point they were in charge, but the fact is, outside of how they choose to spend their own personal will, they were never in charge of anything outside of that. Jesus has always had the wheel and the ride starts when He says and the ride is over when He says.

You are in charge of all of your life. Your love life, your financial life, your work life, your fun life, your spiritual life, your sex life…..all of your life. God knows everything you do. It is no surprise to Him. He also will not take charge of your life like so many well meaning, but misguided Christians think. I too, call myself a Christian just for labels’ sake. Not because I believe in or like labels, just because Christianity is the closest label out there that matches what I believe and have experienced. God wants to be in our lives, but He will not take charge of them. You have to be proactive in your own life and make your own decisions and live with the consequences of those decisions. You can’t just “hand your love life to God” and He’ll bring some knight in shining armor to you. It doesn’t work that way people. So please stop the passiveness in your own lives and stop with the delusions. If you want a good partner in your life, you have to screen them better. I learned this myself the hard way. I was too nice, too much of a pushover because I wanted someone to love me. I kept picking assholes. It was my fault. It wasn’t that I needed to sit on my butt and just let God bring me the right person. It was that I needed to take charge of my own love life and be tougher and smarter and screen the guys I was choosing better. If you are waiting for God to bring the perfect person into your love life, you will die alone and still be waiting. That’s not being mean, that’s reality. Get that now. I hear it all the time in churches and everywhere. “Give God your love life”…blah blah blah. It comes from good intentions, but you know what they say about good intentions. The road to hell is paved with good intentions. We need to get smarter people, not more passive in all areas of our lives. We need to make better choices. That’s the truth.

Which brings me to prayer. God loves prayer. He loves to talk to people’s hearts and minds and He loves to hear from them. Me personally, I just call it flat out communication. There is no right way or wrong way to talk to God. You can talk to God anytime, anywhere, any place. There is no set protocol and anyone who tells you otherwise is lying. You can bring all of your feelings to God. Love, peace, anger, depression, suicidal, crazy, and downright pissed off. After all, He already knows anyway. Saying it to yourself to Him or out loud to Him or not saying it does nothing either way to negate the fact that He already knows what you are thinking, feeling, and desire. Then why say it if He already knows??? Simple. To open the doors of communication between you and God, the very source of power and love. Complete honesty is also very therapeutic. Besides, it always helps to get all of that stuff out and to who better than to someone who can actually help you. If someone can create everything, be born into human form to reach humans, and defeat death….you know you’re in good hands and you know your issues would be easily resolved by this kind of being with these kinds of powers.

Prayer was never meant to be a tool to just be lazy. I see this all too often in the Christian community. “We’ll pray for you.” Pray for them, but God is calling us to actually do something. Not just sit on our butts and pray. Some of us don’t even pray for the person/people that we say we will. Some of us just tell someone that we will pray for them and we do nothing. We don’t even truly pray. Some of us pray and do nothing beyond that to help the person or situation. Prayer is better than nothing when actually done. You might as well do nothing though if you are just going to do nothing beyond prayer. It’s like walking past the homeless man who isn’t a druggie or an alcoholic and is hungry and telling him you’ll pray for him. You might as well just ignore him instead of bringing it to his attention now that you are one of the many who are just going to walk on by and do nothing. How about feed him first??? And then pray for him. Action speaks louder than words. Jesus didn’t just tell people “I’ll pray for you since my Father is in heaven and all” “It’s not what you know, it’s who you know and boy….do I know some people up there.”

No.....he touched the leper and healed him. No one wanted to touch lepers. They were unloved and untouched because everyone was afraid of catching leprosy. He turned the water into wine since He had divine powers. He called all the fish in and had the fishermen net them in. He made bread. He fed the people. There are tons of examples where Jesus took action constantly. He was not lazy in helping people and doing for people. Whether you call yourself a Christian or not, people were called to help people. Everyone needs to help everyone. Who is everyone? Everyone is everyone. Everyone around you that you can help in some way. Yes, even your enemy. Hey, maybe you guys wouldn’t even be enemies if you helped each other instead of fight. Therefore, we can deduce that God is a being of action. He gets the job done every time. We were supposed to take over and get the job done from the time God breathed life into us.

