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1/25/2009 7:51:00 PM
Last night I witnessed the love and devotion of a slave to her master and his to her.  It was the single most beautiful and romantic scene I have had the pleasure to watch.  I am still reeling from the energy and emotion that emanated through that room.  The power of their energy was incredible and brought me to tears. 

The details of scene itself, though on the more extreme side, are really inconsequential.  The community came out in droves and from miles away to witness this particular scene.  Everyone came out for those small details, to witness that particular activity, but that was not what anyone was talking about afterwards. 

I was truly humbled by the strength, spirit, courage, love, devotion, the bond that they share, and their willingness to share that with others.

Thank you to all of you, both kinky and vanilla who have the courage to be your authentic selves and the strength to bare yourself to the world.


1/1/2009 10:44:19 PM

Last night's party went very well.  We had a small and intimate group of friends for food, dancing, and fun.  It turned out to be too cold for the hot tub, but we had a blast playing dress up in the hostess' closet! 
There were quite a few responses to my request for servants at the party, sadly most of them lived in other states and some wanted a gaurantee of play time after the party.  Well, my response to all was that if they were pleasing and enjoyable there was a good chance that there would be some playtime, but I would not gaurantee it.  And I certainly understand that traveling from another state was really too far to come for one night.
We did have one lovely submissive male come to serve us.  I was pleasantly surprised that being relatively new to WIITWD, he did a very good job serving.  As a bonus, he was quite willing to be dressed in the airline stewardess outfit we picked out for him, he was happy to receive a few little spankings during the party as well, and he was well rewarded afterwards for his service and entertainment. 

I was surprised by the lacking response I received from the submissive men here on CM who are in the Nashville area.  Many of them, I have spoken with at length, and all of them have voiced this very same situation as a long time fantasy and something they would do anything to be a part of.  And some of them having petitioned for the opportunity to be considered as a submissive or playmate. But when the opportunity was presented they passed it by.  I guess I will continue to be surprised by the difference between fantasizing and the willingness to make those fantasies a reality.


12/27/2008 12:09:03 PM

I am looking for a few good submissive men for an upcoming party.  There will be fun, merriment, and more than a few kinky women.  I have one already lined up and would like a couple more...anyone interested?


12/16/2008 8:43:09 PM
Every once in a while, I talk with someone who I truly believe has the potential to be who they say they are and do what they say they will do.  I rarely get my hopes up, but sometimes...and then...ugh.

12/6/2008 9:40:21 AM
Talking, chatting, getting to know each other through emails or phone or IM is great.   Making friends in WIITWD is fun, and I'm always happy to make a friend (see my last journal entry) or a play mate.
But the dating decisions are made when you are face to face.  Is this a person I can or want to get deeper in to?  Is this a person that really does something for me? 

I'm not being shallow, because I'm not talking about looks, they really are not as important to me as they are to some.  But chemistry can really only be measured in person.  It's the one thing that just has to be there for me. I have to look into a man's eyes and see something there a spark, a twinkle, something that endears me, speaks to me, draws me to them.  Or there's really no point in going farther as anything but friends.

So, all of that to say, I think it's important to meet someone as soon as possible.  Meet, find out what's there, know if you are interested in persuing them or not.  Jump in and take the attitude that you are at least meeting a friend, but in any case, you are actively moving forward.  You are taking steps toward a goal.





11/25/2008 7:57:02 PM
I did one of those crazy things this past weekend.  I took a chance.  I had been talking to a sub for less than a week.  We clicked, really clicked, and decided that we had to find out what was there face to face.  We said that if nothing else, we knew we had found a friend and would have a great time regardless. 

Friday morning he flew in from PA, and I picked him up at the airport.  We spent a fantastic weekend together, indulging in things we both enjoyed.  It was sexy, hot, everything we had each hoped for, and more.

I have to admit that it was hard to take him back to the airport on Monday morning.  And I can't wait to see what is to come.


11/18/2008 8:12:42 PM

I hate cliches.  I really do.  But I have to admit there is truth and wisdom to be found in some.  The one I'm thinking of today...
"when a door closes, a window opens"


11/14/2008 10:41:50 PM

What I want:
Brains, intelligence, brilliance, and ingenuity.
Independence, interests, and interest.
Passion, intensity, fire, and desire.
Drive, ambition, and determination.
Masculine, virile, and macho.
Courageous, brave, and a strong understanding and sense of integrity.

