Collarspace

Time for an update I think.

I have been here for a while. I had found what I wanted. I was in love with the woman. Until she had a freak out, and disappeared, moved, changed her contacts.

So, who am I? I am a man. Usually laid back, educated, thoughtful, and enjoy expanding my knowledge base.

The bad points. Im a functional alcoholic, who knows it and keeps it in check. I have a temper that I keep buried because it is too dangerous.

Right now Im in the process of rebuilding my life. Starting from scorched earth sucks giant hairy d cock.

So, that is who I am in vanilla life.

In this context, I am a dominate man. I know what I want. Im not too much of an asshole, but when I know a woman is mine, I will take her. I will punish her for fun, to a degree... I will push her limits. A lot of it is contextual. Some women are destroyed by a simple over the knee spanking. Some women need humiliation to unlock them. Some simply need a release from being in control all the time, and be allowed to be a simple fucktoy that is used, against her will, against everything she believes, because at the heart of her, she knows she shouldnt be in control.

From the above, you should note I am a believer in Feminism. Unfortunately for Feminists, there is a loophole that they hate. Women have a choice. Women have a choice to become submissive, or slaves, to reject the idea that women are equal, and have a right to how their bodies, their lives, are used.

I want a woman who I can actually spend an evening with quietly. Who I can come home to and make a meal with. Who knows that she can count on me if she needs me. On the flip side.. she knows I will take her when *I* want her, even if it is during that meal prep. I will tease her. I will edge her, and deny her. I will make her work her ass off for an orgasm... and teach her that she doesnt need one.

I will not share however. What is mine, is mine. I might show her off, but I will never share, because I consider her mine, not a disposable toy.

OK, thats enough of a ramble. Ill edit in the future.