I am a divorced attorney, who is fairly aggressive in the vanilla world but inwardly submissive and who is seeking to wind down his practice and semi-retire.  I have evolved in this lifestyle a sub-male to one who now identifies as a slave. For reasons that I can't begin to explain, if my owner is a women I seek to be either a cuckold husband or part of a poly household community,where in both instances I am treated as owned I crave humiliation, obedience and compliance and seeks a LTR where, if I am a cuckold I understand that i will be monogamous but she will not. If my owner is a man I seek whatever he seeks. Traditionally these are not the things that men seek, but it is what resides in my inner core.