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| If You seek ONLINE, "Prove Yourself" masochist or submissive, it's not me. Not Bi. Not Poly. Its Not what I offer.... I know what I bring to the table.... Trust me when I say I'm Not afraid to eat alone....... In the Flesh, as Words+Actions= Trust......please read journals Before You decide to message me. Namaste.
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Every man has different needs, but I know that I am willing, intelligent, creative and adaptable enough to give all once I know exactly what he needs, whether it is one thing one day or another thing the other day.
The bottom line is that I will serve this man and I will do as he pleases and I will let him make the decisions instead of me having to worry about all of that. I would let him tell me what he needs from me and I'm a very fast learner.
I don't have a particular kink. I have a need to Serve One man and have the true Power Exchange.
I guess I need to clarify I'm not a masochist. And I am not an IT I am a human being who believes in the natural Order of Things and that women should serve and honor and obey the man that they belong to a vanilla existence has to happen simultaneously with the power exchange otherwise it is living in a bubble fantasy...... Namaste
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my only master was Not into BDSM things that are found online. He moved overseas and I have promised my children not to relocate them again so I stayed behind now I see what I need for the rest of my life
he was into ownership and used me for the purpose that I was created for.
which was to take care of him, to serve him, to obey him, for sex and as a slave I got maintenance whippings mild not moderate
because he did not think you should damage any property in the same way he would not damage a car
a slave has no choice in anything Once OWNED. but she does have a choice before she enters into this with anyone to ensure that he is sane, not a psychopath and knows Exactly the things she would ensure under his ownership.
Any Freeborn woman who willingly enters into this must find someone that fits like a puzzle piece and the same for a man who is looking for this should do.
If it were just a matter of finding someone who wants to be used sexually in a certain way then everyone would be able to find what they want readily
but unfortunately the physical and the mental and emotional part must be there . a desire to serve on the part of one and the appreciation on the part of another for the one serving them.
It's the reason ppl on line search for years. In my mind the Real difference in a slave and a sub is that the submissive has to depend on someone or something other than the one she is with and therefore doesn't give fully of herself. She can't because she must answer to another .
It is extremely difficult for a truly submissive personality to try to flip a switch ; to say when I am with this one man, I answer only to him when in the back of your mind you know that you still must answer to others in the outside world
because once you leave his house, his presence , to go out into the world you have to flip a switch that says
now I have to be independent, now I have to make my choices, now I have to survive on my own in this outside world.
It is like being split in half. She would never be able to serve completely as there would always be something else in the back of her mind that she knows controls her and that she can walk away from this man anytime she chooses because she is not totally dependent upon him for everything
For example years ago after my master moved overseas , I decided to start dating . I was seeing a man for several months and I recall having sex with him and watching the clock
because I had to get up and go to work the next day or thinking about that meeting that I need to prepare for or thinking about what I need to do the next day when I get to work
I was there with him physically , serving him sexually
but it was not complete service or ownership because I knew that I had to be at a certain place at a certain time and someone else was dictating that not him.
The second reason and even more important is the inner need and reason for wanting to serve a man and to give completely to him.
Many women use this as an outlet to release their stress from their independent daily lives.
they are submissive in bed and they enjoy giving up their power to a man when they leave the office or they're outside world. But they enjoy being independent they enjoy making their own decisions and they do not want to give that part of it away to another
I seek this because I find no pleasure in being independent . I find no pleasure roaming around in the wilderness not being guided and no one to follow , no one to lead me , protect me, provide for me what I need to survive in this world. all I want to have to do is pleass this one person.
And do it because I want to not because I'm forced to do it.
because I want and need to be able to focus my attention on someone in that way because it makes me feel safe . that makes me feel content and makes me feel happy.
I guess people can label things differently Sir. they can call it Master Slave ..dominant-submissive.. daddy baby girl whatever the main thing is the depth of the surface that you want to give or receive
All I know is that I had a master and I was his slave and truly j dependent upon him for everything and he did care for and appreciate my willingness and desire to serve him. I seek to be owned completely again.
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THIS IS HOW RELOCATION WORKS IN REAL LIFE WITH RESPONSIBLE PERSONS INVOLVED.
I don't live with or off of another.
In meeting a man, he can buy me a ticket using His Real Name under my Real Name.
The last flights all over the US leave Fridays about 5-6pm. As long as I'm back to handle my responsibilities.
Meet a few times both where the man is and where I am. Establish a mutual desire to move Forward. Settle up in my accounts such as rent, etc...
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| Age: 21 |
| Cicero,
New York |
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