((Looking for an age play relationship, but please read full profile before messaging.))
I AM OWNED, COLLARED, and married.
Being married doesn't mean I am monogamous!!!
MY MASTER AND I ARE 24/7 TPE.
If you have questions please see his profile, it's under the name: Meadhbh
(This profile is just copy/pasta from my profile from another site cause whatever used to be here appears to have been deleted.)
**I am a collared slave, I have a Master and as such all Dominants/Masters/Tops, etc seeking anything beyond conversation on site please speak to my Master first. If I don't know you IRL please direct inquiries to Meadhbh before requesting alternate contact info. It's the polite thing to do and will lead to me feeling more comfortable talking to you.** (Basically Master screens out the crazies, so I won't be talking to you off site with out talking to him first.))
My life is currently in a state of flux. I am going through changes and redefining who I am as well as who I wish to be. This is an ongoing process so expect to see a number of updates in the near future.
Putting myself into a box is a rather daunting task, but let’s see if I am up for the challenge. I am a bit of a contradiction, always on opposites of everything, rather at odds with my the level head I am supposed to have as a Libra. Some examples of these contradictions are that I am an artist, I love photo manipulation and mixed media art; yet I am also a scientist, in school to get a degree in a medical field. I talk too much in public and not enough when it’s a serious situation. I often come off as being ditzy but have moments where I see things others miss. A few other key things about me are my love for books, I am always reading and usually multiple books at a time (I am currently trying to broaden my horizons past the sci-fi/fantasy genres I love so well, especially into non-fiction books in the philosophy and history realms, so recommendations are appreciated). I am a huge geek and gamer, I have played in many a D&D campaign and love OWoD; I also do a lot of online text based gaming and play the occasional MMORPG. On a very personal not I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood trauma and thusly have trust issues, this can make me come across as confrontational at times, and for that I am sorry and please know I am working on it.
Master and I are married, so anyone with plans to try to steal me, its not going to happen, but sharing is caring.
**What I am**
• Easily intimidated
• Smarter than your average bear
• A kitten
• A little
• A masochist
• A slave
**Ideally I would like to spend my life**
• 75% as a slave (Progressing)
• 15% as a little (Looking for an Online to Real life Daddy Dom)
• 10% as a kitten (Researching)
**What I want to learn**
• How to be a more obedient slave
• How to do high protocol
• How to take the level of pain I fantasize about
**What I am looking for or open to finding**
• A mentor
• Local gamers
• A sub (details below)
• A Daddy Dom (still hashing this out with Master, but he has okayed me to tentatively start looking into this. This in no way means I am looking to leave my Master and that dynamic will always come first.)
My Master and I are currently passively seeking a female sub or slave to join our relationship. This person would need to be into both men and women and being willing to submit to me as I am Dominant when it comes to women. Online to real life is okay but strictly online is sub-par for us. Also Master wants whomever we end up considering to click first with me and be able to be a close friend and confident with me above all else.
If this sounds like something you would be interested in please message myself or my Master Meadhbh and we can start getting to know each other.
**More info** (Updating as time permits)
I have always known I was a masochist. Even as I child I took a particular glee in activities such as tying up my fingers until they turned purple and undoing the binding all at once just to feel the blood rush back in, I sat on my hands until they fell asleep enjoying the pins and needles feeling, poking at bruises or cuts was done much to the annoyance of my mother, and I even took a perverse enjoyment out of the spankings I was giving. At the time none of this was sexual and for the most part it still isn't.
It's not that I have a high pain tolerance, probably anything but. Yet, I get a distinct rush, a high, from pain. It's not always my body translating the pain to please (though with a good warm up that does happen). It's more about the ability to tolerate the pain, to come through it on the other end and feel my nerves singing. To know for certain I am alive.
**Concerning my BDSM history**
I first got into BDSM at the age of 19, only a month after my birthday in fact. I don't remember ever being unaware of the lifestyle, in fact I had (and still have) the belief that everyone is dominant or submissive in a relationship. Although this belief was initially aimed towards vanilla relationships and was more along the lines of 'this person is the decision maker' than about true power transference.
My initiation into the lifestyle came at the hands of a friend of a friend whom I took an interest in one night after long discussion. Up until that point I had always been the decision maker and the aggressor in sex, so when the guy asked to take me home and tie me up I was a bit thrown. After some internal debate I agreed figuring the worst that could happen was bad sex (I already knew this person so figured it was safe to play). The sex turned out to be anything but bad and my first experience with bondage flipped a switch inside me.
My relationship with my first play partner was more educational than play oriented. Our libidos were ill matched so the sex was infrequent at best. However I learned more about me than I knew was possible. For the first time in my life I knew what it was to feel safe, bound and helpless equaled comfort for to the point that I took to binding myself with bondage tape before sleeping.
That relationship ending but my search for self in BDSM did not.
Since that time I have been a collared sub, a 24/7 slave, a play partner, an online Domme, and a service Top.
I met my current Master in 2013, we were friends for a time before getting together. We started our relationship with me as his submissive and continue to grow in our dynamic.
**My views on submission**
Submission is the ultimate gift, meant to be cherished and well cared for. A sub isn't a door mat or a mindless doll, just as it's the Dom's job to teach, nurture, and love it is the sub's job to question, learn and grow.
Not everyone agrees with this and as such I have been called a brat or a S.A.M. And maybe I am for I take a joy in my submission and have been known to tease and to play but there is a difference between testing limits and outright defiance. I have never been accused of the latter.
**You should message me if**
you are okay with polyamory and willing to not be someone's primary partner.
If you have more to say than tell me how attractive you think I am. Serious, just don't compliment me or call me by pet names, my name is listed in this profile, please use it.
If you aren't bat shit crazy, the kind of guy who tells a woman he doesn't know, that he is in love with her. Seriously people actually do this to me and it's kinda scary.
You actually read this profile. You can prove it by not calling me any pet names. You can call me Robin or acushla, if you use either I will know you read this.
If you don't want to mention sex, phone numbers, Skype, KIK, Yahoo, or meeting IRL at all to me for at least the first week of conversation.
If you aren't just looking for a random hook up, but want to take the time to get to know someone. Friends first is a must with me.
If you aren't a pedophile and aren't wanting to talk to me about my childhood sexual experiences. Why do I seem to attract people like this? It's utterly sick and I will report you in a hot minute.