4/18/2016 8:52:55 PM: Hello friends. On hypnosis:I have a really hard time going under. Like really hard. If one more person tries to convince me they can get me under because they have never failed before, then just counts down from ten... I will cut someone. For real. It takes zero skill to do that. And you blaming me because you can't get me under... you're a joke. Just stop. I'm not doing role play so that you can feel good about yourself, which is reality is probably all anyone is doing for you.

3/26/2016 2:40:48 PM: I'm so confused sometimes on here. I feel like the people who are the most demanding are the ones who have the least appeal to them. Like a 400lb man in a wheelchair that can't wipe his own ass but wants a hot and sexy submissive with a full time job who will be loyal and devoted to him and do chores around the house? You can't even lift your arm to spank them.... You want a free maid that will jack you off because you can't reach your private parts. I'm also incredibly sick of people commenting (this is on FL not on here so sorry to bring the rant here) on photos of people being like oooh thats so hot. No you liar it is not. Just because theres a bra in the photo or there are ropes it's not hot. Don't lie. I get that we all, for the most part, end up with people with a similar level of attractiveness to ourselves. I get that, I do. But for real... no one actually wants to see that so don't pretend you do.For anyone actually reading this please don't think that I'm trying to say we can't all want things and we cant participate in this if we don't look a certain way. If I was then I probably couldn't be in this lifestyle. I'm not a smoking hot skinny girl. I don't love my body. But I'm also not posting pictures of myself naked. I also don't expect to get a guy thats super freaking hot. Honestly if I find a guy attractive I probably won't even message him because he's probably out of my league.I know none of you wanted to read this so congratulations if you actually did. Sorry I seem like a raging bitch, I promise I'm not most of the time. I'm just sick of people lying and I'm sick of seeing people go into something they aren't happy with because of desperation.

11/24/2015 7:57:27 PM: I feel like this is kind of a disclaimer, kind of a rant, so sorry for that. I'm not willing to emotionally invest in people. Every time I do I get hurt. People have promised me that we can be friends if we don't work out and then completely cut me out when we don't, even though we were good friends or more than just potential Ds. Each of them I told how much it hurt when it happened before, each promised it would never happen with them. Maybe I'm sabotaging relationships? I don't know. But a heart can still break from losing friends and I'm really just not willing to do that to myself anymore. So if you want to talk, awesome, let's talk. If we want to be friends? Maybe. If you want to jump into some D/s thing that requires a whole lot of trust? I am far from the right person for you to even send a message to. If you are actually taking the time to read this you are probably thinking that I shouldn't be on this site or that I can't do relationships or something, and maybe you are right but please don't tell me in a nasty message. I'm just getting this out there because I just don't want to disappoint anyone else with my lack of trust or my inability to invest in something emotional beyond just chatting. 

9/17/2015 6:17:27 PM: Why did I look at your profile?1. You looked at mine.2. I find you attractive.3. I liked what I read in your profile and wanted to see the whole thing.4. There's something I read that I found really interesting or just didn't understand... like you want women to pay you to dominate them, so I went to your profile to see if I could understand why anyone would ever want to pay you.5. I'm shy and I hoped you would look at my profile and send me a message.

5/4/2015 11:20:27 PM: That moment when the profile photo is a dick pic and I have to stare at it for a minute just to figure out what I'm looking at.