God does not want to control people. People want to control people. God is an all wise and very logical being. He would not make different religions that come with different rules for different people. He would not. It is a farce. Some religions have some very real truths of events in them and some very real truths in general in them. It is wrong though, to take something that has truth in it and use that truth to control the people and then mix lies in there. Just because God really does want people to live good and live right doesn’t mean He ever meant it to control the people and what they feel and what they think and what they do. He still had every intention of honoring every human being’s free will until the end.

God talks to people through their heart and their mind. People choose to listen to that or not. He talks to everyone too. Not just the gifted. He doesn’t just talk to people who are special. Everyone is equal in His eyes. No one person is better than anyone else in His eyes. He has talked to every person who has ever lived. They have the free will to accept or reject what is being said and to accept or reject if they believe it was Him who said it. He talks to people through nature too. He talks to people through events and surroundings and their environment and even through their dreams. God has been communicating His desired will and what He needs to say to people long before bibles ever existed. So if someone never had access to a bible in this day and age, God would still reach out to them. The bible is a good book, but it is far from the only source of good spiritual wisdom. Look at the bible as part of your meal on your dinner plate, not the whole dinner. Examine your intuition. Look at nature around you. Talk to God yourself. There are many many sources of communication. Just be careful and consider the source. Not all sources come from God. If you are truly in tune with God, God will give you an inner compass of right and wrong and let you know when something does not come from Him.

God is the kind of being that calls us to talk about Him to other people if we believe in Him. He has never called people to shove it down people’s throats though. Or burn them at the stake. Or hang them. Or threaten them. Or control them. Or beat them. Or talk about religion 24/7. Or any of the other craziness that often goes on with religious people. For that purpose, I call myself spiritual. I am not religious. I do not belong to a label. I belong to God. I do not belong to human beings on earth and their whims. For all intensive purposes, I identify myself as a Christian, but I do that to give other people more of a reference point with which to identify me better when they are around me. Kinda like…letting people in general know which side of the fence I am on. You’re either with God or you are against Him. I’m with God. Nonetheless, I have never been one to preach to people about God. If it comes up in discussion, I am sure to let people know. I’ve never been one to hand out tracts or even bibles for that matter. I’ve always been one to live and let live. Let people live how they want. I believe the true testimony of God comes from how you live your life and who you are on the inside rather than if you go to a church building or how many times you do or don’t go. God is not religious and so neither am I. I mimic God’s character and follow the way He is rather than the way humans are and rather than the way religions are. I don’t even get close to who God is, even with all of my love for Him because the human mind and flesh greatly limits the capacity to which one could be like God. You can try though. I think those of us that want to should try. It’s the effort that counts. We’ll never really reach that perfection unless God has the grace and mercy to let us reach Him when we die. You won’t ever do it in the fleshly body that we are in now though. It wants different things than what a spiritual body would want. That was the whole purpose of staying away from knowledge we were not ready for at The Garden of Eden. We weren’t ready for it. Evolution after initial creation has proven this.

God is a Him. Not a him as a man. But a Him who is so much more than a man kind of “him”. A Him with a feminine touch too. No…I’m not saying God is gay or anything.  Sexuality does not apply here anyway to a nonsexual being. God is not sexual. Humans are sexual because God gave us that gift for creation and expression knowing that we would love it while in human form. And boy…was he right!! Lol  

But back to the point. I know God is a Him because at a couple points o and during dreams, I have very much heard a masculine voice. I have also seen Jesus in heaven a couple of times and He was very much a “him” in voice and face. Why a “him”? I don’t know. Ask Him. My guess would be that between logic and emotion, God needed both, but the more needed one to create everything and keep it running smoothly, was logic. That does not mean men are superior. It just means that both, logic and emotion have their roles and their place. God has both, logic and emotion, but tends to have emotion in self-control and use logic freely. The many universal laws he set in place permanently do run on logic and of course, mathematics as well as a few other things. So I believe that is why God is a “he” instead of a “she”. It’s not a battle of genders here. It’s a matter of purpose and just the way it is. No matter how much we argue it, we will never change it. Some things are true whether you believe in them or not. Not believing in them will not put them out of existence.

Where did God come from?

