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I was born and raised in New Delhi, India but I did live in the US briefly (year and a half or so). I was studying history at the University of Texas in Austin and it was in Austin that I got to explore my submissive fantasies though I would say I have been submissive for a really long time now (at least 5 years) and something that I only casually started exploring is now most definitely who I am. That is to say its no longer just an interest or a hobby but simply a natural part of my personality.
I love reading (Hemingway, Shel Silverstein, Alice, Kafka, Joyce, Calvinp etc), love watching movies (Woody Allen, Wong Kar Wai, Bong Joon Ho, Herzog, Rene Laloux ), music (blues and jazz, some hip-hop, currently embroiled in a Nick Drake -Elliott Smith- Sibylle Baier- Joy Division phase), boardgames and the occasional game of ping pong. Also trying to teach myself the piano just cause there is one in the house Im living in right now. Someday I hope to become a writer. Ive been scribbling little stories and poems since I was nine years old and its one of the few things that always gives me pleasure though I dont do it very often. Or as often as I should I suppose. Working towards getting a phD in anthropology...hoping that will make me a better writer as well. Also recently I have discovered that I enjoy homework slavery. Didnt even know that was a thing until recently but being somewhat of a bookworm and a sub I guess it makes sense that I do enjoy that, just a little surprised that I do.
I havent been around much but I do love to travel (so far Ive been to Singapore, Cambodia, Nepal and a fairly extensive trip through Vietnam). The first thing Ill do when I make some money is travel. The places Id most like to visit are Mali (for its music), Japan (for its culture which Im more familiar with than say the culture of Indonesia) and Iran (for its architecture) in that order. The language Id most like to learn is probably Japanese.
As for why Im here I guess its because I want to be sure of myself. Its difficult to know what you like and you dont like until youve tried something out. A great way of doing that is meeting new people so I guess thats why Im here.
I am not entirely inexperienced though, just that I am yet to experience a great many things. I have been caned, lightly whipped, made to wear a collar, lapped up spit and some chewed up food but essentially it was all relatively mild in my opinion and I would like to try out more things. I do know for a fact though that I enjoy the mental side of being belittled and dominated a lot more than the physical aspects though of course the two things go hand in hand. Being in India means I am mostly stuck looking for an online relationship (unless I really luck out) but that suits me fine because there are a lot of ways of seeing and submitting online (via messages, e-mails, video chats etc) that work well for the aspects of mental domination and humiliation that excite me.
Also I dont have a profile photo here because I uploaded one once and suffered for it. That being said I do not at all mind sharing photos once some amount of trust has been established. Also think Ill be meeting fewer but nicer people that way )
Thanks for stopping by,
Sandwich
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