Welcome to my profile, who am I? I am at heart a philosopher and for the longest of times viewed myself as an optimist. But times change and so does society, alas not for the better. So why am I here looking? I fail to fit the normal realm of civilized society, I smile I am polite and diplomatic but these are put on for the sake of those around me. I could careless about social status or tastes. I have dark moments like all and I seek one who can deal and accept these moments. I have done the vanilla route and it has often ended sour. The best relationship, was with a sub and that went on for a few years. Even in this things are mixed, some think this is what they want but they put conditions on it, they see the fantasy of it. Its fine to have the dream and even to manifest it. But nothing can carry on constantly, our world is not built to allow these things to be persistent. So be real about it. I am not a monster nor do I want to be, but we all have our monster moments and those moments are often the most free ones we have. I care not if your skinny or fat, buxom or flat chested. Just be real and honest.