I don’t know. This is the only question of mine about God that I do not know and cannot find the answer for. My mind doesn’t wrap very well around the concept of an eternal being that always was since everything else has a source I can find. It definitely does not change my belief in God. I know without a doubt that God exists….I just don’t know from whence He came. I’m not sure what beginning that was since He is the beginning and the end. My mind is too limited and my mind isn’t limited on hardly anything ever. Considering the being versus me…I’m not surprised.

 

12/3/2012 5:20:19 AM

First Time in Principal's Office:


You knock on my door. I tell you to come in. You step in my office rather sheepishly. I look up from my desk at you and give you a stern look in the eyes. You can sense from my stare that you are in a world of trouble.

"Come here." I say to you. You walk over to me. "Closer." I demand. You come closer, but still stand about 3 feet from my desk. I put my hands on my desk and get up from my chair. I walk over to you and walk around you in a slow circle all the way around full circle giving you a good once-over look from head to toe. Then I stop. My face is within 2 inches of your face, my breasts within 2 inches of your chest and my cunt 2 inches from your cock. I can hear your breathing pick up more rapidly as I glaze over your eyes and lips with my eyes. I lean in towards your neck and whisper to you, "And what are we in here for today, Mr. Andrews?" I can sense the nervousness in you coupled with excitement. "I decided to skip Math class", you say. "Oh really?", "We can fix that." I tell you.

I walk over to my desk and open my drawer and pull out a large wooden paddle. "Bend over that desk Boy!" I say. You bend over an office desk. "Hold onto the sides of the desk." You place your hands on the sides of the desk carefully. I walk over to you with my paddle in hand. "Stick your ass out farther." You stick your butt out more. "Raise it higher!" I demand. You do. Then I position my large wooden paddle over your jeans and start caressing your boy butt with it. Then I give your ass a few gentle pats before I begin to secure the landing spot. I give you 50 hard spankings. Then I set down the paddle.

"Undo your belt and drop your jeans." I tell you. You quickly do as your told for fear of more paddlings. "Now take down those pretty underwear of your's." "I want to see your bare bottom." "I bet you have a hot boy ass." You grip the sides of your underwear bands and pull your underwear down to your ankles. "Step out of your jeans and underwear completely." "You won't be needing them today." You oblige and take off your shoes and everything but your shirt. "Now take off your shirt." You do. "Stand straight up with your hands at your sides" You stand there obediently, not knowing what is next. I give you a good look and notice how handsome you are. I see you have a tall, slender physique and a very young, athletic appearance. You have a nicely developed 6 pack on your stomach. I take note of the sexy trail of dark hair on your lower stomach leading to your cock. Then I notice how massive your limp cock is just hanging there. Since your cock is 6 inches limp, I can deduce you are more than likely a very well-endowed young man. Probably about 9 to 10 inches in full length when hard and ready to go. I walk around you and see your beautiful legs and nicely groomed feet. I can see you have very nice hands as well. I'm interested in what your ass looks like, especially after those 50 swats you just got. Just like I had imagined, you have a very small, round and nice tempting young ass. Very spankable indeed.

"Okay Mr. Andrews." "Bend back over that desk and spread your legs far apart dear boy." You do this. I can see your ass is completely shaven and your little boy hole looks untouched. You look absolutely delicious. I walk over to you and start running my hands along your back slowly and softly and then trail down to your butt. Then I slip my hands down in between your cheeks right down your crack gently and back up again, stopping deliberately and briefly at your little hole and gently graze it with my finger. Then I start caressing the tops of your semi-reddened ass, making it feel good and relieved. Then I start softly kissing the bottom of your back and make a trail down the sides of your butt, kissing each of the sides of your bottom. I line your butt all over with small little kisses and it feels so good against your already stinging ass. Then I very gently put my claws on the back of your knees and gently claw my way up the backs of your thighs and this sends goosebumps of excitement all over your body.

