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OK so we we go. I am an 18-year old girl from Allen TX. I have been blessed with a good life so far with good family and a pretty easy life so far. I have also been pretty sheltered and never even had a boyfriend or been with a boy in any way. However I seek all that to change. What I seek is pretty specific and i will my time finding the right master.
In a nutshell, I seek a master who would see me and treat me as less than human, even less than a beloved pet, just a thing to be used, tortured extremely and without mercy, humilated, to serve you, and to generally live a miserable painful slave life. Why do I seek this? I wish I knew. I know there will be a LOT of regret once its reality but then it will be too late because I will no longer be human.
Here is the specific part and that is how I wish to meet my master and begin my new life. You get a hotel room for us or I can pay for it and tell the desk to leave you a key (your house would be better but I imagine you wouldnt want a complete stranger to sneak in when you arent home). You come in and set up the room a little bit leaving some or all of the torture tools thatwill be used on me laying out , leaving a life time contract for me to sign, and leaving a collar (and maybe a leash if you want) out and a note welcoming me to my new life and something to scare me about what is about to happen to me and to tell me to enjoy my last few moments of being human and free. It should also have instructions regarding putting on my collar and leash and laying on the bed in my panties and bra for your arrival. I want to be terrified waiting for you and shaking scared when i hear the door start to open.
In terms of a master, I seek someone older and/or unattractive. I want someone who makes me feel ugly, worthless, spoiled and that my sole worth and purpose in live is to live for, worship, serve, and suffer for master.
I have no limits on pain, but I do not want blindgolds in the beginning and as a slave i should never be pleased for forced or any other kind of orgasm for me is also a limit. I never had one and I never should. Toilet use (complete or just pee), butt licking, ashtray use, etc are all also acceptable.
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A new idea I have for a first meeting. It involves a slow methodical fist beating and kicking once we are alone and I submit to it . I come to you for a “date” meeting in public for the first time. You spend the date building up to my beating telling me how much you look forward to it commenting on body parts you will punch or kick, punching things near me to feel your force. When we get home maybe having me agree to a punch to the arm as a prelude and once stripped to panties and bra to make fun of my body have me ask for a punch to the thigh before it begins |
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but i just love the idea of somehow tying myselef spread on the bed awaiting you to come and torture me |
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For a first meeting I am somewhat flexible. Ideally it would be in his home not a hotel but I realize the limitations of that. I am also flexible on having less on than bra and panties. I would also like to somehow secure myself to the bed so i am trapped and at his mercy. I am open to meeting in a traditional way as well.
I want a true sadist where the abuse is even more important than the sex. I want someone rather severe and extreme who will begin severe and extreme so I know what my life will be like from the start. I also want someone who is chatty as they abuse me, making me feel bad, making me ask for things, making me tell him who owns me, telling me I am owned, that I will never be free or see friends and family again. I want him to tell me how bad he will hurt me, to scare me, to taunt me. |
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