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| I am always looking for an interesting conversation.420 friendly.Generally really stoned. ^_^ Pierced (but not nearly as much as I'd wish) I'm a college student and a possibly a nerd. Don't ask me about music you will just be disappointed. I like hard domination and being roughly claimed. I have just a wee bit experience with this sort of lifestyle. I'm really interested in puppy play atm. But never really had any experience in it. Would love to speak to an experienced puppy owner. I am into lots of things. Hair pulling, name calling, spanking (of course), bondage, I love oral!, Im sometimes bratty (both in play and out of play and sometimes the best way to fix my attitude is by shoving your cock different places :) ).
So about "ME" like the full me.
I am a human. OH MY! I am full developed and moderately educated. I do identify as subby but Im pretty damn human. And what I mean to say about that is: No i wont drop everything and go live in a cage in your basement, some cut and paste message is just rude, like I once said I'm human and I am also southern I will at some point call someone hun, sweetie, sweetness, love, hunny, or sweetheart. Forgive me Ive been speaking this way since I was like 12.if it bothers you tell me politely bc if you are rude about it i will be personality insulted and then I will be rude. I am unfortunately not privileged enough to just laying about waiting for your beck and call. I sometime must do important things your constant harassment when i say i am busy isnt cute it just makes it harder to finish my big girl activities.so please just a bit of respect and patience would be nice.
Most most my human rules apply outside the bed room, and please don't misunderstand this isnt to say that i am not submissive outside the bedroom completely, but i am quite and subservient in the bedroom and will take most directions assuming that you have my best interest at heart in the bedroom, outside people do not always have my best interest in heart and i must act in my best interest. . . Thats it for now.
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*Writing writing writing *
please be patient with me while I write and answer messages |
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Ive been sort of depressed lately and not feeling much like writing. . . at least not here.
But i love writing?
So lets see what I got ?
we'll start with a fantasy i like
. . . ?im so blanking
Update. Guys Im feeling tons better. Thanks for all your conserne. Side note though, do not insinuate that I am depressed because I smoke. It's not the issue please move on. I was actually sober than night. But don't make it an issue. Thanks. ^_^
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Bonjour
I am moving back to the motherland (Texas) by September. So im changing my location bc well ive exhausted myself in Illinois. but yep yep |
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Just ya know writing.
I'm sick and supposed to be on bed rest for a few days. So I'm bored.
Just jotting down notes. I'll review and revise my notes latter.
Halloween is cumming soon. I love dressing up! Wish had more dress up clothes.
I'm having this thought.
Of coming home hand and hand. Mostly because I'm intoxicated in some manner (bc that how I shall be on Halloween)
We get inside, the door locked quickly.
As I fall on to the couch, tryint to removing my boots as I do so.
My legs in the air flashing my cute little bum as I unzip my boots. But before I can start to work on any more of my costume I hear your voice.
"Stop"
I freeze and look up at you between my parted, stocking clad legs. As you've magically appeared at the end of the sofa.
I begin giggling, understanding how inappropriate my position is.
"I like you like this"
Your hands are on my legs, gently rubbing the material of my stockings.straying closer and closer to the hem of my skirt.
I moan quietly, holding still as you touch me.
Then I feel your fingers on my garter belt, in seconds I feel the snaps come free.
I mew happily as your fingers hook onto the edge of my panties and slide them up and off.
"Mmmm but I like this better"
I groan and whimper in antisipation. Bringing you back from what ever thoughts you were lost in.
You snap your fingers. "On your knees little girl"
I quickly roll over in to the ground an kneel in front of you, smoothing down my dress as I do so.
You stare down at me before saying.
"Hmmm almost"
Then quickly set to work on improving my look.
Fasting my collar on (a must), my hands are tied behind my back, you kick at my knees forcing them farther apart, and pull down the top of my dress letting my breast fall free, something that has been on the verge of happening all night.
All the while I groan and moan, a bit more whiney than usual.
