redhair25 on Collarspace

redharvest


	Back to List			Send Message		Details

	Friends:



	Hello, I am a submissive woman with possibly switch tendencies. I have not been activly seeking someone for a long time, but I feel that I am ready to meet someone this summer. This someone should be female, intellegent and interesting, and hopefully she is someone who does not mind my Master watching our play. Old or young or someone in a couple, it does not matter to me. I am looking to explore my dark side more thouroughly, and bring pleasure to a lovely dark Mistress in the process. Or find a submissive female for my pleasure!

11/5/2008 8:44:43 PM

Im feeling better today. Each day is a struggle, but some days are easier then others. Today I got a lot of things accomplished.

11/2/2008 11:03:27 AM

It takes but a moment to destroy the confidence I try to build. Will I ever be feel normal? Will I ever feel like I can walk into a room with pride and confidnence in who I am?
Most people know how to be themselves and have fun. Heres how I have fun. I read a book. Study. Knit. Clean the house. All these things make me blissfully happy. If I didn't have to leave home, I wouldn't. Put me in a bar, I bite my nails to bits and wonder when Im going home. Take me to a concert and Im like, theres too many people here! And thats my rant for the week.

10/31/2008 12:57:10 AM

I am so nervous. I have to do a speech for my Abnormal Psyche class on S and M of all things. I did a Power Point and dusted off some props , I just hope people are in a good mood to hear it. Some people are so touchy. I am so glad I have had speech class already, so at least I feel prepared to get up in front of a lot of people. I will hate leaving the house tommorow, but It is Halloween after all, a good time to be scared. I think I need to go out now more then ever. If I allow my panic attacks and social anxiety to control me, I could easily never leave my home.

10/28/2008 8:36:05 PM

I just checked my spam mail folder, I couldn't believe it, its full of mail from men! Where were all of you when I was single and actually desired men? Then I couldn't pay to get a date. While I appreciate some of the nicer stuff men had to say, and disgusted by the rest, I have to say Im really not interested in men. I love women. I prefer women. Mail from men usually gets tossed or put in the spam folder. Sorry guys.

10/27/2008 8:07:40 PM

I went to my first public play party last Saturday. I was terrified to go, my Master pretty much had to drag me from the house. I have such a strong social phobia combined with body dismorohic disorder its keeping me from enjoying life. But Im glad I was forced to go, I met some very lovely people from the Purple Rose Society. I met this beautiful woman named Faith who is so gorgeous, thats a redhead to aspire to look like if there ever was one. I also saw some very cute asses, I had to resist the urge to pinch a certain Mummies ass. I was suprised by the way everyone just gets undressed and plays and doesn't care what anyone thinks. I wish I could be that free. I enjoyed watching some single tail action, I would have loved to try that. It was so awesome, I think Im going to have to go back so I can play too.