My Ideal Sub
I would love to find a woman living a vanilla life on the outside. Maybe she's married. Maybe she's divorced or single. The outside world could see her in the "soccermom" mold. She is confident, has goals and dreams, and seems to maybe even be a woman of high moral character and virtue.
The inside, however, is different.
Inside she longs to wanted. She wants to be wanted to the point of being owned. The man in her life controlling so much of her world. She wants to let the woman within come out, but she doesn't want to release her, she wants someone else to do it. She doesn't want to take responsibility for the slutty behavior, the wanton lust, the lacivious acts that her vanilla friends would be shocked out. She wants to be owned, but she wants to be owned privately, quietly, while maintaining her vanilla life.
Ideally, she would have no limits, but some would be understood. She would want to to do anything she could to please me. Even things that, before, or in her vanilla world, she would never do. And at the end of the day, when it's all said and done, she would slip back into her vanilla world, fulfilled, but beginning to long for the next time she would be used again.
Is that sub out there? I don't know. It seems she is, at best, incredibly hard to find. I am hoping she will reach out to me if I haven't seen her. |