Submissive.


I know this man exists, this man that makes my eyes light up when he enters a room.  Who can make me laugh, make my heart sing, and make me melt when I look into his eyes. 

I don't know that I believe there is "one", but I know that somewhere, there is a man who fits.  I just haven't found him yet.



10/16/2008 10:49:09 PM
What can we do when someone we care about needs to go down a different path?

We can wish them well, with our words and in our hearts.

We can support them in seeking the happiness that they deserve.

We can be there for them.  Revel with them in their triumphs and be their shoulder to lean on in times of trial.

So, my friend, I wish you luck, love, and happiness.  May you find your fulfillment and live your life with no regrets.



9/3/2008 1:15:39 PM
On Saturday, 8-30-08, I had my first play session with subman1876.  He was wonderful. 
I believe, for now, my search is over.  I have found one who is that wonderful combination of submissive and gentleman and man.  I'm going to take time to explore the possibilities.

I will still be on the forums, I will still be answering emails from friends, and I will still be speaking with the subs that are possibilities for my girlfriend, Nyte.  That will be the extent of my participation here, for now.

8/27/2008 4:00:40 PM

My girlfriend and I have been looking for playtoys for the last month.  We have scheduled a few meet and greets and have met a few interesting prospects, a few fun playtoys, and for me, one very promising connection was made.  Nyte and I have had a couple play sessions with these boys, and of those, they are all fun.

So far I am enjoying exploring this new toy, and soon, very soon, we are going to have our first play session.  I am relishing the anticipation of this first session, as well as the fear that this man has of me and what I will do to or expect of him.  A healthy fear to say the least.

As Nyte will be going out of the country for the month of October, we will not be scheduling any more meet and greets until after she returns.  And if the current playtoys work out, maybe not at all.  We'll see what the next few weeks brings.


11/25/2007 4:38:00 PM
Wow, it's been a while since I've updated this journal.  They say the one thing that remains constant in life, is change.  That's for sure!!

I have made a new home for myself, still here in Nashville.  I have such wonderful friends here, and I continue to have a lot of fun when work and family commitments permit.  I am thankful for so much in my life.  I am happier now than I have been in a very long time, which tells me that I was not paying attention to myself over the last year or so.

I'm not looking for another LTR, I'm looking to have fun and make some new friends and hope that life continues to be fun and filled with rich and fulfilling experiences.

1/11/2006 7:34:44 PM

Tonight I am grinning from ear to ear.  I had a wonderful session with a new boy today.  It's amazing how exhilarated I feel after a good session of pain play and CBT.  I just love to see that look of fear on a boys face when he's convinced that the very next move I make will paralyze him with pain, knowing that despite the pain...if I want to do it, he will let me.  And all the while thanking me and asking for more.  "Yes, Mistress.  Did I please you Mistress?"  Oh yes boy, you have indeed pleased me, in fact, I can't wait to do it again.  Would you like a pickle? 


1/10/2006 2:13:48 PM

Oh my goodness.  I do wonder why a sub would waste so much of his own precious time playing games, telling lies, and making plans that he has no intention of following through with.  It's either a really fun game or such an incredible blow to his self esteem each time that he proves to be impotent.  The funny part is...


1/5/2006 9:27:48 AM
Happy New Year to all!

I am looking forward to forming new relationships this year.  I have made a few changes in the way that I'm going to do things.  There are a few of you here that are real.  The changes I'm making won't affect you in any way.  For the rest of you...and you know who you are...you will only be given one chance in 2006.  If you fail you will be dismissed, permanently.  I have no patience or tolerance for cowards, fakes, phonies and liars.

11/11/2005 3:01:32 PM
So many pretty little sissy boys, cucks, subbies and slaves...and how much fun you all are...which one will I pick to try out next?

11/10/2005 9:34:01 AM

I am looking for a new boy...the last one turned out to be a coward.  Afraid of the possiblities that this life has to offer.  I'm looking for someone with the courage and strength that is required of a submissive.  I am not a part time play partner, so if that's what you are looking for, move along.


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 Age: 33
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