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Its a journal your supposed to write in it every day from the mundane to the depraved. truth I
Female Submissive, 43,  New Mexico US

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 New Mexico

 5' 7"

 165 lbs




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Its a journal your supposed to write in it every day from the mundane to the depraved. truth I prefer the depraved


Journal Entries:
9/15/2017 5:21:30 PM
When i went from catholic school to public school they put me in special ed Because i was...special When it was time to move up to high school at my IEP i advocated for myself I want you to put me in normal English. That's all i asked for, the least they could do. Let me be allowed to participate in classes that read actual books. They did it. I was really happy. We got our first assignment an essay. I wrote my heart out. I wrote my heart out. At the end of class the teacher asked me to stay, i went to her desk. In front of her was my essay. The oxegen left the room. I looked down at that paper and saw my writing as she saw it. Disjointed backwards sloppy, primitive. I looked down at the paper as she elaborated on all the reasons why I wasn't ready. All the reasons why. I don't believe i cried. I have an amazing capacity to hold tears in the well of my bottom eyelid. I did not advocate further. I nodded and walked out of the room, walked out of my dream sent back low level, no college english reality. I was crushed. It was a cruel thing to have lived. But today! the Lord in my vindicator. I wasn't a bad writer, she could not see past what she thought should be on that page. I was not a bad writer. TODAY I am vindicated. God does not show up when you want but he is never late. What I wrote is going to go before a Federal Judge, because its good. I write my heart out. Its good social work and its good writing. I am a good writer. You told me once i was a good writer. You did.

9/14/2017 1:17:53 PM
My submission reduced me I got rid of so much bullshit It brought me closer to God in the end not men It made me look at and look again and again at what mattered to me It refined my needs.

9/14/2017 1:10:03 PM
I hold out my tongue until i can feel your piss stream It's warm from your body Golden water flowing from your body Flowing from your dick Your piss is my water My pure clean water Take me outside Let me kneel naked Knees in soft cold grass Clinging to you for warmth Drinking your beautiful golden piss.

9/14/2017 12:56:19 PM
I remember one time i had this couple i used to hang out with We all got naked and went skinny dipping But the water was so shallow I crawled around on my belly through the water I was too ashamed to stand. He held out his hand to me I couldn't take it I couldn't stand I was ashamed and in my shame i crawled.

9/13/2017 5:41:53 PM
I meant to be sweet but sweet gets me shit on

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