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I know that my true place is to serve, but it's really tough to throw of the societal conditioning that men need to be strong and independent. Some of the people I've met here have expected me to follow every order immediately, including orders that I was not comfortable with. I hope you can have the patience to train me. I know it may take a little while, but I know that serving, whether I'm serving a man or a woman, is what I need. |
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Not a man
Just a bitch
A bitch who needs to learn
A bitch who needs to train
To please a real man
To please a real woman
Shown his place
Taking all that is given
Accepting without barrier
But the barrier must be broken
The walls must come down
I need You to make me into what I am. |
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They say that true submission lies in surrendering to One you do not find appealing, and true dominance in controlling one who is not attracted to you. Is this true? |
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Hovers before me Hypnotize and mesmerize I whisper, "I'm straight" But I cannot look away It reaches into my soul
Controlling my eyes She whispers, "Lick it, faggot" My resistance falls Mistress controls my body She gives me to His God-Cock |
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Faggot
He called me a faggot I am a faggot A faggot for His Cock I do not want Him He repels me I want Her She arouses me I do not deserve Her But His Cock masters me I kneel before It Even as the man attached to It repels me She laughs He laughs I burn to serve Faggot |
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Sometimes I marvel at how much the ancients understood, and how much we have lost of their wisdom. The combination of the female and the male in one body is so much closer to the divine; this is why their most potent gods had both male and female characteristics. But today we only fetishize transgender individuals, instead of worshipping them as divine in their own rights. |
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Ego is an obstacle to acceptance of my true place. |
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I hope I don't sound like I'm bitching. There are a lot of people on here of all persuasions who only really seem to want to play games, though. A couple of bad experiences can really do a number on a boy. I don't feel like I have any place criticizing a Superior, but sometimes I just feel confused about what is expected of me. |
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I keep seeing Superiors bitching about the fake submissives and submissives who aren't committed to serving, but I know from experience that there are plenty of Superiors who only seem to be interested in playing games with willing submissives. Perhaps this problem has roots on both sides of the aisle? I realize it is impertinent of me to say that some Superiors have issues, but sometimes I do get that impression. |
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I have to admit that I find it very confusing when Superiors of any kind make differing assertions about my place in the world. I just know that I want to serve. That isn't too complicated, is it? |
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Sometimes I wonder how many of the Superiors here get tired of hearing from boys like me who fill their inboxes. Then I wonder if I'm just not submissive enough for them. It would be nice to have some direction on becoming a better submissive. |
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I would like to take this opportunity to extend thanks to the Superiors who have let me know that I'm not good enough to serve them. I realize they get more than enough attention from submissives, and I appreciate when they take the time to let me know that I'm deficient. |
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A Superior told me He wants to make me His hot sissy bitch. I would be so hard right now if it wasn't for the cage... |
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A Superior ordered me to look into Melanin Science, and said it would explain a lot. Does anyone know anything about it? |
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Every time I talk to a Master or Goddess, I'm more convinced that this is the right path for me, but I need to be trained to serve. Will you be the one to teach me my proper place? |
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I locked myself in a chastity device tonight. I'm starting to see the appeal; it feels so secure holding my penis, and I would be so vulnerable with you holding the key.
Will it be you holding the key? What would you make me do to get it off? Would you even let me take it off? |
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