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| How my story began:
Well I I discovered I was a submissive at 14. I was quite precocious. I didn't physically do anything with anyone until I was 17. I explored my body and my feelings, and with the help of the Internet, I discovered what I am by 14. Of course I didn't understand all the in's and out's yet, but I grasped the basic definition of what a submissive was and what makes them tick. I realized that "fantasies" I had before I even comprehended sexuality were submissive tendencies. For instance, one game I would play with myself was a slave to a Sultan sort of game. I'd imagine myself wrapped up in nothing but a sari, dancing for him. It made me feel beautiful and happy. I was 8. What 8 year old play imagines that? Me apparently. So since 14 I've been reading and probing and studying. Had a few online relationships. Nothing in real life was ever panned out. Which is why I joined collarspace. I'm looking for something real.
More to come later
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