Next thing, I grip each of your ass cheeks and spread them apart, far apart. "Mmm" "You sure have one hot ass babey." I tell you. You just moan. I get on my knees on the floor in front of your ass with you bent over and all vulnerable. I lightly make a slightly wet trail from the bottom of your crack all the way up to the top of your butt. I run back down with my tongue in another trail softly. I gently blow a long, hot stream of air from my mouth to your hole. You let out a sigh. I trace outward circles around your hole until I get to the center, then I start gently licking and pawing at your hole with my tongue repeatedly. You start moaning. After a while, I take the tip of my tongue and start flicking your sweet ass hole continuously for a time. Then I lick your hole full-on with my very wet tongue and make a couple trails up and down your crack again, and then right back at your boy hole. I rim your ass for a good half hour, french kissing it gently and making you excited. I stick out my tongue completely and stiffen it and plunge it deep into you, deep into your hole. You taste so good. So clean. So delicious. You start panting and trembling in the knees a little. By now, I'm tongue fucking you sweet and deep and wet, changing from deep fucking you to licking you and then deep fucking you with my tongue again. I stand up. "You're delicious." I tell you.

I grab the wooden paddle again and nestle it against your bare bottom this time. Pat your bottom a few times, and give you 200 blistering swats. Your ass is super red and hot. Now, you're almost on the verge of tears. "Please MissValerie." "Please no more.", You plead. "You're going to get the punishment of a lifetime Mr. Andrews.", I tell you.

I walk over to my closet and start putting on an outfit. You lean around from the desk and look, but can't figure out what I'm doing exactly. Then I open up a bottom drawer in my desk and fit my red 11 inch long by 6 inch girth cock into my strap-on band. You see this and feel fear and oddly enough, excitement and curiosity. I grab a bottle of lube and walk over to you. I lube up my hung, red cock really good. "Spread your legs and hike up that red, hot ass before I make it hotter!" I demand. You spread your legs as wide as you can get them and you arch your ass up. "Now keep it there." "Tell me you want my cock.", I tell you. "I want your cock MissValerie." You say.   "Say  "Please"  and beg for it like you mean it." I tell you back. "Please MissValerie, fuck me good with your big, red cock, I want it." You beg.

I steady the head of my red cock at the entrance of your hole and slowly trace little circles around the outside of your hole, getting you used to the idea of what's about to come. The I run the entire thick shaft gently up and down your crack over and over again, then back to your hole. I start carefully and slowly pressing just the tip up against your hole. You start strangely getting horny for this experience you've never had. You start wanting it and getting excited, anticipating it and moving to back up against the head of my cock, like you're starting to beg for it. Like you want it in you, your virginity popped, your ass taken once and for all. By your principal. When I think you're ready, I pop straight in head first and start fucking you slowly, but firmly with the first 2 inches. Your ass gets moist quickly from excitement. You are stroking your own cock as I'm fucking you with mine, which is really intensifying it and making it easier for me to fuck you. Now, I'm fucking you with 4 inches, then 5. You start really moaning at 5 inches and so I pick up the pace and give you 7 inches of unrelenting hardness in your tight ass. I have a firm hold of your hips and am fucking you with a moderate and steady pace. You are loving it and moaning so loud that anyone around can hear. Your cock is dripping precum by now like crazy. As soon as I see your cock dripping, I fuck you fast and deep with 9 inches now with only 2 more left to go. You start sweating from the excitement and the sheer size of me, the shock of it all. Still, you start begging and telling me how much you love it and how it's going to make you cum so hard. Then I plunge all 11 inches into you deep, thoroughly hitting that sweet spot within and after 5 of my fast thrusts, you groan loud and deep, and explode a massive, hot load of cum all over the desk and floor and everywhere. I carefully retreat out of you gracefully. You collapse on the desk.

I take off my strap-on outfit and sit in my chair. I point at you and motion with my finger for you to come here. You abide and walk over to me with a weak walk. You are exhausted from cumming so hard and so much. "Get over my lap boy." You bend over my lap. I spank your ass with my hand 500 times, making your ass beet red and stinging hot to the touch. "I've learned my lesson MissValerie." You say. "I'll determine when you've learned your lesson." "Boys never learn their lessons." I reply back. 

"Go sit on that desk with your legs apart." "Yes, MissValerie." You say politely. After 750 spankings, an hour long ass licking, and an intense strap-on fucking, you're certain your principal means business. I come over to you. I touch your cock with my hand and it jumps, starting to get excited. I gently and barely run my nails up the underside of your shaft. Then I cup your balls softly with my hands and start massaging them and go back up to your shaft and begin running my hand up and down it. I sift my fingers through your beautiful, dark cock hair for a bit, then start stroking your cock with my hands. You start sighing and moaning. You can't believe how hard you're getting after just losing control of a huge load a half hour ago. "Mmm" You say. "Mmmmm" "MissValerie" "Oh".

