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Sigh... I suppose I was not clear in my last profile, so let me be clear now. I am 38, bbw submissive. I am married and MUST be discrete. While I love the idea of being available at all times it is not always feasable. I will do my best to be available and accommodate my Dom's wishes but there's are times when family responsiblity comes first and may make me unable to communicate.
If you can be understanding of my situation I would love to talk to you about how we may complement eachother to our mutual satisfaction.
If you are looking for a pain slut with no further connection than to see how much pain I can take.... I am NOT your girl.
If you are looking for a discrete connection with a sexual submissive that enjoys moderate pain with her pleasure, a submissive who is a natural people pleaser, a submissive to enjoy and be enjoyed.... THEN I am your girl.
I love bondage and disapline. I fantasize regularly about kidnap and capture. I love coersion fantasies. I also enjoy age play. I am curious about public play and humiliation.
I don't have many limits and I am willing to try almost anything once. That being said my true hard limits include the following: scat, blood, permanent marks, marks that can not be covered, anything involving children or animals.

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10/31/2013 10:08:56 AM

I am finding that submission is a long learning process, especially when it comes to what my needs are. Though I love the feeling of being abused I am finding that it isn't the abuse for its own sake that I crave, but the abuse that comes from a personal connection. I am not a slave. I am sexually submissive and in that role I know that I need not only abuse because I deserve it and because my dom desires it, but also praise when I do well, aftercare to make sure I'm back in reality, and an attitude of over all care.

 

I really dislike the feeling of failure that I felt recently when my fear got the better of me and I was told to make a choice to keep going or leave all while in a panic crying jag. I didn't expect the reaction I had, and I needed a few moments to process it. I needed a Dom to help me through it. I didn't get that. Instead I was made to feel stupid and like I was over reacting to nothing.

 

I will extend my apology to that Dom. I am sorry I seem to have wasted your time, but I can not be the slave that you are looking for. I thank you for the experience and for the lesson you have taught me. I wish you well in your continued search


10/21/2013 10:29:45 AM

I've forgotten how much I love to bake... even if its something simple like the spiced baked apples I just took out of the oven... I need to bake more often and learn to do it healthily... 


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CourtneyChaos
 
 Age: 18
 Copenhagen, Denmark