My noise finally catches your attention.
"Hmmm that may need to stop"
I begin apologizing
"I'm sorr. . "
My word cut off, as you push my thong past my lips.
Looking up at you through hazy eyes I begin to understand my night is far from over.
I watch as you undo your tie and slide it off your neck. It's quickly around my head holding my panties in place.
"Yeah that will work" |
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I'm in a bad mood tonight.
I wasn't sure if he was being a figurative or literal bitch.
I know now :( |
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I've been leaving my self logged, my bad. Ill answer messages slowly |
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I hate the question "What are you looking for?"
But I feel this was a decent answer:
For a nice hard one off, I am a pain slut and into denigration. I love being fuck doggy-style, hair pulled, being scratched, bitten, and just being slammed into. Gags, collars, leashes, blindfold, and restraints, and making a nice hard spanking when Ive been cheeky.
For a partner a DOM/DADDY/MASTER/OWNER/MISTRESS/DOMMEE
I need all that plus to cuddle on the couch and watch a movie every once in the blue moon, maybe even smoke( a plus not a requirement), someone I can trust to be part of my everyday life not just a sexual fantasy, maybe also make me jello ( I know you would think I would be making the jello, but in my eyes my one and only WILL make me jello.) |
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So my dog died. Its all very sad, but I don't want to talk about it. I wanna lose myself in distractions and sensations. and be very high. So I maybe spacey and not all there. Ill be better at some point. But I may be more bratty than usual. I just wanna get through my grief, which may include mindless cumming and smoking. Yeah . . . |
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Mkay. So I have some fantasy to share. Honestly these are two different fantasy but I don't wanna type two entries.
So first is something I've always wanted. Partly because I love exerting my self control. And I have a bit of a thing (sort of like a danger junkie) where I like nearly being caught.
So anywho I would love to be groped,harrassed, molested, and teased at the theater. Something about the darkness and everyone being very close but not actual paying attention. (I guess it helps that my movie theater here is almost never packed)
But being touched and teased throughout an entire movie. Trying hard not yo squirm too much, and biting down on my lip trying not to moan.Fighting aginst the need and want just to scream out. Then getting up when the lights come up, my breath harsh, nipples hard, all squishy and squirmy. Having to recompose my self and smile, my mind thick with a haze of lust. Hoping no one saw.
The second is just a thought. Of having a nice date.A quite night. (Lol or maybe a movie (; )
then walking into my apartment you begin to stroak my hair.As the door locks, your fingers entangle in my hair as you pull me back against you and whisper into my ear "Now be a good girl". Before you force me down on to my knees.
i kneel before you obediently.
I feel you tug up my top, and remove my bra.
"DO NOT MOVE" you warn. And walk away
When you return.
a blindfold is placed over my eyes.
And I feel something wrapped around my neck. I shake my head to be sure. And hear the familiar clink of the metal captive ring on my collar.
My head is snapped back by my hair.
"Didn't I say don't move?"
"Yes"
My arms are pulled behind my back and and i feel the cool feeling of metal around my wrist.
"Ready to be a good girl?"
I graon out happily. . .
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Oh my gersh! Im a ensy bit overwhelmed with messages. Please be patient i am making an effort to respond. Lol also I'm quite often high making me sluggish.
If i get a message from you that is disrespectful in regards to responding. I will just delete it. If you can't even fain respect your not worth my time. |
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Oral! Love oral. Love sucking on a nice hard cock, gagging happily as i swallow down as far as i can. Especially love when i can just take a rough face fucking.
Love being pushed down onto my knees. . . arms pinned above my head. . .Hands in my hair sliding my mouth along your cock. . . My hair being tugged as you pump into my hot wet mouth. . . Eyes watering as you push my head down . . . A hand on the back of my head holding me still, as cum fills my throat.
Just a thought ^_^ |
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I really like phonne sessions. Just saying |
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| Age: 30 |
| Houston,
Texas |
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