I put my mouth at the head of your cock and open my mouth. I put just the tip in without touching your cock at all and just breathe hot air. It tortures you since my mouth is right there. Then I take my mouth off from around it and graze my lips lightly from the bottom of the underside of your shaft up to your head. I caress your balls with my hand and then trace my tongue from in between the inside of your thigh and pelvis down to your balls. I softly start licking your balls and sack all over and very thoroughly. I gently suck on each of your nuts in my mouth interchanging them one after the other. Then I lick the spot underneath your nuts right above your ass. Then back to your balls, licking them and making them feel so good. You can't believe your principal is giving you oral sex and amazing oral sex at that. I go up to your cock and start licking the underside, then sides, then the front side of your cock. continuously over and over and over until all the sides of your cock are excited and very warm. I take my right hand and enclose it around your shaft and start stroking you as I'm licking your large shaft all over. Then I light my mouth on top of your head, close my lips virginal-tight and shoot my mouth straight down your entire shaft, so tight and so wet. It makes you think of pussy. Warm, wet, tight pussy. Then I work my hand and mouth together straight back up your cock and back down again...up and down...again and again...sucking you so good and so hot....making your cock wet and long and so thick and hard. The harder and longer you get....the more intense my licking and sucking your cock becomes. I pick up the pace with my hand and mouth and as I come up...I catch your precum...taste it...lick it..and swallow it down. You taste so good...like hot sex. As I'm intensely fucking you with my mouth...you let out a moan...."Ohhh!!"...."I'm about to cum."

Your fiery load explodes hard and fast and I keep right on sucking you and use your cum to keep stroking you....this makes you spurt a few more shots of cum. "Ohhhhhhhhh". You moan. "Oh my god."

I get up and wipe my mouth off. I reach for the long wooden paddle again. "Bend over the desk." I tell you. "You've got to be kidding." You say. "Do you really think I'm kidding?!" I ask you. You know I'm not after all of the events today and so you comply. You can barely move, but you half-assed and weakly position yourself over the desk and bend over it. Your ass is already red from earlier. I spend the next 30 minutes working your ass over good giving you 1,000 paddlings this time. You break and start crying and shaking and trembling. "Please MissValerie." "Please!" "Oh my God."  Your ass is hell hot and 100% red over  your entire ass with not one white or light red spot anywhere.

I walk over to my desk, open the drawer, and put the paddle up. "Get up." I tell you. Bawling your eyes out, you get up and stand up straight. I bend over my own desk and raise up my skirt. "Come here." You start getting hard again and you don't know how after your ass being hell sore and blowing 2 loads already. I tell you, "You know what to do." "Pull my panties aside and give it to me good or I'll give it to you good." You get up behind me and raise my skirt a little higher. You rub your thick tip all over my black panties and up and down my ass crack. Then you pull my panties aside and try to pop your cock in. It's so tight, it doesn't slip in at first, but then it finally does and you thrust your cock into me. It feels so hot inside of me and so tight and wet....getting wetter by the minute. You furiously fuck me from start to finish with your huge 10 inch cock and you grab by hair right before you cum. "Beg for it MissValerie!" "Beg!" You say to me. "Ahhhhh!!" "Mr. Andrews, fuck me!" "Give it to me, give me your cock, I want it all!!" Then you grab my hair hard and instantly slam all 10 inches of you into me hard up to the hilt and you pull out and blast cum all over my ass in what seems to be an endless hot stream of lust. We both collapse.

Then we get up and get dressed to look normal like nothing ever happened. "I learned my lesson MissValerie." "Thank you." You tell me.

"Well, it is my job to teach my students and get it right the first time." I say to you. "You definitely do that well MissValerie." "I don't think anyone could not learn from you." You say.

"You're free to go Mr. Andrews." I wink at you. "Thank you MissValerie." "I'll never forget." And you wink back and leave taking the lessons of discipline and pleasure with you.~

Author~MissValerie77~

              



 

 

 




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