hi!
i am a 58yo sub-bottom BIWM, 260lbs, blue eyes, brown hair down to my bum, i love to serve and be of service. will love to be turned into someone's girl-wife-sub-slave-insert adjective, i identify as an MtF, but since i don't have the funds to transition, i accept sissy, CDTV... i have a fem and slave mindset when in the presence of a Dominant, be He male or She female, or Trans. my body recognizes the situation, and my mind follows. i very much want to be feminized and emasculated, turned into a woman, im prepared to undergo hypnosis, take hormones, surgery, modification, piercing, get tattooed, I have a VERY open mind so i am open to much more,i want to be molded and shaped, i want to be taken as far as You want. i will love to be a live-in sissy-maid-slut...i love hypnosis, would love to be hypnotized to serve, brainwashed, totally mind fucked, BDSM, bondage, toys, gags, leather, rubber, latex, floggers, whips, canes, wartenburg wheels, violets wand.....etc......im looking to be feminized permanently, hormones, implants, or SRSGRSi want to be turned into someones girl-wife permanently...i love to suck and be fucked... i love BDSM, leather, lace, rubber, gags, toys. i want to be a toy for my Mistress or MasterBeing watched - i love to show off and look good for you Anal - oh yes Chastity - love to feel controlled Oral - I have been told im very good at it! By both sexes (Wink) i am into BDSM, leather, lace, latex, rubber, fetish wear, nipple clamps, collars, toys, gags, I want someone to turn my brain into a squishy, slippery, melty mindless mess. I want to stare up into someone's eyes with a happy empty stupid smile, I want them to program me so I can feel a piece of them inside my mind, I want to be so completely irretrievably fucked up that ill never be able to disentangle my thoughts from their commands, I want my mind fucked until there is nothing left but a hollow helpless shell to be discarded or used as furniture or a vacant fuck pet or the frame for a whole new personality, one built from the ground up to be obedient and needy and perfect, a perfect reflection of my owner's desires.