This needed an update. i have had a few experiences of long term service (never 24/7 but ongoing recurring basis). One thing amazing is that long term servitude is far more powerful than one time encounter. It grows like a vanilla relationship, but unlike vanilla relationships, eroticism in D/s relationship grows because mental inferiority makes a solid place in mind. One doesn't have to trick the mind with whips and dresses and foul language but it finds a permanent place in mind.

I am into D/s part of BDSM. It is all about worship (as the earlier profile below indicates). However I have also realized that it is almost impossible to mix the D/s relationship with regular love life. Regular relationship in life is about love nurtured by mutual respect and shared responsibility. On the other hand, deeper I get into D/s, more degradation I crave for, more untouchable i become and also feels that She loses that respect for someone inferior. And it excites me even more even though i feel depressed that she doesn't love me the same. i am unable to bridge two different worlds. So DS for me is discreet, not 24/7 but something that i need as a drug, even though i stays committed to this underworld Goddess in a parallel universe!

It is complex. Unsure who feels the same way and will be willing to let a submissive like me in Her life! But i have had been lucky before and can only hope i will be lucky again! It generally works the best with One who has normal love life but has a deep rooted desire to use a slave in this private, discreet parallel life where the two lives don't meet.

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The name says it all. i am seeking to serve a Goddess who is and knows She is Divine.

There is nothing more enjoyable than the knowledge that i am servile to a Goddess to whom i am totally and completely inferior and i will love to worship Her, pamper Her, serve Her. i wish to clean Her household, just to be slapped by Her. i will take Her shopping, just with a burning desire that if She likes it, She might let me kiss Her feet or Her divine ass or She might just humiliate me by using me as Her toilet.  

i am not a loser but a worshipper. this distinction has to be made. so i am not an online shopping servant, but a real time one though at this moment i am not sure of 24/7 and seek more discreet encounters.

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