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	Remember those first thoughts you had when you read my nic and clicked on my profile? Well, they're probably correct. Not looking to be your boyfriend or your vanilla anything. Control, pain, humiliation are what I seek. If you're looking for nice try eharmony.

10/29/2022 2:35:47 PM

If you block me I get it if you've really thought about it and feel I'm an ass. All too often lately I've been blocked for reasons involving simple misunderstandings. So for my own sanity please really check to see if I'm being an ass. Guys with profiles like mine really try hard not to be.

If you're Irish you should really rethink me. I think we could be perfect, if we learned to speak each others language.

8/29/2017 2:53:04 AM

A word of warning about me. If and when I ever meet someone interesting here and we begin texting I will most likely Google the phone number you give me. I assume that you will do likewise. There are just too many people here that aren't who and what they say. I have a hard time believing that this is abnormal. I would think it should be considered simple due diligence. Today I finally got to talk with a woman whom I had been very interested in meeting for some time. We hadn't gotten to the point of sharing our deep dark secrets when I began my simple due diligence. Her history was bad and the kinds of things that would make most guys run for the hills. I should have waited for her to decide if I was worth enough to her to share this information, but I didn't. I had to confront the issue head on. She to her credit didn't deny anything, she simply stated it was her rock bottom and explained her triumphs in dealing with them. Unfortunately, feeling betrayed and stalked by my search forced her to inform me that I was no longer welcome to speak to her. A request I have no choice but to abide. I hope that in time she realizes the truth about my intentions and my misgivings. I truly wish things had gone differently, as I really liked what little I saw. I keep wondering what if things had just gone differently. If her past wasn't so easy to find, if my reaction hadn't been so visceral, if her reaction to my reaction hadn't been so permanent, if we had just found common ground and seen each other's fears. I wonder if we had would we be having dinner at Adeles or sharing ice cream in the park? Then again maybe she just wasn't interested in me.