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If you are old enough to be my dad I am not interested. Nothing against older men but I am not looking for a daddy Dom.



Salutations.. my name is Katie I am originally from Anchorage Alaska but moved to Detroit MI to change my lifestyle around from a previous marriage in which was pretty insane. Long story but I don't mind sharing it if you would like to know more. I have a lot of hobbies that range from board games to white river rafting. Indoor activities include: Writing, drawing, watching movies, playing some video games, watching television, board games, card games, cooking, learning Japanese.
Outdoor activities include: hiking, fishing, camping, photography, going on picnics, canoeing, making smores outside over a fire, white river rafting, Saturday market strolling, Window shopping at the mall(Don't have to buy anything)
I find myself a very easy going person, a lot of people would refer me as a very friendly person in which will stretch out a mile to try to help my fellow man, I am not judgmental and would like the same in return. I can be goofy at times but in the relationship I can be very serious when it is called for, I am really good at brightening someones day with a little bit of a laughter and a hug when it is needed. I have a protective personality and will protect those I feel that need protection. I am a social butterfly, shy at first but easy to warm up to once a conversation is rolled out before my feet. I am not a real leader in the relationship so I tend to be a follower more then a leader but I am willing to try to be a more dominant woman.


I found that if I am going to be in this lifestyle I would do it for my friends Beth and Hedgie. I am currently still in the learning phase of being a dominant but we all have to start somewhere and naturally I have been in the slave lifestyle for a long time to understand the limitations and respect those limits even if to push it a little to see where it goes from there. I am not looking to be monogamous at all. I had approval from Hedgie that I could be a Dominant and I am going to firmly do what I feel is right as a Domme. I am going to be honest, I am looking for more subs/ slaves... male or female... females would be for Hedgie, males for me. If you are a dominant more power to you, I am not going to bend over backwards and go back to my old roots as a slave anymore, been there, done that, got hurt too many times that my will to serve or please the dominant race has died, those scars may heal within time but in all honesty... I am done with the race of pleasing or being abused.

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12/31/2012 11:09:48 AM

Sigh... Go figure huh... bring up an idea to a Master and yet get turned down constantly. I thought that a Master slave relationship has to work out when the Master listens to his slave, granted every fucking time I bring up a subject, there's a struggle or a fight. what good is a Master slave relationship when your Owner decides he wants to do whatever he wants without actually seeing you point of view or attempting to give a fuck about your feelings about the matter? I've given my fucking all to watch him mentally distraught himself or fuck himself over in the long run and I can't say I told you so... because if I do... I am a disrespectful little shithead slave that's suppose to have no brains and do whatever is asked of me without complications. I am trying to point out shit that can cause failure or harm either it be Mentally for physically, but in the long run I think I am fucking myself hard in the asshole with no lubrication of not accomplishing to point out the obvious to someone that wants to play DUMB or leave himself high strung to believing he knows how to take care of me by telling me I am wrong constantly or fucking himself over and then getting mad at me because I was right to begin with.  Am I suppose to sit back and allow him to destroy himself or help him out? God forbid I bring up the topic because if I do.... I opened myself to an ass whooping then an apology later.  I told myself I would never let my Owner do self harm to himself and to aid him as much as I can, but what can I do to help him see his error when it comes to potentials in which are only there to feed their greed and not give him the support he needs? I don't know weather to walk away or stay... I love him but he refuses to love himself and see things from my point of view. All I think he see's is what his heart tells him to see and honestly he needs to see it from his own brain and eyes, the heart itself is corruptible... but how are you to express that to a Master in which doesn't want to see the options?  


9/29/2011 8:43:51 AM

This song has made me squirm a lot. The lyrics are so sexy and alluring to the lifestyle, this is another song I have dedicated to my Master Hedgie

 

Your arms are warm but they make me feel
As if they're made of cold, cold steel
A simple kiss like a turnin' key
A little click and the lock's on me

Can't move my arms, can't lift my hands
I won't admit to where I am
That I know baby
I'm in chains, I'm in chains

I pretend I can always leave
Free to go whenever I please
But then the sound of my desperate calls
Echo off these dungeon walls

I've crossed the line from mad to sane
A thousand times and back again
I love you baby
I'm in chains, I'm in chains, I'm in chains, I'm in chains

Should have known passing through the gate
That once inside I could not have escape
I never thought this could happen to me
Never thought this is where I'd be

But baby, baby, baby, look at me
And I said baby, baby, look at me
I'm in chains, I'm in chains
(Baby baby, I'm in chains)
(Baby baby, I'm in chains)

I never thought this is where I'd be
Never thought this could happen to me, yeah

Baby baby, I'm in chains
Baby baby, I'm in chains
(Baby, look at me, I'm in chains)
Baby baby, I'm in chains
Baby baby, I'm in chains


9/29/2011 8:28:24 AM

This song I dedicate to my Master DaddyHedgie.

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you


9/29/2011 7:07:50 AM

I find it weird that most Dominants will parade here thinking they are gods gift to sub/slaves on this site, If I may add, if it wasn't for us slaves/submissives you wouldn't have this lifestyle at all, we slaves/subs grant you the role to dominant us because its a gift given. Our trust and our ambitions come from our heart, yeah of course there are a few of you in which can throw a switch around but honestly I can as well but don't have the heart to. I might be a slave but I am no floor mat or a human punching bag. I have feelings and hurt as easily as you Dominants can. I tolerate more stuff in which you Dom's couldn't, honestly I think in my general opinion a slave/sub is stronger mentally and physically, Not saying that to be mean or rude but it takes a lot of guts and pride to step down and be the follower. We are not weak, we are strong for our courageous acts of submission to Dom's I just hope this can open the eyes of the Dominant's because seriously.... without a sub/slave at your feet to serve and please you... you'd have to be your own slave and get it yourself. and ruling a empty kingdom.


9/26/2011 9:57:40 AM

I am so freaking ready to pull my hair out!!!!!!!


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 Age: 30
 NEW YORK, New York