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Been a long time since I've been to CM with a dead laptop it's been hard to even keep up with emails :( |
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Ever feel like the choice you make, which at the time seems like the right one. In hind sight really might not be the right one? |
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Hmm well things have changed ALOT, suddenly, in the past week I wont be back stateside. :( a bit sad about that. I was ready to go back and start over and make new friends. But getting the chance to start over, here. |
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well things arnt working out as planned but might be for the better? |
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Well fuck!! Its all I can think of at this moment. |
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Have started the packing process, ohh how I love it ha ha |
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Finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, and its making me a bit sad. :( |
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Soo many offers for a pick up at the airport. I already have a ride from the airport thank you for all the offers |
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I've been told by several people that my profile is longer than most mens attention span. LOL maybe so.. But the ones that do take the time to read might really want to know a bit about me ;) |
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Its nice to know that the Hurry up and wait thing applies to here too when it comes to government. arrrgghh LOL |
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Wheels are in motion with the powers that be :) |
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OK well hmmm reading obviously doesnt happen *sigh* I'm STILL in Oz til mid July |
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2nd week in July is the plan for going back :) *crosses fingers* |
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In one of those unsure, and insecure moods. I need a hug! |
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Ok well yet again plans change looks like next month |
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I'm not here looking for any causual playmates!! I'm also not looking for an instant live in thing. Been there done that burned that T-shirt. lmao if you want to know something just ask, don't just assume you know the answer |
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This up, down, up, down mood thing is stressful. Im tired of it! It would all go away if money grew on trees haha or if I grew wings. Starting to lose faith in people again and that I truly hate!
And NO I'm not pulling anyones leg about going back to the states, just waiting on a ticket. |
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So frustrated at this point!! |
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I should know in the next 24 to 36 hours exactally when I'll be headed back to the states. But I'm not gonna get to excited at this point til I SEE confirmation for myself |
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Ok well I must be one of the most gullable people in the world or just take people at their word but yeah thinking my chains being yanked again. GRRR |
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Got a new tat :) added a picture to my profile |
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Thanks to one of my best friends here in Oz Zainal I'm getting new tats on Saturday :) Thanks mate!!! |
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Figured out the tats :) going to get a celtic symbol for strength. And also a redback spider on my foot lol |
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HA HA You may think you are getting under my skin, but I can play this game all day!!! It's easy to do with an abuser like you and it seems to be working lmao!! Now run and hide your head up your ass again |
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I was in a silly and playful mood lastnigjt and no one to be silly and playful with :( lol |
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Ok so people should read but I'll say it again, I will not meet for mindless play. |
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OK so suggestions please, any idea's for an Aussie tat? And if you've seen my pics I don't go for the "normal tattoo flash" type tats ok well my first one was but that was many years ago |
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I had to come to some realisations very quickly a couple weeks ago. But I think I'm going to have to go back to the states. :( at least for awhile. No matter how hard I've wanted to live and work over here. :( just not working |
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"U had a heart attack? Pity you are still here to whinge about it!!!!"
Got that message today, gee hope you feel better being an abusive loser, always were and still are, I'm guessing you are the same one who ends up deleting your profile and coming back with a new one. Must be awful to have that much hate in your heart that you wish people dead. If you are a better person than everyone else why keep your profile hidden ???!!!! |
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Feeling a bit fragile and frustrated HATE IT!! |
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Having a heart attack wasn't on my bucket list but I can now cross it off ha ha |
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havnt been online for few days i've been in hospital am still there so might be a couple more. But figured i'd use my phone to let people know i wasnt just ignoring ya'll. |
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Hmmm, some opinions matter to me, yours, not so much . You can say I'm a fake and a lair because I won't play with you for money. Money may be tight, but NOT that tight!! |
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I'm soooo ready for my next tattoo, *sigh* |
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I NEED A HUG!! and yes prolly a spanking too haha but no just because I said that doesn't mean I will catch the next train to meet someone I don't know. I need a better connection than that |
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well my laptop died :( and is such a headache to barrow the housemates I sooo miss my laptop |
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Beenn camping for te past couple weeks, ohh the fun that could be had lol |
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Thinking respect is something that is lacking with most people these days, something wrong with that!!!!!! |
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Surprised... NO! Disapointed... not really. Pissed off that I didn't even get a call. YES!!! There was a time when I was sooo hopeless for you you could have asked me to jump off a bridge I would have asked which one and when. Catching up for a coffee would have been nice today. But guess you found something better, than friends catching up for a coffee but a call would have been nice!! |
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I must say thank you to all of the incouraging and supportive messages I've gotten as of late. Makes me realize that there are some decent people on this site |
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A message I got form WHOREHUNTER
"Fuck you you stupid cunt.. I hope you die of aids soon"
Must be awful to call yourself a Dom and be soooo pathetic!!! I feel sooo sorry for you!! |
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Hmmm I hate stress, and feeling unsettled that will pass soon enough I hope. |
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I'm a bit upset right now, but I'll get over it |
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I'm soooooo over this crap!!! |
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geesh some of the messages I get...
"WHATEVER!!! AGAIN, VERY HAPPY 9/11 DAY. PITY THERE WEREN'T MORE BOMBINGS AND YANKS KILLED, AFTER ALL, IT WAS THE US GOVERNMENT WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE." |
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Here's a thought if you don't like my tattoos I dont really care!!! I 'm happy with them and thats all that matters.. I wasnt put on this earth to impress YOU or so YOU could humiliate me or that would be try anyway go find someone else to bully |
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Im not one to want a big party formy birthday, althoug it would be nice Or even presents Ijust wish formthe people closest to me to not forget
*sigh* :( |
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Kinda wishing I hadn't flown off like I did and deleted all my journal entries. Ohhh well to late now |
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